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guess who just remembered their piercings are healed now 😏
#i can am become vash stampede (small golden hoop earring)#and also silver cube earring!!!#- red#i almost typed -rb WHO IS REBLOG!?!??!?!
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Who am I? Well,
I'm part boy part girl, boygirl, the protector and mayor of transgenders! Well. Not that last one, that's not an official position nor would I claim it in a non-joking manner. I'm just a silly t4t slut :P
If you see this blog in sfw areas or engaging with sfw blogs, I’m just there to shitpost and I cannot be bothered to do a main blog switch thing lmao. But if it makes you uncomfortable, that’s okay too! I will also probably reblog sfw memes and such too. A laugh is a powerful thing.
Last Updated: Nov 14 2024
My name is Prim or Clark (switch 'em up when it's been a while). I'm 22, I am trans, non-binary, and bigender (androgyne flavor), and I'm here to fuck and get fucked, at least in what ways are possible over the internet. I'm interested in all genders, but have far more fondness in my heart for my fellow trans folk. :P
I'm a HUGE switch and vers! I am 5'1" and a tad fragile. This makes me better at domming too as well as subbing, I promise.
I prefer they/them pronouns from people who aren't close to me, but once you get to know me, we'll figure it out further :P. I might use it/its for myself while in subspace being a toy, don’t change any of your language in response unless I ask, please!
I strongly believe in trans joy and t4t joy. Transmasc transfem transneutral trans [fill in the blank] we are all so hot and cool. <3 It brings me joy to lend aid whenever and wherever I can. This blog is focused on trans 4 trans first and foremost. Cis people are an afterthought, almost always.
Send me asks if you want! DMs even! I love meeting people! Don't be shy! Unless you're cis, then I have high standards so yes do be shy. And if you’re cis and heterosexual? …. Sorry, if you’re attracted to me, you absolutely cannot be both of those things! I have a discord available after I get dm'd because tumblr dms my behated.
Please don't interact if you're a minor or don't have your age in your bio. I will block you. Immediately. Be patient and you'll have a chance to explore when it doesn't endanger yourself or others.
I also just block liberally if you aren't firmly on the side of t4t solidarity and mutual support. We're all having a hard time out here. (I also will not hesitate break mutuals if you post content that damages my mental health that I can't filter for. This is my safe haven.)
Top Surgery (No Nips!!!! Wahoo!!): 10/16/2024 [if you're seeing this in less than 3 weeks after that date, know my sleep is probably still in disarray and my ability to reply/exist is impaired.]
Anatomical Terms:
clit, tdick, tcock, cunt, pussy = GOOD!
boygirl + any term that's deemed good already= GREAT!!
hole = fine. a bit boring
vagina = BAD! too technical
If I'm dominant in your scenario, call me mastress, mixtress, or captain. Sir is on the table for those who earn it. If I'm submissive in your scenario, call me toy, pet, diminuitive names, or kitten (but only if you make jokes about it :P).
I tag my original things "Prim/Clark~" + [type of post] (space in the middle). My reblogs are tagged by kink/focus when I remember and rambling/my thoughts no matter what. [for specific tags I use for post types/original content, check under the cut for the list] I tag reblogs "primclark rbs" so I can sort them.
More stuff under the readmore including limits, kinks, and other tidbits.
Due to me being bigender (androgyne edition), I try not to reblog posts with "men dni" or "women dni" on them as I feel like that's denying part of my identity. Also out of principle so maybe people will be less broad with those kinds of statements OR remember multigender folks like myself exist. Please don't binarize me, that sucks.
I call the rp/kink fiction/pretend element "kayfabe" because wrestling is y'know. somewhat analogous to kink in some ways!
Setting up my queue to post all the reblogs I drafted then forgot about!!!! Please be patient!!
Not Planning on Going On T Please Don't Act Like I Am [I use tcock and tdick with the t meaning trans or t4t, not testosterone <3]
List time!!!!
g = giving, r = receiving
BIG YESES!!
body worship [g+r]
praise [g+r]
tentacles & monsters [...g+r] (used to be this blog's main theme, but I'm revamping! might still post/rb it though)
bondage & restraint & shibari [g+r]
hypnosis [g+r]
bimbofication & dumbification genre [g+r]
creampies [r+g but that requires a strap and/or imagination]
overstim [g+r]
edging [g+r]
Objectification in the sense of being a toy, a tool, something with a function that does a job [r, unsure about g]
petplay [g+r I am a kitten thank you not a puppy sadly]
gentle gender affirming genderplay/forcemasc/forcefem!!!!!! [g+r]
size kink [I'm so damn short I gotta sexualize it]
DEFINITELY MORE I DON'T REMEMBER OFF THE TOP OF MY HEAD
CONTEXT DEPENDENT (not always a big yes but the version eithout context is a no)
anal [giving ONLY, and only with gloves or a strap]
intox [giving/domming ONLY]
Consensual non-consent but ONLY if it's clearly established as such with the post/fiction (I know I'm rare in that I find the prep and negotiation hot but hey, I love communication and trust!)
Painplay [giving/domming ONLY]
Breathplay [giving/domming ONLY] (picky about this one because safety but also I got asthma so I need to breathe normally)
NOS!!!!
Any kind of pregnancy or pregnancy focused kink
Any sort of inflation (cumflation is case by case)
Breeding with the INTENT of pregnancy (see creampies above, I do love the raw sex and being cum in but pregnancy still makes me dysphoric)
Nipple/breast focused content and/or kink (don't have those anymore and they gave me dysphoria) [except if you want to do like. breast theft. then we can talk about it but I'm super picky it's basically a no] {okay I’m cool doing it for others tits but not Mine}
Detrans kink and misgendering kink (I respect you but not my thing and usually makes me dysphoric. More power to ya though!)
Kinks involving urine, scat [shit], or filth [literal] in any large capacity
Consensual Non-Consent when it's in-universe just non-con
I respect y’all but no f4uxc3st and please tag it!!!! I have it blocked because my brain goes “you want ocd symptoms abt this? Okay!” I don’t even have full ocd just traits n trauma 😔
Nudes. Not without my express and enthusiastic agreement (rare)
[all of this is subject to changes and updates when I remember things not listed here or I learn more about my tastes!]
Original Writing/Pictures Tags:
#Prim/Clark~ Says = non-horny posts/writing/updates (that's what this is tagged as)
#Prim/Clark~ Whimpers = horny writing (submissive focus)
#Prim/Clark~ Smirks = horny writing (dominant focus)
#Prim/Clark~ Moans = horny writing (generally)
#Prim/Clark~ Reveals = if I ever do post suggestive pics (probably no actual pussy in it, tasteful museum style) this is the tag for that. we'll see how I feel.
There are two sideblogs off this blog but they’re both secret. Thank you <3
#t4t nsft#nsft t4t#trans nsft#nonbinary nsft#bigender nsft#pinned post#don't rb#t4t yearning#Prim/Clark~ Says#please do like if you read it and liked it
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"𝚁𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚗𝚘𝚠, 𝚖𝚢 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚛. 𝙻𝚎𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝙴𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚑 𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔."
Welcome, friend. You can call us The Mycelium network or system. Hivemind too, we don't mind. We're a Faery, a shapeshifting changeling. This is our blog to talk about that. We use Fae/Faer along with what's specified for each alter. Currently, we are living as a child, so no explicit NSFW.
We are a faegenic and traumagenic P-DID system. Us being a Fae and our brain melting and reforming or something along those lines is the main reason we are plural, but trauma does influence it. I do not care about syscourse. I'm going to live long after almost everyone anyway, it doesn't matter to me. We fluctuate between I/me/my and We/Us/Ours a lot.
Who you'll be talking to!
~ Theo. The host, who you'll usually be talking to. The one the most connected to our body. He/It/That + any dog or werewolf related neos. Sign off is 🐕
~ Bill Cipher. Any pronouns, go absolutely wild. Types in all caps, so keep that in mind. Sign off is ⚠️
~ Springtrap. He doesn't talk, and he's never been online, so you probably won't see him, at least any time soon. He/It. Doesn't get a sign off yet since he hasn't been online ever and currently doesn't have any interest in doing so.
Tagging:
#Brain melting🧠 - Plural stuff
#Faeposting🍄 - Posts about being fae
#For eons🥀 - Me being a Fae of rot. Reblogs of rotting things (animals mainly)(also talking about me rotting). Block if you're sensitive to that stuff.
#Ramblings of a husk🪲 - Just yapping, nothing important, but also stuff I don't want to post on our main
#Rb🐛 - Reblogs
#Bill blogging⚠️ - Reblogs that Bill does, usually when fronting, just reblogging Bill, Ford, and billford things
DNI:
Basic DNI criteria, Conservative, Trump supporter, Christian themed blog/post about Christianity a lot, Zionists and Biden supporter, Minors DNI blogs, syscourse blog, against IRLs/DAs, against physical nonhumans of any type whether it's from delusions or not, Mabill or Billdip shipper (It makes everyone uncomfortable, especially Bill), fakeclaimers, anti Agere/petre,against ACAB, think Punk, Goth, etc, are just about the clothes an that you can be conservative and Goth, punk, etc (you're not Hobie Brown. You're one of the oppressors, just say you're Gothic, fascist bootlicker), pro/com/dark ship or any other synonyms
More might be added to this. We will block you if you make us uncomfortable.
#plural#system#plural system#intro#intro post#physical nonhuman#physical nonhumanity#physically nonhuman
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Hit my posting limit so I shall use this to update my pinned!
Hi, I'm Fynn! Your local Bigender probably-Autistic furry artist! I'm 19 as of writing this, so Expect me to be somewhat adult from time to time. I will do my best to tag appropriately!
I'm a bit of a He/She, you see. A bit of a boygirl, some may say <3
I'm also Aegosexual! That means I do experience sexual attraction (I'm actually an absolute freak) but I genuinely can't stand actual sex acts. I can't picture myself having any, I don't like seeing it, It's just gross to me!
I think the U.S. Government is stinky and dumb and old and broken and everything else, so I may complain about that on here sometimes. Be warned!
I have three OCs currently! Fynn, my fursona, is a He/Him half demon wolf with no mouth. Nauno is a He/They Avali who is a very extremely gay kleptomaniac. Euphi is a She/Heart Protogen who's just kinda really mysterious. They are all in a polyamorous relationship and love each other (even if Fynn doesn't really get what love is)!
Here are some tags!
"#fynn art": My Art Tag! Find all of my very mid drawings here! "#oc lore": I'll use this whenever I'm discussing the lore of my OCs! "#art rb": I use this whenever I reblog art! Even if it's mine. Also note that if I make a weird noise in a tag after it the art probably gave me gender envy. "#bedposting": I try to do one of these every night! It's just whatever I thought of before bed! Could be eepy related, or brushing teeth related, or horny (Be warned).
I'm no good at drawing any of it myself, but I am very fond of Transfur, Hypnosis, Plushification, Pooltoy, all that jazz. I may reblog that sort of stuff on here sometimes. I will tag it. It's mainly the appeal of becoming something different for me, so if I do reblog any of that, that would be the focus.
DNI List (non-comprehensive):
Zoos, Pedos/Maps/whatever, TERFS, Nazis, Queerphobes (of any type at all!), Antifurs, Racists, Sexists. Basically if you're on the DNI list of the average furry artist you're almost certainly on mine. So go fuck yourself with a rusty screwdriver.
If you're a minor you technically can interact, but you need to be REALLY REALLY CAREFUL. You'll want to make sure you have NSFW/NSFT tags blocked (and anything like that). Like I said, I tag things to the best of my ability, so if you have the right things blocked, you should be fine. But be warned 'cause I might slip up at some point!
I'm still learning about myself. I have a lot of questions that I never asked myself when I was younger, and am trying to answer them now. Bear with me if I go on weird emotional rants from time to time.
Also remember that if you follow me, you are following ALL of me. Don't follow me if it's just one thing you like.
Thanks for reading my Pinned! Have a good time, stay safe, and brush your teeth! x3
#pinned post#furry artist#probably autistic#aegosexual#bigender#im an adult#i hate the government#my ocs#my tags#tw kink#dni list#i'm still learning about me#long post#x3
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RAMADAN CHALLENGE 2023
INTRO:
After doing a ramadan challenge for 2 years so far and benefitting immensely from it, I thought I would post some questions this year! Everyone is welcome to join! Please also let me know if u have any suggestions / notice any mistakes ;_; this is my first time hosting a challenge
Just wanted to thank the anon who asked me abt this, and also @tranquilstudy and @caramelcuppaccino. Your challenges really were my main inspiration when I decided to do a challenge ~ thank uuuu and to @nuuralshams who gave me a lot of ideas for questions and was v excited abt it 💕
RULES:
Reblog this post to let me know you're in! (and to have as reference)
Pls use the tag '#RamadanChallenge2023'
I will be rb-ing every post I see in there (unless it's spam bots)
You can do a question per day or batch them together if you like
You can also do some questions out of order if you want (like answering the surah kahf question on a friday)
Feel free to skip any question or just post abt how ur ramadan went that day / what you ate for iftar / anything tbh
You are also welcome to start late (or early! If you want to use some of the questions as a countdown to Ramadan!)
I also included some Ramadan Prep questions + Eid post if you'd like! ( Very optional...)
I will be starting the challenge when I personally start Ramadan but if Ramadan starts a day earlier for you- you can just start then!
I added a bonus day in case Ramadan is 30 days lol but you can skip it if you want if Ramadan is only 29 days
I will try my best to queue your posts but knowing me I might just mass-reblog 🤡
Anyway Allahumma Balighna Ramadan!!! / Ramadan Mubarak !!!! (based on when you're reading this)
Let me know! If you want to be tagged / reminded when we start!
PREP QUESTIONS (Optional):
Prep day 1: One thing you're looking forward to the most this Ramadan Prep day 2: Do you plan on completing the Qur'an and if so, what's your plan? Are you going to start before Ramadan? Prep day 3: List one thing that would help future you get the most out of this Ramadan, and go do it now! (if possible)
RAMADAN QUESTIONS:
Day 1: What are your goals this Ramadan? Possible suggestions: 1 habit to build, 1 habit to break, and one accomplishment you hope to gain!
Day 2: Are you working/going to school during this month? What about in previous years? How does it affect your ramadan? How do you balance the two?
Day 3: What type of worship comes the easiest to you?
Day 4: Ramadan is the month of the qur'an. What is an ayah from the Qur'an that has changed your view of things or impacted you deeply?
Day 5: Share a memory of Ramadan from your childhood or when you first embraced Islam
Day 6: What are some Ramadan traditions you have, and what are some that you'd like to pass on to others?
Day 7: Best iftar item?
Day 8: What is a suhoor necessity to get you through the day?
Day 9: Share a hadith with us that you read today!
Day 10: First 10 days end today! Do you usually pray taraweeh? If you do then is it at home or at the masjid?
Day 11: How was Ramadan during the covid era? Has everything gone back to normal where you are? Anything you miss from back then?
Day 12: Most challenging thing about Ramadan and how do you try to overcome it?
Day 13: Have you ever completed the qur'an? Ever? What abt during Ramadan?
Day 14: Which story from surah kahf hits you hardest?
Day 15: Do you follow any Ramadan lecture series online? Any that you recommend?
Day 16: Best time to read qur'an during Ramadan? What about outside of Ramadan?
Day 17: What does your ideal Ramadan day look like? What about your Ramadan routine this year?
Day 18: the second 10 days is almost over! Have you ever experienced Ramadan burnout? Any tips to overcoming it?
Day 19: Who are you spending Ramadan with? Family? Roommates? Alone? What is 1 good thing about that arrangement?
Day 20: Have you ever done i'tikaf or qiyamul-layl in previous Ramadans? Are you doing any this time?
Day 21: Any feel-good dua acceptance stories to share? It could be your own story, a friend's, or even from a sheikh that you heard
Day 22: What is something you always miss about Ramadan when it's over? / What do you think you might miss this year?
Day 23: Are you making dua for anything specific? (Any dua you want us to make for you?)
Day 24: Share an Eid memory that sticks out to you! What kind of Eid traditions do you have?
Day 25: Who is a sahaba (companion of the prophet ﷺ) that you feel inspired by? Can you share the story that inspires you?
Day 26: Mention your favorite story about the Prophet Muhammad ﷺ, or which of his qualities you look up to the most
Day 27: Your Laylatul-Qadr worship routine! Dhikr? Dua? Salah? Tell us!
Day 28: Think over the last month and the Ramadan that you've spent. Is there something you wish you had spent more time on? There's still 1-2 days left! What's your plan?
Day 29: Ramadan is our honorable yearly guest who is now preparing to leave 💔 What are 3 gifts Ramadan is leaving for you as a parting gift until we meet it again (inshallah) next year. It could be habits
Day 30 / BONUS DAY: If you were given an extra day to live, what would you do on that day?
EID: Eid Mubarak! Post a 3x3 or a 3x2 photoset of your eid celebrations! (Optional)
#ramadanchallenge2023#islamblr#muslimblr#ramadan#ramadan challenge#productivity challenge#qur'an#hadith#save
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honestly, if i may, all of this talk about the way people treat trans women has reminded me of an experience i still remember vividly back when i was peripherally part of the tumblr / twitter mfrp community. which please note i was never a very active participant, i personally found mfrp very boring and so i was never really fully integrated into these communities - but while i was in them i did befriend a few trans women and i noticed a very persistent pattern in these supposed LGBT-friendly spaces regarding the moderation of trans women.
there was a persistent issue in multiple different mfrp communities i was peripherally involved in, in which trans women would always be regarded as "abrasive" or "aggressive", for making the same kinds of comments and jokes that tme people were making. and the (majority tme) moderation teams would almost always rule against trans women, silencing them or labeling them as deviants / weirdos for behaviors that they would be much more forgiving towards tme people for.
as a sort of bystander i didn't really have a leg in to comment on the actions of moderation teams, i could only offer being a friend to trans women as i watched them be ostracized from these spaces by the very same people who would plaster "terfs dni" all over their bios. i'm not saying this to pat myself on the back, there is definitely more i could have done in those situations, but i do want to call out why all these "fuck terf" type posts just never really resonate with me, seeing them be rbed by people who i know would just jump at the opportunity to demonize a trans woman again (and i just saw it happen earlier with that stupid shit slinging post falsely accusing a trans woman of something she didn't even do regarding cohost...) (i'm aware op of that post apologized for their behavior but what occurred is what occurred)
it's not enough to say "fuck terfs" and i hate that people always center on the buffoonery of terf behavior instead of centering and caring for and supporting the trans women in their lives. it's really frustrating for me to watch as a staunch feminist to continually see the way the lgbt community has let down trans women. the recent wave of discourse regarding "transandrophobia" is also extremely worrying to me - i have seen a non-insignificant number of posts made by certain people in that community that claim that the lgbt community is Too centered on trans women: as if it's a competition, and as if the visibility of trans women is somehow a boon to them rather than a consequence of people using their cause to simply be performative instead of genuinely uplifting and loving.
sorry this isn't the most well thought-out post, i'm just rambling and i have a lot of complicated feelings on this. i don't want to derail what's happening right now too much by bringing up other topics, but i will say i do think it's inevitable that at some point we do need to confront some of the "transandrophobia truther" type sentiments i've seen lately, because they absolutely are damaging to trans women and lead to situations exactly like this.
please, if nothing else, i really hope everyone takes this as an opportunity to be kind to the trans women in their lives. the least you could do is offer them your support. reblogging posts dunking on transmisogynists is not enough. we need to make our communities safer for trans women, and that doesn't end with car hammer explosion memes.
rbs off because i'm not interested in centering my voice as a tme person and this post isn't really something polished i want escaping from my social circle. if you're a mutual of mine and you're feeling unsure about my stance on some of the topics mentioned above, my DMs are open and i am happy to discuss, but at the very least all i ask is for us to be better to trans women. that's all.
#transmisogyny#if you're going to unfollow me for this post#i kindly request you block me first because i am very suspicious of why you would.#also sorry if anyone who sees this is familiar with the situations i described in the first few paragraphs.#i'm not trying to call anyone out in specific.#sunie posts
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Welcome to this hellsite’s unheard of game show!!!
“Is The M Readable?”
HEEEEEEEERRRREESS YOUR HOST, MEEEEEEE!!!!!!
The rules are simple: send an image of a M-Head (aka Cat) through the ask box, or tag me in any cat posts. Otherwise, I reblog pictures (and rarely video) of a cat. And I will determine if the M is readable or not.
If you’re part of the DNI down below, you cannot read any M’s. You will be blocked and reported.
DNI (that stands for DO NOT INTERACT!!) - PLEASE read before interacting:
And please like before you follow so that I know you read the DNI. Thanks! SFW interaction only.
typical DNI criteria, any/all scam bots, anyone who makes those longer than hell dumb nsfw fanfics that flood the search when you look up something very very very very specific, and full on nsfw/nsft pron blogs in general. Also anyone who is really problematic in my eyes. Aaaand people who fake any illness for attention. But I honestly can’t tell if someone’s faking or not. Also part of the DNI is anyone who makes me uncomfortable. And those hasbin people. (All of you can look but not interact - no likes or RBs.) (if you’re part of the DNI criteria please dont follow because youll be blocked and if you’re bad enough, reported)
There is a rating system for each type of M:
No M (when a cat does not have an M)
Missing the Middle (when a cat has no middle part on the M)
Half an M (when a cat has half an M, usually with the other half or the middle covered in fur)
Unreadable (M is there but it doesn’t look like an M)
Barely Readable (an M is there but you gotta try your best to read it - M with large split falls under this category)
Somewhat Readable (same as Barely Readable but the M is a little easier to read - readable with medium split counts)
Almost Readable (newest rating - basically a mix of Somewhat Readable and Readable)
Readable (M can be read without effort - small split counts)
Perfect (has its own tag - #perfect m’s)
Funky M (has its own tag - #funky m’s)
Images shown below aren’t mine.
An image like this is ideal. (This image is Readable by the way)
However, an image like this (a large group of M-Heads, the limit for a M-Head group photo is 10, originally 3.) is not ideal. Some M-Heads in this photo are blurry and there will be a select few that I can identify and see if the M is readable. (This image is a mix of Missing the Middle to Barely Readable)
Other things to point out:
Low resolution images and video/GIFs are harder to determine as the M on the M-Head might be hard to read/it moves often. (And the fact theres one song that im uncomfortable with hearing which was popular on TT 1-2 yrs ago. The one with the high pitched guitar noise. Ouch!)
If the M is at an angle, it may be harder to determine the rating. I may have to turn my head to read it.
Please credit where you got the photo if you got it from the internet.
I tag if the videos contain music, sound effects, talking, or the noises of the cat itself.
Or, if there’s an ad I can reblog with an M-Head in it, I will comment on the M’s too.
And a new rule: NO AI-GENERATED CATS, PLEASE!
Have fun, and enjoy your time at… IS THE M READABLE!!!!!!!
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hey!! for that ask game you reblogged, 5 8 9 16 22 23 40 and 41
...you dont have to answer them all if you dont want to, i may have gotten carried away oopsies
HI ILY ??!! i didn't expect anyone would ask anything when i rb that 😭 okay here goes!!!
5. what color are your eyes?
a really dark brown :)) (whats urs im curiousss)
8. how many water bottles are in your room right now?
two! one of them is for my daily use and the other is some plastic bottle with a quater bit of water left and it's been there. for a while.
9. which do you prefer, hot coffee or cold coffee?
neither 😭 i hate coffee but if i HAD to choose probably cold cause the ice cancels it out
16. can you drive?
nope 😞 would love to though
22. what type of person are you?
type of person who has to resist biting the ppl around me because im sooo eager to know what flesh and blood taste and feel like 💀
23. how do you feel about chilly weather?
AMAZING WONDERFUL SHOWSTOPPING PERFECT MAGNIFICENT BEAUTIFUL ETCETC. you can NEVER go wrong about chilly weather but then again i live in malaysia and im pretty sure almost everyone here agrees (especially these days cause there's a literal heatwave where i live 😭)
40. did you have any snacks today?
nopee!! im actually fasting since it's holy week and all but i probably will later in the evening when i break my fast :))
41. how do you take your coffee?
I DON'T. 😄
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hi sorry if this message is sudden. Im deep in cold medicine so its not going to be coherent.either. But i reblogged ur richarlyson fanfic and brooooo uts fhcken awesome. i cried. idk if its some hidden sense of brazillian pride or whateves but i rlly love ur interpretation of himmmm. can u share hcs about richarlyson as a person and or post your snippet to ao3?
AAAAAA TYSM THIS MADE MY DAY!!!! everytime someone says they cried/almost cried bc of that fic I gain 5 points of strenght btw. this is a good thing
I might post it to ao3 soon!! just gotta get Tge Willpower for it, I'll add the link to it in the rbs of the og post when I do
hcs abt richas under the cut bc I love read mores (starts off as just more general stuff then gets into hcs abt him)
Richarlyson is such a fun character bc he's like the main character, just a little guy, the dude who dies to start the main character's story, and the symbol of hope charactersare given in their time of need, all at the same time
he's the main character in the way that the world revolves around him. like, he showed up, 5 people became obsessed with keeping him alive, safe and happy, his older brother (Bobby) tries to steal his spotlight, some people wanted him dead from the moment he was born, one of his fathers wants him to be a killing machine, he knows 3 languages, you see my point. and now, like, so many people are working on keeping him safe. he's the only uncracked egg, that has to mean something
he's just a little guy because he is just a little guy. he makes cute drawings for his dads and hangs out with his friends and has a bunch of siblings and is learning the flute and has a gun. he's 5 days old and he already lost a life
if he dies it's the beginning of so many terrible arcs. what is Forever's grind for if not his son's safety- to end the world, to get phil to love him? who does the emerald in Felps's house belong to? what's the point of the football field? what's the point of all the training? what if you lose a third (?) chance.
he's Quackity's hope, also, I guess, to be the parent he tried to be but never could, even if all he has is 1% of his custody
sorry anyway MOVING ON TO THE AVTUAL RICHAS HEADCANONS
Due to being the youngest egg, the others have varying types of Older Brother behavior with him
Despite whatever his siblings do, Richas still loves them
He's been taken to Tilin's grave quite a few times now, and each time he just gets... really sad. It doesn't make him value his life the way they want it to- instead, it convinces him he can't, by any means, let himself get killed, otherwise his dads will end up like 1% dad quackity (very very sad), and his siblings will mourn him and that won't be nice
he's an incredibly sweet kid- this isn't an hc as much as it's an Actual Real On God fact, I just think it's very important
because he is such a sweet kid, the lessons about hurting other things are the ones that he dislikes most
he loves tax evasion it's his favorite crime to commit
he picks up other people's habits very easily! things like tics, stims, speech patterns, etc
he's scared being manco will make his dads like him less. no matter how many times they tell him it's fine, he feels he has to compensate for it somehow
his gun is like a comfort object to him, and staying away from it for too long makes him very uncomfortable
despite being scared of bulls, he doesn't hate them, not like Leo hates whales, for example. Killing that bull he had gotten phisically close to wasn't pleasant
as he grows, he tries to put on a bit of a tougher persona because of, especially, Cellbit's expectations, although all the other dads' also contribute in different ways
ultimately, he sucks at keeping that up, and 99,9% of people can see right through him
he cherishes his first stolen emerald so so much
he uses braces due to his bad leg! that leg stops at the knee, and Forever is working on a prosthetic for him
he loves watching Forever work on the prosthetic, and will often comment on things he wants on it
he has a hard time understanding romance, due to having 5 dads who aren't in love with each other, Chayanne's dad being one of his dad's crush (he THINKS that's it), whatever cellbit and roier have going, etc
he forgives very easily
he doesn't really... like his definetly not a captivity room. he thinks he understands why he has to sleep there, and the attempts to make it more cozy worked a little, but it's too dark and quiet and small in there. there's barely any space to shoot his gun and soon there won't be space for paintings
somewhere, he has a whole ass habitat for his pet jabuti
he loves Dapper's (I think it's Dapperd I forgor) zoo
he has flute lessons with Tallulah every 2 days or so
and I thiiiink that's all for now? I've taken way too long to answr this already sorry :( but I hope it was worth the wait
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Hi y'all! My name is Saph (23, they/them pronouns), and welcome to my pinned post! Figured it was about time I made one 😅
This is my main blog, which is (mainly) based on queue. I also have a public side blog where I just post soft yearning stuff @sunriseandbrowneyes, and a semi-private nsfw blog (mutuals may ask for it in my DMs).
Expand the post to see a list of my tag links and their explanations!
My (hopefully) exhaustive personal tags list:
#adorable 🥺: my cute tag. I don't use this one frequently nowadays
#artistry in motion: used to highlight aesthetic experiences. often gets associated with videos of (music/dance) performances, making-of videos, or nature
#dear no one: based off the song by Tori Kelly. an open letter to my future partner, or posts that describe how I hope my experience with them will be like
#friend shaped: my tag for cute animals or creatures. will often get tagged with the specific type of animal if it is common enough (the only exceptions to this are "kitty" for all felines big and small, and "puppy" for dogs)
#gender™️: often used for posts where people talk about their experience with their gender. not necessarily a gender envy tag (though I am planning to make one if I see a post that is worthy)
#how to do life better: my life hacks / adulting tag. posts that explain how to go through life more easily
#gorgeous💕: people I find hot, sexy, handsome, and/or pretty. sometimes this will also be paired with a 😳😳😳 in the tags (the more 😳 the more I'm captivated by their looks)
#how to tag?: used for when I'm reblogging something that doesn't have a defined associated tag in my tag library. also serves as an "ask to tag"
#it's a day!: used for when tumblr decides to make a day special (like Wet Beast Wednesday or Out of Touch Thursday). also used for holidays sometimes
#knowledge tag: used for when a post teaches me something new. it could be about the most specific/"useless" topic in the world, but all knowledge is valuable to me
#letters to past me 💌: reminders that I wish younger me knew. things to keep in mind when I go through and experience life
#penguin pebbling: my general tag for when I tag other users, or all of my mutuals. will almost always say who I'm addressing, either in the post or in my tags
#psychic damage: what it says on the tin. basically anything that makes me go "wtf 😃" or "I hated that 😃"
#reminders of life: posts that remind me of the joy of living, or of humans doing good things
#reminders of love ❤️: posts that remind me that love is out there in all its wonderful abundance. applies to familial, platonic, and romantic love
#saph laughs (previously #here for a good time 😂, but since edited): my laugh tag, before I knew "laugh tag" was a thing. used for things I find funny
#saph speaks: used for when I talk about myself in the tags
#saph scribbles: used for when I write within the main body of a post (not just tags); will also be used if I'm adding something to someone else's post
#shit we should care about: discussions of important topics around the world. includes current events normally. will also talk about various forms of bigotry and how they manifest or are experienced by individuals. will often get a subsequent tag on the topic or bigotry discussed
#sighs yeah: one of two things. either I'm yearning or I'm talking about a relatable moment, but in the 😔 way
#stories less told: posts that talk about lesser known individuals and their actions that I think we should highlight
#thank you haiku bot: posts that I've found from haiku bot. oftentimes will not have haiku bot's rb kept in
#vibes ✨️: posts that I find relatable
#thanks tumblr blaze: posts that I've seen via blaze
#things that make me go hmm: what it says on the tin. starting to replace #psychic damage
#woag tag: things that make me go woag. things that are cool
#yearning tag: posts that make me crave a deep connection/relationship with someone else (does not immediately imply romantic relationships!)
tags that represent people: #🥦, #🐀, or anything with an @ sign in the tag
tags that represent my cats: #loki (my family kitty) and #funyun (my house kitty)
I tag slurs (for example, "f slur") when used in pejorative, insulting, or hurtful manners. This includes self reflection of hurtful moments. If you don't like this, you can keep scrolling.
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Welcome to my blog!
🖋️ Hey, my name is Evelyn, but most people call me Evie or Eve. I use all pronouns, but they/she mostly. I’m genderfluid!
🌙 I’m a witch, and this is my blog about that. I’m open to answering most questions about my practice, so don’t be afraid to ask! This is also a side blog btw, so i wont be able to reply to comments. I’ll answer/respond to them by @-ing you in a reblog or separate post if need be.
🐈⬛ I don’t use any labels on my practice that often, meaning i don’t consider myself a “kitchen witch,” “green witch,” “sea witch,” or anything like that, since I don’t specialize in any specific “type” of witchcraft. i think those labels ARE super fun tho and sometimes tag things as them for organization! if i HAD to choose a few to describe my craft atm, id say mostly cosmic, crystal & elemental witch—but i tend to include a little bit of everything
☀️ I don’t follow any specific religion, but my beliefs are sort of along the ideas of pantheism & animism. I also believe that in a way all religions exist to those who believe in them. It’s a bit complicated lmao, but i dont worship any deities or pantheons, so my practice is mostly secular! though, i do closely work with the elements, and appreciate them sort of in the way someone may worship a deity, so anything on deity work/worship (mostly things like “physical offerings”) i sometimes reblog to take inspiration for my own practice with them.
🔮 im not wiccan, i dont celebrate their wheel of the year or those holidays specifically, but i DO celebrate the solstices & equinoxes because my craft is very aligned with nature & the planets and such. so even though i dont follow specific wiccan traditions or anything, i do celebrate sometimes the same time as they do, and rb many posts about the wheel of the year, since i can apply it to my practice & celebrations :)
🌕 this blog is almost entirety on a queue, meaning you might see posts related to things like holidays posted a while after they’re relevant. thats just how things are on my blogs lol
🌑 this blog is kind of like an online grimoire for me in a way? i post about some spells i do and reblog a bunch of stuff about witchcraft!
💛 i have audhd & anxiety so if i convey my thoughts in an odd or off sort of way, that is probably why! its not always purposeful and i apologize if i say something wrong lol, please be understanding & correct me if need be :)
♋️ Please be kind when interacting! I understand if you make a mistake trying to learn, but don’t be hostile on purpose. Respect others practices and beliefs, even if they may not make sense to you <3
#okk uhh i think this is done#introduction to me & my blog!!#i only read this back once so there may be mistakes lol
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I posted 192 times in 2022
That's 192 more posts than 2021!
23 posts created (12%)
169 posts reblogged (88%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
meursaulty
extravalgant
wizzycore
stormbreaker101
I tagged 192 of my posts in 2022
#jackie rbs - 167 posts
#jackie posts - 25 posts
#wizard101 - 12 posts
#headcanons - 6 posts
#i love this sm - 3 posts
#these are so cute!! - 2 posts
#!!! - 2 posts
#omg this is beautiful!!! - 2 posts
#this is so cool - 2 posts
#asks - 2 posts
Longest Tag: 131 characters
#like trying to nurture something but like burning it all the time because your too passionate and your emotions get the best of you
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
playing a privateer is like spamming the buff button and then occasionally throwing bombs at the enemies
13 notes - Posted June 21, 2022
#4
Can you do myth and balance for the dual school pls ❤️❤️
sure thing!! im still currently obsessed with the idea so we're in this together <3
These wizards come across as standoffish and calculating most of the time. They’re glances being taken at face value. Almost like numbers are in their eyes. But if they looked deeper, if they looked to where they exactly are looking, they’d find a much simpler answer. They would find that they are looking for the exit. Constantly figuring out the fastest way out. Chasing the door because it’s the only thing that feels familiar to them. Like a child having to watch the horrors from afar.
They’re given the title of legendary very easily. Few and far in between while also being hard to get a hold of. Very akin to the same creatures and stories they study and learn over their lives. But would anyone know that they also wish to see the wonders? To be able to step out of the cave they were cornered in and to see the world through a different lens. Looking at the grassy hills and purple skies with joy and courage. Gazing at the starry sky, counting as many as they can thinking it’ll be the last.
Needless to say, they spend a lot of time in their head. Creating worlds and universes with encyclopedia entries down to even the different types of grasses. Inserting people into their lives they wish were there. Having people who they would love to talk to, becoming their friend. Annoyances becoming villains and them becoming the heroine with a sword and shield at the ready. Winning the day against the dragon queen with light and hope. A very bright future contrasting their dark look on life and the spiral.
If you were to get close to them, you might even see something different and strange compared to the rest of them. A warming feeling emanating off of them. A aura that feels like cashmere and beige, but dappled with gold and eccentricity. Something about them is so comforting and alluring. Yet so wild and unpredictable like a story half written. And you are the muse that finishes the last half. In color, or grayscale, depending on how you want this story to end.
17 notes - Posted April 18, 2022
#3
this is another addition of the dual schools post! its kind of a sadder one so to speak; but i hope its not too depressing!
the combo for this one is death + myth :]
How often do they mourn the loss of those who would fall quiet on your lips. A voice seeming not really their own, as if they’re speaking for someone else. They speak about them as if they were still here, as if you could give them a hug and know exactly what they were feeling. But it’s all just backlogs and memories stored too deep for anyone to look through. Pages so thick with dust they look double in size.
Catacombs and mausoleums becoming some of their favorite spots. Being able to talk with people who have a fear of being forgotten, and the wizard having the burden of being unforgettable. Cursed with knowledge they wouldn’t pass onto anyone else. A torch burning bright and hot just leaving you with burns and scars until it finally takes your body. Even in death you would be asked to help you think.
Somber is the best word to describe these wizards. Given the knowledge and sometimes weight of being the unknowns vessel. Being told to write a book on things no one else would understand. To understand a language so convoluted yet so clear to you. But they would write it, they would write 3 books if it meant someone else might start catching on. If they had to publish a lengthy series, they would do it. People need to know this; people need to at least feel this weight with them.
Once you finally see past them and their ‘gift’ do you see what they are. You will see someone who cares so deeply for everyone to be heard and understood. A child who just wanted to feel included and feel loved in their community. The question you should ask yourself is not if you should help them, but rather, why do you want to help them. Is it because you feel the need? Or maybe because it’s simply the right thing to do. Either way, only they will decide if you picked the right answer. For they are the speaker of the dead and the lost; they never needed to add your voice to their choir.
19 notes - Posted April 13, 2022
#2
i was very inspired by @t00thbox who made a post about the death school! they brought up some amazing points that got my brain going so I came up with this!!
the only warning I have is that there is mentions of bruises and cuts of sorts so beware of that!! otherwise enjoy!
For some people it’s hard for them to accept the give and take of the world. Fearful of the things that could be so easily taken away from us. Albeit a person, an object, an idea; whatever it is they would defend it with everything they have. Fighting until there’s dirt under their fingernails.
You would think the same thing looking at some of us. Wounds covering our body, lacerations and deep bruises seeming more common than any blemish or discoloration. Your thoughts may wander to the countless acts of selflessness that we acted upon. Shielding the weak with our bodies. Throwing up a banner of revolt and charging head first.
That would’ve been more heroic if that was true. In reality, we act as conduits. Siphoning our own soul so that someone else could achieve those same heroics we could never even dream of. Sparing no expense as long as it fills them with a sense of power and courage.
But at the end of the day, we all are bones. We return to the soil and ash we were molded from. Only our bones remain as our last eulogy is written in a tongue only our brethren can decipher. And as our caskets are lowered, only those of the same school may lower their heads in respect.
The duty of a necromancer is a long one. A journey that takes you down roads that have been long forgotten. But it is one of the more meaningful paths you’ll come across.
20 notes - Posted September 24, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
here’s a quick little blurb that I’ve been working on for a little bit now!! it was sparked by Val’s brilliant dual schools post 🖤
this post is about a fire + life school combination!
They’re extremely passionate people. Always wishing and pushing for a future that they hold dear in their heart. The same heart they wear on their sleeve. Beating loudly for anyone who wants to listen; to hear their song of love and loss. To the beat of their past experiences and what they hold fast to.
They have the same gentle touch that is known about life wizards, but there’s some depth to it. Instead of a soothing wave of calm washing over you it’s more of drive that comes from them. A sense of adrenaline surging through you like a forest set ablaze by not arson, but with purpose. You can stand up now with renewed vigor, not by usual means, but with valor knowing that no one else can complete this task but you now.
They’ve been known to be quite stubborn in their opinions and way of thinking. But they don’t mean to come across that way. They just believe so fully with their souls that it’s true. Believing is without seeing and without judgement.
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I posted 102 times in 2022
That's 102 more posts than 2021!
43 posts created (42%)
59 posts reblogged (58%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@biggestofmans
@particleperks
@my-name-is-tubbo-hi
@wizardpotions
@sweetpeauserboxes
I tagged 49 of my posts in 2022
#dream smp roleplay - 42 posts
#ask blog - 42 posts
#dsmp rp blog - 41 posts
#c!ranboo roleplay blog - 41 posts
#ask - 13 posts
#c!ranboo - 2 posts
#(i'm really bored so yknow what?) - 1 post
#(it would it would be very silly) - 1 post
#(internet safety is important kids!) - 1 post
#(even for cookie run or other little mobile games) - 1 post
Longest Tag: 57 characters
#(gonna rb this with hwhbh ranboo and see if it's any fun)
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
Hi Mr. Boo I was wondering how does it feel having a god fatherly figure in your life? Also do you have games on your phone 👀
Hello to you too~
It's actually not too different from having a not-god dad. Not god-dad as in like your parent's really close friend, but like a dad. Who is also a god. It's not very different from having a not-god dad, because they're still a dad, just one who's closer to me and who can summon cranberries from thin air whenever I want to eat some. Because boy oh boy, do i love them cranberries~
Yes I do have games on my phone.
I have cookie run and also tetris
You cannot play them.
they are mine
>:)
6 notes - Posted July 18, 2022
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Hello Mr. Boo, hope your having a lovely day. What’s your opinion on mushrooms?
HI! it's nighttime where I am but luckily for YOU my brain is being a JERK and will not let me sleep~
Mushrooms! I like me some mushrooms. Good in the garden, gooder still in a stew. Make for a good stir fry when you mix them with some onions. Like em on my pizzas even if my husband makes fun of me for that. He's one to talk since he likes to eat them raw. So does our son. He says he wants to be a mushroom some day. And Who am I to squander his fungal aspirations?
We have a family friend who's a mushroom elf if that is anything. his name's george. he's old and very nice. like 200 hundred years old. almost as old as my great grandma! kidding kidding. she's still forever young at heart <3
But yeah his name's george and I don't really ever talk to him unless I'm picking up our platonic boyfriend. he goes over to hang out at his place a lot to help in the garden. it makes him happy. he says it helps with his seasonal depression that makes me happy, too. him being happy not the seasonal depression. that makes me sad because I hate seeing him be sad
DID YOU KNOW THAT MOLD IS A TYPE OF FUNGAS??? DID YOU KNOW THAT MOLD IS WHAT MAKES CHEESE AND THAT IT'S MOLD WHEN YOU EAT IT?? THAT'S RIGHT!! CHEESE! IS MOLD! NOT JUST BLUE CHEESE OR MOLDY CHEESE OR WHATEVER, OH NONNOOJO NO!! IT'S ALL MOLD BABY YEAAAAAAAAAAAAA oh look at that, my brain's shutting off, weel shit, gnit
7 notes - Posted July 20, 2022
#3
My husband just walked into my study and sat on my lap before asking me to tell him things that would “inspire distrust in our marriage and fill him with diresome dread.”
What did you all do to him? He said Tumblr told him to do this. What did you all do? What the fuck did you say to my baby?
7 notes - Posted August 21, 2022
#2
no-eyed girl? but why not a no-eyed boy? perhaps I need a no-eyed boy to pop into our existance in order to feel convinced enough to bring both of out realities to an end through the power of a little smooch on the cheek. ya ever think of that?
10 notes - Posted May 31, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
Wonder what would happen if I put grape jelly on one slice of bread, put strawberry jelly on another slice of bread and made them into a sandwich.
11 notes - Posted September 5, 2022
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about & such below 👇🏻 [last updated Sep 16]
about me:
u can call me smoll! c: i'm almost 30, i go by they, i'm legally blind + colorblind, and i love love love cutesy stuff!!! as well as some nerdy stuff! i have 2 partners & a couple pets u will be hearing about from time to time. :)
some of my fav things in the world are: dragon ball<3, Sanrio (particularly Hello Kitty + Friends!), stuffies, wrasslin', elder scrolls, star wars, my local parks n libraries, stuffies, Godzilla, lotsa cartoons, the ocean, my sweet lil family, and of course stuffies! ;3
about my art:
i mostly enjoy (and have the most experience) making visual art that is bright, simple, & a tad nostalgic! i love making people smile, so if i can do that with my drawings + crafts then i think that's super great! ^.^
that being said, i'm hoping running this blog will help lead me to exploring a lot more mediums, styles, & ideas that i've not gotten to experiment with yet! so who knows what diff types of art i'll be making in the future!
i haven't done any artistic writing in a very (veerrryyy) long time, so i'm obvs not sure how to describe my writing style. i suppose we will all find out together when i get to posting some! :-)
about my blog:
i plan for this blog to be an amalgam of all the facets of my art side, which is a pretty big range of styles n subjects! on top of that, i want to share lots of my personal art journey as well. this would include finished projects, works-in-progress, my thoughts on things as i make them, looks into my arting & crafting space, all that fun stuff!
i'll also be making fun "aesthetic blog" type of stuff eventually (think moodboards + other edits) that will hopefully start to vary in style over time like my art. and of course i'll be sharing other artists' work, either from artists here on tumblr, reblogs from curators, or possibly even posting things i find on my own either online or out in the wild (that i will always credit!)
this blog will run about 95% on queue, aside from the little blabby text posts i'll be making. if u don't want to see me reblogging my own posts a whole bunch u can filter "#selfrb" to hide those posts. :) also feel free to spam like or reblog as much as u want, i never mind! <3
i don't have any kind of strict DNI, just know i block bigots/exclusionists and porn blogs on sight. i don't mind minors following as i have no intent to post any art, etc. that would be considered inappropriate on here. however, i do ask any minors to block the tag "#minors dni" bc i am an adult who will occasionally discuss or make jokes about adult subjects.
tag system:
since my blog has so much going on i'll be sure to tag posts very thoroughly!! please use this comprehensive list as navigation and/or a filtering guide! :)
tags for my posts
#op - every original post of mine
#diary - personal posts
#smollstuff - all my finished work
#arts - all my visual art posts (including wips, process pics, etc.)
#crafts - all my craft posts (same as above)
#writings - all my, well.. writing posts
#studio - all about my workspace
#moodboards - all my finished moodboards
#my palletes - all palettes made by me
#thoughtful - my random thoughts about art or being an artist
#uploads - (credited) uploads of others' art
#shitposts - general silliness
typical tumblr tags
#asks - all my asks
#anons - all anonymous asks
reblog/queue tags
#rb - all reblogs from others
#inspo - inspiration/motivation i find in others' art posts
#tumblr artist - rbs of art specifically made by artists u can follow here on tumblr!
#aes - everything that falls into my major aesthetic vibes
#palette - pretty colors/palettes
#fav art - my absolute favorites of other artists' work
this list/post will obviously change over time, but for now if u have questions not answered here (or just wanna say hi!) feel free to send me an ask! i hope y'all enjoy going on my art journey with me!💖
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This one is the post that got by far the most notes out of anything I've posted and I'm reasonably sure every single type of discourse is happening in the notes. I'm too scared to check. So I'm gonna tell everyone a story. A few years back I decided I was fucking sick of all the gaslighting by everyone around me and so I set myself a challenge for two months to prove to everyone I WASN'T "just a glutton" or "delusional" or anything. My challenge?
Eat 2200 calories. No more. Not one calorie more.
For 2 entire months I stuck to the challenge I set myself. I downloaded MyFitnessPal just for this challenge. I measured every single gram of food I was putting into my body. The salads, the meats, the grains, the fucking sauces, every ounce of drink and everything under the sun. For 2 whole fucking months that calorie tracker was practically my holy book. I never went under 2200. Some days I went below 2000.
The results? My body literally began to shut down. I felt lethargic. I had headaches. I could barely pick up a box. I felt dizzy almost constantly. By the second month I was frequently collapsing and got delirious if I had to do anything that wasn't staying in bed. So many times during this self-inflicted challenge my physical state got so bad that I was TERRIFIED of collapsing and someone calling the paramedics on me. Because I knew that if I got sent to the hospital THEY WOULD FUCKING KILL ME. They wouldn't understand my situation, would think I'm just some fat fuck experiencing the consequences of being a fat fuck, and I have no doubt that the controlled amount of food they would give me in the hospital would finish me off, because Of CoUrSe the fat fuck doesn't need more food! They're just a FaT fUcK.
Guess what didn't happen? Weight loss. The entire 2 months I was doing this challenge my body fat didn't budge one bit.
Aside from the initial "Holy fuck it's FOOD" period of my body wigging the fuck out when I finally stopped restricting and allowed myself to eat when I was hungry? My body went back to normal. I felt energetic and happy and HEALTHY when I was eating the amount that my body needed. I felt like I could do fucking anything.
And that's how I know that I'm simply not imagining it. I DO need more calories than what's considered "normal" in order for my body to function normally and be healthy.
I don't need your criticism. I don't need your gaslighting.
Your mockery of me needing more food than what's "normal?" Guess what? It's ableist!
There are plenty of thin people that PUBLICLY eat large quantities of food. Think the super skinny mukbangers that upload with such frequency that according to the InFaLlIBlE lOgIc of diet culture, there's no way they could be essentially starving enough to maintain the figure they do. And yet they do. And such mukbangers are often showered with praise, they're told they look pretty, their videos are relaxing and help people and yada yada. All the mukbangers who are visibly fat? No difference, except they're met with hatred and vitriol and legions upon legions of trolls.
And the sad truth? Despite all of fat activism's attempts to make fatness more normalized, we STILL haven't made it safe for fat people to just eat things. We really haven't. I'm even willing to argue that everyone's made it WORSE for fat people to eat. The only references that are ever made to what fat people eat are the sort of "I eat very little and I'm still fat!" "I eat less than my thin friends and I'm still fat!"
And that's the fucking problem. Because when you're so desperate to push the narrative of "fat people eat very little actually", ultimately you're still playing into fatphobia. The kind of subtle fatphobia that says you can only be fat if you're eating very little. You can only be fat if you don't let yourself eat "too much".
The message is still "You're only allowed to be fat if you're a "good fatty"".
And not only is it perpetuating fatphobia, it's perpetuating misogyny! That fatphobia primarily affects feminine-leaning people and this whole "fat people who eat very little" narrative shames every fat people who can't follow this standard, and it itself seems to disregard the misogyny inherent in saying it's wrong to "overindulge" or eat "too much" or anything feminine-leaning people aren't "supposed" to do.
So to everyone who wants to make a mockery out of me being unashamed to admit that I need to eat more than the average person just to avoid a horrible death? Go fuck yourself before I fuck YOU up with a metal bat, you abusive gaslighting piece of shit.
Ik in fat acceptance I see a lot of "most fat people don't eat any more than a thin person! Stop assuming every fat person eats too much!" and like.... okay and I agree with that.... but some people who are fat DO need a supernormal amount of calories to function. I'm one of them where if I tried to adhere to just 2200 calories a day my body would probably begin shutting down like an anorexic's. Some thin people need a large caloric intake to function as well and they get praised for how much they eat. Whereas a fat person can't even talk about eating a lot and how it shouldn't be stigmatized without getting either insulted or told to "stop spreading stereotypes." SOME PEOPLE NEED TO EAT A LOT TO MAINTAIN A HEALTHY BODY. SOMETIMES THOSE PEOPLE WILL BE FAT. YOU GOTTA ACCEPT THAT
#fat activism#fat liberation#fat acceptance#anti fatphobia#anti diet culture#fuck diet culture#unfriendly reminder#double standards#storytime#kinda a rant#long post#reblog this addition#ableism cw#misogyny cw#fatphobia cw#medical cw#restriction cw#starvation cw#gaslighting cw#ed cw#Mercury talks
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Munday Asks (five years late but still accepting!) || @vishapsking
13. what do you think about OCs?
As someone who struggles with creating original characters/story, I'm very jealous of anyone with OCs lmao. I'm always down for any interactions with OCs! The only times I'd be reserved about it is if the OC/mun has already established what my muses' roles to them are (like if it says that my muse is OC's [insert any type of close/direct relationship/enemy/etc]). Those are situations that I'd like to plot out first with the mun, I think? I hardly ever say no tbh.
27. are you interested into poly relationships for your muse?
Momo knows that i very much am an absolute SLUT for polyships, ty for this ldkfsdfj. ofc it has to be okay with my other writing partners too. Almost all of my muses are open for plotted polyships tbh
34. what are your thoughts on reblog karma?
More often that not, if I plan on reblogging asap, I do send something in if the meme is reblogged recently/circulating on the dash.
But it's not something I require when people rb from me, and I don't mind it when people rb from me directly w/o sending anything in (if anything, I kinda prefer the latter sometimes bc if the dash is fucky, I like being notified that someone rb'd a meme and I can mayhaps send them a thing).
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