#i am actually high rn
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Yeah
Supremely high 🍃💨
*air horns go off one after another*
*weed leaves fly across the screen*
*bongs, joints, dab, oh my! Appears in big psychedelic colors*
*obnoxious trap music plays*
*videos ends abruptly*
#thank you#i aim to please#marijuana#weed#haha funny#this is dumb asf#i am actually high rn#not faded#but high
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growing up!
#FALLS TO THE FLOOR!!!!#so shocking news: the silver artbook actually killed me a little. this is the first finished pic ive made since#wow isnt it crazy that 26 completed illustrations would kinda take it outta ya. bananas. i need to Not do a full bg again for a minute#i had the stupid thought like 'oohhgh i could do a series of silver and lilia as hes growing up!!' im HITTING ME!!! NO MORE SERIES!!!#I CAN DO NON-RELATED PICS OF THAT IF I MUST!!! THE PRESSURE OF A SERIES IS TOO TIRING RN!!!!#my life is a whirlwind i JUST moved and now might need to move again bc id make a ton more#im trying to sell my house and its going very poorly. im doing well at work. ID HAFTA MOVE ACROSS THE COUNTRY AGAIN#ID BE BACK NOOOORTH id go to pennsylvania <3 im from new york so the thought of being closer to my mom is rly nice#and i have friends there both from high school and ohiiiio and new england etc etc!!!! YAY!!!#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#lilia vanrouge#suntails#did u miss this. be honest. when i vanish for months at a time do u miss the rambling life updates. theyre who i am
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Hey big bro, I stole one of your edibles and it’s too much for me :(( I feel so fuzzy and it’s freaking me out dude. I thought you did this for fun? Woah I feel so tired. If you don’t let me hang out in your room until it passes I’m telling about your stash.
Ugh thanks dude. You can just ignore me, keep doing whatever you were doing. I’m just gonna lay in your bed for abit. You’re suprisingly not being a huge dick today, I really thought there’d be more fight against me being here. Finally gonna start acting like a big brother, huh? Your music is shit tho, can you turn it down?
Hey I asked if you can turn it down! Not up! What are you doing? Let go of my leg! Never mind I don’t want to hang out with you-
Let go! I wanna go back to my room, fucking jerk! Leave my boxers alone! They don’t need to come off you weirdo let go! Ahh hnmggg what…what are you touching? Hey quit that. Oh fuck, fuck fuck fuck why the hell are you so good at that?
#I actually am high asf rn#Im a huge light weight and took more than I could handle#and now I’m imagining things#intox kink#intox cnc#t4t brocon#big brother/little brother#puppy brain#little bro/big bro#little brother x big brother#big brother x little brother#brother/brother#ftm brocon#big bro x lil bro#brocest#brocon#brother x brother
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It doesn’t really hit home how much I’ve screwed up at life until I realize I have literally no one I can call without hesitation about [problem]
#don’t talk to any high school friends anymore except for like a once a year text catch up with like 2 of them#don’t really talk to any college friends either even though it’s been less than a year????#and the last time I tried it did not help at all#the only friend I can think of who explicitly said I can call her whenever is really busy rn#and I tried to hash this out with her not too long ago so I don’t just wanna repeat myself#NOT comfy talking to family about this and anyway my brother reported another typical lack of communication skills moment that happened at#home today#hhhhhh#I never felt like I was doing anything wrong in the moment but apparently I am actually really bad at friends and relationships#and it’s not like anything bad has happened with friendships????#when it’s good it’s really good but no object permanence lmao#so anyways#I’m really glad the semester is about to start and I’ll be able to go to adoration and daily mass regularly again#feel like I am going INSANE#p
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all my pdh s2 doodles i need u guys to keep in mind i didnt know All That was gonna happen😭😭😭😭
#I FEEL SO BAD BRO HOW THE HELL WAS I SUPPOSED TO PREDICT THAT CRAZY ASS DATE#aphmau#phoenix drop high#aphverse#aphmau mystreet#ein mystreet#aphmau pdh#kai pdh#im not tagging everyone thats too much just jnow i love them all#SORRY KAIS HAIR LOOKS DIFFERENT IN EVERU DRAWING I COULDNT FIGURE OUY HOW I WANTED JT TO LOOK☹️☹️#U guys should have seen my face when ein was revealed to be Evil bro Jaw Dropped i was mad as hell like WTF WAS THAT#KAI ESPECIALLY THAT HURT SO BADD BRO I LOVED KAI I EVEN MADR HIM A FIGURE SKATER LIKE ME Like that was literally my Friend😭#ive geniuenly Ranted and written so much about this in my notes app i HATE how kai was treated at the end there Bro idgaf THEY LITERALLY#CHANGED HIS ENTIRE PEROSNALITY ALLL BHIS VALUES Mr ''learning about other people is a wonderful thing''Jessicaaa😞😞#I THOIGHT THAT WAS INTENTIONAL TO LIKE CONTRAST THE PREVIOUS SEASON LIKE WOW here's a guy that geniuenly Cares too ESPECIALLY SINCE#HE Gives her examples of things she's said in the past things specific to HER that he Knows in his MIND like a GOOD FRIEND!!!#IN THE SAME EPISODE!!!!!! AM I CRAZY LIKE ACTUALLY WHAT AM I MISSING HERE#Guys Om sorry i know he comes back in a later season of mystreet or whatever and is Weird but like im only on love lovenparadise rn i cant#deal wirh Whatever happens thats Seperate Ok im a Pdh defender exclusively#i have so many more thoughts but like im lowkey Done these have been in my gallery for so long i was too scared to post after finishing the#season but like whateverrrr sorry for rambling goodbue❤️#awesome
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I didnt realize till now. Till sings the last
"Leave no regrets"
instead of Luka??
Till steals Luka's line when the other times they both go back and forth with the chorus of Blink Gone
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OH. He probably. Actually. Almost steals the round especially with that score because of that
Plus adds to his spirit blazing back
Quite literallly in the lyrics:
And this hot, fiery thrill
Blazes up in the sky till the end
Which he sings as a motivator after Luka's first provocation to remind Till of Ivan
And actually protrays how he finishes the round when Mizi shows up
Mizi, who is named after Till's song, Unknown (Till the End) ?
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#fucking up my ears the past hour realizing they didnt go back and forth there while listening to r7 and a blink gone video w/o the MR#ive been wondering in the back of my head what caused Till's score to go that high when he was fumbling really bad just before#besides Till being the genius singer he is#and i feel Till's voice is louder than Luka's in the final tick tock tick tock tick tock blink gone#like Till stealing the song also plays in the aliens' image of him being rebellious and fiery#when this was actually done out of love and relief and happiness#alien stage#alnst#alnst round 7#alnst till#alnst luka#alnst mizi#alnst ivan#sorry i am just realizing and im going through it rn#They make me so ill#(kit)^2#blink gone#it is sweet of Till to sing 'till the end' when his earlier motivation was for Ivan#Even out of guilt
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bonus kalei pics
#*kalei ka'uhane#mine#cas#*grim reefers#yall#i have to perform a speech in class tmr and i haven’t started writing it until now bc i was sick#and it’s 5-7 mins with a lot of stats and citations so on top of getting this done today i need to spend time actually memorizing it 😭#i’m so cooked#starting my second body portion at least#the only thing keeping me going is my wax pen rn#i set myself up for failure too bc i rly went hard on my first speech (im in a public speaking course as a pre req for a nursing program)#like had that shit fully memorized no notecards#it’s so over#i just have rly high expectations for myself it rly won’t matter that much#also these pics are from yesterday i am not wasting time playing the sims rn (i wish)
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some dgr doodles i did last night
ft: the toxic yuri enogiri au i have in my head where they were dating before the killing game started. throughout the actual game, kyoko has the vaguest recollection that she has some kind of deep connection with the mastermind behind it all, and junko is both rooting for and actively sabotaging her girlfriend by dropping hints about their relationship. which leads to some intensely disconcerting inner turmoil for kyoko as she tries to figure out what the hell she's gonna do when she uncovers the mastermind's secrets, and if she really wants to do that at all
and naegami horses ig
#danganronpa#enogiri#naegami#wanna clean up the first one actually bc i. am fond of it#toxic yuri enogiri......#i originally sketched the top picture before but with my butch kyoko design#sorry i wish i could be more coherent about my enogiri idea. but. im sleepy as hell rn#naegami ponies. i like byakuya being a normal earth horse and makoto can flap around#makoto should get to be able to do a flying high jump kick on byakuya in at least one au#i mean. he probably wouldn't. but that possibility should exist#also an au where they can be on the same eye level for once lmao#byakuya cutie mark is um. the money symbol + a single star (for wealth + polaris)#makoto is a 4 leaf clover bc i couldnt be creative enough for him. sourry#my arts
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I've been writing again and I forgot how fun it is to just. Put down words. Like all I'm doing is saying things in an order and I'm telling a story. How weird is that.
#Specifically working on a DnD character backstory rn#I usually do more bullet-point style especially since high school#but I am returning to actual storytelling and I love it
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reeeaaally really empathizing hard w/ rots anakin right now. like. oh yeah ok i get it. he's been sleep-deprived & running w/ a high level of stress hormones nonstop for months. he keeps asking for advice and help and the jedi just say "what does yr heart tell you?" and "try not worrying about it. 🧘♂️" and the only person who actually seems to care about him is.... evil? but. that can't be right... what?
but there's no time to think about it because he did what he were supposed to do and told the jedi and now events are moving very fast and oops he got in the way and did something very impulsive and now mace windu is dead and it's anakin's fault, actually. and he still hasn't processed anything that's happened in the last... week? two months? ever in his life? but his friend palpatine is there and telling him that it's okay. that he did the right thing, that he did good. and guess what anakin? you don't have to worry about making any more hard decisions, because palpatine is gonna make them for you and you just have to do them. isn't that better? isn't that easier? isn't it?
#keeping it fun and funky fresh#personal#uh the empathizing part is that i am feeling Real lost and confused and scared rn. p rock bottom.#and i'm like. ohhh if my mentor/father figure/the only person who treats me like an actual person came up to me and was like#hey matty. i am gonna take care you from now on. i am gonna take care of *everything.*#i would absolutely be like. yes please. god. finally. what do you need me to do in exchange? i'll do it#and i haven't even been living in a cult of warrior-monks while fighting a seemingly futile war after growing up a slave.#the guy is... pretty primed for it is what i'm saying. inured to violence; accustomed to living in high-control environments#not to mention the decade of grooming palpatine has been doing offscreen#D:#i've also been watching star trek & any time there's an episore that's like...#would you rather live in that fake but peaceful+joyful world? or this real and violent+tragic world?#and it's like. hey man. at this point in my life i would take the good fake world p much without hesitation.#star wars
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this is the hardest assignment i have ever ever done i just took my 3rd ritalin my eyes r still tearing up from the exhaustion..it's 9:31 AM it's due at 12:00 PM aaaa
#this all nighter has been physically painful like my back hurts omg#what am i even writing atp#its not even a high word count its just a course i actually did like only half the content for that is also a v hard course above my yr#so ive had to teach myself everything from scratch and . ughasd aA im afraid of failing#ok#anyway#literally the ritalin is making my heart go fast but im still yawning tff#ok gtg bye#i think im like 70% done which is#bad#bc it took me#like 24 hours to get to 70% so#hhh#bye#rn finding references is so insanely time consuming#like this is so specific
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Jon getting drawn in!!!!!!
#tma podcast#the magnus archives#mag 193#Thomas liveblogs#this is actually the coolest thing ever tbh!??!!????#Jon starting a statement and Martin having to snap him out of it!!!!!!!#Martin wants to through stuff at him LOLLLL#ELIAS STATEMENT HELLO?????????#WAIT NO WAY DID JONAH POSSESS ELIAS’ DAD??????????#<- he did not#I’m actually feral this is everything#Jonah joining in on the statement giving!!!!!!!#‘he knows I’m high’ <- BRO HASNT EVEN DONE ANY DRUGS TODAY LOLLLLL#wonder how Martin’s feeling rn lol#this is everything tbh#IM FERAL OMGGGG THAT LAST SECTION OF THE INTERVIEW AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#OH MY GOD#IT WANTS JON TO TAKE ELIAS’ PLACE IM INSANE#OH MY GODDDDDDD#THIS IS ACTUALLY THE BEST THING WVER#HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO BE NORMAL OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
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The Hikaru and Karou brain rot never ends
Anyways here's some hikaru head cannons (I'll do a Karou one later I just have hikaru brainrot rn)
OH ALSO this is spoilers for the manga so be warned :3
-Hikaru has dyed his hair 3 different colors, black blond and orange/brown!
- to help with his anger issues he got into playing music! His fav instruments are bass and drums. And bc they're rich he has a whole ass music studio 💀
- straight ally ✊🏻
- attempted to have a concert night as a special host club party but it went horribly (no one knows how to play instruments except for him and Tamaki)
- snors
- sometimes he has really bad episodes where he wishes he still looked exactly the same as Karou and wishes they were "one" once again
- one time he glued a coin to the floor and asked Tamaki to pick it up (Tamaki was there all night )
- is always listening to music like all the time. He is the definition of "oh no he can't hear us he's got his air pods in!"
(I'm silly in tags!)
#can you guys tell i am really into musician hikaru rn#idk why#i think its bc i believe karou is the one to become the fashion designer#and Hikaru is just in this random ass band#OH I FORGOT TO ADD I SOME STUFF#ill add it here#he has a noise piercing and a eyebrow piercing#and snake bites#idk i just think he would go through that phase of rebellion#emo hikaru is my bloodstream#i actually drew that once#ouran high school host club#hikaru hitachiin#kaoru hitachiin#ohshc tamaki#haruhi fujioka#ohshc#tamaki suoh#kyoya ootori#ouran hshc#ouran manga#head cannon
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The issue with constantly being a massive fan of different Mythologies is the temptation to create your own lil mythos for fun but struggling to figure out how to start it or what sort of culture to base it around
#Tofu and Tea#Between Chinese Myth/Norse Myth/Egyptian Myth/ and a few others I have so much inspiration but not sure where to start#I do love the idea though of the gods not necessarily being good but simply representing ideas and concepts#Like some are veered as hero's but there's a lot of corruption among them and you're constantly left wondering who is actually a good guy#I'd probably need someone I can work with on this to form the general base line for the gods and culture#Along with coming up with designs and stories to revolve around them lol#Anyways ignore my insane rambles I just watched the first episode of Twilight of the Gods on Netflix and am on an inspiration high rn
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if somebody noticed that i’m not that active as before, it’s just because i’m overwhelmed with Everything, and there’s not enough hours in a day, and i need to manage my pastimes and effort/time i put into them and how it correlates with my overall everyday mood, and wow that sounds too complicated than it should’ve been, i guess it’s just audhd hours as usual
#but! i’ve actually overcomed my cringe and continued with re-reading the ever-changing#rn i’m at the second part of chapter 3 so. i guess i’m almost done with this stage of writing#chap4 should be the easiest to power through. only if won’t get bored because i already know what happened there#but. chances are not that high. it’s my fav chapter after all#and then to editing the mess that is chap5 at the moment... 💀#but it’s nice to look forward to have a reason to write something#i wanted to post chap5 sooner and not make the hiatus as long as half of a year but#it doesn’t really seem like something that i am able to do after all 😔#wishing my life will be kinder to me from now on 🙏 and i’ll have time and space to actually rest#<- copium#nothing’s bad and unusual so no need to worry if you’ve become concerned after this post#ever-changing save me. ever-changing... save me ever-changing
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thank god im not a journalist cus the amount of eye contact would kill me
#watching a vale interview for research. seeing how he talks and acts for fics from his pov#lots of hand movements. high lilt in his voice. lots of explanation. leads you through a story. very interested in conversation.#hes explaining smth rn and istg it is not related to the question at all. it's interesting i like it but was that the question bud#the question was 'how have you seen RIDERS change over the years? example pedrosa and marquez' and vale went 'ah. 2005 and 2019 are very#different bikes. theres more electronics now.' hes just answering what he wants girl get back on topic 😭😭#NEVER wants to talk about marc thats another observation.#'i come from an era of drinking and cigarettes' funny guy#subtle insults....idk if he means it to be insulting but eh who knows he has a specific tone#it was a question on evolution and how he adapts to riders of the past and riders of the present actually im stupid 😔 sry technically he DID#answer it was just odd jajajaja#great passion for motorcycles :)#atp this is just notes#why are his legs so long. sry. thats mean but why are his knees so far#i feel like he has a tendency to get very very close to whoever hes talking to. kinda a 'i AM interesting in what youre saying. you are#interested in ME' and i think thats very intriguing. lots of movements lots of leaning#i fw his earring so heavy bro i love his stupid one earring#hes so good at conversation wow#luca mention :))#ok yea hes literally abt to fall out of his chair thats how far hes leaning into the interviewer. they know each other so im not too#surprised but eh#he loves to explain loves to talk he really is so compelling. hes a storyteller. and very very italian#interview is valentino rossi uncut from 2019. its on the motogp youtube channel#need to see him do small talk. or just a little conversation between friends but idk italian so that may be hard to find#yap sesh tag#motogp
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