#how did the hyperfixation get THIS bad
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Atlus. Atlus. Atlus are you listening? Are you here with me Atlus. Atlus come closer. There's just one thing. Just one thing I need you to do for me Atlus. In P4R you are going to give Teddie a better translation. Okay Atlus? You are going to make it clearer when he's parroting stuff you are going to let him reference manzai just once. You are going to change 'scoring' to something more accurate. Atlus are you listening? Atlus- Atlus come back- ATLUS. ATLUS COME BACK ATLUS---
#persona 4#p4#p4r#p4g#persona teddie#ATLUS YOU ARE GOING TO MAKE TRANSLATE TEDDIE BETTER FOR ME OK ATLUS#i wish i did not care anymore after all these years but this fuckign guy was my hyperfixation for. basically my entire teenage years#and the idea that hes once again going to be taken as a mineta type character is killing me inside#you hate teddie because hes a creep. i hate atlus because they took the once character with a crippling fear of abandonment and an intense#need for people to like him. but is also SO bad at understanding social cues and norms hes sabotaging himself. and THEN ONLY USED THAT#AS AN EXCUSE TO MAKE CREEPY JOKES ABOUT THE GIRLS!!! AGHH#AND IN ENGLISH ITS NOT EVEN CLEAR HE DOESNT KNOW WTF HES TALKIGN ABT!! WAAAAAAAHHHH#hes not understanding the girls are actually mad at him he thinks theyre doing a MANZAI ROUTINE HES TAKEN HIS SOCIAL CUES FROM#A BUNCH OF TEENAGERS. THEIR SHADOWS. AND TV PROGRAMS!#SOBBING. reliving the actual hell it was to have THIS GUY as the one i related to the most#BECAUSE SAYING THAT TO SOMEONE WITH NO FURTHER CONTEXT YOU ARE GOING TO SOUND INSANE !!!!#in my dreams you would have him make stupid comments.a nd then get an actual scene SITTING HIM DOWN AND EXPLAINIGN THINGS TO HIM#because the misunderstanding of how social norms n honestly just conversations in general work is so fucking. mood buddy. i dont need them#to just fuly take that out. not at all! but please dont just use it for jokes. TALK TO HIM GIVE THIS STUPID BEAR A CHANCE. WEHHH#i never mention teddie because 1 the reasons above. his english translation is the worst you will sound insane. n 2. the fandom is um Bad#but god he still spins around in my mind daily. i am so worried about p4r. be kind to my stupid bear son atlus i am on my knees
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Hehe this man is broken and severely emotionally distressed. Silly lovable guy but given self esteem issues because of the crushing weight of perfectionism. Not so funny if you think about it too long. But at least on the upside he cries pretty :))
No but seriously for all those who relate to Mr. Puzzles just want you to know your accomplishments alone do not define your value and worth as a person. Even when you’re a messy work in progress, you are loved and appreciated more than you may recognize. Thank you for being here. Don’t get me wrong it’s good to be idealistic and set goals, but don’t undermine yourself if you don’t get that perfect score….or if you start to fall behind compared to everyone else. Everyone goes through those moments of doubt or perceived failure. We need to fail every once in a while. And that’s okay
…a-anyways funny goofy dramatic TV guy we love him so much so silly so slay he lives in my head rent free yipeee. This animation is dedicated to him because if anyone in the cast deserved a feature length film it was definitely him, and he sure took up the spotlight in Puzzlevison and absolutely owned it. I’m excited for his future endeavors ✨
#someone please how did I make this in two days wh-#wow wow wow what’s going on here how did I do that this is scary super powers being unlocked right now#Mr. Puzzles hyperfixation give me strength and motivation to get shit done I guess??? yay???#like holy shit I’m so productive in my art all the sudden whats this feeling of dopamine and happiness-#WHAT HAPPENED TO MY DEPRESSION WHERE’D IT GO#sir really stepped into my brain and yeeted my depression saying ‘looks like you won’t be needing that anymore’#and now he things he can just puppeteer me around to make countless art pieces in his image and honor??#he’s using me as his pawn to spread his glorious face around the internet HELP jksjksp#no actally don’t it’s very comfortable and freeing here I love letting my silly fixations go rampant <3#I don’t even need to think about what I want to do art stuff just happens naturally#CHEERS TO FICTIONAL MEN YIPEEE#wow he’s so mentally ill just like me fr /j#also now I’m staring to guilt trip myself because I feel bad watching him cry even though I’M THE ONE WHO ANIMATED IT WHYYYY#hplonesome art#mr. puzzles animation#smg4 mr puzzles animation#mr puzzles smg4 animation#sad mr puzzles#mr. puzzles crying animation#smg4 mr puzzles#mr. puzzles smg4
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rolls around on the floor........ so anyway, i failed my attempt to fix my sleep schedule... now i'm just gonna try waking up a bit earlier every day until i feel at least somewhat like a human being ashjfgds
#went to take the zzzquil last night.... then had the thought 'oh i should make sure this doesn't have interactions with any of my meds'#turns out there is a (rare) interaction so i backed out :x#still managed to sleep a little earlier!! and wake up a little earlier!!!#.......but i'm really bad at forcing myself to get up with an alarm so it wasn't nearly as early as i wanted#and then my brain was really smelly about doing anything... so i did my laundry went for a walk and played my dumb hyperfixation games#(i am still playing my hyperfixation games it is actually a fucking problem at this point)#but yeah!! i just!!!! idfk#i'm gonna stop saying i'm gonna do anything on a certain day bc that just adds pressure to my weenie brain and makes me wanna do it less#gonna just see how i feel and do things as i feel like/as i have motivation and/or energy#it's v hard to work urself back into a structured schedule when u've lived a very unstructured life for like a decade...........#(i did this to myself)#(but i blame my autistic burnout for being the thing that's fucked me up over and over for 2 entire decades akjsfhds)#(.........i'm drunk. ignore me i just. feel bad for the absence/lack of dm replies so i wanted to make a note idk idk jklashfds)#(now i'm just crying over all ur sweet tags on my promo 🥺🥺)#━━ ˟ ⊰ ��� ooc ⋮ don't @ me.
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... Will you guys please let me talk about hgduo/gossipduo/mockingjays/ whatever they are called a little more pleaseeeeeeeeee, they make me unwell and I want to get my thoughts about them out of my head- or more specifically about them from Bad's point of view!
There's a familial air to it, but it's just not true to define it like that- and that doesn't make what they DO have any less powerful or significant- They have a unique bond and that continues to be true, even during painful times like this.
Cellbit WAS Bad's responsibility at one point, and that time came and went- he got him through the war and into adulthood ( aka 18 years old or close to it.) They meet again as old friends and generally respect each other as such... but even so Bad can't deny he still feels some duty to watch over the man once he starts crumbling- much like how Cellbit as well can't help but reach out to Bad during this time.
but there's limits.
like- Bad for years had and still wants to protect Cellbit, he's had an influence on him, he taught him how to survive, he himself acknowledges he has some responsibility over Cellbit, looking at Cellbit right now feels like looking in a mirror, he doesn't like having to give up on him, but if it's between him and the kids he's choosing the kids every time... and he knows there is no simple way to save someone who refuses to let themself be saved.
And it hurts! It hurts seeing Cellbit like this! It hurts having to let him burn! It hurts watching someone he cares for falling down the same path he is! It hurts knowing he's hurting others the way it did for him seeing Cellbit like this! It hurts having to choose his kids over his protege/ student/ former responsibility/ the kid he watched over years ago/ old friend/ his 'something'!
Like, cc!Bad brought up this internal mental tier list that q!Bad has- I still deeply believe that q!Cellbit is quite high up there even if he'll never be at the level his kids are at- like he loves Cellbit enough that he ACTUALLY CONSIDERED putting parts of his months long plan at risk to save him- even if it was just during the stress of that moment that still means a LOT from Bad- but he was always going to choose his kids in the end!
Based on what I know of q!Bad (which is admitably not a lot lol) there is next to nothing that'd convince him to give up on his kids- with Cellbit he's able to see that he can't help him because Cellbit sadly does not want to be saved- and for Bad that means he simply has to accept it even if he really doesn't like it- the emotions from that night have processed and he's looking at the situation from a more logical and resolute perspective. If it means him and Cellbit may one day clash, then with a heavy sigh so be it....
but if it was Dapper or Pomme... I just don't feel certain in saying he'd be able to come to that conclusion, especially not after one night. Even if it would be the 'smart' thing to do. It's one of the key differences between the dynamic he has with them vs Cellbit...
But, in a perfect situation, he would've done everything to save them both.

Anyway thanks for reading, posting this at hell hours so my beloved mutuals won't see my hgduo ramblings but tagging this anyway for other people to see LMAO-
#mockingjays#hgduo#gossipduo#qsmp#badboyhalo#cellbit#God it's honestly a major problem how in love with this dynamic I am because I rly don't feel like I know shit about Bad or Cellbit LOL#like I enjoy both of their characters a lot but I feel so uncertain about actually ever talking about them- I enjoy them a LOT#but I don't think I have the best grasp on them as characters compared to others- wish I did though!#esp. Cellbit despite having been in love with his character since he joined- hence why I talk more about Bad's point of view LOL#wish I knew more Portuguese so I could 'get' q!Cellbit more I love him </3#I always feel scared talking about them because their other fans just get them way better then I do- I'm just hyperfixing over one aspect!#one last comment I do generally feel like they have a similar view of one another of like-but recently I feel like Cellbit wants to view Ba#as something closer to a parental figure- consciously or not- but he still doesn't see him as family- at least not in his past#They were two dudes doing whatever it took to survive- but still he was a child and Bad was the adult he looked up to!#longpost
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So I work at a tech store, which means we sell dvds
Like tons and tons of dvds, all the recently printed dvds you can think of, a quarter of our store is just dvds and cds
So today I was on the counter and this sweet woman dressed in pink comes up to me and asks, 'Can you look up whether you have a dvd for me?'
And I'm like, 'of course' (But a genuine 'of course' and not a customer service 'of course', there's a difference)
And she said, 'I'm not sure if you've heard of it, it's on amazon prime, it's called good omens'
*record scratch*
Did she just say the name of my worst hyperfixation
I had to stop myself from letting on how feral I am about this show, so I'm pretty sure I said something along the lines of 'Only season one was released on dvd, and we don't have it in stock anymore, blah blah blah'
And she said to me 'Oh, I know, it's so disappointing, they must be waiting for season three, season three is being filmed in january, you know'
I'm like 'I know'
I KNOW
#y'all have NO idea how much self control it took not to talk to this woman about good omens for like an hour#She only left because people started to line up behind her#We did commiserate about amazon prime being mean bastards for not making dvds#(Lowkey felt bad for saying that because at least they're making the show)#(But also that's how capitalism gets you)#Anyway that was my daily good omens post#good omens#dvds#daily good omens#silly#hyperfixation#work stories
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Got thoughts on Ethan Carter this morning.
This man was SO in love with Genevieve, in an attempt to gain her fathers approval, he joins a war effort he doesn't support or believe in. When he deserts his main concern isn't his family, who literally remove him from the family records and the tree that hangs in Wates Landing, its Genevieve, because he hates to disappoint her by failing to please her father. Hes fully prepared for her to leave him when she finds out, tells her he'd understand because he "has no honor and has no money", and Genevieve calls him the most honorable man, because he is, and she essentially tells him her dad can shove it because "you're home now and we're gonna get married"
He is shot protecting her, and while she desperately struggles to keep him alive, panicking and begging Ivy for help, hes telling her how he would have married her no matter what her family thought, how he would have taken a marriage where they can barely touch because Casters and Mortals don't mix, and he would have been happy.
And as he dies the second time after she brings him back, all he does is talk about loving her, about how he never believed for even a second that her father was right when he said it was impossible for a mortal and a caster to be together. And he gives her the locket as he does before he dies in her arms a second time in one night. Both times hes given a chance to say anything as he bleeds out in her arms, he could ask her to say something to his family or to be buried somewhere special to them, but he puts his final bits of energy into making sure Genevieve, who has lost her mother and sister this night, know she is LOVED.
And in the afterlife?? When he could wait for her to join him(he seemingly wouldn't have had to wait more than maybe a decade or so seeing as she seemingly dies rather young) instead, he tries to save her from her curse. The curse she brought onto her bloodline through her love for him and her unwillingness to let him go, he goes to the far keep to try and fix it. To prove one last time that he loves her, that he would do anything for her in this life or the next. But he fails, and becomes one of the bodies in the water, while Genevieve spends eternity wanting him, and watching her family.
#rainy talks#beautiful creatures#the caster chronicles#ethan carter wate#genevieve duchannnes#do i tag ethan#i don't think she hes kinda glossed over#but i am SOBBING over these two#PLEASE THEY DESERVED A HAPPY ENDING#can't believe the books give me all these ships#all kinda tragic#most getting a happy ending#and I chose one of the two that doesn't#and not even that#i chose the one that has arguably the worst!! most painful ending!!@#but i love them SOSOSOSO much#they are the hyperfixation rn#i can't believe the movie did them so bad by having her kill him the second time#she would never how fucking dare you#justice for my poor lil guys
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I hate how my Kikaider brain rot has actually worsened since watching the sequels because I thought it would put it at bay since it’s been putting me off from doing other stuff but I just keep ROTATING all the stuff about 01 funnily enough.
01 is just so *weird* because it’s not like I’m having a relationship where I hate it and I think it ruined the original but then become obsessed with wanting to fix it-I have had rewrite ideas but it would come with their own problems nor are they really striking me-no, I don’t actually feel super negative towards it, even if it’s objectively so flawed for multilayered reasons but I keep hyperfixating on WHY it’s so flawed because the OG show and even the crossover are not nearly as flawed in comparison. They do have their issues but they serve their purpose.
The original show having a recap ep was a odd decision and unfortunately the ending feels rushed/unsatisfying due to they had to make a up a ending since they couldn’t do 01s yet, but also as a self contained story it’s still incredibly solid and works for 12/13 episodes. Where as crossover despite being a single episode works for its runtime since it ties perfectly back to both the OG show and 01 + gives Jiro a ending that’s the closest thing to closure he’ll ever get, it’s biggest flaw is just the Inazuman characters are something you won’t have full context on if you don’t read the manga because they sadly didn’t get a anime-which yes I am also reading the manga, didn’t get far but I like what I have read-but that also does not actually effect the Kikaider side of the crossover.
But then you have 01 which absolutely FAILS at using the 4 episodes it’s given in almost every way: It doesn’t tie back to the original despite the originals ending being the way it was for 01, with plot holes being caused from it and it’s tonally different as it leans more on action than story which is not in its favor as it takes up most of its short runtime leading to the new characters and the story not being as developed as the original despite having incredibly interesting plot points, just the execution is not there.
It’s the one Kikaider show that needed to be longer, either the episodes needed a 45 minute runtime or it needed to be 6-7 episodes which is at least half the length of the original if it also couldn’t get the 12/13 episodes treatment. It just baffles me how 01 was given such little time especially as a OVA yet was still made likely due to the first show doing decently, yet they didn’t use their time wisely at all to make it actually tie to the original.
But I still can’t find myself to actually hate it or deem it as bad because maybe I appreciate the fact it existed just so the crossover could happen and we could also see the 01 characters animated, or just again, it doesn’t ruin the original so you could honestly pretend it doesn’t exist even if I don’t because I like the crossover and it’s important there. It’s something I don’t feel strongly for and I will always just advise the first show to people, since it being so flawed for so many reasons that’s it’s baffling at least makes it interesting to think about rather than boring or god awful.
#meg text#android kikaider the animation#kikaider 01 the animation#literally I haven’t been able to get this thought out of my head even if I HOPE I didn’t come off cynical#because I again don’t think it’s bad it’s at worst mid but there’s still enjoyable aspects of it#and I can at least see why people would like it more then the crossover even if I’ll always think that has a purpose#I just can’t see anyone thinking this is better then the original show unless they actually do not care for story#but I’m also not gonna be a dick to them cause maybe the story didn’t resonate with you and you want action#plus 01 does HAVE substance the entire ending is RICH with themes- but it’s just not like the original#it still feels more like a action heavy show that wants to have a interesting story but doesn’t prioritize the story#because the reason next to being slightly longer why the first Kikaider worked is because it didn’t focus on the action#and some people may see it as a flaw but it was too the stories benefit#01 explicitly feels like they just said “fuck it we ball” and it didn’t turn out to be a trainwreck but it’s still messy#also I looked up that each iteration had a different director which is 100% a factor into this tonal whiplash#but also the crossover feels PERFECTLY like the original with added stuff so you’d think the staff would tell the 01 director to do the sam#I wanna say 01 was just really rushed especially because it did came out not long after the OG ended#and ep 3 had the most god awful animation so sadly I can’t say it entirely has better animation the the original#but ALSO even if it was rushed it would not be that hard to send some time to tie to the original#literally just TWO flashbacks are needed to describe how jiro met Rieko and Akira and why gill is fucking alive#the latter being more dire since that’s just going to be the anime’s biggest plot hole#I’m so tempted to read the manga to compare if 01 was always this flawed or if the anime did it worse#even though I know the first arc is way better in the anime and also I need to read more of Inazuman first#just this hyperfixation feels more inclined to compare and contrast JUST 01
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Y'know- I wonder how many people were even surprised that Killbot 86 is being talked about/being present a lot during these past/current time all.
#killbot 86#woy#wander over yonder#chewys notes#just random ramblings#how because of ONE person#And it me🩷#but fr though#killbot 86 isn't even a popular character#nor does he stand out a lot cause he was never given a chance to have a character#9 year whole ass year btw#Until out of nowhere#uhh yeah you get the point#But oh my god#There's some stuff that could be talked about killbot 86 actually???#Yeah you guys mentioned how you did when the episode first aired but-#me personally#i was thinking you guys were talking about the episode itself instead of killbot 86#which isn't a bad thing and tbf he has no character#but damn#I noticed a shit load of errors in his design and weirdly enough he could've been wander's partner#unless im wrong but still#😭😭😭#the hyperfixation is fucking strong#My killbot 86 autism is real
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deleted my twitter
#god it feels good#after getting into smiling friends i rememberd how truly awful the site is#because i got a twitter in the first place for my caddicarus hyperfix#and that community is so tiny and secluded and there's no bullshit like dudebros and discourse#but with SF.... hoo boy#dudebros harassing people for existing and making cute art#people flinging shit at each other over the DUMBEST shit OVER AND OVER again#people thinking they have the moral high ground for consuming the correct media and putting others down#for enjoying something they don't#or something they deep problematic for something the creator did EONS ago#i would see something that pissed me off and it would get me in a bad mood for the rest of the day#and i would have awful FOMO#and i just need to step back a bit and realize hey. the duck bigger than the car
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you do not realize how much you take certain body parts for granted until you can't use them anymore hooooly shit
#have yall ever tried to make a cup of tea one handed. there is NO fucking reason for this to be this difficult#like im no stranger to chronic pain but this is something completely different#girl. i fucked up both of my arms so bad. this is excruciating#i woke up this morning rolled over and proceeded to spend an hour crying and shaking (literally)#i have not. been able to do nearly ANYTHING with my left arm from the shoulder to the actual tips of my fingers#my right arm. is better. but i still need 2 be so careful with it rn#this is my fault & because of final shape. to be clear#i did NOT. realize. laying on my stomach in bed for that long would fuck up my biceps at all. much less this bad.#i dont know HOW. this has NEVER happened to me before#bitch ass body is like hey :) we have a suprise for you :) and the surprise is my muscle tissue has starting ripping up#but also what a testament to hyperfixation and quality lmao#literally sobbing in pain while my mom was slathering my arms in magnesium butter and i was STILL like. yeah this is worth it#obviously im not going to do it again. but if that was the price i had to pay for getting to experience final shape for the first time agai#yeah. i would fhgkjhfdkjHADJAGDJS#mine#vent
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Hey so this happened to come up on my feed seemingly randomly but for once I'm not complaining /enthusiastic because I did in fact have a Wreck it Ralph phase last month! Helped me feel better when house became hostile lol. I wonder if I forgot I had the tags saved or something, cause I don't remember what I did to have this pop up on my dash lol. Sorry for anyone who has to see it, but honestly, this was the best way y'all could've found out, lmao. I have Seen Shit, and I made a Spotify playlist about said shit. It is, mercifully, only 8 songs long lol
Anyway, remember I said "topical times do exist, but never feel embarassed to like something years after everyone else seemingly moved on! It's both valid to grow out of something, as well as valid to keep it in your hearts! I mean, that is the basis of the retro genre after all..."
Happy 10th Anniversary to the movie that fundamentally changed my brain chemistry and made me unbearable to be around in 2012!!! <333
#wreck it ralph#owl city#songs just hit different#and i genuinely cannot explain why#like let's be real#they sound like the absolute worst of pop music#and the haters kinda have a point#but i don't understand what the fans like so#is it just rose-tinted nostalgia?#because if so i think i found my ticket to the guardians of ga'hoole fandom#relatable childhood experiences of people on the internet how i envy you#finally may i find a common experience? of many?#or are y'all just have no excuse fopr yourselves lol#i'm gonna regret this when i find out the reason lmao#'apology post coming in anywhere from a few years to a few weeks lol#depends how long my backlog of hyperfixations ends up being#i still have a few fanfics i've been meaning to read#yes there are fanfics. no you do not want to look them up. fandom's wack#all hail one of the only arguably decent twist villains in disney's roster#all hail the wreck it ralph good guys#i'm gonna make a post about felix sometime because i have thoughts about him#that i haven't seen covered yet#because i did check the character and canon ship tag#very little nuance to be found#at least on the surface#but i 100% get it guys#don't feel bad or like i'm judging you on that front#i see the appeal#but like miguel o'hara and the resident evil mother#i am on the sidelines respectfully cheering y'all on
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im down to my last cable on my interchangeable needle set and fine. the woke left has won. ill admit it. i need to buy a new set asap
#if this one breaks too im FUCKED#i have other needles sure but . theyre bad to knit with#aside from my beloved dpns of course#the wood circular i bought broke so fast... all the other ones are either plastic (awful)#or cheap metal ones i got that somehow . dont work right#like idk how to explain it they flare instead of slim down when you get to the cable part#which is just. so insane to me. why did you guys do that#ohhhh wait i do have One metal circular thats good... but its 2mm. so. not a lot i can do w that#the sets i saw online are in the 120-160 range which isnt that bad sure but i also probably wont have this kind of spending money until idk#my birthday probably. in november. so the situation is worrying on the hyperfixation front i wont lie#its so fucked up that hobbies cost money literally what the hell. this shouldnt be allowed all crafts should be free#and its EVERY hobby too. not one of them is free. disgusting
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nerd armin hc's! art by musapylsa on tt/twt
cw for implied public sex, lots of biting, + tongue piercing, somnophilia NONCON(nsfw)
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the type of guy to wait when your classes are over. he would loiter in the hallways , the jocks and popular kids brushing past him as he fixes his glasses, holding science books to his chest as he fiddled with his phone - checking your schedule.
he's a creeper, a stalker. as far as you were concerned, you always saw him hangout with his two friends, eren, mikasa and some other folks, jean..sasha?...connor? wait no, connie!
you would sometimes catch him staring way too long, eyes always on you and when you finally notice, he would blink and fix his glasses, a knuckle raising to arrange it on his face.
he would "accidentally" drop something on the ground if he was ever randomly beside you, and he knows how nice of a person you are, so you pick up whatever he dropped and he just smiles inwardly, checking you out from the back with zero to no shame.
the type to literally take pictures of you secretly and masturbate the fuck out of them the moment he's home.
"o...ohh...ahnn.." his hand fists his cock aggressively, throwing his head back as he whimpers, thighs shaking as he finally comes down, cum dribbling down his fingers.
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another thing about him is he owns porn magazines, he stashes them away under his bed and fantasizes all the girls on the pages are you.
he would full on hump the covers, his pillow just to imagine some type of body underneath his, squeezing and moaning like a dog in heat, his brain can only think of one thing and that's you.
other times when he's not ejaculating, he talks about you to his other online friends when he games.
"they're so...h-hot..like.." he says in the microphone, grinning ear to ear as he talks about you in excruciating detail.
the guys on the other side would either cheer him on or snicker at his desperation, "woah..dude, did you like, jack off to them or something??" typical. they wouldn't get it.
"s-something like that." armin bites his lip, finishing the game and logging off.
obsessive crush behavior
this man is always on his phone/laptop so for sure he's got some online stalking habits you're not aware of at all.
he analyzes all of your old posts, every story and event you've been to, and even have them memorized in case you ever talked to him.
+ he's probably the type to over intercept basic kindness as 'romantic interest', "they smiled at me! they must want me!"
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random stuff he does
• compliments you in an awkward, creepy sort of way, "hey....y-your collarbones are pretty.." then he'd mentally face palm thinking about how miserably bad he is at flirting.
• stares at you wayyy too long for any normal person, a hand on his chin as his eyes hyper-analyze your movements, then panics when he gets caught.
• brings up painfully niche hyperfixations and info dump people about it, (comics, anime, gaming) and they would have NO clue what he would be talking about LMFAOO
• does that nervous push glasses thing, how? uses his middle finger to nudge the bridge of his glasses up. he's particularly nervous when you finally speak to him or is around him suddenly.
if you're in a relationship
he's actually ecstatic, finally having you all to himself, that means he could do whatever he wanted right?
he's willing to share and do everything with you, from sharing his clothes, to showering, sleeping in the same bed. all of it.
the type to just touch you all over. hugs and cuddles you, kisses your neck and bites the same spot he touched with his mouth.
only for you to have tons of red bruises littering your skin the next day.
• doesn't let you go until you really beg him to let you go.
"i won't even be that long... seriously." you say, waiting for a response , only for your boyfriend to glare at you albeit a little pouty.
"...f...fuck. you can't just leave me here, i want your attention too."
he nervously plays with the ends of his sleeves, drawing the cloth over his knuckles and fiddling with it.
sometimes you couldn't help but feel bad, even though there was nothing to feel bad about.
"...fine. i'll stay.. okay?" you nod defeated, reaching out for him to hug his head to your tummy.
he immediately reciprocates, pressing his face into your torso and inhaling deep.
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sometimes in public, he would drag you to a small spot where he swears no one goes to, and just grinds his body over yours, just to get some friction.
making out with you is his favorite activity, besides fucking the shit outta you at home.
he grinds and grabs your everything, hands all over your ass, squeezing as he bites the inner corner of your neck, sucking the skin until he's satisfied with the new colour.
you feel the cool metal of his piercing lave over your hot skin and you whine for him to stick it in you already.
• WOULD make you suck him off under the seat of his desktop space WHILE gaming.
he's so nasty he doesn't even hide it, "hey?! can i get an assist? cmon!" someone online yells into the microphone , he's pretty skilled with using the keyboard with only one hand, so he easily guides your head with his fingers rooted into your scalp and helps bob your mouth just right until he feels his cock twitch, eventually cumming inside and you have to swallow it.
he tries so hard to hide his little huffs of satisfaction, wryly grinning as he sees your cum painted face under the seat.
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has this 'habit' he's never told you about.
whenever you would sleep before him in your shared bed , he would climb over you and just go to town. removing each layer of your clothes, and leaves you vulnerable in your underwear, spreads your legs open and makes you cum in your sleep.
you involuntary shiver when you feel his tongue lave over your hole, his fingers playing over where you're most sensitive and coat his tongue in your juices.
'how are you not waking up?' a few sleeping pills dumped into your drink earlier must've did the trick. he wouldn't tell you though, or you'll probably, seriously hate him.
and that was the last thing he wanted. besides..he's got you all to himself now!
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+ note this fanart literally revived the aot fandom idc i had to write something. link to the art! link 2
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BLORBO ASKS GAME
reblog if you’d like people to send you asks about your Blorbo
who’s the Blorbo that you’ve never posted about on your blog?
who was your first ever Blorbo, who was your childhood Blorbo, and are they still your Blorbo?
was there any specific point / any specific moment that suddenly made this character your Blorbo, or did you slowly grow to love them more and more until they became a Blorbo to you?
what’s the thing you love the most about your Blorbo?
what’s the thing you dislike the most about your Blorbo?
if you could talk to your Blorbo, what would you say to them?
what’s the one thing the fandom gets wrong about your Blorbo?
is your Blorbo an introvert or extrovert?
describe your Blorbo in 3 words
if your Blorbo were real, would you trust them with your life?
have you ever written a fanfic about your Blorbo?
do you talk to your family or in-real-life friends about your Blorbo?
is there any crime, any wrongdoing your Blorbo could commit that would make you stop loving them and remove them from your hyperfixation entirely?
have you ever distanced yourself from your Blorbo / have you ever left a fandom because people in the fandom were being too toxic?
have you ever gotten involved in ship wars?
is your Blorbo canonically alive?
do you like seeing your Blorbo suffer?
do you ship your Blorbo with any character?
when it comes to Blorbos, do you have a type?
if you have more than one Blorbo, do you love them all equally?
if your Blorbo is from a live-action media, are you also a fan of the actor who plays them?
would you still love your Blorbo if they were real?
is your Blorbo a victim of badly written script / bad plot / character assassination in the hands of canon?
if you could change one canonical thing about your Blorbo, what would it be?
how did you first discover your Blorbo?
when you first discovered your Blorbo, did you realize from that moment that they would become your Blorbo?
do you gatekeep your Blorbo? / would you want more people to know about your Blorbo?
have you ever been attacked online just because you liked your Blorbo?
has a fanfic about your Blorbo ever made you cry?
do you think this character will still be your Blorbo three years from now on?
#blorbo#comfort character#ask game#games#asks#fandom#fandoms#fictional characters#meme#memes#blorbos#fanfic#ao3#archive of our own#fanfiction#writing#writeblr#writers#writer
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Rant incoming
I feel like the problem with a lot of Disney's live action remakes (and arguably Wish) is they're trying to appeal to a crowd that no longer exists, namely the people who used to claim that the Disney Princesses were sexist.
All the interviews tend to include, "Well she's not chasing a MAN anymore" which...almost no one sees the princesses like that, anymore. Virtually NO ONE still believes the princesses are man-chasing sexist caricatures of women.
Cinderella is now hailed as an abuse victim who stayed strong long enough to get help to get out of her situation. Anyone who says she should have saved herself is basically regarded as a victim blamer. And it's very clear in the film she wasn't looking to marry the prince, she just wanted a night off. She was the only one who wasn't in line to meet him. She didn't find out she met the prince until he went looking for her!
Snow White is now hailed for her negotiation skills, ability to calm down after extreme stress (she had a moment of panic and had to cry for a bit, but who wouldn't after finding out The Queen hired someone to kill you?), and ability to take charge of a house of adult men. And again, she was an abuse victim, this time trying to escape ASSASSINATION ATTEMPTS. While she dreamed of her prince, it was secondary to her main goal of SURVIVAL. There are also entire video essays about how Snow White gave hope to people during The Great Depression.
Everyone acknowledges that Ariel wanted to be human BEFORE meeting Eric. We all know she was a nerd hyperfixating on humans, and also standing up to her prejudiced father.
We understand Sleeping Beauty wasn't the main character, the Three Good Fairies were, AND PHILLIP WOULD NEVER HAVE BEATEN MALEFICENT WITHOUT THEM! He literally depended on them! WOMEN SAVED THE DAY! But even then, is it really such a sin for a girl to fantasize about romance and fall for someone with corny pickup lines?
We all understand Jasmine just wanted someone to treat her LIKE A PERSON. She rejected every Prince before Aladdin because they treated her like a prize. So why did they need her to want to be Sultan? How did that make her more feminist when she already wanted to be treated like an equal and have a say in her future? Is it only empowering if you want a career in politics?
We admire that Belle, despite living in a judgemental village, was kind to everyone (even though she found the village life dull), and her story teaches girls that the guy everyone else loves isn't always a good guy. What's sexist about teaching girls about red flags? And she didn't start being nice to The Beast until he started treating her with respect and kindness.
Do I really NEED to defend Mulan or Tiana? I think they speak for themselves.
Rapunzel was yet another abuse victim who just needed a little help to get out of her bad situation. In this case, she also needed to learn that she was an abuse victim, and that what Mother Gothel did WASN'T normal, much like many victims of gaslighting.
And don't get me started on the non-princess animals.
Perdita had a healthy relationship with Pongo to the point she was open to express her pregnancy fears to him, and was ready to TEAR APART Cruella's goons for daring to touch her puppies as well as adopting the other puppies. Like, she was so ferocious the goons mistook her for a hyena! She's basically that "I AM THAT GIRL'S MOTHER!" scene from SpyXFamily if Yor were a dog. She and her husband were a TEAM.....but they made a Cruella live action to turn her into a girlboss?! The literal animal abuser!? THAT'S the woman you wanted to put on a pedestal when Perdita was RIGHT THERE!?
Duchess kept her kittens calm after they had been catnapped and was classy as heck. Nice to everyone regardless of social class during a time period where that was uncommon.
Lady stood up to Tramp when she believed he had abandoned her and didn't really care about her. She found out he was a heartbreaker and was like, "Nuh uh. No. You are not doing that to me! You put me through enough."
Miss Bianca from The Rescuers was IN CHARGE the whole movie, and was willing to risk life and limb to save an innocent child. THAT TINY MOUSE TOOK ON ALLIGATORS! And she picked Bernard to accompany her because he was the only one who wasn't ogling her. And then in the sequel SHE DID IT ALL AGAIN! I wish I were as brave as her.
Like, the public haven't accused these ladies of being sexist caricatures since 2014 (Actresses and actors don't count, they're out of touch like the rest of Hollywood) yet Disney is operating under the assumption that the public still thinks that way, hence all the "sHe'S nOt AfTeR a MaN iN ThIs VeRsIOn" talk.
The live action remakes are trying to attract an audience that doesn't really exist much, anymore, and back when it did exist, was comprised mainly of people who didn't actually watch the films. The Disney princesses are no longer seen as sexist, and feminine qualities are no longer seen as weak or undesirable.
#the rescuers#disney#101 dalmatians#perdita#miss bianca#rapunzel#tangled#princess and the frog#tiana#the three good fairies#flora#merriweather#fauna#snow white#sleeping beauty#Cinderella#ariel#the little mermaid#beauty and the beast#belle#aristocats#duchess#lady and the tramp#jasmine#aladdin#long#wish
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Autistic Littles!
Hello there! This post is for caregivers who care for littles who are autistic. Here's some ways to help with meltdowns or times when autism is being meaner than usual! (All from my personal experience as someone with autism! Not everyone is the same!)
First, let's start with some of the possible warning signs of a meltdown! 1. Sensory Issues worse than usual -> Textures may be described as "wrong" or "bad" -> Things may be perceived as louder than they actually are -> Things may be perceived as brighter than they actually are -> Room feels like it's closing in around you 2. May become more irritable -> May be more prone to snapping or having an attitude -> Could possibly be described as more "stubborn" 3. Trouble communicating -> Being non-verbal for a prolonged amount of time -> Trouble expressing feelings or emotions -> Could also speak faster than usual or slower than usual -> Saying things like "I don't know what's wrong" or "I can't figure out what's happening" 4. Difficulty taking care of self -> Forgetting to eat/not wanting to -> Not sleeping as they normally would -> Not having the motivation or energy to do basic tasks 5. Isolation -> This is a big warning sign! -> Not wanting to go out/leave the house/leave their room -> Struggling when they do leave their space 6. Increase in stimming (whether super noticeable stims, or more passive ones) -> Hand flapping, rocking, mouth popping, hair fidgeting, fidgeting with hands, etc These are some of the possible warning signs, but everyone is different. Now, here's some ways you can help a little experiencing this.
~Be patient and understanding. Autism can be scary outside of littlespace, but it can be scarier when little. Try not to get angry or frustrated. ~Avoid yelling or any other loud noises ~Don't force them to talk or communicate. Sometimes it's better to just have someone there ~Listen if they do try and communicate their needs. ~Going along with the one above, but don't feel hurt or like you did something wrong if they ask to be left alone or tell you they need space. Sometimes having someone around is too much and they might just need to process their emotions on their own. ~Communicate on ways to help once the meltdown seems to subside ~Remember that everyone is different. What you've seen work for someone might not work for someone else. It varies (which is why communication is good) ~Try to give suggestions if sensory issues is something that's a main struggle ("Try changing into comfy clothes" "Try a different blanket" "Turn off the TV?" "Turn off the lights?") Just trying to figure out what helps and what doesn't ~Offer a distraction if that's what they need (Ask about hyperfixations, even if you already know the answers to the questions. One of the good ones for me that always seems to come up is dinosaurs <3)
Remember: It's okay if something you do doesn't help. That's how you learn and you know not to do that thing next time. It's okay <3 You're doing great
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