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Okay, I think I’m FINALLY done with these designs. Well okay, I said Megatron might need some reworking, but shush, I’ll do that another time
I was not expecting this to take as long as it did. Apparently I started making this at 9 in the morning, and it is now 9:30 at night. Optimus, I am almost certain this is your fault
Anyways, as mentioned prior, the idea here was to give the Earthspark Cybertronians protoform designs like the Terrans, what they might look like when they were in this stage, because I haven’t seen anything to claim Cybertronians in this series don’t also have this stage, unless I’m wrong
I mean theoretically, Cybertronian protoforms could look entirely different from Terran protoforms, but we don’t know at this juncture, so I used the Terrans as my main references
Pretty much the main thing was trying to turn their blocky features smooth, while also taking out a bunch of their little details, like their antenna and horns
Honestly I still think Elita turned out the best, which is maybe a bit sad considering she was the first one I finished, but oh well. I don’t think everyone else was horrible, but I think she just looks best
I think Bee’s design is fine, and it was honestly refreshing after struggling so much with Optimus, but I can’t help but feel like his eyes are still wonky
Like I’ve said, by the end of things I think Megatron came out the worst. He was the second one I did, so I wasn’t sure, but by now I think he is. The real struggle with him is that his entire helmet is comprised of angles, when I need curves. And then there’s his side things, which I still do not know how to translate here. The idea I was trying to go for here is the top half goes around his head, while the bottom half is attached at the ends, but it’s the bottom half that looks weird. But ah well, hopefully I can fix it later
And then there’s Optimus. The majority of the time I’ve spent on this was him. It was mostly the struggle of his vents and trying to make them un-blocky. It was getting really frustrating particularly because I couldn’t think of anything new to do with them to change them, drawing the same thing over and over
But then I remembered, this Optimus was once Orion Pax, a fact I was planning to omit. But that meant I had something else to draw on
And it’s what finally got my brain to make his side things into the curves you see now. It’s also why his middle thing is solid black, like how it seems to be in the picture above
But yeah, I wouldn’t rate his design as the absolute best, but it’s serviceable and I’ll take what I can get
But aside from trying to change their designs, I think I had fun. I noticed by the end of it that they all have different face and eye shapes, and that’s pretty fun
Speaking of which, I notice with this how small Optimus’ eyes are here. They may not look it in my drawing but they’re a lot smaller than the others in the show. Is that one of the reasons his design looks so off? Like I know it looks weird, I just can’t place how exactly
But yeah, take these designs, the culmination of my drawing abilities for the day. I’d like to do more with them, I just don’t know what. Best I can think of is like, a fic premise where the Cybertronians somehow get reverted back to these protoform stages, and the Terrans now have to help them out
#yeah the more I look at Megatron the more I want to rework him#but I should probably stop for the day#I accomplished what I set out to do today#and my loan situation I think is mostly sorted out so that’s cool too#also if you notice Elita and Megs look a bit smaller than OP and Bee#that’s because the former two were made when the canvas was 500x500#while the latter two were made when I changed it to 600x600 and I could upscale their sketches more#I tried to keep it more consistent with Bee but I didn’t care much when I got to Optimus#anyways I think that’s about it for miscellaneous comments#transformers#transformers earthspark#protoform#optimus prime#Megatron#elita one#bumblebee#my art
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meet cassian :]
close ups and more info under the cut!
gloomiest guy you’ll ever meet
pathetic loser
he’s an artist
comes from a rich family
he barely leaves his house, he stays inside a LOOOOOT
insane attachment issues
clingy and dependant yandere
he guilt trips a lot (isn’t really aware of it lmao) can be really manipulative without trying unfortunately
texts you constantly but if you don’t answer back in like 5 minutes he starts freaking out
sometimes he’s normal enough but if you take too long he WILL lose it
doesn't like it when you talk to other people, why can't you just talk to him? is he not good enough for you? what's so interesting about other people anyway?
he hates stairs (he's fallen down and up the stairs WAYYY too many times)
shy (lmao ok) and introverted (has a really hard time talking to people)
has a mascot! (his name is PopUp :] he made him for a school project and just ended up liking him a lot lol)
sopping wet cat
don’t be mean to him, he doesn’t like it, even as a joke
doesn’t get much social interaction cause he stays inside a lot
WAYYYY more comfortable texting, he’s like a totally different person when you’re texting him
spams a lot. like a lot
used to be a lot more outgoing and social
wishes you could be by his side 24/7
he’s sad a lot of the time
feels unloved, please shower him in love
really pessimistic when it comes to himself
he’s really passionate about art
you and art are the two things that make him extremely happy
if you thought nox was tired, meet cassian! he has an even worse sleeping schedule than nox
he’ll do ANYTHING to keep you by his side
so he can and will kidnap you! lol!
is also a stalker… great..!
has probably installed a camera somewhere in your room (um??)
you’re probably one of the only people that can convince him to leave his room
really loves shoujo manga, has fantasized about being the perfect male lead for you (he really wants a romance like that, only with you)
he's a huge romantic, he wants the two of you to have a happy life together
so please don’t leave him. please
takes a lot of walks at night, don’t worry he doesn’t spend ALL of his time inside (he wishes he could tho.)
he wants to have his happy ending with you <3
#num draws#cassian posting#<- hehe#yandere oc#male yandere#yandere male#oc art#yandere#original character#digital art#guys meet my sopping wet cat of an oc! i love him dearly!#also. i think i said this before but i put a lot of my own traits into my ocs#this fucker has the most of my traits. i wonder what that says about me#NONE OF THE YANDERE STUFF THO THATS ALL HIM!#i wanted to include more info but if i do ill just keep going and going and going and i dont think anyone is gonna read all that anyway </3#btw PopUp is a character that i made for a school project so yeah he's stealing him from me (and im ok w that. was supposed to happen lol)#i mean ive shown PopUp on the blog before just didn't tag it (bc i was just yapping and complaining about my project.)#this is my first time posting a full body (and like its the first one ive drawn in a while) pls be kind. im so scared to post this.#i worked really really hard on this so im excited to share this with you!#also this is my 1000th post. hell.#i still need to add him to the relationship chart n everything.#also i think ill do proper ref sheets for them bc. i cant just leave them as busts.#and ill rework rowan's too bc he deserves my love
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daily infinites 31-40 hes so sillay!! blehhh :P
part 1 part 2 part 3
#engies daily dogs#infinite the jackal#my art#sonic forces#sonic frontiers#sage#metal sonic#shadow the hedgehog#zavok#chaos#sonic the hedgehog#gadget the wolf#reworked my human infinite design a bit. i think i really popped off with the designer sunglasses#i want to change his jacket but i just cant decide on what i want to do so i keep drawing it the same haha#i think it needs more useless belts and otherwise pointless straps and things though#sth
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well so a certain character's name is getting added to my xkit blacklist. sorry but i'm done, that's the final straw. i don't care if your ask is about another question or topic, you do not bring up the voice actor and situation that i repeatedly have told you all not to mention to me. it's on my 'will not record' list, i have made multiple posts telling you guys to stop asking about it or mentioning it to me. this isn't a 'oh what i read about that actor doing made me uncomfy' this is 'i was friends with people he hurt, i was there when things happened, he made me and my friends uncomfortable when we were spending time with him irl, and what he did tore my friendship group apart after i had finally found a friend group'. i have trauma from it. and i feel bad saying that because he did far worse to other people, but i can't control how my brain works.
so the character's name is on my blacklist now, sorry if you just wanted to ask about the character in terms of headcannons or fanart or whatever, but all asks mentioning it will be censored and i will delete them without reading for my own sanity.
#and to answer what that last ask was actually asking (which you could have asked without mentioning the situation ive asked you all not to#metion): i dont know. i honestly dont know what to do and i dont know what the right thing to do is#i dont want to be thought of as supporting that writer because i do not support him#but i dont know what to do in regards to voicing any characters hes made or had a hand in making#i dont knwo what the correct thing to do is and i dont think theres any way to make everyone happy#i love voicing the character but i dont know if most would rather i stop i dont know#and i dont know if its wrong for me to say i love voicing him but it just gives me a lot of gender euphoria#i wont ever be giving that writer any money#but i dont want me voicing a character from one of his shows to seem like im promoting it and him#so i dont know#i know i keep writing 'i dont know' but i really dont know what to do /gen#full honesty i have an audio for that character in my queue already scheduled to go up that i recorded a month ago#i dont want to delete it. i dont have time to do a new audio and rework my schedule. but i also dont want to be seen as supporting him i...#.. i dont know what to do and now im just scared. which i know is stupid and priveliged to say as im not someone whos been hurt by him#im just anxious and autistic and over thinking and dont know what to do#the vampire vents
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I see you've changed Shadowstar from being first to die. Sneaky, sneaky. You sly.. cat, you, Bones. Was that on purpose, out of spite for Shadowstar's Life?
B'aww, you got me <3 Yeah I hate that book.
Shadowstar: *breathes in public*
Erins:
#STOP DOING THE SHADOW FAMILY DIRTY YOU ANIMALS#''i love my nephew sun shadow. he reminds me of my dead brother''#Erins coming up from behind with a lead pipe to kill him immediately#bone babble#That's the deepest reason you'll find though. The PRIMARY reason is very simple; it just makes the most sense.#She's pious and keeps to herself.#She didn't have to waste her lives fighting SkyClan#It's why I said FOR NOW in that post though. If I end up having another conflict I want to rework from DOTC I may have Shadow take it.#but I think the... sort of coup was dumb.#I could have my mind changed on adapting it but as it stands I don't really care to give it any love.
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me when i write a character who is prone to dooming themself and then they run off and doom themself. core traits are stubbornness and a willingness to disregard their own humanity gET BACK HERE IM NOT DONE WITH YOU
#rambling#surprisingly this is not about jakob.. im just really consistent about my favorite character archetypes 😭😭#WARNING THE NOTES ON THIS ARE REALLY LONG I STARTED RAMBLING#“ouhh i have a headache i'll just lie down and rotate my blorbos in no general direction for a while until it goes away” and then boom.#serious plot considerations. 2 questions answered 24million new questions raised. this is specifically Not what i asked for.#so now im sitting here STILL dizzy running mental calculations on how i can get this bitch out of peril without reworking everything#but they literally keep dying in every timeline 😭😭 every single plausible road leads to them running off and screwing themself over#“character who doesn't realize they want to live until it's way too late to look back” VS#“character who is forced to live and handle the things they never though they'd survive long enough to deal with” FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT.#fucking hell i have never had this much trouble writing a character as i have with them#they genuinely do just run off and do shit without my permission and then i have to pace for an hour or two wondering#“ok they wOULD do that. but should they. do i feel like i can confidently write that.”#im like constantly in this tug of war trying to get them to CHILL#but also they are absolutely my favorite character from the entire project. but like. FUCK GET BACK HERE#is death the most satisfying end to this arc? is someone who was Set on dying then NOT dying the most satisfying end to the arc?#how many bridges can you burn until you irreparably set yourself aflame too?#would ghost or revival plotline work?? would it make sense with the worldbuilding??#do i just Like Them enough to want them to not die?? where do i draw the line between personal bias and a good arc?#is death not feeling as impactful as survival solely because i've been writing for so long that it's lost the initial impact?#and other such plot considerations...#im gonna have such an easy time writing another character though 😭😭 because THAT character's dynamic in the second act#is to stare at character 1 and be like “why are you like this. i mean i know Why but can you chill. please.” and like damn bro me too#actually wait no i think kaey.a is the hardest character i've ever written i take it back#had to worry about his 20million facades AND his Actual feelings AND canon compliance. shit is hard#i still havent finished the k/aeya fic i started back when the chasm first released which is uhh. two years ago. oops.#i think i struggle writing emotionally repressed liars i think thats what this is 😭😭 anyways.#(voice of guy who has been obsessed with nonlinear narratives and tragedies for several years):#“is it too much to kill this character in a nonlinear exploration game with tragic elements”#like bitch what are you talking about 😭😭 YOU'RE the target audience here figure it out#sorry the notes on this are just my writing journal now apparently
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probably going to rework my human bellum design again
#surprise surprise im still not satisfied with it but i think i have the base down#might just rework his clothing a liiiiitle and maybe like. give him at least slightly darker skin#he still comes off as edgy or some shit to me. i still want to stick with the violent delinquent sorta angle#i just feel like its a bit much or whatever. he just seems too unremarkable but also too detailed#or something. with the scars all over. maybe its bc i cant picture him v well in the game artstyle? but ive never cared much abt that#tho looking at the comms ive gotten of him. he seems fine. the x on the eyepatch might be a bit much#maybe he can customize it when he materializes it idk and the x is a default. its made of sand when you inspect it#it might also help to write him more. force myself to think abt him in situations#in other news im thinking abt damien possible post ph healing magic. i like the idea i have#i really need to fiure out more defined post ph arcs it does bother me how aimless it is#i know vague stuff but very little specifics. it needs a fucking plot#i do want to keep bellums human form making him look closely related to link. i like that#its funny if nothing else#salty talks#damiens fine hes just a guy he doesnt need anything too fancy. if i think abt it too long my certainty dissolves#wow i love being insecure ablut my ideas. i love rsd. ohhhhhhhhh boyyy#now its a minor vent. w/e. at rhis rate im. gonna start talking abt how my job scheduled me on a shift#with the literal bare minimum number of scheduled workers so if its slightly busy its going to be a living hell#at least i get paid for closing so when closing inevitably takes over an hour bc i have to do it alone im getting paid more#if i wasnt motivated by money itd be so fucking over for me in the workforce
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You're more amazing than dreams
Nerfed signposts!
#some of them were really simple nerfs like Seeker of Power only draining once instead of for each attacking modified creature#and on the other end Bestower of Wisdom got so thoroughly reworked it needed a new name#also i reworked Twilight Pegasus right now; my original nerf had it give flying to a creature with lesser power when it attacked#but that would be punishing you for buffing your valiant creatures#and also some valiant abilities buff power which would make the pegasus' ability fizzle#some of these were really bullshit like Awoken Ingenuity killing an opponent's creature and then drawing free cards when it attacks#absurd card advantage machine#Violent Blacksmith maybe wasn't too strong but the mana adding ability felt more green than red#Mutant Bodybuilder giving free stats was pretty strong so now you have to pay mana and it can only buff itself#Faith Given Form gave too many free stats and was an angel without flying so i gave it conditional flying/vigilance#Mutator's Masterpiece had a lot of text so i cut the 2nd ability and increased the cost & base stats to make it more of a late-game card#i also just reworked it right now; it used to draw a card when the 3rd counter was put on it#but even aside from power concerns that's just not necessary. keep it more focused#i think part of why i made the cards more complex is because i felt the need to justify them being multicolor#but i've noticed that's not always necessary#for example Kraum Violent Cacophony doesn't do anything remotely red#anyway i just adjusted Twilight Pegasus again. i had it give a flying counter to target creature when it dies but i cut it#it's enough for it to just be a good cheap flier that gets bigger#i wanted it to also have a way to trigger valiant but nah there's plenty of targeting effects in the set#it's fine for it to just be a good valiant creature
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organised everything i have for it so far + tentatively cut some things (that i may put back if i find there’s missing beats but otherwise they were kinda unnecessary for the current vision) and refined my chapter two outline so if i have time at work tomorrow i can play around with it and write something like yayyyy i love when past me sets myself up like this
#it’s def a beast of a chapter but I have a better grasp on it now#i already knew this but realising how much the idea of writing long litfic chapters gives me anxiety like#I keep thinking it’s overwriting! that im not being efficient enough!#when it’s like girl craft theory aside this story is for YOU!#I think mainly it’s still not knowing how the balance will be like#ch1 is a mystery bc I’m reworking that but chapter 3 is gonna be under 1k#whereas this is def breaking 7k I think#I will see i like the idea of playing w chapter lengths !#there’s a middle part between parts 1 and 2 that’s just one long chapter which will be so fun#but at the same time I kinda have to be mindful of chapter lengths atm#because I want that one to be effective in its length and idk if it will be if there’s chapters past a certain word count#I will def have time at work to write tho. without elaborating on my job I am there all day + sleep there 💖
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I’m gonna be honest, I kind of really want to re work the dsmp cat au and scale it down a bunch.
I started it right after the Manberg vs Pogtopia war so that was the original center point of the plot, tho tweaked to fit in some other character dynamics. As more lore kept getting added I tried to fit them in but some of it really went against my original ideas which had me constantly reworking things, and it became pretty difficult fitting in new characters as they were introduced despite me really wanting to add everyone.
I’ve been trying to iron out the plot since the dsmp ended and wanted to focus more on the Karlnap/ity plot while I was working on that but well, now all that feels really sour too.
Lately I’ve had little to no desire to work on it and I think the only way for me to enjoy it again is to scale it down, rework the lore to fit what I originally had in mind, make it more dtk+ focused, and cut a whole lot of characters.
I’m sorry if that disappoints some people that might have followed the au for over 2 years now, absolutely feel free to ask about any characters that I didn’t really talk about, because I did have some plot ideas for them all. I would also still like to finish everyone’s design, but probably with less detailed refs.
#pom talks#dsmp cat au#been thinking about this for months now so yeah#sorry#I know the au might not seem messy but with the stuff I have written down and in my head its just way too much to keep track of#a lot of the time I can't even remember what I have or haven't talked about#so yeah I just think it will be better to start from scratch and not feel forced to add stuff just to make it fit canon#like I could never manage to work in the Exile Arc because Dream and Tommy were meant to be FRIENDS in this au#so rework it is#I will probably make a completely different au tag cuz I don't really want to delete things either#quackity neg#i guess just to be sure
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#i really really want to do NaNo this year#I’ve been working hard on an outline and world building and I think NaNo would be a great challenge to get as much done as possible#November is always one of the busiest possible months which is why I don’t do it often#and this year we’re getting ready for the holidays as well as the babies first birthday (!!!)#but I really want to try it this year#I even have two separate fanfic ideas to work on if I get stuck on my main project just to keep up with writing things#I reworked my nano page a bit today and if you’re participating too send me a message! we can be friends over there 😊
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Thinking abt my bndori ocs again... I need to draw them more I love them all sm
#rat rambles#oc posting#band posting#momoko especially drawing her earlier made me remember just how much I adore her#but Im also thinking oh so hard abt kou I need to rework their design for the 50th time at some point#momoko has such a perfect design tho she's like high key one of my favorite designs Ive ever made#I just think her shapes and colors are neat#I should totally make them all furry designs even if I dont rly have any ideas for them#I do generally make momoko a frog in au stuff tho so she can be a frog ig#yuriko is technically sorta a bat in the random card au but thats mostly just a nodd at rokka backstory#the other two do not as of now have any connections to any animals so I fully have nothing for them#I could see yori being some sort of hog or smth and kou could be a mongoose or smth idk#that also reminds me Ive been meaning to make olivia and jackie furry designs for funsies#I mean I already moddled their designs off of animals so it wouldnt be hard#Ive just been struggling to draw thats all#hopefully Ill keep building momentum into getting back into drawing more#although today was kind of rough I am starting to get off my ass a lil#mostly cause I finally found smth that I want to do in the future even if its just seeing my friends#I wanna meet them in person and the fact that thats smth I have to look forward to is making me feel much better#even if it wont happen soon just the fact that Ive added that to the 'thing I will do someday' list helps a lot with my mood#cause its just smth of a future I can get into my head yknow?#smth I can think of thats not just today and tomorrow
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Hi! In your NSR swap AU, does Sayu still go by ze/mer? Since ze is clearly not a mermaid but a tree person… maybe ze/fir instead?
OMFG that would be awesome!
But uh, I'm thinking of redoing my entire Swap AU, so I don't know if Sayu would still be a plant elemental. I honestly don't like the direction I took with Eve, Sayu, and DJSS. Or at least I don't like their designs all that much anymore (Sayu's I do like but the concept itself I want to change).
I feel like I leaned way too heavily on swapping characters with personalities AND themes. Making it seem like characters are mashing together and overlapping in certain aspects, making them seem less unique to each other.
I do definitely want to keep Sayu as a plant elemental, or something close to that, so ze/fir would be amazing pronouns! So yeah! ze/fir plant Sayu for the win! :D
#nsr#eritalks#noart#asks#i really need to get onto reworking that au#i'm fine with y/inu 1/010 and k/u f/yra's things going on#and taking time to think about other AUs#like my frau#has really helped me try to keep personalities and stuff#so hopefully one day i get to reworking everything#especially since i want to draw luna and zuke together some more#and explore their relationship together
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man.
#ya know what. Maybe the kids are gonna be alright....#Im here listening to “the unused content of mario 64” and im remembering back to a time where I would type in on youtube a mario game#that iv never played and just white “top 10 secrets” and go down a rabitthole of content farms#maybe were too pesimistic about whats rotting kids brains#i feel like my parents#hearing stuff like this from my fellow nerd friends#even now im thinking back to when i was a kid and getting frustrated thatadults were not open minded to my humor#i dont wanna be a grouchy fuck#i wanna be open minded#i want to keep reworking my thinking......
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final update of the day
pros; got to finish my book (joy luck club), and movie (love simon) on the flight, gf meals they gave me were actually good, PIZZA I COULD EAT !!!!!!!, did some sketching, and wrote a LOT for my challengers fic
neg; lost my cookies i got in the airport AND the little snack they gave me </3, my dog fell off the counter and lost a tooth, watched a huge fight in the customs line, and my sisters suitcase was left in france
#lee’s bullshit#moral of the week is never go anywhere without at least a weeks rations ever again#Jesus I’ve been so hungry . Cannot wait to have like a fucking Oreo or something this week. A tortilla chip even#also I haven’t had a good gf and df pizza yet and the one today was rlly good and I didn’t get that sick from it :’) rlly exciting#i also ATE w my new reworked fic concept im v excited to keep working on it#(going to be connected one shots !! which is good bc I’m bad at transitions <3)#did not do any big bang work tho </33#oh and yeah my sisters bag never made it on the plane we think. I feel so bad we waited for so long at the baggage claim :((#the dog was fine he’s j old and his teeth fall out easily acc to my gparents. poor guy tho oops#and finally there was a guy who YELLED in the airport that this guy was trying to pull a gun on him like bro be so fr#how could he possibly have a gun in his pocket at this point in the process. crazy town truly#anyway im going to bed even tho i want to do more of my challengers fic bc i hypothesize the time warp will reach me soon#so good night <33
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i started thinking about some of my dnd characters from campaigns that fell through and... god, i miss them so much...
#i kinda want to rework them into ocs and play around with a story for them#the moon will sing is an audio i keep getting content for on insta so it made me think of the tragic lovers thing one of my characters >>>#had going on with a character from their past / a npc we only got to encounter for a second#the relationship i set up for them has got me wanting to rip my ribcage open uGH#that sounds kinda aggressive but like they make me stupidly emotional#i guess i'll think about them some more while i rest a little longer#mj.txt
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