#i am banging my head against a wall.
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this fic genuinely has me going insane about relationships that i just made the fuck up
#KIRA AND SUSHANG FRIENDSHIP NOBODY TALK TO ME.#i am banging my head against a wall.#they had to leave way too early and when they came back their homes had changed and the world had changed#and theres still people who love them and care about them but these people have changed too.#they always knew the world moves on they just didnt know it would go without them....#IM KILLING MYSELFFF im killing myself.
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but you saved me
you’ve made me a whole person
i owe you everything, scully, and you owe me nothing
#txf#the x files#dana scully#fox mulder#insane insane insane#screaming crying AHHHHHH AHHHHH!!!!!#banging my head against the wall . tearing down walls . WHAT THE FUUUCK#imagine a baseball bat and and i am beating everything to pieces immediately#sculder#? i think thats the ship tag…#msr#thank you to the person who told me their ship tag !!! 🙏
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looking at keeley / looking at jamie
#roy kent#is this a ship post? idk#quite literally woke up on the wrong side of the bed today and banged my head against the wall#i have so much work to do and i don't want to do any of it#and i am sad for no real reason and also adsjblrje#all i want to do is edit but i am so stumped. this feeling won't last but i just want to be normal
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I feel like there is something to be said about how Rat and Lux chose their final stand against Blake. Making themselves look less like people by submerging themselves in ink, letting themselves die and be reborn into something deviating away from how players would usually fight and be something inhuman.
Monsters so to speak.
And how it is when they fight and lurk beneath the ink, the world looks just as dark to allow them to fit into it, like doomsday and that something is ending. So only when finally one of them lays dead and the other unable to continue that the rains stops and the color comes back. And the one remaining becomes something more recognizable in his defeat and more human as he feels something achingly terrible for the first time since the world started.
I know there is the whole unreliable narrator thing and depending on which side you see it from, you get different mileage on each character. But just there is something so fascinating how the fight is. In how Lux and Rat, the two that have changed so much together, had started this fight with the shared intent to make things right so they can finally leave it behind them and made themselves look so alien and different in the process. While Blake and Nox, two that were never even on the same side, and who both were too unrelenting in what they want to ever stray from their own desires, had remained as they were and drew the same weapons they fought with all this time (albeit it a few enchantment changes and all that) to face this fight in front of them.
I don't think I have quite the right words to form a good and meaningful conclusion, but like the tonal and thematic dissonance goes crazy (in a good way).
#content smp#luxintrus#winsweep#noxintrus#doctor4t#saph rambles#i have no idea if any of this makes any sense but just the way the roles in the traditonal sense were all fucked up was wild#/pos#i fully do admit that i am bias towards rat and lux because they are my blorbos#blake winsweep is such a good antagonist character and well villain#but on a personal level he makes me want to bang my head against the wall and throw a glass bottle out the window#but back to rambling in notes#something about people as monsters that they don't recognize and beasts never being anything more than that#maybe something will make more sense in the morning idk
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hey guys i have my guesses about what this could be referring to but Please i need to know everyone's vibe checks on this. what tragedies do yall see in the future of the suckening?
#jrwi#jrwi show#the suckening#jrwi the suckening#i am banging my head against a wall#since it's bizly saying this mayhaps it has to do with shilo's mom?#although i have other tragedies in mind that could happen at the end of the suckening#i am so convinced the main PCs are going to end up tragic and dead like both#the real tragedy is that deacon and arthur haven't had an onscreen kiss yet tho smh
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Oh don’t mind me I’m just casually losing my mind
#I am so completely sane about this#shaking crying banging my head against the wall throwing myself into traffic etc#I am just one individual who is totally normal and sane about american letsplay youtuber markiplier#markiplier#mark fischbach#iron lung#iron lung movie#markiplier fandom#markiplier meme#who killed markiplier#a heist with markiplier#a date with markiplier#in space with markiplier#youtube#movies
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(they/them rook) so did everyone else spend an inordinate amount of time staring at bellara's face and the little scar in her eyebrow or was that just me and my gay ass pining rook
#dragon age the veilguard#bellara lutare#bellara x rook#bellarook#davrin voice please pray for my buddy dak-wai they're fine just every time they talk with bellara one on one i hear them banging their#head against the wall for 5 minutes afterwards. they asked me about dalish courting rituals and then walked out before i could answer#dak-wai#mentholated#4 am yuri its serious . the sketches were hauntin gme
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IM GOING TO PISS MYSELF EVERYTHING GRIZZ SAYS ABOUT HIS CHARACTER MAKES ME LOVE HER MORE
#jrwi#jrwi show#jrwi wonderlust#I AM BANGING MY HEAD AGAINST A WALL#AAAAAAAAAAAAA#ILY WONDERLUST ALREADY
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im just imagining nandermo in a very enclosed space like for some reason they gotta be chest to chest pushed up against a wall and its awkward for a moment but then nandors eyes are just boring into guillermos and guillermo has that uncertain but unwavering stare too, and is this what is gonna take for them to kiss?
#at this point im just running all scenarios in my mind and spilling all my thoughts about them into the ether#i swear i am not fine#they kiss nandor blurts out i love you please dont ever leave me please dont die#and they share their feelings while kissing and bang against that very wall while telling the other how much they mean to them#nandor expecially is a flood of YOURE SO AMAZING GUILLERMO I LOVE YOU PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME PRAISE PRAISE PRAISE PRAISE#im going INSANE over them hahahaha#guillermo is too stunned and enjoying the physical sensation to be so close to nandor and to see nandor be so vulnerable#nandermo#wwdits#what we do in the shadows#atp im just saying whatever insane shit is passing through my head at any given moment. but thats what tumblr is for basically you will#forgive me about it. i just am a very physical person and i think a physical moment is always very good to unfuck a totally fucked dynamic#like talking of course would be preferrable but these two have so much shit under the bridge#that theyre sort of stuck in this ‘the love is requited they are just idiots’ cycle#annnnyway#bye#some messy liveblog tag#comment#*
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if you're one of those people who are like "oh my god im so ocd!!" and then you just like to be organized, shut the fuck up. literally shut the FUCK up. You have no fucking idea what its like. Its like being trapped in a mental prison. Its being called weird and ridiculed by my own family because i have to wash my hands between helpings of food or because i have to run out of the bathroom when i flush the toilet or because even when i smell something awful i have to breath through my nose instead of my mouth because if i breath through my mouth it feels like i can taste it. Its developing conditions that accompany it, like excoriation disorder which makes me dig into my nails so hard they're permanently fucked up and look ghastly and sometimes even bleed and which means i have scabs on my head all the fucking time because i pick at them constantly, or misophonia which makes me flinch at every trigger sound, it gets so bad to the point where i start hitting myself and had to move away from walls because i was sure i was going to bang my head against one. hard. It's having violent intrusive thoughts, sick intrusive thoughts, thoughts that make you stay up into all hours of the night and fret over whether you're a good person, thoughts that make you think about death all the time. your own death, death of loved ones, how people will die, how people will react to you dying. It's having morality ocd, which makes you hate yourself more than anything after any minor mess up. It changes your life. Its fucking hard to live with. so i never want to hear "oh I'm so ocd" from people who aren't actually ocd ever a-fucking-gain.
#the misophonia is so fucking bad today i am terrified i am going ti bang my head against the wall really hard#this post needed to be made#ocd#actually ocd#misophonia#morality ocd#dermatillomania#excoriation disorder#skin picking disorder#intrusive thoughts#mental illness#mental illness awareness#awareness post#vent post#sheba lore
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I owe my entire life to the people who work on Mayoi and give Kunikida the SOFTEST SMILES ON HIS SSR CARDS LIKE HELLO


#the new mayoi card has me feeling a lot of emotions and not all of them are coherent or sane#i am banging my head against the wall#my mouth is gaping open like a fish#bsd kunikida#kunikida doppo#bungo stray dogs kunikida#bungou stray dogs kunikida
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If Hogwarts used Emails
From: Percy Weasley <[email protected]>
To: Filius Flitwick <[email protected]>
Subject: CHARMS-ASGMNT 3
Dear Prof. Flitwick,
I hope this message finds you well. I am currently working on assignment 3, which is about the history of Weathering-Modifying Charms and whether or not they should be regulated. I also remember you writing down mobilicorpus, which is the spell for moving bodies of those who found themselves unable to walk. I was wondering if you meant mobiliarbus, which the spell to move plants and trees, which is closer to the subject?
I would greatly appreciate any guidance or suggestions you have to offer.
Thank you and have a great night!
Percy Weasley
W8008569
From: Filius Flitwick <[email protected]>
To: Percy Weasley <[email protected]>
Subject: Re: CHARMS-ASGMNT 3
whoops typo yeah it's supposed to be mobiliarbus
-Flitwick
Sent from my iPhone
#harry potter#percy weasley#pls ignore the student id number#dont look too hard#i swear this is how they make you sign your emails#filius flitwick#i feel like he would be this type of professor#i want you to know#this interaction is happening at 2 am#they both are lowkey like why are you up#but they cant judge#charms#charms hw is hard#idk#also this is literally how all my emails go i feel like#i be making sure there are no typos and shit#my professor: oh yeah lol#its like thanks i guess#percy is banging his head against a wall#i need you to know#I guess the first ones could be appropriate#esp if it was a natural disaster#urmmm#I didn’t research too hard#pls#also Oliver is trying to sleep and watching Percy lose his mind with this email
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#he can't even LOOK at aziraphale ohhhhh i am chewing on rocks
because the moment he does, he completely falls apart. the love he feels is so strong that it literally overwhelms him :)))))))
MONY. MONY PLEASE I AM UNWELL AND THIS IS ONLY MAKING ME EVEN MORE UNWELL I AM SOBBING
oh god now i'm thinking about how they SHOW crowley looking at aziraphale right before, from outside the window, and the way crowley looks when aziraphale doesn't know that he's looking

vs. crowley having to confront his feelings and look aziraphale in the eye


and he CAN'T because his whole life he's been gazing at aziraphale from a distance, with literal and metaphorical sunglasses on to shield his true feelings—im a MESS
#good omens#aziracrow#give me a second i need to bang my head against the wall this show is DESTROYING ME#mony i am losing my mind thank you for letting my brain spiral into this observation#i will never get enough of david tennants acting here like he GENUINELY cannot look aziraphale in the eye#i will go sob in the corner of my room again :')))))))#ems got mail#queerbuck#mutuals tag 💛✨
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his smile and optimism. gone.

guys. GUYS. i am so normal about the fic. SO SO NORMAL. HAHA. AHAHAHAHA.
(i've been so obssessed w this fic yall have no idea. this specifically caters to my interests. i feel enriched in my enclosure whenever it updates aksoznsksls)
#rwby#jaune arc#to read#me doods#i am going to make a short comic for this fic if its the last thing i do. it deserves that much at the very least#banging my head against the walls. weeping. sobbing. jaune my boy my son ueueueueue#i barely have any knowledge whatsoever about bloodborne or rwby when i started reading this#and now i bought a ps4 just so i could play the game sjzjznxkmx
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Me, pretending that I'm not slowly going insane: hiiii guuuys, guess who decided to show up for the Airplane vs The System fic? :) I'll give yall a tip, he's a demon, he's made of ice and rage, and he's the original flavor!

CAN THIS FIC STOP GETTING BIGGER PLEASE
#scumbag self saving system#svsss#moshang#mobei jun#shang qinghua#OG!Mobei is ready to scream#and so am I#my writing: Airplane vs the system#airplane vs the system#*banging my head against the wall*
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SHUT THE FUCK UP
SHUT THE FUCK UP
i need him it’s not even funny anymore
the beard,the arms,his face,everything😩😩
#chris sturniolo#i am going crazy#sturniolo triplets#sturniolo fandom#matt sturniolo#nicolas sturniolo#evelyn yaps#he is so fine#rahhhh#christopher sturniolo#idk#banging my head against the wall
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