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astriiformes · 5 months ago

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Really says something about the dire state of offerings for men interested in sewing their own clothes that even searching things like "interesting men's clothing patterns" brings up articles with links to four or five whole websites that primarily offer admittedly nice but practically identical patterns for making button-ups and work pants and maybe a varsity/bomber jacket if you're lucky.

(Branching out into historical costuming for everyday wear is like your one shot at variation, and even then, the ratio of men's to women's patterns on every website is frustrating to say the least.)

Patternmakers as a trans man I am begging you. Give me a little more to work with here.

#can you tell i have been browsing patterns today #anyways after i make some progress on jonathan i'm going to buy some loud weird prints and at least jazz up a pants pattern #i want to have clothes that i like but god is it hard if you lean masc and also like fun

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grey-viridian · 4 months ago

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Little good things in big bad times

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spark1edog · 1 year ago

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i don’t know how to talk loud enough to be heard ever

#like i *can* raise my voice but it feels like im shouting and it seems to put people off #my normal voice is so quiet and even though it’s bassy i get asked to repeat almost everything i say #i get steamrolled in so many conversations because i’m not loud enough to get a word in #and when i do get people’s attention i end up blanking out from anxiety cuz i never expect to get that far #i also have trouble with making the first syllable of most sentences to be audible at all which leads to people misunderstanding #i just 😔 i don’t know #i *can* be loud.#but the times when i’ve made myself loud to be heard it makes people uncomfortable #and i’ve yelled so many times trying to get a word in with some people #i told my therapist about one time where i yelled in the middle of a conversation about?? something #like ‘if you’d let me finish my FUCKING SENTENCE’#and she correctly said that was yk. verbally abusive #and i never want to do that i never want to hurt anyone or yell at anyone again #but i don’t know how to make my voice louder and to have it feel natural and not overwhelming #that’s another thing #my voice already feels so loud in my head even when no one can hear it #i know that’s probably true for Many people but like. idk #i’m just mulling on why i’m so fucking hard to. Know #and why i feel so small #and insignificant #and inadequate. and lame and boring. and cold. and dismissive.#i just want to feel equal to the people around me #i’ve lived my whole life feeling like i need to repent for taking up any space #i’ve lived on the line between a superiority and inferiority complex for my whole life #i just want it to feel like it’s ok that i exist lol #like i’m even self conscious about saying kind things to myself especially when i’ve done something Weird #like everyone’s just gonna think ‘wow what a loser placating himself with ✨affirmations✨ to detract from how cringy and awful he is’#i’m t e r r i f i e d of approaching new people #i haven’t tried to make a friend irl in… a long time #i’m just. i just wanna feel like im on the same level with my peers

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bet-on-me-13 · 2 months ago

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Danny has to work off his Sentence

So! Danny isn't the King of the Infinite Realms. And he is not above the Law.

Sure, he has many friends in high places, and he did defeat the King in single combat, but that doesn't mean he is above the Law in the way The King would be.

And unfortunately for him, Walkers Laws do actually have some backing.

Not all of them. Some are just laws he placed over his Lair and surrounding Territory, which he is really nitpicky about, but the Big ones he touts are the Laws of the entire Zone set by the First King. Don't Tresspass on Lairs without an official challenge, don't End a Realms Being without permission, Don't bring Humans into the Zone without permission, etc.

And Danny has broken quite a few of them, meaning Walker is entirely in his rights to put him away for a few Thousand Years. Thankfully, there is an alternative.

Since Danny wasn't wanted for any major crimes, Walker offered a different path for him. Danny was still one of the Strongest Ghosts in the Zone, and as the Portal was technically his Grave he had full authority to use it however he liked, so if he ran a couple of errands for Walker, he could consider his Sentence served.

All he has to do was round up a few of the Trouble Makers that had escaped his grasp by virtue of being in the Living Realm, and he would forgive his previous crimes.

So, Danny took him up on the offer. It was better than being constantly hounded by Walkers Guards. The fact that he could beat them easily was moot, it was extremely annoying and he wanted it to stop.

So he was given his First list of targets, and went on his way.

Ra's "The Demons Head" Al Ghul, for Tresspassing on Ghost Zone Waste Dumping Grounds

Solomon Grundy, for continued use of copyrighted poem, requested by copyright holder post mortem

Vandal Savage, for failure to notify the proper authorities about his absence on the day of his intended death

Jack "The Joker" Napier, Special Request by 1000+ Ghosts for purposes of Vengeance, Torture, and general Catharsis.

...interesting list...maybe he should have this through a bit more...

#Dpxdc #Dp x dc #Dcxdp #Dc x dp #Danny Phantom #Dc #Dcu #Danny is a Ghost Bounty Hunter #Danny is the only one legally allowed to use his Portal since it is his Grave so he is the only one Walker can legally ask to do this #The Portal is Danny's Grave #The others were technically given permission by the fact that the Door was Open and Danny hasn't closed it yet #He is pissed that it was that easy this entire time #I find it funny that the others have warrants for small stuff like tresspassing or using a copyrighted poem #But Joker has a warrant for murdering so many people their collective screams for his death were loud enough to be heard across the Zone #Also with all the stuff Ra's and Savage have done it's funny that they are only being arrested for the small stuff like Tresspassing #Also Danny gets a few special requests #The Ghost of the Wizard asked for the arrest of Black Adam because he didn't want for Billy to have to go through all that #Clockwork asked for the arrest of Reverse Flash for his careless manipulation of time #And to give the Flash Family a speeding ticket for running through Time #He's petty

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bandzboy · 6 months ago

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the korean embassy in isnotreal is organizing kpop world festival there and is basically a competition people can participate with the support of kbs so yeah... this is quite bad

#i don't even think this is the first time it happens since it says it's an annual thing #but it's incredibily insane how they are doing this shit with the support of kbs #during a whole fucking genocide #i need people to be mad about this shit #bc idek if they will invite groups there one day that can happen #and it should BECAUSE PEOPLE NEED TO BE LOUD #artwashing genocide with kpop music is insane and nobody should be indifferent to this #kpop #kbs

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forgettable-au · 3 months ago

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FORGETTABLE-AU (Page 61-64)

* I-I don't think we were talking about the same thing...

[BEGINNING] [PREVIOUS] [CONTINUE]

#FINALLY FINISHED THIS WOHOO #Okay so #I have been keeping this small part of info secret for SOOOO long and it was so funny that JUST this week I got a ton of asks about #Wingdings' voice and I was SO tempted to talk about this little detail #BTW I DIDN'T FULLY MAKE THIS UP #i mean #Yeah I did #BUT IT IS BASED ON SOMETHING I NOTICED!!!!!!#When redacted talks in Wingdings the sound is clean #but when we listen to entry 17 (which is most likely a recording)#There's a VERY loud overlay of garbage noise #And so I was like #I could use this.........#like yeah a sound based on symbols?? we can't understand it! but our brains might do the work for us and maybe try to understand it?#but recording it goes very bad.....#I thought it was fun so I made it a hc for Gaster #and then I applied it here :D #lol #I think the pacing of this one is also a bit too fast but ehh #I hope it's clear #I am so proud of how I drew Alphys in these pages I feel like I am finally understanding her shape and how I want to stylize her #Sans is very good at reading people #He can tell when people are lying #that's why Wingdings didn't lie! he just conveniently forgot to tell him some details about what they found #okay yeah that's enough #TIME FOR THE TAGS #undertale #forgettable-au #forgettable-au-comic #sans

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ipostmysimpingstuffanonymously · 1 year ago

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They live in my head rent free. Drop your headcanons in the reblogg tags

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biggest-gaudiest-patronuses · 1 year ago

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weird hearing "were you a Theatre Kid" "were you a Sports Kid" "were you a Choir Kid" "were you a Dance Kid" bc no? i mean i did all of that and more but resented ever minute of it? actively avoided sticking with anything? i was a "In This Family After School Activities Are Mandatory Kid"

#oh and i was really really bad at all of it btw #which was a good thing actually otherwise i would have gotten bored even *more* quickly #christ if i was good at a Activity i probably would have had to stick with it #that would have been EXHAUSTING #i survived soooo many Activities by standing in the background doing the bare minimum so I could focus on the Hyperrealistic Daydreams #baseball was my favorite. if u wear a glove u can literally just stand in the back of a field & stare at grass & no one bothers you #i mean usually no one bothers you but there is one specific situation where everyone starts yelling your name real loud and pointing

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mumblesplash · 1 year ago

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part 2!!!! [read part one here]

transcript below the cut arranged into stanzas to help show where the rhymes are:

“that’s why they brought gem in? as a failsafe?” as a pawn. we were told to point her at whoever we need gone

“gem won’t hurt her allies. …yet.” the curse she carries will it’s had its eye on her since she lost the other eye she was specially selected for her hunting skill it’s quite the high honor. “wow. how generous.” we try

think about it: why does almost no one fight the curse? “given how fast scott killed skizz last season, i can guess.” [“any pain you spare your friends, you’ll have to suffer worse”?] it’s designed to shut down higher reasoning with stress

#if you still can't see the rhyme scheme try reading it out loud #if that doesn't work uh. idk. can't help you #my art #my poetry #grian #geminitay #smajor1995 #bdoubleo100 #inthelittlewood #secret life #grian and his terrible horrible no good very bad eldritch coworkers: the sequel #cant wait to post the next part so i can be like 'my three secret life comics. and yes they all rhyme'#this one narratively doesn't work nearly as well as a standalone compared to part 1 #however i accidentally went way too hard and could probably upload the middle page + second to last panel as their own separate art pieces #tbh i'm considering putting an explanation of everything below the readmore buuut i don't feel like it atm. :3 later maybe #me and my 20+ life series headcanons i only allude to without explicitly stating don't need to explain ourselves #still experimenting with this webtoon-esque vertical comic style #still not sure i like it #it gets long too quickly #among other things #but it's very easy to read on a phone so

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 5 months ago

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Flower Empowered.

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #lan wangji #wei wuxian #lan wunian #The absolute chaos that ensued when Lan Wangji showed up...those girls went wild.#We have to give kudos to narration that takes the form of a bunch of suitor seeking ladies.#They were so loud about being here for the hotties and whispering gossip. You go girls.#Wei Wuxian most likely just picked up a already tossed flower to throw. Second hand flowers...are still flowers I suppose.#Can you imagine if LWJ had allergies? Poor lad.#Okay it's time for the real gritty discussion point. The one everyone is waiting for me to talk about:#So...from where we are in the timeline...what the hell is WWX supposed to be wearing?#I'm serious. Put all the fanart out of your brain for a moment.#We are post burial grounds and sunshot campaign so he's had his little goth moment reveal.#*BUT* he is still with the Jiang sect. And by proxy of this flashback talking about his disrespect - they never bring up his attire.#meaning he is likely in some kind of Jiang Purple.#Continuity wise it really feels like this scene should have been *before* the burial mounds.#I understand why it's post - we need to build up on the mystery of how he became the YLLZ.#But also his personality feels way more 'pre-burial mounds WWX'. I think this was probably a 'I don't want to kill my darling' scene.#(The Phoenix mountain flashback is a lot of people's 'darling'. I am knowingly putting myself in the line of fire here).#I'm willingly putting him in Wen Qing's borrowed cloak and assuming people take him wearing it as like...a war trophy.#Historians will revise this moment later on but for now he *is* a hero of that war.

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hey-heigo · 7 months ago

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happy pride month

#naegami #makoto naegi #byakuya togami #danganronpa #trans byakuya #polaris polanski #that post is ff naegami to me to a terrifyingly accurate degree #makoto and his wife who wants him to quit his job #byakuya casually dropping bombshells on a shell-shocked and exhausted man #and then daydreaming about a better life they could have together while makoto's still reeling with the implications #if i reconcile my bizarro upbringing and my convoluted perception of gender roles and current position in this foundation #the only way i can get him to leave on his own volition is to marry him. in a straight way. bc we're both straight. what if i was a girl #makoto's resigning himself to being ff's dog for the forseeable future. meanwhile byakuya is doing the same but also having egg emotions #not featured: kyoko who was sitting on the opposite side of makoto and was in the middle of a conversation with him. that got interrupted #she immediately downs her shot after byakuya says that out loud and texts the other survivors who each owe her $10. toko owes her $20 #tgirl egg byakuya in her 20s in an apocalypse as a middle manager is a very specific headcanon that i enjoy a lot #only thing keeping her going is her bisexuality and the reminder that 'i went off the grid while crossdressing before i can do it again'#my arts

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hypokeimena · 8 days ago

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i have to stop misspelling things for comedic effect

#gork... assigned gork by autocorrect...#i've been using it to clarify that i mean girl gender neutral but i think i'm just going to start saying it out loud soon like i can feel it #coming down the trail for me.

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ping-ski · 5 months ago

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speak no evil, see no evil, hear... all evil???

@lilakwii i hope u enjoy this little gift since u like sun so much hehe :3

LDR belongs to @spadillelicious !

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lackpenny · 23 days ago

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a broken man's last effort, all for nothing

#henry miller #steven stevenson #jack kennedy #dave miller #dee kennedy #peter kennedy #dsaf #dayshift at freddy's #my art #drew this because i was thinking about steven's death having more of an impact than in game #it does logically make sense for them to not react THAT much (which this is kind of the same but more dramatic? not actually pulling emotio #ns from the rest)#its just oh. jesus christ what henry can just DO that???#so it puts them more on edge from what Henry can do #i dont know.. dont @ me......#also was talking to my friend about how i dont imagine their deaths being instant either.#for the phoneys its the quiet void to insistent ringing. static covering once coherent thoughts #so loud . then nothing #for the rest....... ummmmm thats for another day #sorry for the tags ramble LOL #also added little contxtt yess its a false heartbeat/pulse. its meant to mimic being alive... i forget i have to actually say my hcs

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bamsara · 1 month ago

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I love Arson he's my favorite heater but I should really get a cheap laptop one day so I can leave the house to write because the Noise. Is . Too Much. I need to go write in the forest

#I live in a very very full and busy house hold #and sometimes it makes it extremely difficult to work #both on art stuff and packaging #but also writing especially #i have horrible executive dysfunction but on good days ill still try and get thwarted by multiple inturruptions and loud sounds #and on bad days ill just completely shut down from it all #adhd meds and headphones cannot fix Other People In My Space lmao #sara shush #personal #complaining #Unfortunately if i ask to be left alone or for quieter volume i will get neither of those even if i lock my door #I legit have a sign on my door that lets people know when im live streaming and have asked not even volume control just to be left alone #and there will still be knocking on my door for questions like 'can you go get something from the store'#i need. people to understand that if i am busy esp if i am doing packages and stickers and stuff that i am WORKING #please treat it like im at a 9-5 office building somewhere act like i dont exist #you dont just walk into someones place of work and start venting/asking them of things while theyre at their job #'but you're at home' yes and im still working and i have communicated this several times #i did not mean to vent but GOD

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ryeetsu · 10 months ago

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#dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #i said this out loud maybe 20 minutes ago and now here we are #kikimari #kiki tansu #namari of kahka brud #tansu floke #mrs tansu #min speaks #goofers #also can you tell that i added the little x #and my username #trying my best

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