#i am DYING bro
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i finished my last uni assignment i’m burnt out beyond comprehension here’s me as many funny imag
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just an update that I am still alive
miserable and very incredibly ill but covid aint killed me yet and thats something i guess
#hahaha oh MAN this is miserable#'its just a glorified cold smh'#and a knife is just a glorified splinter!!#i now have the first hand experience to find such commentary even MORE infuriating than i already did!!#g-give it up for day 3!#oh god end my pain bro im begging you#did you know covid can cause intestinal pain?#and i do not mean a tummy ache. i mean actual fucking agony.#i am DYING bro#on the plus side i had a fever dream and the idea was decent so im gonna use it for a fic probably#im. not even kidding about that believe me i wish i was.#anyways uh yeah#i am still alive#i would say fortunately but there is nothing fortunate aboiut the sheer amount of pain i am experiencing currently#also if you have ever referred to this shit as a glorified cold: im coming for you.#funfact it is not reccommended to take painkillers with covid#very unfortunate considering this is one of the very few times in my life I have wanted to take painkillers :)#existence is pain
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I should find another hobby
Anyway, if Merlin was set in modern times, Arthur would have called Merlin his “gay awakening”.
#arthur’s mind in this moment (probably)#‘what the fuck is a stab with a magical sword anyway’#‘let me kiss merlin’#‘let’s smooch’#‘let’s go back to camelot and copulate’#‘why haven’t i done this before i mean WHATEVER I’M JUST DYING SO’#‘let’s make the best of my last few moments AM I RIGHT FELLAS’#‘come on merlin one small peck coME HERE’#and merlin’s thoughts (probably):#‘if you die without kissing me i will sentence you to death’#‘no hesitation’#‘put those pretty lips on minE COME ON ARTHIE’#merlin’s thought as he waits for arthur’s return (probably)#‘i’ll kill him again. what the fuck does thank you even mean’#‘bro be for real we’re just gay’#‘we were supposed to bed each other and you died in my arms instead’#‘pretty dramatic if you ask me’#if you didn’t notice i’m going insane#merthur#bbc merlin#merlin#arthur pendragon#merlin bbc#i’ll probably delete it later because i don’t feel that sure about it but i wanted a laugh#i made this out of desperation for the finale since i finished my rewatch#please send help
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A redraw of an old thing because exam season is the only time i get creative energy ig
#but no fr i just came home from 2 consecutive exams. like consecutive as in one after the other in 2 hours#next week is all finals and theyre all like 2 hours 1 in the morning and 1 in the afternoon like bro#whatevs tho medical update THE MEDS ARE WORKING alhamdulilallah i feel im getting way more energy :)#2 years on immunosuppressants and at least 3 months of corticosteroids which means no salt :( BUT we are getting thru it#im cooking again :')#ok enough my life is not what you're here for. idk if cbeeduo at the end of 2023 *is* but idc#i just rly missed them yk and the vibes and the place i was in plus i have fun drawing them so suck it#i hope my good cbee mutuals enjoy this love yall#my art#dsmp fanart#cranboo#ctubbo#cbeeduo#fashion notes for the cool peeps still reading is i am dying on the hill that cranboo was decked in a 70s aunt wardrobe argue with the wall#also tubbo cowboy cus. like. look at him.#will probably draw tommy next i rly miss him. nothing big as always im a doodle kinda guy at heart#anyway xoxo love yall still here <33#fennec.art
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he wanted to grow old with jack 😐😐😐😐 even if jack couldn’t grow old with him 😐😐😐😐😐😐
#you’ll see me die of old age SHUT UPPPPPPP#bro doomed himself with this line btw#torchwood#ianto jones#captain jack harkness#janto#i hate stupid gayass shows why do they do this shit to me#then he says they better make the most of it ?!!!!??!!#he’s not even saying like Oh You’ll Still Be Alive By The Time I’m Old And Dying#he’s literally saying I Want To Make The Most Of My Time With You Until I Die Of Old Age#SHUT UPPPPPPPPPPP#i haven’t even finished s3 i’m still in the middle of this episode i just. had to post about it#update: finished season 3#i am going to end everything. goodbye#❤️#ianto you did not deserve that
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Damn 😔
My player
#kingdom hearts#player#meme#its been years and i am never able to draw ephemer#what is this hair bro#ephemer#khux player doesn’t have gender neutral outfit 😔#khux#kh ephemer#kh player#doodle#kingdom hearts union cross#kingdom hearts union x#kh keykid#keykid#ephemer i miss you#come back to life#let us meet ephemer spirit in missing link#dyughhhhhihfyfygiydgjhf#😔🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻#i think we gonna have to kill this guy
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#TELL ME! WHEN THE PARTY ENDS - WILL YOU STILL LOVE WHO I AM? 😩😭#KISS MY CHEEK BABY PLEASE WON'T YOU READ MY EULOGY 😭😩#fmllll bro this song does things to my poor heart#my post#softgothbabe#me#my face#selfie#look! a sfw selfie! whoa!#fall out boy#heaven iowa#alternative#alternative music#alternative girl#alternative style#alt girl#alt enby#soft goth#soft girl#pink hair#dyed hair#hair color#girls with piercings#girls with dyed hair#choker#septum#self love#cutie shit fr#Spotify
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TW BLOOD
Idk how to draw blood but---
I COULDN'T CARE LESS
I don't recommend you to see the context... lovefactory au stuff. The bro just died and OUTOFCHARACTER---/J
Edit: I can only imagine that the whole time he would be swearing-- (in Portuguese because swear words in Portuguese are fire 🔥🔥)
"Toma no cu what a fucking bad smell....."
"caralho...porra..." *that one scene where he falls down the stairs* "AAAAHHH CACCCCCEEETTEEE!!!! AAAIIII POORRRAAA BOSTA! CACETE!!!! FILHO DA PUTA---"
*see carmilla* "mas que filha da puta....??????? Que desgraçA VAGABUNDA IT WAS HEERRRRR--???????"/j (This ending is a joke but he would swear Carmilla to death, if he could, he would swear more at carmilla than at cupid for that LMAO)
#me: mutilation? mhh...i am triggered by that but HAAAA ANYWAY----#me too 5 minutes later: fuck you fries#/hj#LMAO#shiiiit girl u could have warned that rui would die now---#and im not being /neg but rui would NOT go to carmilla nor try to speak to the dying cherub..he would just start to laugh like a maniac and#try to fly/escape as far away as possible. Bro#you have a phobia of other people's blood like me! Your own blood? Ok! Now other people's#+blood? The boyish fuck saw his vision turning black!!! He wasn't even going to see Carmilla LMAOOOO#What is the name of the phobia of blood? but OF OTHERS???---#fandom#art#my art#tw blo0d#tw blood#tw bl0od#me on my way to start drawing rui but ghost and making funky little asks on lovefactory au👉👈✨️🫴❤️#fop#fopanw#fop a new wish#cupid's love factory au#love factory#fop oc#cherub#cupid fop#fop cupid
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So my brother, who I should mention is a child less than half my current age, also likes Blue Lock and randomly told me if a certain character were real, I'd make a good couple with them. I thought it was funny, so I jokingly asked who he'd like as a brother-in-law if that were the case, but the kid took it very seriously and ended up listing SEVERAL boys WITH reasoning.
However, after he was done, he gave it some extra thought and went, "But I don't think you'd like them that much..." so he made a SEPARATE list of boys who he thought would be a good husband for me, and that basically killed me inside. I didn't want to laugh in his face and make him feel bad, so I held it in, but the genuine thought he put behind his lists broke me internally.
He's so sweet, but sometimes I wonder what goes on inside that little head of his. Anyway, at some point, I started to take notes as he made his lists, so I'll put his lists and the gist of what he said UTC just because I think it's cute, but also, bro...???
List of his ideal in-law(s) 1. Bachira Meguru → He has a lot of energy, slick moves on the field, and can fight. So basically, if Bachira were his brother-in-law, they could play and run around everywhere together. Plus, he can teach him a few tricks and moves himself and how to throw hands if needed. The fact that Bachira is, if not one of, his absolute favorites in the series is an added bonus. 2. Nagi Seishiro → He's chill and feels familiar because he thinks he is similar to me, as he believes I'm a low-energy, game-loving genius. He also thinks Nagi would just give him the answer if asked to help with homework because it's a hassle to explain, and he wants that and for him to carry him in a game. Plus, his godly control over the ball when playing football/soccer is really cool. 3. Michael Kaiser → He's technically famous as one of the New Generation XI, which means he could flex to his friends. Also, he was very impressed by his ability to take down police officers with the football/soccer ball and thinks he could teach him how to do that to other people, as his in-law. 4. Isagi Yoichi → He's really nice and smart, so he can generally rely on him for things, as long as it has nothing to do with playing or practicing football/soccer with him. Isagi also matched Bachira's energy, which led him to believe that he could also pretty much play with him all day long as well. 5. Mikage Reo → He's rich and has a tendency to pamper the people he is fond of. Basically, if I were married to Reo and we were to visit my family as a couple, he'd get pretty much anything he wanted, as Reo seems to be the type of person who would give his in-laws a whole bunch of gifts when visiting.
List of who he thinks would be a good husband for me 1. Michael Kaiser → He's a famous athlete who is good at what he does, which means stability and security. Plus, he can fight and thus protect me. According to him, Kaiser's past traumas and current issues wouldn't be a problem because he thinks I could handle it and even help or support him in dealing with some of it. 2. Chigiri Hyoma → He's a sassy princess, and I, too, am sassy. Therefore, he believes we would get along as a couple. Plus, he's into people who are calm and understanding, and that's what my brother thinks of me, especially when I'm angry since I don't yell and just ask for logical explanations to understand. 3. Itoshi Sae → He makes me laugh a lot, leading him to believe we'd get along as I'd be unphased by his aloofness and would likely enjoy the freedom that somewhat cold nature would bring. He's also good at his job, so we'd have a stable and secure life. Plus, I'd probably make up for what he did to Rin (💀). 4. Karasu Tabito → He also makes me laugh a lot, so he thinks he would humor me. Also, he thinks I also fit Karasu's type since he thinks I'm strong, smart, and have a good voice. Additionally, I could make up for Karasu's inability to be nice to mediocre people, as I am generally nice and polite even if I hate someone. 5. Nagi Seishiro → He's similar to me, so naturally, that means we'd get along and be a decent and "hassle-free" couple. Especially since he's very chill, he's likely to just go along with whatever I wanted and give me the freedom to do as I please. Bonus Yukimiya Kenyu → He was joking, but he brought him up because we both have poor eyesight LMAO.
#ngl i laughed for like#a solid hour after he left#and before anyone asks or says anything#yes i am a doting sister#i tend to dote on ppl i like in general#but idk if i helped raise him right or nah#bc i know that kid#added that joke bc of my influence#but i'm still proud of him lol#kids are really funny#i'm happy we can bond#despite being over a decade apart LMAO#the way he said Sae could learn to be a better sibling from me had me DYING#not to mention his reason for wanting Reo as an in-law...#at least he thought of my stability and security#as well as general well-being in the end#but seriously#where did bro even get this idea????#i have to rest over the next few days#so i WILL find out#bc?????#but also#WWWWW
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late on the elliot mv bandwagon by MONTHS bc i was so scared of Being Wrong but uhm Hey! Isnt it strange that this part was emphasized? Why would there be a reason for an Elliot mv so early on? Why would there be a part with seemingly more importance that was just Not that important in the original mv? why is it that this specific line goes against everything we've learned about elliot so far? what if? what if he IS alive???
pls i have an entire theory i need to release but it has like 500 words and hasnt even touched the tip of the iceberg ohhh i need this man to the the mastermind or connected to the like production team ASAP.... I HATE HIM!!!!
#danganronpa despair time#drdt#elliot cuevas#what else do i even tag bro i hate him#uhm uh i have believed mastermind elliot since the mv came out btw#also THE DOG THEMING WITH MONOTV AND A FEW OTHER THINGS??? WHILE HE LIKES DOGS????#I'll see how this does but i need to release like a billion different theories eventually but school has got me so busy bro#i hate ellie so much i hope that the burn the building down line from early chapter 1 was just as much foreshadowing as the im living line#here bc im so sick of him#could be like a jfa thing where him dying could mean uh dome other part of him dying i dunno#i just dont think this man is dead and i am so convinced he'll do something next chapter
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Y’all I was finally convinced to watch Epic the Muscial (I’m watching the animatics instead of just listening to the songs)
THE AU IDEA THAT IS IN MY HEAD IS DRIVING ME INSANE
#SEPARATED AU#FRIDA AND LEO#BRO#THE IDEAS#FRIDA BEING ATHENA IN THE SONG WARRIOR OF THE MIND AND#LEO IS THE MAIN GUY#idk his name#I AM ON THE SONG SURVIVOR I GOTTA CONTINUE WATCHING JT#epic the musical#rottmnt#rando rambling#IM DYING
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AAGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
SWORN BROTHER SAYS THE WIND MASTER SWORN BROTHER MY ASS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
#OMG OMG I'M KISSING GEGE AHHH - Hua Cheng Probably#i am not okay I REPEAT I AM NOT OKAY#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#I'M DYING#XIE LIAN LOSING HIS SENSES?????!??!#HUA CHENG BRO SAW A CHANCE AND FUCKING TOOK IT I'M SO PROUD OF HIM THE HELL??!?#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#heaven officials blessing#hua cheng#hualian#tgcf#tian guan ci fu#mxtx tgcf#xie lian#hualian invented love
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I’m sick ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️��️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️
- tro y
Omg me too I'm not even joking. Gws babes (unless you're oab the hangover)
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casually sitting awake at almost half past two in the morning... the paranoia is churning and the illness is illnessing!!
#you ever cough so hard that you cause yourself a sharp ass headache?#i am grinding my teeth#i just want to sleep bro#chronic illness is a bitch#chronically ill#chronic illness#chronic pain#chronic fatigue#disabled on main#disabilties#disabled#disability#potsie#asthmatic#cant breathe#coughing#actively dying
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Gonna share badly translated panels from the official french translation because I can
I can’t verbally explain how much Akane ROASTED Aoi in chap 69 . He really took the ‘I am gonna end this woman’s whole career” to a next level
:))))
--> to explain the ‘you’re pretending you don’t know’
#for her defense#Aoi actually said that 'he suck!' rather tan him being stupid#she was also fcking done on her part#Teru really went 'oospie?' when he saw them#I can't invent this sht he said 'mince alors' I wanna burn the translators#ty Mari for being okay with my half assd translation from french to english of the whole chapter too#Akane finished his rant and litteraly looked at her and go 'well?'#they need to insult each other every two pages in this translation idk why#Teru really went 'not cool bro' when Akane said 'what are you doing here?'#idk why the vibes of the french translations are so chaotic#but I am here for that#Aoi also said 'I asked you more than once :)))' when talking about his watch l o l she was done#oh and in terms of emotionnal damage they also put wavy texts#when the characters are either dying or have really strong emotions and idk what to do with myself with this#toilet bound hanako kun#aoi akane#akane aoi#nothing too special on the others chapters tbh I just really wanted to translate this one because I love their talk ahah#Akane just refers to the seven mysteries as deities rather than gods too#which is closer to the idea of Kamis to me#good volume as always#next one is in one month :))) chap 71/72/73/74 are all good I am not ready#tbhk#random french translation#disclaimer: it's hard to translate the context which is why I didn't do more page too ahah#I can just say that they are using slangs and are hasrher l o l#the vibes is just 'Oh yes you're testing me uh?'#jshk#jibaku shonen hanako kun fanart#jibaku shounen hanako kun
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jellicle lineups; part 1/4
hi catsblur ! today i am presenting to you the fruits of my labor. my own little versions of the jellicle cats; obviously based on the replica designs With Fun Little Twists ! such as, they are not naked. ramble below the cut, both on designs and some personal thoughts on the characters
these designs are very much first-draft, subject to change, blah blah. you will very likely be seeing me drawing them differently if i post more of them. i just. urrbhhh. i had 2 draw them....
and the clothes ! even though they're very feline i draw them a bit too human-y for the nakedness to not look consistently weird. i will be drawing them closer to the stage designs in some instances but for rn. clothes. it was a fun exercise in character design too
the kittens are all young adults, think 18-20 ! as much as i love headcanons like demeter being sillabubs mother, it shrimply will not work out timeline-wise. so headcanons like that will be delegated to like... siblings and stuff
victoria | 🍧 💌 🩰
i started out with victoria's design not only because of her being the Main Kitten, but because she has such a concise and clear aesthetic to me. she actually started out with a simple pastel brown dance practice fit before i decided that i wanted to make the outfits ornate(ish) and ended up with a proper ballerina getup
i also quite like when victoria is not just solid white with some grey (love ones that are more yellow or brown) so i colored her fur with some blue and pink-ish tones not only to add more depth but to resemble the trans flag LOL
and i wanted to try something different with making her a bit more lavender than baby pink. i also based her overall look on obc victoria, portrayed by cynthia onrubia :^]
to move on to character interpretation, i think victoria is partially deaf and mute. she primarily communicates through dance. as one of the oldest kittens she'd be 19 in human years
plato | 💐 🕯 🍬
plato's design doesnt stray too far from his standard replica design but i tried to add my own flair . i tried to keep the creepy porcelain doll aesthetic going w their face added some more depth like some other designs with different colors and bold face stripes
i also really like the outfit i chose for them. the flower in their hair and on their shirt is a peony which is a popular wedding flower :") because im a sucker for platoria and very much subscribe to the idea that the ball we see is their funny cat wedding in a way
the outfit is based on standard ballerino costumes but i tried to stray from it with the silky half-skirt thing and pointe shoes. lets go queer cats lets go
i think plato is also very quiet and that's why he and victoria were so drawn to each other. i also quite like the idea that he was a bit of a troubled stray before he found the jellicles. they would be 20 in human years
electra |⚡🥭 🔔
boy i STRUGGLED with electra's clothes i struggled so hard. i think i'm happy with what i ended up with though—i originally gave her the babydoll dress that sillabub has (inspired by artsed electra) but figured that i wanted at least one of the girls to be more tomboyish/butchy. thank you to that one production which apparently had electra be one of the raffish crew and get in on some of the boys' choreography
im very happy with what i did with her fur colors as well. silly little tortoiseshell :] its based on a nonrep but i have no idea which one. enjoy her freckles too
i think electra deserves to be a little spunky. [whispers] i also think shes bombalurinas little sister. she'd be 18 in human years
etcetera | 🎠 🍯 🏅
i needed at least one cat with a circus aesthetic. say hello to my magnum opus: jacked tumbler acrobat etcetera. it was only a matter of time until someone said fuck it and let one of the girls perform lifts and stuff. this is mostly because ive always really liked how shes usually the cat to do the flying trapeze bit and wanted to push it further
i also struggled SO EXTREMELY HARD with making her colors look nice and makeup distinctive but i figured it out in the end—thank you obc cettie for the mismatched eyeshadow and such. i also wanted to give a cat a short bob type of head fur/hairstyle and she fit the bill
nothing much about specific character notes other than like... i want to make her related to some of the cats but cannot for the life of me figure out who 2 assign. also she'd be around 19 in human years, a couple months younger than vic
sillabub | 🌻 🧋 🎼
i think of all of these little fellas sillabub is my favorite. several elements are balanced in her design—the standard jemima with a darker/reddish palette, the more softer and lighter sillabub design, the red eye patch from il sistina jemima, and the overall aesthetic of obc jemima with the big hair and wide, deepset eyes
i've seen her typical design critiqued by some people and wanted to incorporate those critiques by making her look less similar to demeter/bombalurina, adding more red to her body fur, and making her makeup more distinct and less... wooo girl give us nothing. and i included the squiggly on her collarbone
i also really REALLY love her overall aesthetic of sweet kindhearted girl NAMED AFTER A DEMON WITH SHADOW THE HEDGEHOG COLORING AND GIGANTIC SPIKED COLLAR !!!! so i decided to push it by making the collar definitely too big for her, giving her a slightly "edgy" outfit and making her hair resemble devil horns
as for character stuff, i think she has magical powers though i haven't developed exactly What they are yet. beyond her sweet exterior they trouble her. [whispers] i also think shes demeters little sister. she would be 18 in human years, a few months younger than electra and tumblebrutus
pouncival | 🌱 🩹 🍵
i struggled with pouncival's clothing design like i did electra's because i didn't go into drawing him with a particular gimmick in mind. but i think i'm happy with the casual formal look. it makes him look like such a kind young man even if he's a little shit
i did have a lot of fun trying to make his makeup distinctive from tumblebrutus'—so many fellas with brown eyepatches ! so his colors are more dark and striking. i also tried to make him look less like Typical Cis Man by giving him a bit of black lipstick
enjoy his freckles too
but like. i think hes literally such a little cis guy. nothing else for me to add for my specific interpretation of him it's all laid out. this guy fucking loves rocket league, fishing and chess. he'd be 19 in human years
tumblebrutus | 🎡 🥊 🍦
SWEET TUMBLEBRUTUS. i think drawing him here gave me a soft spot for him. with his outfit mirroring cettie's i didn't much struggle with that. his colors are also based on obc tumblebrutus
when i was first conceptualizing my own versions of the cats i wanted at least one of them asides from grizabella to have wavy fur. and idk what it is, maybe it's the lack of content for him, but i was really drawn to the idea of curly tumblebrutus!
i wanted their design to be distinctive from pouncival's so i made their colors softer, kinda watercolor-y. OH AND THEIR FUR IS ALSO MEANT TO BE A LITTLE TRANS FLAG COLORED
as for character, i think he is also a bit troubled, as a son of grizabella's. you heard me, people. i'm probably the first person ever to headcanon that. he'd be 18 in human years
AND THAT'S ABOUT IT ! thank you for reading this far, have a great day and stay tuned for more designs in the days to come !
#cats the musical#cats 1998#character design#chibi#sfw furry#victoria#plato#electra#etcetera#sillabub#pouncival#tried glazing this; didn't love the artifacting effect so it remains unglazed#i suppose i am laying down and dying at the hands of tech bros#tagging 98 because theyre all based on it as a baseline#my art
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