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kimiko24 · 5 months ago

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Old JOJO tiktok I made, wanted to share it here. It's supposed to be inspired outfits from part 5 with pieces from my closet. So they're not an exact match lol

Also I didn't have anything for mista!!! Those patterns are wild!! nor Abbacchio unfortunately 😭😭

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okami-rambles · 4 months ago

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Alright gays, who's in their gigolas faze again?

#gigolas #I decided to see what's trending #Who's hyperfixation is acting up again?

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wu-wakfu-undertale · 3 months ago

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Re-watching wakfu for the first time in years and s1 Yugo was so silly???

dude discovered he could make portals at will and his first thought after actually acknowledging it is "i can do so many cool pranks with this"

#he was just a kid..... guys he was just a kid....#HE WAS SO SILLY #also the fact that after eva told him they used to call amalia princess gobball he just laughs at it ☠️#was he 12? i think he was in s1 #why dont they ever celebrate characters bdays tho #thinking over it now there was little to no chill time for these guys #sure there was a good amount of non plot stuff to get to know the characters but like #idk? ummm like in the first ova they gave them some chill time and i wish they had done that more #s4 was an amalgamation of “FUCK NOT AGAIN JFC”#OH ACTUALLY #there was (1) episode with chill time and i loved it #despite having gone thru alot of effort to be like look!!! chibi and grougal!!! theyre bros!!! yugo spent like. 5 minutes of screentime #with them. like actually being their brother.#and like it was kinda funny because imagine like the world sorta blowing up a little and then ur child comes back just to say #'dad im rlly fucking upset. ive been to the house of the gods btw. and i met my mom.'#alibert mustve been so fkn confused hdhdbd #then again. its like. average shit for his son #alibert went from gay dad with his lil guy from a species he does not know of who basically works a farm inn to like #a literal demigod. he def has made some enemies #i remember the most abt yugo bec the hyperfix was strongest on him #current thoughts on the others in the brotherhood:#tristepin: yugos nickname did not translate well into en lmao. also my guy pls stop harrassing women?? he gets an arc ik but like. my guy.#yes specifically s1 them #amalia: i mean. she does in fact act like a spoiled 13 yr old. but like. girl they did u kinda dirty.#eva: they also did you kinda dirty. love that your the only one just sick of everyones logic defying shit.#ruel: yk what. no notes. that is the most realistic old man ive ever seen. hes hilarious #az: this mf gets his ass in trouble every five seconds. u can tell he grew up with yugo. also according to s4 he gets bitches so XD #wu's rewatch notes #thats what im calling this #wakfu

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master-of-the-opera-house · 4 days ago

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#I dont want to keep bitching and ranting about this bc of the current hyperfixation and its cruel irony #And perhaps also just being on my feet a lot more at my job but this is the second time this year #My bad leg is acting up. I am once again lying down on my bed leg extended #Bc it hurts too much to even sit at my desk. And i cant even draw after a long week of work.#I only limp around when the lights are turned off because i dont want my mom to worry #And she's been worrying since i was 6 when this shit started #And i think for the first ((gradual)) time in my life I feel mad. Angry. Defeated at this chronic pain #I've gone lets say 15 years without really thinking about it but i think seeing terrible rep has sort of changed that #I think it never really hit me till my grandparents said theyd never use a cane for aesthetic reasons #And i put it all together with those nasty twinks and had an 'oh thats how normies see me' moment #I mean i dont use a cane but it's always just been a matter of when for me and i could never imagine a life of if #Or a life Without the same trusty medication ive had since i was 6 on my childhood bedroom table #And i think only now i realise oh. I can be angry at this. And i will be angry sometimes. And idk if thats for better or worse #If its cathartic and validating or giving me more reasons to be miserable. But it is what it is

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kengi-bengi · 11 months ago

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turns out i never watched the last two episodes of lockwood and co [the series] and WOW I HATE NETFLIX EVEN MORE!!! THAT WAS THE BEST FUCKING SHIT IN THE WORLD AND THEY CANCLE IT

#lockwood and co #i hope to god it can be picked up by someone else #perferably with the same cast of the main crew at the VERY least ffs #i rewatched it while working on projects today just cuz i wanted to see and hear the acting of the main cast again so i can ingrain-#-it into my head so that when i continued reading id have their skrunklys in my mind #god they are so feral and so found family #i love them #so #fuckin much #it also helps im taking anxiety meds now so i can actuly have HEALTHY hyperfixations again that wont give me asthma attacks!#cuz fr the amount of adrenaline my anxiety would put into me was fuckin unhealthy #thats another reason why ive always stayed on the side of ocs cuz its one of the few things i can handle lolol #cuz im not foaming at the mouth about how clever certain aspects of the stories are lololol- why would i its my stories lolololol

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euclydya · 4 months ago

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hey if i ask so niceys do you think bill would let me be co-host at Least . <== talking out loud to myself

#HE'S BEEN SLEEPING FOR LIKE A WEEK STRAIGHT UP FRONT AND THIS IS A SIGN OF A HYPERFIXATION SWITCH ON TOP OF... OTHER THINGS.#and I'm like ówò;; i dont wanna be HOST!!!!!!!!!!! but i like having say in things heheh so‚#i tried ti manually switch it like a couple irl nights ago and He nearly shot me in the fucking head about it. so ummmmmmmmmm #and i know the ins and outs of how we function already i can do the thing!! but also doing the thing puts me at risk of becoming HOST host &#I don't want that!!!#it's such a balancing act here thiugh goddds we're exhausted of this shit. we'd like to have a stable roster for at least a year again #🙄 ohwell.#besides if it switches that's sooooooooooooooooooo fucked for us man i dont want THAT asshole in here.#and i dont think we can really function with just... 5 people* at Least on a daily basis #(*we have two mes! I'm a subsystem)#we REALLY wouldn't be able to function if it'd just be me & 🌦️ here I'm assuming if it switches that we'd form the other two down the line.#ANYWAY!!!! it's a mess!!! bfbfbsjdjsjsjfjdjsdjfjxjxncj #but no one's in danger of dormancy yet bill's just TIRED!!!!!! which is worrying. ohwell!!!!!!!!! we'll figure it out #we kinda have to!#pk;m curly🩹

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mikaelasgraveyard · 11 months ago

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it’s so funny when people come to me saying things like “oh you should play this game. it’s so good it’s won multiple awards it had such compelling gameplay and story” and yadda yadda yadda.

you think i play games because theyre good ? you think i enjoy things just because they were ever made to be enjoyable ? i only play dogshit games. the worst gameplay imaginable. the storyline so riddled with plotholes youd think it were a road in michigan. im seven years into a persona 5 fixation. you cant save me

#sorry the hyperfixation is acting up again #‘aster its a special interest at this point’ i cant help you #im staring holes into my goro akechi cardboard cutout

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soliddaddy96 · 2 years ago

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me choosing the most weirdest thing youve heard to pour 1/2 of my life into

#txt #this is abt my hyperfixations BUT also i am so ill over mitski rn #your best american girl... once again do NOT go on tiktokor twitter for mitski its so horrid #ITS LIKE!! THIS IS ABT POC SUFFERING !!#itsso weird how white people on tiktok specifically think that if theyre queer of some sort it makes up for their whiteness #and thus gives them the ability to speak upon it as if they have. personal experience #like. while you do face grief due to your identity your suffering is not further added upon due to the fact youre white #you are part of the race that is glorified and portrayed as pure in most medias as well and yet act as if youre more knowledgeable on the #topic of discrimination !!!! LIKE #idk . its so annoying to me . like just listen to mitski and be normal okay?#ITS NOT THAT HARD!!! literally gonna scream #sorry your best american girl . you never deserved this #DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE STRAWBERRY COW THING OMFGGGG #literally strawberry blonde is one of her MOST racially rooted songs if that makes sense #its about how poc/woc specifically will NEVER meet up to the standards the white world puts up for them (what the narrator describes as #strawberry blonde) and how in the end despite knowing its unachievable #you still yearn to adhere to those 'white lines' . you still ache to have a life in their shape #AND FOR SOMEONE TO MAKE IT ABOUT ?? A FARM ANIMAL??#just put a gun to my head atp ICANT DO THIS ANYNMORE

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frostbite-the-bat · 1 year ago

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remembering old fandoms and rps and aus i had and im realizing this isnt the first time an au version of frostbite interacted a lot with someone who at least in text had a quirk that does something to the letter s which is ironic considering their name

#...........im talking about hr again sorry my condition gets worse each day especially when im more open about it #the previous/other one was a few years back.#it was . my gorillaz days...! and my gangreen gang specific hyperfix...! (never actually watched ppg)#they were besties with snake and there was a joke they adopted him and that he was their “sssson” even if they were only like a year older #our au ggg was very different bc it was like 4-3 ppl rping our own shit but it was very found family and backstories were Angsty #and obviously snake hisssssesss hisss letter sss #then hr haff hiff liffp #fun fact i used to have a pretty nasty lisp when i was younger before i got my teeth fixed up a bit so i honestly unironically love #characters with any kind of lisp even if its the daffy duck kind (who may be a bit hard for me to understand when voice acted like that but #i still Enjoy)#(i need subtitles for literally anything anyway)#anyways ggg au frostbite is also the edgiest of all the au frostbites that exist #least developed/just cool design is glamrock frost #most developed as a character and MOST goofy is toontown frost #anyways back on the lisp whoever put the letter s into the word lisp genuinely needs to die. and the word stop. yes i got bullied about #my lisp why do you ask #ok since im rambling heres a bigger ramble #both gorillaz and hr make me feel better abt my teeth #all the band members in gorillaz have mad fucked up teeth and i didnt have access to a good dentist until like 2020. i was endlessly #bullied for my teeth and i had difficulities eating some things and other health issues because i had horrid teeth bc of genes + my parents #didnt teach me to clean my teeth properly like wow you gotta go BETWEEN the teeth. the white stuff that covers your teeth ISNT GOOD ACTUALL #and hr has a mad overbite and i have that too so that makes me feel better..ive been rlly subconscious abt that lately actually #still wondering why nobody bothered gettin that fixed but i guess everything else was a bigger issue #and the fact i was missing my front teeth #yeah my health back then wasnt the best ! and i was bullied abt it even by my own best friends parents! no good! but seeing silly band #members who r fictional who i was hyperfixated on helped me feel better #man wish i could hide stuff from appearing in tag searches bc i just like rambling in the tags #but then i say one word and it appears in the tags and im super subconsious about it now bc i made one ramble and boom why is it in the #hr tag :sob: :skull:#OH WELL.

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roaringheat · 1 year ago

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RDR2 has been an insanely long hyperfix like literally only comparable to my fo4 hyperfix. I'm a little sad to feel that high fading but given that my fo4 hyperfix comes back strong like at least every 2 years, I have no doubt that RDR2 is gonna jump me again

#vark posts #my fo4 hyperfix is never gone only dormant istg #nice to finally have another interest like that tho lol #unfortunately i find it really hard to replay/rewatch things for some reason unless its something im really insane about #and im already getting the urge to replay rdr2 the same way i get urges to replay fo4 #so i really think they'll act very similar interest level wise #so basically what im trying to say is cowboys are now a permanent part of my personality #like how fo4 made me a permanent appreciator of retro music and long coats #i havent even touched rdr2 online so my interest level might spike up super high again #at least im hoping #its been literally 3 fucking months ive been like this so i really dont blame my hyperfix for finally calming tf down #i would say i can finally be a casual enjoyer but i still dont think thats 100% accurate lmao

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da3drat · 2 years ago

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literally so homophobic that i am not playing morrowind rn

#i just feel FEVERISH i feel so behind im trying to sponge up all the games asap #while simultaneously moving at a pace that i find enjoyable and wont burn me out #and its just manifesting as this eternal itch that haunts me whenever I am not making morrowind progress lmfao #hyperfixation wins again ig #and i CANT PLAY bc im at work obviously but also bc my carpal tunnel is acting up again and i cant hold the controller T-T #which means i cant DRAW either so im going literally insane #evil evil evil evil evil

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mythicandco · 2 years ago

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hi so fun fact. Shadows are a terrible awful horrible combination of Alternates (The Mandela Catalogue), Skinwalkers/Woodcrawlers (Gemini Home Entertainment), and the Heaven of Needles/Angel of Needles/Whiskers (Growing My Grandpa), and maybe even a pinch of whatever was going on in Discover My Body

NO ONE EVER FEARED THE RIGHT KIND OF DARK!!!!! AUGH!! THEY CAN ONLY EXIST WHERE THERE'S JUST ENOUGH LIGHT TO SEE BY

(not me being emo about fictional scenarios again)

#I love the pac arg because it's just a conglomeration of. so so many other things that I love #it's the ultimate form of my horror hyperfixation #wrapped up in the guise of a tumblr askblog with pictures of my school in nearly every other post #I even got to VOICE ACT. (I love voice acting) and I might even get the opportunity to do so again if I can get someone to be Anny for me #I have a few volunteers but we'll see how they feel when it comes time to step up to the plate #pac arg

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crazyw3irdo · 2 years ago

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uh oh im hyperfixating on my own ocs again

#ive been drawing them so much the past few days its only occurring to me now what that means #granted three other ones have also been acting up again so my mind is on many #oh four maybe ive been getting caught up on d20.......... mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm #hhhh still just. in that current phase of self diagnosis where im still unsure of calling myself it or not #but. as someone with diagnosed adhd who knows what hyperfixation is like. i. think some of these are closer to autism special interests....#fuckin. if i have autism sure then whatever man i dont care i just dont want to have to fuckin go through *another* self discovery thing #eh i guess its a new year who knows #adhd 2020 nonbinary 2021 autism 2022 i know its feb now but i started questioning last year so yeah #anyway mental health aside i thought of a cool prompt idea thing so im gonna do that now #crazwaz posted

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void-tiger · 3 months ago

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…god. Just date me already. We clearly like eachother, Sir. The only “now expectations” that exist are…kinda yours.

#tiger’s roar #seriously. how smitten do ya gotta be to look Utterly Delighted at my movie commentary chatter that otherwise gets me threatened with #Silence is Silver duct tape. I mean come on. seriously!!#and someone who’s Clearly down to hyperfixate analyze on movies #and like. is already ‘yeah that’s just how you function/nah you’re just busy so don’t beat yourself up about it’#…seriously. wHY aren’t we dating again? ‘cause like. what we already have is…basically what I want #and like. we keep crossing the line from Banter to Oops Others Are Acting Like We’re Flirting #just say it already and cool cool. see where it goes.

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aaabatteryy · 4 months ago

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i was showing my friend a small portion of my collection of fiddleford images and memes and the first thing out of her mouth is "sorry, he's kinda ugly". i've never felt overcome by shock so quickly

#I IMMEDIATELY STARTED SCOLDING HER THO AND SAYING THAT I DIDNT CARE AND I LOVE HIM :((#and then my other friend (grappling hook) came over and agreed with the first one #crying i just wanna show off my hyperfixations #BC WHO CARES IF HES UGLY HES MY BLORBO AND I CHERISH HIM #fiddleford posting #(again (i cant stop))#mackie's undiagnosed autism acting up again #battery powered YAPPING #battery lore

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angelltheninth · 9 days ago

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Friends with Benefits with Love and Deepspace Men

Pairing: Zayne, Rafayel, Xavier, Sylus, Caleb x Fem!Reader

Tags: nsfw, smut, creampie, friends with benefits, protectiveness, love confession, fingering, realization of feelings, denaial of feelings, mating press, desk sex, jealusy, flirting, referanced cunnilingus

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A/N: I would legit want to be their friends. The benefit is heaing me yap about how pretty they all are and whatever my newest hyperfixation is.

FwB!Zayne always tries to keep things strictly professional beween the two of you. There's him when he is your friend and collegue and him when he's making love to you on the surface of his desk. It's easy for him to cross between the lines, one moment he's giving you advice or talking about problem he has and the next he has his hand down your underwear and the other over your mouth, keeping you quiet. He's actually very good at going between the two modes and will never cross a line without your permission. Any feelings he might develop he will only show when he's being your lover, not when he's your friend.

FwB!Rafayel hides behind the flirting he does to make you belive he;s not as serious as he is. There will always be a time for him to be your friend and listen to any problems you make have, go on movie dates with you, take you shopping and order your favorite food when you're sad. And then there is the time when he offers to take your mind off what ever is bothering you by holding you close while you ride his cock and breathe heavily against his neck. Ocassionaly you have said you loved each other, and both of you know it's true, but you want to take a bit more before your relationshp takes that next step.

FwB!Xavier gets too into his own head about the whole deal becuase how is supposed to act that he wasn't balls deep in you the night before when you walk funny in front of him. Downright impossible for him to ignore the signs you give him. And he really does try his best but he doesn't want to make it seem like he only wants you for sex so he ends up texting you a lot while you're apart. Which only confuses things more. Truly he wishes there was an easy way for him to deal with this. Perhaps the best thing is for him to confess that he wants to be your boyfriend, not just the guy who makes you come and then never talks about it again until the next time.

FwB!Sylus teases you so much that you have no idea when he wants to be your friend and when he wants to fuck. There have been times where he deliberately made you think one thing only to do the other. Mindgames like these are fun for him, and watching you get all out of sorts because of it is even better. For as many times as he's fucked you into the bed he was also the one to comfort you when you were full of doubts and wanted nothing in return. Part of him hates that you still see him as a friend after all of that but he also won't force you to see him as anything else. Besies it's only a matter of time before you do.

FwB!Caleb is too jealous to stay just friends after the very first night you spend togeteher. Stares at othe guys that flirt with you so much a few of them actually took off running in the opposite direction. He didn's spend the whole night eating you out until you could no longer scream his name just for some other guy to swoop in and take you home. Try as he might to hide his jealus side it's very much impossibe, his smile gets sour and tight every time you tell him a guy flirted with you. A man like him can only tolorate so much before he confesses to you while fucking you. Not even romantically, he growls it out while having you folded in half and just as he fills you up with cum.

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