mike----wazowski

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tw eating issues

literally everything is wrong with my fucking brain already we dont need to add eating issues onto it tell me why i miss the time where i didnt have an appetite for 8 months bc it meant i could effortlessly lose weight even tho i was miserable not being able to enjoy food and not wanting to eat like being hungry and wanting to eat is GOOD i LOVE food i LOVE my sweet treats but i feel the urge to restrict and not make the number on the scale too high and uggggghggg

and youtube isnt helping idgaf about high protein what you ate in a day in a calorie deficit and even the well meaning nutrition videos just make me miserable and self conscious now

like i reiterate ocd is annoying enough i PROMISE you youve given me enough worldly challenges god

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R.I.P. Malik Ali, the falafel vendor 💔

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the sunlight on our skin, and all the other things that make us human

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CAUSE I'M A PUNKROCKER YES I AM!

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absolute menace but still such a good boy :')))

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my ldr boyfriend gave me the chain with his grandmother's ring that he wears all the time bc im having a particularly bad ocd episode and i was upset about going back home to my brain. he said i could wear it till i came back so i didnt feel lonely.

and he thought that it would STOP me crying. like. you fool. you have just done an extremely sweet and tender gesture to the most cripplingly sentimental woman on earth. of course i WEPT. how could you not calculate this occurrence happening i cry every time i see you

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That post about death note being "everyone's first anime" (untrue statement) made me curious and now I want to gather data for science

Can you reblog this and tell me where are you from and what was your starter anime?

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i thought i was overly picky with the new shows i watch cuz im a snob but it turns out a show just has to be good for me to like it pantheon got me addicted its so good and interesting

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GUESS WHO GRADUATED WITH FIRST CLASS HONOURS

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not a new topic but people who joke about the uk's reaction to heat are annoying shut up i dont care if youre used to 73993395 degree heat we're not if you cranked up your heat to 93883395 degrees you'd find it hard to deal with too also people exist outside of your lived experiences other people are allowed to find it hot even if you dont

Plus our country literally aint built for this lmao i sat on a bristol bus with zero AC and genuinely thought i'd perish

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will die violently and fight all of you on the hill that squid game was near perfect as a single season, and if you scrapped the wider mysteries and sequel bait and kept it allegorical it would be a classic

like genuinely season 1 is paced wonderfully, it's a tense thriller but it takes plenty of time to breathe with relationship building and humour that doesnt feel out of place. it has great foreshadowing (i could write an essay about the opening of the show). it tells its bleak societal message but also isnt devoid of humanity (jiyeong's sacrifice, the friendships, gihun wanting to give up the money at the last moment just to save his friend)

it genuinely would be perfect to me without the fucking incessant need for sequels (okay maybe not PERFECT, im not much of a fan of the cop plot or the old man plot). also sang woo is very sexy (and probably my favourite antagonist). WHY DID THEY HAVE TO MILK THE CASH COW

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now wtf does rhizomic mean?? I DON'T CARE I PASSED MY BLOODY DISSERTATION WITH A FIRST AND I WROTE THAT SHIT IN 12 DAYS ON THE BRINK OF INSANITY

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anyway you should always remember that all those foreigners you see dying on the news are just as real people as you are who have just as much interiority as you do. there is nothing about you that makes you more important and it is by pure chance that you are not in their position. in fact, this holds for all of history. every person, no matter the horror of the fate that befell them, had just as much interiority as you do. i feel like some people haven't fully internalized this.

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there's few things quite so soul destroying as actually feeling like your brain is quiet and calm for a rare change

but before you can actually fully revel in it the ocd in your brain spontaneously reactivates to remind you that you're a horrible person who doesn't deserve peace ever

and thus the cycle continues

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genuinely something so delightful about getting obsessed with your own characters. what do you MEAN I can turn my headcanons for my characters into Official Real Lore. that's so fucking cool are you serious

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listen i dont like verso but he looks fucking amazing with the gustave trim lmao

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i am free from the shackles of education forever why can i still not write what the HELLY