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compilation of my other fav palette challenges from the years past... i should do them again sometime......
chara #9 belongs to @askbookwormflareon
#granted theres a glaring issue in one of them#i am not pointing it out lest you end up noticing it when you wouldnt normally~#my art#art q#digital painting#oc#mew#pokemon#purrloin#also i put in my request for availability change#apparently they can reject it...#i just cited second job as reason as to why i need mondays off now#my manager is gonna be super pissed tho cuz they always get mad at everyone who changes their availability#but like i mentally cant keep up with the randomised schedule#esp when i could find out the day before my day off that its my only day i can do comms#i dont have enough time to work my schedule for that w chores and having to go buy food or cat food etc etc#it will come into effect start of next month if they accept it#if they dont then ill just keep resubmitting until they write me upfor it lol idk#i was even nice and specifically asked other higher up staff what the best day to ask off was so it didnt hurt them too bad#but i ranted in stream the other day how like im not responsible for if the store gets fucked just cuz i took one day off my schedule yanno#its not my job to keep that from happening#also im part time and if i was full time id still have 2 guaranteed days off so like ??? idk#scared abt getting the cold shoulder and whatnot the next few weeks from the manager tho#also i stayed up till 4am by accident#and got up at 8am anyways#wish my ass luck
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today marks another birthday for this sweet, wonderful, kind, and amazing creature that goes by the name Żmija. nearly popping out in the fall, but with her heart as hot and impatient as the sun of july morning, she rushed for the last days of summer where she truly belongs - so of course, a summertime portrait it is :-)
wishing you the happiest and most love-filled of celebrations, @slavicafire -from yours truly and yours forever :-)
#scheduled as usual since im not here. hence the hour of posting - sorry; i know you dont like when i do that!#but i hope it will find you still.#sorry i couldnt do justice to your tattoos - god they look wonky but i SUCK at those so bad everytime!!!!#anyway. hope u have a wonderful monday and that bday package got to you all safe and on time! kocham cie bardzo bardzo mocno!#rysunki#also now that i look at it while scheduling. god did i draw you too pale. or is it just my laptops screen settings. god i hope its my lapto#oh good god and tumblr says its scheduled for 17th even tho i keep changing it to 18th. oh god#please forgive me if for some reason it will be posted a day early.... on app it says 18th but here...#oh god i changed the timezone on my blog to warsaw and everything why does it still say 17th!!!!!!!!!!!!!#ill try to fix that later im so sorry if it doesnt work out
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five stages of grief but it’s five stages of social anxiety
#walk with me#this morning i got a bouquet delivered to me at work randomly out of nowhere#the note basically said that i could count of the person even if for just some words of advice or a gesture that could make me laugh or mad#count on the person**#i immediately knew it’s from one of my coworkers and ngl i have a very charged?? relationship with them#in the sense that it’s very intense and we can be laughing joking and teasing or we can be really angry and pissed with each other#it can have very extreme emotions even if we just chill most of the time#idk why i think this whole year i’ve been leaning on them more?? and we started texting more often too#so we’ve been more properly friends lately#and for one i was SO EMBARRASSED for getting flowers bc my coworkers tease the shit out of everyone myself included and i’m not used to#gestures like that so obviously they were on my ass all day about it#and everyone asked about them and it’s EMBARRASSING to get that much attention#(me: i wanna be a singer / also me: can’t stand to be the center of attention)#anyway the person that sent them avoided me yesterday out of nowhere??? idk if they thought i was mad bc i didn’t reply to their texts all#weekend but i literally never reply to anyone and pms was a bitch and i just wanted to be alone#so they didn’t talk to me on monday i was mostly just working listening to music bc i was still emotional whatever#and today i did talk to my other coworkers bc it’s the day when my favorite coworker comes in and i talk to them a lot so i engaged more#and they were still ignoring me and then the flowers came in and we didn’t say a single word to each other today we just texted#they told me they sent them and that ‘they forgot’ what they sent and that it was just meant to be a nice gesture#and that bc they wanted to ‘surprise’ me and make me feel better bc i said i was sad at one point?? idek#i literally just want to tell them I HAD PMS ITS FINE I FEEL SUICIDAL ALL THE TIME and move on#bc now i’m second guessing everything they’re saying bc i thought we were friends and there’s no reason why friends can’t send each other#flowers or whatever but they’ve been avoiding me and then they keep answering my texts really weirdly and i always misinterpret flirting bc#i’m never outright romantic with anyone?? plus we’re FRIENDS i should have no reason to think that’s changed#but they’re being so weird and why get me FLOWERS??? idk get me a chocolate or a coffee i don’t NEED flowers#and then i said it was random to give me flowers out of nowhere and they’re like no it’s serious bro what’s serious??????#your feelings towards me?? or just your will to cheer me up???#if they don’t reply straight up in their next texts i’m gonna flat out say but it was a platonic gesture right???#so yeah i’m overthink getting flowers bc what’s the social code for that and what is one supposed to do when they get flowers from a friend#delivered to their joint workplace where everyone can see them and think they’re from a partner or something
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"There was a boy.. Beautiful Boy." Jeff you just describing Barcode, eh?
#JEFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF#YOUR VOICE#I AM CRYING#Probably a ramble coming next post.#Not probably#There's a ramble coming#I meant my caption btw.#I know it's about Anawin..#But Jeff talking about how lovely his world is with Barcode in it#Also uhm. Barcode you're moving a little like Sunshine in this.#That's too fun.#This is too fun.#I didn't reblog I decided to make Happy Ending *that* drama for me I guess.#Conceptual Artist and World-Builder is Stimming at a Fellow Pisces' Universe.#The Birds are Watching#War Help. Stop Having a Monday at Work.#Youtube#Jeff Satur#Barcode Tinnasit#Mike Angelo#Jorin Khumpiraphan#Happy Ending#Happy Ending the Series#Happy Ending Pilot 1st Sneak Peek
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She is soooo Living Dead Girl core
#hellsing#hellsing ultimate#seras victoria#a#okay I need to explain myself I started a journey last week to get world without logos on Apple Music which worked but before involved me#searching through hellsing playlists and one of them had dragula and I was omg wait rob zombie I’ve never given you the time of day that#ends now to which I listen to all of hellbilly deluxe and am like this is sooooo seras core my baby girl#so starting Monday I’m evening what cool drawing can I make so I can be like living dead girl core#also so on Instagram I can have it be the little jingle that was the main driving point#the important thing to note is I finished ultimate Tuesday and decided that I have to watch the abridge because it seems like#required reading so that same night I begin watching the abridge as I’m finalizing the sketch for this#next day comes I’m going ham and I hit the 7th episode and imagine my absolute horror to find they used it for her going ham#I’m unoriginal beyond reason and I’m very distressed about it that’s it I’ve bared my soul to the harsh harsh world#abridged makes me remember that cishets interact with media too
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@st4rrzyy it's a bit late but here is something for your research
she is a side project of eggman's that was left nameless with an instinct to cause chaos and destruction. Umbra only has Amy's strength and in case of a fight she usually simply resorts to hand to hand combat. she chose her own name after a while probably just because she thought it sounded cool (but Umbra if i got the spelling right it means "shadow" which works in her case since she is always stuck in someone's shadow incapable of outgrowing that shadow hence she uses any connection to that person and her bad attitude to ruin that person's reputation and i'm going off track here). she is physically 15 but probably canonically only like 1-2 years old. she has barely any connection to Amy and Surge, Surge simply trying to get away from all things eggman/starline (is that his name??) related while Amy would most definitely want to stay with Umbra, she can't due to the fact that she has responsibilities in the Sol Empire (she got married to Blaze) and that Umbra just absolutely tries to ruin Dawn's life (her half sister), they hate each other a lot. Umbra is close friends with eggman's main project at the time, Dusk and with Sapphire (she is the tall little hedgie you can see with Umbra). She is currently under Sonic and Silver's supervision and anytime she doesn't take the chance to cause chaos, it's probably because she remember her wonderful little gem of a friend Sapphire. her fav color is orange btw
#i am so sorry for this#idk how much info you require for your research#i hope this is enough or not too much#i got carried away#also#thank you for trying to help with her name but it just didn't suit her..#this would have been done earlier but i'm not online or working on art on weekends and got sick on Monday......#having fun just stamping a watermark in random posts#sonic the hedgehog#sth#sonic#sonic fankid#art#artists on tumblr#fankid#artwork#sonic fanart#surgamy fankid#surgamy#surge x amy#surgAmy#Umbra the hedgehog#reference#advanced au
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Accidentally found myself working on two mp100 fics at the same time
#shit fuck shit fuck#mp100#mob psycho 100#THEY MADE ME DO THIS YO PERREO SOLAA SOMEBODY KILL MEE#hey matt came all this way had to explain direct from domingo#one of them is silly Kageyama sibling shenanigans like typical annoying siblings#it was supposed to be something dumb that i wanted to write while taking a break from my super angsty main fic#but the plot might thicken#as for my angsty fic it covers avoidant attachments running away capitalism and pining as usual#uhm yeah idk i just want to write about mp100 is it such a crime#i am projecting in my main fic just letting yall know but ykw many ppl have written something similar for shou#oopsies#yes shou#and also ritsu the one who burdens my projections in that fic cuz y not#ay pero no invaten pinches come solos#i also realized im supressing my emotions omg so mob kinnie twinning no srsly its a problem im suppressing memories too#so suddenly.im sad and then im like why am i sad and then i realize a few hours or days later oh yeah thats why im sad#like its a problem and uh yeah im so chill cuz im suppressing how do i not do that#party tomorrow tho!! 🎉 so i unsupress on monday cuz tomorrow is Saturday and i will be hungover sunday so monday i start#and Monday im calling off work cuz holy shit Thursday was not my day at work tho there were good things from that day#in neeEeEEw york cityyY#mob psycho
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gooooood morning and happy fridayayay ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و !! <- me cheering you guys on because we have made it through another week !! that’s amazing hehe let’s start this weekend off right ! remember to drink lots of water + be extra gentle with yourselves !! 🤍💫
#actually me when i write my yaps ^#eeeep i have been looking forward to this weekend for far too long !#going on a lil trip for the weekend and im supaaaaa excited bc im getting kbbq with the bestie and my bro ^_^ + his online friend LOL#but he’s never had it before and i Know that the establishment will be shaking in their boots when we walk in !#i have been running off of like …. minimal sleep all week . let’s hope i don’t crash on monday LOL#i don’t wanna use a personal day but also . i might be Exhausted !#we shall see :3 !#going to lock into work for awhile but i will return + be silly before my time away !#apologies in advance for slow replies + such this weekend !#iluuuuu all (ㅅ´ ˘ `) so !! much !!#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ — ✩ daily yap.
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It was my coworker's last day today and I am so extremely sad. I cannot even begin to tell y'all how much she has saved my work life over the past year. Not only is she one of the best coworkers, I've ever had, but she is one of the best people I have ever known. And the reason I'm saying something here is because she wrote me a little card for her last day (also I got her gifts and had people sign a thing for her) and she gave it to me stealthily because she didn't write a card for everyone and didn't want people to feel left out which immediately I was like ??? me???? special letter???? *sad kitty eyes* and then I read the letter and y'all. It made me cry. She made me cry. It was so incredibly sweet and I just...if you know me, you know how impressive that is. Anyway I just wanted a record for myself of how I'm feeling right now cause it's been hours and I'm still thinking about how awesome she is and how much I'm gonna miss working with her
#rae irl#rae at work#we do have tentative plans to hang out but i need to buy something first#and we already both talked about how we want to stay in contact and be friends#but i cannot tell you how much that little letter she wrote to me meant to me#especially right now because i am...somewhat struggling#and to read that just. i feel so appreciated and loved and i just have the awesomest friends and coworkers and ex-coworkers turned friend#it's gonna be so empty monday without her#and also 2 different staff are on pto on monday so there's that too#gonna feel like a wasteland
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love it when I wake up super early on a bank holiday because an electrician is coming at 8am to fix the water heater circuit after I've been without hot water for two weeks (even though they actually changed the water heater a couple of days ago because they first thought it was just that the previous heater was too old - which was true tbh) so I rush to wash my hair (with cold water) and clean up bathroom before they arrive and then it's past 9am and they're still not here and I have no news 🙃
#on monday when they came to change the heater they were 2 hours late#I can understand that you can't always predict how long the previous appointment is going to take but send a text or something#actually I'm pissed because that means I could've slept longer lol#I usually wake up at 8h30/9h because I start work at 11h so 7am this morning was very painful lol#vinformation#also I have a train in 5 hours so I have to finish packing but now I'm just in my room like what do I do what if they show up too late
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#bleh. i need half the country to pls stop being on fire. id like to go out and run pls. but its so smokey i can barely see the mountain#i live near :-/ also im just tired and frustrated. its incredible how quickly i vasilate between#things r going well. i should stay in my program and work with cyanos forever. to no no no im not cut out for this. i gotta leave. to yay#let me throw myself head first into consuming every second of my life with working. but only on the things that dont require me to think#which is y im not cut out for this and should be bannished to a world of only doing lab work and following instructions#also i have an screening interview monday for an R0DBT group. so i might b going to control freak classes#assuming i cant convince the lady that im not fit for thr class. which obviously i am bc im my therapist listed the ppl who r#usually put into r0dbt and i was like hm im a lot of those things. but also its 2hrs every week and thats a lot of time. and i feel like im#already on the path away from violently structuring my life specifically bc ive done so much damage#ugh. also i have ridiculously high self standards but i only do anything halfway bc i cant fail if i never try 100%.#so im like a fake control freak. or rather i cant even fully commit to being controlling. im lazy and i dont have the drive.#which almost makes it worse bc im stading at this threshold of control where it destroys me but never actually succeeds in being a perfect#thing. which is def a distorted way to think about it but there u go. ugh. im just tired and my arm hurts too much to draw bc#im older and older everyday. and i dont wanna read papers. i dont wanna grade or work on my presentation. i didn't want to spend 3.5 hrs#doing transfers this morning. and my mom's been dead for 6months and 3 days now. and i still dont kno where ill be a year from now#unrelated
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The live show was absolutely amazing! All the 3D models were stunning, and the seiyuus were so fun and talented. Since fitting 18 3D models onto the screen would be a nightmare, they had the seiyuus who were there sing Bouquet of Wishes!!!
(Ah... I got to hear Kajiwara Gakuto and Hyuga Saku sing live...)
Since I bought a more expensive ticket, I got the Red Bouquet shirt they've been showing off in the livestreams.
They'll be releasing a Blu-Ray with all three performances & presumably the seiyuu fan meetings through Victor Online Store and Animate, so keep your eye out for that!
(Hello Kitty also came on stage and I could've cried, honestly, it was so cute)
#fragaria memories#fragaria events#i could cry it was so fun#also you didn't hear it from me but they mentioned noir bouquet ep 2#i wish i could go tomorrow too but i have work on monday#would ppl be interested in like... some kind of raffle for a blu-ray copy
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Jason Sudeikis as Ted Lasso » Ted Lasso 3.01 Smells Like Mean Spirit
#Ted Lasso#Theodore Lasso#Jason Sudeikis#*mine: gif#going to try not to overthinking how late this is or the fact a lot of these scenes have been giffed a lot/seen a lot#now to see if I can finish up ep. 2 today to maybe post tomorrow or Monday....#something about the eye movements in a lot of these scenes#I definitely giffed the under the couch getting the yellow Lego brick scene for a reason but it just didn't fit here#but I'm thinking about that a lot too#it could've been any color and it was just the one missing piece. I'm reading too much into it. He was just being thorough#ugh you idiot with that face#stop staring at me swan#damn I had a feeling this would fail it looks like I need to pull a Roy and quit the giffing/I should not have started to take part in S3#I'm too slow and my stuff as always been meh.#kind of want to delete this post and other stuff too....I'm in a mood today and this did not help#I thought posting this would help my mood but no#also definitely gave up on working on my ep 2 gifset so this is it. i guess....
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I have an interview tomorrow at the library I practically lived in as a child, but it’s a very part time role that I - economically - cannot afford to accept.
On the other hand, I absolutely despise my current job and wish to burn the building to the ground every damn day. Mental health over financial stability battle commences🫡
#I have so many pros about taking the library job#I’ll have more time to work on my VA career from home#because rn I’m coming home exhausted and have too much to do before even thinking about doing audition tapes#I’m born to be a librarian#my entire wardrobe is librarian core#I’m also hugely autistic and love categorising stuff#my mental health will improve so much in this role#but I cannot afford to do an 11.5 hour job that pays minimum wage#I barely make enough money in a full time job#decisions decisions#truly mental health vs money (or lack there of)#interview#librarian#life choices#calendar#linda belcher#bobs burgers#bob’s burgers#2024#may#may 27#monday#may 2024#bobs burgers calendar#daily calendar
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can someone remind me to write up my thoughts about gallagher and the enigmata later or at least compile them somewhere i want to share it but also my Goodness i am sleepy as heck today and i have work tonight 😔
#and its a saturday so its gonna be busy asldfjkasdlkah#im just. im so sleepy man#and i have to wake up early too for work tomorrow so i just. Im going to Die between today and tomorrow count on it#but at least on monday-wednesday ill make myself catch up on sleep#love the work but on the downside MY SLEEP.....#i forgot if i said it here. idk where i was posting bro#but the other day i 100% the theme park and am close to 100% dewlight pavilion so i'll be nearly caught up with all information#that + still need to read#but im also nearly caught up with all the reading in penacony too so thats super fun and exciting !!#but because of that i have thoughts askjdfalh#most of it is towards gallagher and the past of penacony and the watchmaker but. you know alskdjfalskjh#avil plays hsr#hsr 2.1 spoilers#just in case o7#i will say though#its wild i havent run into any information regarding the dreammaster at all really#the one who adopted sunday and robin#who is the dreammaster? why does the dreammaster and watchmaker have beef with each other? whats going on?#where did the shift come from between the watchmaker being the father of penacony to the family being in charge#since the family and the watchmaker are kinda against each other#(shakes the game) I WILL KNOW YOUR SECRETS SOON ENOUGH. AS SOON AS I AM MORE AWAKE ITS OVER FOR YOU.#i wish i had someone to ramble about ideas with and like bounce off of#WE CAN SOLVE THE MYSTERIES OF PENACONY! TOGETHER!#and then probably get our asses killed too by getting to close to the legacy 😔✌🏼 itd be the way of the truth
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yknow i meant to say "fursona" in that last post and not "furries" but im keeping it. some guys do just have furries. that might not be their sona it's just some fucked up creature they made. you can never be too sure
#people get the point it doesnt matter kjghfg#i was in a rush typing that i had to post it before i forgot it but im also in the middle of Tasks#aaaaaugh why do i work tomorrow i wanna finish the thing im doing... and diana is mayor too this is so sad i wont get to play for very long#bc i work tomorrow and then im going somewhere saturday#i get sunday to play. and then i have a dentist appointment monday D:#if it's like last time im gonna be so stressed out i'll just go to bed when it's done :(#oh well i guess...#chat
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