#hmmm thinking out loud

[tearfest]

i think between uni work n stuff im gonna cut out a lot of muses off my page... like i have 16 mains but i only Really main like... 8 of them at best ? i think the only reason i havent done this yet is bc i know for a fact i'll only have like 1 male muse left by the end of it n that might not bode well in my favour

[boxdstars]

Raven and the Wolf 🐺

Girlkisser Clora is of the upmost importance to me, and who better than Hogwarts Lesbian Jesus herself to be put up to the task?

I love you pookie bear @choccy-milky (erm what the sigma)

[sqrkyclean]

The first time I really properly tripped on mushrooms my partner turned on One Piece and I spent like five minutes ranting about how I hate it when people put classic anime into “4K 60fps” shitty filters only for my partner to tell me this was, as far as they could tell, the original video and I was fully hallucinating the weird shifting ai-lite filters on the video. And I got very embarrassed.

[carbonateddelusion]

hmmmmmm. I can hear whispering and arguing whenever I turn on fans or listen to my calm music. also it feels like some of my thoughts aren't mine? but they come to me like second nature. the other thoughts say their name is Rose

[synthaphone]

thinking i'll take a little break from sculpting after i finish my hissi, but was also thinking that the next time i make a neopet, it'd be fun to make a pink lenny- i keep mulling over how hard it'll be to get it to balance correctly. i could do the tail feathers by using thin wire, but th-

oh god its balancing on one leg like a flamingo. that's so cute but would make it even HARDER to pull off the balancing act!!! AUGH!

i think i'd have to have it standing on two feet, which like, the circle pose is doing that, its fine. but okay see how its feet don't lie flat on the ground

like they have more detail to them; the bottoms aren't flat. i'd be taking some creative liberties there, but i'd want to try to keep the look of the artwork as much as i can manage- and the legs are super thin and angled away from each other.

i think it legit might be above my skill level to pull off, but that makes me all the more tempted to try... maybe i could build the feet first, then stick in wire for the legs, then before sculpting around the legs themselves, make a rough shape for the body and head- then i could carefully pose the legs so that the body balances on top correctly, and THEN cover the wire with clay to set the positions. but 'rough shape for the body and head' is difficult if i want to bake it in multiple passes AND have the correct idea of how much weight will be there-

also i'm already struggling with the balance on my hissi, and that one is comparatively easy!! i messed it up by baking it into position early on and not getting the pose quite right, so now its something i have to be super careful about when i finish the wings. these ARE the interesting problems to figure out while sculpting though; and its fun to successfully solve them

[heathcliffgirl1847]

writing my final essay for this class on cathy earnshaw i am so excited but so nervous. went to office hours to try to work out a proper thesis statement (i know what part of her characterization i want to study but i dont have the "why is this important" part down) and it was an hour of my professor and i going "!!!!!!!!!!" at eachother

[tuba-david]

the kindergartners at work called me Miss G but kept asking "are you a boy? are you a girl or a boy?" so really theyre not misgendering me, but Miss Gendering me,

[angelpuns]

Having one of those weeks where I'm so busy/so consumed by so many things I'm having trouble remembering to talk to people/remembering WHEN I talked to people so posting is gonna be way way way slowed down ( other than Kid Leo update today I mean )

[justbrothings]

Maybe at some point ill make a fic rec post with a few of the original works on ao3 that i liked, once i get the time...?

Like its kinda a lot of work to comb through the tag to find stuff so it might be nice to share some of the things ive found

[orcelito]

Don't know whether it's a product of my upbringing or just part of who I am, but I really do tend to shrug off things that seem to send others into massive guilt spirals. Like, what's the point? Either you meant to do it or you didn't. If you meant to do it but regret it now, make what amends you can & resolve to do better, then move on. If you didn't mean to, be honest about it, apologize if need be, & try to do better. Then move on.

Beating yourself up truly serves no purpose. What are we, catholic? If there is a god, I truly don't think they'd care, anyways

[perenlop]

🤔🏳️‍🌈?

[finniestoncrane]

running around in a circle tugging at my hair and holding back tears: too many things too many things too many things too many things too many thi

[isthisjackie]

On another, less angry note, the democrats in my state have started running ads that are very similar to like traditional conservative/republican ads and I fuck with it SO much. Like I totally believe it has made a difference in how things went in the fall for us with the special election we had for recreational marijuana and reproductive health care. Truly amazing

[v1ctory-or-sovngarde]

blogposting

miz'ri was initially from d&d universe and now i'm realizing how much of an issue that is while writing kjdlfs i didn't really expect to get far enough in the fic for it to matter? but i had to sit down and ask myself if i wanted her to be dragonborn or not because if you're from a whole different set of lore then why dafuq would you be dragonborn

leaning toward not having her be ldb because i already have other ldb characters but i need to brush up on my tamriel geography to resolve this issue fully >_>;;

me scrambling to retcon her lore like uhhhh idk she's related to barenziah that's why her eyes purble :|

[nozomijoestar]

The entire T8 story is on YT and I hyperventilated so hard you'd think it's not 30 something F right now but 55

[skyward-floored]

Grrrrr. This chapter refuses to have a good stopping point.