#honestly been listening to it a Lot lately

[lomlhwa]

scandal (l.c)

pairing: idol!reader x idol!chan

preview: you got into a dating scandal with another idol and chan is not happy. it should've been him, he's your actual boyfriend after all.

tags/warnings: fem reader, mentions of beomgyu and other idols, possessive chan, kisses galore, pet names (pretty, baby, my love, angel), oral (fem.receiving), holding hands while fucking, so much praise, monster cock chan, marking, did i say possessive?, unprotected penetration (wrap it before you tap it), creampie

trigger warnings: n/a

wc: 1.8k

song rec for this fic: obsession by exo

a/n: i tried making fake tweets + texts for this how did i do? also i just threw in random female idols to make a fake group lol

you sigh, putting your phone down and rubbing your temples. dating as an idol is so tiring and sometimes you honestly forget why you even try. but you love your boyfriend so much. beomgyu is your good friend and sometimes you fail to remember to be sneaky when hanging out. even small things like going out to eat together makes fans assume you’re madly in love. this isn’t the first time you’ve been roped into media with beomgyu and you’re certain it won’t be the last. 

with your swift rise to fame, you’ve had many dating scandals in your time. what pisses chan off the most is the fact that it’s never been him that you’ve had a scandal with. you’ve gone out on many public dates before and no one has ever picked up on the fact that you’re together. he even kissed you in the view of a sasaeng one time and they didn’t notice. he wonders if it’s intentional on the media’s part or if they’re seriously just that oblivious. 

you run your hand through your hair, trying to fathom why the general public knowing about your relationship is so important to him. everyone within the industry knows so why does everyone else have to? relationships can ruin idol reputations and he doesn’t seem to care. maybe it’s because you’re both already so big that he’s not worried? or he’s hoping your fans are just accepting enough to be okay with it? 

your members come wandering into the living room and you’re quick to compose yourself. you don’t want them to know you’re having relationship problems again. “you okay, y/n?” minji asks you, concern spreading on her face. you nod and smile to the best of your abilities. “hmm, i don’t believe you but we have schedules so i’m not gonna push,” karina shakes her head before gesturing for you to follow the group out the door. you gather your things and do your best not to think about anything but the late night ahead of you. 

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after a late night at dance practice you finally get the time to check your phone. you know chan had a fansign today so you decide to check on some of his fan accounts. you smile as you’re met with cute photos of him posing with gifts from fans. you find lots of updates on things he said as well. his current favorite movies, foods, tv shows and… songs. of course he mentions you. it’s cute that he listens to your music and likes to promote you to fans. 

you jump as you realize sana is perched over your shoulder, reading your text messages. “he’s gonna get in trouble when people realize he keeps talking about you,” she comments, clicking her tongue. you sigh dramatically, slouching your shoulders. “that’s what he wants.” suddenly all your members are gathered around you, confused as to what you’re talking about. “i got into another scandal with beomgyu and chan is jealous that it’s not him. so he’s putting in extra effort to try and get people to assume things.” your members share a weird look between them before turning back to you. “i think you should go on the most public date ever and make sure everyone knows you’re with lee chan of seventeen,” lily smiles brightly at you. this comment shocks you a little but you agree. 

“will you guys help me set up a giant celebration at the restaurant under our dorm?” you ask and they all agree excitedly. you all rush to get back to your dorm, eager to plan an extravagant dinner for you and your boyfriend. you talk to the owners of the restaurant and they agree to vacate the restaurant for you. they even promise to make food on the house. your girls help you pick the perfect outfit, hair and makeup for the event. they even “accidentally” tell a well known media outlet that you have plans for tomorrow and they should be there. 

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you sit in eager anticipation waiting for your boyfriend to show up. you can see a photographer out of the corner of your eye, waiting for something to happen. you hear the backdoor open and chan walks in, confidence filling his every step. your eyes fall on the suit he chose for tonight. he left his blazer undone, showing off that the buttons resting on his chest were begging to burst open. 

“hello, my love,” he says as he pecks your cheek before sitting down across from you. “what’s the occasion for such a fancy dinner?” his face changes to panic for a moment before he speaks again; “did i miss our anniversary? your birthday?” you shake your head and chuckle just as a waitress comes scurrying out of the kitchen with pre prepared food. you thank her and shoot her a quick wink before turning back to your lover. chan looks at you with an unreadable expression, but you hope it’s positive.

the two of you eat your food happily, the atmosphere feeling very comfortable. your share anecdotes from your lives as idols, laughing that the ridiculousness of your respective companies. before long, your meal is coming to an end. chan gives you a look you know all too well and you’re quick to scurry away, up the stairs and to your dorm. your boyfriend follows swiftly behind you after thanking all the staff. 

you thank your members mentally as you enter your normally occupied dorm. as soon as the door is closed, chan’s hands are on you. he drags you by your hips, crashing you against him. he kisses you with such aggression that you would think he was trying to eat you. your tongues tangle like snakes, drool spilling from the corner of your mouth. “fuck, baby. you’re so sexy, you know that?” he connects his lips to your jawline, sucking on your skin gently. he sucks dark red marks on your collar bones, taking a moment to lean back and admire his work. 

“jump,” he mutters as he hooks his hands under your thighs. you hop and he catches you before quickly scurrying towards your room. he lays you down on your bed, pressing your legs wide open. he groans as he realizes you aren’t wearing any panties. you bite your lip as he admires you. “stop fucking me with your eyes and fuck me for real,” you demand. chan drops to his knees in front of you, desperation filling his eyes. you lift yourself onto your elbows so you can see him better. he kisses his way up your thighs before meeting his lips with your drenched core. 

his skilled tongue darts out to circle your clit, small whines escaping from your throat. he grips your thighs, holding you exactly where he wants you. he slurps and drinks you up as you twitch and squirm under him. he focuses his attention on your sensitive clit, rubbing his tongue back and forth over it. “channie, please please ple-ah,” he silences you with a harsh smack to your inner thigh. “let me enjoy your cunt. god, i love that you’re mine,” he presses kisses against your slit, licking a fat stripe up it to follow. “fucking mine.”

he grazes his teeth over your clit, drinking in the way you squeak and raise your hips towards his mouth. your hands fly to his hair and drag his mouth back to you. he chuckles before he wraps his lips around your clit, sucking on it before letting it go with a small ‘pop.’ you grind your core against his face, his nose brushing your clit as you get more and more desperate for release. “you have the most perfect pussy, baby. could eat you forever.”

a low moan slips from his lips as he watches you clench around nothing at his words. he places one final kiss to your core before rising off his knees. “you’re so tasty, angel. but i think i might explode if i don’t get inside you.” he reaches down to undo his pants and let them pool around his ankles. he aligns himself with your desperate hole before pressing in gently. “my pretty, pretty girl.” he grabs your hands and intertwines all ten of your fingers with his. a gesture like this always felt so romantic to you. 

he arms flex in reaction as you clench around him in an eager effort to get him to move. he draws his hips back slowly before returning himself to the hilt. your eyes cross and your back arches off the bed as he repeats this ritual over and over before he can’t take the slow pace anymore. he tightens his grip on your hands as he speeds up, the sounds of skin slapping filling the room. he stares between the two of you, watching as he disappears and reappears between your legs.”fuck, baby. you’re all mine. i don’t care what the media says. i’m the one fucking you. not beomgyu, me.” you nod your head, panting like a dog in the summer heat. “say it. who does this pussy belong to?” he thrusts into you faster, as if to make it harder for you to answer. “y-you, chan. fuck, it’s all yours.”

he lets go of your hands and opts to wrap his arms around your waist, pressing his face into your chest. he ruts into you with such vigor you think you might snap in half. he lifts you partially off the bed so you’re kind of sitting in his lap. your grind down on him, desperate for more. “channie… god, need it so bad,” you plead, your orgasm threatening to rip its way out of you. he runs his tongue between the valley of your breasts before pulling back to look at your face.

“keep eye contact with me while you finish. let me see how fucking good i make you feel.” you nod, digging your teeth into your bottom lip as he connects the pad of his thumb to your clit. you let out a deep sigh and fight your hardest not to throw your head back. the way chan looks at you through his sweaty bangs has you seeing stars. “cumming. oh my god i’m cumming,” you cry out as your whole body spasms. “yeah, that’s it baby. squeeze my cock like that.” your arms give out and you fall back onto the bed, gripping the sheets until your knuckles turn white. 

your lover’s orgasm is quick to follow, ropes of cum painting your walls white. he moans and whines out your name like a hymn, gripping your waist so hard you might bruise. you twitch as he rides out the last of his high before stilling completely. he pulls out of you slowly before laying next to you. he pulls you tightly against him, panting slightly as he settles. “i promise i don’t care what the media says. i love you."

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© lomlhwa 2024

[lesbonym]

★ People I'd like to get to know better ★

So sweet that you tagged me @moonlitxmermaid kissing you lots

★ A song you currently have on repeat right now? 'Ma Meilleure Ennemie' by Stromae, Pomme and 'Blood, Sweat, and Tears' by Sheryl Lee Ralph. They are on repeat in my car constantly these past few days, and they give me chills every time. Also brings me to tears lots

★ Top hyperfixations recently? Definitely Arcane, Mouthwashing (game, not the action), Jennifer's Body, and Spider-Man (always)

★ Favorite aesthetics/colors right now? My favorite aesthetics are definitely Gothic, I've been dressing very 'nerd goth' lately, hehe. I also like most fantasy aesthetics and stuff like that. I'm obsessed with the DnD style. Favorite colors will always be purple and orange, obviously, but I also really like blue, black, and green

★ An album you will never get tired of hearing and has no skips? Like everyone else here, I really like Chapell Roan's The Rise and Fall of a Midwest Princess. I also really like listening to Hozier's Unreal Earth and Jhariah's Beginner's Guide to Faking Your Death and Beginner's Guide to Luck and Liability. Ugh also been listening to the Arcane soundtrack on repeat 😩

★ Dream date with a celebrity crush? UGH AUBREY PLAZA PLEASEEEEE I LOVE YOUUUU (/j, but I am down bad for her). Hmm, definitely Gwendoline Christie, too. I honestly crush more on fictional characters than celebrities. Idk what my dream date would be, though, just hanging out and yapping a lot, probably.

★ A YouTube video you'll forever watch? Hmm, one of my favorite videos is by Flawed Peacock (dare you to say it outloud >:3) and it's about Jennifer's Body. It's genuinely one of my favorites that I rewatch a lot

★ Something you're looking forward to? Um, honestly, for the holidays to end. After Halloween, I don't really like any of them :/. And college graduation, too? I'm just ready to move on with my life and meet people I care about

★ Tags ★

@olliesgarden (would take their wife too but it hates me 😭 /j) @talldragongirl @fairytaledreaming22 @queen-lexa @ethrealprincess @amaris-unhinged @myrkkymato @transgen-deer @mayamahem-2 @fuxking-witchy @libbybibbies

10 people I’d like to get to know better!

(the OG post was so long omg)

thank you @marrykisskilled for tagging me!

+ A song you currently have on repeat right now? everything i wanted by billie eilish

+ Your top hyper fixations currently? nick sturniolo clearly

+ Favorite aesthetics/colors right now? love fall aesthetics, but pastel colors are my favorite

+ An album you will never get tired of and has NO skips? 5SOS5 by 5SOS, WWAFAWDWG by billie eilish, and Eternal Sunshine by ariana grande

+ Dream date with your celeb crush? a calm little night in with Luke Hemmings where we just talk and snack and he plays guitar for me, until things get heated 😉….when i ask him why they never released the making of 5SOS5 part two 🤨

+ A YouTube video you will forever watch? 5SOS’ cocktail chats will have a hold on me for the rest of my life

+ Something you're looking forward to? Thanksgiving, i love eating and seeing (most of) my family lmao

🏷️: @freshloveee @tyummyz @sturniioloslut @nickssidewitch @nicksbestie @maliaforstvrns @chrissv4mp @delilahsturniolo @riowritesitall @chrislilcumslvt @leoslaboratory

[mafuyuakgae]

blooming in mud

[whirlybirbs]

it’s 5:20am i cannot sleep i am consumed with thoughts and yearning for keigo takami i need to be euthanized

[dnbrainrot]

I feel like. L would listen to Kikuo. Like as his favorite music artist. And it would drive Light absolutely insane <3

[deconstructthesoup]

Last song: "Curses" by the Crane Wives---I've kinda been listening to it on repeat lately, as it's given me a lot of inspiration for a new story

Favorite color: Deep, bold purple, but also some shades of lavender (purple in general, really)

Last book: The No-Girlfriend Rule by Christen Randall---it's got D&D, it's got sapphic slow-burn friends-to-lovers, it's got found-family vibes, it's got self-acceptance, and it's got great neurodivergent rep. It's slowly becoming my comfort book.

Last Google search: "Snilk," which is apparently what happens now whenever I think about Yuan-Ti (thank you, Drawfee)

Last movie: The Addams Family (1990's version), to celebrate Halloween

Last show: The Mary Tyler Moore Show, watched with my grandparents last night (watching old TV shows with my parents/grandparents is a guilty pleasure of mine)

Sweet/spicy/savory: SAVORY. Hands-down. I'm all right with a little spice as long as I can drink water, but I can't handle too much sweet.

Relationship status: Also chronically single, asexual as fuck, and too busy to actually put myself out there

Current obsession: Oh, sweet Jesus... uh, honestly, yeah, Dimension 20's still captured my heart, even if I share it with Dead Boy Detectives, Slay the Princess, Leverage, and Midnight Burger. Also, said new story I'm coming up with. I have a problem.

Looking forward to: Putting up the Christmas tree with my mom on Saturday, and watching The Shop Around the Corner afterwards!

And next... @remaking-machine, @olivethetiger?

Bit late but I got tagged by @cassyapper ily <3

Last Song: Born Under Punches by Talking Heads

Favorite Color: Teal green and light blue (Anything that looks like the ocean

Last Book: House of Leaves (Yes it's great, yes it did break me in ways I didn’t think any piece of media could)

Last Movie: A hallmark Christmas romcom that I watched with my mom called “Christmas on Call” (honestly a pretty good movie, would recommend tbh)

Last Show: started watching Dandadan

Sweet/Spicy/Savory: Spicy and sweet (but sweet in the way mangos and maduros are sweet)

Relationship Status: I’m Demisexual and single

Last Google Search: alice collin twilight (was trying to remember what her hair looked like when my friend mentioned it on a Discord call lol)

Current Obsession: JJBA (duh)

Looking Forward To: For my best friends coming back down to Florida for the holiday (miss you guys) and working on art and our comic project!

No pressure! @astronomical-bagel @hierophantstar @devotedlittlefreak

[cinematicnomad]

i was not tagged in this but i wanted to do it so!!

tagging: @crazyassmurdererwall, @woodchoc-magnum, @tripleaxeldiaz, @thisapplepielife, @valleydean, and anyone else who wants to do this

[thisisadonaldduckblognow]

me thinking about the moment in the movie where leo is fighting krangified raph and he is feeling so much pressure and so much stress and guilt and he is so so scared for his family and for raph especially because he just wants to get raph out safely, he just wants his brother with him and their family unharmed and in one piece, but he can’t get through why won’t raph HEAR him why isn’t raph LISTENING he just wants to SAVE HIM why is he making things SO HARD--

and that is the moment where it finally fully clicks for leo, after all this, where raph was coming from at the start of the movie. that it wasn’t about being stubborn or wanting to call all the shots and be the boss, it wasn’t pettiness or raph being hard on them for no reason. it was always just raph wanting them to be safe, and getting scared and frustrated when doing that was difficult. or when, perhaps, certain stinker lil brothers seemed to be going out of their way to make it difficult.

like he really has that hard stop moment of realization while he’s looking directly at raph... at his own reflection u could say... love that

[yoohyeon]

tagged by @xiaojuun to post 5 songs i've been enjoying lately 🥰 ty !

Tagging : @lenteur @awek-s @dahyun @bixiaoshi @insomtiny @niteview @wonhos-fabuloso @tittiez

[valoale]

You know your day can’t go wrong if you start it with Käärijä

[fooltofancy]

had the longest, most honest conversation about belief with my dad today and on the one hand god is it exhausting because they've gone to such an insane place christianitywise, but also? the fuckin growth this man has gone through just to be able to have that conversation is so. it's not comforting, but god is it something to be able to have that conversation period without shouting and tears and just. walking away from it so unfulfilled every time.

[soranker]

Do you listen to any music while you draw? ✍️ 🎶

YES it’s so funny tho bc sometimes the music ends up distracting me… i’ll hear a song and then be like ooh i wanna look up what this sounds like live or OOH this sounds fun to play i wanna look up the tabs or WHOA i wanna check out this album/this artist’s entire discography…… and then get derailed from drawing for at least an hour LMAO 💀

[userparamore]

post 5 songs you’re loving right now. i was tagged by: @thepunkpanther, @iero, @dykehayleywilliams <3 thank you guys!! in no particular order:

- symptom of life by willow - hey by pixies - a sailor's life by fairport convention - coyote, my little brother cover by mitski - saturn by sza

i was also tagged by @shewhosleepsalotincemeteries to post 6 albums I’ve been listening to! thank you <3

(adrianne's album isn't technically out, but it is on friday, and i already know i'm gonna be obsessed with it so....)

no pressure tags: @kermitgasm @ignorancelive @souvenirmp3 @perotovar @swiftispunk @itconsumesyou @stopmakingsensse @fadeintoyou1993 @7more @hidekomoon @daylily-mp3 @miwtual

[pleasedontcareaboutme]

[medicinemane]

Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy

You have... very very very very very very very very smart people you know, and they're say something that not only isn't true, but literally is as opposite of the truth as it's possible to be... and you'll... gently inform them "hey, it's actually a bit more like this" and then they just kinda... go on saying literally the exact same thing

I'm not sure if it's just that... I often feel like I must be very bad at communicating, or people must just not notice/ignore a lot of what I say, but... I don't know

Like dearest friend, you've said something as absurd as... I don't know, it's hard to say without saying it, but honest to god about as absurd as saying the United States was a part of the USSR, that level of completely getting it backwards

...and it just doesn't seem to matter when I try to explain it... I legit don't even know if you read what I said

Really end up feeling like I'm going nuts sometimes

[mdverse]

family portrait :)

+ the certified vb au furtana playlist