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just got my physical Magnus Archives TTRPG book and its SO COOL AAAAAAAGH
#how am i supposed to do my homework now 😭😭😭#i have a project due tomorrow how am i gonna focus while it taunts me#tma#tma ttrpg#the magnus archives#egg noodling#monte cook
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Don't talk to me just finished star wars the clone wars in it's entirety, gotta deal with the emotional damage
#star wars the clone wars#the clone wars#How am I supposed to do my homework now after this ending 😭😭😭
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do more of linzin funny moments with their kids!😭
I present to you a few fun moments Linzin has with each of their kids when they're tiny:
Kang
He's doing his homework at the table.
"Mommy. Mommy! MOMMY!!!"
Footsteps come closer. "Don't shout. Use your indoor voice."
Kang wiggles in his seat. "When were you and Daddy born?"
"He was born in 119, and I was in 120."
"Did you meet Avatar Kyoshi?"
She makes a face. "No. She was reborn as Grandpa Aang."
Scribbles filled the blank lines, his tongue poking out at the corner of his mouth. He paused. "Ok. Were you alive when the Fire Nation attacked?"
Lin puts a hand on her hip. "How old do you think I am?"
Kang blinks. "Enough to know all the Avatars."
She mentally facepalms.
"Did Daddy get meet Avatar Wan before you then?"
Areum
She's sitting in Lin's lap at an event and turns to face her mother. Lin is engrossed in a conversation with a colleague, who also happens to be a mother. So it doesn't surprise Lin's colleague when she sees Areum suddenly turning and playing with the betrothal necklace.
"Mommy." Her fingers trace the designs.
"Hold on, sweetie. Mommy is talking to someone."
Areum pouts and grumbles under her breath until the lady finally leaves the table.
"Mommy," she groans.
"What is it?"
She points at the necklace. "I want one too."
Lin touches it for a moment, trying to remember which necklace she's wearing. Immediately she knows. "Then you need to marry someone from the Water Tribe to make you one when they want to marry you."
"I don't wanna wait."
A few days pass and Areum goes up to Tenzin.
"Daddy, can you make me a 'get married' necklace?"
He picks her up and holds her in his arms. "A what?"
"A necklace like Mommy's. The one you gave her when you got married," she explains and Tenzin 'ah's in understanding. "I asked the boy in my class, but he doesn't know how to."
Tenzin frowns. "Which boy?! He's not going to make you any necklace."
"Why not?"
"Bc you're not getting married, sweetie. Especially not to whoever this boy is."
"But--"
"No buts. I'll make you a 'get married' necklace."
Jin
Lin is working weird hours and Jin has been asking her and Tenzin everyday what time she's supposed to come home. Every day, Lin makes sure to write a note or tell him what time she's going to come home.
Today is a good day bc Mommy is coming home earlier! She's not coming home in the middle of the night. That means she can cook and play and go out on Oogi.
"I'll be home at 15:30."
Tenzin hears loud sobbing coming from the window and goes out to investigate. He sees his son, tears streaming down his face and cheeks red. His poor boy inherited his red-face syndrome.
Tenzin kneels next to his boy and holds him. "Why are you crying, Jin? Did something happen? Are you hurt?"
"MOMMY'S LATE. SOMETHING HAPPENED TO HER!! SHE SHOULD BE HOME BY NOW!"
He checks the clock. "It's only 15:31, son."
"THAT'S A MINUTE LATE, DADDY!!!"
It takes 20 mins for him to calm down his son (desserts did it for him, and he's willing to pay the price for a sugar crash later on). Finally, they hear metal boots clanking and Jin perks up, running to the person he's missed all day.
Jin hugs her and demands to know why she was late. He frowns at her for breaking her promise and not being home at 15:30 like she promised.
Lin rubs his back. "Alright, what will make you feel better?"
"I want dragon beard candy for breakfast. I can stay up late like you and Daddy. We go to the top of Kyoshi Bridge."
"Well, we can't do that all in one day. But we'll do that."
"And I want a baby brother."
Tenzin trips over air in the background.
Lin looks at Tenzin, then her son.
"Why do you want a little brother? You have your sister."
"So i can be a big brother. MeiMei is too mean."
"Well..." And she knows her husband is listening closely. "Daddy and I have to talk about it."
"Hmph."
Mei
It's summer and Tenzin is sure there's a heat wave rolling over Republic City this year. He's meditating without a shirt on because he's probably going to sweat with all the humidity surrounding the island.
Breathe in.
Breathe out.
Peaceful.
The air shifts and a tiny body climbs on top of him.
"Daddy, look at me."
He doesn't open his eyes. "Sweetie, I'm meditating."
The small figure climbs off of his back, but stands at his side and traces her fingers down the back of his head, along his back. She follows the lines until she can't reach.
"Mommy wants to know why you don't have your shirt on."
"Because it's hot."
Her hand disappears. "Okay."
For the next ten minutes, Mei doesn't disturb him. Then he feels her sit next to him. A swell of pride fills his heart.
'She's meditating with me. She's so sweet. My little baby girl. I love her so much.' he thinks.
Then he hears a new voice.
"Why is her shirt off?"
His eyes open immediately and he peers over at his firstborn. Sure enough, her shirt was thrown off to the side and she's sitting topless like him on the pavilion. From behind, Tenzin can see Lin holding their son on her hip and giving him that "what the hell?" look.
Before Tenzin can answer, his daughter pipes up,
"Daddy says it's hot, that's why he's not wearing a shirt. It's hot, so I took off my shirt too."
Lin sighs.
Why do kids take everything literally?
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tighnari saying cyno and sethos are like brothers at the end of this quest... cyno really is collecting siblings like pokemon. good for him!!
Yeeeessss!!
In my HC, Cyno put a lot of attention in family.
Firstly because Cyrus was his only one family when he was a kid with amnesia, but also he grown up with Lisa as colleague under the same professor, but both of them consider Cyrus as a parental figure : without saying anything, a link it made of brother/sister. Cyno never knows his family by blood, and I think he was curious once. But he is satisfy with his current family ! And for him, family doesn't need to blood related. And if I remember well, Cyno said (during Windblum event, EVENT EXTREMELY IMPORTANT FOR ME 😭🫶) something like it is pretty current people in Akademiya becomes a family for study. It was his case ! Cyrus becomes his dad figure, Lisa, her senior, is like a big sister (I wouldn't never forget when she calls him little brother/baby brother) (AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY LISA !!! <3). And when in windblum Cyno came visited Lisa, during their conversation, Cyno is the one mentionning the family bond she has with Cyrus "you are also part of the family, Lisa. It is normal for a daughter to talk like his father" (*CRYING*)! It sounds a tiny detail but I feel like this is so important for him.
Then came Tighnari, aka the first friend he had ever ! (I am a bit lost in chronology tho. In Tighnari's backsto, we learn they met when Cyno was already the general mahamatra while Tighnari was a student new-ly popular. But in Cyno's quest, we learn that they were student when they met ?? So Cyno was student and General ? 🤔 welp, I am still unsure but now I include it in my HC/brainrot kskdkd). And also Collei ! Collei is a bit more complicated, in term that she wasn't comfortable around him for a long time being. But even when she wasn't comfortable around him at first, she still gave him a bookmark handmade during windblum and saying he is like a family for him (I AM ON THE FLOOR). Tighnari and Cyno both consider Collei like a little sister, and bahaha when they "fight" about "who is the older one" and tighnari don't want to admit this loser being the older oh gosh i love theeeeeeem (I will never recover from "oh yeah but you're younger in your head, Collei could be your big sis !" "I wouldn't never say I am the youngest !!! Except if it is for an opportunity for winning TCG by shocking my opponent.." cyno you are so real). But during this windblum event again, Cyno said something like "you know Collei, tighnari said we are not an akademiya family, and he doesn't want to work on a post together" and this is SUPER IMPORTANT because for Cyno, as you can see earlier, only had family by study (Cyrus, Lisa). He worked, studied and published with his father and Lisa. And also, he did homework with Tighnari that he considers like a brother in soul. But the fact he was "refused" to do work with Collei and him, kind of make him feel to tell Collei "yeah we r family but, tighnari... ):"
As Tighnari answered "You know, we can consider ourself as a normal family" AND THAT'S SOSO IMPORTANT. In my HC, Tighnari is the one in group having a "good family" (not in sumeru cast, I believe it is Nilou who has the healthiest family). He knows what a family is supposed to, he grew up with parents who teach him a lot of thing and he explored with them. Anyway Tighnari is a healthy kid, he knows that they don't need to work on a project together to be a family. Oh and that's also why I HC him Aromantic, AroAce persons value platonic and familyship a lot more than romantic, so he doesn't know mind that Collei and Cyno who are not blood related to him are like a true family for him !
(Before continue, I want to talk his bond with Collei ; I believe he can relates on how Collei suffered from the seal, because Cyno who might forget his past, he remembers the pain. That's how in Tighnari's voiceline, Cyno often check how Collei is going w/o her noticing. Even when Collei was aware of Cyno and under Tighnari care, he was ready to help her. And in the first story quest, Tighnari said that she still awares of him. I wonder how often they talk abt Collei !! I am sure Cyno shares to Tighnari how much he woud like to get along with her, and that's how Tighnari gives him opportunity like this one official art when in description Tighnari said "I asked Collei to bring Cyno")
And so, that's how in Cyno's quest we were able to see all his closest friends. Tighnari Collei Kaveh Alhaitham Candace Dehya Faruzan (and Traveler). Everyone was worried for him, was wishing to help him, and was here for him. And Cyno also noticed he is less alone (GOOD FOR HIM). And now, there is Sethos, a man coming from nowhere in this life, but an important man ; they didn't spend life together but they can feel a deep connection bcuz of both of their backstory. Sethos might be the closest to understand all his doubt a long time ago (and Cyno IS the closest person for Sethos to relate). And IN CYNO'S VOICELINE ABOUT SETHOS "Aren't we his best friends of whole Sumeru city ?! 😐" Cyno pulled the power of friendship and adopt him in his big family circle.
ANYWAY WOW IT IS ONLY 8AM AND I AM HERE ALREADY YAPPING ABOUT CYNO BAHAHAHA
But genshin impact is for me more family impact that anything 😭 🫶 (and that's also why I am stuck with sumeru while FONTAINE AND THE HOUSE OF HEARTH ARE JUST RIGHT HERE ?!?!) after all, we are playing a traveler who is searching their twin !
Thank you for reading my talk, anon
#reply#I feel embarassed everytime I do a long text because I know there is mistake but I am lazy to look at it#“so abt cyno..” and for an hour I will talk about them.#cyno is my comfort character as you can see KGBSKGKS#i am less into deep lore and theory even if I try#but my attachment to him manifest on how I analyse his feeling/reaction to something#and I love it when he talks in game and it matches my interpretation#bUT THAT'S ALSO I AM STILL SHOCK ABT THE FACT HE WAS STUDENT WHEN HE MET TIGHNARI ????#it is not a bad thing but I clearly didn't expect that since in my head he was already a general who already graduated#that's the only thing I didn't expect and it disturb me in sense of “oh weird do i need to change my perception?”#it is hard to explain#glad I am flexible with my point of view tho haha
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happy 11 followers!! can i have a scenario where in the DOA there’s the reader making fucking tiktoks of the DOA, and the police are frustrated as hell cause they can’t track you down 😭😭
ABSOLUTELY.
i made this from the pov of the officers >:)
grammatically correct shit post
genre: silly, platonic yall are just besties <33
"Officer, they posted another one!"
The collective shuffling of papers was heard as everyone rushed toward the original announcer's destination.
"Where?! What is it?!"
They all gathered around, trying to see the computer the guy was sitting at.
nearly drowning sigma with nikolai challenge!! (gone wrong) (no sigmas were harmed in the making of this video)
"....what does this mean?" Asked one of the older officers.
"DOES THAT MATTER?! TRY TO TRACK THEM DOWN RIGHT NOW!!" Yelled the commander and the other officers got to work.
And yet, every time they tried to get the IP, Fyodor's mouse-like symbol appeared.
"Sir-"
"TRY ANOTHER VIDEO!!"
The man sighed and clicked on another.
me, nikolai and sigma question fyodors life decisions and almost get murdered!!
The officer watched a bit, hoping for some clues this time, but all he saw was this supposed "Nikolai" and the person holding the camera, yelling... some statement he couldn't remember, before running away giggling. The third person with two different hair colors was screaming in terror.
Ok, that's kinda funny.
However, before he could try to get information, he felt heavy breathing on his neck.
"Jared. Did you just laugh at one of their videos?"
"N-no sir-"
"You're fired, Jared. You don't understand how LONG I've been trying to get those FOOLS. You can't just laugh when we could be SO CLOSE TO FINALLY DISCOVERING WHO THESE PEOPLE ARE."
Jared's mouth was agape, but he knew there was no correct response to this. Maybe he could work at a car dealership or something.
He packed his things and walked out of there, finished with the frustrated screams of his co-workers in anger.
He was gonna get that job at Toyota.
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BEFORE YOU ASK, YES, I AM BRINGING BACK JARED IN THE FUTURE. JUSTICE FOR JARED!!!
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READING THIS!!! MY REQS ARE ALWAYS OPEN BUT MIGHT TAKE A BIT LONGER FOR ME TO FINISH DUE TO ME R E A L L Y NEEDING TO DO MY HOMEWORK 🥶!!
HAVE AN AMAZING DAY NIGHT YES SLAY!!
#bsd x reader#bsd#platonic#doa bsd#silly#sigma#sigma x reader#fyodor#fyodor x reader#nikolai x reader#nikolai#nikolai is silly#fluff#i wrote#bungou stray dogs#boogie woogie dogs#bingus home cats#ok ill stop now#love yall#short#justiceforjared
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can u pls write bully jungwon? i love ur works they're too addicting 🫶😭
Thanks for requesting 🫶🫶🫶 and thank you for liking my works💗
Sniffles and heavy breathing are echoeing throughout the classroom.
You were alone in the Janitor's room cry and wishing that someone will walk by and hear your calls.
You have been locked up for god knows how long.
It's already evening, almost everyone have left the school. Even those who haven't, they will just hang out in the cafeteria...
No one would ever come to the science block and no one will notice that someone have been locked up in the Janitor's room.
And this is all thanks you to your bully, Yang Jungwon...
You just transferred to this school about a week and eversince you transfer here, Jungwon have been bullying you.
From asking you to do his homework, randomly pulling your hair to pranks like locking you in rooms...
You always gave in to him because you didn't want more trouble for yourself.
But today, you had enough... You just want to get out of here, get out of this school, get away from Yang Jungwon.
Suddenly, you heard some noises outside... Sounds like someone humming to some songs.
You immediately stood up and started banging on the door and called for help.
"Hello?! Is there anyone out there?! I'm locked up and in the Janitor's room!"
You shouted as loud as you can so that the person can hear you. The humming stopped... You thought the person heard you. So you continued.
"Hello! I'm here! Please help me!"
You heard foot steps coming closer and closer.
Your eyes glistened with hope.
Are you finally gonna get out of here?
"Tak-da"
The sound of door unlocking was heard, the next second, the door was opened.
You smiled widely at the fact that you are finally out of here.
But, when you saw the person standing infront of you, your smile dropped.
"Tsk tsk... What is this attitude? I saved you... And now you are giving me a black face?"
The culprit is none other than Yang Jungwon...
"Thank you but I should go now."
You said coldly and tried to sneak away from him but ofcourse he is not gonna let you go.
He grabbed you by your arm and turned your around.
"Yah... Do you have a death wish? How dare you talk to me like this?"
Jungwon's tone was arrogant.
"Let go! I'm done with you Yang Jungwon!"
You shouted and yank your hands away from him.
"You were the one who locked me up here! Am I supposed to thank you for that?!"
You were really mad. How can he act like that greatest person on earth when he did all those things to you?
Shameless...
"Are you shouting at me now? Yah... Do you know who I am?"
Jungwon was taken aback by your sudden change of attitude.
"I don't know and I don't want to know! I will leave the school and get away from you!"
You stomped away from him but he quickly caught up to you and grabbed you by your arm.
"Yah! I dare you to say that again!"
Jungwon said in a deep and raspy voice.
"For what? I don't have time to waste on you! Let go!"
You tried to free yourself, but Jungwon's grip just gets tighter and tighter.
"I said... Repeat..."
Jungwon's voice was low and dangerous. It sent shivers down your spine.
"I said, I'm gonna leave the school and get away from you! So now let me go!"
You were too focused on trying to free yourself that you didn't notice the change in Jungwon's aura.
His eyes slowly turned red and his veins were popping out of his neck.
"No... You are not..."
"What?"
"I said you are not leaving me! You hear me?!"
Jungwon suddenly raised his voice which cauhht you off guard. And you flinched at the sudden loud voice.
"The hell? You are too much Yang Jungwon... You don't have the right to control-"
You words were cut off but the lips that was placed on yours.
Your eyes widen at the face that was zoomed in and the weird feeling that was on your lips.
You quickly reacted and pushed Jungwon away from you.
"What the hell? Are you crazy?"
You were genuinely shocked. Did he just... Just kissed you?
"Yes, I am... So keep that in mind... Don't disobey me... Or else... I'm not sure what I will do..."
#enhypen#enhypen scenarios#enhypen story#enhypen fic#enhypen yandere#soireegurl#yandere#enhypen jungwon#yandere jungwon#jungwon enhypen#yang jungwon#jungwon
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i finished return of the king for the first time!
and i’m gonna get sappy about it.
• the first chapter was so good and the movie does an excellent job staying so accurate to the book, except i love the additional detail we’re given by seeing everything from pippin’s perspective. we actually get to know beregond and his son, and we get to know denethor better.
• book merry is such a badass. i love him so much. all the hobbits are badasses, actually.
• HALBARAD!!!!!!!! my favorite minor character, i only knew him from fanfiction until now, but I LOVE HIM. i do so wish he was in the movies, i know they had to make difficult decisions but i would’ve loved to see the dunedain come to the paths of the dead with aragorn, legolas and gimli.
• i have spoken about eowyn’s riding into battle as dernhelm, but i will do it again. how intense was that!!! and then theoden’s death, i was cleaning my house and listening to the audiobook narration by andy serkis during this part, and i had to sit down and stop so i could cry properly. and eomer’s reaction to his uncle dying and then finding his sister who wasn’t even supposed to be there on the battlefield… excellent depiction by the movie, for that part.
• the frodo and sam chapters made me thirsty.
• aragorn in the house of healing… 🔥🥵
• i love that we get to see how eowyn and faramir start spending time together 🥹💕
• lobelia in chapter 9 🥺🫶
• um, how come i am just now finding out that saruman’s and grima’s deaths are different? crazy! well, there’s a lot that happens in the shire after they return, with the ruffians and farmer cotton and rosie, which:
• ^ i knew sam and rosie moved in with frodo after they got married from fanfiction but their conversation about it was awesome. just like, duh sam, you’re living with me?! good for them.
• bill and strider, i need a minute 😭🤧
• the very last page-…i didn’t know it was the last page because the appendices are so long, and i was not prepared. i cried. and then i got excited because it was time for me to do my nerd homework (read the appendices). lots of names and places i vaguely knew from fics (hello elrond lore, beren and luthien, etc.!) but i finally got to read the og source material!
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i feel strange and sad. like i’ve been there and back again… i’ve loved these movies since i was 11, and now i will never be able to read them for the first time again 🥺
lotr got me through a really tough first anniversary of a death in my family a few months ago - that’s why i finally decided to read the books. fic writers and fan artists have brought me joy on days where it seemed like all hope was lost. all of this to say, i love this fandom ♥️ and i hope at least some of you have found enjoyment reading my thoughts on the books.
#reading lotr for the first time#return of the king#rotk#lotr#lotr spoilers#tolkien#reading the silmarillion for the first time#just realized i didn’t do one of these posts for the two towers#oops#just know that i loved it but i was shocked to find out there were no elves at helms deep
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crimson rivers thoughts (12)
@tastetherainbow290
chapter 26
rip james potter’s leg he’s gone full peeta
sirius is visiting reg
reg ☹️
talking about throwing up is arguably the worst part of this fic so far
“It's fine. I didn't even like this shirt. (Sirius really liked this shirt.)”
i am legitimately shaking but i don’t know if this is important so i need to read it
please stop talking about throwing up
poor regulus i feel so bad
and hes throwing up again
i cant even think about this what if i just skim the rest
ok pov switch thank god
oh no i forgot remus has to go back…
sirius is so considerate
nooo remu
sirius pov again im praying there isn’t any more throwing up
and there it is.
poor regulus ahhhhh i just feel so bad for him like. i want to give him a hug.
why doesn’t regulus want to see james ☹️
sirius is visiting james now
that was sweet. sad, but sweet.
remus pov again
remu ❤️🩹
can someone tell me why the rat is my 5th most used emoji
"You're so precious to me, did you know that?"
remus loves sirius (duh)
chapter 27
i’m sad for wolfstar what’s gonna happen
"You can trust that the only person I have an interest in seeing naked is your brother." 😭
this hallow drama is actually hilarious
reggie 💔
i’m scared that pandora is going to die in the future bc we have t seen any of her pov
this is so sad.
no thoughts just sadness.
“i’m collecting them all” i’m glad to see you making jokes reg
"Oh, this is just the bruise finally blooming from where I tripped and fell the moment I saw you,"
this was a lighter chapter but still sad
chapter 28
back to james pov
oh no a nightmare
CRAP I FORGOT ABT MY MATH HOMEWORK it was due yesterday but she hasn’t graded it yet so if i turn it in now she won’t take of points for it being late
math homework is finished! back to reading (suffering)
oh yeah. nightmare. ☹️
"I wasn't supposed to go through this," no james, you were not. i’m sad now (i have been sad)
james leave regulus aloneeee (don’t leave him alone)
shrodinger’s cat mention
“james”
i’m actually crying right now.
nooo why are the fighting
james is getting his glasses back soon!!! huzzah
"I don't want to be a great, big tragedy anymore,"
baby
“it’s a parting gift” i’m crying again
regulus and remus friendship <3
“we broke up” “you were together?” 😭
ugh this is so sad. already i’ve cried more times than reading atyd AND choices and ive barely made a dent in cr
oh no interview prep
evan mention 💔
every time i see the word hallow in this fic im like “i need to add this (hallow/hollow) to my list of homophones” and i never do bc im writing all my thoughts in my notes app and my homophones list is in a different folder than my marauders thoughts
chapter 29
oh me oh my hanky panky happening in this chapter i wonder for who
every time i call sex hanky panky i give myself the ick
"We broke up? This is news to me” james 😭
“No one needs romantic love to be fulfilled as a person. Not everyone wants it, and then there are those who aren't ready, and all of it is okay. That doesn't mean there's an absence of love, or that you're getting it wrong. You're not, Regulus, I promise."
they’re holding hands (but for sad reasons)
interview time i’m scared
evan ☹️☹️☹️
vanity ☹️☹️☹️
“We love your love, don't we?" 💔
this is so sad omg i genuinely don’t know how im going to survive this
GLASSES!!!!!!
so he’s just been wearing contacts this whole time?
ok i need to go do my duolingo.
i am back from duolingo.
james telling sirius to go have sex with remus on their last night 😭 i mean fair. they should
"I'm absolutely thinking about your brother right now." oh, james
james telling sirius about him and reg 😭 poor sirius
sirius asking james for tips 💀
“i expect all the details” james fleamont potter 😭
sirius is such a good brother. i love him.
remus pov !!
“i would not have known joy if i did not have the pleasure of knowing you”
ugh wolfstar. i love you.
😯 hanky panky
spine has been realigned
ok but any time any of them ever talk about getting off it just makes me think about one time when i was at a district choir concert and when we were practicing one of our songs the director said “there won’t be a dry seat in the audience” (he meant dry eye, bc the song was beautiful, but it just came out like everyone in the audience would dream their pants 😭) but. unnecessary story and it isn’t really that funny unless you were there but.
chapter 30 (?!)
evan 💔
god.
remus ‘reading’ sirius’ mind 😭
they have to say goodbye ☹️
barty mention!!!!
*singing* i just miss you and i just wish you were a better man
“i love you” eeeeeeeee
omg kissing
and it’s over.
“i don’t want to hurt you anymore” 💔
eeeee they’re kissing again
“it’ll take a while but later—much later—james will look back on this and wonder, sadly, if it was a parting gift, too.” WHAT
sirius kissing the mask so remus will always have a sirius kiss
i love pandora
wolfstar goodbye 💔
the fact that all of this happened in the span of two weeks
effie and monty!!!!!!!!!!
the next chapter is lily… should i read it or go to sleep
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Your day 100 is my day two. I feel so, so, tired - but I cleaned my neighbours gutters without shaking on the ladder, helped my niece with her math homework, remembered that I can do math homework, remembered that I’m good at it, that I love math, that every good feeling at the bottom of a bottle comes at the price of a good feeling that dwells inseparably within us. I’m resting now, and supposed to remember that I’ve “earned” doing so. That felt ridiculous until I came across your blog. 100 days of this, of cravings, of triggers, of joys and loves and strengths unearthed. To tell you I’m proud feels awkward, but I am, in the same way I always have been of my older siblings. That’s to say that I can see how far ahead of me you’re walking, but you look back at me with such kindness that the whole path seems to lead towards love.
I hope you have your own equivalent to math, I hope that on day 101, 205, and 3798 you discover new ways to look down and find sturdy legs on a sturdy ladder. Your openness has clearly become so many other people’s strength and determination, I don’t know if you know what a gift that is, but I’d hope that someone has given it to you. There are 98 days and uncountable kilometres between us, but I’ll keep those numbers in mind for the rest of my life. This is a promise to keep counting, a promise to keep stable, and a promise to always look back with kindness.
Congratulations, thank you, and know that you’ve done tangible and meaningful good in this world.
My hearts cup overflows 😭
Thank you. Thank you for sending this in. Day two is so powerful. Day three and four were tough, and I am sending you all the well wishes for your journey. You are not alone, and I am proud of YOU!
Day 100 is nothing in comparison to the trenches of week one, I bow down to your strength. I had hoped by sharing my journey I could get a little support and maybe help a few people feel like they're not alone. I never could have anticipated the response I got though 😭💕
Let's walk forward together! Side by side no matter the difference in days. I'm ahead of no one, and no one is behind me. Side by side no matter the gains or slides 💕✨️
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MISC. TAG GAME:
thank you for the tag @ronald-speirs, @panzershrike-pretz @malarkgirlypop and @grumpy-liebgott !!! sorry it took me so long!
Favorite place in the world you’ve visited?
oooh okay so recently i came back from europe, and i literally loved it so much! i oddly enough LOVED vatican city! and i absolutely adored venice and paris! however, london was also really nice! (i cannot decide i’m so sorry😭)
Something you’re proud of yourself for?
Honestly, going to University! Even when it’s hard and i hate it and have no idea what i’m doing, the fact i made it into university is something i’m very proud of!
Favourite books?
the picture of dorian gray - Oscar Wilde
a good girls guide to murder - Holly Jackson
5 survive - Holly Jackson
the outsiders - S.E Hinton
of mice and men - John Steinbeck
Something that makes your heart happy when you think about it?
my dog :) - his name is cisco and he was free to a good home and under fed, and now he gets treats every time we leave the house and sleeps on the bed
Favourite thing about your culture?
about being Australian? I would suppose our love for sport. We play so many sports over here and we support the aussies even if we don’t like the sport! For example the Matilda’s, our women’s soccer team! Soccer isn’t as big as AFL over here, but i’ve never seen so much support behind Womens soccer, let alone ANY soccer, as we’re very proud of our sporting teams!
When did you join the HBO War fandom? What was the first show you watched?
close to two years ago? i’m not too sure, but i watched BoB first!
Have you read any of Easy Company’s books? If so, which ones were your favorite?
I have not! but i am trying to get my hands on the Dick Winters and Ron Speirs books!
Favorite HBO War character and your favorite moment with them?
Babe Heffron! and the “are you serious?! only the goddamn nuns call me Edward” BUT the scene with Gene in the fox hole where Babe mocks Gene calling him Babe is a very close second
Do you make content for any fandoms, if so; what sort of content?
i have been known to dabble in other fandoms on other apps in fanfic writing 🤭
Favorite actor/actress and your favorite film of theirs?
ANDREW GARFIELD!!! and i am The Amazing spider-man enthusiast!!! (plus hacksaw ridge is a masterpiece)
Favorite quote/s that you wish to share with others?
Some quotes my dad likes to tell me when i’m really anxious over university/ actively having a panic attack are:
“you can only do what you can do” - which pretty much means that all i can do is my best, and the rest will sort itself out, there’s no use stressing over situations i have no control over.
“how do you eat an elephant?” - which basically means, to tackle something large you take it one step at a time, ergo - to eat an elephant you eat it piece by piece
Random fact your mutuals/followers don’t know about you?
Oh God, i’m not a very interesting person 🧍🏼♀️
I got swooped by birds in a century once and have hated birds ever since
If you’re a writer, do you need a beta reader (say yes so I can be your beta reader 🤭)?
i do not have a beta reader 🤭 so position is potentially open 🤭
Three things that make you smile?
- sunsets! i LOVE watching sunsets i just think they are so pretty!
- rainy days (only when i’m inside) But i love rainy days, when i can sit by a window to read or do homework etc. I just think there is something so beautiful about rain!
- chocolate chip cookies :) my FAVOURITE cookies! i do not care if they are basic i love them sm
Any nicknames you like?
most of my nicknames :) But especially the nicknames that my parents give me :))
List some people you love to see around on tumblr:
i’m so sorry if i forget anyone @malarkgirlypop @ronald-speirs @ronsparky @mads-nixon @panzershrike-pretz @executethyself35 @next-autopsy @winnielefou @1waveshortofashipwreck @footprintsinthesxnd @caffeinated-fan @dontirrigateme @softliebgott @xxluckystrike @easycompany123 (+ all my mutuals who i have not tagged, love y’all i just have shocking name recollection)
What would you do during a zombie apocalypse?
i mean it would depend on what kinda zombies?? But most likely keeping friends and family alive.
Realistically, dying. i’m not dealing with all that.
Favorite movie?
mulan!!! i LOVE mulan (clearly… i’m literally writing a fic with mulan ideas)
Do you like horror movies?
i got a live hate relationship with them. Like i HATE religious horror with a passion, it freaks me the fuck out, but the conjuring series has great story lines?? However i watched the nun once and i swear to god i almost shit myself whenever k had to leave my room at night?! I was CONVINCED that motherfucker was gonna be in my house.
NO PRESSURE TAGS: @mads-nixon @easycompany123 @executethyself35 @montied @ronsparky @dontirrigateme (plus everyone else who would like to do this! consider this an offical tag!)
#madsasks#madsrambles#blueasks#bluerambles#band of brothers#babe heffron#ronald speirs#bandofbrothers#dick winters#eugene roe#george luz#hbowar#band of brothers#donald malarkey
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ok i’m so sorry if im bothering you but i have so many thoughts on this so here’s some ideas for younger artist
-interviews with the boys
-stressing over fame/albums/writing
-maybe needing help with school before or during tour if we think they may have done like a trial run on the early days of the tour to see what it would be like
-needing them or one of them to pick up reader from a highschool party bc their drunk(you don’t have to do this I just thought it be cute as a one-on-one between one of the boys especially if it’s early in their friendship and it helps them bond)
-more indept abt going through the yearbook because that was so fun to read
-the boys sticking up for them when the label is pushing them to much, when a crew member or someone is being unfair, or someone (probably a man😭) is making them uncomfortable
-reader getting hurt on turn (broken bone or something maybe like lucy’s concussion)
stuff like that are just some ideas, but ok i’ll leave you alone now I know that’s a lot but this trope means sos much to me for comfort , i love the way you write them 😭🤚🏼
DO NOT BE SORRY AT ALL LOVELY!! i LIVE for these inbox messages i love them so much!! pls keep them coming !!! you don’t gotta worry a out annoying me (you’re not!!) keep spamming me as much as you want!!
I LOVE AJAHJDKDD
they really step up with the sibling role for real, picking reader up from parties. depending on who picks them up it could range from a stern ish type of “be careful” to a “have fun?” type of thing
omg the school one ! helping them with maths homework, reader getting stressed on the tour has and one of the boys helping them understand the work (another one on one bonding moment with the boys but i can see it either being lucy or jb)
oh my god the yearbook YEAH!! just having it around in the table like one of those decorated books you find on a coffee table. coming out of your bunk to find lucy reading it in dept like a novel, head poking out of the book like “you didn’t tell me you were a theatre kid???. you win the talent show too? i’m learning so much new lore about you”
oh god- if ya has an accident best believe the boys would be FREAKING OUT. whether you could’ve fell off stage or fell out of your bunk 😭 all of them panicking “DO YOU NEED TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL?! ARE YOU OK? HOW MANY FINGERS AM I THROWING UP” and readers like “huh?” just dazed and disorientated and it has the boys SWEATING NERVOUSLY. wondering how to tell your parents “hey your kid just broke their goddamn leg on tour- yeah we were supposed to be minding them but umm”
oh absolutely about the label one!! maybe you ended up at a different label than the boys, so they try to help you separate labels and come join them knowing it’ll be much easier. getting in a crew members face when maybe one of them was being really unfair - uncomfortable towards you - man ended up being fired that NIGHT period
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Today I had the infuriating experience of having to close my book(He Who Drowned the World, by Shelley Parker-Chan) and return to work at the end of my dinner break, with twelve fucking pages remaining. (For those who have read the title in question, this was immediately following the scene with the balcony and immediately before the final scene.) How am I supposed to do my job like that? Help you clean your flash drive? Locate a copy of the Qur'an? Explain your math homework to you? Who cares?!
Holy shit, what a duology. Honestly I'm glad it was misrepresented to me, because I don't think I would have normally picked up something so historical, but it truly was fantastic. It had the epic ambition, backstabbing, and morally-gray actors(not sure protagonists and antagonists are concepts that apply, here) of A Song of Ice and Fire, but a sense of cinematic drama that was new to me, though perhaps not to those in other cultures(the author said it was inspired by Chinese TV dramas, and I wonder if that's the vibe I'm catching). And it was so, so queer, despite the characters lacking gender/sexuality vocabulary familiar to us.
This series(but especially the second book) messed me up. In the best possible way. What I can't understand is how on earth the author managed to convince a publisher that this was marketable and a good bet. I'm so glad they did, and for all the outlets that spotted it and boosted it(albeit by slightly misrepresenting it), but I can't stop feeling like, by all known rules of modern publishing, this shouldn't exist! Now I have to spend the rest of the night being a puddle, and somehow pull myself together for tomorrow. 😭
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omi hiiii
pls dont judge me HAHAH
so every night when my insomnia hits (basically every night) i imagine getting hugged to sleep by woonhak and other little woonhak scenarios (i get lonely in school) and IT HELPS YOU SHOULD TRY
soooo i did get some ideas but they always turned out bad and now its in the bin :( i thought you were the perfect person to ask though so here are my thoughts!
if woon is an idol
he’d get upset if you wait for him because he comes home later
he’d definitely start whining HAHAH
but i also think that he will need some pushing to wash up because he just wants to cuddle you (😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️)
after making him wash up he’d be fast and jump into bed (hes such a baby 😭)
then hed insist on spooning you. (it doesnt go well he shifts around a lot due to his slight sleep deprivation)
if woon is a student too (older than you)
he’d be home slightly later due to the different class times
his first instinct is to give you a back hug while you’re working on your homework (ahhh yes i definitely am not supposed to be doing research on earthquakes right now)
he’d always help wherever he can with his knowledge of classes
at the end of the day, he would make you a late night snack and afterwards hed trap you in his arms and hug you like a giant teddy bear
then you’ll fall asleep immediately
if woon is a student too (same age)
he’d wait for you in your classroom after school ends
he’d take you home on his bike
then hed make you dinner (just meat)
you had to add some veggies HAHAH
then in the end like all the rest he was cuddled up next to you
i unfortunately cant come up with more sooo HELP ME OMI ILYSM
hihi! i don't think you're weird at all LOL i also imagine little scenarios with my biases before i sleep to help me get well rest:3
i think your thoughts are super cute, you shouldn't bin them!
- woon definitely wouldnt want you to stay up late for him, but he secretly gets super blushy about it! he always rants jae's ear off talking about how sweet of a s/o you are for staying up for him!
- he also just wants all the cuddles imaginable (he would say crushing you is your punishment for staying late for him, but he just wants an excuse to love you)
- omg and woon wanting to help with studies is so similar to the drabble i just made for him, so i totally agree!
- if he gave me back hugs id immediately fold and become an academic weapon
- TAKING ME HOME ON HIS BIKE HAS ME GASPING FOR AIR HES SO FUCKFOFNFN sorry i got a little out of hand there
- like just you hugging onto his back while he talks about his day
- but him having just meat is so real LMAOO i need some veggies with my food ><
im a little slow rn so i cant come up with many other ideas, but i elaborated on yours:) have a good day sunlight!!
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OMGGGG guys my dream today!!!!! 😭
GUYS GUYS GUYS- i just had a dream about.... TEDDY!!!! TED FUCKING THEODORE LOGAN FROM BNT EXCELLENT ADVENTURE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
ok so this is how it went:
i was in my primary school classroom and then a teacher came in and told me that i should do a short homework test to see what set i should be in. so she handed me this several paged booklet and i was supposed to finish that within whatever time frame they had gave me. there wasn't much to do on the paper but i somehow did not get to finish because i was either not paying attention or hear this- I WAS STARING AT TED!!! YES I WAS PROBABLY STARING AT TED LOGAN 😭😭!!!
ok so in the dream, his name was Baron (??) and he had finished the booklet but i haven't so i thought i was fucked. so a student body (??) asked me to give her my test but i havent finished, but she said it was fine as they were gonna show the answers anyways so i should just copy them down. so i did, and then dream went fuzzy for a bit and then now i wake up to a completely different classroom. there was a big table in the middle and the classroom had a modern-esque feel.
i walk to my seat and before i sit down, i see whos going to be in my classroom and my smile immediately dropped as i saw - it was the popular girls who i detested (irl) in middle school. i was so bummed and i just felt sulky. one of my friendly acquaintances appeared in and i felt a little bit better. so everyone sits down in their seats and all heads face to the teacher, who was my dream's vague interpretation of a black teacher i had in primary school.
guys prepare for this- she said that Baron was supposed to be in my set but guess what?? HE GOT 3 MARKS DOWN!! NOOOOO!!!! 💔💔 i was even more sulky and upset now but alas i had to move on ig....
so moments later into class, we were sitting, listening to the teacher, and then randomly out of nowhere i confessed to my friendly acquaintance that i had a crush on Baron and she was like "oh the popular guy?" and i was like "huh???" how was he the popular guy, i thought. but then i realised, oh it's because hes handsome, ahhh got it. but bro five minutes later, this girl started imitating his accent and i was like girl leave me alone 😭🙈
then randomly i got up and went over to the classroom that Baron was in and i knocked on the door. a teacher said "come in" and i did. and guys, you know when you open a door in class and everyone is literally staring at you?? so when i opened the door ajar, i was gonna go in and then i saw him staring at me and i legit slammed the door closed and giddily laughed in embarrassment to myself 😭
then the dream ended.
i woke up this morning, and i had the biggest smile on my face like i was so giddy! i felt such a weird surreal loving feeling, like when you have a crush on someone irl but I felt this IN A DREAM!! that's what i felt! to a person whos not even real!!! 😭💔
but yeah anyways, this was my dream. i hope the universe has a great whatever, because now i am gonna go and kms off a cliff thanks </3
#BEST DREAM#i never felt a irl crush moment before in a LONG time#and the revival was in a dream??? with ted FREAKING logan??? are you KIDDING ME???#dpmo im never gonna stop cheesing about that again#neurodivergent himbo appeared in my dream lemme go kms rq#bill and ted excellent adventure#marsvoxxy brainblast
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Red time :D I’m watching Jojo
Pregame
Ollie freaking out that they’re supposed to change skins 😂
Mmm yes studying time
I am taking so many notes queen
What are Jojo’s teammates’ pronouns? She used they/them for Ollie but idk
Also heads up that I don’t know Spanish so I’m just gonna be smiling and nodding
J… my beloved
Ollie so proud of having done their homework :))
Kara doing her best, we stan (I know absolutely zero Spanish send help)
WHY SANDS EARLY???? 😭😭😭
Ok it makes sense since there are a lot of new people but that doesn’t mean I’m gonna be happy about it /hj
They are the underdogs, I believe
Jojo being so proud of Ollie and how much they’ve studied <333
“Oh my god I love the emojis” I love Ollie ;-;
I want them to win so bad, you don’t get it
“We’re on the same team!!” “Not right now” I love Ollie and Jojo’s banter so much
Ollie talking about how they hope this could be the start of MCC including more Spanish streamers and being really excited to be part of the event being more open to other communities :)))
Oh my gosh mc ultimate, that was so long ago
We do a little bit of breathing, so true
Me not knowing a lick of Spanish but loving the energy :))
I only know like five words in Spanish so I’m just vibing and every now I’m then like “ah yes, bien means good”
It probably says something that listening to people talking in another language doesn’t even sound weird to me because of how hard APD goes, it just sounds like this to me sometimes even when I do know the language lmao
The “THIRTO YNE” in the sky 😂
Rocket Spleef
The excited/nervous energy on this team is so endearing, they’re all so happy to be here but also with a healthy coat of anxiety
Them all cheering Jojo on :))
That last minute elimination lol
THE MCC LORE!!! THEYRE LOOKING TO HIRE A NEW SKYWRITER CAUSE THEIR CURRENT ONE MESSED UP!!! I love MCC you guys
TGTTOSAWAF
Gonna be real, I was spaced the heck out during this game, Jojo did well tho!!
Parkour Warrior
So do we know what happened with Shadoune?
They’re a player down but they’re keeping morale up :))
Jojo’s ability to first try the wavy bridge thing is incredibly intimidating actually
She’s going for the hard ending!!
That checkerboard is breaking my brain but I kinda love it???
The STRESS
Ollie’s popping off tho
FIRST!!!! oh wait nevermind 😭😭😭
Parkour Tag
They’re popping off!!! They’re lasting so long so often!!
The way you can tell that they’re having so much fun now that they’ve found a groove :))
Capitan top 5!!!
“Chat, I was the nerf” Jojo 😂
Sylvee my beloved
What song even is this lol
OH it’s good for you, helps when you can actually hear the instrumental lmao
Holy crap Bad, I know he didn’t mean it but that is the most backhanded compliment in existence
Grid Runners
They’re doing well!!
That copy the sculpture was pain tho
It felt like they figured out the rod thing really quick
Meltdown
I’m so ready for them to pop off, you don’t understand
Jojo frantically switching to English when she gets frozen is way funnier to me than it should be
Ayyyy they won the first round :D
Nooooo them just running around a locked room is and falling into the lava together :((
Survival Games
Gonna be honest, the pov I have to read subtitles for probably isn’t the one I should be watching while drawing lol
They’re doing great though!! People are just dropping like flies and they’re killing it
They swept blue!!
YOOO first place with all surviving!!!
“Hispanic on top!!! Vamos!!” Hell yeah!!!
“The Spanish Inquisition” 😂😂😂
He doesn’t know where the sand goes 😭😭😭
Sands of Time
The “holã HBomb” in the chat <333
I believe in jojosolos sot supremacy
They all sound so stressed but that’s not really an indicator of how good it’s going in sands lol
It’s so funny to hear “oh my gosh” after 90% of the English words in this call have been “f*ck” or “ok” lol
It’s super possible indeed :)))
YEEEAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!
Dodgebolt
Them <333
Capitan 1v3!!
THEY WONN!!!!!!!
Jojo winning shot my beloved <3
MASSIVE DUB FOR SPANISH SPEAKERS EVERYWHERE!!!!
Jojo appreciation hour <333
THEY DIDNT EVEN KNOW ABOUT THE COIN 😭😭😭 “we get a prize?” I’m losing it
They’re so excited about the box <33
“I’m gonna propose to my girlfriend with that” OLLIE 😂
Ollie wanting to team with English streamers too :))
“I think Jojo- she doesn’t speak English, right?” “I don’t- no- I…” “No?” The absolute flub 😂
They’re so excited to come back :((((( I love them :(((
I love chill after calls :))
Captain/capitan team <333
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help i went down the enhypen rabbit hole today and i just saw a cute video and am *falling* like FALLING hard for jungwon. oh man that man is PRETTY. oof. i’m not okay.
i have so many things i’m supposed to do but my mind is spinning. jungwon. jungwon. jungwon. this is a DISEASE 😭
WHO GAVE THESE MEN THE RIGHT TO BE THIS CUTE AND THIS ATTRACTIVE?? this is just begging for power abuse 😭 hate it, i swear. i legit— oof. he attacked me again with his smile. fml (just kidding lol)
dude ngl i think jungwon just ulted me?? like he just said “f*ck ur current biases, ur biasing me now” holy shi— who cares abt homework when the only work i have to do for my mental health is just to watch jungwon smile on repeat?? 😍
ignore me simping, u and my other friend are the only engenes i know and every time i see heeseung i’m reminded of u! i would send u the video but tumblr won’t let me send it on anon. it removes the links and i think that’s why my previous asks weren’t going through!!
-3
OH MY U PRACTICALLY SENT ME AN ESSAY ABOUT JUNGWON no shame btw, everyone loves jungwon 🫶🫶
jungwon my fave disease, i’d love to get sick by him one day JHAHJAHAJAHGASJSJ
AND HIS DUALITY >>>> WHENEVER I WATCH HIS VIDS FROM TOUR, I’M LIKE “HOW CAN A PERSON BE SO CUTE AND HOT SISJHSHJSJSHSHJ” his smile is everything ☹️☹️
the effect that jungwon can do to a person, he’s biaswrecked me so much atp he can fall into the bias line
i’m honoured to know that i appear in ur mind whenever u see the loml and it kinda sucks how tumblr doesn’t allow anons to send media but i hope u can send it when u reveal urself 🤭
just a smiley jungwon to lighten up ur day (or night)
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