#i am So Sleepy this morning

[recareels]

hello hello good morning!! ⋆｡°✩ •⩊• i just wanna say thank you to whoever’s been sending in all of these reaction + ‘how/what do you think…’ asks hehehe pls pls keep them coming they’re such good writing exercises and i love doing them before sitting down to work on a fic!! ₍^⸝⸝> ·̫ <⸝⸝ ^₎

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

one morning you cling to satoru’s back and sleepily plead for him not to leave for work and he feels closer to killing the higher ups than ever before

[obsob]

big man...why is he so big...(hes full of love)

[mari-lair]

spoilers for chapter 112 below the cut.

Akane says this new present is better for Nene, and we see he made her initial dream of being popular come true, while also taking away a burden from Aoi (being the popular girl caused Aoi a lot of problems)

but he also says this is a good present for Teru, which makes me want to see how Teru's life changed, what Akane considers something Teru would either love or need, and what he lost to gain it, (like how Nene gained popularity but lost Hanako and all the connections she made from the butterfly effect of meeting him.)

ALSO AKANE IS SO FUCKED. Yes, there is the distress of "Teru trusted me and I threw that carefully nurtured trust away" situation but I won't touch on it right now, I'll leave it for later.

I want to look at this instead:

Cause Akane will remember.

As a wielder of time, a pivotal part of making this present, there is no way his memories will be replaced too, he'll have two presents in him just as he is the only character to have two bodies (supernatural form and human form) or so I'm guessing from the little hints here. (He uses "they" instead of "we" when talking about the people that will forget the old world)

Akane is under the assumption everyone will enjoy their lives once they have no other present to compare because it's something he has judged will make them happy. A superior present.

But he clearly isn't happy about this perfect present despite his big talk, he deflect Teru's claim he betrayed his trust by being distressed and looking away when he says "is the way it's supposed to be..." so it doesn't look like he believe it's better than his actual present.

I have reason to believe this 'anomaly-free present' comes with serious consequences, considering Aoi's dependency on Nene skyrocketed (does she not know Akane in this new present? So is Nene the only person she is close with? How did their life change outside of a school setting? There are a lot of implications that come with Aoi no longer being the popular girl) and many characters like Yooko and Satou didn't show up (which I didn't notice, Maagi pointed out to me)

We also don't see Akane's eyes when he talks about the 'better present' for 'everyone'.

Is like Akane is making a sacrifice for a greater good he doesn't fully believe in. How very supernatural of him.

But it is worse, more defeated, in a way, cause Akane never had a choice in the matter, Kako would have changed the past regardless of his wishes, he is just the 'deal with any collateral damage' guy, not the leader.

[xxplastic-cubexx]

If you were to like redesign Magneto's classic outfit in a way that both suits the character and your own tastes, how would you redesign it?

uhhhh errrmmmmm i dont know i really couldnt improve upon perfection but i have still tried for you my friend !!!

[lavenoon]

@naffeclipse realized it's criminal I haven't drawn him with claws so far, since I love inflicting retractable claws on any version of the dca I touch

*self insert is not a girl (he/she)

og detective au by sunnys-aesthetic!

[unraysunshine]

Sethos' and Cyno's parallels are so good, so similar in their struggles as fragments of Hermanubis, but so different in their ideologies and ways of life. Cyno's entire resolve and already knowing how to rail his destiny, while Sethos is just beginning to understand his stand in the world. Both of them suffered the collateral damage of their predecessors' mistakes and actions, and it shaped them so differently, but in the end, that made them make their decisions to break that cycle and start to build things up again, for the peace and harmony that their respective people need.

[god-impeaching-dj]

When your tape player breaks (if u know u know)

[exmotranny]

the green carpet scratches at your pink heels. bile rises in your throat.

they talk about womanhood- but it’s not quite right. there is the pink and compliments and talk of boys

i am a beloved daughter

but there is also something else. it digs at your flesh, it feasts on your skin. your mother motions at your chest, bigger than hers and you're not even done growing yet! how lucky.

of heavenly parents

you pray to a man every night, finish it in another’s name. on your knees. you were sent a shady link as a kid. the woman on her knees, tears streaming out of her eyes, i don't want this, she said

with a divine nature and eternal destiny

blood on the inside of your underwear. you were told this meant you were a woman now. you were ten years old. what the fuck did you know about being a woman? your mom said you weren’t allowed to touch between your legs, but it's normal to want to. you didn't know what that meant, either.

as a disciple of jesus christ,

you wanted to be desired. you daydreamed of being the trophy for boys around you, of claiming that role one day as a wife. you came from a long line of women married young. you don’t know their names, but you were taught about their husbands in church.

i strive to become like him.

pressing your breasts down as much as possible, trying to give the illusion of a flat chest. badly cropped jpgs of jesus photoshopped to have top surgery scars are the secret currency you pay to get past the hours of church. you hold them like diamonds.

i seek and act upon personal revelation

you thought god was talking to you. you almost threw away everything you owned. you thought you were a prophet. total fuckin’ ego death! holy shit! god speaks through me!

and minister to others in his holy name

and then the next morning. when your faith crashed, when moroni abandoned you, did it feel unreal to you too, joseph?

i will stand as a witness of god

oh god, no. please. i don’t know what’s real anymore.

at all times

leg hair peeking from under your pretty sunday dress. they all stare. you ignore them and open up to D&C 132.

and in all things

emma, did you love him to the end? i don’t think you wanted him. did you watch as he married a 14 year old? did you tell him you burned the commandment? did you cry when he died for the church that he loved more than he loved you?

and in all places.

blood on the floor of carthage jail. this martyr will be remembered forever. do they talk about you, emma? or are you just joseph’s wife?

as i strive to qualify for exaltation,

when i marry, my husband will be a god, and i shall cleave onto him. when i marry, i will go to his universe and bear more of his children.

i cherish the gift of repentance

heads bowed low as the sacrament is passed. my hands clutch onto the bottom of my skirt. pleasure outside celestial marriage is forbidden. i apologize for loving the wrong way.

and seek to improve each day

i tried to kill myself, last time i got home from girl’s camp. i got home and cried and found the pills and shoved them into my mouth until i cried more and more until i was gagging. i hunched over the toilet. my hands on the grimy floor.

with faith, i will

forced to sing in front of the congregation. my head spun from anxiety. my stomach turned with nausea.

strengthen my home and family,

loving wife beautiful kids loyal husband church once a week work weekdays weekend mom monthly round on the business end of his cock forever and the vomit threatens to make an appearance.

make and keep sacred covenants,

an old man is in a room alone with me. he asks me if i masturbate.

and receive the ordinances and blessings

i tell the man no. i receive a card so i can be ordained.

of the holy temple.

that's just how it goes, isn't it?

all around are paintings of god and jesus. we learned about heavenly mother. why don’t i see her in paintings? did god have plural marriages? did heavenly mother make us? why don’t we pray to her? did she watch god marry a 14 year old? did she cover her eyes? when she saw blood on her underwear, was she told she was a woman? did she touch between her legs? did she ever believe herself better than god? does she cry when she cant talk to us? why do i cry? was heavenly mother scared of singing in public and did she press her chest flat and did she cry when god forced himself into her mouth? did she burn his doctrine too?

i am given flowers on mother’s day. i will be one eventually, after all. and i vomit in the church bathroom quietly like the perfect woman i am supposed to be.

[girlthativealwaysbeen]

so many thoughts but i CANNOT stop laughing that all that time we thought louis had some elaborate mind control type reason for staying with armand and it was really just.. HIM TRYING TO MAKE HIS EX JEALOUS SLSKSKKSKSKS

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

Thought of the day:

Suguru getting cuteness aggression over his lover… <3

oh the way his cuteness aggression would be so severe anon …….. sugu is different from gojo bc he can control himself and not squeeze you half to death but like . he is hanging on by a THREAD 😭 you’re just lazing around on the couch wearing nothing but his shirt and he has to take theeeeee deepest inhale ever just to keep himself upright </3 he’s weak for you i fear . turns into mush when you just exist and smile and call out his name :((((((

resident loverboy …. i will say that if he’s 100% comfortable around you he does give in to the urges sometimes :3c still restrains himself a lot though…. just boops your nose or smushes your cheeks together before pulling away and acting like nothing happened. if you’re being especially cute he’ll have no choice but to trap you in his arms and shake you around like some kind of plushie though……. you can’t whine and tell him to cut it out either because that’ll give him more cuteness aggression. it’s a losing game </3 you will simply have to stay there and let him baby you to death a little !!!!

[maxdurden]

okay i've started watching fantasy high: junior year and it's . So Good so far. but i just have to take a moment to gush about how exciting riz is as aro rep???

like this is junior year, all his friends are applying to colleges, and he wants to make sure they stick together. i really hope they develop this further (and i'm kinda sure they will, given the way they've handled riz's romantic orientation in seasons past) but already this is leagues above any aro rep i've ever seen?? like yeah, a really common fear for aro folks is that their friends will get into relationships and move on.

amatonormativity kind of demands that people prioritize romantic relationships, and also sets getting married as an actual step someone has to take to fully grow up. and, ofc, once people are married it's the expectation that they spend most of their time with their partner. and i've had aro friends who have said that this societal expectation is so upsetting and anxiety inducing, because it essentially means that eventually they'll be left behind by friends as they get married and move onto the next arbitrary developmental stage of life. and the fact that riz is already grappling with that fear makes him feel so fucking real. he's not just a guy who happens to be aro, his aromanticism affects his fears and priorities, etc.

which is so real!! being aro and/or ace absolutely separates you from some huge societal assumptions many people take for granted and it feels refreshing to see people approach an aro character with that understanding

[teddybeartoji]

btw have you guys ever thought abt how introducing your faves to your parents/family would go??? would they win them over instantly or would it take time? would it be a little awkward or would they just charm their way through it? how excited would theybe, how nervous??? would you do it at home or at a restaurant???? plsss tell me tell me i think this is such an interesting topic hehehe

[nilovalentine]

we're sugaring our neko girls with this one boys

[ninja-knox-ur-sox-off]

"if monkie kid drops in that time I will simply combust" I'm guessing you got a little toasted?

Jokes on you I've been offline all week cause I was hanging out with a friend, what'd I miss?

[degloved]

you can pry post-canon 'shitty motels and a life on the road until they settle down in some fuckass bumfuck nowhere little town' hoffstrahm out of my cold dead hands !! post-canon 'jagged edges turned smooth while Learning How To Love In A Way That Works For Them' hoffstrahm you will always be famous to me