#but also what a testament to hyperfixation and quality lmao
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you do not realize how much you take certain body parts for granted until you can't use them anymore hooooly shit
#have yall ever tried to make a cup of tea one handed. there is NO fucking reason for this to be this difficult#like im no stranger to chronic pain but this is something completely different#girl. i fucked up both of my arms so bad. this is excruciating#i woke up this morning rolled over and proceeded to spend an hour crying and shaking (literally)#i have not. been able to do nearly ANYTHING with my left arm from the shoulder to the actual tips of my fingers#my right arm. is better. but i still need 2 be so careful with it rn#this is my fault & because of final shape. to be clear#i did NOT. realize. laying on my stomach in bed for that long would fuck up my biceps at all. much less this bad.#i dont know HOW. this has NEVER happened to me before#bitch ass body is like hey :) we have a suprise for you :) and the surprise is my muscle tissue has starting ripping up#but also what a testament to hyperfixation and quality lmao#literally sobbing in pain while my mom was slathering my arms in magnesium butter and i was STILL like. yeah this is worth it#obviously im not going to do it again. but if that was the price i had to pay for getting to experience final shape for the first time agai#yeah. i would fhgkjhfdkjHADJAGDJS#mine#vent
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