#i am going to fail my exams
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ON THE VERGE OF A MENTAL BREAKDOWN 👍
#i am going to fail my exams#like actually#im so tired i have no more energy left in me to study#im ao stressed#my period is over a week late bc of stress and my new meds#i have to work tomorrow#i just need to *** like actually#I HATE LAW!!!!#<- im lying i actually like it its just soo stressful
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Having a shit ton of interests is so annoying cause do I go finish reading Dune, start reading the witcher, continue playing ff, draw/write about my ocs (which ocs?? I have a million), play Alice mr, reread csm, draw, watch vkei mvs??? I'm gonna explode
#the correct answer is study.#i am going to fail my exams#i have a month left and my ass is sitting here NOT revising#fandom#csm#vkei#the witcher#dune#i really wanna finish dune before i go watch the second part
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Never Kill Yourself.
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trying to study for a test has led me to taking the iconic adhd test :)
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Sword PHIGHTING! period cramps moodboard
Gods mightiest warrior…….
Og image:
ANYWAYS EXTRA BITS!!!! So. Yeah. I wasted exactly 27 hours and 29 minutes of my life making this over a period of like. ~a week and a half LMAO????? I THINK IT WAS LONGER?? Yeah all of these are completely redrawn from the Og “panels”, replicating the dungeon meshi style is. MISERABLE I don’t know why I did this to myself holy fucking shit, all of you blame @squiffer-salad for this monstrosity she’s the reason why this exists in the first place /silly
anyways, I highly recommend looking at the panels individually because I put a lot of fun extra bits in them and just. A LOT of effort in general, any likes, reblog’s, or comments are insanely appreciated since this did take such a long time :’DDD, everything in these minus the backgrounds are completely redrawn/shaded/and colored by hand, this includes mid/screen tones as I used specific layers for those! anyways thank you for coming to my period cramp projection ted-talk I’m going back into my Everglade hole.
#JESUS FICKING CHRIST#WHEN I SAY#27+ HOURS#DUDE…….#FOR A SHIT POST….. THIS IS INSANE…… WHY DID I DO TJIS TO MYSELF#ANYWAYS now that I’m free from this fucking BEAST of a project I’m going to be working on a lot more comms/personal bits since I have much#More free time on my hands!#School is still kicking my ass but at least I’ve been doing well :3#Scored a 10/10 on a AP world test today! Probably gonna end up failing my math unit exam but oh well wouldn’t be the first /silly#Anyways for some smaller extra comments#I honestly don’t really know how I managed to commit to this if I’m gonna be real#This honestly was more of a test of endurance if anything and I think it came out really well especially since I’m not used#To spending THIS much time on a single piece#It taught me a lot too#Specifically more about midtone layers and different types of line art and such#Anyways yeah I am. So horrendously tired#More art soon though! I got stuff in the oven for reals!!!#art#phighting!#phighting#phighting fanart#digital art#phighting roblox#artists on tumblr#phighting art#roblox phighting#roblox#roblox art#roblox fanart#roblox game
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Such gorgeous homophobia in his eyes 😍
#mcsm#minecraft story mode#mcsm jack#mcsm nurm#jack mcsm#nurm mcsm#A beautiful cat with homophobia 💛🩵#Can never decide between green eyes and brown eyes for Jack#Ik he calls his blueish eye his bad eye but I'm giving him heterochromia#Let him have his main character moment#My German exam is tomorrow#Which is like my last exam btw so let's go!!!#But my German teacher sent us all a good luck with little animated emojis#Twice. One was last week#Sir please it is late and I am emotional#Mr German teacher raising my standards for teachers since 2021#If I fail this exam I am dropping out of German no way am I letting him down after he sent that group message#But I WONT FAIL#CAUSE ITS GERMAN#THAT EXAM IS SCARED OF ME#IM GONNA EAT THIS SHIT UP#RAHHHH 🦅
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just remembered how many different doctors i have to see next week and now i want to hide in my house forever
#and depending on how they go it could be the worst week of my life#im so stressed ive been crying about this forever#terrible morning#but it’s also like#i haven’t had a decent night of sleep in weeks#and i am way more stressed about it than about the exam i just failed#which is kind of .. ehhh .. they’re not lying when they say that nothing else matters when your health is at stake#i just want everything to be okay. it’s been an ominous time for me#there’s something i’ve been ignoring out of fear of what it might be and i finally need to figure that out#and i’m being pressured about seeing a psychiatrist again which i do not want to do at all#well. i am in hell basically
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HEYY, I MIGHT BE MORE ACTIVE AGAIN RAHHH🔥🔥💯💯💯
ANYWAYS HERE ARE SOME STUPID DOODLES AND SOME BONUS ONES THAT ARE NOT ZAK STORM RELATED (RARE FOOTAGE)
These 2 give so much siblings vibes
CARAMBA DOODLES BECAUSE I LOVE HIM AND ALSO HIM SKATEBOARDING ON SOME RANDOM ASS 3D SHAPE AND ALSO HIM SUMMONING 7 TRUCKS🔥🔥🔥
And Zak burning cereal :3
NOW THIS IS RARE FOOTAGE BUT I ALSO DREW SMALL DOODLES OF THE IRIS FROM GHE AND JUPITER AND SATURN FROM SOLARBALLS RAHHH (I don't fw with solarballs iris tbh😞)
AND ANOTHER BONUS WHICH IS ONE OF MY OCS, PERSEUS🔥🔥
With raimondi above and a random ass cat
ITS NOT MUCH BUT SINCE EXAM SEASON IS ALMOST OVER I WILL DRAW MORE (JUST GOTTA MAKE IT THROUGH THOSE 4-5 WEEKS🔥🔥🔥)
HAVE A GREAT DAY!!! XPP
#zak storm#caramba#idk if i should tag solarballs and ghe into this since its js 2 doodles#dude school drama is so wild#idk if the fact drawing caramba everytime is just weird or its js the silliness in me🔥🔥#also my laptop broke apart because of a screw now bro is not working anymore#womp womp ngl#holy shit my maths notebook is literally falling apart#well all notebooks are#i almost failed my german exam too if it werent for that one point which gave me a D atleast#but hey atleast i passed#german sucks ass and so does math#I do infact NOT fw with german exams🔥🔥#im so cooked in math but its the last exam so i just gotta make it through💯💯#honestly idk whats in me to draw these dumbass doodles😭🙏#now what am i going to do with a broken ahh laptop#maths when i catch you maths#still remembering the fact that the teachers and my classmates are beefing with eachother#idk what to tag anymore so i'll stop here with my yapping#ignore the fact that i cant draw trucks at all
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guys i’ve gotten to a point in my calculus studying that i can’t even form a real thought anymore
#🔪 - mello talks too much#guys#i’m so#oh my god#MY CALC 2 EXAM IS TOMORROW#AND ITS SO FUCKING HARD#DUDE#LIKE CALC ONE WAS SO EASY COMPARED TO THIS#FHEYQGSFSGQGSHQIJDBAKQIEYDWGGWQGGW#gush.#i have been studying for like 16 hours at least this entire weekend and i still am struggling like so hardcore#idek#i don’t#oh my god i can’t fail this exam#this class is going to ruin my GPA#NOOOOOOOEHEHWIWGHEWHWHDYDUS#YUUJI ITADORI SAVE ME YUUJI ITADORI
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Me with any related School thing:
#sml#how I feel with school#i fucking hate this#i failed at my croatian part of the exams and now I have to go back there#or I can write a complaint on something I would rather just not happen#I did pass the other 2 exams though#but the other one?#nope#I fucking hate school so fucking much#why the absolute fuck do I have to do this fucking much over something as this#I fucking hate this so much#now I have to do this AGAIN during September#Fucking hell#rant#vent#rant post#I am obviously joking with the gun part but now I am tired as hell
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not sure where you are but at most USA colleges professors are required to excuse absences for funerals--and even if the prof hasn't let you take it yet, you should have received an incomplete instead of a 0 for the exam, and admin should be stepping in to ensure that the prof lets you take it. this is above your academic advisor, you should def email your academic dean. source: I'm a professor and if I did what your prof did I would be in deep shit with the university. hope it gets worked out!
Me on my way to the office on monday to present them with all the evidence at my disposal and show them the conversation between my professor and me where she literally just told me to make time or take it during the summer without even addressing the fact i was going to be unavailable due to a funeral: :3
#i’ll go insane on monday but at the very least i’ll have done something to get my money back.#and my grades back in order#its kind of insane how whenever i take online courses the professors are so… uncaring#like idk why#the only dude that cared was my math professor#he was so nice#at the end i failed his class only because of covid n’ more personal family issues preventing me from taking my exams#BUT HE AT THE VERY LEAST REPLIED AND TRIED TO FIND A WORK AROUND#anyways im going to show my dean all the papers on monday so help me god#also i AM in the USA. not gonna say where for obvious reasons but. yeah. everyone tells me the same thing#that the prof should’ve excused my absence
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okay so since the semester is almost over i'll be returning to my loser girl ways 💔
#jo in the tardis*#throw my phone in the water 👍#even if i do pass everything i need to pass this is a 4 month gap...#i am the freak who's looking forward to exams because i actually have to go to college for those#and my job is literally to talk about what i love??? who cares if i fail when there's THAT
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spending my whole life trying and trying and trying and trying to be good enough for people who don't give a fuck about me
#im so tired living seems pointless why am i doing this what is the reason#the firm i work at is going thru a merger so it's releasing all the interns except 2#i went into her office and said that id like to stay here bc my dad said so bc i got in cause he was friends with the head#and she said ill think about it based on performance ive not decided yet#and this other guy he went in to tell her that cool he'll leave and she told him that she was hoping that he'd stay#he literally does nothing but play games on his phone he doesn't work at all#i have no idea what he has that i don't#but just. im stuck like this forever right never ever good enough for people i like or care about#not for parents they have a diff fav child not for ex gf not for bestie who has a boyfriend much better at loving her than me#not for that one guy who rejected me in interview bc i don't read the newspaper and didn't know the date of the finance act#im so fucking sick of this i never even wanted to this fuckinh course and obviously even my best isn't enough and ofc im not good enough#for anyone in this field and ill just struggle and struggle and struggle all my life just to earn some fucking money so i can live away#from my sociopathic parents#and the worst part is that i can't stop feeling like maybe it IS me yk maybe i am the problem maybe im not trying hard enough#but how else am i supposed to handle this i prioritize my studies and lose all my friends i prioritise my friends and fail in d#exams#and the trauma keeps on coming every fucking day bc sociopathic parents but i jsut push it down and say not rn i will cry at night anx then#never cry#i wish someone would just tell me that idk you're wrong you're not made for this you really do have some mental illness and you're really#trying your best and do something that's easy and that you love doing#oh god this is now a ventpost#mes
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Did driving practice today. Actually did parallel parking practice this time, even tho I really didn't want to still. Finally got it into my head that I can maybe do this.
SO......
I have scheduled my driving test. For November 13th, 3 weeks from today.
#speculation nation#IM SO NERVOUSSSSS but i need to do it. i need to. worst case scenario i fail and have to try again another day.#i was actually gonna try to schedule for a week from today but they were full up for the next 2 weeks.#so. 3 weeks! my therapist is gonna be happy for me when i tell her haha#this is. something ive been avoiding for over 10 years now. but i decided at the start of this year that This would be my year.#Year Of Unfuck My Life. and im finally doing it. im going to finally get my license.#it's so. huge actually. a similar level of Holy Shit factor as me graduating.#which seems like an uneven comparison but honestly ive just been so so so scared of this driving test#an insurmountable obstacle bc i was stuck at school away from family to help me practice etc etc#very tied up with me being stuck at school for so long actually. the neverending purgatory of being Stuck In Place.#but my cousin lives closer to me now and hes been helping me out. and i am so very grateful.#augh augh augh augh. life is so busy and it feels like everything is happening at once AAAAAAAAAAAA#but im taking it all in stride. i am. oh god i might have to just practice and then take my audition video all on the same day.#bc i am too tired to deal with it rn and i have an exam tomorrow so idk if i can practice then. also i have to clean.#i will make it work. i will make something work. for the love of fucking god i will make it work.#no time to write barely any time to relax but thats okay i am Go Go Going and trying to keep enough time to sleep#(prior few nights being the..exception lol.)#i certainly wouldnt want to live this way for too long. but just a few more months. i can do it.#next semester hopefully wont be as busy. i'll have 3 hard classes but if im lucky they wont even have much homework.#i can do it. i can get through it. i will get my license in 3 weeks (manifesting) and i will get my own car.#i will find a new apartment to live in. i will Hopefully find a job.#within a year my life is going to be much much different.#my life is Already much much different than it was just a year ago. tho this year has been more... metamorphosis.#in a year's time. i will be 28 years old. and the pieces will Finally be falling into place (hopefully!!!!!)#for now. god i need to rest. will probably go to sleep early tonight. need to be rested for my exam tomorrow.#first tho i gotta shower and feed both me and the cats. yes.
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I'm having a normal one about wanting to get out of highschool btw
#[.txt]#''a normal one'' I broke a ruler in three different points because I couldn't do my math homework.#that's it I am going to go hit things in genshin impact until I'm regular again#and if this is the year I fail math then so be it I cannot stand this#my teacher keeps skipping material because we are late with the curriculum because of the covid years and I am not. I can't.#I don't have the time to go over it myself. I don't care for it. I'll graduate anyways#the final exam isn't only math.#I'm simply angry because I get the theory of this! I really do!! I understand derivatives and integrals and limits!!! I get it!#I can't do the problems because I'm missing material we were supposed to do! That I did not do! Because of the covid lockdown!#I want to get into a fistfight right now.
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#oh lads. its not looking good for my genomics exam on Thursday. its all fucked#i dunno. its just been a weird day. bc one of my lab mates is getting ready to go to the astr0biology science conference#and its just so wild how i got here. into the perfect position. i have a great advisor. a great phd project. a committee member who is super#integrated with n4sa astr0biology projects. and so many of the instructors are amazing. my genomics prof is terrifyingly smart#so is my advisor and his wife. and the program is great. ecology and Evolution. its perfect. its all perfect#and yet. and yet. it just feels like its all falling apart. ive lost that compulsive thing thats always set in my chest#and now all i want to do is lay on the floor and cry and sleep and not do anything. why am i so tired?#its just so frustrating. and im sure ive got the most wretched vibes bc im constantly like 1 comment away from bursting into tears#like 2 weeks and its done. then im off to find a summer job. and find a long term job. and consider throwing away everything ive ever worked#toward. just let it all burn. im so tired. and i dont get to see my therapist until Monday. thats gonna b fun#hi. hello. since last i saw you my life has crumbled into pieces. ugh. i just dont wanna fail this genomics exam but it looks like that's#where we're headed. maybe i should have just dipped out of these last 3 weeks. but no. i didnt want to leave the lady i ta for 100 lab#reports to unexpectedly have to grade 4 days before grades are due. ugh. itll b fine. i mean it wont but whatever#unrelated
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