#hm. i need to sleep actually
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Finally has been a full year since I started listening
Fuckin hate that guy eugh
#/j#but anyway I've finally been jashing for a year#i wasn't fully kidnapped into it yet but by like dec 20th-23rd i had his VoaC cover on loop#which was annoying to do cos there was no spotify & the youtube app wouldn't let me loop videos#so everytime i finished the song i had to reset the vid myself#my sanity was truly saved by these songs being on Spotify#same goes for his moss cover too#bro of i had last.fm then i would have SO much more counts for those two songs#the bidding too#oh fun fact. i made a very rough sketch of an OC of mine using his TME video & HMS ideas in general#but i was stupid apparently an swapped heart & souls colors which looks cursed now to me#also whats funny is that ibis paint says i started the art on Mar 1st. Which is literally the day before TfaR & TMR an the rest came out#good timing me lol#i need to stop ranting sm in these tags i swear#chonny jash#moss post#hey jash what if you like. post the next power hour today. gift for listening for like 82000 minutes or whatever my Spotify wrapped was /j#don't actually i wanna sleep#speaking of. I should go do that. its like 3am rn
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and thus begins the season of 100+ degree heat every single day...
#i will be digging a hole and crawling into it thanks. i will Cover myself with dirt and not come out#the sun is almost completely down and its still over a hundred out. sigh#~its the most wonderful time of the year~#im placing personal bets whether or not itll hit 120 (im strongly betting Yes)#maybe i should go live in antarctica#vibe with penguins. get killed by a leopard seal. you know how it is#instead my options are: the dirt / walk off into the desert and perish#i wake up every morning miserable and sweaty <3 this is so fun <3#so jealous of the puppets rn. they dont have to deal with this#put me on a temperature regulated set bois#my laptop: heat warning in effect#YEAH NO SHIT. HONEY.#gonna need to start using my ceiling fan soon just to get some fuckin Sleep#the ac is not enough during the day#absolutely unprompted#i was wondering 'oh why am i more irritated than normal why am i more fatigued than normal'#OH YEAH. BECAUSE ITS MISERABLE OUT.#melting into a puddle of bog... goo... that's just water. hm.#turning into an actual physical bog#sphagnum and tannins and everything#i wake up. i drag myself out of bed. i sit at my desk and dissolve. rinse and repeat#this has been my routine for Days now <3#i hope yall are having a cooler more tolerable summer!#but given the absolute state of this planet uh! i doubt it! still! i have hope! keep cool guys
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hanging out w ppl is great (I’m constantly nauseous)
#I don’t even like feel scared ??? Or wtv ??? The worry thoughts aren’t there I’m just like about to vomit.#yknow? I’m going to throw up.#And then when I think about being around ppl I’m like haha that would be fun (sick to my stomach)#Kind of insane. Alas. Such is life. (no I don’t think that’s it.)#though they have pointed out I literally don’t breath unless I’m thinking about it so that might be part of it.#hm. Anyway the diaries of guy who had no friends and thought that uni maybe he’d meet some nerd group#and instead is friends with the group who did so much shit constantly and are much more socially comfortable than he could ever be#I feel I may be punching above my weight. Yknow? like maybe they shouldnt think I’m cool ? Why do they think I’m cool?#I also haven’t been sleeping proper bros still 3 hours ahead I need to get on east coast time#there’s many reasons to be nauseous actually.
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*insert some happy giggling*
as some may have noticed I have two main interests in MHA when it comes to characters, it's either just LoV or... Izuku Midoriya (Ochako is somewhere she's good)
So when the new event was coming I was trying my best to get something out of curiosity mostly since Step-Up recruit is a new thing
a thing that helped me do this when I just got him since allllll of the things I get for pieces go to level up Tomura for now
so I tried to get the "extreme" difficulty in the event for the first time (I thought is required beating it in one try) and it was great, so with a single pull I got this guy and I wanted to get him since they've revealed the outfits
I go to MHUI mostly to get my head off all the anxiety and stuff and it's a relaxing game in a way (if you don't count the Arena battles) I don't need to worry for the next URs if they're not like this Steampunk Midoriya or the Fantacy AU guys, and I mostly roll for them for fun, I'm still a LoV player first and they don't get the exclusive to Class 1-A things, so I can get them from any recruit which is great
so yeah!!
#bnha#mhui#not art#still figuring out how to write posts normally#I actually wasn't expecting anything#but the game was like “you know what? why not” and started loading 3#usually if it's like 1-2 it means either new/new after the update cleared the files SR or Memory#but 3 is rare and maybe that means UR or something#I honestly have no idea so it's like a... hm#I forgot the word but that#after that one post about getting that one SR Dabi I now have 2 more of him#it's like he waited a year for this#honestly? I'm surprised#and sleepy it's almost 2 am I need to sleep#izuku midoriya#midoriya izuku
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the best part of the kawaikute gomen manga was when she said “IT’S KAWAIKUTE GOMEN TIME” and kawaikute gomen-ed all those guys
#i’ve had time to sleep on yesterday’s releases and i still think chizuutan needs help#though h e lp now that i think about it…#chizuutan’s deletion of her aizo folder in the [redacted] anime was p much a breakup scene in of itself#considering the weight of her unhealthy feelings for him and all#get help girllllll it’d be so funny if she got together with the random bg guy with the face reveal from sukicchu no#but man. imagine ai-chizu actually becoming canon though#aizo evades all the [redacted] anime’s attempts to hook him up with hiyoko#*and* mutually dodges the unintentional flags that he set up with mona (who hates him solely bc he’s associated with yujiro)#only to end up dating the insane stan twt user with an unhealthy fixation+parasocial feelings for him#god. it’d be so funny thoughhhhh. yujiro’d be cryin in the club#tfw you sing ‘koko dayo’ but your bf ends up ditching you for a kawaikute gomen tiktok dancer#i still want lxl canon thoughhhhh. let them self-contain their stupidity pls#but. hm. i wonder if chizuutan knows just *how* lxl get their kissmarks on. considering how jealous she gets of other julieta and stuff…#i want her and yujiro to fight for aizo’s hand in marriage just bc it’d be funny. juri can be the referee ig#chizuutan chizpost
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lmao if faucet keeps this up our amount of drafts are going to exceed our actual number of posts on here
#there were different tags here before but apparently we gotta keep it even vaguer than that or faucet adds it to the draft pile#truthfully we understand why [ ]'s worried and why [ ] wants to hide and in some part we agree but like. girl..?? its tumblr.#[ ]'s tried to explain [ ]self in posts but [ ] always gets scared and saves that to drafts too.#just a lot of. fear of the past catching up to us. hm. i dunno. that's all [ ]'ll let us say.#it always sounds like excuses. fuck man. trying to rest but it doesn't feel like rest. we'll try again tomorrow. all we can do really.#[three of swords]#oh yeah we dont think anyone actually needs our statuses and we dont even think theyre helpful lmao so thats on indefinite pause??#anyway here ya go juliet#thank you <33 just wanted to say goodnight!! ^^ hello if you're reading this we love y'all very much!! sleep well whenever you do!! <33
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who wants. two late night creation posts since i have been kinda shlacking on such things
and i kinda like these silly little things over here
#talking to the stars#wont be hms 😔#but i still like them :]#hopefully i can get more sleep soon so i have the energy to actually#do things#LIKE THAT ONE THING THAT I LITERALLY JUST NEED TO COLOR RAAAA#i’ll get it done. eventually..
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#aaaand thats a 3rd doctor. a psychiatrist. who listened to me ans thought: mm sounds like bip0lar lol#me: wow its so easy to get diagnosed as bip0lar. thats bc u r exhibiting lots of depression and a limit amount of mood elevation. that's#like. thats what bip0lar is. she was like yea ppl with bip0lar 2 spend like 75% of time being depressed and a lil elevated mood... which#sounds like what u r describing. me:#...yeah. but again its complicated by the 0cd and spectrum issues. but she independently brought up 4dhd. just when i was like no its all#0cd. here we r again. stuck back in the messy overlap. but whatever i got proscribed bip0lar medicine. lam1ctal. we'll see#bc everyone i talk to is like. we need to control the mood 1st. like so u dont die. and im like hm yeah good call lol#she seems super cool tho. like i would love to just talk to her. ugh. she wants to get a handle on the mood and then maybe add a stimulant#bc shes had it happen in thr past where someone comes in with debiltating 0cd and got treated with lam1ctol and a stimulant and the#obsessive rumination stopped. so well see. idk if ill actually qualify as 4dhd enough. well see. fingers crossed#my mood is a lil elevated rn so its all fun. well see if we tip off a cliff bc im getting less sleep and go go going#unrelated#ugh im scared to start the medine tho bc the ssri i got proscribed fucked me up so much. which is also an indicator of bip0lar#god dammit. if this works im gonna have to actually accept the idea of being bip0lar. i mean. it makes sense being on that spectrum#is just sounds insane and i was not expecting it despite my fucking obsession with understanding wtf my deal is#idk. whatever. doesnt matter
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well i guess i can play bg3 now, assuming it finishes downloading sometime in the next 2 months
#personal#despite following many people who are very into it i still know absolutely nothing about what it's about#like i know the premise of the brain tadpoles but that's it#i definitely need to do something fun after the last few days of supervising peach#(update: after not eating or sleeping for 3 days she is now doing both! she's very hungry and very tired and im very relieved)#but also after the last 6 hrs of just non-stop downloading and installing things. windows is sooo bad for upgrading#all the dai dlc probably has another 20-30 mins left and then ive finished all the da games and also all my modding tools#i think im actually not bothered even transferring my old saves for the da games. i never go back once ive finished a playthrough#i guess the only thing is if i wanna play da2 before next playing dao and have to use a custom worldstate hm#the only other thing is that dao doesnt connect online anymore so i have no achievements or rewards for completing dlc#it wouldnt be too hard to find my user profile file on my old hard drive but i almost wanna start from scratch and see how long it takes#the thing with that tho is that it's probably the worst (or maybe best lmao) game to have my achievements reset#because it takes a minimum of 6 playthroughs to get all achievements (assuming you finish every game you start)#for da2 it's 3 (reach kirkwall with each class) and for dai it's 1#but dao has an achievement for each origin and even other than that there are achievements for filling each ability tree#(min 5 playthroughs of the base game or 3 with awakening) and all romances (4) and all endings (3 i think)#anyway. whatever i'll decide later. the only utility of achievements are the dlc ones that unlock items#huh this is a post about bg3 and i spend most of the time talking about da#anyway bg3 currently says 2 hrs remaining but that'll probably speed up once the dai dlc finishes. only have trespasser left#and whatever tf 'english voice over pack' is??
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#why is my writing process so#like i will write 300 words in 5 hours#what the fawk#pls#and i never ever finish anything#(the one i just posted is the first fic i have ever actually completed and bro. i started that in like 2021 😭😭)#like HELLO??#well i wrote the majority of it this past month but like stillllll bro#since posting it i got sm more motivation thanks to all the feedback (🫶) but then i go to write more and its like hm idk how to anymore#help me#crying#ok bye#i shld be studying for finals anyway.....#i also need to sleep#.txt
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If I end up not getting into the concert and missing dark signs and higher and TMBtE and euclid I'm going to cry in the car so hard
#i just saw a clip of dark signs and!!!!!!!!!!!!!#man#idk#dark signs makes a lonely part of myself feel less alone in a way that feels like tmi to talk about#i need a fifth tag to keep this out of yhe tags i think??? lmao here sit is i GUESS#sleep token#i. uh. actually dont know if that trick still works. hm.#well. if you see this in the tag feel free to ignore it lmao#let my vulnerabilities lie sunken in the mud. theyre good there. nice and cozy and safe
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🕰️: uhh i'm bad at thinking of specific questions but i'd love to hear more about this ^^ so you can just ramble if you want to lol
turn back the clocks !!! that little story is my child !!! you have unleashed the ramblingsss
so ! basic character ! there are only really two characters that actually have a presence throughout the novel, the rest are here for one part and then because of time travel, they never show up again.
it is dual pov, the characters are two siblings. the older one is a 15 year old boy named ernie solace, he is very quiet, studious, the loner type. very much has got anxiety. also is queer but it only exists as subtext because i wanted to experiment on characters whose orientations are never specified but you just know. the youngest sibling is 12 years old, her name is lizzie and she's the opposite of her brother. she is extremely loud and blunt, very kind but she can be a bit too flashy and a bit too much. they have very contrasting personalities, you see. a lot of the books revolves around them doing risky activities that might threaten their life. ernie is very cautious, they almost didn't go time travelling because he was not into the idea. lizzie, however, is all about the adventure, seize the day, never doubt yourself. a lot of her decisions do stem from her burning wish to be the same always, never grow up, never leave the present moment. so you can probably guess she is most open to time travelling.
the actual time travel thing. the first chapter of the novel, their uncle whom they have never seen before, he shows up. he is a scientist and at the end of his visit, he confesses that he is here for them. apparently, there was another obscure scientist in the 1830s who had found the answer of time traveling and had even done it himself, traveling to the past. but the thing is, he is trapped. he cannot return to his present time, he is stuck in the past forever. he did leave behind journals, which were found by the uncle and had given instructions on how to save him. but, it was very specific on who could save him.
I don’t know. I have taken steps, in case I fail to return back on my own, and I am positive that even if all fails, these tasks shall prove to be what I need to return home. I have been precise of what needs to be done and how exactly it shall be done, the only question is: who will do it for me? I do not hesitate to call myself a lonely man, it is only the truth. I have no one to do favours for me, I can only rely that someone discovers this journal and pities me enough to find me in some hidden corner in time. Well, Reader, if you are reading this, I do need help. What are the chances that you know of me or have some fondness for me to partake in these tasks for me? I do only wish to return back home, if you will allow me — It will be laborious and I think it can be done by only some. It is not to be done alone, a pair is necessary by all means. Two people, siblings or friends, two people who have trust in one another and it is characteristic for them to work together. Different mindsets perhaps, two people who think in different ways. It must be too much to ask but I want them with love. I want them to love, I think, if they love, they shall find these tasks only an adventure. Curious people, who will find more than the objects I tell them to find. Suffering should not be characteristic for this pair. In the end, I think the only thing I expect from them is hope. There are very few grown persons who match this description, only children have that hope and curiosity and love in their hearts. But I do not want to ask for much, I do not even expect for you to find this. But please, if I am gone or disappear, send someone to save me. Anyone.
the uncle thought lizzie and ernie seemed to match the descriptions, so he had asked them. eventually, they did agree though ernie challenged him. they are to travel through five periods and find five objects.
1884 - a single diamond earring that belonged to a girl named mariana.
1850 - california gold rush where they have to find a specific quantity of gold
1648 - a map of a sea voyage, acquired from a pirate ship
october 14, 1066 - battle of hastings, a cloth of linen dropped by a fallen soldier
something like 10 million bce? - a leaf and drops of dew, untouched by human beings.
the theory was that, if all these items scattered and found from different times were brought together, these could cause such an anachronism that it would revert all the changes that were done to by both the scientist and lizzie and ernie, placing all three of them in their actual present time. it doesn't work on the scientist's end, spoiler alert. yeah, he just realized something huge and opened something that was more huge. the second book is about that, basically.
the book is essentially about hope above all. hope that the scientist has for his life, hope that lizzie and ernie have to save him, hope matters in a personal and character-specific way too. lizzie's hope is that nothing really changes for her while ernie doesn't mind change but he just hopes that whatever comes, it's going to be okay. it plays around with sibling dynamics and that familial co-dependency. even their last name, solace, means comfort and hope.
thank you for that question !!!!! i loved answering that :)))
and give me more asks, everyone !!
#🪐 arian's asks#📷 arian's friends <33#ask games#hm what shall your tag bee ?#you choose actually because it's way past midnight and I need to sleep#good night :)))
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Combining my interests & am finally starting to make my HMS Ace Attorney AU [feat. tfem mind because I can]
Whole is also in this au but I am hella tired atm & don't wanna draw him rn cos he'll take more effort for no reason whatsoever [ He's totally fine dw :} ]
#why are they lawyers? no idea. plot reasons#i have two separate aus/ideas for an AA hms au & idk what do go with but im going with this version first cos i have it more planned out atm#one is them being the law guys™ & the other is them being defended by the actual law guys™#murder mystery either way#they're having a bad time either way#whole is not doing well either way 💛#this one they're more realistic is one way to say it ig?#they're human#no wings no tail no funky magic trident#the four are just very similar looking siblings#names if you cant read it cos my handwriting is wack:#Heart: Artemis “Juno” Concordia#Mind: Aelia Ciro Concordia#Soul: Atlas Merit Concordia#all A names :}#they do be matching#also wholes might be Ithica Lyric Concordia but im not set yet its more of a placehold atm#was gonna use harmonia as a last name but concord fits them all too#maybe gonna have whole have the last name Harmonia & he just is like a step brother or like he took the other parents name instead???#doubt it but idk ill think of it after i finally sleep#atlas art wips#i need to stop starting new projects ough
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how am i supposed to focus when. the book
#getting my own copy of tsbit was either a very good or very bad idea depending on your perspective#aaaaaaaa#i have so much i need to do but what if i reread the whole book and put post it notes in it and and#(hm how have i only just noticed in our beginning from persona 5 there’s that one bit that sounds like that one nintendo song i think??#i think it’s a mii related one but i’m not sure actually unless it’s wait#is it just the persona music it might be yeah no ignore me#i think i’m just confused cause rt puts persona music in the background of like the minecraft ones as well as nintendo stuff so it all blurs#together. anyway unrelated ramble over)#ok i’ll get the german writing done and then do some geography. then lunch then physics n maths then more geography then prolly dogs out#then nothing then nothing then nothing then more food then nothing then nothing then something i’ve forgotten about or composition#then shower then nothing then more work for no real reason then sleep#very excited for today it’s gonna be a wild one#ezra’s real life rambles
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??????? they crossed out division rap battle on the title of the 9th live?????? 🤔🤔🤔
#this is vee speaking#i saw someone point it out on twitter and had see it myself hm?????????#the logo for the live they displayed during posse live still has drb as part of the title#(probably because they have to include the entire franchise name lmao)#but hm?????????? april is shaping up to be THE hypmic month???????#like what if connect the line fr meant they are coming together and for zero out they’ll be standing against chuuoku as one?????#zero out means reset……………….. reset…………… i need to think about this with actual sleep and caffeine and not fumes and caffeine lol 😭😭😭😭
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wearing the cute earrings to my x2 job grind session <3
#i actually just forgot to take them out after work sjxkd#i usually wear some comfy studs with like. idk what the clasp is called where the backing goes through your ear#great for sleeping tho. no pokies#and i need to be able to mess with my earrings or else i go insane so i like having them in#anyway silver butterflies for x2 time!!!#im still super early bc i was like hm. what if i paid off the debt#but i think i may be stupid#bc i cant remember if i picked anything from the grade shop to help me get gald faster#oh well#ik what skit you get for paying back the debt yourself but wouldnt it be sooo cool if i got it myself#but ye#jay yells#jay plays tales#since i talk for .5 seconds in the tags abt it ig#oh yeah i got the luke cat again. love him
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