#how can people sleep at night
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So I sent it to my wife and here's her reaction
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#fuck the republicans#i mean seriously#how can people sleep at night#yeah let's talk about killing our own women because they want to do something#what something they want? overtherow the government?#naw#what then#fuck little children?#nah#steal from shops?#make houses affordable?#kill the rich?#make everyone like gays?#they want to be able to get rid of fetus#like what#they want to have abortions#it's their bodies so what the hell why do you even care#I CARE BECAUSE IT'S UNGODLY#what is#KILLING BABIES#uhm#have you heard of Gaza genocide?#HAVE I HEARD ABOUT CHRISTIAN WOMEN KILLING BABIES ON AN AMERICAN SOIL#what#THE LORD SHALL PUNISH THEM WITH DEATH#are you okay mister republican#AND SHALL COMETH THE LORD WHO NEEDETH TO FIRE THE ARCHANGEL'S SWORD AGAIN#hello? earth to the republican! are you all right?#I WON'T ALLOW WOMEN TO KILL BABIES#but it's their body
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something about being loyal/unable to abandon loyalty as a dog would, being a right hand man who obeys your masters every command, being chained to the one you love and he knows it
#my art#bbc sherlock#jim moriarty#sebastian moran#mormor#im sooooo tired#i reeeeeeally enjoy other people commenting on how seb goes wherever moriarty goes#of course hes a bodyguard of sorts but hes kinda his shadow at all times#so if he 'steps out of line' someone would tell moriarty to 'bring in your dog' or something#idk. am i making sense. does anyone care hello#i can expand on my artists statement when i get a good nights sleep
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i was hacked by a very unhappy man!
#dimension 20#never stop blowing up#nsbu#d20 nsbu#g13#g13 nsbu#usha rao#MY TASTE IN FICTIONAL CHARACTERS GETS WORSE AND WORSE BY THE DAY!!!!!#sorgy. i cant help it every time a character is even slightly sympathetic i fall for it every time#i acknowledge that he is rude to everyone around him and the reason why he is so isolated from every body#is that he is egotistical and drives people away on purpose#like if u are not useful to him then he doesnt like you#but that in and of itself is so sad. hes just really sad#and a dick. and its funny#“we can have an old ladies night out” “maybe you can have that one by yourself” LMAO#ALSO USHA IS SO FUNNY U HAVE NO IDEA HOW HARD I WAS LAUGHING TODAY#“i made my own alcohol during the prohibition” SHES 100 YEARS OLD AT BEST. AND FROM INDIA#i think these two are my favorite characters this far and i dont know what that says abt me#oh not even mentioning the inherent tragedy of fictional character who knows theyre not real and wants to escape into the real world#tell me g13. why do you want people? huh? HUH?#im also being influenced by his nature of being a loser and also i like computers and computer symbolism#im normal you can trust me#i could go on about how usha and g13 are alike in their refusal to change#but i need to sleep#nsbu spoilers
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hey what are they doing during work hours
hey guys, not the time
#challenge: do not pose a scene through a badly made metal grate difficulty IMPOSSIBLE (i love the grate...#one of the two posters is worse. i dislike having the tf2 cosmetics not working on hwm models. their hands look so.... clunky. and the face#i hope the few people who ship these two enjoy this. i know there arent a lot of em.#ALSO made these at 2 am on a work night. they dont know how i can handle work on only 4 hours of sleep. me neither#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 sniper#tf2 demoman#swordvan#demosniper#demoman x sniper#sfm#sfm poster#tf2 fanart#fanart#mything
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and stalling only goes so far when you've got a head start
#nobody talk to me i am so fucking IN AGONY#HEAD IN HANDS. AT LEAST SOME PEOPLE CAN BE HAPPY???????#jinx#jinx arcane#powder#powder arcane#arcane#arcane spoilers#im afraid i have to admit guys i just stopped watching after this episode. it was so fucking (bitter) sweet and by far the happiest#i've ever been post-arcane-episode#god!!!!!!! i don't want to ruin the high!!!! and i don't want to see everyone start fucking suffering for their lives again !!!!!#in my defense i finished at like 8 am after not sleeping all night so. i was also tired. but now after waking up#i just don't want to continue Even More o777#arcane season 2#arcane s2#arcane s2 spoilers#arcane season 2 spoilers#idk how fast people usually watch episodes so i'm mass tagging even more than usual#god fucking. aughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#time taken on this like 3-4 hrs#in my current state of mind (completely off my rocker abt this show) i can probably fuel like Months worth of fanart#from just this one episode. sooooo what if i just never watched the rest fhhggggskfjnfnfnfndjsjd#nah i know i'm gonna end up watching it. eventually. soon probably but idk how soon. anyways. peace out guys. live laugh love 😭😭😭😭😭#my art#the funny thing about this is that i drew it facing the opposite way and then flipped it to check and never. flipped it back.#uhhhhh. don't worry about it
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As most of you know I try my best to be civil and kind. I’m too exhausted and the world sucks too much for me to go about making other people feel like shit, it’s not really something I see worthy of my or anyone’s time really. I try to keep things positive not only because it might brighten someone else’s day but for my own sake. I curate this space because I know a lot of you feel and experience the same things I do. Do not twist this into me being delusional. I am fully aware the internet can be an unkind place, but that doesn’t mean my blog, my space, has to follow that example.
Be kind, be patient, and be respectful, not that the majority of you haven’t already been doing so. Asks are open again. Anonymous will be turned on again when I feel comfortable.
Apologies to those who used anon because they were nervous/anxious. I completely understand where you’re coming from and this is nothing against you. Regardless I do hope you stick around, and maybe one day work up the courage to be open with me. Or continue to keep your distance, I completely understand that too.
#I feel like#as my following grows sometimes people forget I am indeed a real person#I see that happen a lot with a lot of creators#people end up feeling like they can be disrespectful and unkind just because they can’t see me#but I’m here#I don’t know how much more open I have to be for people to realize I am a person with feelings too#we all are#so maybe just#take a few breathes and relax#I may not say it often but this is a safe space#I’m not gonna bite you or anything#anyone who knows me personally knows just how patient I can be or how I can give kindness beyond what one may deserve#anyway I hope people have a good day/night#high chance I’m just passing out again after posting this because I haven’t been sleeping well again#eat your favorite thing/something yummy for me would you?#I miss sweets and milk
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i feel sick to my stomach about the situation in palestine
#these people have never known peace#and the fact that this is the worst#utterly terrifying#idk how anyone can sleep at night esp world leaders#insane and unfathomable#current events#free palestine
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*Skitters up to you on all fours and drops this in your lap, then scrambles up the walls and onto the ceiling and immediately falls asleep*
Comic time! Lucky wakes up in the middle of the night and has a chat with Sen in this one.
#ah yes. the struggle of seeing yourself as a machine incapable of truly having an emotional connection with others#no matter how deeply you long for such things#whilst simultaneously seeing that deep longing within you as a mistake. a flaw. an imperfection#you were made to be absolute and impartial#to be biased in favor of your charges beyond that which your ‘programming’ dictates is shameful#you are broken. you are flawed. you want and you want and you want and you’ve never stopped /wanting./#you aren’t supposed to worry or care or love. you weren’t made for it.#and if you were not made for it then you simply cannot worry or care or love.#these /things/ that haunt you and make you inefficient are not emotions.#they are your imperfections; flaws in your make; symbols of your failures to live up to your purpose#you are broken. you are flawed. and you want so deeply that you can scarcely keep the longing inside you#such a failure you are; to not only survive the fall of the metropolis you were built to give your life to defend#but also to stoop to and revel in such indulgent imperfections as these false emotions the moment your makers are gone to dust#Fun Fact! Sen doesn’t require sleep#and spends every evening standing outside of Sharpedo Bluff / whatever campsite the gang have set up to guard the entrance.#she doesn't stay inside at night because it wasn't something done in the metropolis she hails from.#sentries are meant to watch over their charges. they are not meant to indulge in the pleasant and dry warmth of their homes.#Kip hears about this eventually (he thought it was just Sen not trusting people enough to sleep around them) and FLIPS OUT#“PLEASE would you come inside IT'S LITERALLY HAILING”#Sen is taking so much hail damage and has the gall to look at him and say “You should return to your home. the weather is unfavorable”#Kip just screams into his hands because he might have found someone even worse at self-care than Twig#And with that#it is beddy-bye time for Sofie :)#the present is a gift au#pmd oc#pmd ocs#pokemon mystery dungeon#pokémon mystery dungeon#pmd explorers#pmd eos
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jumping off the back of the post about genres of song lyrics, another thing about tmbg's lyrics in particular is that even when they write about pleasant themes, they still manage to frequently do so through a sinister lens:
the experience of having children and looking after them:
a nice little nightlight protecting a child muses on the shortcomings it would have outside its assigned responsibility:
fantasising about getting high in the park with your crush:
#tmbg#AND. I love it.#please feel free to add to this btw. I feel like there's more flansburgh examples but they're dropping out of my head#I've gone on and on about ''sleeping in the flowers'' already. so I won't repeat myself too much in the tags here#but I can also see how it's intended to come across as playful. like.#it's two people in love having a silly exchange between each other#I also like the little interlude from the nightlight's lullaby-of-sorts to the child to describing how it would make a really bad lighthous#''man it's a good thing I'm not one of those. I'm too small. if I did that then people at sea would crash and drown horribly hahaha#anyway good night''#and actually re: nanobots. it only just occurred to me#I'd gotten 'newborn citizenship of the micronations'' being a verbose way to describe. babies lol#but is the start of verse about the actual birth of a child and getting so distracted by the preparation and stress#that you almost forget oh yeah. I have this kid now :)#and thinking about how even tho your worries around that are now over you'll focus instead on all the future responsibilities you'll have#how does something written in such a detatched way manage to be so sweet
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#ok finally making a post about meds#I've not ever tried taking medication before. I was sorta raised with that classic 'dont rely on meds you have to learn to manage without'#I mean I was also raised with the idea that therapy is stupid unless you have 'real' trauma. and also like idk.#can't stay home from school unless your temp is over 100 or you're throwing up. etc. very suck it up mindset#so I was just really nervous to start. also of course worried about losing myself or whatever I know that's a silly fear but#it's also a common fear for a reason!!! anyways#so I finally was like 'I need to do something' when I realized I was so anxious I couldnt even get myself to go outside alone#like I just don't want to do ANYTHING alone to a detrimental effect. and it was butting into my ability to do my work...#for various reasons. but then ALSO adhd has been a constant issue with my work as well!#it is SO hard to write and draw on a weekly pace like I am without being able to focus#my whole life I've had these terrible nightmares constantly and I've always woken up constantly in the night#sleep has always been terrible so I've always dreaded going to bed.. ESPECIALLy because it didnt even make me less tired#it was more something that I just did because I had to.#but going to bed was always terrible. there have been times I was too scared to go to sleep for weeks on end...#I've been mitigating this for years of course. and recently I've been taking melatonin which has been helping too.#but I've also always struggled to get up. because I've always been EXTREMELY exhausted#but also anxious of what the day might bring... idk.#anyways it has all hit a point that I was like okay. I am doing as many coping mechanisms as I can. the psych said they were good too#but... it just has never been enough. it's never been enough to make me not tired it's never been enough to make me not scared#so I finally talked to the doc about it. and she was like youve def got smth wrong basically. which yah I know.. but yknow#anyways so I started taking wellbutrin. and I am so frustrated now. because it's WORKING#that constant looming sense of dread is gone. I'm excited to get up. I'm excited to go to bed BECAUSE I'm excited to get up#I feel like for years I've been holding on to the idea that I have to get up because I have to put something good out into the world#and I've been clinging to knowing that if nothing else. I am able to help other people feel better.#but now for the first time in my life I'm like. free of it. I didnt even know it was possible... and I'm so sad how much I've lost out on#and so frustrated how my whole life I've been told to put up with it and push through it. and treated like a failure for it being too much.#and just. It has only been 2 weeks. but the lack of anxiety is SO noticeable I'm so...#I'll never miss it. the adhd is still pretty present but like whatever. I can manage that better.#and I'm just crying because of all this combined.#I just. I hope I get to finally be the best I can be now. for myself but also for you guys!
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Hey Google how do I unlearn Fortnite's storyline and lore
#yes I love it but.#as a Midas main. it breaks my heart whenever I meet (and so have to kill) a Jules or a Skye(esp if Ghost).#it's not that deep but! for me it is!!#midas how can you sleep at night knowing you've killed your own daughter? knowing you've betrayed Skye again?#my poor girlies...#it's not common since people tend to use newer skins but... every time it happens I'm like “omg omg hiii!! ^^/ sorry I have to kill you :<”#they're so tragic I could write an essay on it#Fortnite storyline#Midas Fortnite#fortnite jules#jules fortnite#fortnite midas#fortnite#fortnite lore#skye fortnite#fortnite skye
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if you switch off mags after dying in a magneto mirror match in rivals i am judging you. btw.
#marvel rivals#snap chats#‘how was the movie snap :)’ just as fun as i remember …. im gonna rewatch the last two later 🥰#but yeah Legally i had to end my night with rivals. cause my bro watched the last thirty mins of GoG with me and so i legally had to play#as if i wasnt gonna play anyway ……… anyhow … I Am Judging You djOWSJSK#NO CAUSE 70% OF THE TIME IT WILL HAPPEN#i will enter a game and the enemy team will have a mags and the Second they die i see them switch#like commit ……. idc if its Tactically Superior to swap off you will commit#you will not survive the winter. now watch me dunk this meteor on your team and yall lose anyway ….#im jking we all know im whiffing that meteor. the enemy team Does usually still lose tho skOWJDSJ#‘snap are you ego posting’ NEVER I JUST NOTICE THESE THINGS#listen mags isnt the strongest tank in rivals- hes a good one but most people would prob say strange has more to offer#so i will laugh when i see the enemy mags switch to strange and still lose like the meta pick will NOT save you#tho if you can argue mags is Also a meta pick …. got accused of that today like no im not playing mags cause hes meta#im playing mags because im mentally ill and i just so happened to win hard with this game#if mags was Low Tier Do Not Play i would still play him ok. my mental illness will make a mfer work no matter what#ok im sleeping bye
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corporate needs you to find the difference between these pictures (aka the “where tf did you come from” face)
#if you saw me fuck that up no you didn’t#it’s too early#I excitedlg say i can sleep in tomorrow and then set my alarm for 8 last night#??????#life has ruined me#literally so funny how these two manage to just dive past people#clowns#charles leclerc#max verstappen#*delphi#f1#lestappen#qatar gp 2023#brazil gp 2023#quali#sprint
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love this part of my life where the things that are difficult but challenging and good for me are things i can stop and skip and halfass, but the things that are difficult and painful and pointless are the things i have to live with no matter what
#school and home life are too much to handle so i skip school#because i cant kick my parents out#and appartments cost money#and i dont have a car to sleep in#i could maybe try to dig up my old childhood tent but that brings a whole host of logistic questions + im scared and it's difficult#anyway. it's fine. it's cool. i just have to hold on until i graduate high shcool and then ?????#find a way to live without my parents money OR scholarships#all for some nebulous end goal of having a job (the only field i'm interested in and good at offers two options:#to become an academic#or to become a freelancer#i do not have the fortitude to be an academic and being a freelancer is convoluted and pays like shit)#i might've spent 24h without my parents occasionally if i spent the night at a friend's place once or twice recently#but besides that the last time i've gone 48h without my parents was when the mental health center organised a week camp uhhhh...#two summers ago#incredibly good for my mental health as you can see#god i remember like... years ago. around 13yo maybe or 14. a guy. i dont know if he was a mental health professional or like social cases#but anyway he told me ''you're too afraid to be away from mommy and daddy'' and it made me want to rip his eyes out#several other people have implied or suggested that too over the years and it's just#am i too dependant on my parents? yes. will it be difficult to take my independance? yes.#does it means i don't both rationally recognize and feel that this is really fucking unhealthy and hindering for me#on top of being unpleasant?#FUCK NO#i want out my guy. there's just not many opportunities for an already mentally ill teenager#now that i'm eighteen i have to grapple with the logistical problems of the money needed and how to continue my education#and im sure a billion more if i start searching a little more seriously#perhaps i should kill myself that way i don't cost anyone any more money#broadcasting my misery#vent
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tearing up over the bridge of on my way? no. shut up
#feeling very#it's not like what i'd imagined when i was a child#the older i get the less i understand. there's days i hate from the bottom of my heart and there's nights i'm too anxious to sleep#i still can't forget what happened that day#i still can't forgive the me of yesterday#trying my best to#but there's times when you have to hold up the people who've been supporting you all this time#if i can say all that what'm i hesitating for?#how long'm i gonna do this for?#inside my head look at the world around me#i can see that the road ahead is long#when it feels like i'm about to go crazy... step by step let's move forward okay!#man i don't think i can necessarily water/aroma therapy my way outta this one guys#valiant posting
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#kinda wanna strangle all of the anti-voting ppl who are smugly posting about how our votes didn't matter or we were stupid to try#at least i can fucking go to sleep at night knowing that i did everything i could for that channel of impact#i voted and i encouraged people i know to vote. do you know what else i do?#i go out to rip down nationalist propaganda and attend anarchist events and protests in my area and volunteer at the food bank#everyone who tries to tell you it's an either/or thing is just fucking wrong. try a different excuse.#ugh. just shut the fuck up. none of us have brought the revolution yet. you included. at least i tried one more thing than you did asshole.#delete later
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