#i actually feel so happy rn
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couldnt draw my thang for mid-autumn so treated myself to a calne redesign instead
#calne ca#hatsune miku#VOCALOID#cw: body horror#<- And I Fucking Mean That We Are Not Fucking Around Today#well we are. as in I drew this as a fuckaround treat for myself#but the body horror tag is the most warranted its ever been on this blog#ask to tag#I am as ever on my journey to make calne ca Worse. her OG version is too cool. even the crab ver is too cool#I need her to be worse to look at. I am also getting myself into to mood to test my hand at boarding a pmv for my friend's cover#I think my thought for this was ''I should try and give her a more insectoid bodyplan''#which in this mostly means gently three-part body and six limbs (my favourite amount of limbs to draw rn)#actually almost gave her eight but didnt like how that silhouette came out so I mermaided her uh. abdomen I guess#though maybe next time I do this I should push that idea more. the head and torso are still very distinct for one unified part#I feel like one of my old attempts was onto something with like. a more horizontal body plan... well! live and learn etc#happy late mid autumn I guess. I should play with touys about it... I miss model kits. mayhaps...
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he’s so babygirl to me
#luigi#mario movie#super mario bros#smb#bowuigi#< not actually bowuigi related but it’s the spirit of it yknow#because i feel like bowser rn with how feral i’m getting over these images#just look at him go ‼️ he’s so happy guys#just scrimblo things#luigi what is your ring size 👰♂️#i may not be straight
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I put some fishnets on!!
Treat me ~ Tip Me ~ More of me
#fishnet friday#I managed to put some fishnets on today and I am very proud of myself.#Happy fishnet Friday to all those who may celebrate ✨#I am so exhausted and worn down rn but at least im a little bit delicious. I put my pjs over this instead of actual clothes#At least until I feel like taking some more pics 😂#satans knitwear#alt pinup#pinup girl#pretty lingerie#fishnet lingerie#cheeky
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Completely forgot to share dnd tummy 😌
I ordered Indian food and ate all of it because I was starving (I normally save the rest) and fuckkk I’m so squishy and my skin has never felt softer 🥺
My cropped shirt kept riding up on me and these pants are starting to dig into me when I sit down. Filling out my clothing I’ve had for many years feels like a personal achievement.
He/They
#session was also hilarious and a blast so I was full and having fun and for once I actually felt happy instead of apathy#it’s been so rough and I’ve not done makeup in a while#it made me feel confident and I missed fucking around with it#even though I’m not gaining rn I don’t expect the scale to move but also kinda expect it to go up lol#weight gain#trans weight gain#belly kink#trans feedee#ftm feedee#chub kink#ftm feedist#me#belly play#muscle gainer
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I don’t know who needs to hear this but if you do not need to fit into “normal” society to be loved. It is 3am and I do not know how to articulate this so sorry if I accidentally offend someone but you are awesome if you have a disability or a personality disorder or are queer or trans or anything that makes you feel like you don’t fit in.
sometimes it does feel like everyone hates you but I promise there are more people who love you then people who don’t and you can’t make anyone happy anyway so you should focus on those who do love you instead. And if you can’t think of anyone who loves you, I love you and I know your life is shitty but I love you and you are doing a great job
#I have big feelings rn#I just love you guys so much#people need to feel loved and I need to make people feel happy so here we are#autistim#autism spectrum#actually autistic#adhd#attention deficit hyperactivity disorder#add#attention deficit disorder (add)#narcissistic personality disorder#schizotypal personality disorder#schizotypal#borderline personality disorder#bpd#bipolar disorder#gay#trans#queer#lgbtq+#asexual#aromantic#aroace#lesbian
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p3 reload box art + the art book cover!
#persona 3#minato arisato#makoto yuki#lizzy speaks#YALL HAVE YOU EVER SEEN A BOY WITH SO MUCH SWAG YOU STARTED CRYING BC GOD. HE IS SO PRETTY#ME RN ME. IM NOT COHERENT. i feel very. very happy seeing the trailers..#ohhh i love seeing bits and pieces of the animated cutscenes.. both the 2d and 3d ones...#i GOTTA preorder this. february 2nd will be a great day for persona fans i think#i wish i had actual intelligent thoughts :c i saw minato and my brain evaporated into thin air#maybe tmrw after i get some sleep i will have proper thoughts though...#and maybe. i will stream because text is not enough for me to talk about how much i love this game
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when i saw the tracklist of the ost, it finally hit me
we did it. we actually did it. one of the most beloved book series' of all time has an actual proper ost from an actually faithful adaptation.. don't touch me I'm emotional
#it finally feels real#we actually made it#war is over#i'm actually witnessing the thing i've loved for so long in live action#this is such a big deal#my heart is so whole#god i'm so happy rn#percy jackson#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo tv show#pjo tv spoilers#isoceratops#excuse me while i listen to this obsessively
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i tried rendering and turns out i fucking hate it !
#mush art#WOOGOOOOOO I FINISHED IT FINALLY#took me just.. about two weeks thats insane#im never making anything like this again it was HELL#it was fun in the bwginning#and i like it#so its okay i dont mind#but it drove me fucking crazy nuts up the wallas#i hope u like it becaus e im actually very happy with it#im not feeling very happy about it rn because im so sick of looking at it but i am very happy with it#Btw dont zoom in too close its not very pretty💀#ignore the bench i was Done💀#and i croppednit badly on purpose okay#voltron#vld#voltron legendary defender#fanart#voltron fanart#princess allura#allura#romelle#romellura#lesbians#GAYS#THEYRE GAY#romelle vld#allura vld#romelle x allura#allura x romelle#love wins
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And I love you love you love you, no it's not so hard to tell And I love you love you love you, is it obvious to everyone else?
Petrigrof fluff for the soul because I NEED it before the finale
#I love that part in adventure time where Simon goes with Betty on her trip and they get married and live happily ever after#I LOVE THIS SONG 👹👹👹 ITS SO CUTE#I HAVE SOOO MANY FEELINGS RN#I NEED A FULL VERSION PLEAZEEEE PELAZE IM BEGGING YOUUU#If simon sings this song to golbetty I will actually fall on the floor and cry#When simon said that this was their song I started BAWLING bro omg#FALLS ON TO THE FLOOR DRAMATICALLY WHY CANT THEY BE HAPPY#THEY CAN MAKE IT GUYS I BELIEVE IN THEM (delusion)#GOSHHHH I DONT WANT TO WATCH THE FINALE 😭😭😭#Skipsart#adventure time#fionna and cake#simon petrikov#betty grof#petrigrof#CRIES FOREVER#That scene where they hold hands I'm GONEEEEE I'm LEAVING it's so cute it's so them I'm going to cry#Look at these lame nerds in love I care about them so so much
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Why did I get like five follows from my previous post lol-
Anyways I thought about it, have this art I made a while ago :3
Happy birthday Spamton! Someone thought about you a lot today, believe it or not :)
Aka “Dumbass pink thinking about things that are never gonna happen”
Click (pink) belongs to @/brightgoat
#hehehehe guess who was experimenting with clipping masks#maybe if I feel braver I’ll edit this and actually @ bright#but for now I’m tired and don’t want the anxiety rn so :3#I had a couple more scenes planned here actually#like click wondering if he’ll find spam with black hair or not#and daydreaming about helping dye it if he wanted#didnt have space tho oop!#spamton#deltarune#pink addison#bush art#happy birthday spamton#wasnt planning it for today but here ya go
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How it feels living in a post-baking post-ineffable-husbands-halloween-costume post-phardlaunch universe
#I'm actually so happy right now#idgaf that they're twinks in my phone. they bring me so much joy like i feel like I'm floating rn#dan and phil#phan
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have u ever seen a comic book panel so beautiful it made u wnna cry?
#its a little on the nose but KYAHHHH#its fffff its literally him its literally duke thomas like actually himand not thw evil fanon twin that wears his face#and??? like it summarized 2 big ole points in the duke discussion circles and shows that hes come so so far#he can actually rely on others and he felt like he was invisible and AAAA its too early 4 me rn ill come back when i ahve the right words#but like even tho this is kinda bare minimum i feel so so vindicated and im so glad the writing did a minimum amount of research b 4 writing#him and this was the perfect story to put him specifically in bcs the villains motives seem to foil dukes own#also i love the little detail of duke offering him food and to talk ot thru its so consistent to his character#its literally not even a full comic but i feel so happy i could cry#I WILL B TALKING MORE L8R work 2 do rn..#the signal#duke thomas#batfam#dc tag#thought bubbles
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< 2023 trgnz
#not to get all sentimental or whatever#but im really happy w how trigun has developed / influenced my art these last few months#its jst made me feel overall more confident in what ive drawn#and that i can connect w my art in a way that i never have before ??#LIKE THATS SOOO CHEESY BUT ITS SOOO TRUEEE#before trgn i was feeling soo dejected and unmotivated and like .. generally unsure if id ever really find my footing#and even tho idk maybe not much has changed frkm an outside perspective#but i just feel so happy w it . at least rn . SO IM ENJOYING IT RN☝️☝️☝️☝️☝️#theres still so much i want to work on ykwim but its such a crazy feelign to like ..#actually using my art in pfps (not tmblr sryHAHAGA) or like . printing physical copies of my stuff bc i genuinely want to decorate my walls#w it or like .. Wanting to put in more effort in a way i never rly have before#its still so hard 4 me smtimes and like frustrating😭 when im artblocked or not sure how to progress w something#but its made me feel like i can Know that i will figure it out in time . and thats SOO crazy tew experienxe IDKKFFFKK#and its soo silly that trgns whats made me want to like ..push tht aspect pf my hobbies . SOO SILLYYYYY#anyways i wanted to see some of these side by side#its so jarring 2 me that i have all of these .. and that they r generally pretty consistent style wise . compared to before at least 😭#ANYWYSSTYY#trigun#my art
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commissioning @vos-videmus was a life changing experience. forcing you all to look at this immediately (please don't repost or crop out the watermarks. thanks 👍)
#kitakata sensei#lost judgment#judgment#kuwana jin#jin kuwana#i've been meaning to comm a kitakata render for ages and i finally just decided to do it#like i'm sorry the in-game flashbacks are just NOT flattering 😭#but this...... (touches my screen tenderly)#when i got the update in dms for this i got so flustered i had to force myself to do a few more housechores to calm down#anyway regardless to say i am very happy rn#he is also photocard shaped so i can hopefully eventually carry him around irl too#when i actually get my shit together and print it that is#it feels kind of illegal to see kuwana without facial hair which is funny considering that yamakoji is clean shaven most times ive seen him#i should... definitely do this more.... pull up to someone's dms comm something from one of my fics...#maybe i'm getting ahead of myself. i'm just so excited and happy#i love him and want all my kuwana mutuals to see him too
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sometimes, i think about the extra bit of depth alex's romance is given when you date him as a guy and i just gotta. stare at the ceiling for a bit...
#i think his heart events are nice either way but like... there's some extra flavor given to when your farmer's a guy#like him admitting that the farmer is the only other guy that he can be vulnerable around#or how admits that he tried denying his feelings for the farmer at first bc of his own internalized homophobia#and probably some external homophobia too#since george will tell the player that he wasn't sure about alex and them being together bc of his own biases#but seeing how happy alex was with them makes him rethink his views#idk i just really like his heart events i wish ppl appreciated them more#i also think it's interesting to see the game acknowledge homophobia and how it'd actually affect the queer relationships in town#it's definitely nice that the town is pretty damn accepting especially a majority of the romance options' families#but it feels more realistic to have those little bittersweet truths mixed in there too i like it#sorry i've got sdv brain rn so i'm thinking about it a lot#stardew valley#mj.txt#tw homophobia mention#sdv spoilers
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HE HAS A GUN LETS GOOOOOOO!!!!! 🗣️🗣️🗣️
#alex rider#me from when i made that post about skeleton key would be so happy rn#ik hes probly not gonna murder yassen but still#yippie!!!! self defense!!! anything to keep my boy from being more traumatised although in this case i think the gun will actually give him#more trauma#but um yay!!! none the less#im not really that happy about him getting a gun#i just feel like i should celebrate considering how much i ranted about mi6 not giving him a gun#but oh well#some one please come save my boy before mi6 gets their hands on him again#eagle strike#alex rider spoilers
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