#i am destroyed

[keirashark]

Me sitting in my 9 AM class the Monday morning after The Last of Us Episode 3:

[heretherebedork]

The fact that he can only sleep in the closet because it's the only way he's ever felt free!? HOW DARE. Finding freedom in a closet? Finding freedom in the one place he could be out of sight and out of mind? The one place he feels like he is himself is in the closet? DYING.

IT'S THE SIGN FOR FREEDOM. The second sign that Shao Peng ever taught him after his own name sign!? Destruction.

These two are going to be so good once they admit they're in love and find a place outside that closet for the freedom they can share and the love they have and the world that will love them so, so much.

[consumeroflemoans]

SCREAMING CRYING SHITTING MY PANTS JIAOQIU YOU ABSOLUTE GOAT

[sirstrawberryhead]

THIS CHAPTER AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

@pittdpeaches BAM FANART. I am actually so glad that this chapter had some emotionally intelligent Mei, because I never see that, and she’s usually only used as a plot device in Spicynoodles fics so THANK YOU.

Normally I would only expect pure angst to impact me so much, but Redson being vulnerable and actually processing his emotions destroyed me-

Also the callout from Mei that he should get therapy made me laugh more than it should have.

also I hate drawing fancy hairstyles but this was actually for n bc I was high on adrenaline and dopamine.

for funnies here’s my immediate reaction to finishing this chapter:

[hypnoscry]

"And even if the two of us are ever torn apart I swear to you… i will change the world"

Redraw of a screencap from revolutionary girl untena !!

[vhbutter]

Oh Elliot Alderson, we’re really in for it now

On a serious note this has got to be one of the most amazing shows I’ve ever watched, I don’t know how I’m gonna go to school tomorrow and act like I didn’t just bawl my eyes out screaming.

This character means so much to me beyond just “Rami malek fit wow”, I could go on about how much I love Elliot, but I don’t think I want more paragraphs than I’ve already made.

[imgoingtofreakoutnow]

If I had a nickel for every time a catchy snippet (and seemingly from an upbeat and happy song) of Epic sang by an incredible goddess of music took a huge 180 in the middle of it turning into one of the most heartbreaking song of the saga they came out in, I'd have two nickels, which isn't a lot but FUCK I CAN'T STOP CRYING

[applesforaliens]

who couldnt stop crying for 30 minutes straight after episode 3..??? ME!!!!

“You look beautiful, honey” JUST KILL ME ALREADY PLEASE. LET ME DIE. IT HURTS.

ALSO, ZOOBLE WAS SO REAL FOR THE BODY DISMORPHIA. FUCK THAT HIT SO HARD. AND CAINES MINI BREAKDOWN!!!!!! EVERYONE IS SO ME. :( except jax.. (NO HATE!! I LOVE HIM!!)

guys i didnt think a chess piece would make me cry so hard.

[squirrellypoo]

Jacob Anderson and Sam Reid. Photos from the AP, taken at the TCA event, 6 Feb 2024.

[buckgasms]

How have I made bunny and Clyde so freaking adoreable in my brain 😭 I don't care how violent they'd be to protect their babies because I love them and I get it... please do headcannons on their family life I'd kill for this family. I won't give you more kids cuz I don't wanna overload on the children lol but if you wanna add more and need ideas just drop a post and I'll be straight on it... I love this almost as much as I love the normal horny crazy shenanigans

I mean same. This morning I was like, nah they wouldn't really have kids and now I'm like *slams desk* give them all the kids!!!

And babe you can send me messages about whatever you want at any time 🩷

Ok lemme think....

I was imagining some older kids too like 15-17 year olds who are a bit less impressionable that the little ones but they still absolutely love being with Bunny and Bucky.

I love the idea that any time they mention a special interest or hobby they find all the kit they need to pursue it in their room the next day.

I think the only real rule there is in the house is to look after each other. You and Bucky want to make your kids happy and keep them safe, anything else can be sorted out with cash (or secret violence lol).

🩷

I imagine the day starts with a good breakfast and a reminder of all the stuff that has to be done that day.

I feel Bucky sits reading a paper and sipping on a coffee, greeting his various kids, asking them about their homework, checking to make sure there aren't any issues. Baby bunny will often sit with him, sipping on a glass of water like it's vodka, reading the comic section that he put aside for her (screaming) as she tucks into her cereal.

Bunny is in full chaos mode, fussing over everyone, doing hair and making sure teeth are brushed. One of the teenage girls comes downstairs in an emotional panic because the boy she's seeing hasn't texted her all morning.

Both you and Bucky frown because boys but you also take her to one side and craft the perfect message and explain how to make him suffer all day for his foolishness.

Both you and Bucky keep his name stored away in your head for later, just in case.

Bucky is semi-retired at this point so when all the kids are at school the days are spent with you, which is just divine. I could say more but you should know them well enough by now to know what happens when they are alone 😉

🩷

Evenings are filled with nice little routines that are only visible if you really look for them. But for kids who need structure it means the world.

Dinner is eaten together. You try and cook in the early days and it's kind of a disaster so Bucky suggests you hire a cook who can cater for the needs of everyone without any fuss. It feels a little like failure but when Little Rabbit scoffs down a broccoli based dish without complaint, you decide it's a good idea.

Unless the kids have an after school club you will all cuddle up and watch TV or movies together. Because Thumper is a scaredy cat you end up watching a lot of competition shows because they are low risk and suitable for everyone.

The older kids might hang out in their room, but they kinda enjoy the chaos of sitting with you guys and the little ones watching crap on tv.

You get the update on the boy from school (he came crawling back immediately), Bucky discusses sports with the eldest and the little ones are discussing which Disney princess would be the best at beating up Superman.

You feel very happy in these moments

🩷

Little Rabbit insists on two bedtime stories, one from each of you. Thumper needs you to tell him happy things before bed, with 10 kisses and Bucky tells him that no one will ever get to him because he's the toughest guy on the planet. He also plugs in a night light so he doesn't get scared.

You give Baby Bunny a kiss and a cuddle goodnight and wait by the door as she and Bucky discuss her plans for world domination until she falls asleep mid-sentence.

The teenagers insist they don't need to be tucked in, but they pretend that they are accepting kisses and cuddles from you for your benefit. You don't care, as long as they go to bed knowing they are loved.

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[terrymelody]

This is good. This good. We’ve got this team. I’M GOING FERAL

[little-miss-sad-eyes]

No YOU (the rational part of my brain) don't understand how much The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes altered my brain chemistry. I can never be the same. I will never recover.

[heretherebedork]

Emotional devastation. Emotional destruction. A literal explosion. No survivors. @absolutebl this show is going hard.

[invece-sto-sdraiato]

I did not expect eyeliner jure... like at all.

But... umm... BYE GUYS I CAN'T ANYMORE why is he literally so hot in eyeliner like I never envisioned it before omg I'm having a breakdown yet again

[lilwoofs]

Just finished ruin (finally-)

[seappiya]

Thinking about Etho’s home and Cleo’s favorite <\3