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ursweater · 13 hours ago
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she tries to hide the frown that pulls on the corner of her lips , her hand resting on the back of the desk chair as jessica sits on the bed , a quick debate on whether she should sit too ( once upon a time , she wouldn't overthink even the smallest things ) before her fingers curl around the top of it , pulling it out a little . ashley grimaces how loud the legs scrape against the ground , though maybe it's part of her imagination , or maybe now she's hyperaware of her surroundings . she's still not sure about that .
“ seriously , jess , i didn't just wanna — pop up , you know ? ” her words , the look crossing her face as she sits on the edge of the chair , are apologetic , her fingers going to almost mirror jessica's movements as she tucks a piece of hair back behind her ear , her other hand resting on the desk beside her now , finger nails going to tap on it , lightly , for a moment .
@jezica from here .
there's that awkward pause , silence filling between the two , as she searches for more to say . for more to explain why she felt the urge to go check on jess , how she had been biting on her nails when the other hadn't answered when she first reached out . she only absently nods when the other speaks again , a hum to let her know she acknowledges , before letting that silence fall again , trying to distract herself for a moment by looking around them , search for words all a way to dance around anything they really could talk about .
“ i was thinking maybe some fresh air would be good , ” she finally says after a beat , blinking a little as she takes in her friend , forcing her own smile to finally pull on her face as she leans forward a bit . “ it's kinda stuffy in here , don't you think ? ”
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hyakunana · 4 months ago
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✨💕 The winner of the DGP is———! 💕✨
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favoure · 1 year ago
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a lifetime of indentured servitude
used this frame from the mv of "femme fatale" by kedarui as ref for this piece ! just thought that it fit them perfectly orz
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simplydnp · 3 months ago
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What are we gonna do if nothing happens tomorrow? We need to be ready for anything.
oh we are. phil tweeting about it a few months ago was really more acknowledgement than i realistically figured we were ever going to get. so them specifically saying 'oh we can use that for thing day' is slightly encouraging me to believe we'll at least get the cardboard gerard selfie out of them. but given every other star aligning, and their internet infamy history, i put absolutely nothing past them. dan originally wanted to come out during ii, so they would absolutely consider batshit things on tour.
i'm not 'counting' on them to do something wild. but i'm not counting them out y'feel?
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good-beansdraws · 1 month ago
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The shovel is still tossed away in the house somewhere, but he doesn’t want it. He digs with his hands, swift but careful, reverent of what lies beneath. The soft earth crumbles easily under his fingers. Soon enough, the skull is staring up at him, its empty eye sockets a strange echo of Python’s own.
From @luce-speaks 's incredible ghost au fic, Laid to Rest ! There were so many moments I wanted to draw, but this one really stuck in my brain and I wanted to bring it to life (pun intended)
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missycolorful · 2 months ago
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dammit i miss qsmp
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artfulacrostic · 2 months ago
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hope and perseverance, when there's no apparent chance of victory.
the hobbit, j.r.r. tolkien // "still i rise", maya angelou // lioness rampant, tamora pierce // all's well that ends well, william shakespeare // "et in arcadia ego, part 1", star trek: picard 1x09 // " 'hope' is the thing with feathers", emily dickinson // les misérables, victor hugo // "hope", grant snider // the foxhole court, nora sakavic // "ep. 63: the stolen century — chapter 4", the adventure zone: balance // rosencrantz and guildenstern are dead, tom stoppard // "i believe in living.", assata shakur
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lollytea · 10 months ago
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I get to write Willow and Amitys weird awkward friendship in this fic I'm so excited!!!
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seafoamsol · 5 months ago
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Every so often someone will come across my team fortress 2 art from like, 2017, and just go through all of it and I just have to deal with the psychic damage of reliving my high school years and seeing my old art
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tetzoro · 3 months ago
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omigieeee good morning and happy wednesday friendz ! the sun is shining out today and i’m sensing good things on the horizon !! chopper is here to say don’t forget to drink water + unclench your jaws !! 🤍
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flamboyant-king · 10 months ago
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Hey babes, sorry I've been dead, but I coulda been literally dead if I had not gone.
I didn't hurt myself and we're still figuring things out. I would love to share but I've already forgotten what I've learned. I hope I get more guidance and time for healing and learning on how to lead my life in a better direction than where I was. But that takes time and effort.
I hope to get some rest, get some support, and get it together. But right now, I don't think it's healthy for me to worry about art in the way I do now. I may not express it here, but trying to maintain my art endeavors/projects while there's so much bullshit going on backstage is not helping me. Especially since I'm not even obligated to do so. But trying to force myself to do something I am currently unable to do will just make me feel worse. I'll follow my dreams and passions one day, but I've been putting off the healing process for years.
So I guess it's better to get better now so I can get the ball rolling again. Why drive on a flat tire?
#i was in there for a week and ill continue partial hospitalization for a few weeks#i hope i learn more and i hope i get specific help to my issues. because whay i learned there didnt directly pertain to me#but having structured daily life felt nice. but it wasnt all relaxing because there were still responisibilites on the outside world#tapping on the window or calling me on the phone. chose the best time for a meltdown. i have taxes and credit card bills to take care of#but if i stress about it now ill jsut be going back to the ER and thats no good. the hospital was so cold dude im glad im home with blankets#this is mr octopus again. im glad i broguh hom to work. i went straight to er from work and if i had no plushie with me#i probably would have stayed longer or be even more mentally unstable and distressed. its good to have comfort items#i dont think i want to know ehat if be like without some kind of companion or grounding item with me. i dont want to imagine me without em#its okay to have a little friend with you. i would be so distraught. everyone loved me there#the nurses the patients the residents yhe social workers the students#mr. octopus made them happy because of his big smile and mine too. the people there did not expect the mass amoutns of stress and depression#in this bubbly happy baby witb a happy pink octopus. one of the patients thought it was the meds the happy pills they gave me#no im jsut naturally like this. or artificially like this. i still dont know how to express or understand my feelings#if what im showing is real or not because i know ill be the happiest in the room wherever i go. maybe its a front or a mask#but when im like that kinda hard to know whats really underneath. they always ask me if im okay but i turn to myself#and its nondescript like ive put a blanket over how i really feel. its weird. the bubbly energy is blinding.#words#mr octopus#mental health#doodles
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oklotea · 1 year ago
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I wish I never made eye contact with you.
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RAAGHHHHHHH LET'S SEE THIS THING REACH 13 NOTES!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOOOOO THANK YOU FOR ALL OF YOU WHO ARE HERE I HOPE Y'ALL ARE HAVING A GOOD EVENING!!!!!!
TROLLS NOIRE AU BY THE AMAZING @artroc-ity !!!!! READ COLD CASE OF MY HEART TODAY!!!!!!!!!
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martyrbat · 1 year ago
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detective comics #509
[ID: Bruce Wayne sleeping in his penthouse, his eyes squeezed shut as the narration reads, ‘Gordon's strained laugh sounds hollow, but it echos in the Batman's mind... and haunts his dreams...” Bruce awakens to a hand on his shoulder and before he can think, he's twisting it and holding it down. The panel expands, revealing the hand belongs to Alfred as he's almost toppling over! He cries out, “M-master Bruce—my arm!” as Bruce groggily realizes who it is. He lets go at once as Alfred moves to the end of the bed and holds his arm while stammering an apology, “S-sorry, s-sir... Sorry if I startled you.” Bruce looks at him with aghast as he cries out, “My god, Alfred—I almost broke your arm!” Alfred reasons, “You must have been having a nightmare, sir.” as Bruce sits up and puts his face in his hands. He weepily dismisses, “A nightmare—what kind of an excuse is that? Old friend... forgive me...” Alfred reassures, “Nothing to forgive, sir. Just bad nerves, sir.” END ID]
#THIS ONE !!!!#bruce and his neverending guilt complex#just immediately regretful and so apologetic as alfred is quick to reassure and dismiss it#holding his arm because of fucking course it still hurts but when bruce lifts his head he stops ....#always thinking of how he was a caretaker for bruce since he was a small child/infant and how many little things bruce does now will remind#alfred of those days#he likes his grilled cheese q certain way. he cries if he thinks he hurt someone. he blames himself for a lot. he gets bad nightmares#like so much has stayed the same as so much continues to change but the love and care thry have for each other is always there#(<- guy who is always number one in bruce is disabled and needs a caretaker but also in how the people around him know bruce loves and cares#about them. its not about not being loved its about how heavy his love is and how bruce will subconsciously use his love to harm himself#(from blaming himself to his parents murders and jason's future death to something as simple as this and how he'll beat himself up#for hurting alfred and not able to protect him as well from himself)#(like his mental illness is forever using his stupid bleeding heart against himself as a reason for why hes awful)#this is all fully sidetracked im just fucking wired today sorry lol#but while im talking and something more related to the panel itself::#after this line bruce looks up and says ‘the batman suffering from bad nerves? lets hope not. gordon can worry about the election but i#cannot afford to. still its not just the campaign. lately so many other things are pressuring me—mostly as bruce wayne’#and like !!!!#it wasn't about batman! it wasnt about his burdens and responsibilities!! alfred was telling HIM. BRUCE. that its okay#and bruce automatically ‘its not because batman cant behave like this’ like !!!!#batman is the priority in the sense of he thinks he needs it to protect people. even his family even alfred and every single stranger#he won't ever allow himself any grace even while sleeping because batman cannot afford those ‘slips’#just GOD 70s/80s batman makes me insane for forever and ever amen#c: detective comics | i: 509#crypt's panels#bruce wayne#alfred pennyworth#alfred & bruce#‘awake or asleep—it scarcely matters anymore. the nightmare never seems to end.’#<- nightmare bruce tag <333
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merrilark · 1 month ago
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Man. Things sure are happening.
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clwngasm · 7 months ago
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𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭'. ( X )
@blitzbuckz
❛ . . . well , not all of us can 𝒔𝒖𝒄𝒌 for 𝚏𝚛𝚎𝚎 * ! * 𝒉𝒆𝒉 𝒉𝒆𝒉 𝒉𝒆 ! ❜ kohl lined eyes glint ; cerise iris bare down , 𝒔𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 * ! * lips hung between rounded cheeks , 𝚍𝚘𝚠𝚗𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚗𝚎𝚍 . pursed [ && * ] puckered - he afflicts a parody of a 𝑝𝑢𝑟𝑟 * ! *. tones dipping lowly . ❛ what's the matter ?! you just 𝒔𝒂𝒍𝒕𝒚 'cause no-body wants to 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 you * ? * huh , 𝒃𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒛𝒐~𝒐 ? ❜
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boyczar · 2 days ago
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wayment… i’m GLAD i don’t understand all that crazy shit ´- ٩(^ᗜ^ )و ´-
#like waaaaaiiitttt.#it will never make sense to me bc it literally doesn’t !#why torture myself trying to understand a million and a half ways#why have i wasted so much empathy & time & space &#like who cares…#the way these people live. is not how i am going to live.#when i want your results i’ll take your advice type beat#hoarders & enablers & abusive alcoholics & shopping addicts &#i just. do not want to associate or be a part of that#why would i literally care how any of them think.#family means nothing on its own#these people around me#past present & future#coworkers and old friends and neighbors and grandparents and cousins and#i don’t want to be like any of it.#i never needed them to like me or any of that. i just wanted to understand why they do what they do#and honestly i never will.#the way my trauma shaped me is just simply different than how it shaped others. and that’s okay#it is no better or worse. it is merely unintelligible to me#like what is happening in their heads. i can’t keep googling how codependents think and shit. i can’t care#it’s so crazy. like you are speaking a different language to me. it just sounds disappointing LMAO#but i pray for a door to appear#whenever you’re ready to open it.#and i pray for more doors to appear for me forever#i hope i continue to grow forever and ever.#i need to change the soil for now. not the seed#there’s always room for growth & i have accepted its forever#i just never want to understand the way some people think. i mean i am an inherently curious person..#but it’s just too baffling to actually fathom it#i can’t grasp the fathom
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