#hope I haven't forget anything

[sskk-manifesto]

Next time we should just skip over ep 3 and do a chapters 84-87 reread

[lil-melody-moon]

i was watching random music videos today with my boyfriend and "who are you" by the who came on and he was laughing so hard at keith in that video, he instantly loved him. he's never heard of him before, so i've been telling him the little bits that i know today and i have a feeling we'll be watching more from them now because of this.

Omg, best mv to stumble upon - Keith is truly in his best mood there. Always trying to make people around him laugh!

If I can recommend mvs to watch tho...

Happy Jack - a must if you want to see a true chaos

Tommy's Holiday Camp - I mention it here, but truly, watch it at the very end (I will brag about this song and mv until the day I die)

The Kids Are Alright - Keith is tap tapping on his drums

A Quick One While He's Away - truly the one time The Who stole the entire performance and The Rolling Stones didn't want to be outstaged so they hid the recordings (drum goes yeet at some point, Keith is just crazy on drums here)

Tommy, Can You Hear Me - pay attention to Keith you will not regret this!

And if you really want to see middle madness:

Go for musical version of "Tommy's Holiday Camp" - it's longer, Keith is having so much fun!

And if you're ready for something out of any expectations:

I dare you to watch musical version of "Fiddle About" - fair warning, watch it at your own risk. The performance is amazing, absolutely mind blowing, but the matter at hand is sexual abuse. Nothing is shown, everything is up to your imagination, but I do recommend giving this a chance - there is no one better who could play out this scene like that.

With that said, I'm happy to be some sort of an unwanted guide and I hope that you'll enjoy everything 💜

[kyouka-supremacy]

Failed a social interaction 0 injured 1 killed (me)

[happyccino]

oh

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i am legitimately tearing up oh wow

[la-cocotte-de-paris]

♡ Little things I've done to mark Edwige's birthday ♡

♡ got up in the late morning (she had a rule -- once she was able to afford it, ofc -- where she didn't answer calls before 11am because she would go to sleep late and would then stay in bed till late morning. Also she just hated getting up early. Girl, same :P)

♡ listened to a reading by Edwige <3

♡ walked to the theatre (she apparently would only ever walk to the theatre when she was going to be on stage; she never took other forms of transport)

♡ attended a show at the theatre (fairly obvious from my previous point lol -- it was ballet but hey it was the only thing on today okay so i hope she liked ballet -- I enjoyed myself regardless)

♡ wore a nice outfit because she was a style queen

♡ expanding on my previous point, specifically wore high heels (my awesome burgundy cunty ones) because she liked wearing high heels (though perhaps not as high as the ones I was wearing but shhh)

♡ watched a film she starred in (i was planning on watching L'Aigle but changed my mind last minute and watched a comedy instead bc I needed something more lighthearted)

♡ drank a glass of red wine (French, naturally) in her name (okay, more than one glass, but I do small measurements)

♡ listened to some songs she enjoyed

[♡ bonus: i was also planning to smoke a cigarette in her honour too but it's late-ish now and idk if i want to go outside and smoke - I might have to smoke tomorrow instead (also tbh it's not exactly healthy so probably for the best)]

[disabled-dragoon]

I'm updating The Library and my internet just died 🙃 [upside down face emoji]

[hahaheart1]

Just saw someone with an atrocious take on my favourite thing at the moment and had to remind myself that getting into petty arguments online is not worth it

[biginvisiblespider]

Thats.. quite inaccurate. The three tiers thing comes from nowhere, though we don't really know how powerful shelob is, shes almost definitely not as powerful as Sauron since he's a full on maiar. She's a descendent of Ungoliant but we don't know how related they actually are, she could be a very distant descendent.

That's also not how the corruption of the rings works, most Tolkien scholars agree it's basically equivalent to the power of a being. Hobbits are the least corruptible because they have less power (and less ambition). Sauruman is in no way corrupted by the palantír, he just uses it. He is corrupted partially by his own jealousy and ambition and partially by the fact Sauron also has a palantír. It's nothing innately to do with the palantíri. They were created by Feanor anyway who is nowhere near Saruman's power level.

Then there's the Ungoliant thing. Morgoth asked for her help in attacking the two trees, she drank the trees sap and poisoned them and he stole many gems, including the three silmarils, from Feanor. Ungoliant then cashed in on her deal that she could have the gems. He gave her all the lesser gems but wouldn't give her the silmaril, she attacked him, he yelled for help and his forces came and drove her off. She doesn't appear again.

This interpretation of the scene's message is cool though, I've never really thought of it that way. I'm just nitpicking on the details for fun really.

Thinking of the larger context of LOTR and like, the fellowship swapping old war stories and shit and Sam just says “Yeah I killed a huge spider…Shelob, I think?”

And Gandalf just blinks and is like, “You what now?”

“Yeah, killed it. Had to save Frodo”

Gandalf elects not to tell Sam that he killed the spawn of a primordial demon.

[absinthemindedly]

Please teach me how to fall out of love with you 😭🤧

Do not trust people like me. I will take you to museums, and parks, and monuments, and kiss you in every beautiful place, so that you can never go back to them without tasting me like blood in your mouth. I will destroy you in the most beautiful way possible. And when I leave you will finally understand, why storms are named after people

...But seriously, idk how to break it to you that there's no one who should be in love with me in the first place

[singing-bones]

i love waking up and my first thoughts are about how all my friends probably fucking hate me... like man why. why now. i just opened my fucking eyes are you fr rn

[phoenixiancrystallist]

Month 4, day 15

Fuck taxes, I made a butterfly :D

[luxexhomines]

Requests Open (temporarily!) w/ Prompt List

Hi, everyone!

I know it's been a long time, so if you're still following me & also still active on tumblr, wow! I'm impressed and thankful--it's been a couple of years, and I've been pretty inactive. Happy new year, and I hope you are all well!!

Anyway, I want to try writing again, so requests are open (temporarily)! Here's a fun little mix and match prompt list if anyone's interested in requesting--at least, I hope it's fun. I'll close my requests after I get a few (if I get any at all). Apologies, my writing may be a little stilted and awkward since it's been a long time. Here you go:

Fandoms & Media I can/will write for: 1. Genshin Impact (playable characters) 2. Danganronpa (main games only) 3. Love Live! School Idol Project OR Sunshine!! 4. SAO (I, II, Alternative: GGO, OS, Alicization) 5. Your Turn To Die

Tentatively: Honkai Star Rail, Obey Me!, Death Parade, Buried Stars, Palia, AI: The Somnium Files

Pick one from each category below: Genre/mood: 1. Fluff 2. Angst 3. Silly 4. Hurt/comfort 5. NSFW (smut)

Dialogue: 1. Don't touch me 2. I like you 3. What do you think? 4. You're the only one 5. You're so persistent 6. You're mine 7. What did you expect? 8. Let me go 9. Stop it 10. I've been waiting for this moment 11. How could you? 12. I can't do this anymore. 13. You're awful. 14. I'm sorry I love you. 15. You promised.

Specify the character if it's reader-insert or the ship, and platonic or romantic! And, a warning that things may not go as you expected. You can try picking dialogue that doesn't seem like goes with the genre/mood to challenge me :)

Gratefully yours, Lux ♡

[a9saga]

fiestar - you're pitiful // its fall-winter kpop

[valandherweekofwonders]

i actually really did fuck myself for realsies. i am truly starting from the bottom of the abyss. this is where i can make the choice to continue letting it unravel and get even worse or i could try to build up again. neither sounds attractive. i'm paralyzed by so much anxiety in my body and mind and i can't make any decisions for myself. i can't believe i fell back down to this point again. i start classes so soon, if i can afford it. so much of my future is so uncertain. my health is in shambles but how much of it really is attributed to my mental illness (likely a good portion of it). i really did isolate myself so much from others that i have strengthened absolutely none of my connections and instead have either strained or completely damaged them. i have no one close to me anymore that i am able to go to because i abused the empathy. i completely fucked it. what i really want is a hug and to have a friend stay the night with me so i feel less alone but i lost that privilege. this whole summer has been horrible, nothing like i anticipated. and i really really don't know what to do from here.

[nicholasgoodgirl]

that was mean- nicholas

summary: nicholas was having a bad week and gave you the silent treatment.

warning: argument, crying, happy ending

a/n: i couldn't stop thinking abt this no joke. so ofc i had to write it out

from late at night till he left early this morning for work nicholas has been either quiet rude or both.

we haven't spoken to eachother or not even silents acts of love. nothing.

he cut his alarm clock off and i tried to give him a hug before he got out the bed and he pushed me off of him "not right now" he grumbled and got out of bed

when he left for work i said 'bye' to maybe break the silence shared between us, but i got no response. it was starting to get lonely. i missed my bestfriend that was also my boyfriend

i had nobody to mess with or someone to talk to about my day.

to stop these lingering thoughts i go back to bed to maybe get my mind off of things.

--

i wake up around 8 am which was later than the time i usally woke up around, but today was sorta a lazy day.

it was gloomy not much sun was shining, it rained a little here and there. it was more of a slow day for me so the extra rest was very much needed

i text my boyfriend forgetting about the whole silent treatment ordeal.

me: how's your day going so far?? :)

and to no suprise i was left on delivered and soon left on seen. i messaged him periodically throught the day; hoping that maybe he would reply

it was almost time for dinner which normally nicholas cooks cause he's just better at it, but i didn't know when he was coming home or if he would even do it, so i look up some quick easy recipes and nothing struck my fancy but the pizza recipe. cause how hard could it really be?

i put a packet of yeast into my bowl along with some flour, water, oil, and salt. i let that sit for 30 minutes then im back to cooking again.

spreading flour onto the counter and placing the dough onto it; kneading it into a circle shape. this was harder than i thought

i look around for the marinara sauce and i put it into a different bowl and add a few light seasonings.

i paste that onto the dough, then i sprinkle some alot of cheese onto the pizza and my additional toppings bell peppers, spinach, and mushrooms.

i was so proud of myself especially sense i wasnt the cook, out of me and nicholas. i was really excited for him to try what i made but again i highly doubt he would even eat the food.

i put the pizza away into the oven completely forgetting to set a timer and put on a movie while i wait.

--

a smell of burning was the first thing that woke me up. "shit shit shit" i repeat totally freaking out remembering i left the pizza in the oven.

i get a rag and ineffectivley wave smoke out the air. when i open the oven it smelled horrible. i was coughing from all the smoke that had entered my lungs.

i take the burning pizza out and throw it into the sink, and hose it down with the water.

thats when i hear the front door open and mentally face palm. "what's that smell?" he asks "i kinda burnt a pizza that i tried to make"

"of course you did" he mutters sounding unimpressed. "and the fuck you mean 'kinda' you obviously did burn a damn pizza" he gestures to the chunk of charcoal burnt pizza

"it's not like i did it on purposes or something if thats what you think" my tone sounding a bit confronting.

"It's smells fucking horrible so open a damn window first off" he took a step closer raising his voice.

"you don't pay for shit so i don't understand why you almost had this place in flames secondly. then you also wanna blow up my phone while im working for crying out loud what do you want from me!" he yelled directly in my face

and im sure he knows by now i hate being yelled at. it's something my parents did and overall doesn't solve anything

i just take it, i didn't wanna fight so i go over to the nearest window and crack it open so the smoke clears.

my eyes watered from all the harsh words he could dish out but not the equal amount of attention "well.. you are- when i was.. ugh s'not my fault" i couldn't get a full sentence out. i felt so belittled in this moment

"im going to bed i don't have time for your stupid ass shit" those words hurt more than he thinks.

he had the most patience for me, always making time for us and now he doesnt.

"that's so mean.. you're being so mean" i wipe some tears that had fallen. i turned away from him silently crying.

the peices of my hair stuck to my tear-soaked cheeks. "wait- I'm sorry please don't cry" nicholas' voice was filled with regret.

i lazily push him away from me but he doesn't budge. his arms wrap around me bringing me into his familiar embrace. "I'm so sorry for being an asshole. I've been having a long shitty week and i know thats not an excuse so you don't even have to forgive me."

"you're everything to me. i swear i didn't mean it." he adds

the unforgettable cruel words he'd said to me earlier shoved ontop of his sweet loving words made me cry more.

i let him hold my trembling body as sobs tore through my chest, each inhale was ragged and uneven.

my hands clutched the material of his shirt "im so sorry sweetheart i never wanna make you cry" he explains in such a low voice, giving my hair strokes in attempt to calm me.

my face still burried into his neck tears now starting to dry away, and my breathing starting to even out. he carried me over to the couch and placed me in his lap

i was drained from all the crying, the tense feeling in my body beginning to melt away when i really started to feel nicholas' touch. my eyes drooped again this time staying shut for longer.

i was too tired to resist the sleep that had tooken over. and being cradled in his arms didn't help.

"I'll order pizza for the both of us alright?" he took me off of his lap and placed me on our couch. then lays one of our throw blankets ontop of me. "can we talk in the mornin'?" is the last thing i remember asking before dozing off.

a/n: can yall tell idk how to make pizza

[chalk-homunculus]

It's that time again where I use tags I normally avoid to indicate my existence to other people. I've been getting mildly frustrated not having anyone to talk to about Genshin, so that's why. Especially because Fontaine is just around the corner and I'll drive all our friends (none of whom play genshin) mad if I don't find someone or someplace to direct my rambles at.

Anyway, we play the game on EU servers mainly, but do have some alts on other servers including US server. I'm not necessarily looking for anyone to play the game with me, but I'm not opposed to that either.

It should be obvious from the tags I used alone that I am an introject of Albedo (and it's also my name), and we are a system (DID). Physically we're 24 years old, and not really interested in making friends younger than 20 years old, apologies. Also, I won't tolerate anyone who gets weird about introjects or treats me with no distinction to the source character. I'm my own person (and it took me an unfortunately long time to sort that out mentally to begin with)

Also, please leave me alone if you are or support end0genics or any form of "non-dissociative disorder-system", thank you.