#how will I recover ? i don’t know
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he’s actually a menace (affectionate) 🫠
#tw flashing#lee felix#skz#enjoy 1:25 of felix struggling to keep his top on 🙃#he looked so good i don’t know how ill ever recover 🥲#loml
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Echo’s world has gone decidedly… wobbly. Blurry. Fuzzy at the edges, and what-will-you-else. He can’t feel his fingertips, is his first thought. Kriffing overdid it on the glowing green shots, is his second.
“Holy kriff, Echo, that manhole-cover underneath you is moving!”, Fives exclaims, third. Or more like slurs into Lt. Jesse’s shoulder, who is himself moaning indistinctly into the Captain’s pauldron, who is in turn swaying back and forth gesturing at Commander Cody.
And it really is - the manhole cover, that is, once Echo stumbles off it with a shriek. Jumping up into the now open air with sudden force, steadying and then scraping across paveme-
“Are those kriffing hands?!”
In an instant, seven highly drunk pairs of fists and one blaster, courtesy of Commander Cody (the only one present who’s sober enough to be legally handling it) are aimed in a circle around the cover slowly being shuffled to the side, then the hands reaching up to palm at the edges of the hole -
- and are slowly being lowered again when two white-red painted helmets are heaved into view, along with chest-deep groaning and grunting. Two armored Corries collapse in a heap at Commander Cody’s feet, who stares down at them in open-mouthed shock.
Slowly, Echo blinks. Slowly, he raises a hand to snap his fingers in front of his face. No, still there. Slowly, Fives grabs for a piece of flank underneath his blacks and twists. Echo yelps, and slaps his hand away hard enough to hurt himself. “OI!”
“B’have, boys”, Captain Rex makes a brave attempt to slur out as he sways on his feet, still staring down at the trembling heap of armor at their feet. Whoa, Echo didn’t know they had those kinds of funky armor designs in the Guard. Very avant-garde.
“That’s blood, Ey’ika”, says Appo.
Oh.
Slowly, Hardcase raises his right foot, inching towards-
“Don’t even think about it”, Commander Cody snaps, and Hardcase’s foot whips back to the ground next to its companion. Fives chortles. “Yeah, genius, those are Commander kamas - they’d put you down in a second flat!”
“Why would two Corrie Commanders go crawling out of holes in front of 79’s, huh, genius?!”, Hardcase retorts, somewhat justly, Echo feels. Next to him, Commander Cody frowns, and kneels carefully. “Good question, trooper. Fox, can you hear me? Fox’i-“
Which is when one of the bodies - Commander Fox, Echo realizes with a shudder, The Marshall Commander Fox - convulses on the ground, and an arm rears up to nail Cody face-first with the back of a hand, sending him sprawling back into the pavement with an undignified squawk.
“Thorn”, the sad figure that is the highest decorated clone in existence groans, still faceplanted into pavement, “Thorn, I’m hallucinating Cody. Thorn, tell him to shut up.”
“Shuddup”, Commander Thorn heaves, loyally. Cody makes an affronted noise, braced back on his shebs. “Sdubid Codeh.”
Commander Fox’s visor scrapes against the ground with his nod, a sound that sends the surrounding vod’e cringing. “Yeah, you go, Thorn. You’re my favorite.” A considering pause. “Oh, kark. I need to call in medevac - Fox to Stabby, Fox to Stabby - the kriffing Narglatches are back on the lower levels.”
The Commander’s comm crackles to life, as he heaves himself over with a punched-out moan - oh, yup, that dark patch’s definitely not paint, and are those teeth marks?! On plastoid??
“I’m going to wring Senator Hliii’s neck, and then I’m going to twist him into a human kriffing meat-lasso to catch every last one of his little pets with”, sounds through Fox’s comm, who just hacks out a laughcough in response. “Pinging your location now. Where’s Thorn?”
“Pr’snt”, slurs Thorn.
“Concussed”, adds Fox, “We crawled out forty levels to behind 79’s, so no one would see us.”
Awkward silence follows.
“Uh, about that”, begins Rex, only to be interrupted by a deep groan from Fox.
“Oh, you’ve got to be kriffing kidding me! As if Cody’s ugly mug wasn’t - WHAT THE KRIFF ARE YOUR KRIFFING ARC KARKHEADS DOING IN MY HALLUCINATION, REX?!”
“Shuddup, Rex”, Thorn moans bravely.
#sw tcw#commander fox#commander thorn#commander cody#captain rex#tcw fives#tcw echo#tcw jesse#tcw hardcase#tcw kix#tcw appo#fox is very annoyed by the news that he miscalculated sewer exits by two alleys#‘out of my way kote’ he says and drags thorn two alleys over#why didn’t he kill the narglatches you wonder? so does cody#cody. cody. sweet cody. am i sentient? asks fox. no? are the narglatches classified as protected animals? yes? then what the kriff#do you think they’ll do to the non sentient military weapon that murdered a pack of protected creatures in the middle of coruscant?#good talk#NO screams cody HORRIBLE TALK ACTUALLY. VERY BAD NO GOOD HORRIBLE TALK#you’re delirious from blood loss fox. your vitals are concerning fox. pah. tell me something i don’t know#i love you and am worried ahout you fox says cody#….motherkriffer whispers fox through tears#and that’s how cody and rex fix coruscant once they get fox to a medbay with bacta and recover from ‘their’ hangover#stabby not only sends them foxs full unredacted medical file but also speederload of handcuffs and industrial rope#to keep him contained he says with a smile#rex and cody slowly inch back#thorn is fine don’t worry <3#he does keep telling various people to shut up on the way to being fine tho#obi wan thinks it’s hilarious#anakin thinks it’s very confusing#no i don’t know what this is either bear with me i’m not sleeping lmao
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i love darkness and edginess in kh absolutely and i think the deeply philosophical introspective examinations on what it means to be human aka existential dread and all that lends itself to a bit of horror easily and i love seeing it utilized to its fullest potential. ultimately though what i want is something comforting and reassuring at the end of the day- like what nomura said about the series reflecting his belief that ‘the heart is never truly gone’. how you might lose people but they’re always a part of you. i will be happy no matter where the series goes as long as it fundamentally comes back to love and human connection. it’s really beautiful the way the story gets so incredibly dark but it always manages to come back to the light somehow- whether it’s a classic disney happily ever after, or something more akin to other storytellers where something is absolutely lost but it’s still a good ending, y’know? instead of everything being saccharine you get hurt and you grow because of it and new beauty blooms. kh really delivers on that front and i want it to stay that way forever
#getting sappy on a friday night about the disney anime series again :-)#❤️#kingdom hearts#i love how dark it gets but ONLY because i know it’ll always bounce back from it#the mark of a good story is how big of a change it can evoke in you#if the stakes don’t get high enough you don’t care as much when they get resolved#but if you don’t actually manage to recover from that tragedy you’re just left feeling low#a good story needs to bring you REALLY low and then lift you up REALLY high#ideally either slightly higher or slightly lower than where you started#kh always does that and that’s why i love it#the contrast…#almost like the clash between light and dark is what it’s always been abou#khposting
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The sickest burn of all time
#I don’t know how you recover from that burn#watcher#ryan bergara#shane madej#top 5 beatdown#watcher entertainment
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I’m so not okay… I’m not okay at all actually…
#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#bnha#mha#dabi#touya todoroki#bnha dabi#mha dabi#bnha season 7#mha season 7#no no no no no no because i am still crying… sobbing actually…#i cannot do this guys… it’s impossible to recover from this because i can’t stop watching the episode…#i want to hug dabi so bad like— i don’t even know how to explain all the things i’m feeling right now…#i knew this episode would break me BIG TIME… but to this point????#my heart keeps clenching everytime i remember what i’ve seen this episode and god…#it hits already enough when reading it… but HEARING all of it???? that hurts on a whole different level…
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he cooked ! he served !! HE ATE😮💨🥵
#& WHAT A GOOD MORNING IT WAS YEEESH WOOF WOOOOF#HE ROSE UP FROM THE 💀 HONEY HE DOES IT ALLLL THE TIME😌💅🏻#bruh this chapter actually brought ME back to life I stg#I actually cannot express how Fyo in this fancy fit has rewritten my DNA I’ll literally never recover#no bc also why does Fyodor hold the sword like that ya know-🌝👁️👁️#we got an outfit change & a plan reveal & FINALLY his ability confirmed !!!#I feel so validated for getting the majority of its aspects right🤭 were y’all’s theories close or are ya mind blown#I am v sad for Bram & Aya😭 but I truly don’t think he’s gone !! his body is an unded🧛🏻 after all#but also Bram pls let Fyo keep this fit TY😶🌫️ he had no right to look THIS GOOD IN IT my gaaaaawsh#I drew this like a maniac yesterday for insta but am finally getting to post here🫰#fyodor#fyodor dostoevsky#fyodor fanart#bsd fyodor#bsd#bsd fanart#bungou stray dogs#bungou stray dogs fanart#bungo stray dogs#bungo stray dogs fanart#fanart#bram bsd#artists on tumblr#artists of tumblr#bsd 114.5#bsd manga#bsd spoilers#anime#manga#manga panel redraw
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I have a headcanon that Eddie waited 20 minutes and then called Tommy to apologize for “ruining their date” and encourages Tommy to give Buck a second chance.
#Eddie Diaz#BuckTommy#I love the fact that Buck was ready to leave it at ‘I fucked up’ and Eddie’s the one that said ‘don’t walk away’#and I totally think Eddie would play matchmaker because when’s the last time he LIKED someone Buck dated?#he wasn’t there for Abby (and his only interaction with her was finding out she got ENGAGED while she was ghosting Buck#Aly was just a nonstarter and I KNOW the guy that watched Buck cough up blood would be PISSED to learn Aly left while Buck was recovering#and we all know how he felt about Taylor#and he lowkey was annoyed with Natalia liking that Buck almost died#considering Buck’s death was the worst three minutes of Eddie’s life since Shannon died#but TOMMY??? he loves Tommy!!!#Tommy is his bro of course he wants Tommy to date his best friend#any guy or girl would be lucky to have Buck#if Eddie swung that way (whichhetotallydoesnt) he’d date Buck himself!!!#basically I think Eddie hasn’t Figured It Out so he’s super going to get Buck a boyfriend#and then realize months later that HE wanted to be Buck’s boyfriend the whole time
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Don’t talk to me for the next 5 months I’m going to be in mourning
#/silly#jimmy solidarity… like okay#did I want the curse to be real? yes#did I want it to happen this way. NO.#I didn’t want it to be jimmy’s fault. I didn’t want it to be an accident. I didn’t want it to feel silly or meaningless.#I didn’t want it to be full of regret.#I didn’t want ‘’I’m sorry’’ pinned in the comments#I didn’t want ‘’I’m just so bad at Minecraft’’#I didn’t want ‘’I hate myself. I actually hate myself’’#this is devastating and I don’t know how I will recover.#…/silly#limited life spoilers
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we've both talked about how scully isn't jealous fire. what differences do you see between protective scully vs jealous scully?
yeah to me the main difference is that one is more external and the other internal. she gets very emotional when she’s jealous. in episodes like alpha (literally sitting that woman down and going “i’m watching you.” cracks me tf up. Dana nobody is taking your man.) and war of the coprophages, it’s kind of angry. it’s louder, but still something very vulnerable and true to her (hater-ism). in episodes like the end, it’s heartbreak. that’s one of the very few episodes where i think she was purely jealous, and sad. she usually understands what’s going on and i think she knew as soon as she heard him call diana by her first name that something was going to change. i think it hurt her feelings, that specific display of connection, usually reserved for her.
when she’s jealous she retreats. she watches quietly. she cries alone in her car. she needs a moment to herself.
it’s when she’s protective that you can’t shake her for anything. one of my favorite images in fire is her standing in the doorway while mulder and phoebe meet with the arson specialist. i didn’t even notice she was there the first time i saw it. she wasn’t invited. she’s just keeping watch. later, she’s standing in the hallway. after that, she’s in his hotel room, and doesn’t leave when phoebe comes in. says “are you okay?” the moment they’re alone.
people write off her behavior in this one as being “jealous” because she has a lil crush and there’s another woman there, but i honestly find that dismissive. sometimes people discuss scully through such a wide lens, not taking into account who she is. she’s really surprised throughout the time that phoebe was there. it’s that soft edge that still shocks to cruelty, that she never really loses. it’s what shocks in the pilot when the doctor hits mulder twice. what shocks in the following episode when the government agents punch him on the side of the road. (look at you you’ve radicalized scully). it’s what makes her wary of jerry lamana, even before he stole mulder’s work.
but phoebe is so cruel, and so personal, and has so much history. it’s not jealousy that makes scully linger in doorways. it’s not jealousy that spawns that folie a deux. no one else understands. no one else can be trusted. (which i do kind of think started in fire, i’ve said before). she isn’t jealous that he startles when he hears this woman’s voice.
and i know that’s a lot on phoebe as an example, but it doesn’t stop. she doesn’t stop keeping watch. she doesn’t stop shocking to cruelty. she’ll get loud. she’ll make plans. she’ll surprise herself. and it doesn’t come with jealousy’s mortifying intimacy.
(don’t have much else to say but i found this from an old post of mine and wanted to share: “scully has that kind of protectiveness towards him that you have towards a child that hasn't been touched by the world yet. it's very 'the world is at least half terrible, though i keep this from my children.’ 'good bones' by maggie smith. scully in the beginning is like......there is something here that should have broken by now. and she wants to watch him be able to walk into every room with the most hopeful answer and a hand out to every stranger.”)
she shares him with the world only reluctantly, Etc etc
#she wants people to be kind to him and it breaks her over and over#i’m still not very With It but i wanted to talk about this for a sec#i do think scully’s protectiveness is a much larger topic#i think it’s a huge source of harm for her#i think it’s a constant failure to her#i think it’s a endless cycle of wanting to absorb him whole or lock him up and shut the gate and then feeling bad. regretting it.#huge plot of iwtb / msi#it almost develops from that initial s1 jumpiness of just wanting people to not fucking beat him down#into knowing that everything does. everything will.#could they ever recover from her exiling him from being with their child because she was afraid it would kill him? i don’t know#the other thing that i’ve been thinking about a lot with this is that she’s guarding something most people don’t see#this world is so cruel to him. it’s insane to rewatch and see how carelessly people just want to see if they can shake him#and this world desperately wants to beat this kind of gentle vulnerability out of people#and it would be easier for scully if they did. she wouldn’t spend her days with a weeping wound. she wouldn’t be so anxious. so on guard#but she is unwaveringly dedicated to the much more difficult task of protecting something that’s very precious to her#i do think these qualities in her are extremely moving in that respect#and i love scully’s judgmental hater-ism#i just do also think it becomes a pathology for her in some ways#anyway those are some loose threads#asks#fire#‘For long hours on his couch that night#autopsy hands on his head#in his hair#she'd thought about what it would mean to hide him away.#Thought about what it would mean to steal and stash him like fairy treasure#to draw protective rings.’#(audries ‘throat eye and knucklebone’)
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It’s so embarrassing and heartbreaking being in so much pain over losing someone while knowing they don’t give a fuck if you live or die. Your favorite person becoming a stranger is a special kind of hell.
#I fucking hate having bpd#while I’m at it I don’t understand the fuckin audacity some people have to say they love you and do horrible things to you#I feel so stupid#I feel so stupid for believing all the lies#but I was so in love and put him on such a pedestal that I just allowed it all.#thinking about someone constantly and grieving over them and knowing they’re perfectly fine and to them you don’t exist#I’m still in such a state of grief and I don’t understand why time hasn’t healed#it honestly feels like it’s gotten worse w time#I just torture myself but I can’t help it my brain wants me dead#it’s so painful I feel so fucking stupid#being abandoned with no closure by someone who’s your entire world#for someone they were unfaithful to you with multiple times (I don’t even know how many and dony want to know) immediately#like that was the plan all along#he took our cat hundreds of miles away and I don’t even know if he still has her or if she’s still alive and I miss her every day#I never loved someone like that and it feels like the heartbreak is actually physically killing me#i spent 1/5 of my entire life with him#I was my prettiest and had the best body at the time and I wasted it on someone who didn’t appreciate me#not wasted. it wasn’t wasted. we had some incredible times together#I’ll never be that beautiful again#and now idk what do so bc i can’t decide which is worse: being alone and isolating or loving deeply and ending up horribly hurt all over#it’s all just so upsetting.#and I feel so stupid for allowing it all#he knows more about me than anyone and he made me feel like he loved me so much sometimes and then did horrid things and it’s so fucked up#nobody read this I’m so embarrassed and horribly broken#it traumatized me so much there was so much abuse and pain idk if I’ll ever recover#I deserved it but it still hurts my heart#I was so mentally ill and sick I know it had to have been miserable to be around me#there are so many things only he understands and knows about me and I need to talk about them I j wanna b able to b there 4 each other#but that girl is so beyond insecure and controlling so. if I want to talk to who fuckin gets me I’m just fucked#why lead someone on like that for years knowing you’re going to abandon them the second it’s convenient
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I drew speout roday. I think jt looks beeat.
#dandys world#sprout dandys world#sprout dw#i fucking drew sprout wrong and he looks like deku#i was severely traumatized by the revelation#my friend(cheeseburg) witnessed my crime#how will I recover ? i don’t know#i didnt use red as outline so i guess thats where it all went wrong#im sorry#I didnt mean to make sprout into deku#but here it is
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hawktrap x dropping whatever they were doing to comfort them .
the way they both squeeze sanchez / margaret closer to them . GOD .
#god to be held like that by hawkeye#the way he saw sanchez coming and was ready to catch her i will NEVER recover#the parallels they did between sanchez and margaret too bc margaret didn’t know how to handle sanchez when she was scared#and didn’t know how to handle herself when she was scared just like sanchez was#i love it when we see hawkeye and trapper’s soft sides bleed through#or like okay being sweet when they don’t HAVE to be . like when they go out of their way to comfort#because sometimes it’s like okay they’re being kind to this soldier because they’re kind but also like . that’s their job#i just like the tender moments where you see that their just so loving and compassionate#WAILS#ESPECIALLY in the early seasons because they’re always joking so there’s not a TON of moments like this#god . GOD .#they care so much#song / artist : better / sign crushes motorist#episode : bombed ; 3 x 15#m*a*s*h#mashposting#mash#mash 4077#mashblr#hawkeye pierce#hawkeye#trapper john mcintyre#trapper john#margaret houlihan
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Kira: Can you ever trust me in the same way again?
Odo: Dead Silence until the episode fades to black
Me:
#Odo#nerys Kira#poor Odo#I don’t know how I’d recover from that either#she didn’t even tell him#he sleuthed it out while she *helped* the whole time#and it’s worse that he was specifically betrayed that she had a whole YEAR to tell him without getting immediately murdered by gul dukat#OOF#Star Trek#French trek#ds9#obviously they recover over time#but that’s one heck of a dent to put into a friendship#is there anything more tragic than someone cracking a relationship because they kept a secret#instead of damaging it with the secret they kept
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The way I only just realized that it’s Airachnid and not just Arachnid because she flies… they’re not just pronouncing it a little different it’s a pun…
#transformers prime#transformers one#babe said this to me#and I had to go lie on the floor#she is my wife how did I not#god#I don’t know if I can recover from this#it’s almost midnight#oh dear
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call me moses at the yarn store cause i’m raining down a plague of frogs
#knitblr#knitting#stitches: DROPPED#eight hours of work: RIPPED#regrets: MANY#me: drops four (4) stitches#me: i don’t know how i could ever recover from this
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If someone(ie you) follows me how can I know that it's your main? I just can't.
i know, that’s part of the fun :)
#tbh if you investigate my main you CAN know#you just have to look at all the provided resources on said blog and then it’s glaringly obvious :)#good luck my friends#(but actually don’t try to find it lol I like how small it is)#(this is just silly goofy fun don’t actually try lol)#(although now a member of staff follows it and I may never recover from that RIP)#ask#the hellsite answers#anonymous#hellsite hall of fame curator’s bullshit
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