#hyperfixation is no more I'm sorry
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I'm so far behind in Campaign 3 like, episode 77 I think? But by all the posts online I can see Bells Hells seems to be thriving (except FCG womp Womp) which is lovely.
Imma probably just observe funky clips and posts until I get hyper fixated again.
#critical role#bells hells#chaotic dumbasses#hyperfixation is no more I'm sorry#like it's been months sinxe I actually watched an episode#and I'm sorry ;-;#at least imodna is living#ALSO DORIAN MY BELOVED#my favourite blue boy#sorry about your brother bro#I waited so long for him to be back#I missed him#yay Fearne and Orym got their boyfriend back#Dorym? Oryan??? what's the name of the ship again???#I love them your honor#I can't choose between the girlies and the bois
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yk as much as i hate desmond's death. and i mean it, i HATE desmond's death (bc it's an art-defying soulless rushed corporate decision intended to keep churning out content rather than complete the story the original creator intended)
i do quite like how they completely switch up on the tropes of the heroic sacrifice. they don't make it out to be some grand greater good thing where desmond is revered. it's undeniably heroic but it's also horribly sad and empty. the imagery of his broken hidden blade on the ground as abstergo drag away his body bag. the voice notes where you realise this was just a troubled young man, anxious and trying to work things out but never given the chance (twenty five is so very young). it's different from the usual romanticisation of sacrifice and i guess i quite like that aspect of it, it doesnt make you feel warm and satisfied bc the hero saved the day, it just... makes you so sad for him
not to give ubisoft too much credit though. he was doomed by the narrative but bc the narrative was stupid...
#assassin's creed#desmond miles#sorry for more acposting actually no i'm not#pls do not think im defending the death tho. it was a godawful decision#just. thoughts. feelings. hyperfixations. etc
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SKZ as DND CLASSES: WARLOCK FELIX
warlocks are seekers of the knowledge that lies hidden in the fabric of the multiverse. through pacts made with mysterious beings of supernatural power, warlocks unlock magical effects both subtle and spectacular.
#felix#lee felix#stray kids#bystay#createskz#a9gifs#*ccarly#*gfx#*felix#*carly:felix#*series:dnd#here it is. hyperfixated on this so hard literally could not focus on anything else the past two days .#Nobody voted for warlock felix. but do u see my VISION!!#almost made him a celestial warlock tbh but then i was like no....he Would sacrifice his soul to save his friend(s)...#justifying it to himself like !!! i bet if i try really hard everything will be fine#now he lives every day fighting an internal war between good and evil. sorry felix but it's a good concept#also i love rpgs but i am by no means a dnd expert there's some stuff on here that isn't Technically Accurate but it's just for fun#aka i'm too facking lazy to calculate stats and proficiency bonuses blah blah blah. so <3 hopefully i will COMPLETE THIS SERIES#layout between members may or may not change if i find a way to do it that i like more alkdjflkad we'll see
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the fact that me, as a fan of both lando and oscar without any bias (maybe a bit on lando but not that much), is going to witness both "oscar fans, lando antis" and "lando fans, oscar antis" posts all in my one dash 🥲🥲
also the fact that atp i couldn't even bother enough with this same situation on both lewis and george. now it happens on lando and oscar as well which got me like....
#landoscar#lando norris#oscar piastri#f1#maybe i need to admit atp rn that#this sport is just not built for a person like me istg 🙂🙂#like....i miss the moments 2 years ago where what i only care the most is only football and football only#and couldn't even give a fuck more about guys being in circles vroom vroom#i mean thank god that there's a bayern match just now right after the race ended#which really liften my mood up and distract myself a bit from intimidating discourse and whatsoever#hmmmm ngl maybe the fact that being a football football fan in general especially in this website really brings a comfort in me#meanwhile for f1...idk why but everything about it (especially during race and after race) really overwhelms me a lot seriously speaking#maybe the fact that football is more team oriented sport#meanwhile f1 is more individual oriented despite there are teams consists of 2 individuals#and the fact that me supporting multiple individuals in a one same team despite that f1 is individual oriented sport#kinda gets me digging my own grave atp tbh#i mean when i said individual oriented sport...it kinda means that in a perspective of most of the f1 fans#and now seeing all every kinds of discourse on my dash really makes me overwhelming a lot i'm ngl#that the fact that i couldn't able to curate my own preference for this f1blr space on my dash 🥲🥲🥲#goddddd srsly tho i just want to turn back time where i only cares about bayern frankfurt and germany nt only ffs 🫠🫠🫠🫠#but yeah who am i to turn around the past 🙃🙃...and plus that once i'm getting into one hyperfixation there's no turning back at all for me#so yeah#goddddd i'm so sorry but i'm just being so fucking messy rn#like all the things that i see on my dash really exhausts my brain and my thought process forreal i really need to throw up forreal srsly :(
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WIP of the Birthday Boy's part for my Peace Sign MV
and Nagito is there for good luck!
#danganronpa#sdr2#hajime hinata#nagito komaeda#sorry i forgot#it was his birthday#and my hyperfixation is just like#you can finish this animation#this weekend!#why not?#DAMN YOU ADHD#THIS IS NOT#PROPER TIME MANAGEMENT#I STILL HAVE HALF LEFT#YOU CANT#sorry if they look wonky#i'm never draw these bastards#so i'm focusing more#on their design#than animation
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Aaaaaaand yet another (and last for now) dtiys entry for my dear friend Astrellum on Instagram!
#myart#fan art#fanart#käärijä#jere pöyhönen#käärijä fanart#joker out#bojan cvjeticanin#I'm sorry for not drawing as much kcu related stuff as I used to but you know#life do be like that#And I will love those two idiots for the rest of my fucking life im not joking#So even tho I'm hyperfixation on hazbin atm I will come back to them over and over again#And I still have so many wips I want to finish! So there will be more I promise#It will just take longer than my usual upload schedule#bojere
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kitchen of witch hat vibes
#witch hat tag#orufrey#i have more stuff but this looks like a normal post someone normal would make#MR QIFRY SOUNDS SO GAY IN KITCHEN VOLUME 3. WHAT IN THE. every single word he says.#i'm sorry i scorned the translator because i thought orufrey was being made less gay. i still have Quibbles but im sorry.#sensei drew live orufrey in canada but i dont know that actually bc if i read about that i would feel so jealous i'd feel sick! thank god#(takarazuka talk->) REIKOUMI.......i have not thought of zuka for months bc i really drifted away due to reasons#and it was hard to feel the full emotion i should be feeling. :( mix of depression & witch hat atelier hyperfixation#that makes it physically impossible sometimes to access lain aside feelings that i really do feel#BUT...right at the end of the sayonara show with the long long held kiss and the music suddenly everything HIT and i started bawling#they were/are deeply deeply special. i will NEVER forget what they mean..i'll go on my personal reikoumi pilgrimage leading to tokyo raku..#i love takarazuka even if i love witch hat atelier <- Autistic affirmations
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I kinda wonder what it is about ultrakill that uh (how do I say this without being an asshole) that attracts so many systems (?)
I like statistics so I wanna like, study what it is about certain games or series that seems to collect folks like that. Is it how the fandom treats a piece of media? Is it the demographic? I donno!
Like if we all just decided to treat doom 2016 the same way we treat ultrakill would introjects n stuff start popping up over there too? (I picked doom cause it's a bloody shoot em up with religious undertones and insano angst potential, but feel free to insert any other game here too) I'm just genuinely curious about it all
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#ultrakill confessions#ultrakill#I think it entirely depends on the audience something markets itself towards#Ultrakill markets itself towards queer people which have a lot of overlap with neurodivergence (including mental illnesses like OSDD/DID)#Autistic and ADHD hyperfixations can lead to newly formed alters in a system pulling from media (since dissociation is a coping mechanism-#-and too much dissociation in early developmental stages leads to dissociative disorders both with and without alters -#- and hyperfixations usually end up being sources of comfort if someone is currently dealing with stressful occurrences)#I'm not entirely a professional but I love psychology (it's one of my special interests) so I may as well ramble a little bit here :3#Classic games (including DOOM afaik) have historically marketed themselves towards a cishet masculine male™ audience#The stuff I've seen of classic game marketing is very “cool guy”-esque and not really “traumatized gay”#I've noticed a lot of Rain World fans end up being fictionkin or systems though (and that also has religious themes but more in a Buddhist-#-than Christian way)#But maybe there's a pattern there? At this point I'm just rambling lol sorry if I'm a little incohesive
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I feel like I'm digging myself deep into a hole and finding nothing, trying to figure out more about In-ho's family
#i've been hyperfixating for probably over an hour#just googling and looking at pictures and squid game wiki and using google translate in hopes that it's not translating wrong#i'm tired#this hyperfixation is strong#but idk i'm not getting anywhere#all i found out is that gihun's mom and junho's mom have the same first name for some reason#idk is mal-soon a common korean name?#also i found out that the data they get for the files on the players is just data that you can find by looking a person up enough#because in gihuns file for family there isn't any father listed and the same goes for inho#also for inho the only parent that is listed is his stepmother and not his actual mother#also junho was born when inho was 16#that's not a hidden detail that's just math#anyways#idk they could be not putting names of parents because it's important or maybe it's also entirely unimportant#i'm rewatching (or trying to) season 1 actually for an entirely different reason but i've been hung up on this for too damn long and now#it's getting dark outside and i feel like i#*like i've wasted my whole afternoon for basically no information#idk i'm thinking too much about backstory but if we look at seasons 1 and 2 we can see that squid game is really not a backstory heavy show#ore more like#there's not really any flashbacks and most backstory stuff/stuff from the past is only ever mentioned in like a throwaway line#if we're talking about family and all that#anyways i need to Stop or i'm gonna freak out#okay i'll tell you what i actually wanted to do and that's draw#and specifically do that 'do you think we would find each other in every universe trend' with saebyeok and jiyeong#but for that i need to watch the marbles game conversation they had and so i'm watching until that maint now#*point#so#if you've read up until now you're welcome or i'm sorry... idk#squid game#hwang in ho
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I always find it upsetting that there isn't very much crossover content between ULTRAKILL and Murder Drones. I don't mean in the sense of them fighting each other, either.
I mean, sure, it would be really cool to watch V1 fight N, V, or Uzi but imagine them just... interacting.
I mean, we know that V1 has at least SOME sentience outside of its hunt for fuel. All of the machines in ULTRAKILL do, to some extent. I think it would be neat to see how V1's intelligence would interact with that of a Disassembly Drone or a Worker Drone.
V1 was designed to be a weapon. They were made during a time of war, after all. Not only that, it's heavily implied that V1 was the machine designed to END the war. V1 was made to destroy fucking EARTHMOVERS for God's sake, it had to have been intended to be a last charge.
That is the difference between Machines from ULTRAKILL and the robots/drones from MD. Drones, whether Worker or Disassembly, were designed with intended sentience and human-like behavior. They have expressive faces, they have humanoid bodies, they have emotions that obviously seem to be an intended feature considering the previously mentioned expressiveness. A Machine from ULTRAKILL, though, gained that sentience from their fuel source.
In the lore of ULTRAKILL, blood is the fuel of all life. All living things run on blood, and all living things bleed. Machines from ULTRAKILL have both these characteristics, and are therefore alive. This is not only a technical thing, there's evidence of Machines being sentient. The Gutterman's poem, Mindflayers and the Swordsmachine both caring about their appearance and partaking in body modification, Mindflayers specifically being stated to make a body FROM SCRATCH and being so upset when it's damaged that they fucking SELF DESTRUCT. This isn't even mentioning the fact the Swordsmachine is a type of celebrity, so much so that he has admirers that copy his form, that being the red and blue Swordsmachines, named Agony and Tundra respectively. This also means that Agony and Tundra CHOSE names so they could be unique. Even V2 shows this sentience in the form of getting enraged when she is hit with the Knuckleblaster, the arm that V2 stole. The Earthmovers even show some sentience, as they are tragically stated to have reached for heaven while shutting down, like they were asking for help from the God that was no longer there. Even the Terminals with them creating the style meter and with them cheering or booing you while in the Cybergrind.
Even V1, despite being the player's vessel and having no ways to obviously display a personality or intelligence, has actions or traits that could imply it. Taking the arms from V2, the line of text "You're not getting away this time." When V2 runs away during the 2nd fight. This meaning V1 probably intended to kill V2 back in Limbo and was salty about V2 running away again. This is interesting though, because despite V1 showing signs of being upset when V2 runs away, they don't kill Gabriel after either encounter. You could easily prescribe this to "Well Gabriel can't continue the plot if he's dead." but it is pretty strange that V1 acts upset when V2 runs away again, triggering a chase, but let's Gabriel leave both times without complaints. Not to mention the fact that when V1 reads books, they tend to mostly focus on text involving Gabriel, deeming that "The rest of the text is irrelevant". (Also the thing of calling skeletons Hank for some reason? Who tf is Hank, Hakita? Is he a real guy that V1 knew or is this a show of creativity of V1's part?)
Do you think the machines of ULTRAKILL would be envious? Envious that these little drones get to have freewill? That they were designed with intelligence and the ability to express it? Would a Mindflayer be jealous of the pre-built feminine forms of V or J? Would V2 be jealous of the Disassembly Drones and their ability to regenerate? As they never have to scavenge for parts in order to have two working arms? Would V1 be jealous of the voiceboxes the Drones have? Because they are organic sounding and fluid? (We are assuming here that V1 has the SAMS system voice they are commonly portrayed as having.)
Most of all, would a Machine be jealous of the abundance of resources the Drones have? That they don't have to explore the deepest pits of Hell, leaving behind a war-ravenged wasteland that was once Earth? That they can have society instead of constant war? That even though some Drones have to consume oil to live, that it can be consumed anytime? That they don't have to fear for when the fresh stuff runs dry? Would a Machine harbor hatred that these Drones have been blessed by humans with their intelligence, while it had been cursed unintentionally?
And especially, what would the Drones think. What would they think of these barbaric creatures? What would they think when the steel is cut and they see the pulsing flesh and blood underneath? What would they think of the cold optic of V1 or V2, knowing that there is a thinking and feeling mind behind it. Would they think of them as monsters? Beasts? Demons? Or would it be similar to a human seeing an alien? Unfamiliar and frightening, especially when they show the ability to communicate.
Or, you know, you could have V1 explaining how an ULTRARICOSHOT works to Uzi and effectively making her railcannon more dangerous, that works too.
#ultrakill#murder drones#yapper yaps<3#crossover#character discussion#character analysis#ig?#kind of an essay but yk#i may write more about this#its such a missed opportunity#complex stuff right here that needs to be explored#also a good right of way to talk about a DBH and Ultrakill crossover#that would be extra crazy#and also really cool...#I'm autistic and like to mash my hyperfixations together like dolls btw#sorry not sorry#v1 ultrakill#v2 ultrakill#so many fucking characters so those 2 are the only ones being tagged
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Bitch, i'm alive🗣️🗣️🗣️
I originally wanted to post this on Halloween, but I'm late😔
#incredibox#incredibox fanart#incredibox deck 52#deck 52 ace of spades#deck 52 atrocitus#i'm usually don't interested in Incredibox mods#but deck 52 is my huge hyperfixation#Atrocitus is fine but i love Mortimer more i'm sorry :')#maybe i draw Mortimer too who knows?
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I think we should just bring back Wungo Wednesday and start a fandom collective anime rewatch
#Because otherwise I can feel I won't last much longer#Because like. The last two hyperfixations of mine ended the moment I started feeling like there wasn't any new content#And two days ago in one day I started a new manga a new book and rewatching a favourite show#Whereas I hadn't started anything new in the two years ever since I got into bsd. Which makes it NOT a good sign#But the bsd anime has now ended for one month and 25 days and that's the last time the plot actually moved forward.#And if I counted right. The manga took 4 chapters (that is chapters 110-111) to adapt 6 minutes#That means it's going to take another 12 months (18 minutes left to adapt. that's 12 more chapters) to catch up with the anime#Yeah I'm not. sticking around this long with nothing new to see I'm sorry#Best case scenario I take a one year hiatus but that doesn't make it sound likely that I'll be back#And I know it's fresh news as early as this morning that author said they were introducing a new character but like.#They also said they finished writing this arc like. One year and half ago if I remember correctly?#And we still have yet to see the end of i t so...#That is to say. I'll probably be starting an anime rewatch starting next Wednesday. I've been meaning to do it for a while anyway#I don't want to leave the fandom I like the one chapter a month format#On the positive news I still have a queue of original posts that spans over ten months#And I was meaning to start the reblogs queue too in these days. So there's that#random rambles
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i think the most annoying part of amatonormativity is that not only do you NEED to feel love, and not only is there an order your relationships must follow (romantic/sexual partnership above all, then family, then friends) but the fact that other people HAVE to be your top priority. like even if you feel all kinds of attraction, if you dare put anything else above your relationships they consider you evil. god forbid you enjoy your hobbies more than being around your friends even though how much you care about something is completely outside of your control. it's the worst.
#aromantic#aplatonic#amatonormativity#okay personal rant incoming. i ended a close friendship over them having opinions on a hyperfixation of mine that i couldn't stand#well it was more complicated than that it's really not the only reason it had to end#but the point is. they got so upset over me putting a fictional thing above them or whatever. and it's just. what if that IS the case?#am I evil for the order in which o like things? something i have zero control over?#like if it makes me so upset i can't talk to them without feeling legitimate dread it's not possible to maintain any kind of relationship#I'm sorry but that's just how I am#i can't change things I literally cannot control
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#cw eyestrain#krita#pixel art#simple art#astro bot#astro bot fanart#fanart#фанарт#im sorry if I'm posts the same way more and more I did in Spore I have wild hyperfixation
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I was searching lucanis and fell in love w your art of him, went to follow and realized I already l already was! Must've fallen for it twice 🥰🥰🥰
But now I just keep wondering what fandom I followed you for first...
hahaha welcome back, friend!
To be fair, it might have been Dragon Age! If you're also a longtime fan, that is. Back in the day I made this art sideblog specifically for my DA art before I eventually branched out - although I did cycle through a lot of other fandoms and hyperfixations in the meantime so yeah it ... could've been any of them :'D
#replies#Anon#and just for the record: none of these hyperfixations are ever dead#they're just dormant#I still care a lot about all of them and a spark to reignite them could happen at any moment. Usually when I least expect it lmao#just the other day I stumbled across some old (unfinished) swtor fics and had to take a nostalgia trip to the galaxy far far away#I did start some sketches too but didn't have the time to finish anything#plus my heart still just beats for dragon age at the moment#ah man#I'll stop rambling now sorry#if I've ever been obsessed with something there is a 100% chance I still am#there is probably just something else I'm obsessing over MORE at that moment in time lol
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It's 2AM, I've just returned from uni, and I wake up to see this goober
Pedro, my sweet innocent boy.
What the fuck.
Lil man thinks he's a zubat
Anyways, I'm sorry I haven't posted in a while, I've been focusing on university, and they don't allow mons on campus :( but now I'm on break, and should hopefully be able to post more!
#pokemon irl#rotumblr#tw unreality#pokemon#rowlet#have a nice day!#[[new art style jumpscare#sorry i haven't been posting#the hyperfixation train left the station#but i got legends arceus for Christmas#so it's been working it's way back#I'm doing a different art style because the lineless one is very time consuming#so I'm hoping I'll be able to post more frequently#sorry for the tag wall!]]
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