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#cute#catterpillar#butterfly#cute quote#beautiful quote#aesthetic blog#aesthetic#vintage#autumn#i am growing#healing
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Guys I’m so cool I got hate and I didn’t engage
#peace and love on planet earth#I am growing#yeah 😌#so proud#it was a bout being Therian btw#blocked
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so wild that writing a gazillion words of fanfiction over multiple years makes you better at writing.
#fic#I finally closed out In Technicolor and reread the last chapter#and damn y'all comparing the sentences between that last chapter and the sentence structure and flow from By the Following Acts Committed?#nearly a different author#I am becoming#I am growing#I am a butterfly#but without the legs because I can't fucking deal with insects
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trying to feel proud of myself as my brain attempts to get me to spiral for the fourth time like bitch it's not that serious let's unlearn fear
#this is good for me#my brain is trying to make it feel like a failure#like a loss#it's not even all my fault#i wasn't communicated with earlier so how was i supposed to know?#anyways i did good!#i've been in similiar situations and left in a panic#but i stayed!#and talked again#i did not run#i am growing#my brain is arguing with me but i know this is good#*through gritted teeth* i am growing#this is both a neg and positive vent i guess?#idk it's 5:50 and i'm fighting anxiety again lol#just gotta keep going
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The urge to only color these character’s eyes is always so… SO strong dude. Like, you’d all know who it was as long as the eye color is there, ya know?
#as far as art goes this is the least whiney i’ve been#i am learning#i am growing#i am writing this instead of coloring#i mean… i could do base colors but idk man#it always looks off when i do it#le sigh#anyway here’s wonderwall
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just know realizing it is probably a good thing I stopped crushing bread into a ball to eat it and now have like buttered toast with honey instead
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on identity, healing the inner child, fursonas, and cringe culture
#art#digital art#my art#fursona#personal comic#furry#wolf#i had a werewolf phase when i was 8. i would howl at the moon and i would grow my nails out and chew them into claws#comic#webcomic#web comic#comics#comic artist#indie comic#this will probably be included in a zine later#cringe culture is dead#i am cringe but i am free
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10 years later
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itafushi#itafushikugi#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#least heterosexual group photo ive ever drawn tbh#u have the kings of subtle pda and their judgy lesbian third wheel#this does remind me a lot of the kind of art i used to do jhgdjghdfj#specifically that one furuba main trio piece i did forever ago. same vibe better art#anyway......i tried my best........ i tried so hard#i do not know how old they look . the goal was 25/26 but atp i've gaslit myself into thinking they look the same#especially megumi im so . throws hands in the air in defeat#but idk what else i can do cries at least i like it??? i think???????#i don't know!!! if they look younger than 25 whatever!!!!!!!!#why is it so hard fr me to make chars look older im gna slam my head against the door#maybe its fine. idc <- (lie)#in other news itfs are married fight me abt it . yuuji rockin the right hand ring fr Lack Of Finger reasons#also i am Eating nobara's fit . she might also look a bit younger than intended the more i look at her gDI why cant i have nice things#new hairstyle carrying tbh. i think she would a. grow it out and b. switch the side she parts it on to make Seeing easier#god just take it all tht really matters 2 me is low pony nobara and Rings On Fingers itfs#i did my time in yoi i know how to make wedding bands Work
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Never forget the fact that, because he was roleplaying as his nonexistent lil sister, his twitter account got banned for a while and had to scream publicity he was, in fact, Tatsuki Fujimoto roleplaying as his nonexistent lil sister.
And no one believed him at first.
#that was probably one of the funniest times to be on twitter because you could quote him and point and laugh at him#while you'll see his desperation growing and growing because everyone were like fujimoto? you? nah! and he was crying screaming#“ I AM A LIBRA!!!” KFKFNDKFKFKF#tatsuki fujimoto#look back#chainsaw man#at least we got the aki early design which was a blessing for all of us. except for him ofc#the fact he wrote a scene with this SAME THING happening to denji like.. idk. two months before was the funniest thing ever klmdslk#life do truly imitates art...
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growing up!
#FALLS TO THE FLOOR!!!!#so shocking news: the silver artbook actually killed me a little. this is the first finished pic ive made since#wow isnt it crazy that 26 completed illustrations would kinda take it outta ya. bananas. i need to Not do a full bg again for a minute#i had the stupid thought like 'oohhgh i could do a series of silver and lilia as hes growing up!!' im HITTING ME!!! NO MORE SERIES!!!#I CAN DO NON-RELATED PICS OF THAT IF I MUST!!! THE PRESSURE OF A SERIES IS TOO TIRING RN!!!!#my life is a whirlwind i JUST moved and now might need to move again bc id make a ton more#im trying to sell my house and its going very poorly. im doing well at work. ID HAFTA MOVE ACROSS THE COUNTRY AGAIN#ID BE BACK NOOOORTH id go to pennsylvania <3 im from new york so the thought of being closer to my mom is rly nice#and i have friends there both from high school and ohiiiio and new england etc etc!!!! YAY!!!#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#lilia vanrouge#suntails#did u miss this. be honest. when i vanish for months at a time do u miss the rambling life updates. theyre who i am
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The sun's coming back again (stick around, it's positive in the end)
Creeping slowly towards the first days of spring, trees have already started to blossom, flowers have begun to sprout, even between the cracks of concrete. I often dread summer. The intense heat. The blazing sun. Being as pale and unable to tan as I am, it can be quite dangerous. On top of that, my body is something I am not always proud of, but I'm working on my mindset and my health. But, I think it's silly to dread it. Today I lay on the patio, my dog napping beside me. The sun trickled down on us as I read over my study materials and it didn't seem so bad. Ants crawled over my laptop screen and over my bare, prickly legs, reflecting the sunlight back off into the sky. As my dog sighed softly, his hairy belly moving up and down, I knew it would be okay. It doesn't matter how I look, I can still enjoy the sun and the plants. The trees stretching up closer and closer to the heavens with each passing day. It will be okay. I will be okay.
#growing and learning#life is beautiful#the summer will be okay#and I will be okay#I am growing#and with me is the rest of the world#harmonising and playing together in one big play#one big dance#screaming I am here#I am here#I am here to be seen#to be heard#to be touched and felt#to be lived#summer#summer quotes#just blabbing#just yapping#my thoughts#summer will be good#I will be okay#I am okay#the sunlight is stretching down and that's home#I think this is healing#I think I am getting better#queer joy#queer journey#growing up
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Hero.
#legend of zelda#echoes of wisdom#loz eow#loz#zelda#tri#josh art tag#been meaning to do a full on stained glass drawing for like 2 years now lol#ive had ideas but none really stuck with me until this one#and the reason why is cuz this one was more of a scene! it wasnt just a normal drawing made to look like stained glass#it had what is supposed to be a literal window with someone standing before it looking up at it#also i find the timing of this drawing funny#cuz i just recently changed my shading style to resemble stained glass even more so than usual#cuz for years now ive gottem comments saying#my style reminds people of stained glass#and sometimes i see it sometimes i dont#cuz my shading style changes and sometimes it really did look glass like#but other times i dont think it did?? but i still got those comments??#maybe its like the way i do lineart or block out shapes?#idk but recently when i was growing tired of my previous coloring style i remembered those comments#and decided to lean into it#but now just a little while after that#here i am doing a legit stained glass illustration lol
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you know what, fuck joe biden. fuck joe biden. i am so deeply enraged tonight. thousands of palestinians have been murdered in a genocide funded by US tax dollars, and his administration thinks it's a good time to post memes?? most young people i know are living paycheck to paycheck (or debt to debt), and they think they can appeal to us by posting goddamn memes? at least one hundred people were killed in rafah due to an israeli air strike during the superbowl, and biden posts a dark brandon meme? what the absolute fuck? over twelve thousand children have been murdered in cold blood by the israeli military, funded by the united states, funded by my goddamn taxes, and biden tweets about seats on airplanes? i can't afford to buy meat, but thank god part of my paycheck is being spent on bombing children. i am ashamed i voted for him. if i ever met the man, i would spit on him. i would throw both my shoes at him. i am disgusted and angry. god fucking damnit
#i have been filled with rage since october and it is only growing#i am sick with rage#we have watched a genocide in real time#and watched the united states fund it#absolutely disgusting shit#fuck joe biden#joe biden#biden#united states#israel#palestine#free palestine#free gaza#gaza genocide#gaza#genocide#rafah#🍉
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Thinking about the time I lost a game of Overwatch and I was so mad about it that I genuinely considered getting into shit with the other team in chat and then realized that it was a colossal waste of my living breathing Human Time and uninstalled Overwatch instead because it was only making me angry.
And then thought about the OTHER time when I was on TikTok and realized I was Not Enjoying Myself and was, in fact, seeing so many sad videos and fake influencer ads that I felt Truly Despondent and then just…Deleted it.
Imo I want my social media /general media experience to be a pleasant break from real world and I get to decide what I get to cull to make that a reality for myself. I highly reccomended it! Life has improved considerably!
#look not having social medias is not My Personality#however like. no twitter. no insta. no tiktok.#do I know anything???? no.#am I up to date on literally anything pop-culture????? also no#and if that stuff’s important to you absolutely stick with it!#maybe this is a direct reaction to growing up terminally online from 2012 onward but i am freeeeee#it’s honestly made a huge difference in my life! i CAN just say no to these apps that want to suck all my time away!!!!
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Demo has had many careers - tattoo artist isn't one of them.
#tf2#tf2 fanart#team fortress 2#tf2 soldier#tf2 demoman#demo warned him a tattoo might be painful and he's just thinking 'wow! he wasn't kidding! i! am! in! agony!'#then they go wake medic up at 3am to grow soldier a new arm#slowly drawing all the mercs shirtless ig 🥴#i as gonna add a tanktop to solider but my boyf came along and was like '...you don't....neeed to add one...ifyoudontwantto.........' HMMM#omg how has it been this long and ive never drawn a gun or someone holding one?? fake fan i guess
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I'm rewatching Steven Universe and I will never forgive Fandom for what it did to her

#also watching it at age 19-20 as it was released and experiencing the resulting clusterfuck online fandom response was a wild trip#im finally rewatching it again at 25 and really really feel lucky to have seen it at the age i did#i have completely different perspective on it now that i have 3 young nephews and a neice where before i was in college#the music is still as incredible as it was back then#and the animation#i cant beleive people got honestly and truly upset and violently aggressive about characters being off model sometimes#early stevens voice though kills me after awhile...... the yelling .... but his characters growth and development also being reflected in#his voice changing as he grows up#they also go crazy hard on some scenes#who am i kidding the show was a masterpiece and ahead of its time
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