#i am banging my head against a wall

[cupidsbeaux]

hey guys i have my guesses about what this could be referring to but Please i need to know everyone's vibe checks on this. what tragedies do yall see in the future of the suckening?

[cupids-beaux]

IM GOING TO PISS MYSELF EVERYTHING GRIZZ SAYS ABOUT HIS CHARACTER MAKES ME LOVE HER MORE

[agardenofbasil]

sorry for the delay, it took me a while to find the video on my gallery. and i can only send it as a gif for some reason 🥲

Oh my god. Unai was ruffling his hair. 😭 I'm so emotional over this, someone help-

THEY CARE FOR EACH OTHER SO MUCH.

Thank you for going through all that trouble, you have no idea what this means to me, thank you thank you.

[baejax-the-great]

My Chinese teacher liked to give us a talk that I've never managed to translate succinctly but it's basically if you are 95% of the way done, you still have 95% to go. The meaning being that last 5% is just as hard and takes just as long as the previous 95% all together. So if you have 5% left to do, no you don't.

[lolitadollanganger]

Every day I think about how Kendall will never know if his name was underlined or crossed out. Like it drives me insane

[nerdpiggy]

[ID: 1st image is a quote tweet about the Unity game engine. Initial tweet is from Game Developer posting a news article with the headline, "Unity introducing new fee attached to game installs" with a link to the article (cut off). Quote tweet is from Stephen Totilo which reads, "I got some clarifications from Unity regarding their plan to charge developers per game install (after clearing thresholds) [bulleted list] -If a player deletes a game and reinstalls it, that's 2 installs, 2 charges. -Same if they install on 2 devices. -Charity games/bundles exempted from fees"

2nd image is a 4chan greentext which reads, "pirate game, company loses $60, delete game, company receives back $60, pirate game 1 million times, company loses $60M and declares bankruptcy, buy company for a few dollars and become CEO, delete all the pirated copies, $60M deposited into my account, suddenly CEO of my own game company with millions to make my dream game". In the corner is a Pepe image in which he is holding a flute of champagne in front of his face and grinning mischievously. /End ID]

LMFAO

[yesterdaysnewts]

the two arrested for the brianna ghey murder have been found guilty, right as our gov proposes a plan that tries to 'tackle' transness in schools

[scooterfish]

at this point i’m kind of hoping i don’t get into grad school because i hate living in this hell state so much that i’d take any excuse to leave

[letapollojusticesayfuck]

starting to think that i am cursed to have any car i drive break somehow

[doyelikehaggis]

Yeah okay I’m still falling hard for Grindr guy.

[astralzeraphias]

but you saved me

you’ve made me a whole person

i owe you everything, scully, and you owe me nothing

[saphflare]

I feel like there is something to be said about how Rat and Lux chose their final stand against Blake. Making themselves look less like people by submerging themselves in ink, letting themselves die and be reborn into something deviating away from how players would usually fight and be something inhuman.

Monsters so to speak.

And how it is when they fight and lurk beneath the ink, the world looks just as dark to allow them to fit into it, like doomsday and that something is ending. So only when finally one of them lays dead and the other unable to continue that the rains stops and the color comes back. And the one remaining becomes something more recognizable in his defeat and more human as he feels something achingly terrible for the first time since the world started.

I know there is the whole unreliable narrator thing and depending on which side you see it from, you get different mileage on each character. But just there is something so fascinating how the fight is. In how Lux and Rat, the two that have changed so much together, had started this fight with the shared intent to make things right so they can finally leave it behind them and made themselves look so alien and different in the process. While Blake and Nox, two that were never even on the same side, and who both were too unrelenting in what they want to ever stray from their own desires, had remained as they were and drew the same weapons they fought with all this time (albeit it a few enchantment changes and all that) to face this fight in front of them.

I don't think I have quite the right words to form a good and meaningful conclusion, but like the tonal and thematic dissonance goes crazy (in a good way).

[idk3ither]

Oh don’t mind me I’m just casually losing my mind

[dreamlandbarnes]

looking at keeley / looking at jamie

[nandermoenthusiast]

im just imagining nandermo in a very enclosed space like for some reason they gotta be chest to chest pushed up against a wall and its awkward for a moment but then nandors eyes are just boring into guillermos and guillermo has that uncertain but unwavering stare too, and is this what is gonna take for them to kiss?

[the-sun-is-also-a-star]

if you're one of those people who are like "oh my god im so ocd!!" and then you just like to be organized, shut the fuck up. literally shut the FUCK up. You have no fucking idea what its like. Its like being trapped in a mental prison. Its being called weird and ridiculed by my own family because i have to wash my hands between helpings of food or because i have to run out of the bathroom when i flush the toilet or because even when i smell something awful i have to breath through my nose instead of my mouth because if i breath through my mouth it feels like i can taste it. Its developing conditions that accompany it, like excoriation disorder which makes me dig into my nails so hard they're permanently fucked up and look ghastly and sometimes even bleed and which means i have scabs on my head all the fucking time because i pick at them constantly, or misophonia which makes me flinch at every trigger sound, it gets so bad to the point where i start hitting myself and had to move away from walls because i was sure i was going to bang my head against one. hard. It's having violent intrusive thoughts, sick intrusive thoughts, thoughts that make you stay up into all hours of the night and fret over whether you're a good person, thoughts that make you think about death all the time. your own death, death of loved ones, how people will die, how people will react to you dying. It's having morality ocd, which makes you hate yourself more than anything after any minor mess up. It changes your life. Its fucking hard to live with. so i never want to hear "oh I'm so ocd" from people who aren't actually ocd ever a-fucking-gain.