#honestly got me in a grip
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Jouno probably knew about Tecchou’s little crush before Tecchou knew about Tecchou’s little crush tbh
I never use Tumblr I’m so dang nervous
#suegiku#honestly got me in a grip#but anyway#what’s new?#BSD#anime#my art#bungou stray dogs#bungou gay dogs#I can’t believe that came up as a tag??#jouno x tecchou#hunting dogs bsd
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i love sohee's boyish energy hes just a boy! got that boy factor with his high pitched ahh laugh that its honestly so hot .. i fear they ate when ppl started calling him the asian justin bieber bc .. thats literally 2012 jb . i could write a college au all about sohee . jock!sohee whos academically smart .. hes basically itadori from jjk if u think about it minus the physique and all that . yes SOHEE
#HES JUST A BOY!#can we change the stigma around him being a sub jus cus he has that little boy energy LIKE CAN WE CHANGE THAT PUHLEASEEEE#hes a sassy boy#i love sohee he got me into riize and not loser park wonbin#fun fact time i honestly started stanning riize cus of sohee lmfao#the grip that pororo pic had on me was insane#then i saw wonbin#also takes the best selfies in riize idc argue with a wall
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Yui lies awake for an indeterminable amount of time, watching shadows make patterns on the ceiling above them. The heartbeat against her fingertips beats a constant tattoo against her skin, a reminder that she’s not alone, that the body next to her continues to live and breathe and exist in this world.
—Famous Last Words Chapter 3, from May Death Never Stop You by @slexenskee
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Okay so I binged this series in about the span of a week and it did things to my brain. The scene where Yui gets Satoru to come home and sleep lives rent-free so I had to draw it. She's the most little sister ever and this scene made me cry from the bittersweet wholesomeness. My utmost respect to slex for this masterpiece of a fic.
#fic may death never stop you#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#my hero academia#mha#slexenskee#kodai yui#gojo satoru#art based off of fanfic#pencil's art tag#I have no idea if yui sets the contact name on the app or not#but I named him dumpster fire nonetheless#gojo would approve I am sure#though I through the phone interface together the details aren't important#favorite detail is probably sparkly nails lol#gojo be looking fabulous as he annihilates traffickers worldwide#and for his mental break ahahaaaaaaa#it's okay little sister figures are there to call you out#god that phone call and text sequence *had* me#and then him coming immediately and the bit with the spilled ramen#and her sleeping in his empty house to get out of her own#good stuff good stuff#also the sass these two have towards each other in that affectionate way#honestly every relationship ever in this fic has me *gripped*#but kudos to slex for making me love an obscure mha character with every inch of my being#yui deserves the world#anyway tag rant done#i would have made yui's shirt a no scrubs one but I got lazy
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#archived art#queue clergy#sarvente#ruvyzvat#oh boy here we go.#shama au#swap au#broken vow au#highschool au#cookie run au#stuff like this just shows how much dokki loved these characters#like ruv and sarv really were just her ocs she made a passion project about that randomly blew up#which is why the way she gave them up makes me so sad and angry at the people responsible#like she had these two for AGES before fnf and all the art she made of them proves they were something she really loved#honestly half the reason i got into mfm was because i connected to that#i have my own characters that i love and seeing her passion made me invested in the characters#we all love these two as much as she did once yknow???#idk i just. I Just. white knuckle grips my table#i hope one day she can find her love for these two again seperate from what happened#mostly for her own sake
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BDE smiling is like an antidepressant, a bouquet of sunflowers and a warm hug all in one
#Honestly that smile is doing wonders#And the ruffles#The ruffles are *magic*#Aaaand the belts ofc#Esp the one with the chain#Lemme just put glue all over my hand so when I grip the chain he's got no choice but to take me home with him#1976 elvis#Big daddy elvis
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I love these little entities of destruction
#my art#bo's art#lackadaisy#lackadaisy fanart#rocky rickaby#freckle mcmurray#calvin mcmurray#bro this comic has a death grip on my brain#i saw the pilot and thats what got me into it#and now i just. holy shit#the animation is god tier and the comics are so so pretty too#i love the story#and bro these fucking feral gremlins--#i would protect them with my life (but i honestly dont think they need it)
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there is some symbolism iv never considered in that one episod of pt5 where zenigata rescues fujiko before she kills lupin
#there are many timelines and variations in lupin as a serie so that every ship could work#in my own prefered timeline lupin finally gets the hint that fujiko plays him like a fiddle#to me she does like him but he is an instrument to her#she is cold hearted and calculating and always thinking about relationships in terms of profit#i got some ideas abt her background that justify this. essentially she kills the detective that is after her and with that kills#the soft part of her that she couldnt control before#eventually and despite his affection lupin gives up the objectifications and the desires he projects onto fujiko#whom uses his delusions like a master tbh#thus allowing himself to consider zenigata. he plays with zenigata the way fujiko plays with him#hes just not as calculating. he feels pity and remorse where fujiko doesnt#he finds the thrills and the doubts and the lack of trust and the risk of betrayal in zenigata. the things that he loves the most#he isnt about stability. he thrives in the unknown. he loves that zenigata could backstab him and does so sometimes#and in that lack of stabilty some form of stability builds up. there is familiarity#and most importantly there are rare times when they can put the game aside and just chill#just enough to gather the energy to go back to trying to kill each other#plus zenigata pampers him during those breaks and he loves that#he acts with carelessness but he does care. in that regard he looses to fujiko#at least thats how she sees it. he doesnt see caring as a flaw#and zenigata is so sweet. he really is. and lupin loves to stirr up the crazy in him#fucking loonies the both of them#so in essence zenigata doesnt really 'save' him from fujiko but he becomes lupins new favourite toy to throw around#fujiko is only upset that because of that ugly looser of a detective her grip on lupin is loosening#she does find ways to use that newly developed affection luzeni has to her advantage thou#lupin is still her instrument she just drags zenigata along now#fujiko is such a good and interesting character and deserves so much better honestly#despite my love for TWCFM i wish there was another serie centralized around her where her ruthlessness is examined#and her cunning is studied. and the proper law enforcement she should face the same way lupin does#shes like a million times smarter and more ressourceful than him. steals much more. embezzles. manipulate#lupin is just a small time pickpocket next to her. she isnt about stealing a painting shes about emptying the pockets of the richest men in#the world. her goals are much more ambitious
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you art is so beautiful omg
just been coming back from a hiatus/inactivity so i’m glad people have been enjoying it so much, ffxiv has been a joy and creative font for me these past few months after feeling a bit bummed by art. thankfully i feel completely refreshed recently and comments like these make things sweeter, thank you for appreciating!!
#asks#t4t hythades also eating my brain#i am thinking about them all the time#i sort of got more into ffxiv in a vaccuum hole where nobody influenced me or anything i just started going#i was stuck in ARR for a while and then HW then i got into SB#then boom shb-ew gripped me by the throat now i have two dads#hythlodaeus i’d do anything for#a darling a dear a doll in the shape of a beautiful purple twink man with amazingly copious blessed hrt body hair#emet constantly drinking the dumb petty bitch juice but i still love him he’s so entertaining#they both utterly FASCINATE me they have a lot under the surface i feel#if love was a consciousness: hythlodaeus absolutely he is a conscious day to day choose to love and devote to his dear ones#even if it means messing with them a bit#but fails to see he shines just as brightly and if not more than he sees his friends do#if love was a subconscious: emet one hundred fucking perrcent and he’ll never escape the actions are louder than words allegations old man#complain all you want moron!! you love your crowd to death and insanity and to the moon (pardon me) and back#a mountain of misery grief and love on that stupidly terrible posture i could never forgive you but you’re my dad#BOTH OF YOU#ohhh i can’t wait to share and post more honestly i have a lot of love to give#they’re also giving me a lotta queer joy and euphoria so like there’s also that
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Hmmm…
… Everyone's jumping to shipping for Boonboomger, and I get why, but I'm personally feeling more family vibes. Think this could be a good team-centric season.
#Bakuage Sentai Boonboomger#it's got me watching the first two eps in a long while#I know I haven't been hanging around Toku much but 01 really put me through the ringer#and just none of the others have really gripped me since Ryusoulger#but this looks like some nice silly fun and may be a good detox#and honestly I'm just getting sibling vibes#solid starter trio and I feel like the other two will fill out the team well#I'm nominating glasses cop girl from the op and ep 3 preview for sixth until proven otherwise#anyway no tag for this one yet until I have enough brain power for tire jokes#Sentai Super
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Hmm, learnt via the "following/mutuals" icon in the activity that someone who was definitely a mutual a few months ago isn't anymore.
And it's chill. It's fine. But I'm also a people pleaser and a worrier and I just want to be loved.
#woes of emily#debated whether or not to make this post because it's truly pathetic lol#and it's probably posts just like this one that got me unfollowed#and we weren't like. close. but we'd definitely talked / tagged each other in stuff#do i unfollow? what's protocol here#makes me less sad than everyone who has deactivated though tbf#idk. I'm emotional today i guess#i don't mean this post to pressure anyone btw!!! truly do whatever you want i dont want to guilt anyone#this is just Tumblr lol#i remember. honestly probably 10+ years ago#unfollowing someone on twitter because they were being annoying#and then getting a notification from a bot being like#'list of people who unfollowed @twitteruser today!'#like. the person had set something up to auto track. and then tag/callout anyone who unfollowed them#and. even then. i thought. this is the cringiest most pathetic thing I've ever seen#trying to scare/embarrass people into not unfollowing you? get a grip
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🧸!
#sorry for not much posting lately ive been kingdoming the hearts#i got SOO into the series its ridiculous#im almost done with all games and once i am im probably gonna write a lenghty game report on it#i feel like i could talk FOREVER abt it#im honestly SOOO#boom emoji#the brainrot is strong and it has such a grip on me#yall r gonna see so much sora art from me.....
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#i joke about it and all but like. i cannot emphasize enough what an impact it had on me to be uhhhhhb#micro-institutionalized in the way that i was for the first 14 years if my life#and i am honestly going to count the time i soent in ''elementary'' school bc it wasn't a normal school. it was a charter school#that began as a parent organized alternative and swiftly devolved into an authoritarian nightmare#a bunch of people who were simply not ready to educate children let alone ''problem'' children#of which there were MANY because that school got all the kids who had been turned out of public school for behavioral issues#there were hardline rules about literally everything. normal childhood behavior was pathologized and punished and as a kid#you had no way to understand WHY#and so many of your peers were having problems because ofc those ''problem'' kids were typically severely traumatized#or were actively being abused#so even if it wasn't happening TO you you were being exposed to it in a hundred little ways every day#so i was confused and miserable all the time AND was struggling academically bc i had undiagnosed adhd#(or possibly just trauma?? i honestly neither know nor care which came first at this point)#so my mom pulled me and my brother out. him at 11 and me at 6 and said ''i'll just do it myself'' and#raised us in a way that wasn't religious but resembled evangelical or lds stuff#i couldn't watch commercial tv or listen to popular music bc my parents didn't want me exposed to what they considered inappropriate#and while i still had extracurriculars i was always the odd one out bc i had no exposure to pop culture or normal socialization#for my age group#it resulted in me always feeling alone and like i didn't belong. and since most of my social life was my parents and their friends#that was the perfect soup for adultification#i was fine with adults. put me with my peers and i was a mess#it made the transition to high school incredibly difficult but i DID make it#but that was only 4 years still in an institution. everything began to unravel once i tried to move into anything resembling ''real life''#and then my dad's suicide which was a major trauma in early adulthood which only made my mom's grip on us tighten#i did get to START life until 26. not really. and it's just been a game of catch up for the last 5 years#and im so *angry* at the unfairness of it all. at the time and experience and milestones that were taken from me. at how i blamed myself#for it for so many years and the problems i developed because of it all. dissociation and substance abuse and suicidality#the fear that still has a death grip on me#the courage required to just exist#it's *exhausting*
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Been thinking so much about Marigold specifically in the ORP universe so I’m obligated to come make a whole post to explain some of my thoughts.
I don’t knowwww I just think a lot about how Maverick was. Very clearly loved by this woman. Like they still carry that love with them in little ways, they’ve been marked by it forever you know? Like she was not their mother, and their relationship was very non conventional but she was like. As Good As a mother to them. I think she saw herself like a mother even if Mav never saw her that way. It kills me because their relationship in ORP is honestly much less complicated and a lot better than it is in canon. Marigold is like… well tbh I can’t get into it because spoilers but she is very morally questionable and kinda fucked up but like her care for Mav is still very much there.
I wouldn’t be able to say for sure but I honestly don’t think it’s out of the question that in ORP she died getting in the way of The Dread and trying to give Mav the best chance possible at running. But like MAV DOESN’T KNOW THAT and it’s fucked them up so badly. Because they never looked back, man. They just ran immediately and even if it’s what she would’ve wanted them to do they just fully believe they left her for dead.
Like. Ok. Atp Mav is just of the mindset of like. That loss hurt so badly because what do you do when you’ve got nobody else and the one person in the world that loves you like family dies and you think it’s your fault, you know? But they’ve just got this anger about the whole situation. Angry at themself but also angry at her because if she hadn’t died they’d still have somebody. It’s just really soured their whole perception of her isn’t that nuts. As if she did it on purpose. (THE THING IS SHE KINDA DID OUT OF LOVE AND THEY DON’T KNOWWWW THEY DON’T EVEN KNOWWW) and now all of those feelings have just been reinforced x100 being with the Brooks family because they don’t have that. And maybe they would if Marigold were still alive.
#ORP#Maverick Clarke#Marigold#Gripping my head and whatnot you know#Gestures madly#Like do you see do you understand#There are so many issues and diseases stuck in this relationship especially now that Marigold is dead but like#UGH. UGH.#Once I give her a proper redesign and fullbody it’s over#She’s honestly such a good person in ORP because she’s got a lot of love in her heart always but once you take away the [BLEEP] from canon#Like#She’s just very chill#I do find her more interesting in canon though because morally#There’s a lot going on#And her relationship with Maverick and the strained quality to it and like#Maverick’s anger is a lot more understandable and grounded#But ORP still kills me.#IDK MAN YOU EVER THINK ABOUT HOW#THEIR HAT LIKE THAT THING NEVER FUCKING LEAVES THEIR HEAD#THEY’VE BUILT THEIR IMAGE AROUND THAT THING#AND MARIGOLD MADE IT FOR THEM…?#It’s honestly kind of a childish design like who goes around with a beanie with horns on it like it’s intimidating or scary you know#But she made it for them and it’s the one thing they really have.#That shows that.#Spews blood
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As a part-time Monochrome fan (well really I'm just a multishipper lol, which is why I gave up on tagging individual ships, but I do still definitely find myself in a specific mood for Monochrome at times) I wanted to say thank you for the good food ^.^
Thank you!!!
Tbh I'm feeding as well (~ ̄▽ ̄)~I'm constantly starving for Blake/Weiss content xD
#also I didn't got that Checkmate Historian title for nothing! oiaejrgoiaej#honestly if you go through my blog with the monochrome or checkmate tag it's like#so much monochrome Vol 3 time (akabestvolume cough) to today#even if I'm so disappointed with canon RWBY this ship still has such a grip on me; I'll never be able to fully move on from it#unless i finally managed to get good at drawing and draw them kissing and making out until i get tired of it aoizjegoij#askxaquestion#coldgoldlazarus
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oh my god your additions to my tags on that iv post. yes!!! you are absolutely correct 100%.
iv gives off such service top vibes. but i also definitely see the switch thing too. iv gives off the vibes i wish i had lmao
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#I have nothing to add to this haha.#I just love it#hihi!!!#friend exie!!#I wish I had ii vibes if we are talking like that lol.#*sighs* ii……… I know I talk about being down bad for the guys but I swear Ves and II have a grip on me I don’t want to talk about sometimes#lmao.#service top iv isn’t just a vibe it’s a truth/j#I did have somethings to add to this but none of it makes since so I’m leaving it in the tags#wish me luck Exie!!! I have the first family Christmas thing tomorrow and I’m NOT looking forward to it#but it might be uhhh. my last oof#just cause I’m thinking of no longer going haha#I am…. so done with screaming little kids honestly. and now next year there will be 6. maybe even more if I get unlucky.#so yeah. unless we have it at rented party room or something I’m not going again next year.#I’m gonna be so overstimulated on Monday and I have GOT to finish my last gift knit.
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I watch the official animated MV for Idol (the opening song of oshi no ko) and mourned over how Very Perfect Found Family anime (for me personally anyway) it would’ve been if not for that plot twist QwQ for me this anime ends on episode 1 and Aqua & Ruby re-learn to be Actual Family with the others and survive in the toxic entertainment industry while still be Family and THATS IT
#maybe i should've read/watch more of this anime before judging it so harshly but My Heart is Broken already HHH#today on Red ranting about popular animes#the thing is!! it *was* Nice!! it would've been Great!!#i know its just my bias and personal preferences#bUT EVERY UPDATES OF THAT ANIME GOT ME SO ANGRY FOR SOME REASON LMAO#honestly thought it would be a nice Siblings Story#fighting together in their own way to Survive in this Industry with their own goals#BUT SOMEHOW IT'S SOME KIND OF HAREM???#*cries in what couldve beens*#*grips clenches teeth* Red stop thinking about a media that you hate#BUT WHAT IF YOU ACTUALLY *LOVED* IT /BEFORE/ IT BECAME WHAT IT IS
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