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she tries to hide the frown that pulls on the corner of her lips , her hand resting on the back of the desk chair as jessica sits on the bed , a quick debate on whether she should sit too ( once upon a time , she wouldn't overthink even the smallest things ) before her fingers curl around the top of it , pulling it out a little . ashley grimaces how loud the legs scrape against the ground , though maybe it's part of her imagination , or maybe now she's hyperaware of her surroundings . she's still not sure about that .
“ seriously , jess , i didn't just wanna — pop up , you know ? ” her words , the look crossing her face as she sits on the edge of the chair , are apologetic , her fingers going to almost mirror jessica's movements as she tucks a piece of hair back behind her ear , her other hand resting on the desk beside her now , finger nails going to tap on it , lightly , for a moment .
@jezica from here .
there's that awkward pause , silence filling between the two , as she searches for more to say . for more to explain why she felt the urge to go check on jess , how she had been biting on her nails when the other hadn't answered when she first reached out . she only absently nods when the other speaks again , a hum to let her know she acknowledges , before letting that silence fall again , trying to distract herself for a moment by looking around them , search for words all a way to dance around anything they really could talk about .
“ i was thinking maybe some fresh air would be good , ” she finally says after a beat , blinking a little as she takes in her friend , forcing her own smile to finally pull on her face as she leans forward a bit . “ it's kinda stuffy in here , don't you think ? ”
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✨💕 The winner of the DGP is———! 💕✨
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#kamen rider#kamen rider geats#kr geats#hyperbattle dvd#azuma michinaga#keiwa sakurai#ace ukiyo#neon kurama#tsumuri#fanart#comic#comics#comic portfolio#artists on tumblr#nichiyoubi no noraneko#as i said on my wip post - excelent dance drawing practice#yes i literally described the entire dance in my alt captions lkjhgfd#i asked my jp teacher if its cringe to write in japanese in a left-right comic and he said its okay so here i am#on my way to continue fooling my non kr followers into thinking micchi is the protag#btw im locked away from twt due brazil reasons so hope y'all feel special seeing this here or on bsky#BTW question to the chosen ones that are reading my tags until here:#is there a sort of etiquette rules regarding making ship kamen rider art?#i ask bc its the first in a very long time i do fanart of characters portraited by actors so i'm not really sure whats ok and whats not#stupid question i know but i'm always for the 'better safe than sorry'
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a lifetime of indentured servitude
used this frame from the mv of "femme fatale" by kedarui as ref for this piece ! just thought that it fit them perfectly orz
#clownzy#branzypierce#branzy#branzycraft#clownpierce#lifesteal#lifesteal smp#mcyt#favourarts#TARGET AUDIENCE ???? TARGET AUDIENCE HELLOOOOOO ??????#i trapped him in the safest base vid changed my life#o7 doing my work in Continuing The Fandom as branzy said . np king#idk what possessed me to do a full fledge illust for this like#i usually dont have the patience to work on the same piece for days in a row#but for this one I Just Did . Huh ....#OKAY LIFE UPDATE college is crazy guys im like 2 weeks in and thank god we have a cat in our dorm i wouldve gone crazy by now if#it werent for the little fella#also its like almost 1am n i probably should sleep now ermmm LMAO#idk wat else 2 say my brain is not working rn it rlly is sleepy time#okay gn everyone i hope u enjoy the toxic yaois zzz
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What are we gonna do if nothing happens tomorrow? We need to be ready for anything.
oh we are. phil tweeting about it a few months ago was really more acknowledgement than i realistically figured we were ever going to get. so them specifically saying 'oh we can use that for thing day' is slightly encouraging me to believe we'll at least get the cardboard gerard selfie out of them. but given every other star aligning, and their internet infamy history, i put absolutely nothing past them. dan originally wanted to come out during ii, so they would absolutely consider batshit things on tour.
i'm not 'counting' on them to do something wild. but i'm not counting them out y'feel?
#look. i got used to 5 years of expecting dan and phil to do nothing and them only rarely surprising me okay.#and while its been an entire year of them continually surprising me. ive got practice i'll be fine#i hope no one else is counting on it bc thats bad for your mental health. but also. wear your clown makeup. its fun!!!#dnp#c.text#dan and phil#phan#answered#dnptit
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The shovel is still tossed away in the house somewhere, but he doesn’t want it. He digs with his hands, swift but careful, reverent of what lies beneath. The soft earth crumbles easily under his fingers. Soon enough, the skull is staring up at him, its empty eye sockets a strange echo of Python’s own.
From @luce-speaks 's incredible ghost au fic, Laid to Rest ! There were so many moments I wanted to draw, but this one really stuck in my brain and I wanted to bring it to life (pun intended)
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#fe echoes#fe forsyth#fe python#forsython#fire emblem forsyth#fire emblem python#it was so goooood go and check it out!!!#i actually think forsyths arm is back in the splint at this point but the sling worked better with the pose/composition#got to sneak in a little hamlet posing too :)#i dont think you mentioned too much about the garden but i hope its okay i filled it with forsythia flowers :3#i went so crazy over the vibe of him gravedigging in the dirt with his bare hands#i know pythons legs look like they continue but i was picturing that patch of dirt really shallow --#like hes really climbing out of the solid ground by forsyths hand#i love how python was a bit unsure in that section - still thinking forsyth deserved it more than him#i hope i could do their emotions justice#the utter joy and reaching and reunion OUGHHH#can it be called a reuinion if they just spent all that time together? you know what i mean....#such a beautiful finale to a beautiful story :')
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dammit i miss qsmp
#qsmp#i'll see the tag flooded with this similar sentiment and yeah i really do#i haven't really had a hyperfixation since it ended (aside from watching phil streams ofc). it's still kinda there even if it's not active#like dang it i want q's goal of uniting communities around the world to continue so badly#and whenever it returns i hope everything turns out okay bts-wise#hell so many cc's express missing it as well. and it's interesting bc...#idk it's so different from d$mp where barely a handful expressed really missing it#whereas here i do think (despite what a lot of bitter ex-fans like to project) a lot of cc's could return as long as things are better#bc the experience of qsmp is hard to replicate or make in just any other server#qsmp was just something special. and sure another qsmp won't truly replicate the 'magic' of its first beginnings but whatever#i don't want it to try doing that. i hope it tries to be its own thing while still pursuing that goal of worldwide community building
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hope and perseverance, when there's no apparent chance of victory.
the hobbit, j.r.r. tolkien // "still i rise", maya angelou // lioness rampant, tamora pierce // all's well that ends well, william shakespeare // "et in arcadia ego, part 1", star trek: picard 1x09 // " 'hope' is the thing with feathers", emily dickinson // les misérables, victor hugo // "hope", grant snider // the foxhole court, nora sakavic // "ep. 63: the stolen century — chapter 4", the adventure zone: balance // rosencrantz and guildenstern are dead, tom stoppard // "i believe in living.", assata shakur
#web weaving#webweave#hope#catastrophic week for everyone meant i wanted to spend time looking for things that make me want to keep going every day one step at a time#keep going keep going keep going#isn't it interesting how art says over and over again#we know the darkest moments are the moments where its the hardest to push forward. but do it anyway#you have to do it anyway if you want to see the light of a better day#and guys fuck it all i want to see it#and i bet you do too#ive done a lot of grieving this week and i can still feel the despair hanging over me like a dark cloud#but the despair won't help me and it won't help anyone i love and it won't help any of the millions of people in desperate need#so hope is us continuing on#even when if feels like there's no chance at all#because there won't be unless we make one#okay im done sorry anyway bye#r weaves webs
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I get to write Willow and Amitys weird awkward friendship in this fic I'm so excited!!!
#its hard being both a willow lover and an amity liker#i LOVE to talk about how amity deeply affected willow's life for the worse#but i also love to talk about how amity has to live with that truth for the rest of her life#i love how amity continues to try because she loves willow#tries too hard even#i love how amity STILL continues to fuck it all up because shes so painfully awkward and guilty#and shes so busy trying to preserve a friendship that died years ago that she doesnt realize that she should be aiming to build a new one#because this is NOT the same girl that she knew#i love that amity still means so much to willow that she cant bring herself to get confrontational over the obvious infantilization#i love that willow is trying so hard too because she wants this to work out so badly#and she cant even admit to herself that this idealized friendship shes wanted back for YEARS is not everything she hoped it would be#i love both girls so much#it used to be a real struggle to talk about this because somebody with a hate bias towards amity always wants to chime in#and like okay fine sure you can hate whatever character you want im not gonna shame you for it#i just dont WANT to discuss one of my my favourite dynamics with people who hate one of the characters yknow?#theyre two teenage girls who love each other and theyre struggling to love each other properly but they want to#I LOVE THEM!!!
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Every so often someone will come across my team fortress 2 art from like, 2017, and just go through all of it and I just have to deal with the psychic damage of reliving my high school years and seeing my old art
#ITS OKAY HAHA YOU GUYS CAN INTERACT WITH IT#It’s just like. it will happen and i will see some of my anatomy and. it hurts a little.#I used to be such a square brush gamer… CHIYOKO square brush I will never forget u#I’m now an IMG0846 and Nacho Pen gamer tho#and i guess this random marker brush? I got three main ones now. I think the only brush that has survived from then till now is fuckin#genice’s everything brush#which one of my friends said it looked like a chicken nugget ONCE and I’ve never forgotten it#ah… I wonder if the me from 2017 would be proud of me now?#I know I’m proud of my past self. even if they had no idea what was going on#I’m glad they kept going :)#it was totally worth it to get to here! now I get to meet all of you guys!#art is such a beautiful thing.. I hope my art can continue to bring many people happiness in future :)#anyways this ends my yapsesh. if anyone read all of this I’d be happy LMAO idk how many ppl read the tags#not art
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omigieeee good morning and happy wednesday friendz ! the sun is shining out today and i’m sensing good things on the horizon !! chopper is here to say don’t forget to drink water + unclench your jaws !! 🤍
#i don’t have too much to yap about but i wanted to say hulloooo and wish everyone a good day (ㅅ´ ˘ `)#BUT !!#had a dream about zoro last night#nothing can ruin my day now (this better not jinx it .)#but i’m also very eeepyyy and looking forward to my coffee heheheee#i’m getting dinner with the bestie tonight and i’m very excited mweheheee#then hopefully finishing my kuroo fic T^T which lowkey took a life of its own and now i’m intimidated by it#but i hope it’ll be good !! might be an au i continue tbh >_<#WAH okay time for me to goooo <33 sending out lots of love !!!#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ — ✩ daily yap.
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Hey babes, sorry I've been dead, but I coulda been literally dead if I had not gone.
I didn't hurt myself and we're still figuring things out. I would love to share but I've already forgotten what I've learned. I hope I get more guidance and time for healing and learning on how to lead my life in a better direction than where I was. But that takes time and effort.
I hope to get some rest, get some support, and get it together. But right now, I don't think it's healthy for me to worry about art in the way I do now. I may not express it here, but trying to maintain my art endeavors/projects while there's so much bullshit going on backstage is not helping me. Especially since I'm not even obligated to do so. But trying to force myself to do something I am currently unable to do will just make me feel worse. I'll follow my dreams and passions one day, but I've been putting off the healing process for years.
So I guess it's better to get better now so I can get the ball rolling again. Why drive on a flat tire?
#i was in there for a week and ill continue partial hospitalization for a few weeks#i hope i learn more and i hope i get specific help to my issues. because whay i learned there didnt directly pertain to me#but having structured daily life felt nice. but it wasnt all relaxing because there were still responisibilites on the outside world#tapping on the window or calling me on the phone. chose the best time for a meltdown. i have taxes and credit card bills to take care of#but if i stress about it now ill jsut be going back to the ER and thats no good. the hospital was so cold dude im glad im home with blankets#this is mr octopus again. im glad i broguh hom to work. i went straight to er from work and if i had no plushie with me#i probably would have stayed longer or be even more mentally unstable and distressed. its good to have comfort items#i dont think i want to know ehat if be like without some kind of companion or grounding item with me. i dont want to imagine me without em#its okay to have a little friend with you. i would be so distraught. everyone loved me there#the nurses the patients the residents yhe social workers the students#mr. octopus made them happy because of his big smile and mine too. the people there did not expect the mass amoutns of stress and depression#in this bubbly happy baby witb a happy pink octopus. one of the patients thought it was the meds the happy pills they gave me#no im jsut naturally like this. or artificially like this. i still dont know how to express or understand my feelings#if what im showing is real or not because i know ill be the happiest in the room wherever i go. maybe its a front or a mask#but when im like that kinda hard to know whats really underneath. they always ask me if im okay but i turn to myself#and its nondescript like ive put a blanket over how i really feel. its weird. the bubbly energy is blinding.#words#mr octopus#mental health#doodles
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I wish I never made eye contact with you.
RAAGHHHHHHH LET'S SEE THIS THING REACH 13 NOTES!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOOOOO THANK YOU FOR ALL OF YOU WHO ARE HERE I HOPE Y'ALL ARE HAVING A GOOD EVENING!!!!!!
TROLLS NOIRE AU BY THE AMAZING @artroc-ity !!!!! READ COLD CASE OF MY HEART TODAY!!!!!!!!!
#*siiighhhhh*i want someone to look at me. it doesn't even have to be that look chaz is giving hickory i just want someone to look at me#and think deeply about me for more than 5 seconds#just trhink about meeeeeee#whatever. someone is probably thinking about me right now#i mean a lot to a lot of people and i love all of them#i hope im not just some random tumblr user..... but a memorable random tumblr user....#okay enough monologing have somr gay yearning#are they going to punch eachother after this? are they gonna make out? will they just continue on in comfortable silence?#thats your choice#IM REALLY FUCKING PROUD OF MYSELF AND I LOVE THIS COLORING STYLE!!!!!#ITS STYLISH. ITS MOODY. AND EVEN BETTER ITS CHEAP!!!!#ive also been watching a lot of extremely useful videos about composition & in this specific piece i used all the knowledge ive gathered!#life is so beautiful. my art is wonderful. and im getting better and better#i hope one day i'm able to make commissions for people with traditional art#i'll send the actual sheets of paper#i wanna do that so bad#i need to open an etsy#trolls#chaz trolls#hickory trolls#chaz#hickory#chazcory#chickory#trolls noire au#tea art 🎨#Spotify#oklo makes a post
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detective comics #509
[ID: Bruce Wayne sleeping in his penthouse, his eyes squeezed shut as the narration reads, ‘Gordon's strained laugh sounds hollow, but it echos in the Batman's mind... and haunts his dreams...” Bruce awakens to a hand on his shoulder and before he can think, he's twisting it and holding it down. The panel expands, revealing the hand belongs to Alfred as he's almost toppling over! He cries out, “M-master Bruce—my arm!” as Bruce groggily realizes who it is. He lets go at once as Alfred moves to the end of the bed and holds his arm while stammering an apology, “S-sorry, s-sir... Sorry if I startled you.” Bruce looks at him with aghast as he cries out, “My god, Alfred—I almost broke your arm!” Alfred reasons, “You must have been having a nightmare, sir.” as Bruce sits up and puts his face in his hands. He weepily dismisses, “A nightmare—what kind of an excuse is that? Old friend... forgive me...” Alfred reassures, “Nothing to forgive, sir. Just bad nerves, sir.” END ID]
#THIS ONE !!!!#bruce and his neverending guilt complex#just immediately regretful and so apologetic as alfred is quick to reassure and dismiss it#holding his arm because of fucking course it still hurts but when bruce lifts his head he stops ....#always thinking of how he was a caretaker for bruce since he was a small child/infant and how many little things bruce does now will remind#alfred of those days#he likes his grilled cheese q certain way. he cries if he thinks he hurt someone. he blames himself for a lot. he gets bad nightmares#like so much has stayed the same as so much continues to change but the love and care thry have for each other is always there#(<- guy who is always number one in bruce is disabled and needs a caretaker but also in how the people around him know bruce loves and cares#about them. its not about not being loved its about how heavy his love is and how bruce will subconsciously use his love to harm himself#(from blaming himself to his parents murders and jason's future death to something as simple as this and how he'll beat himself up#for hurting alfred and not able to protect him as well from himself)#(like his mental illness is forever using his stupid bleeding heart against himself as a reason for why hes awful)#this is all fully sidetracked im just fucking wired today sorry lol#but while im talking and something more related to the panel itself::#after this line bruce looks up and says ‘the batman suffering from bad nerves? lets hope not. gordon can worry about the election but i#cannot afford to. still its not just the campaign. lately so many other things are pressuring me—mostly as bruce wayne’#and like !!!!#it wasn't about batman! it wasnt about his burdens and responsibilities!! alfred was telling HIM. BRUCE. that its okay#and bruce automatically ‘its not because batman cant behave like this’ like !!!!#batman is the priority in the sense of he thinks he needs it to protect people. even his family even alfred and every single stranger#he won't ever allow himself any grace even while sleeping because batman cannot afford those ‘slips’#just GOD 70s/80s batman makes me insane for forever and ever amen#c: detective comics | i: 509#crypt's panels#bruce wayne#alfred pennyworth#alfred & bruce#‘awake or asleep—it scarcely matters anymore. the nightmare never seems to end.’#<- nightmare bruce tag <333
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Man. Things sure are happening.
#negative cw#but i am okay. i think i am just very tired.#this country continues to make me nervous and it isn't even christmas yet.#2025 feels terribly uncertain and its hard to look away from that.#but we carry on.#do my silly job make my silly tea and keep loving people as best i can.#i do not want to become bitter. i want to keep finding hope and loving and hoping and loving.#perhaps this post is a little negative actually. but it's mostly weary. keep on going keep on going.
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𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭'. ( X )
@blitzbuckz
❛ . . . well , not all of us can 𝒔𝒖𝒄𝒌 for 𝚏𝚛𝚎𝚎 * ! * 𝒉𝒆𝒉 𝒉𝒆𝒉 𝒉𝒆 ! ❜ kohl lined eyes glint ; cerise iris bare down , 𝒔𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 * ! * lips hung between rounded cheeks , 𝚍𝚘𝚠𝚗𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚗𝚎𝚍 . pursed [ && * ] puckered - he afflicts a parody of a 𝑝𝑢𝑟𝑟 * ! *. tones dipping lowly . ❛ what's the matter ?! you just 𝒔𝒂𝒍𝒕𝒚 'cause no-body wants to 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 you * ? * huh , 𝒃𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒛𝒐~𝒐 ? ❜
#blitzbuckz#verse tbt#( the girls are FIGHTIN! )#(also hope its okay i continued this)#( fizz said i had to)
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wayment… i’m GLAD i don’t understand all that crazy shit ´- ٩(^ᗜ^ )و ´-
#like waaaaaiiitttt.#it will never make sense to me bc it literally doesn’t !#why torture myself trying to understand a million and a half ways#why have i wasted so much empathy & time & space &#like who cares…#the way these people live. is not how i am going to live.#when i want your results i’ll take your advice type beat#hoarders & enablers & abusive alcoholics & shopping addicts &#i just. do not want to associate or be a part of that#why would i literally care how any of them think.#family means nothing on its own#these people around me#past present & future#coworkers and old friends and neighbors and grandparents and cousins and#i don’t want to be like any of it.#i never needed them to like me or any of that. i just wanted to understand why they do what they do#and honestly i never will.#the way my trauma shaped me is just simply different than how it shaped others. and that’s okay#it is no better or worse. it is merely unintelligible to me#like what is happening in their heads. i can’t keep googling how codependents think and shit. i can’t care#it’s so crazy. like you are speaking a different language to me. it just sounds disappointing LMAO#but i pray for a door to appear#whenever you’re ready to open it.#and i pray for more doors to appear for me forever#i hope i continue to grow forever and ever.#i need to change the soil for now. not the seed#there’s always room for growth & i have accepted its forever#i just never want to understand the way some people think. i mean i am an inherently curious person..#but it’s just too baffling to actually fathom it#i can’t grasp the fathom
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