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Old JOJO tiktok I made, wanted to share it here. It's supposed to be inspired outfits from part 5 with pieces from my closet. So they're not an exact match lol
Also I didn't have anything for mista!!! Those patterns are wild!! nor Abbacchio unfortunately 😭😭
#hyperfixation acting up again#probably gonna make more fandom post because uuh#jjba#giorno giovanna#bruno bucciarati#anime#cosplay#bruno buccellati#trish una#pannacotta fugo#jojo no kimyou na bouken#jojo's bizarre adventure#jojo part 5#golden wind#narancia ghirga#guido mista#leone abbacchio#me#myself#anime tiktok#jojolands#diamond is unbreakable#jjba diu#tiktok#jjba part 5#vento aureo#team bucciarati#anime cosplay
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Alright gays, who's in their gigolas faze again?
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Re-watching wakfu for the first time in years and s1 Yugo was so silly???
dude discovered he could make portals at will and his first thought after actually acknowledging it is "i can do so many cool pranks with this"
#he was just a kid..... guys he was just a kid....#HE WAS SO SILLY#also the fact that after eva told him they used to call amalia princess gobball he just laughs at it ☠️#was he 12? i think he was in s1#why dont they ever celebrate characters bdays tho#thinking over it now there was little to no chill time for these guys#sure there was a good amount of non plot stuff to get to know the characters but like#idk? ummm like in the first ova they gave them some chill time and i wish they had done that more#s4 was an amalgamation of “FUCK NOT AGAIN JFC”#OH ACTUALLY#there was (1) episode with chill time and i loved it#despite having gone thru alot of effort to be like look!!! chibi and grougal!!! theyre bros!!! yugo spent like. 5 minutes of screentime#with them. like actually being their brother.#and like it was kinda funny because imagine like the world sorta blowing up a little and then ur child comes back just to say#'dad im rlly fucking upset. ive been to the house of the gods btw. and i met my mom.'#alibert mustve been so fkn confused hdhdbd#then again. its like. average shit for his son#alibert went from gay dad with his lil guy from a species he does not know of who basically works a farm inn to like#a literal demigod. he def has made some enemies#i remember the most abt yugo bec the hyperfix was strongest on him#current thoughts on the others in the brotherhood:#tristepin: yugos nickname did not translate well into en lmao. also my guy pls stop harrassing women?? he gets an arc ik but like. my guy.#yes specifically s1 them#amalia: i mean. she does in fact act like a spoiled 13 yr old. but like. girl they did u kinda dirty.#eva: they also did you kinda dirty. love that your the only one just sick of everyones logic defying shit.#ruel: yk what. no notes. that is the most realistic old man ive ever seen. hes hilarious#az: this mf gets his ass in trouble every five seconds. u can tell he grew up with yugo. also according to s4 he gets bitches so XD#wu's rewatch notes#thats what im calling this#wakfu
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turns out i never watched the last two episodes of lockwood and co [the series] and WOW I HATE NETFLIX EVEN MORE!!! THAT WAS THE BEST FUCKING SHIT IN THE WORLD AND THEY CANCLE IT
#lockwood and co#i hope to god it can be picked up by someone else#perferably with the same cast of the main crew at the VERY least ffs#i rewatched it while working on projects today just cuz i wanted to see and hear the acting of the main cast again so i can ingrain-#-it into my head so that when i continued reading id have their skrunklys in my mind#god they are so feral and so found family#i love them#so#fuckin much#it also helps im taking anxiety meds now so i can actuly have HEALTHY hyperfixations again that wont give me asthma attacks!#cuz fr the amount of adrenaline my anxiety would put into me was fuckin unhealthy#thats another reason why ive always stayed on the side of ocs cuz its one of the few things i can handle lolol#cuz im not foaming at the mouth about how clever certain aspects of the stories are lololol- why would i its my stories lolololol
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hey if i ask so niceys do you think bill would let me be co-host at Least . <== talking out loud to myself
#HE'S BEEN SLEEPING FOR LIKE A WEEK STRAIGHT UP FRONT AND THIS IS A SIGN OF A HYPERFIXATION SWITCH ON TOP OF... OTHER THINGS.#and I'm like ówò;; i dont wanna be HOST!!!!!!!!!!! but i like having say in things heheh so‚#i tried ti manually switch it like a couple irl nights ago and He nearly shot me in the fucking head about it. so ummmmmmmmmm#and i know the ins and outs of how we function already i can do the thing!! but also doing the thing puts me at risk of becoming HOST host &#I don't want that!!!#it's such a balancing act here thiugh goddds we're exhausted of this shit. we'd like to have a stable roster for at least a year again#🙄 ohwell.#besides if it switches that's sooooooooooooooooooo fucked for us man i dont want THAT asshole in here.#and i dont think we can really function with just... 5 people* at Least on a daily basis#(*we have two mes! I'm a subsystem)#we REALLY wouldn't be able to function if it'd just be me & 🌦️ here I'm assuming if it switches that we'd form the other two down the line.#ANYWAY!!!! it's a mess!!! bfbfbsjdjsjsjfjdjsdjfjxjxncj#but no one's in danger of dormancy yet bill's just TIRED!!!!!! which is worrying. ohwell!!!!!!!!! we'll figure it out#we kinda have to!#pk;m curly🩹
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it’s so funny when people come to me saying things like “oh you should play this game. it’s so good it’s won multiple awards it had such compelling gameplay and story” and yadda yadda yadda.
you think i play games because theyre good ? you think i enjoy things just because they were ever made to be enjoyable ? i only play dogshit games. the worst gameplay imaginable. the storyline so riddled with plotholes youd think it were a road in michigan. im seven years into a persona 5 fixation. you cant save me
#sorry the hyperfixation is acting up again#‘aster its a special interest at this point’ i cant help you#im staring holes into my goro akechi cardboard cutout
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fully intended and foreseen consequence of coping better with my anxiety is that this blog will at some point inevitably become More Cringe and that point is SO close on the horizon. if you get mad at me for posting things i like on my blog that is for me you clearly have more issues than i do for worrying abt that possibility for hours on end
#its tumblr were all cringe here. fucking grow up or leave genuinely#also i literally tag everything im into + trigger tags too. block tags or just unfollow me theres no hard feelings i prommy#anyway. ive been falling back into creepypasta which ive mentioned before i was super into as a teen! fun stuff#i love that the fandom is still alive and doing fun new stuff :') theres such good art out there!! and character interpretations!!!!#and ive also gotten really into league lore over the past few months actually. the arcane fixation has morphed#basically it went 'this character looks cool whats their deal. whats this region like. oh another neat character lets look into that'#and then suddenly i know too much™️ bc hyperfixations for me are about gathering information and stories like a raccoon#i have FEELINGS about it. post probably incoming soon abt that#and BRIAR!! shes a little gremlin i kind of love her already#levi.txt#will i delete this in the morning? lets see#but for real tho. im doing really good lately. things arent perfect but i feel like a person for once#i can talk to strangers without acting like a trapped prey animal! it turns out im fucking funny actually! people like my jokes#im SLEEPING again. regularly. that was an issue for nearly a year and im doing ok again (not perfect but hey! ~8hrs!!)#i can just. sit around in public now and not feel like im on a hidden camera show where everyone is judging the way i breathe#slowly switching from self deprecation 'i want to die' jokes to 'im literally gods favourite prince and the hottest bitch alive'#i still get really nervous but it doesnt feel like a personal flaw and it doesnt feel insurmountable anymore#so yeah naturally thats going to come with (hopefully) a lot less shame around things that i like#just asking kindly that people are normal abt it. this is me thriving i guess
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me choosing the most weirdest thing youve heard to pour 1/2 of my life into
#txt#this is abt my hyperfixations BUT also i am so ill over mitski rn#your best american girl... once again do NOT go on tiktokor twitter for mitski its so horrid#ITS LIKE!! THIS IS ABT POC SUFFERING !!#itsso weird how white people on tiktok specifically think that if theyre queer of some sort it makes up for their whiteness#and thus gives them the ability to speak upon it as if they have. personal experience#like. while you do face grief due to your identity your suffering is not further added upon due to the fact youre white#you are part of the race that is glorified and portrayed as pure in most medias as well and yet act as if youre more knowledgeable on the#topic of discrimination !!!! LIKE#idk . its so annoying to me . like just listen to mitski and be normal okay?#ITS NOT THAT HARD!!! literally gonna scream#sorry your best american girl . you never deserved this#DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE STRAWBERRY COW THING OMFGGGG#literally strawberry blonde is one of her MOST racially rooted songs if that makes sense#its about how poc/woc specifically will NEVER meet up to the standards the white world puts up for them (what the narrator describes as#strawberry blonde) and how in the end despite knowing its unachievable#you still yearn to adhere to those 'white lines' . you still ache to have a life in their shape#AND FOR SOMEONE TO MAKE IT ABOUT ?? A FARM ANIMAL??#just put a gun to my head atp ICANT DO THIS ANYNMORE
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remembering old fandoms and rps and aus i had and im realizing this isnt the first time an au version of frostbite interacted a lot with someone who at least in text had a quirk that does something to the letter s which is ironic considering their name
#...........im talking about hr again sorry my condition gets worse each day especially when im more open about it#the previous/other one was a few years back.#it was . my gorillaz days...! and my gangreen gang specific hyperfix...! (never actually watched ppg)#they were besties with snake and there was a joke they adopted him and that he was their “sssson” even if they were only like a year older#our au ggg was very different bc it was like 4-3 ppl rping our own shit but it was very found family and backstories were Angsty#and obviously snake hisssssesss hisss letter sss#then hr haff hiff liffp#fun fact i used to have a pretty nasty lisp when i was younger before i got my teeth fixed up a bit so i honestly unironically love#characters with any kind of lisp even if its the daffy duck kind (who may be a bit hard for me to understand when voice acted like that but#i still Enjoy)#(i need subtitles for literally anything anyway)#anyways ggg au frostbite is also the edgiest of all the au frostbites that exist#least developed/just cool design is glamrock frost#most developed as a character and MOST goofy is toontown frost#anyways back on the lisp whoever put the letter s into the word lisp genuinely needs to die. and the word stop. yes i got bullied about#my lisp why do you ask#ok since im rambling heres a bigger ramble#both gorillaz and hr make me feel better abt my teeth#all the band members in gorillaz have mad fucked up teeth and i didnt have access to a good dentist until like 2020. i was endlessly#bullied for my teeth and i had difficulities eating some things and other health issues because i had horrid teeth bc of genes + my parents#didnt teach me to clean my teeth properly like wow you gotta go BETWEEN the teeth. the white stuff that covers your teeth ISNT GOOD ACTUALL#and hr has a mad overbite and i have that too so that makes me feel better..ive been rlly subconscious abt that lately actually#still wondering why nobody bothered gettin that fixed but i guess everything else was a bigger issue#and the fact i was missing my front teeth#yeah my health back then wasnt the best ! and i was bullied abt it even by my own best friends parents! no good! but seeing silly band#members who r fictional who i was hyperfixated on helped me feel better#man wish i could hide stuff from appearing in tag searches bc i just like rambling in the tags#but then i say one word and it appears in the tags and im super subconsious about it now bc i made one ramble and boom why is it in the#hr tag :sob: :skull:#OH WELL.
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do y’all know the hunger games audio books are on spotify for free? literally haven’t been able to stop listening and when i had to stop listening i haven’t been able to stop thinking about it
#even read some fanfiction which i haven’t done in forever#feels good to be hyper fixated on smth again#bc when i’m not i hyperfixate on *redacted* and end up spiraling#but now my brain is full of peeta mellark :)#and his love for katniss :)#and how he’s always loved her :)#and how she just straight up thought it was an act#she’s so oblivious it’s hilarious#and reading the books i was oblivious too LMAOOO#i was on katniss’ wavelength like hmmmm what’s he getting at#blah blah#i read the books so long ago it’s so nice to relive it#i wanted to just read the books but i can’t find my copy
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hit tag limit on the last post cos i started talking about roller coasters again 😔
#toy txt post#wish there was a way for me to like. Do. something. with my roller coaster hyperfixation. but im not an engineer i dont want to design them#thats so scary and i couldnt be a ride op cos im scared of riding most of them (disclaimer I KNOW HOW SAFE THEY ARE THATS NOT THE PROBLEM#I DONT HANDLE THE PHYSICAL EXPERIENCE OF THRILL RIDES FILLING ME WITH ADRENALINE VERY WELL IT CAUSES ME PAIN#i do not enjoy it. but i love to see coasters and watch them and read about them 🥺 and also sometimea i read about. the incidents which#felt like very foolish at first like okay this isnt gonna help me get comfortable riding them but honestly actually it did help?#to see how many of the incidents are like. truly like either freak accidents or someone fucked up#but like the rides safety mechanisms usually are very good and not the reason for an accident. most errors seem to be like. act of god or#like. operator or rider error. and some of the operator errors are kind of terrifying BUT ALSO seem like things that can be prevented#maybe the new wave of unionizing in the us will sweep into theme park employees and make sure theyre paid well and recieve good benefits#and that they are not pressured to prioritize profits or faster throughput at the expense of safety. and (really optimistic i know) maybe#we as a society and culture can unlearn our systemic fatphobia to the point that its doable to turn someone away for being#too big to ride safely without making them feel like shit or like its their fault and MAYBE we'll even possibly just maybe figure out how#to make rides that can actually accommodate larger guests safely so they can participate in the fun without fear or bodyshaming#logically i know theres no way to remove 100% of risk and that there is still heightened risk especially for ppl w various#medical conditions but idk i think we as a society can keep theme parks and do them well. i believe in us.#i should go to more of them....ive been to like. not that many but i do still have favorites#hershey my beloved. i LOVE how visible all the coasters are all the time i LOVE the skyview going right through great bears track#i hope i can go again this yr and see the new wildcat 🥺 absolutely not going to ride that fucking thing but i am definitely going to stare#at it. jenn if youre reading this i cannot fucking believe you got me to ride og wildcat honestly#p sure that rattle gave me a headache and i would not do it again that was a rough fucking ride lol but im glad u somehow got me into that#i have. such a complicated relationship with being peer pressured onto rides lol#like on the one hand i do need that a little bit or i definitely wont do it but on the other. being forced onto comet as a child was#slightly traumatizing and definitely marked my turn from wanting to ride all the coasters to jot wanting to ride anything#to my parents credit on that one they do recognize it as a mistake and were sorry about it like immediately so i dont hold it against them#but also dont. force ur children to ride coasters lol. but i do need to go spend a day at hershey just forcing myself to ride great bear#over and over. fav coaster best coaster. its so fucking loud. its shaped so good. pretty color scheme. its constellation themed#i do love and am obsessed with how hershey packs all those tracks together like that it looks so cool i love to see it#candymonium right at the entrance like that is Extremely distracting very immediately
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RDR2 has been an insanely long hyperfix like literally only comparable to my fo4 hyperfix. I'm a little sad to feel that high fading but given that my fo4 hyperfix comes back strong like at least every 2 years, I have no doubt that RDR2 is gonna jump me again
#vark posts#my fo4 hyperfix is never gone only dormant istg#nice to finally have another interest like that tho lol#unfortunately i find it really hard to replay/rewatch things for some reason unless its something im really insane about#and im already getting the urge to replay rdr2 the same way i get urges to replay fo4#so i really think they'll act very similar interest level wise#so basically what im trying to say is cowboys are now a permanent part of my personality#like how fo4 made me a permanent appreciator of retro music and long coats#i havent even touched rdr2 online so my interest level might spike up super high again#at least im hoping#its been literally 3 fucking months ive been like this so i really dont blame my hyperfix for finally calming tf down#i would say i can finally be a casual enjoyer but i still dont think thats 100% accurate lmao
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i do think a barbie-themed blog being 'anti disney' is hilarious. like babygirl you do realize that the barbie movie was still ultimately a mattel commercial right
#emma shut up#there are valid criticisms of disney OFC i hope iger falls in a well daily#but to act all morally superior when your current hyperfixation is Girlboss Capitalism Feminism The Movie....#and again I LIKED BARBIE
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literally so homophobic that i am not playing morrowind rn
#i just feel FEVERISH i feel so behind im trying to sponge up all the games asap#while simultaneously moving at a pace that i find enjoyable and wont burn me out#and its just manifesting as this eternal itch that haunts me whenever I am not making morrowind progress lmfao#hyperfixation wins again ig#and i CANT PLAY bc im at work obviously but also bc my carpal tunnel is acting up again and i cant hold the controller T-T#which means i cant DRAW either so im going literally insane#evil evil evil evil evil
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hi so fun fact. Shadows are a terrible awful horrible combination of Alternates (The Mandela Catalogue), Skinwalkers/Woodcrawlers (Gemini Home Entertainment), and the Heaven of Needles/Angel of Needles/Whiskers (Growing My Grandpa), and maybe even a pinch of whatever was going on in Discover My Body
NO ONE EVER FEARED THE RIGHT KIND OF DARK!!!!! AUGH!! THEY CAN ONLY EXIST WHERE THERE'S JUST ENOUGH LIGHT TO SEE BY
(not me being emo about fictional scenarios again)
#I love the pac arg because it's just a conglomeration of. so so many other things that I love#it's the ultimate form of my horror hyperfixation#wrapped up in the guise of a tumblr askblog with pictures of my school in nearly every other post#I even got to VOICE ACT. (I love voice acting) and I might even get the opportunity to do so again if I can get someone to be Anny for me#I have a few volunteers but we'll see how they feel when it comes time to step up to the plate#pac arg
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uh oh im hyperfixating on my own ocs again
#ive been drawing them so much the past few days its only occurring to me now what that means#granted three other ones have also been acting up again so my mind is on many#oh four maybe ive been getting caught up on d20.......... mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm#hhhh still just. in that current phase of self diagnosis where im still unsure of calling myself it or not#but. as someone with diagnosed adhd who knows what hyperfixation is like. i. think some of these are closer to autism special interests....#fuckin. if i have autism sure then whatever man i dont care i just dont want to have to fuckin go through *another* self discovery thing#eh i guess its a new year who knows#adhd 2020 nonbinary 2021 autism 2022 i know its feb now but i started questioning last year so yeah#anyway mental health aside i thought of a cool prompt idea thing so im gonna do that now#crazwaz posted
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