#i also want to say that i love the idea of trans!stiles
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Character ass breaking-down Pt II:
Actually really want to hear your answers for Stiles too pls :)
how i feel about the character:
i love stiles stilinski. full stop. i think he was the best character to come out of teen wolf. i like his relatability, the way they played on his human-ness but still showed that he was there more than anyone else. i like that he has experienced loss in the organic, human sense, and we got to see the manifestations of that in some parts of his personality as well as personal relationships. and i like his dynamic with his dad. i like that we get to see that sheriff stilinski isnât perfect and how that affects stiles (the wolfsbane hallucination scene at lydiaâs party). i like how weâre shown that, in a lot of ways, the sheriff wasnât always the best parent, but we get to see that there is no doubt that he loves stiles and that stiles loves him back. i believe that we got a pretty accurate portrayal of a slightly complex father/son relationship with them under these circumstances. i also like how stiles was a good source of comedic relief, but that he is also the center of most of the top emotionally-charged scenes in the show. dylan oâbrien did a phenomenal job bringing stiles to life, and i donât think he would have been as impactful of a character were he played by anyone else.
who i ship them with romantically:
derek hale. duh. hashtag trauma bonding for life. i sort of mono ship stiles/derek. while i read fic for a couple of other pairings, i would say theyâre my main and the one i enjoy the most. i think it is because they each typically bear the brunt of my emotional projection, so why not put them together, yâknow. for maximum efficiency and maximum damage. they are so much alike yet so different. what more could you want ???
nonromantic otp:
stiles/scott brotp for the win. i love good friend scott. i eat it up. it makes me emotional thinking about how much they love each other. itâs sick, truly. while scott may not have been the best in the show, you better believe i am going to read the heck out of some stiles/scott brotp fics as well as write good friend scott until i drop dead. i just adore them together. and in the show as well, where we get to see those moments where their years of friendship really seep through and make certain scenes more powerful (mri hug scene, when stiles delivers his dialogue in that motel california scene). we all know what iâm talking about. see also my peter ask, i like the stiles/peter friendship dynamic as well, i think it can just be so funny.
unpopular opinion:ďżź
i donât like stiles/lydia ): i like stiles, and i like lydia, but i do not like them together. this is not because iâm all boo hoo D: stiles belongs with derek !!!1!1!!1! waaaaahhhh. i just think lydia was mean to him ???? sort of unforgivably so, at least in my opinion. i also donât find their respective personalities to be suitable for one another. in any case, i just did not think there was enough development to swipe their past under the rug, and i think it was a bit of a cop out to fulfill the trope of finally getting the girl you always wanted, you know. even when that girl repeatedly made it clear she wasnât interested. (also âŚ. lydia is gay. suppppppeeerrrrr lesbo vibes. sorry. you cannot change my mind)
one thing i wish would have happened with this character in canon:
i was actually talking about this with em, and it kind of relates to my unpopular opinion, but, you know, stiles is bi. like they got as close to confirming it without actually confirming it as you can possibly get. but, with stilesâ personality, he just seems, as a character, much more suited for a male partner. or a female partner who is more like him than some randomized female sim version of derek (cough cough stiles/cora cough cough stiles/malia). like if they would have actually taken a step back and evaluated the character they created and paired him with someone accordingly, it could have actually been really well done. because, in my opinion, stiles has small quirks that are better matched for a mlm relationship. or, they should have paired him with someone with kiraâs personality type and lydiaâs intelligence, then it would have been much more enjoyable and believable. it feels like everyone they put stiles with was so forced because they were trying to reiterate his âstraightnessâ or highlight his role as the comedic loser who doesnât know how relationships work ha ha ha rather than actually give him a suitable relationship dynamic as a character. basically, i would have just liked to see him with someone who matched his character better.
#reece rambles#asks#i think it is really sweet and cool that some of you are actually interested in what i have to say lolol#i also want to say that i love the idea of trans!stiles#regardless i love stiles stilinski with my whole heart and i would do anything for him#it didnât seem like there was room to include that in the post but it is still true#anyway yea donât ever talk to me or my emotional support disaster bisexual ever again
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Iâm back after my hiatus from fanfiction, to give yâall the best multifandom recs of the fics I read this month. Shoutout to all content creators who helped us live to see the close of this year. This fic includes 15 fics for Sterek, Larry, Winteriron, and Geraskier. The starred ones put me through heaven and hell *chefâs kiss*.
Sterek (Teen Wolf)
1. Six Letter Word for Romance by @troubleiwant | domestic kink - omg thereâs only one bed - soft Derek - oblivious idiots in love - 6k
Stiles definitely starts off thinking itâs fucking hilarious that Derek-sourwolf-Hale does crosswords and cares about scuffs on his furniture.
But at a certain point, and he canât pinpoint exactly when, âfully functional adult coupleâ somehow becomes a massive fetish of his. Derek in sweats and bare feet, nudging his glasses up his nose while he does the Sunday crossword? Unff. Derek filling out forms to get some renovations on his property approved? Oh God, yes. Derek putting away groceries and bitching that the corner store was out of the right type of Greek yogurt? Take me now, Stiles thinks, worrying at his lower lip with his teeth.
This canât be normal.
2. *Dirty Little Secret*Â by @isthatbloodonhisshirt | Cora & Stiles bffs - no one can resist the Stilinski charm - celebrity Derek - human au - 91k
âHoly shit, this is a date!â he blurted out, turning back to Derek wide-eyed. âThis is a date! You intended for this to be a date, this was supposed to be a date!â He figured if he said it enough times, maybe he would believe it, but so far, no dice.
Derek was scowling againâseriously, did he want wrinkles?âbut he just reached into one of the bags and pulled out a burger, checking what was written on the foil in sharpie before handing it over to Stiles.
âOf course itâs a date, what did you think this was?â
3. Can You Feel A Whole New Part of Your World? by @isthatbloodonhisshirt | i genuinely donât look at authors names i just click i am sorry for spamming you but you write too good - neighbors Sterek - emotionally mature Stiles - the ideal fluffy world youâd want to live in - 53k
Can you hear me singing in the shower?â Stiles blurted out, because he had to know, now. If one of his neighbours had slid that note under his door, then it meant Parrish as another neighbour could hear him, too! He had to know if this was all a huge joke and one person had walked by and overheard him and decided to fuck with him.
Parrish gave him a weird look at the question, but answered anyway, making Stilesâ plans to leave the country speed up in his mind.
âOf course I can. Youâre actually not bad. Though you have been singing a lot of Frozen lately, getting kind of tired of the soundtrack.â
4. Theory of Overprotective Canines by @petals42 | derek can turn into wolf - oblivious Stiles - future fic - mutual pining - 11k
Stiles is totally looking forward to living alone in his super cool apartment off-campus. He is. He is also very excited to bike to school every day, ready to set up an awesome game room, and definitely over his crush on Derek Hale. Completely over it.
Or at least he is until Derek decides he's moving in with him. And then turns out to be the perfect roommate. And then starts attending all his classes. As a wolf.
This is not going according to plan.
Larry (One Direction)
5. **The Changer and the Changed** by @homosociallyyours | literally the best fic of all time i want to live in there - girl direction - NYCÂ â70s au - trans Zayn - the girls are so lovely - 59k
Itâs the spring of 1977 and Harry Styles has just moved to New York City after graduating college. She knows sheâs a lesbian. She just needs to figure out how to meet other lesbians.
Louis Tomlinson works at a popular womenâs bookstore in the Lower East Side, Womonâs Direction, where she spends her days reading feminist literature, writing poetry, exchanging friendly barbs with her boss Niall, and dreaming of finding someone to love.
When Harry and Louis meet, their connection is instantaneous. Slowly but surely, Louis welcomes Harry into her community of women. Stonewall veteran and old school butch Niall; Liam, a land dyke whoâs moved to the city for love; and Zayn, a lesbian musician whoâs been ostracized by a vocal part of womenâs community for being trans, welcome Harry with open arms, ready to help her find her place in New York Cityâs bustling lesbian scene.
6. others iâve seen might never be mean (but they would never do)Â by @cherrylouvol6 | aaaaaaaa itâs lesbian When Harry Met Sally !!! - rom com - girl direction - coming out and first times - really great sex - 20k
Louis sighs.
âDo you remember what I said to you the first time we met?â
âThat Iâm naive and neurotic and would be hard pressed to ever find someone who could put up with me?â Harry snaps.
7. some things fade (some never do)Â by @so-why-let-your-voice-be-tamed | aaaaaa this story took me apart and back together again just like Louis and Harry - urban fantasy au - second chances - exes to friends to lovers - hurt/comfort - 25k
Matching tattoos. Heâd never thought heâd be the type for tattoos to begin with, let alone matching or magical ones, but once Harry had put the idea in his mind it had never quite managed to disappear. And it had made sense. With their relationship a long distance one, this was simply another way of feeling close to one another. Of knowing where the other was, how they felt. It had made so much sense.
Back then.
8. we can take the long way home by @eleadore | i usually donât rec my porn but thereâs so much feels in this one - canon-divergent - kink discovery - friends to lovers - this was written in 2015 as a future fic but it felt like it was taking place now so good job - 27k
âFertile,â Louis says, and then laughs because it sounds stupid to say out loud. He hasnât ever really thought of himself in those terms. Baby-making terms. Itâs just one of those things his body can do, like exercise, or go without tea. Doesnât mean he will.
Winteriron (MCU)
9. **Dig No Graves**Â by @missaphelion | Tony finds out about his parents right after winter soldier au - Tony Stark has a heart - Bucky heals with bots and lots of sugar - slow burn - 142k
"I'm here to kill you, Terminator," Tony said slowly, "does that compute?"
The soldier looked up at him with wide blue eyes and no expression. "Okay."
Tony froze. "Okay," he echoed. "I tell you I came here to kill you and your response is 'okay'?"
10. A Rifling Matter by Penndragon27 | Winter Soldier has such a big crush on Tonyâs weapons, he escapes Hydra au - identity porn - pining Bucky - fluff and angst - Winter Soldier is a fanboy and itâs cute - 37k
All the Asset knows is fighting, killing.
He also knows a good weapon when he sees one and Stark Industries... they make some great weapons.
11. *Winter is Coming (aka Fifty First Avengers Dates)*Â by @tisfan & @everyworldneedslove | enemies to friends to lovers to 50 first dates - pining Bucky - Tony gets amnesia - no Steve bashing but heâs a little bit of an ass - mental health issues - 109k
Bucky Barnes is still mostly The Asset, and he's pretty sure Hydra is going to come back for him soon, so in the meantime he's just going to keep an eye on the Avengers for them. But then Clint spotted him hiding in the shadows, so Tony came out and dragged Bucky back to the Tower, threw him in the shower, and fed him cheeseburgers.
Now The Asset is having anomalous feelings. In his pants.
Geraskier (The Witcher)
12. *no reason to run* by @yoursummerfrost | different meeting au - only one bed but camping - cursed Jaskier - soft Geralt!!!! - poly negotiations - 61k
"You'll change your mind one day," says the innkeep. "The road can't love you back."
What a strange way to flatten something so beautiful, Jaskier thinks. What a small way to love.
13. *He Fell into a Faerie Ring*Â by @geraltnoises | Jaskier gets bardnapped after the fight au - non-human Jaskier - soft Geralt - Jaskier encourages people to be kind and becomes a god - emotionally mature Geralt - 57k
Traders are a gossiping sort. If there was a scandal within the noble houses of Posada, youâd hear about it in Cretegor by the end of the week. So, the quick spread of a rumor about a little village in the Kestrel Mountain range was not at all surprising. What was surprising was the story that the traders wove. They said that Luibhtorrach, a sad, ghost of a farming town, had miraculously become a hub for trade, as if overnight. Their lands unbelievably fertile and brimming with crop. Even stranger, each and every one of Luibhtorrachâs people professed that their good fortune was the work of a mysterious beast theyâd claimed as their personal deity. Most recent news foretold of their plans to throw a midsummer festival celebrating this newfound god. In preparation, silken blue banners were erected in every corner of the town, each bearing the symbol of their new patron: A delicate dandelion wrapping around a golden sun.
14. Barking Up the Wrong Tree by KHansen | 5+1 things - Iâm worried about Geraltâs skills - non-human Jaskier - monsterfucker Geralt - crack treated seriously - 11k
Geralt is 100% certain that Jaskier is a vampire.
He's 100% proven wrong.
15. Bardic Idyll by Lisztful | fake relationship - Geralt is soft and oblivious - pining - fluff and angst - Jaskier you canât show your emotions mainly through song! - 13k
Jaskier is certain he can win the Continent's annual bardic competition, but he needs to be accompanied by a dashing romantic companion in order to enter. Enter Geralt, who is definitely, for sure, only interested in the free food, and not at all in staring lovingly into Jaskier's eyes.
#monthly fic rec#fic rec#sterek fic rec#larry fic rec#winteriron#geraskier#larrie hijinks#witcher#mcu
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For the fanfic writer asks! A, K, L
HEY HI HELLO! :D :D :D Thanks so much for the ask!
A. Of the fanfic youâve written, which is your favorite and why?
Oh, this is actually a really hard one, and the answer changes so often. I've been writing fanfic for long enough that at this point, there are so many I've poured so much of myself into, so many that mean something special to me. I think my absolute top favorite comes down to a tie between the Detention 'verse (Supernatural AU) and there's a fire burning in my bones (Julie and the Phantoms post-canon). Detention because of the way it challenged me - I knew going in that I was writing a trope that so often comes across as deeply problematic, but I wanted mine to feel different...innocent. I was so proud of how it turned out, and I rarely feel that kind of pride over my work. TAFBIMB because it surprised me at nearly every turn, the plot and the pairings coming together in ways I never saw coming but which I feel really ended up working when all was said and done.
K. Do you have a guilty pleasures in fic (reading or writing)?
Several tbh. But oh man. Okay, I don't write it often these days, but holy hell I am a sucker for a well done pregnancy fic? (Yes including mpreg I KNOW OKAY.) Which makes zero sense because the idea of being pregnant has squicked me out since I was a small child. But I love reading stories about characters finding themselves in this wholly unexpected situation and dealing with it and making a family and just. GAH. *claws at face* plz don't judge me too harshly LOL.
Also do not even get me STARTED on soul-bonding, okay, this has made its way into every single fandom I've ever written and I APOLOGIZE FOR NOTHING.
L. Which of your fanfics was the most emotionally challenging to write?
Oof. I use my favorite characters as a dumping ground for all my issues, which means that fairly often, I'm a mess when writing them. (Most recently, I wrote a scene where Julie has to say goodbye to her friends, with no idea when or if she'll see them again. I wrote this scene on the same day two of my closest friends, and the only emotional support I had in this city, moved away. That was brutal.)
I guess I'd probably have to say, overall, All That's Best of Dark and Bright, my Teen Wolf fic wherein Stiles comes out as trans. It should be noted that I'm not trans, but I have close friends who are. I've seen how they've struggled over the years. And it did incorporate a lot of my own feelings about coming out in general, even when it's terrifying, even if you have no idea if the people you love will accept or understand you. I still get comments on that story that make me cry. It's not my best work by any stretch, but it's definitely one that challenged me the hardest and made me feel the most.
#ask meme#fanfic asks#why were these all so hard to answer#how dare you come for me like this#(HUGS)#julie and the phantoms#supernatural#teen wolf
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Iâm currently taking requests / asks for headcanons [ can be either NSFW or just in general or a specific idea ] or fluff/filth Alphabet letters. These are the only requests I plan on taking. If you send me prompts / one shot ideas.. I wonât do them, sorry.
To see what the questions are for the fluff / filth alphabet, see [this post]
[ To my thots anon whomst I love with every cell in my body... Your thots are all going to fall under NSFW headcanons so please.. By all means.. Feel free to send me all the thots you want because I really really really really really enjoy writing them!!! Also, you can find the thots youâve sent me on my nsfw masterlist, theyâre not going anywhere. They were so good I had to add them to a masterlist somehow, I couldnât resist. At everyone else out there, the same applies to you guys.]

So.. Hereâs the thing.. Iâve decided that Iâm going to be taking 3 kinds of requests. Those are as follows: Headcanons { filthy, fluffy or themed specifically at your choosing }, fluffy alphabet and filthy alphabet letters. These are the only kinds of request I answer so donât send me prompts / one shot requests or ideas unless I specifically say otherwise.
Bearing the above in mind, I have some guidelines.
Iâm only accepting headcanons (nsfw / fluff / specific theme &/or reader), fluffy or filthy alphabet letters. If you send me one shot ideas or prompts, Iâm going to delete them because I donât do one-shots.
One character per ask. I donât care how many asks you send. But I ask that you only send one character per ask because that makes things a lot more simple for me.
You can send up to 4 letters in each ask if youâre asking for either version of the alphabet. Be sure to let me know whether you want filth or fluff or a mix of both. IE, you could send me something like this; character name - a, b {filth} & j v {fluff}. Iâm not saying your ask has to look exactly like this but it does need to clearly state which version youâre asking for. The format I just did above was just the easiest way that came to mind for me.
The more precise you are with the headcanon requests you send, the better I can tailor them to you. If you just want an overall NSFW headcanon or overall fluff, thatâs totally fine. But if you want a specific scenario ( friends to lovers, date night, weddings, the sky is the limit here) you need to tell me that. The same goes for if you want a specific reader (POC, plus size, sick, shy, virgin, imprint, etc) then I need to know that. Itâs like I said.. The more specifics you give me, thatâs more I have to work from.
As far as headcanons go, the things I wonât write are rape, incest / huge age gaps between reader / character. Iâll only write abuse if someone is getting their just desserts at the hands of character on readers behalf. Any asks containing rape / incest / huge age gaps are going to be deleted.
All asks must come to my inbox. I donât take requests through DM or in comments on a post. If it helps, my anon is on, so you can request to your hearts content.
If the ask box is closed, this means Iâm currently not taking headcanon or fluff/filth alphabet requests. This will also be noted on my blog bio and possibly a post stating why/for how long. Anything sent in after the ask box is closed will either be gotten to the next go around or itâll be deleted, depending on the situation.

First of all... My content is meant strictly for adults. I do write some things that people underage can safely read, but that is not always the case. I realize that I canât stop minors from reading my work, but I can tell you outright that Iâd rather you skip over it if youâre underage and it clearly states that itâs not written for anyone underage. Again.. I canât do anything to stop minors from reading my NSFW content beyond just choosing never to post writing on the internet. And I donât plan on stopping, so.. yeah.
I put warnings on everything. Reading those will definitely save you time and upset. If you keep reading something Iâve written and it upsets you in any way, Iâm sorry but I canât help. I warned you. You chose to take the risk -and most likely, you chose to skip the warning I gave before the post even started... Itâs strictly on you now. Itâs out of my hands. Any complaints or things of that nature are gonna be laughed at and deleted out of my inbox because Iâm not here to argue or censor myself. Iâm not your parents, just a peer. If you as a minor choose to look at me, an adult adjacent person, as an authority figure of any sort... First of all, why? Yaâll.. no.. please donât. Iâm a hot mess, okay? To look at me like any trust worthy authority figure is... A huge error on your own part. Secondly, please donât. Iâm here to enjoy my favorite fandoms / post content for them. Iâm not here to please people / censor myself and my content to make everyone else happy... Let me repeat. I put warnings on everything I post. If you keep reading and you read something youâre not supposed to this is now solely your own problem. Sorry, I guess?
Iâve seen other adults saying that they block minors on here. While Iâm not gonna do that.. I will not tag minors in my NSFW content knowingly. If I find out youâre a minor and Iâm posting something NSFW for a fandom youâve asked to be tagged in, I will not be tagging you. Sorry. As much as I say Iâm not here to parent you and Iâm just your peer and you need to think of me like that instead, Iâm also not willing to risk anything, either. Iâm truly sorry in advance.
While Iâm talking about tagging people / my taglist...If you want me to tag you in my writing, you need to be on my taglist. The taglist can be found [ here ] or you can dm / send an ask telling me you want to be added and I will be more than happy to do so. Donât be afraid to ask me. I donât mind at all!Â
Every now and then, Iâll tag my friends in things I write. If I tag you in something and you donât want me to, let me know. I wonât do it anymore. Iâm not here to overwhelm or annoy anyone and I donât want to come off as pushy, either. SO.. if youâre getting tagged or whatever and you want me to stop tagging you, all you have to do is let me know.
If youâre not on my tag list (or I donât know you well enough to know whether youâd potentially want to read something) I will not be tagging you. If youâre a minor and I know for sure/think you are and itâs smut, I will definitely not be tagging you.
Content Iâm not willing to write or you probably wonât find here: Incest and Rape. Those are my hard noâs. Just the thought of writing something like that makes me feel gross. Iâm also not going to be writing huge age gaps in romantic stories either. (the closest Iâll come is like.. 18/19 and up to 24...) I mean absolutely no offense against people who can and do write things like this, I just canât?Â

American Horror Story; tate langdon, ben harmon, kit walker, kyle, dandy mott, jimmy darling, james patrick march, michael langdon, xavier plympton and night stalker.
Arrowverse; oliver queen, john diggle, slade wilson/deathstsroke, barry allen, cisco ramon, ray palmer, mick rory.
Bands / Celebrities; ask before sending because I havenât done many of these and Iâm still adjusting⌠Off the top of my head Iâve written for / feel comfortable with Nick Groff (ghost adventures), Jon Bernthal.. There are lots of others but alas, Iâd stretch this out so badly if I added too many more names.
Boondock Saints movie; Connor Macmanus Murphy Macmanus & Rocco.
Breakfast Club movie; John Bender.
Castle Rock tv series; Dennis Zalewski, The Kid.
Criminal Minds; Derek Morgan, Spencer Reid, Hotch, Tobias Hankel & Adam/Amanda.
Crybaby Movie; wade walker.
CSI tv series; Greg Sanders, Nick Stokes, Warrick Brown, Gil Grissom, Tim Speedle, Ryan Wolfe, Eric Delko, Danny Messer, Don Flack, Mack Taylor.
Dazed & Confused movie; Randal Pink Floyd, Mike Newhouse, Ron Slater, Fred OâBannion and Kevin Pickford.
DC Cinematic; Digger Harkness.
Detroit Rock City movie; Tripp, Lex, Hawk and Jam.
Fast & The Furious series; Dom Toretto, Han.
Four Brothers movie; Angel, Jack or Bobby Mercer
Friday Night Lights tv series; Tim Riggins, ,Matt Saracen, Landry Clarke, Bobby Riggins, Vince.
General Hospital tv series; Sonny Corinthos, Jason Morgan, Johnny Zacarra, Dante Falconeri, several other of the guys on hereâŚ
Ghostbusters 80â˛s version movie; Ray Stantz, Egon Spengler , Peter Venkman, Winston Zeddemore.
Gotham tv series; Jerome Valeska, Jim Gordon, Joker, Riddler.
Harry Potter movies; Sirius Black, Severus Snape, Fred Weasley, George Weasley, Neville Longbottom.
Horror movies various; Billy Loomis/Scream, Charlie Walker/Scre4m, Wade/ House of Wax, Tom Hanninger/My Bloody Valentine + others. Trust me, there are... So many others. I just didnât have the brain power to think of them all at the moment.
Law & Order tv series; Barba, Carisi, Stabler.
Lucifer tv series; Lucifer Morningstar.
Luke Cage; Luke Cage, Shades Alvarez.
Marvel Cinematic; Bruce Banner/hulk, Captain america/steve rogers, bucky barnes/winter soldier, eric killmonger, hawkeye/clintbarton, thor, loki, pietro maximoff, venom/eddie brock, starlord/peter quill, ironman/tony stark, wolverine.. Iâm a marvel ho.
Mayans MC tv series; Angel Reyes and Ez Reyes.
NCIS tv series; Anthony Dinozzo, Timothy McGee, Marty Deeks, Greg Callen.
On My Block tv series; Spooky Diaz.
Punisher tv series; Billy Russo, Frank Castle.
Riverdale tv series; Jughead Jones, FP Jones, Reggie Mantle, Sweetpea, Archie Andrews.
Shameless tv series; Lip Gallagher.
Sons of Anarchy tv series; Jax Teller, Chibs Telford, Clay Morrow, Juice Ortiz, Opie Winston.
Stranger Things tv series; Jonathan Byers, Billy Hargrove, Steve Harrington, Jim Hopper.
Star Wars movie series; Han Solo, Kylo Ren, Ben Solo, Poe Dameron, Finn.
Supernatural tv series; Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Crowley, Benny Lafitte, Kevin Tran.
Teen Wolf tv series; Stiles Stilinski, Scott McCall, Derek Hale.
The Crow movie series; Eric Draven and Jimmy Quervo/Wicked Prayer.
The Lost Boys movie series; Edgar Frog, Allen Frog, David, Michael Emmerson, Sam Emmerson.
The Outsiders book/movie; Two Bit Matthews, Dally Winston, Darry Curtis, Soda Pop Curtis, Johnny Cade, Steve Randle.
The Walking Dead tv series; Daryl Dixon, Shane walsh, Rick Grimes, Negan, Glenn Rhee.
The Vampire Diaries tv series; Klaus Mikaelson, Kai Parker, Kol Mikaelson, Jeremy Gilbert, Damon Salvatore.
Twelve Rounds 3 movie; Detective John Shaw.
Twilight movies/books; Jasper Hale, Emmett Cullen, Jacob Black, Paul Lahote, Embry Call.

Iâm gonna be honest here. I post on my own time, at my own pace. Some days I post constantly, sometimes itâs days or even weeks, and occasionally, a month before I post anything. So.. Now ya know.
If Iâm not on and posting, odds are Iâm busy, taking a break or whatever. But Iâll come back! I always do.Â
Basically, what Iâm saying here is I have no set posting schedule. At all. I post what I want when Iâm in the mood to do so. Just something to keep in mind when youâre asking for headcanons / nsfw alphabet letters with characters.
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Good morning! Whats your favorite show/movie? Who are your favorite characters? Why do you like them so much? Also!! Did you have a good sleep?
Okay so I was a film major for a while, and I have opinions.Â
Penny DreadfulÂ
I love this show. Like, so much. I adore it. I can not get enough of that show. Just all of the imagery, and the fantastic writing and acting. The episode intro alone is one of the most beautiful things Iâve ever seen. Eva Green is a goddess and I love everything sheâs been in. The take on classic horror stories is So Good, and it actually became the inspiration for my Gay Frankenstein story! (Started as a stitch AU, and then went completely OC after I had Ideas) but the show itself is so intimate? I think itâs largely that the period theyâre in, everything was so repressed and restricted. So when the characters break out of those moments, itâs more meaningful. And the love-hate relationship between Ms. Ives and Malcolm in season one? Exquisite. I could literally write essayâs about this show, but Iâll restrain myself and just say: itâs the best ensemble show Iâve ever seen. The characters come together, but they also each have their own distinct lives that sometimes intersect, but in s2 especially, are quite separate. They are constant with one another like ensemble shows usually portray. Also gothic horror and romance? My absolute favorite.Â
Anything by Guillermo del Toro
This man Owns My Entire Soul. Iâm not even joking, everything he writes and directs is perfection. Crimson Peak is probably my favorite (I have a stitch AU for this too ;) ) because again, Gothic horror and romance. Iâm a slut for that shit. Also Tom Hiddleston and Jessica Chastain? Delightful casting. I think itâs obvious by now that I love tragic relationships, so their dynamic is *chefâs kiss* amazing. theyâre so damaged. And this quote right here is one of the BEST things Iâve ever read:Â
âBut the horror... The horror was for love. The things we do for love like this are ugly, mad, full of sweat and regret. This love burns you and maims you and twists you inside out. It is a monstrous love and it makes monsters of us all.â
Engrave that on my headstone, please?? Iâve got a sort-of Dorian Gray AU (itâs delightful) thatâs basically built on this entire premise. Mitch makes the mistake of falling in love with Stiles, and does many terrible things because of it. Mostly to himself, at least.Â
I think my love of Crimson Peak is very closely tied with The Shape of Water. another beautiful movie, I could wax poetic about this forever. it was beautifully written, and such an artistic movie. I love the way it was filmed, and the set design, and all of the subtle imagery. Such as Elisaâs apartment being cast in cooler tones, it always felt very damp and had evidence of water damage, compared to Gilesâ, a mirror image of her own, in more warm tones. This is another one I could (and have) write essays about. There is so much packed into this movie, from the themes on toxic masculinity and entitlement, to the conversation on queerness and race and disability, and how all the various relationships are portrayed. Like. there is so much to pick apart in this movie.Â
Aside from that, ofc Hell Boy deserves an honorable mention because i grew up on those movies. Iâm pretty sure the Golden Army especially is responsible for who I am today, given all the lore on the fae in that universe. Wow, that explains so much about me... Also one of my first WoW characters was an elf named Nuala xD I still have her, too, and itâs been like 12 years lol
Near-Future Sci-Fi
Sci-fi is one of my favorite genres, I am a huge nerd for theoretical and astrophysics. But my favorite kind of sci-fi is the stuff that still takes place on Earth, rather than epic battles in space. Ex Machina and Annihilation are at the top of that list. Alex Garland is another writer/director that I love. He has the same kind of approach as del Toro, where he puts a lot of fine details into his work. And I love that itâs very cerebral; there are so many layers to Ex Machina. My English 101 prof actually refused to analyze it in class when I suggested it to him, because he didnât think my class could. Basically handle? Dissecting that movie? Because a lot of it comes across as very surface level, but in some cases when you look deeper, itâs actually suggesting the opposite of what you might think at first glance. (And he was right, my fellow students were awful. I miss that class though, it was one of my favorites T_T Mr. Ryder was an awesome dude and super chill.)Â
Morgan is another good example. As you can see, I fucking love androids lol. Which brings me to another of my all time favorite movies: Cloud Atlas. I could literally watch this movie endlessly, I love it so much. The acting, the writing, the filming, all of it is top notch. And one thing they did in the movie that didnât come across in the book, was reusing the same actors through the different eras in the book. That was just so neat, because it really encapsulates how connected these souls are, as we follow the threads of their story throughout time. If you havenât seen the movie, I canât recommend it enough. Â
Another one I always think of alongside Cloud Atlas, even though they arenât related at all, is Predestination. Itâs a great movie that explores the idea of fate and free will in a really clever way, utilizes time travel in a very organized way that I think was neat (think Umbrella Academy. They even use briefcases! As you can see, I love sci-fi bureaucracy, itâs fun. In fact The Bureau is another movie I enjoyed) and the main character is actually, explicitly trans, which was cool. You basically get to see the entire story of their life, and I donât want to spoil anything, but itâs just. So good. Mindfuckery galore.Â
Shoot, and I almost forgot! Arrival! That is one of the best movies, and another one I could watch nonstop. It focuses on mathematics and linguistics and I swear to god, I almost altered my entire college course because of this movie. Amy Addams is brilliant, Jeremy Renner is so soft and nerdy, and again, it has an amazing take on time travel. I am very particular about how time is handled in Sci-fi, and this portrayal was one of my favorite. (Most of my physics studies have been dedicated to the theory of time, so like. Strong Opinions.)Â
Fantasy
Stardust! It wasnât until Good Omens can out that I realized Neil Gaiman is responsible for most of the stories I loved as a kid lol, and I had no idea he wrote stardust! But that is such a beautiful movie (I have a Stardust AU lol) and itâs definitely one of my comfort movies. Captain Shakespeare is one of the best characters ever, bless Robert de Niro. I would die for him. Fun fact, i had no idea Ipswitch was a real place until like. 2019. I 100% thought it was made up for the movie đ
Alongside Stardust, Iâve always loved The Golden Compass. Itâs fantasy, but also with that old-timey steampunk science feel, which is so fun and surprisingly difficult to find!Â
Mortal Engines also has the same kind of feel, and it was such an epic movie in every sense of the word. Iâm a little sad that after all the work that went into it, it didnât get a dedicated following or fan base, because I feel thereâs so much potential in it. But at the same time, fandom tends to gather around media that has plenty of flaws for us to repair with gold, and there wasnât much room for that in Mortal Engines.Â
Iâm going to put Jupiter Ascending here even though it technically fits with the sci-fi, because that section is long as fuck and also this movie has such a fantastic feel. Mila Kunis? beautiful. The CGI? beautiful. Eddy Redmayne? One of the best villain portrayals iâve ever seen. The whole oedipal vibe he had was immaculate, as was their portrayal of reincarnation, and just. The world building. GOD. I get so weak for through world building. Also the fkn intergalactic bureaucracy when theyâre basically at the space DMV? One of my all time favorite scenes in movie history.Â
Horror
I have very little room in my life for horror. As I said, I have strong movie opinions, especially when it comes to horror movies. I donât like how most of them rely on cheap jump scares and overused gore and gratuitous rape scenes, instead of, y'know, actual good writing.Â
Which is EXACTLY why I adore It: Chapter 1 & 2. It has none of those things, but still manages to be so terrifying. They are my favorite horror movies, and Iâm saying this as someone who has genuine childhood trauma bc of the novel. Like. I couldnât shower/take baths alone until I was almost 10 T_T When I was 6-7 and saw kids play by storm drains, I would run over screaming about how Pennywise was going to get them. Like, I had issues man. I was terrified to see the first one, and wouldnât go until I could go with my best friend after she had already seen it, so she could warn me when something scary was about to happen đ
And, one of my favorite aspects of the movie, and the thing that gave me Mad Respect for Any Muschietti? The way he filmed Bev and her father. They have a character who is literally being molested, but they never once have to show it. And yet their interactions are still so viscerally upsetting to watch. Sexploitation puts me off of most horror, and the fact that Muschietti doesnât use it here, even when it would be actually somewhat justified? *chefâs kiss*. I love him.Â
I love horror as a concept, Iâm just really picky about it because I expect the writing to be good. I donât like short cuts. But in a lot of cases, even if I donât enjoy the movie itself, I love to watch analysis videos on youtube! I love to see the philosophy and symbolism in different horror movies, even if i donât like to watch the movies themselves. Itâs a fun hobby.Â
Misc.Â
Then in general, some other stuff I love in no particular order:
The Internship (Bless Dylan, Stuart is such a bitch and I love him)Â
American Assassin (ofc. The writing itself is eh, but Mitch is my man)Â
Dylanâs episode of Weird City. (I actually have a lot of feelings about this one. Jordan Peele is another amazing writer/director, I really need to catch up on his works.)Â
Dorian Gray (*chefâs kiss*)
Rogue One (Makes me cry every time)Â
WARCRAFT (Obviously this is a fav. It made me so happy, words cannot express.)Â
Coraline and most other stop motion animation. Iâve always had a soft spot in my heart for that.Â
Literally anything associated with Tim Burton. Fun fact, when I was 12 and in middle school, I planned to decorate my future house inspired by tim burton. Like, i had Plans.Â
Most adaptations of Alice in Wonderland!
So! this got long as fuck! But you said you like that kind of thing lol đ I had kinda Eh sleep since I was up so late lmao, and I kept waking up (as usual, rip). And Iâm so mad I go up for nothing! The dude I was supposed to show my listing to never showed, and is refusing to answer my calls >_> Itâs been 2 hours now, and I still havenât heard from him. But whatever, I already have a full price cash offer on the house so who cares. And that means I can play WoW all day, now!Â
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Scott McCall stans claiming he's revolutionary because he's totes "femme and queer coded, the queerest and most effeminate of the male cast" or some other delusional garbage is so funny because 1) LMFAO no, he's not and 2) they treat female characters (especially Scottâs canonical love interests) like utter shit despite claiming to love Scott for his canonically nonexistent ~feminine~ traits and mannerisms
Honestly, I have no clue what Scott fans say about Scott. I kind of avoid most Pro-scott stuff because it turns my stomach. So, I didnât know they say anything about him being feminine or queer-coded, but I donât really agree with that statement either.
From what I see...Scottâs really masculine? Heâs got the shaggy boy haircut (which isnât really feminine?) thing going...but that immediately goes away and we end up with the shaved sides quiff thingy. He starts off with the layering thing (also not feminine) but switches out to muscle Tâs and Henleyâs? Heâs really beefy, which is seen as masculine. he plays a very high contact sport, which is also seen as masculine. He drive a motorbike which is masc. Even his Tattoo is masculine (no color, no intricate designs, I dunno how people make tattoos masc or femme, but apparently they do) Heâs not well read before Season 3, and he only does that as a form of self-betterment (not that Iâm knocking any attempt at bettering himself), not because heâs actually a lit buff. Honestly, I have no idea what feminine traits they think he has? When he gets angry he doesnât cry (which is seen as a feminine response) he shoves people and he snaps lunch trays and leave dents in the walls with his head. V masculine. He cried once when Deaton taught him the pain drain thing...but??? So does Isaac? He works with a vet...and I guess working with animals is kinda seen as feminine? Kinda? Heâs not soft-spoken. Heâs not very empathetic to most people. Heâs not fashion-minded. Iâm struggling to think of any feminine things about him? (If you know what they think some of those traits/mannerisms are, Iâm actually curious)
As for queer-coded...what? Scott shows no interest in men. He sniffs Danny to find out if heâs a werewolf and compliments him on his Armani when he gets caught. When Stiles asks questions that are clearly a lead-in to some kind of sexuality conversation, Scott barely hears him, let alone cares. Heâs very sex-positive, very romance positive. Thereâs the weird moment with Isaac at the rave, yeah. It was uncharacteristically intimate, the whole âi care about youâ thing. But I find it very very hard to believe Scott has any interest in Isaac when he THROWS HIM into A WALL for saying he might like in Allison. TWICE. (And weâre not talking about sterek here, but yes, I know that Derek pushes Stiles up against a wall and smacks his head on a steering wheel and punches his hand. None of those are BODILY LIFTING someone [for the record, someone who was regularly abused for the majority of his childhood] INTO THE AIR and THROWING THEM at a WALL. Also, Derek is established as having issues being touched/body issues and Stiles made him STRIP in front of Danny. They were both being assholes here.) He gets all smiley when someone at Jungle buys him a drink, but it was pretty clearly not him being excited he got noticed. It was him teasing Stiles for STILES not getting noticed by anyone except drag queens (Which was a horrible horrible joke), hence their little snipes at each other. Hell, Stiles asks if Scott wants to make out with him (just to test. you donât have to be in love with someone to kiss âem.) and Scott laughs at him and walks off. What part of that hints in any way at someone being queer? Unless theyâre talking about queer as in like, his gender? Which, I mean, Iâm not knowledgeable enough on the trans/non-binary experience, so I guess maybe. But he never seems to show any kind of dysphoria with his body (NOT that dysphoria is required in order for someone to be trans/non-binary. I am NOT saying that.) or an interest in breaking gender norms, or even any interest in the concept of gender at all. Those are all ways in which people are âcodedâ to be trans/non-binary within media, and I see none of it? Maybe Iâm missing something.
As for being the queerest, most effeminate male character...uh...Danny is canonically gay? He automatically wins? Even Jackson is canonically Bi at the end of the show, and in being fashion-forward (which is apparently femme) he technically hits the top of the merged section. (unless you count Dannyâs armani as him being fashionable). And if weâre just going for the most effeminate, Iâm pretty sure that actually counts at Isaac? With the scarf thing, his trauma causing him to have similar mannerisms to women just by virtue of him trying to look smaller and speaking softer. Especially around Scott? Uh...heâs skinnier than the others, not as beefy (though still v muscles). Anyway, no matter what, Iâm pretty positive Scott is neither the most queer, nor the most effeminate male character of the cast.
On the topic of how the Scott fans treat Scottâs love interests, Iâm not super familiar with it, but I honestly donât doubt that someone can both be incredibly proud of effeminate men while still disrespecting women. Women are nurses, men are doctors. Women are housewives, men are chefs. Women like clothes, clothing brands are mostly owned by men. Men are often praised more for things than women, just by virtue of being men.
#personal#go for it#anti-scott mccall#meta ramblings#rant#this one didn't feel as long so I didn't put in a read more#thanks for the ask#i'm not sure if you're all the same person or not#but hi!#Anonymous
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14. Go on, who are your BroTPs?
Do I have BroTPs? Like, so complicated? Cause. ??? Oh!!! Dustin and Steve! And Steve and Robin! They be good bros!
20. Any ships which you surprised yourself by liking?
Yes, lol. Some problematic ones from fandoms other than It.
If we just stick to It, I honestly thought I would just be about Reddie, and now Iâm sitting here like. But Stan? Stan belongs with those boys, too.
23. Name a fic youâve written that youâre especially fond of & explain why you like it.
OMG LOU I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I WAS HOPING SOMEONE WOULD ASK THIS!!!
Ok. So. My absolute most favorite fic that Iâve ever written is a Stiles/Derek fic called âIt Was Only a Kissâ because in true to myself form, I wanted to write a soft fluffy summer fic, and⌠well. It turned into something exploring some very serious themes. I kept asking myself how the fic got away from me so much, how did it end up like this, which led to âMr. Brightsideâ by the Killers. For the longest time it was called The Yellow Speedo, and like you only know it as that, lol. (I have no idea if anyone will read it, but please, please read the tags first.)
I just love it because it has all the elements I love about fic? Emotional hurt/comfort? Check. Shared baths in the middle of the night? Check. Hair washing? Check. Fierce found family? Check CHECK AND MORE CHECK!
Ngl, it kind of makes me sad that this isnât my most popular fic, and although I do really like my most popular fic, this one is so much better imo.
31. Whatâs the nicest thing someone has ever said about your writing?
First I want to recognize all of the comments Iâve gotten on fics I wrote with ace/aro/trans characters, and people saying it helped them learn something about themself. Like, the fact that I wrote something that changed someone is just so⌠Itâs a thing. Iâve never been the most Popular, but that doesnât mean my work hasnât made a difference to someone.
That being said, the absolute nicest thing anyone has ever said about a fic to me came on a pre-slash reddie fic called âI Want To Hold Your Hand.â
Americandy wrote: My whole entire heart melted over this. So in-character and sweet and nondescript but stunning in its lowkey-ness. I may have cried. And reread it about forty times. The way Richie says âMaybe we could do this again. Go see a movie, just you and me,â LORD... the character beats of having Richie kiss Eddie weirdly on the cheek before he loses his nerve before running off and Eddie then chasing him down to kiss him on the lips... SO on point. Just. Grand.
I was on cloud nine for fucking *days*.
I also want to mention that Lou (pencileater if you want to go read it) wrote one of the best comments Iâve ever gotten on my fic âWe Wonât Settle for Lessâ. I literally burst into tears when I read it. I was at a really low point in my writing confidence at that point and just. <3 Itâs too long to post though, bahaha.
46. If someone was to read one of your fanfics, which fic would you recommend to them and why?
Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I have no idea, lol. Read them all? Lol, jk (but also).
Ok, but seriously, itâs hard because, like, some of them have some very heavy themes? And like ?? And I wrote them for different reasons and different fandoms. Like the one I want people read most right now is Death is Just So Full (which Iâm posting ch 5 today, donât think I forgot, lol) but like I know a lot of people donât/wonât like it. But I put so much effort into it, so much of myself? But Iâve figured out it has like three things fandom doesnât seem to like, two of which, I will give them. One was me projecting, the other was ??? I have no idea why I did what I did. I blame Nina LaCour and will just say it was the only story I was capable of writing at the time. The other, Iâd like the fucking proof that Iâm wrong. Because WHERE ARE THE RECEIPTS? *slams hand on table repeatedly* I might be less angry about it if someone could just give me some fucking evidence instead of just saying âthis is how it was in canonâ like. OMG. *rips out hair*
Ok. Well, that took a turn. But anyways, lol, yeah I donât know. If you want to read some fluff in the It fandom, read âI Want to Hold Your Handâ because it is just so soft and so nice, and yeah. Just a good lil piece of writing, imo.
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link to my ao3 because Iâm too lazy to link every part I mentioned a fic, lulz
#i have a lot of feels#idk#ask me more things#lol#thanks for the ask#sorry it like veered off at the end#dysregulardyke
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how about some bad day steter snuggling? x
here we are! (i really needed to get this out, damn)
Teen & Up, Alternate Universe - No Hale Fire (Teen Wolf), Trans Male Character, Trans Stiles Stilinski, HRT - Hormone Replacement Therapy, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Cuddling & Snuggling, Age Difference, Love Confessions, Mates, Fluff
Read it on AO3 here!
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Stiles doesnât bother knocking. Peter had given him a key, and he doesnât have the patience to stand around waiting for the man to let him in. If heâs even home. Fuck, Stiles hopes that heâs home.
Heâs had a day. AâŚjust a really challenging day. Not all days are bad, especially not lately, but. Hormones suck. Testosterone sucks. Sure, itâs the best thing thatâs ever happened to him, but his face wonât stop breaking out and his voice wonât stop breaking and Stilesâ body has been aching for the last three days. He got into another fight with his dad which is justâŚit is what it is.
But he needs a break, and Peter has always meant easy bantering and, more importantly, safety. Stiles has known the Hales all his life, and theyâve been the most accepting of his transition. Probably because theyâre werewolves, but Stiles is still incredibly thankful for his packâs (and hadnât that been a surprise, being offered an official position) unwavering support in the face of his journey.
Itâs why heâs at Peterâs apartment, letting himself in and furiously ignoring the way his eyes are stinging. He knows crying is a good release of emotions, but he doesnât want to fucking do it. Peter has always been his favourite, and Stiles likes to tease the older man that heâs his favourite too. Peter has never protested, even in jest, which has always made Stiles unbelievably happyâhe may have the tiniest crush on the lawyer, sue him.
Locking the door behind himself, Stiles kicks off his shoes and then takes a moment to line them neatly beside the front door. Itâs a tick of Peterâs that he doesnât quite understand, but if heâs invading the manâs space the least he can do is make sure he doesnât leave his shoes strewn about. Thereâs a certain stillness to the apartment that has Stiles believing heâs alone, and he lets his shoulders drop heavily.
Well, so much for Peter taking his mind off things. He putters around for a few minutes, riffling through the kitchen cupboards but not finding anything he wants to eat. He sighs heavily when the fridge brings the same results, closing it with his shoulders curving inwards dejectedly. Well, if thereâs nothing to eat and no Peter, he might as well take a nap.
Thatâs something else. Stiles hasnât been sleepingâhe really has no idea if itâs because of the hormones or notâand itâs begun to weigh on him. Being tired all the time is fairly exhausting, which should be obvious, but it still takes Stiles by surprise every time heâs left struggling to stay awake in class after tossing and turning all night long. Â
Peterâs bedroom is large. The whole apartment is fairly bigâthe Hale family has more money than Stiles can actually fathomâand Stiles slinks his way to the closet. He definitely doesnât want to sleep as he is, and he just has to hope that Peter doesnât mind him borrowing any of his clothing.Â
His flannel slides down his arms to pool on the floor before his fingers hesitate at the hem of his t-shirt. Stiles is alone in an empty apartment and the idea of being shirtless still makes him uncomfortable. He wonders if there will ever be a time when heâs comfortable with his body and then spends a few silent moments hoping for it before he finally peels himself out of his shirt.Â
He slips off his binder next and quickly slips into one of Peterâs bigger sweaters. The shirt hangs loose on the wolf, so it fits like a bag on Stilesâwhich is exactly what he needs today. He takes a breath that expands his chest further than heâs been able to all day, letting his lungs fill and then letting it out slowly. Stripping off his jeans, he keeps his boxers on before he climbs under Peterâs covers, sinking into his mattress.Â
The pillow smells like Peter. Musky and earthy and safe, and Stiles tugs another one into his arms to curl around it. A yawn cracks his jaw and has him seeping even deeper into the soft memory foam, feeling cocooned in safety as Peterâs scent and his heavy sheets lull him into an easy sleep.Â
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Stiles comes to with the feeling of fingers massaging his scalp. He purrs, a noise heâs picked up from years surrounded by wolves that his human vocal cords should absolutely not be able to make, and arches his back into the touch. He reaches out to find Peterâs legs, and he wraps himself around one completely, substituting his pillow with the manâs lower body. Peter chuckles, and the noise has Stilesâ heart beating against his chest.
âWell isnât this a lovely surprise,â Peter rumbles. Stiles presses his face further into the manâs stomach and makes a happy noise when his nose meets worn fabric and not suit buttons.
Peter must have changed before he climbed into bed. Stiles is definitely not disappointed that the man is sitting against the headboard, because that would be extremely inappropriate. Instead of thinking about how much heâd like Peter to lie down with him, he snuggles closer and makes a happy noise when Peter starts playing with his hair, which is just growing out from his buzz cut.Â
âMâsorry I broke in,â Stiles mumbles half-heartedly, slipping his fingers under the hem of Peterâs t-shirt in a daring moment of confidence.Â
âSweetheart, this is exactly why I gave you a key. If I did not want you here, you would not have one,â Peter assures him, saying and doing nothing about the fingers that not rubbing the skin of his stomach.Â
âStill feel like Iâm âvading your den,â Stiles says, though itâs with a smile. Heâs more comforted than he wants to admit by Peterâs words.
âYou will always be welcomed in my den, Stiles,â Peter tells him firmly, and Stilesâ heart skips in his chest as his cheeks heat. Sure, Peter could very well only be saying that because heâs pack, but Stiles knows that he is the only person with a key to Peterâs apartment other than Peter himself. âOh, donât you smell lovely,â Peter purrs, the hand on his head scratching down his neck and making him shiver and groan. âThis really was such a lovely surprise, finding you sweetly sleeping in my bed.â
âDonât make fun of me,â Stiles whispers, his voice feeling like itâs being swallowed somewhere in his chest. Peter has never commented on Stiles rather obvious crush on him, but this is coming dangerously close to an admittance Stiles is not ready for.Â
âDarling I would never,â Peter tells him sternly. He pulls away, and Stiles makes a noise of distress before Peter is sliding down the bed and lying on his side so they are facing another other. Stilesâ hand is still pressed under his chest, but now his hand is flat against the older manâs chest instead of just barely touching his stomach.Â
âPeter,â Stiles whispers desperately, his heart racing. Peter looks at him carefully, his eyes so, so familiar and so very kind.
âYou are still very young,â Peter tells him, but it doesnât sound like a rebuttal or a rejection, especially when he continues with, âand I am a very prestigious lawyer. I know which laws I can and cannot get around, and I fear your fatherâs position makes the latter a much longer list. But do not, for a single second, think that means I do not care for you, Stiles.â
âWhat are youâŚâ Stiles canât finish his sentence, hope swirling up his chest and making him feel vulnerable and weak. He doesnât like it, doesnât like the way he canât meet Peterâs eyes as the man leans in even closer, close enough that he can feel his warm puffs of breath against his cheek. It feels like heâs going to fly out of his own skin.
Peterâs hand lands on his waist, squeezing as their bare legs tangle together. Peter must not be wearing pants either. âYou are my mate, darling.â Silence echoes through the room. Stiles looks up to find Peter staring at him intently, his eyes glowing in the dimly lit room. It all feels like too much, and the words run over and over again in his head and make feel dizzy. Â
âWhy didnât you ever say anything?â Stiles finally asks, hating how weak his voice comes out.
âPlease believe that I did not know, darling,â Peter tells him, and his hand slides up Stilesâ back to cup the back of his neck warmly. âYour scent hasâŚevolved since you began testosterone. I was very surprised to find that you were my mate, but I was not displeased.â Peter stresses the last bit, and it makes Stilesâ lips twitch into the barest of smiles.Â
âI donât know what to say,â Stiles admits. It feels like heâs getting everything he has ever wanted. Like every dream heâs had since he was freaking seven is coming true, here in Peterâs massive bed with the wolf inches before him. It doesnât feel real, though Stiles doesnât dare risk pinching himself in case it isnât.
âYou do not need to say anything,â Peter tells him firmly. âI know you understand what the term means, and I also understand that you are still seventeen. Iââ Peter trails off into nothing, and Stiles finally moves closer, his own hand sliding around Peterâs back to rest between his shoulders.
âI love you,â he rushes out, the words bursting from his speeding heart. âI love you so much, Peter.â
The wolf smiles at him, a genuine twist of his lips that Stiles has rarely seen directed at anyone other than himself. Peterâs fingers scratch at the back of his neck and make him shiver, and Stiles all but melts in a boneless puddle of goop. âAnd I you, darling,â Peter tells him warmly. Stiles laughs a little, moving forward to hide his beaming smile and hot blush in Peterâs chestâhalf-covered by his shirt Stiles has pushed up. âNow, I am sorry for interrupting your napââ ââdude, this was way better than a freaking nap!ââ ââand I feel as though I should let you continue to rest. Would you mind some company?â
âI would love that,â Stiles says warmly, not moving from his spot in Peterâs chest even as the wolf rolls onto his back and takes Stiles with him. He curls into the manâs side, a smile that he canât push down pressed into Peterâs skin, and falls asleep to the heartbeat of the man he loves, of his mate.
#trans stiles stilinski#trans male character#ftm#hurt/comfort#cuddling & snuggling#fluff#my writing#steter#stiles stilinski#peter hale#teen wolf#Anonymous#lavenderlotion#lav answers
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Do you guys have anything with trans!stiles? Doesnât matter if itâs ftm or mtf, both are fine! thank you!!âşď¸
TRANS STILES
For the Misfits and the Losers (series) by thursdayschild
âStiles. Youâre trans. Iâm a werewolf. Weâre both a little fucked and youâre right, it is scary. But weâre also both a hell of a lot more than that.â
Stiles hoped that life at college would be better for him. And mostly he was right. Sure, Jackson is a douche, but he still has Scott as well as some new friends. Thereâs also Derek Hale, who seems to be majoring in brooding with a minor in lurking and may or may not be a werewolf.
Some Things Never Change by the_painless_moustache
Stiles wakes up in the wrong body in the wrong universe, where: 1. his mother is alive; 2. he apparently has a drug problem; 3. his best friend hates him; and probably most notably 4. he has a penis
A Blessing and a Trail by Piscaria
âWonât you tell me whatâs wrong, Gizheurann?â Mom asks when she finds you sobbing beneath the apple tree. The sound of your name only makes you cry harder. You hate it, like you hate everything about yourself, right now.
Stiles has always thought he was under a curse. Fortunately or unfortunately, he's not the only one.
Bloodsport (Brothers) by NARKOTIKA
âUncle Derek, swans only have one partner their whole life,â Junior explains as Derek pulls on his clothes. âIf their partner dies, they can pass away from a broken heart, you know.â Derek looks down at the kid through the mirror as he brushes his teeth. He spits into the sink. âWolves also mate for life, Uncle Derek. And Mommyâs not a swan or a wolf, but heâs an omega, and sometimes I think he gets so sad that Daddyâs not here anymore that one day he might not wake up.â
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In which Derek is an ex-fighter, ex-con, ex-brother. And then Stiles and his rambunctious sons crash into his world and make everything a helluva lot more awesome.
She Walks in Beauty (series) by morganoconner
It's not a gender identity crisis if you've known all along what the problem is. If you've been purposely trying to ignore it since you were old enough to consciously make that choice.
But what happens after that, when you finally learn how to let go?
Typical, Average, Ordinary Boy by alexenglish
His crush on Derek is painfully obvious to everyone, his magic keeps going haywire, the English teacher is definitely evil, and everyone keeps wanting to talk to him about his vagina. Stiles can deal with this, right?
Leaving Paradise by NARKOTIKA
A boy dreams of freedom, a broken man finds home, and they learn to love in a world where it feels more impossible than water falling from the sky.
When All the Pieces Fit by NARKOTIKA
"Does he even realize? With the cooking and cleaning andandandânow this fucking baby?" Isaac fumes.
Said baby waves its fist in the air, and Stiles bends to haul him onto a hip. The baby babbles something and Stiles nods his head with complete seriousness, as if everything out of its mouth is perfectly sensible and coherent. Then the kid starts mouthing at Stiles' nipple through his dress and everyone goes dead silent.
"I'm going to wife him so hard," Ethan announces, and they all break out into argument over who has the best chance at mating the boy in the river.
Raised by Wolves and Other Beasts by TroubleIWant
Stiles is 26, single, and unencumbered with any responsibilities. Until his past starts catching up to him, anyways.
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Derek is standing at Jasonâs reception desk, looking the same as he does in Stilesâ dreams except that heâs breathtakingly real, from the two-day stubble to the jewel-bright eyes to the little cow-licks in his hair he always tries to gel into submission. Stiles sees the exact moment he realizes that he canât get a scent, because his eyebrows flick up in surprise and hurt. In the supernatural community, scent blocking is rude to the point of hostility. It means youâre hiding something.
Stiles has no idea what his own face is doing, but after the slip, Derek schools his into something so tightly composed it seems like an admission in itself. It hardly feels like years can have passed since they saw each other last, except that propped on Derekâs hip, chubby hand curled at her mouth...
Emily. Sheâs grown into that distinctive Hale coloring; pale skin and dark hair. She has Derekâs hazel green eyes, too. Two tidy pigtails curl above each of her ears, held with red bubble ties.
âOh,â Stiles says faintly. Heâd braced himself for Derek, but only him. âHer hairâs longer.â
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Chubby Sterek Plot Bunny # 7
So based on <a href=âhttp://oac47.tumblr.com/post/165930308715/2017-oct-1-vi-jalledo-plus-size-modelâ>this post</a> featuring a very attractive plus-sized male model that keeps popping up on my dash, I was thinking... ...Plus-Sized Male Model AU? Maybe Derek is a famous male model, well known for both his commercial and artistic modeling, and someone who young Stiles idolizes/has a crush on. And from all the studying and gazing Stiles does on his vast collection of ads and portraits of Derek, Stiles finds himself interested in photography, eventually deciding to peruse it as a career. Only, just as Stiles starts to make a name as a fashion photographer, Derek suffers a family tragedy and stops modeling, basically disappearing from the public eye. Stiles is devastated that heâll probably never work with his idol, but heâs also not enough of an asshole to begrudge Derek his private life or his mourning. Several years later, Stiles has quickly made a name for himself as both a fashion photographer and as an artist. His shows always feature models of widely varying body types, and his latest is comprised entirely of models of size, trans models, and disabled models. Every photograph proudly displays the body of the model, without fetishization or diminution, but is instead an intimate portrait that shows the beauty of each model. Itâs after the opening of this show that Stiles gets a call from his manager (Lydia) who tells him that a big & tall menâs clothing company wants to hire him to shoot for their premier catalogue. Stiles is underwhelmed by the job, but Lydia insists that the CEO of the company has insisted that the catalogue be a statement of body positivity more than a sales tool. Stiles still has reservations, but he agrees to the job. Unfortunately, Stiles fears are realized when he arrives at the shoot to find that almost every model is a cookie cutter of big & tall shoots heâs seen before. Most are slightly taller above average and all of them are muscular, with one or two of them slightly thicker in the torso. On top of that, the coordinator is shouting body-shaming insults at the models, despite their conventional attractiveness. Stiles is completely fed up and is packing his equipment up to leave when he runs into Derek Hale, literally. Stiles would almost not recognize Derek if he hadnât immediately looked into his eyes and found the gorgeous blue-green-gold eyes of his adolescent idol staring back at him. But aside from his handsome face, Derek has changed over the years, his once thin muscular body padded out with fat, including a hefty belly and thick, juicy thighs and glutes that fill out the jeans Derekâs is Derek g incredibly well. Even Derekâs famous âdiamond-edged jawlineâ has softened and his cheeks only look chubbier with the beard heâs grown. Far from being disgusted, Stiles is floored. He definitely used to find Derek attractive when he was fit and posing in his underwear, but Stiles had learned in the years since his youth that his real tastes lie in men of much more size. Cue Stiles bashfully apologizing for running into Derek and asking him why he was at a shoot like this. Derek says he was hired by the CEO directly to bring a known name to the companyâs launch. Of course, itâs at this time that the coordinator starts to ask Derek who he thinks he is and then starts to insult him. Stiles is so enraged that without thinking, he punches the jerk in the face. The set security shows up, along with an older man in a suit. Stiles thinks heâs about to get bounced from the shoot when the security guys grab the coordinator and drag him from the set. The man in the suit turns out to be the CEO of the B&T company, who had hired the coordinator at the insistence of his board, but he had no idea that the man not only had no idea what the shoot was absolutely supposed to be about, but that he was a grade-A asshole. He apologizes profusely to both Stiles and Derek before asking if they would be willing to try this again another time.
Stiles looks at Derek, who seems willing, before another idea comes to him. Asking the CEO if he would be willing to give stiles a little leeway, Stiles calls up previous models of size heâs worked with and asks them to come to a local restaurant thatâs owned by a friend of his. With some quick work, and a short trip up town, Stiles manages to save the shoot, producing photos that both show off the clothes, but also show that they are appropriate for men of varying sizes and shapes. Derek is featured prominently, of course, but thatâs to be expected as he is the named talent. After the shoot is wrapped, Stiles feels extremely accomplished. Not only did he get to shoot an incredible series of photos that might just help influence the fashion industry in a positive way, but he finally got to work with his idol. Of course, Derek was just as impressed with Stilesâs character and professionalism. He tells stiles that he would love to work with him again in the future, a sentiment which Stiles is only to happy to echo. And after stirring up his courage, he asks if Derek would like to discuss future projects with him over dinner sometime. Derekâs answering smile almost makes stiles swoon, and soon enough, theyâve traded numbers with a promise of seeing each other very soon.
#chubby sterek plot bunnies#chubby sterek#chubby!sterek#chubby derek#chubby!derek#plus sized male model AU
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I think I'm going to merge two of my AUs into one:Â "Everyone Has a Story" and "Winter Wolves.
My most popular series is Winter Wolves. But, believe or not, that wasn't originally the AU I prioritized the most. No, my most valued AU was Everyone Has a Story - a rewrite of the show as I wish it'd gone, with a lot more attention to character development and less fridging.
The thing is, a lot of the Teen Wolf worldbuilding of Winter Wolves is just stuff I originally thought up of for Everyone Has a Story, adapted to a world with the MCU in it. I actually still have twice as many notes for Everyone Has a Story than I do Winter Wolves! I did a tremendous amount of supernatural worldbuilding for the Everyone Has a Story series, but at the rate I'm going, it'll be literal decades before I get to use them in EHAS, and meanwhile, I keep using those ideas for Winter Wolves.
I detail some of the reasoning for it under the cut, but tl;dr version is that the plots would combine really well, and it would give a lot of story to some characters in Winter Wolves that I didn't originally have as much planned for. Granted, a lot of EHAS story would get lost when combined with WW, but honestly, that AU wasn't that popular, anyway, so I wouldn't call it a huge loss.
Plot(s)
The general plots of Everyone Has a Story and Winter Wolves are the same - in that neither of them were contingent on a dramatic change of the plot of Teen Wolf. For both of them, I was going to follow the plot of Teen Wolf while changing it for the purposes of that AU (though both would also diverge further away from canon as time went on).
And ironically, while I'd originally planned for them to both go completely off the canon rails by Seasons 5 and 6 (since most of this was getting planned back during and after Season 4). But Season 6B has actually ended up playing right into the themes I have planned for both those series. *shrugs* Go figure.
Honestly, a lot of my "season"/Teen Wolf plot rewrites for Winter Wolves are watered down versions of what I'd planned for Everyone Has a Story (mostly watered down for breadth/space in the story, rather than depth/complexity).
I'm thinking of sort of abruptly ending the Everyone Has a Story "series' where it is, and instead re-establishing "Everyone Has a Story" as a fic/sub-series within Winter Wolves. The "plot' of Everyone Has a Story would get cut out, focusing primarily - almost exclusively - on character development. The "actual" plot would be Talking Cure, and Everyone Has a Story would be wrapped around that.
I think it says something that it would take very little retconning and editing of Everyone Has a Story, as it currently is, to make it "compliant" with Winter Wolves.
I feel like this would also be easier on readers. Partially because if I kept them as two separate stories, then reading them would get repetitive. But also because, weaving them into one story would make updating them easier.
Character Development
This would involve a lot of greatly expanded and nuanced expansions of characters who I didn't have much planned for in Winter Wolves. Jackson and Danny would take a much more prominent role, especially. Danny's story from EHAS involved, among other things, a sexual assault subplot that was gonna go to some pretty dark places, which could either match up perfectly with the hints of a Rising Tide background for his WW story, or completely work against it. Not sure, yet.
Though this merger would probably mean cutting out a pretty funny abortion subplot. I mean, hopefully I'll find a way to work it into the merger, but I'm not exactly counting on it, either...
The downside is that that I'm probably going to lose Cora. She was barely in EHAS, and not in WW at all. Since I'm keeping Erica alive, I was going to 'keep' her dead/not miraculously bring her back to life for just a few episodes and then pretend it never happened. *side-eyes Teen Wolf* But her plot from EHAS was already incongruent with the story as it was (I wasn't too happy with it), and 'keeping' her dead works out a lot better for Derek's story and the worldbuilding in general. Kinda sorry, but I don't want to include a character just for the sake of it when I don't have much of a story planned for her.
The other confounding factor will be the twins, especially Aiden. I guess I'll wait and see what happens to Ethan in 6B to be sure, but Aiden's EHAS story and WW story don't mesh together very well, or even outright contradict each other, even though they ironically end the same way. Ethan's EHAS story will either fall on one extreme of really not working well with the Winter Wolves universe, or will work really well with it.
The downside is that some characters' stories would be pretty fundamentally incompatible. In particular, Everyone Has a Story was originally built around Scott, Stiles, and Allison as a "core" of the AU, so their stories would get subsumed to Winter Wolves, and most of my EHAS plans for them would be lost.
Gender and Sexuality
I guess I also have mixed feelings about the taking the greater role of gender and sexuality from EHAS and introducing it to Winter Wolves. But overall, I think it would be a good move. All too often, trans characters and queer characters (outside of gay white males/queer fetishization) tend to not be included in fanfic that much, or they appears predominantly in fanfic that is about someone being trans or non-binary or a asexual or whatever.
A big theme of EHAS is that, being teenagers, a lot of the characters are sometimes exploring their gender or sexuality - but at the same time, it always takes a backseat in the story, not because their identities aren't important, but because life-and-death supernatural shenanigans are the main focus. Trans and non-binary and queer characters can have stories that aren't about their identities just as much as straight/heternormative characters do in mainstream media and cis-slash/gay ones do in fandom.
I like the idea of furthering this with Winter Wolves - i.e. teenagers exploring gender and sexuality in the context of not just supernatural drama, but the politics and chaos of the MCU as well. I just don't want those stories to get too marginalized or underwritten, either. This will be a pretty tricky balance to maintain.
Jackson's is going to be the most confounding. His plot was heavily dependent on Season 3, and involved him coming to terms with his asexuality (and still working out a relationship with Lydia who had to come to terms with being aromantic, yet still having quite a libido). In Winter Wolves, though, he's not going to be around for Season 3. I hope I can work it into Season 4. I enjoyed this arc specifically because they were portrayed as highly sexual or romantic in the first two seasons. While not true for everyone, some aces and aros "overcompensat" for their lack of the attraction in their youth, so I wanted to explore these characters from that angle.
Kind of a mixed bag on a trans arc. The only real story I had planned for Cora, herself, was about her being trans. But as I mentioned, a big part of EHAS was that while exploration of sexualities and gender identities was a huge part of the characters' stories, it wasn't the center or entirety of their stories - but I didn't have much of an arc for Cora. I don't want to keep a character around just for the hell of it, or tokenize a trans characer. On the flip side, while I do have a story planned for Hayden, it's a little shallow - mostly just because I was waiting to see how her story would end (I hadn't known until 6B started that she wouldn't be in it), so I hadn't gotten around to it, yet. For a variety of reasons, her being trans would actually work pretty well with the story, and this way, I wouldn't just have a 'token trans character', and could have a pretty solid story about Hayden being a trans girl that isn't contingent on her being trans. (Not to mention that while Hayden's story isn't dependent on Liam, her having a trans arc would actually play well into Liam's arc.)
I've got mixed feelings on how I'm going to include Stiles' story. He's pretty firmly bisexual and that's never really a question for him. But in EHAS, a pretty dark consequence of the nogitsune so thoroughly mind-raping him is that Stiles basically loses his sense of bodily autonomy, which leads to some pretty unhealthy sexual practices and attitudes towards his own body. It fit well with the themes and structure of EHAS, but I'm not sure how well it would work in Winter Wolves, which is a lot more plot-oriented than EHAS, and in which Stiles' arc is a lot more specific to his mental state, rather than his 'relationship with his body' so to speak. Not sure how well I can keep both of these balanced, but I think I can work something out. The downside is that this subplot for Stiles in EHAS was also heavily dependent on Derek, whereas right around the time it's happening is right around when Derek leaves Beacon Hills for a bit in Winter Wolves. (Don't worry, he comes back, and a lot sooner than in canon!)
Gonna be interesting to try to work demisexual!Scott into Winter Wolves, though. His love life in Winter Wolves is, in style, kind of a mish-mash of Bucky's and Steve's comic-book love lives, so it'll be simultaneously very easy and very difficult to rework that around demisexuality.
For most of the other characters, though, my plans for them in EHAS should work out nicely with WW.
Politics
I guess one downside is I'll lose a specific element of worldbuilding with this merger - supernatural politics.
A huge element of the worldbuilding, and the "expansion" of the plot, from EHAS, involved some nuanced supernatural politics...especially a somewhat more realistic take. I've seen a lot of urban fantasy politics, including in Teen Wolf fanfics, that read an awful lot like high fantasy politics jam-packed into a contemporary environment. It's a bit like fitting a square peg into a round hole. I wanted to take on what supernatural politics would look like in the modern world.
But the MCU already has so much politics as it is, that while I could "start" the political storylines from EHAS in Winter Wolves, the reality is most of them would get subsumed pretty fast by the superhuman politics of Winter Wolves/the MCU.
That said, I'll definitely preserve one of those 'political' subplots: the Hunters. Specifically, when Allison changes the Code, she fucking changes the code. While the Argents aren't the only Hunting family, they are the most prominent and longest-lasting, and the leader of the Argent family is often an implicit leader of Hunters as a whole. But that doesn't mean they are the leader, and Allison still has a bit of an uphill battle in effecting real, systemic change. At the same time, Hunters aren't a monolith - even as a lot of people oppose the changes she's trying to make, many Hunters support it, and have been quietly shifting in that direction for a while, anyway. This merges quite nicely with what I have planned for Winter Wolves.
Similar deal with Scott. While not at all a leader like Allison is, being a True Alpha does give Scott some unique abilities even for an alpha, and does get him a lot of attention and a certain amount of wary respect among werewolves, and supernatural creatures in general. He does have to deal with that a lot, which I can carry over from EHAS to WW - though WW actually turns this up to 11, which means the actual, original EHAS story of him dealing with it will likely go out the window.
Stiles' political subplot also goes out the window, but mostly because magic takes a greatly reduced role in WW compared to EHAS. In WW, I'm taking a very scientific bent on the supernatural (as anyone who watches Thor or Agents of SHIELD has likely already started to suspect), whereas in EHAS is was still much closer to the 'fantasy' part of Urban Fantasy. On top of that, Stiles already has a superhero-related political arc in WW, one which is pretty incompatible with his supernatural/magic political arc from EHAS.
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What I Didn't Write in 2016
Plotbunnies that I never ended up writing (and, if I'm going to be honest with myself, probably never will).
Ghost Allison - Death wasn't enough to stop Allison from protecting her friends. (ETA: Never Mind.)
Jordan and Derek, Guilty (BR)OTP Fic (Unrequited Marrish and Sterek) - Jordan and Derek hate themselves for loving Lydia and Stiles. >:)
Post Season 2 Allison/Lydia, with Pregnant Lydia - Jackson impregnated Lydia just before he died in the Season 2 finale. Allison steps in.
West Wing Sterek AU - Stiles as the First Son, and Derek as the President's assistant. They are basically Zoey and Charlie. That's it, that's the plot.
Stiles-Centric AU (Witch!Claudia -> Warlock!Stiles) - A completely plot-less AU/idea about Claudia having been a powerful witch, and Stiles having inherited some magical ability from her.
Sheriff Stilinski Was Once Johnny Cage (Stallison or Gen) - altered to fit the Teen Wolf universe, the events of the Mortal Kombat movie were the manipulations of the nogitsune, before it was re-imprisoned back in California. When it escapes again, it intentionally possessed "Johnny Cage's son".
Avatar Scott AU (Sciles) - Scott is the Avatar, and Stiles is his non-bending best friend who he doesn't go anywhere without and who helps him learn. The Swamp Tree is called the Nemeton, and the academic fox spirits at the library are getting corrupted, which leads to one possessed Stiles.
Werewolf!Sheriff (Sterek) - The Sheriff gets Bitten, comedy and angst ensue. Let's be real, if I wrote this, it would mostly be angst.
Teen Dad Stiles (Pre/Post Sterek) - Babies don't make everything better, and in fact can ruin your lives, especially if you're a teenager.
Chris/Melissa/John Fic - What was originally a farce just to fuck with Rafael blossoms into an actual relationship. Their kids...try not to think about it.
"Seraph Stilinski" (Gen) - Claudia was a demon, the Sheriff is an angel, and all the forces of Heaven and Hell are deadset on making sure the world never finds out they had a kid together - the best way to do that being to kill the kid.
Stiles Number 7 (Clone AU, Derek & Stiles, Derek's POV) - Stiles is one of several clones, who are all based on Dylan O'Brien's other acting roles.
Trans Scott Fic (Scott & Stiles - Possible Sciles?) - Scott was born female, but is a boy. Stiles was his first and fiercest advocate, which is why the nogitsune acts like a transphobe the moment it possesses Stiles.
Details below!
Ghost Allison
ETA: So I ended up not only writing a fic for this one, but making a fanvid as well. Go figure.
Exactly what it sounds like: Allison is a ghost. I play around with various ghost mythologies, but the end result is that the pack realizes that Allison never left and she's been with them all along (which is why no one in the pack ever died after 3B). She sent Scott back after Theo killed him, she nudged Lydia in the right direction when she was in Eichen House, and she intentionally made Scott think of her when her own ancestor, Sebastian, tried to claw him for the memories.
This one, though, I'm actually not writing because I have an idea on how to make it a fanvid, instead. âĽ
Jordan and Derek, Guilty (BR)OTP Fic (Unrequited Marrish and Sterek)
Basically, a fic which takes the age differences seriously. It's a lot of Jordan and Derek slowly realizing the other one is also, like themselves, attracted to a teenager (who, even while "legal", they just do not feel comfortable trying to start a relationship with, for many reasons, age merely being the biggest one).
It oscillated between humorous (the boys commiserating over the snarky teen geniuses they're in love with) and dark (the boys sleeping with each other and openly using each other as a "distraction" from the kids they are in love with). It was going to end with these two working behind the scenes to set up Stydia, figuring that Stiles and Lydia were better off with each other than with them, and then Derek and Jordan kinda parting ways and moving on, better able to love their respective teenagers from afar.
Post Season 2 Allison/Lydia, with Pregnant Lydia
Inspired by this gifset. Jackson actually died in the Season 2 finale, and Lydia found out she was pregnant with his baby soon after - and with Jackson dead, she refused to abort it. My twist is that Lydia's pregnancy is progressing against the backdrop of canon (though in an AU where, because Allison stayed to help Lydia through the pregnancy, she helped find Erica and Boyd, meaning they lived, and the Hale pack was more cohesive by the time Deucalion made his move). Lydia is explicitly targeted by the alpha pack because of her pregnancy (since the pack is an actual pack in this AU, practically everyone sees Lydia as family, and thus her baby as their future niece/nephew). The nogitsune tried to make her miscarry - though thankfully, it failed, if only barely. The fact that it was distracted attempting to cause the miscarriage meant Allison survived, though also only barely. Lydia was with Derek when Kate attacked, so the baby was born prematurely. Allison - at this point fully in love with and dedicated to Lydia and the baby - is furious, so when the pack goes to rescue Derek, she kills Kate for hurting Lydia and potentially killing the baby. Luckily, the pack comes back to Beacon Hills to find Lydia and her baby daughter are safe and on the path to recovery. The baby is named Jackie, after her lost father, and everyone loves her and all the bullshit of Season 4 never happened. The first full moon even reveals that the baby is actually going to be a werewolf, which Lydia is - much to everyone else's surprise - delighted by. Lydia is grateful to have the power to protect her friends, but being a banshee is traumatic and she's glad to know that her baby won't have to suffer through it. The epilogue is Satomi introducing herself and her pack to Scott and his pack - not from the fear and death of the deadpool, but to celebrate the new arrival to Scott's pack.
West Wing Sterek AU - First Son Stiles
Derek comes to the White House looking for a mailroom job, needing to support himself and his sisters after the rest of his family is killed in a brutal housefire. Due to a series of shenanigans, he gets hired as President Stilinski's body-man/personal assistant, instead. He eventually ends up dating the First Son, Stiles, and life seems good for him...until the First Family, the staff, and Derek are shot at by Neo-Nazis, because they object to the First Son being in a gay relationship. They stick together through that, though they split up later for personal reasons...yet Derek still loses his mind when Stiles' new boyfriend's stupidity gets Stiles kidnapped. As such, they eventually reunite (with only a little bit of meddling from Stiles' dad.) (This based off the Zoey/Charlie arc in The West Wing. Charlie's mom was a cop killed in the line of duty, and the Neo-Nazis attack because Charlie is black while Zoey is white. After they split, Zoey's new boyfriend gave her some E despite her already saying she didn't want it, and while he had no nefarious intentions beyond that, this made her vulnerable and led to her kidnapping.)
Stiles-Centric AU (Witch!Claudia -> Warlock!Stiles)
AU where Claudia was actually a very, very powerful witch. Stiles and the Sheriff have known about the supernatural world all along (Scott only found out after he was Bitten), and this somehow nebulously led to no real change in the events of Season 2, but after it, Erica and Boyd were saved from the alpha pack, and Allison stuck around town instead of leaving, so come Season 3 - when the story starts - the pack is a more cohesive pack, Allison is rebuilding her Hunting group/"family" with a new code, and Stiles is formally training to become Derek's emissary (and then Scott's, once Derek gives up his spark to save Cora, while Scott becomes the True Alpha). This one, I chose not to write because while I had some individual scenes and such planned out, I had no actual plot in mind.
The closest was some weird rom-com bullshit in which a coven comes into town and accuses the pack of breaking into their stuff/breaking some old wards of theirs. It's about to turn into a fight until Scott and Stiles show up and recognizes "Stiles's mom's book-club friends", and the witches recognize Scott and Stiles. They have trouble believing that the little boy who used to play with Stiles is now a True Alpha, but they do realize Stiles' "breaking" the wards/shields were genuine accidents - those shields were originally set up by Claudia, and the only thing more powerful than them are talismans she gave to Stiles and the Sheriff (made out of the Sheriff's old dog tags). They actually want Stiles to come with them, but they shrug it off when he declines and chooses to stay with his pack. One of the witches who is new to the coven tries to instigate a fight, but they're all like, "we can't fight them, we helped potty train them!" That's quite literally the extent of my planning for this fic. :P
Sheriff Stilinski Was Once Johnny Cage - Mortal Kombat (Stallison or Gen)
AU where "Stilinski" is actually Claudia's family name, which the Sheriff changed his name to in order to escape the fame of his movie days - he was actually born as Johnny Cage. Kitana was 'merely' a thousand years old, and a kitsune (halfway through the story, we find out she's Noshiko's older sister). Liu Kang is like Deaton, a Spark/Emissary/monk/user-of-magic (he grew up learning it, ran away from it, and the events of the movie were him coming back to that heritage). Sonya Blade is a Hunter from a Russian/Russian-descended family that has a testy relationship with the Argents (though she's not the leader yet in the events of the Mortal Kombat movie). The events of the Mortal Kombat movie were altered, so that it turns out the sorcerer Shang Tsung wasn't working for some other-dimensional demon, but the nogitsune (which Kitana accidentally released in the process of looking for her long-lost sister). The "tournament" was an elaborate human sacrifice ritual to superpower the sorcerer (and then/thus the nogitsune). Luckily, this original badass quartet managed to put a stop to the preceedings, and put the nogitsune back in its prison in California. Unfortunately, they were not able to capture Shang Tsung (which is why he later turns up leading a Yakuza ring right under Johnny Cage's nose in Beacon Hills - the actor playing Silver Finger is the guy who played the evil sorcerer in the Mortal Kombat movie). The story starts a few decades after that, though. Stiles is still very much the guy we all know and love, except that he grew up learning martial arts from his dad, his godfather "Uncle" Liu, and his godmothers "Aunt" Sonya and "Aunt" Kitana. (It's mostly just a hobby for him, something he does with his dad on the weekends.) The Sheriff and Stiles are both attempting to figure out or solve the supernatural drama, but from different directions. Both are attempting to protect each other from it, so neither of them know that the other one is involved until Matt's attack on the station, when they both know the kanima when they see it. Stiles learns the truth about his Uncle and Aunts, with Liu and Sonya even coming to town (though they don't really make it until after the Season 2 finale). Liu helps Stiles get started on learning how to be an Emissary, while Sonya (now the leader of her Hunting family) helps Allison clean up the Argent family and its mess. Kitana doesn't show up until the events of Season 3B, Â which is when it comes out that she and Noshiko are estranged sisters. Since Stiles genuinely sees Kitana as his aunt, this leads to him and Kira viewing each other as something akin to long-lost cousins. The joy of newfound family is short-lived, since the nogitsune has escaped yet again - and it wants revenge, which is why out of all the people it could've taken, it chose to possess Johnny Cage's son. >:) This fic was going to have a lot fun parallels between two quartets - the "original" quartet of Johnny Cage, Sonya Blade, Liu Kang, and Princess Kitana, against the "new" quartet of Stiles, Allison, Lydia, and Scott. However, it wasn't a fic I could really write about a single event or short period of time. Conversely, I didn't want to start yet another long, drawn-out, and heavily involved AU, when I'm already writing three of them.
Avatar Scott AU (Sciles)
From this post. Avatar AU, where Scott is the Avatar, and Stiles is his non-bending best friend and companion. Scott had many earthbending masters, though his most valuable lessons came from Stiles' father, the metal-bending Chief of Police. The Fire Nation hasn't attacked yet, but aspirations for world conquest are simmering in its royal family, the Argents.
Allison - a Yu Yan archer - has been exiled, ends up befriending the Avatar, and finds him the best fire-bending teacher possible: Kira, a lightning-bender. Monk Deaton teaches him airbending, as well as how to take care of the air-bison and all the other creatures of the Avatar world. (He is also an avid Pai Sho player, and taught Stiles how to play - and gave him a White Lotus tile when the boys finally left the temple after Scott mastered air-bending.) The Hales are the chiefs of the Water Tribe, who have always lived by the moon, and Derek is the one tasked to teach Scott water-bending.
Scott's first "mission" as the Avatar is to find out who is trying to attack the most spiritual tree in the world, the Nemeton. Before he tries, though, he has to go to The Library to learn about it. Unfortunately, something has been corrupting the fox spirits there, which no one realizes until one takes Stiles away from Scott. This was a premise, but there no actual plot to this, hence why I didn't write it.
Werewolf!Sheriff (Sterek)
In an AU where Erica, Boyd, and Allison all lived, and Isaac, Jackson, and Cora never left. Stiles has been instrumental in training all of them (especially once he sees what a disaster at it Derek was.) Werewolf shenanigans leads to the Sheriff getting Bitten by some rogue alpha, so now he has to learn how to be a werewolf. There are some good sides - he's loving how useful his new, enhanced senses are in his investigative work, and Stiles lets him eat whatever he wants. Unfortunately, he doesn't react well to the news that he can never drink again, and his first full-moon is trauatizing for everyone.
It was a lot of themes about how growing up can change your relationships with your parents and other parental figures around you. A big part of the story is that the Sheriff largely sees Scott as something akin to another son, but Scott has to be the Sheriff's alpha in order to protect him and everyone around them - and Stiles often unwittingly follows suit, as the Emissary. So their relationships kinda get flipped on their heads. And remember all the psychological nastiness of Scott's first full moon, and the physical violence of several other characters' first full moons? Yeah, imagine the Sheriff doing that, directed at his actual son and his adoptive son. >:)
(Despite not having enough of a plot to bother writing this, I did somehow develop plans for a sequel where this happens all over again because Melissa gets Bitten, too. However, in her case, she just asked Scott to Bite her, so she made an active choice to become a werewolf, well-aware of all the strife that would come with it.)
Teen Dad Stiles (Pre/Post Sterek)
Stiles and Malia didn't exactly use protection when they screwed in the basement of Eichen House in 3B, and Malia gets pregnant. In this AU, though, she never wanted to stay in the human world, so after she gives birth to the baby (toward the end of summer, just before senior year), she regains her coyote shift and returns to the wild - for good. Stiles is left with a baby, and the whole pack is supportive, and Derek in particular chips in a lot, since the baby is family (via Malia), and he's feeling a little bit responsible (for a variety of reasons). However, this isn't a feel-good fic where babies make everything better. Even with all the support in the world, being a parent is tough, and being a teen parent especially so. Stiles struggles with being a teenage father, and affects his social life, his ability to handle supernatural problems, and his grades - and with them, his career aspirations. He resents being a teen father, and slowly starts to resent the baby. Babies not only don't make everything better, but Stiles starts to feel like the baby ruined his life. Derek - seeing what could happen to the baby if she were raised by someone who resented or even hated her - demands full custody, and even threatens to sue for it. Stiles is resisting mostly because of what a massive blow to his pride and his sense of self this is, though also because he feels like Derek taking the baby out of obligation wouldn't be much better. (His resentment of being a teen parent is so deep, he doesn't realize that Derek - in a much better place in life to raise a child - actually looks forward to having a kid to take care of.) Derek is about to force the issue, but everyone remembers that while Stiles is the father, he is still a teenager, which is why the final say/official custody actually fell to the Sheriff - who saw the same thing Derek did, and thus agreed that the baby should go to Derek instead of staying with Stiles. The fic ends with the epilogue, which takes on the baby's first birthday, and when Stiles is getting ready to head off to college. There are no promises that Derek will wait for Stiles, nor that Stiles will ever "come back" or reclaim the baby. But Derek will always be there for Stiles, and while Stiles may not raise the baby, he will still be a big part of her life and try to do right by her in his limited capacity.
You can probably see why I didn't write this. Look, I'm sorry, but no matter how cute they are, sometimes babies not only don't make things better, they really do ruin people's lives.
Chris/Melissa/John Fic
This was a pretty cutsey fic idea, set in some nebulous post-S4 world, but where Allison lived and Isaac never left - and where Rafael McCall did, indeed, come back to Beacon Hills like he said he would in Season 4. However, he seems to be trying to 'reclaim' his place in the McCall family, refusing to see that Melissa has no interest in reuniting with him or that Scott neither wants nor needs him. (I consider this to be very OOC for him, though, which is a small part of why I didn't bother writing this.) The story actually begins after some minor supernatural scuffle results in Chris and the Sheriff crashing at Melissa's place for a night while the kids are out and about. The next morning, Rafael happens to barge into the house unannounced, sees Melissa making breakfast for Chris and the Sheriff (with Chris and the Sheriff in boxers and tee-shirts, since Melissa didn't have anything that could fit them), and jumps to the wrong conclusion. Rather than disabuse him of the notion, though, the three pretend they did, indeed, have some kind of threesome, leading to Rafael to storm off in disgust. They actually continue this facade for a while, much to the kids' amusement - it seems like the perfect way to throw people off their tracks, while making Rafael (and a few other interested parties) not think twice about some strange behavior. However, the fake relationship eventually grows into a real one, the three of them banding together to take care of and protect the kids in the face of all the supernatural crazy that is Beacon Hills. Their kids do find out that this "fake" threesome has become a real one. They struggle with it at first, for different reasons, but eventually come to be glad for their parents. (Mid-way through college, the two men knock up Melissa. The kids' reaction mostly boils down to teasing the parents for getting into an accidental pregnancy after having spent years lecturing the teenagers on practicing safe sex specifically to prevent something like this from happening. But when their baby sister is born, they spoil her to bits.)
"Seraph Stilinski" (Gen)
A kind of very dark Good Omens crossover/AU, with a lot of Saga undertones to it. Heaven and Hell have long been at war with each other, a conflict as old as humanity itself. One of the most powerful Arch Angels and another very powerful demon left their respective sides after falling in love with each other. They became human, which hid them from their former comrades, and spent multiple lifetimes together like this. Eventually, they even had a child together, taking great pains to make it look like that child was adopted, should someone unfortunately discover them. However, they realized too late that the process of having a child would doom the mother - which led to Claudia's human form deteriorating. She probably could've been cured just by undoing the human body and returning to her former self, but to do that would've been to reveal her location to the depths of hell, and possibly the truth about her child, so she died rather than put her husband and Stiles at risk. Supposedly, the Stilinski family happens to have been in Beacon Hills for a long time, and have passed down some uncanny resemblances, which is one no one questions it on the rare occasions they could swear they see John (or, I guess he's Noah, now?) in some decades-old photograph or century-old painting. However, some things aren't adding up, and by the end of Season 2, Stiles knows his father isn't human, and is a lot older than he looks. But the Sheriff is keeping remarkably tight-lipped about it all, which doesn't make sense until Stiles is possessed by a demonic fox-spirit...who the Sheriff says is, in the closest approximation to human terms, Claudia's brother - and thus, Stiles' uncle. And to think Derek thought he had it bad!
I also didn't write it because it was sprawling into some multi-million year angelic/demonic conspiracy. The reason why Claudia and John tried to hide that Stiles was their kid was because a angel-demon child was taboo, due to myths that such a child would be tremendously powerful. They were very confused when their baby was human, though relieved to see this would make him easier to hide. However, various "higher ups" in both Heaven and Hell still want this kid dead, and eventually, everyone figures out why. It's not that Stiles is particularly powerful, but that all humans are - they are not bound to any concept, object, element, or natural entity like angels, demons, spirits, and most supernatural creatures are. Things that devastate other creatures - iron, salt, silver, etc. - humans cloak themselves in, and powerful roots or herbs like mountain ash have zero effect on them. Despite humans being so physically weak and slow and their senses being so dulled, they've taken over the planet, and they can even leave it, a concept that up until recent was deemed impossible by everyone on and around Earth. In the purely physical sense, humans are "weak", but from the supernatural standpoint, humans are tremendously powerful (and/or rather, invincible). So why to the "higher ups" want him dead, if all humans are powerful? Well, Stiles is proof that all humans - all of humanity - are descendants of angels and demons. That thing about the conflict between heaven and hell being as old as humanity? Well, Heaven and Hell - angels and demons - predate humanity. Stiles - a confirmed child of an angel and a demon - is living proof that they weren't always at war, and that in fact there was so much fraternizing/uniting between these two sides, they created enough "demon/angel children" to create a whole new species: humans. Stiles is living proof that angels and demons can coexist peacefully, so of course everyone wants him dead before word of this gets out. This got very convoluted and extremely Sheriff-centric (with surprisingly little of Stiles or the pack in it), so I never bothered writing it. The Sheriff is popular, but not that popular/not on his own, so I doubted this would get read much, and if it's just for myself, why bother writing it when I can enjoy a story in my head?
Stiles Number 7 (Clone AU, Derek & Stiles, though surprisingly not necessarily Derek/Stiles)
A Clone AU, loosely based off of the tween novel series Amy Number Seven (which is like the middle school version of Orphan Black, but focused on the character coping with the clone background after finding out about it, rather than the clone mystery itself). Mostly Derek's POV. Basically, Seasons 1 and 2 are largely unchanged, except there are multiple implications that Stiles was kidnapped as a child and only recently returned home, but Derek doesn't know or figure out the details. Meanwhile, throughout these events, Stiles and Scott make a lot of references to Stiles getting help from mysterious "cousins" and "brothers".
After Matt's attack on the police station, Stiles calls in those mysterious cousins. Derek meets this AU's version of Minho, Brenda, Theresa, and Newt when Stiles goes missing after the Championship Game in the S2 finale. They are Stiles' "cousins", and despite the fact Stiles has been kidnapped, everyone agrees Stiles was kidnapped by "someone local", so the problem isn't big enough to warrant calling in Stiles' "brothers" just yet. Derek still had no clue what the fuck is going on, but not only are Stiles' cousins clearly child soldiers, Stiles himself actually manages to disable Gerard in that basement, and he's the one that frees Erica and Boyd. The warehouse battle still happens, Â and Stiles' mysterious cousins vanish soon after, and Derek is still very confused - even more so because Stiles is disturbingly competent and militant when it comes to finding and rescuing Erica and Boyd. (And also because Stiles disappears to "go help his cousins/brothers" once or twice throughout the summer.) However, the nogitsune is a BIG problem, which is when Derek gets to meet Stiles' "brothers" - clones.
These clones are all basically OC's inspired by/based on Dylan O'Brien's other roles. In this universe, the kids were made by some evil organization trying to produce soldiers, and these kids were the experiments/subjects. They survived, escaped, etc. - and now this story is about their lives afterwards. (The "cousins" were various experiments in how to amplify certain human strengths, while the "brothers" were just an experiment to successfully clone human beings. The next step was basically to "combine" these two experiments - clone people with those amplified traits - but these kids escaped and destroyed the organization doing this before that could happen.)
This was going to be fun once Stiles' "brothers" roll into town, because neither the pack nor the "cousins" are willing to kill Stiles - but his brothers are, and in fact are setting out to do that, leading to the clones working against the pack and the "cousins". The clones are all completely normal humans, while the pack are obviously supernatural, and the "cousins" have some superpowered traits (amplifications of hints of what we saw in the books), not to mention they've got the law and Hunters on their side (via the Sheriff and Allison). Despite this, the two sides are pretty evenly matched. Later, Stiles thinks that his "brothers" should very easily have been able to kick everyone else's asses, so he thinks they just didn't try hard enough because they didn't want him to die, and doesn't believe they were actually outmatched; some of his "brothers" are...not disagreeing. :P
Trans Scott Fic (Scott & Stiles - Possible Sciles?)
A fic where Scott had been born genetically female, but is transitioning to male - and has been for quite a while by the time he is Bitten. There is a lot of dysmorphia because the werewolf Bite interferes with the transition process, but Stiles learns magic specifically to counteract these problems. There was also a big plot arc where this interfered with Scott's ability to completely turn into a wolf (but once he does, the wolf form is male). To be honest, there wasn't much of a plot, just a lot of smaller ideas or scenes I had in mind. The ones I originally came up with - and at the center of the story - are something which I expect would be extremely controversial at best.
Stiles has always been Scott's Number One advocate, and his first defender in the face of transphobia. Where Scott tries to assume the best of people and educate everyone, Stiles thinks Scott shouldn't waste his time and that transphobes should just go die in a fire. Stiles was the first person Scott ever told, and he was the one who helped Scott talk to his parents to get the transition process started, when Scott was too scared to.
So when a thousand year old chaos spirit intent on causing as much emotional pain as possible possesses Stiles, what does it do? Deadnames Scott, constantly calling him by his birth name and intentionally referring to him with female pronouns as much as possible. This is directly parallel to Scott's transphobic father coming back into town and doing the same thing, insisting that Scott is his daughter, deadnaming him and misgendering him. What Rafael is doing to Scott out of transphobia, the nogitsune is doing because it knows how much it hurts Scott (and Stiles). What transphobes insist is "natural" or "right", the nogitsune is using as a weapon in its psychological warfare - because it's just that bad, that painful, and that devastating.
#teen wolf au#teen wolf fanfic#or at least ideas for them#teen wolf#nyxie writes things#or rather#nyxie DOESN'T write things
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