#hyunsik one shot

[yawn-junn]

Not sure if you’re still doing BTOB but if you are #17 of your prompt list for our boy Im Hyunsik 🦅🦅

❦︎After Hours - Hyunsik❦︎

❦︎special thanks too: Anon, BTOB, Hyunsik

❦︎Note: sorry this took so long but I hope you enjoy

❦︎TW: n/a

❦︎Taglist: N/A

❦︎prompt: Can i do your makeup?

8-27-23

Hyunsik had finally had a day off so of course he wanted to spend it with you, earlier that day he called to come over you accepted before hanging up and bringing out all the snacks, blankets and, pillows you could find after what making what looks to resemble a birds nest with all the blankets and pillows scattered about with snacks here and there-albeit messy but comfortable-you heard a knock at the door pressing pause on the title of the movie you two would be watching you ran to answer the door

"Hyunsik!" You half yelled before jumping on him like a kola "Yn!" He playfully yelled back hugging you "come come" you said grabbing his hand and leading him to the living room "it's messy but trust me it's comfortable" you said as you pointed to the pile on the floor "it looks comfortable" he said admiring the thought you put into everything "ok sit sit" you said as you practically pushed him on the small pile

You were about to sit before an idea struck you "oh my-Hyunsik what if I do your makeup!" You said clapping your hands slightly hopping Hyunsik groaned and flopped backwards "why" he whined "because I think you'd look good and I've never had to chance to do makeup on someone before" you responded in a pleading tone, Hyunsik thought for a moment before sighing "fine" he said sitting up "just don't make me look like a clown" he whined you brushed him off before running off to go get your stuff

After a few minutes you came back with a bag full and a headband "here put this on" you gave the headband to him "why-" he asked taking it from you "so I don't get makeup in your hair" you rolled your eyes. You situated yourself Infront of him before pulling everything out everything went smoothly till the eyeliner "Hyunsik you have to stay awake" you said lightly hitting his arm "I'm sorry your too gentle it's calming" he said "I wouldn't complain if you were easy to wake up but you aren't so you can't fall asleep" you said continueing the work

Soon enough you finished his makeup too focused to actually make sure if he was awake or not "hyunsik-" you said shaking his arm but he wouldn't budge "god damnit-" you sighed.

[ace-angel-judas]

Dating Ban

Pairing: Yeji/BTOB

Series: BTOB Additional Member

Genre: None?

Synopsis: Yeji and the group get told about their dating ban.

"This meeting is a serious one today, in relation to the dynamics within the group,"

As the manager spoke, Yeji couldn't stop her eyes from drooping. She had a modelling schedule the night before and didn't return to the dorm until one in the morning.

The seven other members sat around the table, they atleast looked a bit more rested than she did. Yeji sat between Hyunsik and Minhyuk, leaned back in her chair.

"We don't enourage public dating as it can cause damage to your images," One manager explained, "But you can date in secret,"

Yeji raised an eyebrow.

"Now, in saying this," Another spoke up, she looked like the leader of this team, "We are heavily discouraging dating within the group,"

Silence filled the room for a moment before Yeji couldn't help but burst into laughter.

Maybe it was the sleep deprivation but it was profoundly hilarious to her.

"Is something funny?" One man asked.

Yeji snorted, "You think I'd date any of these guys?"

A couple of giggles and chuckles filled the room, Minhyuk smiled from beside Yeji while she glanced around at her group. Even Hyunsik looked amused at her comment.

"We're glad to hear that," One smiled, "Now, we understand you all have needs and we won't discourage that, physical comfort can be-"

Yeji scrunched up her face in disgust, "Fuck off,"

"We all think of each other as siblings," Minhyuk spoke up.

"We understand," The lead manager smiled, "With that, this meeting is finished,"

The meeting group stood and bowed, leaving the room. Yeji slumped her head against the desk, yawning and closing her eyes. She was too sleep deprived for a meeting like this.

"I thought we weren't allowed to date at all," Ilhoon spoke up.

"Why?" Peniel asked, "Have someone in mind?"

"No," Ilhoon answered quickly before Yeji snorted.

"He likes Hayoon," She whispered into the table.

Ilhoon groaned, "You're annoying,"

"So are you," Yeji shot back as she sat up, "I'm tired, what's next?"

"Practice and recording," Eunkwang spoke as he stood up, "Let's go,"

Yeji groaned, slipping down in her seat until she was eye level with the table.

[plushvibes]

* on the way ⏤ featuring @jscariot

"what the hell," is the first sentence that falls past her lips upon after meeting hyunsik at the entrance of her place, mahogany hues giving a once over of his outfit of choice, "that's the best you could do? we were told we could go all out and all you got is a basic ass suit and mask? what are you supposed to be anyway?" shiah questions with a hand on her hip. then again, comes to remember that men's fashion pales in comparison to women's, one of the reasons that vana gloria continues to only serve women as their target demographic. despite it all he does look good, always a fine specimen to be caught walking in together with, but it's not like she could actually tell him that to his face; they've known each other long enough that he could probably feel that sentiment underneath the rugged nature of her words anyway. leaving the door open for him to follow through, she moves into the dining area where shots are already prepared the taking. "wait," she starts, pausing before turning in his direction again, a manicured finger pointing at the small package within his hand, "that's not what i think it is, right. is that for me?"

[a3day]

Get Ready To Be Wowed by New K-Pop Boy Group XODIAC in Debut Music Video "Throw A Dice"

April 25, 2023 - Hong Kong-based entertainment agency, One Cool Jacso announced nine members from OCJ NEWBIES, their 17 member trainee group, as the new K-pop boy band, XODIAC. Members LEX, HYUNSIK, ZAYYAN, BEOMSOO, WAIN, GYUMIN, SING, DAVIN and LEO stand out in XODIAC’s official debut single “Throw A Dice”, now available on all streaming platforms. The first K-Pop band to land four major magazine shoots including Cosmopolitan, ELLE MEN, Harper’s Bazaar, and Men’s Uno - from Hong Kong - before their official debut and winning at the global Weibo Account Festival held in Japan on December 20 is unprecedented. The group as a collective received an award for “Potential New Boy Group”, and XODIAC leader LEX is one of the first solo pre-debut artists to receive the “Fashion Rookie” award.

“Throw A Dice” is a musical journey from an Ocean's 13 film vibe with high stakes and winner at the end, featuring XODIAC’s gentlemen in sharply dressed visuals. The music is a perfect blend of pop and rap elements that delivers high energy and powerful rhythm to get listeners moving. XODIAC's singing style is a fun and light pop sound, contrasted with a lower and more mature rap beat, adding depth and variation to the song. Each member performs their best moves smoothly and effortlessly, making a strong impression of their highly-skilled choreography. Overall, "Throw A Dice '' music video is a feast for the eyes, and a perfect complement to the catchy and upbeat song. Throw A Dice is a fusion of dance and hip-hop that creates a catchy and electric beat that flows the upbeat tempo perfectly.

The outfits are shown with all members in high-fashion attire such as Louis Vuitton, Gucci and Fendi. Fashion plays a huge role for XODIAC as a group, so it is only fitting for them to have a youthful, modern, yet mature look. Although, now stepping into the K-pop scene, they show a lot of promise with their crisp and precise performance skills. The sextet checks all the boxes in Korean culture with their upbeat and classy sound, precise dancing, fashion sense, and overall visuals.

Dazzled in gold and luxury, XODIAC introduces fans to a world of glitz and glamorous roulette. Opening the video with LEX, who exudes an aura of mystery and allure, he presents himself as the Gamemaster who will lead us through the journey that is beginning to unfold. Adorned in designer suits and slicked back hair, the suave members are preparing to enter a high stakes game that's more than meets the eye. Seemingly meeting for the first time, in an ocean’s 8-esque reveal, the members size up one another as they partake in a match of deception. Though as the video progresses, we witness shots of the members meeting with one another in secret and it makes the audience ask, are they really strangers and who can we trust? Approaching the midpoint of the video, the intentions of the players are slowly revealed and the once elusive end-game is in sight, there can only be one winner in this elite game of cat-and-mouse. Closing out the video with an intense dance break that echoes the climax of the story, the audience is left on the edge of their seats. With each throw of the dice, fans are drawn deeper into the world of XODIAC.

Talent is served in abundance with these boys. Group and dance leader LEX has been learning modern dance since he was a child and has won several national dancing awards in Korea. XODIAC is one of the most highly-anticipated boy groups set to takeover as rookies in 2023 as they prepare to visit fans overseas in Amsterdam and London on 30th May and 1st June respectively.

PRESS PHOTOS (Credit: One Cool Jacso)

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For XODIAC U.S. PR Inquiries:

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(323) 761-7220

xodiac@miller-pr.com

[blu-joons]

BEST FRIEND BTOB A⇴Z HEADCANON ⇴ Im Hyunsik

A ⇴ ATTENTION

Quite often Hyunsik would have his eyes on you, if he heard your laugh or felt you close by then he’d be looking for you. Once he’d found you, he’d still be watching you, almost drifting out of his actual conversation.

B ⇴ BICKER

Your childish sides definitely come out when you’re around one another, and therefore you bicker a lot of the time too. Hyunsik loves to bicker and try and wind you up when the two of you do it, he prides himself on being able to get a reaction out of you, and nine times out of ten gets what he wants too.

C ⇴ COMFORT

Nothing else is as important as you when Hyunsik can tell that you need comforting, he’s always there for you. His skills as a lyricist make him pretty good at being able to say the right thing or at least find a good way to phrase what it is that he wants to say, even if it’s not exactly what you want to hear.

D ⇴ DISAGREEMENTS

It’s pretty rare for the two of you to disagree, if an argument seems like it’s brewing, Hyunsik especially will try his best to change the subject. He deflates most situations by changing the subject, however if you really want to argue, then he’ll let you take it out on him and bear the brunt of it, knowing full well that when you’ve calmed yourself back down again, you’ll always be there and apologising to him.

E ⇴ EARLY YEARS

Both of you felt surprisingly comfortable around each other almost from the start of your friendship which made getting to know each other a lot easier. You were sure the fact that you had such similar interests made bonding so easy as you found yourselves with so much to talk about and when you needed something to bring the conversation back too, you knew exactly what you could ask the other person.

F ⇴ FAMILY

Hyunsik’s family invited you to just about anything that they did together as they loved having you around, just like Hyunsik did. His dad especially was fond of you and often dragged you out of Hyunsik’s company whenever you visited the family so that he could spend some time talking to you instead. If Hyunsik showed up to anything without you, it was a guarantee that questions would be asked of him.

G ⇴ GETTING TOGETHER

You would usually take your chance to relax when you hung out and just kick back for a while in each other’s company. You loved inviting Hyunsik to your place so that he could have a bit of a distraction, ordering in some food and finding something to watch for a while so that you could both just settle.

H ⇴ HABITS

The two of you had a habit of working perfectly together, you were in perfect sync when you were with each other. It surprised a lot of people when they watched you both together, you knew exactly how to make the most of your time and exactly how to bring the best out, more importantly, of the other person too.

I ⇴ INSIDE JOKES

Your inside jokes were often a tool that you used to cheer each other up, as there were some that you knew would always get a reaction. Hyunsik especially knew there were one or two inside jokes that made you laugh every time, and so he used them every time too whenever he wanted to cheer you up.

J ⇴ JEALOUSY

Although no one else could ever tell when Hyunsik was jealous, you definitely could. The spark in his eyes would be missing whenever someone was around that was trying to push Hyunsik aside. He knew that he wasn’t particularly loud, but when one of your friends really did want all of the attention, especially yours, then Hyunsik couldn’t help but feel slightly taken aback and a little offended too.

K ⇴ KICKS

Hyunsik got a kick out of working successfully with you and being able to achieve something with you too. He loved being able to find a project that could have both of your names on, and he especially loved being able to use that to show off to everyone just how talented you were at the same time too.

L ⇴ LOVE

He loved how everything fell into place when Hyunsik was with you, you both knew the sorts of things that you wanted to do and got how the other person was feeling too. You slotted together perfectly, you knew when you were in the way or when the other person wanted you around, and you knew when to move out of the way or when to offer a helping hand to the other person at the same time too.

M ⇴ MEETING

The two of you first met when you were invited by Cube to work with Hyunsik on a song for the group to release as part of their new album. You couldn’t wait to get started having listened to some of their music before, and Hyunsik snapped up the chance to work with you as soon as it was mentioned to him too.

N ⇴ NONSENSE

Being silly with you was by far one of Hyunsik’s favourite things to do, especially as you made it so easy for him to do too. He knew that he could relax around you, and most importantly not worry about a thing.

O ⇴ OBSESSION

Hyunsik was obsessed with your personality and how well it matched his. The two of you felt as if you were the perfect match, something that sometimes overwhelmed Hyunsik as he never expected it.

P ⇴ PRECIOUS MOMENTS

He loved watching you when you were focusing the most, seeing you hard at work and passionate about what you did gave Hyunsik a lot of inspiration. Being able to do something that meant so much to him alongside you too meant so much to Hyunsik, especially when you succeeded at the same time too.

Q ⇴ QUESTIONS

Before he put pen to paper, if he wasn’t sure about something then he’d ask you about it. You were the one that knew when a lyric worked or when you knew that he was capable of coming up with something better.

R ⇴ RANDOM FACTS

Everything that you worked on was kept by Hyunsik as a small part of him always hoped that one day he’d be able to use it on something. He saved all the lyrics or demos that you produced in the hope that one day they’d come in handy and give him another reason to work with you on some music again.

S ⇴ SUPPORT

Having you around always helped Hyunsik out, knowing that there was at least one person cheering for him in the crowd always helped to settle his nerves. If he was ever worried, he knew that if he text you to tell you then you’d quickly reply and reassure him that he never had any reason to worry about anything.

T ⇴ TRIPS

If he wanted to go on a trip, usually for some song writing inspiration, it would be you that he’d ask to go with him first. If he wanted to escape and explore, there was no one better for him to do it with than you.

U ⇴ ULTIMATE

There was no one else who even came close to being the best friend that you were to Hyunsik, and he didn’t want anyone to either.

V ⇴ VISITS

Although he never let you know, it always meant a lot to Hyunsik whenever you stopped by the studio to visit him. Even if you weren’t working with him, you still couldn’t help but see what he was up to.

W ⇴ WISDOM

He tried his best whenever it came to advice, even if Hyunsik couldn’t walk in your shoes, he’d still try and help you out.

X ⇴ XXXX

Together the two of you weren’t massively affectionate with one another, if anything, affection made you a little awkward. You weren’t used to being touchy with each other, and so when you were, it felt a little strange.

Y ⇴ YOU

You were the one that Hyunsik was in awe of you, he always got inspired by you.

Z ⇴ ZZZ

The choice was always yours when it came to sleeping, if you wanted to stay at Hyunsik’s, he’d always be happy to have you. But, if you wanted to go home, he’d be equally happy to drive you back to yours.

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Masterlist

[btobscenarios]

Height Insecurty Part 2

1. I'm sorry the requests are taking so long

2. This is one my shittiest works yet

3. I'm sorry

I don't plan on talking to Jungkook after what he's done. I'm really pissed and he deserves my silent treatment.

I looked around the area, trying to hail a taxi. It felt like when I needed a taxi, it would be nowhere to be seen.

I saw from afar, a frantic Jungkook looking around, trying to put his eyes on who he was looking for ㅡ me. I was in no mood to talk to him, so I started walking away.

I heard his voice though, screaming my name as he ran towards me, and my tears started forming. Was it because of my embarrassment or was it because of my anger? Maybe both? I'm not quite sure, but I knew that I didn't want to see him right now.

"(Y/N), please..." he pleaded, a few centimeters away from me. "Please don't go."

"I don't want to talk to you right now, Jungkook."

"No, don't call me Jungkook," he shook his head. "It feels weird. Call me Kookie, Kook, or anything else. I know you're mad when you call me that."

"It's because I am, okay?" I said, as a tear finally fell.

"You're crying?" He asked, but the answer was pretty obvious. "I hate it when you cry, (Y/N)."

"Then stop making me cry, Jungkook!" I yelled, all the formed tears falling onto my cheeks. "I don't want to talk to you right now, don't you get it?"

Jin wasn't far and he saw the situtation that we were in. I walked away from Jungkook and went towards Jin.

"(Y/N), are you okay?" I shook my head. "P-please tell Jungkook to go away. He w-won't listen to me."

He nodded, placing a hand on my shoulder as he dragged me back inside of the set. The other members were standing there in anticipation. I realized that I was taking the time they should've spent on resting.

"I'm s-sorry..." I tried apologizing to the members. I bowed a little, my mind slightly messed up because of the previous happenings.

"Yah, (Y/N)-ah... why are you apologizing? Stand up, pabo." It was Yoongi, slightly flustered from my actions. They surrounded me, trying to get me far away from the maknae.

"I don't want to talk to Jungkook right now, guys. Please tell him, he's being pushy." As I finished my sentence, Jungkook came back, on his way to me, for the nth time.

"Yah, Jungkook-ah, don't go near (Y/N). She doesn't want you to near her right now." It was Hoseok, explaining to the maknae how I felt.

"Hyung, just let me talk to her." He said, trying to push Hoseok aside but he stood firm.

"I'll take her home and let her rest, okay? Go to the dorms and think about what you've done before you talk to her."

"Hyungㅡ"

"Just listen to him, please...." I squeaked out, trying to yell, but I barely choked my words out.

Hoseok brought me home, and I started calming down.

"Thank you Hobi-oppa for bring me home." I gave him a short hug. "Please don't be too harsh on the maknae, I still love him."

"Of couse you do, (Y/N). Go get your rest, okay? Don't stay up too late."

"I won't."

When I got home, I changed into pajamas and removed my make up. I just did my best to rest and relax, trying to forget what happened earlier.

I applied my skin care routine and I dozed off to sleep. It was so hard to sleep alone, since I'm used to Jungkook humming as I fall asleep beside him.

I couldn't stop thinking of why Jungkook just blew up like that. He was so mean and I didn't understand why. Did I look stupid? Was he ashamed of me? Was it something I did? With all the thoughts that crumpled into my brain, I slowly fell asleep, with a heavy heart.

ㅡㅡㅡㅡ

I woke up in the middle of the night, with a sudden jolt. Something felt wrong. My body felt something was wrong, that's why I suddenly woke up, nothing disturbing me. I just simply woke up, something was wrong. I felt it.

I checked my phone and it has 73 missed calls and almost a hundred texts. What was going on?

Most of the calls were from Jungkook, probably still trying to contact me. The texts on the other hand was fifty percent for Jungkook and the other half was from the members.

Namjoon

11:30 pm

(Y/N), is Jungkook there? We've been trying to contact him for three hours but he's not answering

Jungkook

10:45 pm

I'm sorry (Y/N)

10:47 pm

I'm on my way to yours now

12:43 am

(Y/N) please answer the phone

12:44 am

I'm sorry

12:44 am

I'm stupid and don't deserve your attention right now but please know I'm very sorry

12:45 am

I'm outside your apartment

12:46 am

Please open the door for me, it's really cold

12:47 am

Shit you must be sleeping

12:48 am

I didn't think this through I went here with no wallet and nothing but this coat and it's really cold

After reading all the messages, I checked the time. It was 2:47 AM. If Jungkook was still outside, he'd be dead by now.

I rushed towards the door to find a motionless Jungkook on the floor with his eyes closed. He was shiverring and I could hear his teeth clack.

"Jungkook..." I grabbed his shoulders and started shaking his entire body. "Jungkook, stand up!"

"(Y/N) i-is that y-you?" He slowly opened his eyes and I pulled him into the apartment.

I placed him on the sofa and turned up the heater. I made instant hot choco and gave it to him.

"What were you thinking?" I asked, hitting his shoulder slightly in annoyance.

"Yah," he said defensively, "the chocolate's going to spill if you keep hitting me."

"What made you think that I was going to let you in so easily?" I whined, annoyed by the situation that I was in. I was supposed to be mad at him, not giving him hot choloate and treating him well! "I'm supposed to be mad at you, Jungkook."

"I wanted to apologize, (Y/N). I didn't mean anything I said, I swear." He eventually explained his side. He got mad because of how the boys were paying so much attention on me and how I was basically ignoring him.

"Weren't you too over the top?" I asked as I patted the top of his head. His hair was soft and it's one of my favorite parts of him. "You could have let me speak to them for a few minutes and I'd be all yous, you know that right?"

He nodded a bit and I started imagining the little background noises that BTS has for videos and such. It made my heart flutter and I couldn't help but accept him.

"I acknowledge your reasons, babeㅡ" He cut me off by dancing in his seat. Somewhat of a victory dance, if you will. "But..."

"But what...?" He paused in his seat and placed the cup on the coffee table.

"You're going to sleep here tonight, okay? I'm still mad at what you did but I love you." I stood up from the couch, leaving a peck on his lips before heading to my room.

"I love you too, (Y/N)."

[maraeyo]

all this time, i haven’t accomplished anything

[atzbabyy]

20 Weeks | SMG ~ Hyunsik

genre: angst, fluff

summary: in which you and Mingi are fighting and you feel a pain in your stomach

age: Hyunsik = fetus (5 months)

warnings: miscarriage scare

_______________

“Mingi, where have you been?!” you exclaimed.

“Huh?”

“You said you’d have a half day today! I’ve just had to cancel the doctors appointment we had!”

“Why did you cancel? Why didn’t you just go without me?” he shrugged.

“Because you said you’d take me! I can’t get there by myself! Also because I care about you and I want you to see our baby?!”

Mingi sighed, “I’m sorry. I forgot.”

You scoffed.

“What?! I said I’m sorry! I got caught up recording, I’m sorry, okay?! Jesus christ.”

“Ya, what the fuck, I’m just disappointed okay?! You don’t have to shout at me!”

“You’re shouting at me!”

“Because you forgot our appointment! This is 20 weeks, Mingi. This is the crucial one! If he’s not healthy now then that’s it!”

“You seriously couldn’t have got the bus or somthing?”

“I was waiting for you, Mingi! You didn’t even call!”

“How could I have called when I forgot it was even happening?!”

“Jesus christ, do you even care about our son?!”

“Of course I care! Don’t fucking tell me that I don’t care, I’ve bought you everything you wanted so far!”

“Yeah, but how many appointments have you been to?! None so far, Mingi! You haven’t even heard his heartbeat yet!”

Mingi shook his head, “I don’t need this, I just got in, I wanna relax, not have a fight.”

He strolled casually through the living room and slammed the door to his office.

You sighed, your breath shaky before a sudden pain shot through your abdomen.

“Ah, ah,” you hissed, “Mingi-ya!”

“I’m working,” he called.

You shook your head, lifting up your skirt slightly as you felt something running down your leg. Blood.

“Mingi! I’m bleeding!”

“What?” he called, suddenly running out of his office.

He saw you standing there, skirt still bunched up as blood trickled down your leg.

“Mingi-ya,” you cried, tears beginning to fall down your face.

“It’s okay, it’s okay, I’ll take you to the hospital right now, let’s go,” he exclaimed, wrapping his arm around your waist to help you walk and grabbing his car keys as you left the house, “it’s okay, it’ll all be okay.”

“Mingi, I’m so scared,” you breathed as he climbed in the drivers seat, speeding off in the direction of the hospital.

“I’m so sorry, I’m so sorry my love. I didn’t take you to the doctors today, if I’d have taken you, maybe they’d have found something–”

“Stop it. We don’t know for sure that this is… what we both think it is, right?”

Mingi nodded, holding his breath, “right.”

_______________

“Okay, let’s have a look,” the doctor said, spreading the gel across your exposed stomach before using the wand to see the ultrasound.

You gripped Mingi’s hand tightly, closing your eyes and burying your face into his neck.

“It all seems to be alright, Mrs Song,” the doctor smiled, “your son has moved position so his feet are now at the bottom of your stomach and his head at the top. This excessive movement is probably the reason for both the pain and the bleeding. Hopefully in the remaining 20 weeks, he will move back, but we’ll keep an eye on it and it should be alright.”

You let go of a breath you didn’t know you were holding, almost sobbing with relief.

“Is this him?” Mingi asked, pointing at the screen, yet not letting go of your hand.

The doctor nodded, “yes. So his head is here, and his feet are here.”

“Wow,” Mingi breathed, “our son.”

You smiled, looking at Mingi as he looked at the screen, his eyes dripping with love.

“Can we hear his heartbeat too?” you asked, also looking to the screen.

The doctor moved the wand until the sound began to come through.

“There it is.”

Mingi gasped, looking to you with tears in his eyes, “oh my god. I’m so sorry Y/N, this is amazing.”

You giggled, “it’s okay. He’s healthy, see? Everything’s okay.”

[bangchanswolfpelt]

masterlist

legend:

📓 – ficlets

📖 – one-shots

💭 – headcanons/reactions/etc.

📈 – most-to-least, rankings, etc.

🎃 – kinktober fill

📬 – responses to asks

[🎃kinktober 2021👻]

[seventeen masterlist]

[stray kids masterlist]

[txt masterlist]

multifandom AUs

hybrid au🐾

magical school au🕯

bts

Namjoon, watersports 💭**

Hoseok, late night car sex 💭**

Taehyung + Jungkook, nightmares + demons 💭**

Namjoon, why are leaders always perverts? 💭**

mamamoo

Hyejin, MAMA 2019 + sub!Hyejin 💭📬**

Yongsun, why are leaders always perverts? 💭**

Wheein, calling her ‘kitten’ 💭📬**

Pillow Talk [Wheein + somnophilia] 📓🎃**

day6

Jae, does he dom or sub? 💭**

Jae, friends with (photographic) benefits 💭**

ateez

Hongjoong, corruption kink?? 💭**

Hongjoong (5racha), free use 💭**

Make a Lil' Room [subby voyeur!Seonghwa + mean dom!Minho] 📓**

Hongjoong, watersports 📓

got7

Jaebeom, why are leaders always perverts? 💭**

Wonho

pillow prince!Wonho 💭**

Jessi

dom!Jessi, pet play 💭📬**

mommy kink + orgasm denial 📓🎃

btob

Minhyuk (5racha), free use 💭**

Pretty Please [switchy dom!Hyunsik + collaring + cockwarming + dumbification] 📓🎃**

multifandom events

Kinktober 2021👻

Halloween Candy 2021

nsfw alphabet🔞📝

BTS: Namjoon / Yoongi / Jungkook

Mamamoo: Yongsun / Byulyi / Wheein / Hyejin

Day6: Jae

Wonho

Jay Park

albums / photobooks

Taemin - Advice (photobook, postcard, photocard)

Taemin - Never Gonna Dance Again [Extended]

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Hi! I have been obsessed with BTOB lately since I found them and came across your posts about the kingdom stages. And absolutely loved the analysis! (I only read the btob parts though, I'll be honest because I have so much to catch up on, lol). As someone who has no connection to arts, I deeply admire it and wished I could create and had the chance to learn it. So while watching BTOB's MVs, I came across Beautiful Pain. And while the MV is filled with symbolisms and imageries which are deeply connected to the lyrics of the songs, I don't think I have seen anyone discuss it in detail. I think I have got almost every detail, but Sungjae's part with the white veil still confuses me a little. I would love it of you could find me an explanation for it. Also, as much in love with the Back Door stage as you. I loved the blocking they did in the practice video and how they could visualise everything with the space they had. Absolutely fascinating. And as someone who ults Changsub, that man's taken over my life like no one else. The amount of detail he put into both his characters in Back Door and Blue Moon and the ease with which he establishes it *chef's kiss* . It's so easy to go BTOB haha, funny, but when you dug deeper you find the immense amount of artistry they have hidden under the guise of being beagel-dols. I went off track here, but yes, I would love to hear your thoughts on the Beautiful Pain MV. Lol. Thanks!

hi hello! i'm not sure anything i have to say will be news to you since i'm sure you've thought a lot more about this mv than i have, but i'll give it a shot!

there's a few points of interest for me:

the mv has a lot of comparatives that are opposite adjacent: love/pain, destruction/beauty, serenity/turmoil, light/dark, blue/orange, realistic/surreal.

-> love/pain - well that one's in the lyrics

-> destruction/beauty - a lot of the imagery in the mv is focused around destruction: physical, emotional, and metaphorical. there's obviously physical destruction (the plane going down, the debris in hyunsik's 'house'), but hyunsik's depressive symptons and minhyuk's and ilhoon's emotional outbursts are a kind of internal destruction as well. and the physical destruction contrasts with the 'aesthetic' perfection of ilhoon's arthouse-type space and minhyuk's pinterest perfect flat.

-> serenity/turmoil - related to emotional destruction, a lot of their reactions are 'calm' at first, with varying degrees of emotional outbursts.

-> light/dark - the lighting is not quite as dramatic as chiaroscuro, but it does have very strong directional sources with big dark soft shadows, which does impart a dichotomized ambiance.

-> blue/orange - this is not so literal, but the colour palette is restricted to a complimentary scheme based around a cool colour (blue/black) and a warm colour (brown/red).

-> realistic/surreal - each of the spaces they 'occupy' are varying degrees of naturalistic: minhyuk's flat looks like a normal studio flat, but ilhoon, sungjae, and peniel exist in these kind of weird surreal spaces that don't have direct representational analogues. peniel and his empty airplane and hourglasses are likely representative of the passage of time; how it can feel empty in this sort of love-lorn scenario, but also as an extrapolation on how extreme emotions (be it love or pain) can have an effect on how you interpret the physical world, and things can take on a distorted or unrealistic sheen.

as for the veil, i think it's mostly likely either plain old 'ghost' imagery, or it's sungjae wanting the re-live that 'under the sheets' moment from early in the mv'. it could also be meant as an abstract reference to funeral shrouds, of which there is a korean tradition for, but they look different than just a draped sheet, so this is a pretty tenuous link imo (it could be about the colour; korean traditional funeral garments are made from undyed hemp, so they are off-white, but again. i don't think it was a totally intentional connection).

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hundred [johnny]

word count: 4.5k words

characters: boxer!johnny x doctor!reader

genre: fluff

warnings: blood/wound/stitches mentions, johnny hates hospitals but he likes the pretty doctor, [im not a doctor nor a boxer pls dont say that i have info wrong because I Know]

author’s note: i know this isnt long to some of u but to me it is and i havent written this much for so long im so proud of myself for finishing this:( it isnt that good but this is the first long fic ive written in a while and shhsdjk also i needed to get this out of my system ive thought about this au since that jcc came out where johnny and hyuck was doing muay thai plssss (i couldnt find a better gif tho) ok this is getting too long / feedback is appreciated tysm

Johnny Suh hated hospitals with a burning passion.

It wasn't from a past trauma nor was he afraid of it, it wasn't that serious. He wasn't exactly sure what the cause of it really was. If he had to make a guess, it was probably from the accumulation of the little things, the insignificant factors people would usually dismiss but bothered him enough that it contributed to the big hatred he built for hospitals.

Maybe it was the distinct smell of hospitals, it reeked of death and old people. Maybe it was the atmosphere of the fluorescent-lit hallways, always gloomy and heavy. Maybe it was also the fact that the fees were so expensive and yet the food they provide tasted horrible, even the coffee was a hit or miss. The only upside he could think of was people get better in hospitals, but even that wasn't assured.

Despite how much Johnny despised hospitals, he always finds himself coming back. If he wanted to get better, he had no choice but to go. He would endure the gruesome process over and over again whether it be to treat his wounds or to stitch his cuts.

With his jaw littered with small bruises and his lips busted at the corner, he sat impatiently on the hospital bed as he waited for his doctor. He was fiddling with his fingers, knuckles bruised the same way his face was. He looked beaten up, he always did.

The clothes he wore contradicted the state he was in, they were fresh and laid back. He looked like a college student from the way he dressed. A delinquent more like, if one considered his cuts and bruises. Before heading to the hospital, he always makes it a point to shower and make himself appear presentable to the public. Although no one really bothers to take notice of his effort, only him.

The sliding door opened and Johnny's attention shot up from his phone, his gaze meeting with yours. Your head popped in, peaking through the small crack you made. Your eyes lit up in recognition as it always did whenever you see him.

"Youngho-ssi?" You spoke almost as if it was a question, voice barely above a whisper to make sure you were in the correct room, about to tend the correct patient.

Johnny didn't understand why you always did that, call out his name as if this was the first time you were seeing him. At that point, you've been already acquainted with him enough due to his numerous trips to the hospital. Either way, he nods every time.

You gave him a small smile, widening the door enough so you could enter. You wore a white lab coat, a name tag pinned to your chest and a stethoscope hung around your neck. You were small, although anyone compared to him was bound to be comparatively smaller – that wasn't the point, you looked young and that never fails to astound him every time you go through the door.

You had a clipboard in your hands, scanning through what he assumed to be his condition that a nurse had written earlier after a quick checkup and disinfection of his open wound. Your lips were formed on a tight line, eyebrows furrowed. He continued to stare at you with such amusement.

"You don't have to answer my question, Youngho-ssi, but why are you always here?" You finally broke the silence, startling him in the slightest. You never bothered to ask before, always just offering smiles and small talks while you did your work; maybe his sudden regularity of coming to the hospital recently made your curiosity peaked.

He couldn't blame you. Anybody would be curious why a 24-year-old man keeps coming back to the hospital with no clear explanation.

He cleared his suddenly dry throat, he never liked saying his job. He said, "I box for a living."

"Ah, that makes sense!" Your eyes visibly glimmered, absentmindedly jotting down notes on his medical records. "My coworkers and I thought you were in a gang or something."

"I don't think I would be allowed to be here if I was." He chuckled, making you giggle as well.

"Seo Youngho, 24, minor lip laceration in need of immediate suture." You read of his data from the clipboard, almost comically. It was medical terms he was unfortunately already too familiar with, to him, it basically meant that he had a busted lip that needs to be sewed shut.

"You can just call me Johnny. Youngho sounds too formal to me." He said nonchalantly. You nodded your head to his simple request; it probably was best if you got to know him better since he frequented the hospital so much.

"Alright, Johnny. We'll start the process now, okay?"

With keen eyes, he watched you slip on a pair of surgical gloves. You grabbed a tissue from the metal tray that sat beside him and began folding it into squares. He felt his heartbeat quicken, he hated getting stitches or any form of medical treatments for that matter, but as morbid as it was, he thought of it as punishment for his recklessness in the ring.

"Isn't boxing just, I don't know, senseless violence?" You asked, tone dripping with pure innocence and unadulterated interest as you gently dabbed away the remaining dried blood the nurse failed to clean earlier.

"It's a sport, it's how I bring money to the table." He pursed his lips, ignoring the twinge of pain that surged through his nerves. He visibly relaxed when you placed a hand onto his shoulder to reassure him.

Ever since the first time you got assigned to him, the first thing he took note of was the softness of your hands. You handled him as if he was fragile glass, despite how he easily towered over you. He felt pathetic as a 24-year-old but your gentle touches would greatly help put him at ease.

"I guess. I didn't mean to be rude." You were hesitant, Johnny could tell but he was glad you didn't push on any further. He couldn't handle explaining his occupation when you were about to pierce his skin. "Okay, Johnny, now that your lip is clean and the anesthesia had seeped in, we'll start. I think you know how it goes by now."

"Make it quick, please." He nodded, squinting his eyes shut at the mere contact of a surgical pen grazing over his gaped lips. You were relieved that his cut wasn't too big, you couldn't stomach the idea of putting him in too much pain for longer.

As you picked up the tweezers and string of nylon, you couldn't help but laugh at the six-foot boxer in front of you who was clearly petrified of getting stitches, "This will be done as soon as you know it. You won't really feel it because of the anesthesia, remember? Now count to a hundred backward for me."

Once the numb feeling of nylon dragged through his lips, he swore he saw white spots flicker in his vision. His eyes immediately watered and he tried his best not to squirm under your hold, beginning to count to a hundred backward like you had instructed him to. You admitted it to him the first time you stitched him that it was a trick that you learned from your pediatrician friend. Despite it being for children, it helped to get him distracted while you focused on your job.

Minutes felt like hours, Johnny had been fighting the urge to punch something, anything, to release tension and nerves. Swallowing the lump in his throat, he took a peak and tried to take his attention away from what was currently happening on his lip. His gaze landed on your pretty eyes, how it was narrowed in focus and how your lashes perfectly framed it.

This wasn't the first time he'd observe you up close, there had been many occasions in the past that you had been too close for comfort in order to tend his wounds. It had been too many that it was almost as if he was close to memorizing your features. You were not only beautiful but you were also a smart and capable doctor.

Eventually, you finished and started to rub ointment on his sore lip — the finishing line.

"Try not to eat anything spicy or hard. You know the drill." You grinned at his suddenly pale features, ripping off your gloves as his eyes adjusted to the bright lights of the room. "You're good to go. Be careful next time."

He let out a shaky breath, clearly still winded up from the procedure, "I'll try. Thanks again, doc."

-

The punching bag felt great against Johnny's fists. There wasn't a feeling in the world that could compare to the impact of leather slamming against his skin. He could last hours mindlessly pummeling the bag if his stamina just allowed him to.

Hyunsik, Johnny's manager and personal trainer, drew away from the punching bag he held in between his arms. He let out a breath and held out a hand to motion that Johnny has done enough.

Johnny was hurting, Hyunsik could see that much. The bandages he had wrapped for the boxer's fingers were turning into a shade of red that they were all too familiar with.

Hyunsik clicked his tongue, "You should've used your gloves."

"How can I grow stronger if I keep relying on them?" Johnny rolled his eyes. His muscles needed a boost and this seemed to be the only logical way to strengthen them — a little blood never hurt anybody.

"Someday you're gonna fracture your hand and you'll be forced out of the ring. Remember that." Hyunsik huffed, his voice stern. "Take them off, I'll clean the blood off."

Johnny reluctantly did as told, unfurling the bandages wrapped around his fingers. The pain was excruciating when the fabric grazed along his tender skin, he winced at the unsightly view of his reopened wounds.

Hyunsik led him back outside of the ring to the benches where the first aid kit was. He made the boxer sit down so he could start cleaning off his wounds. It looked horrific, more so than it usually did and he had no choice but to break the news to Johnny.

"It looks really bad. You need to go get that checked in the hospital and have it sewed back." Hyunsik said, taking a wet towel and carefully dabbing it across Johnny's bloodied knuckles.

He didn't want to go to the hospital. Going to the hospital to have his wounds treated meant that Johnny would be medically required to take days off work to let his hand heal. Johnny frowned, "Don't you have an ointment or something that could help? I can't afford to lose a day of practice."

"Don't you think I know that?" Hyunsik rolled his eyes. "As your manager, I want you to be in top shape for your match next week, even if it means sacrificing a day or two for you to heal."

Johnny could only nod. He sat through Hyunsik's lecture on the changes he should make to his dietary plan and the exercises he should do during his temporary break. It infuriated him that he couldn't do anything about it but nod along.

The incoming match that was set next week would make or break his career as an underground boxer. He didn't have the option of missing it because of some measly reopened wounds. If he had to rest to get better, he had no choice but to suck it up. This was his fault anyway for pushing himself too much.

Johnny showered in the locker rooms and changed into nicer clothes that didn't reek of blood and sweat. His hands were stinging but he shook it off.

He ignored the concerned looks other boxers were giving him and begrudgingly made his way to the hospital to get himself checked in. You wouldn't be happy to see him all bloodied again, he thought.

-

Much to Johnny's surprise, it wasn't you who was assigned to him. It was a much older doctor with graying hair and a nose stuck too far up in the air. She was rude and condescending, her lack of politeness to her patients was quite appalling. If Johnny wasn't in such a bad mood, he might've complained already.

God, this day couldn't get any worse.

With a meek voice, Johnny asked where you were and at the mention of your name, his doctor gave him a narrowed look. She sneered, "She's handling much more important cases. Does she know you?"

"I think so." Johnny gulped, unsure of the answer himself.

The doctor's grip was tight and she was hasty. It was as if she was trying to speed through the process to just get it over with. Johnny wanted to cry because he was starting to get traumatized by this doctor's procedure, he didn't want to hate the hospital more than he already did.

He internally screamed for your name as he watched the doctor pull on the gloves. The sliding door harshly whipped open and there you were in all your glory, like an angel sent from above to save him from the devil incarnate who was about to pierce his skin.

You were panting and the sheen on your forehead made it obvious that you ran your way to his room. Johnny's heart leaped with glee.

"Unnie, I'll handle him." You said, unable to catch your breath as you made your way inside. "I think the ER needs you more than me."

The doctor seemed hesitant at first but you tried to convince her otherwise. She eventually agreed and left you with Johnny who had a cheesy smile on his face the entire time since you've arrived.

"So Johnny, what happened this time?" You asked, picking up the clipboard that sat next to him on the bed.

"I overdid the punching during training and it reopened some old wounds on my knuckles. It hurts like a bitch."

You pulled a face, "That's a bit intense."

He chuckled, "It's normal."

"Can I please see it?" You opened your palm so he could place his hand on yours. You observed his cuts and the scabs that were beginning to form around it, it was too deep to let it heal on its own so you made the verdict that he needed to get it sewed back together ⁠— as unfortunate as it was since he was a boxer and he needed his hands to box.

You tugged on a new pair of gloves and began the painful procedure, Johnny started counting down even without you instructing him to. You quickly got to work and stitched back his wounds with your lip in between your teeth

Johnny felt squeamish, he could never get used to the feeling of stitches. His eyes were glued shut and he mumbled numbers like it was mantra.

Once you were done, you smiled fondly at your work. You managed to get by with fewer stitches and you felt pride swell up in your chest. Johnny noticed and, as lightheaded as he was, couldn't help but smile as well.

"You're pretty good."

"At stitching?"

Johnny nodded with his cheeks flushed, he made a mental reminder to smack himself in the head later for such a crude comment. You probably thought he was an idiot now.

"I sure hope so." You chuckled, making him blush even deeper if that was even possible. "It's part of my job."

Johnny shook his head in embarrassment, his dark hair bouncing from how vigorously he did it. He mumbled, "That sounded really lame and not smooth, I'm sorry. Please forget I opened my mouth."

You could only chuckle as you apply the ointment around his knuckles. He wanted the ground to open up and just swallow him whole.

"Please let this heal completely, Johnny. Don't apply any strain on your injuries for a couple of days and refrain yourself from carrying anything heavy so that the stitches won't rip." You said, carefully placing down his hand back on his knee. You were gentle as ever, Johnny swooned. "Absolutely no punching for a while."

"I have an important match at the end of next week. Is there any way to speed up the healing process?" Johnny asked, his eyes were almost pleading at you and you blinked at him in surprise.

"Apart from what I just said, there's really nothing else you could do." You pursed your lips, watching his expression visibly deflate. "If you want to have even a sliver of a chance at winning your match, I suggest you do as I say. Your stitches won't take too long to heal, I promise."

If Hyunsik was there with him, he would've probably already scolded him but the point would be the same. He had always prioritized Johnny's health above winning.

"Okay, doc. I'll do my best." Johnny said, defeated.

"You know, I always see the aftermath of your matches and your training. I want to see you in the ring next time when you're not bloody and beaten up yet." You smiled at him and you swore that all the color that was previously drained from Johnny's face came rushing back. "If it's okay."

"Are you serious?" Johnny asked, almost dumbfounded. Did the pretty doctor he'd been crushing on for months really just asked if she could watch his match?

You nodded with the same hue of red now tainting your cheeks.

"O-Of course! It's on Saturday next week! Please come and cheer me on!" Like a little kid, he excitedly rambled on about the details about the upcoming match and you nodded with the same enthusiast as you wrapped bandages around his hands.

You weren't from his world so everything he said sounded foreign to you. The terms he said, the infamy of his opponents, the prominence of it all — you were eager to learn it if it meant seeing him this happy.

You've always known that he hated hospitals. It was clear from the way he acted during your first meeting. He was stiff and tense, the body language he exuded just screamed that he wanted nothing more than to get the hell out of there. As he visited the hospital more and more, you noticed the hatred never faltered. He only became better at hiding it from you.

To see him so relaxed and carefree within the four walls he hated with all his being, it was a breath of fresh air and the feeling you had in your chest grew stronger.

"You're good to go. I promise to see you in your match." You were jotting some last-minute details on the clipboard and you missed the way Johnny kept grinning like an idiot. "As much as I love seeing you here, I hate that you keep getting yourself injured. Keep out of trouble for me, Johnny."

You left the room without letting Johnny say another word.

Fuck, Johnny realized he hadn't asked for your number.

-

Johnny's match started in ten minutes. His heart was pounding in his ears, he almost couldn't hear what Hyunsik was shouting to him.

The underground stadium was filled to the brim with people, he felt more nervous than he did during his first boxing match. A lot was at stake for this win, he needed the belt. He was desperate for it.

"Johnny, are you listening to me?" Hyunsik raised his voice, aggressively slapping Johnny's cheeks together in his hands so he could focus on him. The boxer's mind was fleeting and it was his job to pull him back to reality now.

He hadn't seen you since last week and as much as he wanted to go back to the hospital to see you, he refused to badly hurt himself in the days that led up to the match. Johnny scanned the crowd for your face but he couldn't see it. You weren't there.

At the lack of your turnout, he failed to mask his disappointment. Hyunsik let out an aggravated groan and pulled the boxer on his feet to berate him further.

"Johnny, please for the love of all things holy, look me in the eye."

"I'm sorry. I'm okay now. I'm listening."

"Good because your match is starting soon and I need you to win this. All your hardships and sacrifices boils down to this match, you hear me?" Hyunsik bellowed, trying his best to keep his voice louder than the cries and chants of the audience. "Show them what Johnny Suh is capable of!"

Johnny nodded fervently, forcing himself into a state of serenity of peacefulness. He let out heavy breaths to even out his breathing as his team surrounded him, prepping him for what was about to come.

Hyunsik raised his hand at Johnny. He had five minutes left until his match started and he wasn't calming down.

"Can I please have some water?" Johnny asked and his medic stumbled on his feet to fetch him a bottle from the nearby cooler. He couldn't help but let out a shaky chuckle, his team seemed tenser than he was.

He downed the bottle as soon as it reached his hand. His hand was shaky. Goddammit, why was he so nervous?

At the corner of his eye, he saw Hyunsik making his way over to the barricade that separated his corner to the rest of the stadium. He arched his neck in a way that would let him take a peek what was so important that Hyunsik had to leave his side when the match was starting in a few minutes.

It seemed like Hyunsik was trying to stop a girl who was forcing her way in through the barricade. His stomach lurched at the sight of her familiar face.

As if he was acting purely on instinct, Johnny shot up from his seat and ran towards you. Hyunsik held up his arm to stop him from going any closer to you. You could've been a deranged fan, for all Hyunsik knows.

"Johnny-"

"I know her."

Hyunsik was startled at his response and started to profusely apologize to you. You looked nothing but smug and Johnny let out a breathy laugh that helped unravel the knots in his stomach. The boxer quietly motioned for him to take his leave and Hyunsik hesitantly did as told only after tapping his wrist as a sign that time was ticking.

You bowed at him apologetically, "I'm so sorry I'm late! There was this damn patient-"

"It's okay. You're here now." He cut you off, a cheesy smile on his face. You easily reciprocated it back.

"I just came down here to wish you good luck." You said with the usual confidence in your tone gone and now replaced with a sudden timidness and bashfulness. "Not like you need it or anything."

"Where are you sitting?" Johnny asked, noticing that you were struggling to keep your attention on his eyes. He peered down and realized that he didn't have a shirt on, he chuckled.

You pointed near the walls of the stadium and he strained his vision to see so far away. He pursed his lips and let out a noise of discontent. You said that it was the only seats available because you were so late.

"Why don't you sit here with them? They wouldn't mind." Johnny said, jutting his thumb over to his team who was furtively watching his interaction.

"Oh no, it's okay."

"I insist. I want you to see me win up close."

You blushed a deep shade of scarlet and Johnny grinned at his successful attempt at a flirt. Was it even a flirt or was it an ego stroke? Either way, it didn't matter because you were smiling at him. You were easing his nerves and you didn't even know.

"I got out of my shift early so I wouldn't be in the hospital later to stitch you up." You teased, softly prodding his shoulder blade.

Johnny playfully puffed out his chest, "I don't plan on getting too injured today, I wanna look cool in front of you."

"Whatever you say, Johnny."

"But I'm nervous. I'm actually really nervous today." Johnny mumbled as if he didn't want anyone else in on your conversation, gone all traces of his cockiness as his heart thudded erratically against his chest when he heard Hyunsik's call of the last minute until he has to go inside the ring.

You gingerly reached for his taped hands and gave it a gentle squeeze, "Just count back from a hundred like I always tell you to. You'll do fine."

"Wait for me after the match, okay?" And so you did.

Counting down the numbers, Johnny clambered inside the ring and the bell rang to signal the start of the match. Being in the medical field meant that you were against all forms of violence so you couldn't really watch the entirety of the match without feeling sick to your stomach. Johnny didn't care, he was just happy that you kept your promise and was cheering him on.

It was hectic and everything was happening all at once. It was loud and everybody was screaming. This wasn't your world, it was Johnny's and your heart fluttered at the thought that he was willing to let you in it.

Eventually, the match ended in Johnny's favor and the next thing you knew, you were being hoisted up in the air. You had the biggest smile on your face, similar to Johnny's who now had a shiny belt slung over his shoulder. All his hard work and all his trips to the hospital paid off.

"Congrats on your win!" You exclaimed, placing your palms on his chest to steady yourself.

"I wanted you to see me get the belt." He admittedly sheepishly, reaching out to hold your wrists in his bruised hands.

"Aren't you hurt in any way? We can drop by the hospital if you want." You asked, checking to see if he had any major injuries but true to his word, Johnny was inflicted little to no injuries during the match, exclude the few bruises on his jaw and a busted lip

"Actually, I'd rather we get some coffee instead." Johnny said, the small smile on his lips making you chuckle.

"I'm sorry, I don't date my patients." You smirked at Johnny's crestfallen expression, softly shoving his side to make it known that you were only joking.

Johnny pulled a face, releasing a breath he didn't realize he was holding once he realized your joke. He played along, "I think you can make me an exception, I don't usually invite people to my matches."

"So this is about getting even, huh?" You were teasing him and now your faces were merely inches apart but before Johnny could even think of leaning in, you spun around and grabbed his hand once more. "C'mon then, my treat!"

Johnny let out a laugh. A boxer and a doctor, who would've thought?

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Hi! So you said requests are open and maybe you could do a highschool au! with bad boy!Johnny, where he makes a scene at a party because he saw someone spike your drink? If you are comfortable with it, of course💗

[01:12] You and your friends were just hanging out at the usual Friday night party that's usually held at Haechan's house. You left your cup behinf you as you continued to chatter away with your friends, taking an occasional sip as you joke around and watch your friends do her drunk antics.

Johnny had just arrived in the party, giving his friends the typical 'bro-hug' as they like to call it. He let out a laugh as Jaehyun passed him a red cup with some coke inside. "No alcohol today Hyuck?" Johnny teased with a raise of his brow, watching the younger let out an annoyed huff.

"My parents would kill me if they found another beer can under the sofa," Hyuck rolled his eyes as Mark ruffled his hair with a light giggle. "Though, I think I saw someone snuck in some strong liquor and drugs in here." Jaehyun shrugged, looking around to spot the guy in question.

"God dammit, it must've been Hyunsik. God knows that guy can't take a hint that I don't want him stinking up the place with drugs and alcohol. My parents are gonna fucking kill me," Haechan groaned, facepalming in frustration.

"That explains why this place reeks of cheep vodka and the unusual weed," Johnny snickered, his eyes scanning the room before they fell on you, the pretty girl in the middle of his chemistry class. His eyes widened slightly to see your unexpected presence, considering he figured you'd be the goody-two-shoes type. You can't judge a book by its cover he supposed.

His eyes squinted, brows furrowed when he saw some random guy sneakily came up to you from behind, carefully eyeing your figure before raising his hand to sprinkle in some weird almost powdery substance into your drink.

Johnny raised his brows as he took a sip, his blood boiling at the sight. "Hold this for me," he growled at Jaehyun, passing his own cup into the hand of his best friend before he quickly walked to where you were. It seemed as if your friend had spotted him walking over to the two of you.

"Shit, y/n. What nonsense did you do this time?" your friend whispered to you, sipping her drink as you watched her eyes flicker from yours to somewhere in the sea of bodies dancing. "What do you mean?" you raised your brow questioningly, frowning slightly.

"Don't look now, Johnny Seo is coming over to you. From what I can tell, he doesn't look very happy," she exclaimed, causing you to furrow your brows and turn to see that she was right. The Johnny Seo was walking up to you, and he looks really really pissed.

Oh God, what did you do to make him so pissed?

His intimidatingly tall figure and dark expression made you assume that he was mad at you for some reason. You took a deep breath as Johnny walked closer and closer to you, making you reach for your cup behind you to take a casual sip and act normal as the school bad boy approached you.

Before your lips could touch your cup, Johnny yanked it out of your grip, eliciting a loud 'hey!' from you before he yanked the guy who wasn't far from the two of you by the back of his shirt and poured the cup over his head. The guy turned and let out a surprised yell, turning to see who had dumped liquid onto his now soaking body.

"Seo, what the fuck?!"

You and your friends frozen as other people who were dancing or minding their own business advert their eyes upon Johnny and the guy. Johnny's eyes were held no emotion other than anger as he glared down at the young boy, who you might've seen around school.

In a split second, Johnny grasped the guy by the shirt collar, lifting him up to get him intimidatingly closer. "You spiked her drink, Hyunsik." he spat, malice lacing his tone. Your eyes widened at his words, eyes wandering at the boy who's supposedly named 'Hyunsik'.

Your jaw almost dropped when it hits you. The Johnny Seo was standing up for you because he saw him spike your drink. Wait, but how? Before he came up to you, he wasn't anywhere in your line of vision. Was he looking at you when it happened?

The boy seemed rather intimidated by Johnny, you couldn't blame him, really, Johnny was pretty tall and muscular, not to mention his not so pristine reputation and rumors on him joining a streetgang.

Hyunsik's eyes wandered from Johnny's to the crowd gathering, expecting some kind of fight to break out. He gulped, he wasn't going to be more publicly embarrassed than he already was. "So?" he shot back with a slightly shaking voice, trying to mask it with a cocky exterior.

Johnny took a deep exhale, raising his fist to give him a punch. That is, before you stepped in to keep things from getting out of hand. "Okay, stop! Stop!" you exclaimed, reaching and holding Johnny's wrist that was partially in mid air, eyes now moving onto your figure.

"Johnny, it's alright. Just put him down and settle this without any fighting, alright?" you spoke nervously, trying to steady your heartbeat at the anxiety of so many people watching you. Johnny's eyes flickered from your concerned ones to the boy glaring back at him nervously in his grip before sighing in defeat. You felt Johnny's arm relax under your hold, causing you to let him go.

Johnny sighed, letting the guy down before shoving him to the floor harshly. "If I ever see you come near her ever again, don't even expect me to have mercy on you." he spat at the boy harshly before turning away, his hand grabbing yours to drag you into a much quieter place.

"Come on," he muttered under his breath.

You felt your heart flutter at the heat of his hand engulfing your smaller one as he dragged you outside, leaving your friends behind to go back to what they were doing before.

"I'm sorry for taking your drink," Johnny muttered when you two were finally alone and greeted with the muffled sound of music coming from the house. "It's fine, you did save me from drinking a spiked sprite," you joked, causing Johnny to let out a heart lightening laugh.

"Not gonna lie, I basically just saved your life back there." Johnny said jokingly, causing you to let out a soft laugh. "Thank you, by the way, for standing up for me." you spoke shyly at him, causing an adorable smile to stretch across his lips. "Is there anything I could do to repay your kindness, good sir?"

You were kind of surprised how different Johnny was now compared to the Johnny inside when he threatened the boy. He was more laid back and chill than you expected, not to mention quite amusing once you look past his badboy intimidating aura.

Johnny let out a small hum, pondering what to say next as he snuck his hands into the pockets of his jacket. "I know a 24 hour diner nearby that makes the meanest milkshakes. How bout I treat you to some considering I took your drink without permission? I swear won't spike it," he suggested, soft eyes boring into yours.

You bit back a smile, giggling afterwards once you realize he was asking you out despite it being around 1 AM. "Pinky promise?" you teased, raising your pinky with a wiggle of your brows. Johnny's heart fluttered at the endearing action, chuckling lightly before wrapping his pinky around yours.

"Pinky promise."

[starstruckbigsis]

20secs+ Kpop chorus!

In light of recent events, it is advised for us to wash our hands for 20seconds! So here’s a playlist of kpop songs with chorus’ of 20seconds or more to help you wash better and with a kick to it!

These songs are give or take a couple of seconds...Because I went through all the songs and counted 20 seconds... and also, these songs are the ones in my phone playlist. This list is currently in process and I’ve only just reached my H!

More songs will be added onto this list as I have time to go through them.

1THE9

Spotlight

Blah Blah

24K

Bonnie & Clyde

Only You

Bingo

Still 24K

Secret Love

2pm

Again and Again

Promise (I’ll Be)

Comeback When You Hear This Song

Hands Up

My House

Go Crazy

ADTOY

Heartbeat

AB6IX

Breathe

Blind For Your Love

Moondance

More

Rose, Scent, Kiss

Astro

1 in a Million

Confession

Again (Should’ve Held Onto You)

Breathless

Puss in Boots

Real Love

Stay With Me

Love Wheel

All Night

Always You

Blue Flame

Hide & Seek 2nd Chorus

ACE

Take Me Higher

Cactus

Callin’

Undercover

Savage

ATEEZ

Answer

Pirate King

Wave

Illusion

Hala Hala

Say My Name

Treasure

Aurora

B1A4

What’s Happening

Lonely

Baby I’m Sorry

BAP

One Shot

Power

Voicemail

Big Bang

Bang Bang Bang

Bad Boy

Fantastic Baby

Lollipop

Haru Haru

Last Dance

Sober

Loser

Monster

We Like To Party

Fxxk It

Let’s Not Fall In Love

Lies

Blue

G-Dragon - Crooked

G-Dragon - Untitled

Black6ix

Call My Name 

Like A Flower

Swamp of Despair

Please

Blackpink

Playing With Fire

As If It’s Your Last

Block B

Don’t Leave

Toy

Boyfriend

Boyfriend

Bounce

Stay the Way You Are

Witch

BTOB

Pray (I’ll Be Your Man)

Monday to Sunday

Stand By Me

Shake It

Only One for Me

2nd Confession 

Remember That 

Red Lie

Beautiful Pain

Someday

Never Ending Melody

L.U.V

Yejiapsa 

Beep Beep

Dear Bride

Movie

The Winter’s Tale

Sorry

My Lady

Thriller

Way Back Home

WOW

Lover Boy (I Only Know Love)

FRIEND 

The Feeling

Yes I Am

Hello

Icebreaker

Insane

It’s Okay

When It Rains

Changsub - Shelter

HUTA - With Melody

Hyunsik - Dear Love

Hyunsik - Swimming

Hyunsik - Moonlight

Ilhoon - Fancy Shoes

Ilhoon - She’s Gone

Minhyuk - Purple Rain

Sungjae - Paradise

BTS

Pied Piper

Spring Day

Dope

So What

No More Dream

Not Today

Airplane Part 2

Magic Shop

Anpanman

Blood, Sweat and Tears

Boy in Luv

I Need You

Forever Young

Idol

War of Hormone

Just One Day

Jin - Epiphany

J Hope - P.O.P

J Hope - Daydream

CNBlue

Between Us

Can’t Stop

Cinderella

I’m A Loner

Hey You

Intuition

DAY6

I Loved You

Shoot Me

I Wait

Congratulations

Sweet Chaos

I Smile

Time of our Lives

Hi Hello

EXO

Growl

The Eve

Peter Pan

What Is Love

Lotto

Lucky

MAMA

Overdose

Monster

Universe

Lucky One

Love Me right

Wolf

For Life

EXO CBX - Hey Mama

EXO CBX - Ka-Ching

Luhan - On Call

Luhan - Skin to Skin

Luhan - That Good Good

Z Tao - Imperial Crown

Golden Child

DamDaDi

Let Me

GOT7

My Swagger

Call My Name 2nd Chorus

If You Do

Just Right

Sign

Skyway

Hard Carry

Lullaby

You Are

Just Right

JJ Project - Today, Tomorrow

BEAST / Highlight

Plz Don’t Be Sad

Fiction

Shock

Good Luck

Shadow

Can Be Better

Callin You

iKON

Love Scenario

I’m OK

Apology

Idol Producer

Ei Ei

What I Miss

Firewalking

Mack Daddy

Idol Producer/JolinTsai - The Great Artist

UNINE - Like A Gentleman

Qing Chun You Ni - Youth Has You

Nine Percent - Rule Breaker 

 Nine Percent - I Need A Doctor

Infinite

Be Mine

The Eye

Tell Me

Last Romeo

Kim Sunggyu - 60 seconds

JBJ

Fantasy

JBJ95 - Home

KNK

Day by Day

Lonely Night

Monsta X

Beautiful

Dramarama

Fighter

Find You

Shoot Out

Hero

Someone’s Someone

If Only

Who Do You Love

Middle of the Night

I’ll Be There

In Time

NCT

Dream - Chewing Gum

127 - Limitless

U - Without You

Nu’est

If You

Bet Bet

Deja Vu

Face

Good Bye Bye

Hello

Help Me

Pentagon

Can You Feel It

Shine

Critical Beauty

Violet

Dr Bebe 

Runaway

Humph!

Naughty Boy

Sha La La

Like This

Triple H - 365 Fresh

PRODUCE

Dream for You 

Pick Me

Nayana (Pick Me)

Nekkoya (Pick Me)

X1-MA

Boyness 

Open Up

Super Special Girl

Always

Show Time

Super Hot

Monday to Sunday

Oh Little Girl

Pretty Girl

Hands On Me 

To My World

U Got It

Chungha - Gotta Go

Chungha - Snapping

IOI - Downpour

IOI - Whatta Man

SF9

Roar 

Mamma Mia

Easy Love

Good Guy

O Sole Mio

Seventeen

Fear 2nd Chorus

Clap

Love Letter

Don’t Wanna Cry

Holiday

Oh My

Mansae

Home

Seven O’Clock

Echo

Nothing Better

SHINee

Get The Treasure

Super Junior

Sorry Sorry

Animals

One More Chance

The Crown

Super Junior DE - Growing Pains

Super Junior DE - If You

Teen Top

Seoul Night

The Rose

Like We Used To

She’s In The Rain

Sorry

TVXQ

Mirotic

Up10tion

Blue Rose

Victon

Victon - Remember Me

VIXX

Shangri-La

Take Your Hand

Chained Up

Error

The Closer

VIXX LR - Beautiful Liar

VIXX LR - Whisper

Leo - Dream 

Wanna One

Spring Breeze

IPU

Energetic

Light

Beatiful

ZE:A

Breathe 

Step by Step

The Ghost of Wind

U’re My Sweety

Others (will eventually have their own section)

MyName - Baby, I’m Sorry

24K - Only You

N. Flying - How Are You Today

Girl’s Generation - Gee

MUSTB - I Want You

Henry - It’s You

Sewoon - Just U

Lee Seunggi - Will You Marry Me

Rainz - Let It Go, Let It Be 

TST - Mind Control

SS501 - Love Ya

Varsity - U R My Only One

Spectrum - What Do I Do

FT Island - Wind

Blanc7 - Yeah

[blu-joons]

HUSBAND BTOB A⇴Z HEADCANON ⇴ Im Hyunsik

A ⇴ AFFECTION

There’s very little that Hyunsik loves more than being able to hold you in his frame and keep you nice and close, the protective side of him never quite goes away, even after so long of being together.

B ⇴ BOYS

The boys loved to tease you both, knowing that out of all of the members, you and Hyunsik were the ones that would humour them the most. You were good at giving it back too, you never backed down from a challenge when it came to teasing all of them, especially when you could tell Hyunsik was struggling for something.

C ⇴ COMFORT

He relied a lot on his hugs whenever he could tell that you needed comforting, sometimes just being held by Hyunsik was all that you needed to calm yourself down, although if you felt like you wanted to talk about what was on your mind, then he would make sure to listen to every word and give you his full attention.

D ⇴ DOMESTICATED

Together you made quite the team when it came to keeping your house running. You did most chores together so you could get them done quicker, finding your own routines for just about every job in the house so that you didn’t end up getting in each other’s way. In many ways, the two of you enjoyed doing domestic jobs around the house, at times it was the only time that you really got to spend together.

E ⇴ ENGAGEMENT

Your engagement was something that the two of you kept very private, neither of you saw the need for a huge amount of fuss from anyone or too much attention sent your way. Together, you wanted to make the most of it alone, reminisce on the years that brought you together, whilst also beginning to discuss loosely some of the plans that the two of you had for whenever you decided to get married.

F ⇴ FAVOURITE THING

Hyunsik’s favourite thing about being with you was having someone who was always cheering for him. Even if it felt like he was all alone whilst busy with work, he knew that if there was going to be one person who would have his back and support him, it would be you. You never made him feel as if something he did wasn’t good enough, and when things did go right, you were the first one to congratulate him too.

G ⇴ GOING OUT

You preferred spending time indoors together most of the time rather than going out, there was something incredibly cosy about evenings in together that the two of you just couldn’t let go of, often only going out when you really had no other choice, usually because Hyunsik’s schedule made you attend.

H ⇴ HONEYMOON

Because the two of you were so busy, your honeymoon ended up being a bit more of a staycation, not that either of you minded. There was still so much of Seoul that you were yet to explore, and so the two of you made the most of your time to find new places that you’d be able to go back to again and again.

I ⇴ “I LOVE YOU”

Whenever he caught your eye Hyunsik would find himself telling you that he loved you, even just in a whisper. It almost became instinct for him to just let you know when he had a second in the day, never tiring of telling you how he felt about you so that he could make sure that you never forgot how he felt too.

J ⇴ JEALOUSY

He tried his best to not get jealous and remember that now that the two of you were married, he had even less to worry about, but that didn’t seem to stop Hyunsik from fretting every now and then. Even if he wasn’t necessarily jealous, Hyunsik was still very protective of you and so quite often he would keep a close eye on situations to make sure that nothing bad was going to happen, mainly to you.

K ⇴ KIDS

Once the two of you began to settle down, Hyunsik most definitely began to think about a family a little bit more. It was something he dismissed at the start of your relationship, focusing on his career instead, but as things became more and more serious with you, the thought of a family occupied him a lot more too.

L ⇴ LAZY DAYS

Your lazy days never steered too far away from the day job for Hyunsik, he still couldn’t help himself but to think about music in some capacity. He would often sit around with a guitar in his hand and play you something random that came to mind, or sit with his notebook beside him, coming up with lyrics to potentially include in material for the group, revolving around the two of you doing absolutely nothing.

M ⇴ MORNINGS

Hyunsik was much more of a morning person than you were, and so it would usually be up to him to get you up in the mornings. A cup of coffee was often brought to you to start your day, with you still laid out in bed whilst Hyunsik was up and ready for his day, with a bright smile on his face too to start your day perfectly.

N ⇴ NIGHTS

You tried most evenings to distract Hyunsik from work, you tried your best to watch episodes of dramas or find something active for the two of you to do so that he could give his mind the time that it needed to relax.

O ⇴ OBSESSION

Hyunsik was obsessed with how understanding you were, even if he had a very limited window of time to be able to be with you because of work, you never complained and always got it when you knew he needed to go.

P ⇴ PRECIOUS MOMENTS

When he was able to show you his talents, were the moments that Hyunsik enjoyed the most, as much as he loved playing his music for all of the boys, and the fans too, there was something special for him when he got to play just to you, to be able to hear your applause and see the smile on your face when he was done.

Q ⇴ QUESTIONS

He loved being able to show you the things that he was working on, he would often ask you if you had a free moment to listen to what he was doing so that he could get your opinion on it, with it being the most important after all.

R ⇴ RANDOM FACTS

Celebrating your anniversary was a huge deal for Hyunsik, and so every year he would always make sure that he had that one day off in his schedule to be able to spend it with you. He didn’t care how busy it ended up making him for the time around your anniversary, but that one day for Hyunsik only ever revolved around you.

S ⇴ SILENCE

The two of you were quite happy working in your own little bubbles a lot of the time, silence was quite common, but it was never uncomfortable for you. When the two of you had both finished what you were doing, the conversation would soon pick back up as if the silence had never even before there.

T ⇴ TIPS & TRICKS

Hyunsik’s biggest tip for making your marriage work was always making sure that the two of you smiled around each other, as long as you were happy with one another, you both felt as if you were invincible to anything.

U ⇴ UPSET

He hated seeing you upset, Hyunsik would drop everything whenever you were teary in order to be there for you and support you too.

V ⇴ VISITS

You loved visiting him at the studio, especially when you hadn’t been able to spend much time with him. Even if he was too busy to talk to you, there was still something you loved about watching him hard at work.

W ⇴ WISH LIST

He had everything that he could have ever wished for already, the last thing that Hyunsik wanted to do was push his luck.

X ⇴ XXXX

Whenever he kisses you, Hyunsik makes sure that it’s done sending you a clear reminder of how much he loves you, he can never just kiss you just because, he always likes to do it with plenty of affection too.

Y ⇴ YOU

You were his number one, everything that Hyunsik did revolved around you.

Z ⇴ ZZZ

It never mattered how many nights the two of you had spent together before, Hyunsik still loved to hold onto you, he never tired of being able to wrap his arms around you at night and snuggle in closely to you.

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Masterlist

[ravenwolf-jin]

This is late but I felt like I needed to spread this MV and song as much as I can. Because this is one of the few songs that has actually made me speechless.

First of all, the MV is a masterpiece. No it isn't even an MV it's a mini movie, the way it was shot, the lighting, the concept. This was a cinematic experience and it was done so that way on purpose.

Second, the song. My god the song. It isn't just an usual ballad this song is specifically made to fit a mini movie. It has no second verse, it has 3 bridges and it is exactly that which has made it hit so hard. I feel like it was specifically made for a cinematic MV as well. Hyunsik's voice is so powerful, clean and beautiful. It draws out the emotions so well and brings you on a journey. The drums and guitar in this song in the second half.. Dear lord just stake me down will you. I felt like my heart was tightening in my chest.

This is one of the most beautiful songs I have heard, it brings you through ups and downs and in the end you get the feeling of peace, like it's okay for it to end. Which is a feeling I never have, I always want more, I hate endings. But this song made me feel like ot was okay, like it will all go by peacefully. And I'm just sitting here now, very calm, thinking about the song feeling like some weight has been lifted off of my shoulder. I dare say it is one of my favorite songs ever.

I must admit I didn't really follow BTOB much. I have some songs of them on my playlist because I'm a sucker for ballads but apart from that I never looked into them. But after Hutta aka Minhyuk and now Hyunsik have literally come out and made two of my all time favorite songs and Huttazone being one of my favorite albums, I'm gonna have to look into to them out of sheer curiosity and principle. Because what other gems have I been missing out on.