#hiroshi drabble

[hiroshiii13]

Head Disciple Binghe x Young Master SY #Bingqiu thoughts

Sometimes I think about Binghe that didn’t have to lose his parents. Didn’t have to go through the abyss and didn’t have to fight for the acknowledgment of his Shizun.

He’d be the darling of the demonic and cultivation world; doted upon in his younger years and a respected cultivator after his coming of age. He’d be self-assured, almost cocky, the way young masters who have never experienced being wronged are.

But Binghe would always have the skills to back it up, besides his innate talent, Su Xiyan, head of HHP, made sure that his son was grounded and hardworking. In fact, he commands HHP when his parents would up and travel for months at a time.

He’s forthright, which he learned from his mother, yet empathetic and charming, which he got from his romantic father.

I still think Bingqiu would be a thing. They meet as desk mates (borrowing this @/Gusu Lan arc) and wouldn’t hit it off at the start.

SY has always admired Binghe from the stories he’s heard from his older siblings. Binghe, the leader of the next generation. He looked forward to meeting him.

Imagine his surprise when the first day of his excursion led to sparring with said leader of the next generation and his humiliating utmost defeat in .005 seconds. He wanted to look cool in front of him but he can forego this embarrassment. It’s okay!!! This was expected from Binghe!!

But what was not okay was the harsh training at HHP. SY could not help but feel a little resentful towards BH. He was the third son in a merchant family. His family’s cultivation was in refining pills and artifacts, you could say it’s 80% marketing and 20% refining even, so he had never done hard labor in his life!!

He almost regretted saying he would join HHP for the summer instead of joining another sect specializing in botany and alchemy, which was his specialization.

Binghe, as the head disciple in charge of training, provided a plan that was standard in his sect. While he does enjoy seeing this pretty gege scrunching his brows, pursing his lips, flushed like a tomato during drills, (Heh.) he does feel pity and gives him a little less reps.

But it’s in the study portions where SY shines. LBH is astounded with SY’s encyclopedic knowledge.

Reminiscent of the child-like wonder he experienced as TLJ told him stories before bedtime. Of monsters that can swallow suns and plants with roots so deeply in the earth that it shakes. He learns later on of course that these were mere exaggerations but at that time, as SY babbles on about plant no. 4892, he could not help but feel that same fascination.

Their relationship starts getting better. Binghe would pick his desk mates brain despite knowing (some) of the answers, the other would prattle on, patiently teaching.

From an outsiders point of view, LBH looked indulgent, a soft smile ever present on his face, while his deskmate would fan himself while explaining, obviously enjoying the attention. And who could blame him?? He was teaching THE Luo Binghe! From then on, Binghe would teasingly call him Shizun.

Despite SY being slightly older than BH, he is the youngest son, (he has 1 meimei) in their family. Compared to Binghe who was raised to meet certain expectations, SY had a more unrestrained behavior. If he wanted a snack, he would get it. If he wanted to nap, he snuck it in.

And nothing could stop Binghe from doting on him on their free time. As an only child, he never had someone to spoil or play with so he recaptures some of his childhood like this. Sharing snacks, showing parts of HHP and sometimes sparring in the fields between laughter.

But SY’s pride cannot take being coddled, he’s older than him! so he dotes back. Bringing him refined pills for his cultivation, sending in some rare herbs and animal skin. (He is working his nepo baby network overtime!)

When he teaches BH during self-study, he compliments him when he gets things right while patting his head. And how BH thrives from being dotted on, now at his grown age! LBH feels lucky.

He found someone, who was not only smart and chatty, but was thoughtful and indulgent towards him. He… he really liked SY. Meanwhile SY found himself even more gently stroking his hair. He can’t wait to share to his siblings how the great LBH was completely docile from his head patting. SY could not help ruffling his curly hair, almost pulling. (As for what that would awaken later on, we won’t discuss.)

They part after that summer, but keep in touch through letters. Both feeling a longing to meet. SY decides to pick up a sword and learn how to fly it. He can definitely learn it and fly to HH and casually meet BH. His siblings give it a week til he gives up. But surprisingly 1 week turns into 2, then a month, then on the 6th month he could fly long distances.

His nausea was still as bad as ever but he can endure, he will learn how to endure. As to why he didn’t tell Binghe though? he didn’t know why he wanted to keep this as a surprise.

—

The Immortal Alliance Conference was upon them, and SY had received BH’s letter and how he might not be able to respond as quickly for the time being. But in fact, he was very much aware of the event. He even haughtily bet a few hundred spirit stones when someone mockingly said LBH would not place.

No one could escape his scalding critique had anyone even breathed wrongly towards BH. The public ate their melon seeds while watching another one succumb to that monster. They could not outbid him and even more so, out talk him. What a rabid fanboy. He gained notoriety overnight.

So imagine their surprise when the conference was over. How LBH saw SY, how he ran and hugged him, bombarding him questions of how he got there. LBH showing a small cut the size of a nail, a slight glassy look in his eyes as he retold his hardship and triumph.

The passersby knew it was an exaggeration, they were all watching him effortlessly kill the demons!! His confidence practically oozing. Even the ladies fainted against such charisma. What is this?? The fiersome leader selling meng??

AND THE DEVIL INCARNATE, who ate his every opponent in a bloodless battle, was suddenly a gentleman, waving his fan with a sweet smile, talking softly while patting the champion’s head.

WTF??

__

They take a few more years of friendship before eventually tying the knot but their families have long known each other since those two have been inseparable. SY spends his days at HHP in the summers while LBH goes with the other’s family in winter. TLJ still feels a little sour in his heart that his son would spend his bdays w/ SY more than them.

The 2 men were even more sticky when they got married. Waking up, preparing meals, cleaning up, lounging, it’s as if they could not get enough of the other. The Regret of Chunshan exists btw, but rather than an angsty story of abandonment and conflict, it is said that they just, really, really loved each other for a lifetime.

(Of course the papapa is front and center!! LMY writes about a rich, young master fanboy and his seemingly respectable cultivator idol having loving, disrespectful, s/ex. She delivers always!)

END.

[orangepanic]

I just want one fic where Asami's young parents interact with the rest of the Gaang kids for no other reason than to see Tenzin and Izumi stand by with horrified dignity as everyone else gets absolutely shitfaced together. You can't convince me the Satos weren't the life of every party they ever set foot in and that Lin, Bumi, and Kya weren't like "cheers to that!"

Ten bottles of champagne and a lot of questionable decisions later no one but Lin is fully-clothed. Bumi has passed out face-down on the lawn with his pants around his ankles after trying to moon the giant statue of Aang. Only Kya seemed to have made it to her own bed. Hiroshi and Yasuko made it to a bed, not theirs, and are snoring loudly in a tangle of arms and legs. Tenzin slept on his own couch.

Izumi never sets foot in the United Republic again. Tenzin takes one look at Bumi's grass-covered ass and wishes he could bleach his eyes. To Lin, the mortified expression on his face as they leave is well worth the hangover.

[the-silver-peahen-residence]

||An Officer's Corruption part Eighteen||

Hello there dears, Peahen mom here but once more, I'm adding another chapter to this mini series me and my friend Demon mun has written. This series is getting good but I hope you like friend.

If you wish to see how or where everything is going, you can follow up on the chapters down below.

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||Warning||

~Nothing bad right at the moment

~A conversation will happen in this part

||Drabble Summary||

Officer FireleoIt and Officer Iderum was helping out Joshua's prison where they just saw a fight being broken up. However it was due to the gang leader Inmate Ashley Butterfly. However, how did this come to be? Also, it seems a slight argument has happened between Officer Jaron and Officer Melinda so they are given space for a while. However, later on, he did go and check on her again but hopes to speak and say sorry. How will she react. Read to find out.

||Guests in Drabble||

"Angel"Fallen, Joshua Star, and other members from his fraction mentioned and Jaron Jackal, Arion"Hellmare" Iderum, and Fira"Maggie" Fireleo belongs to my amazing Rp partner @demon-blood-youths

T-bone, Hiroshi Kai, Melinda brooks, and Ashley Butterfly are my oc’s that belong to me.

((Note: Their will be grammar mistakes and errors in this drabble as others have this warning. But like I state before, this is written for fun. So I hope you like it and my friend too. Enjoy))

In the main lunch hall, Warden Joshua Star was shocked seeing this but he was nervous seeing no one moved. Given the information from officer Vanessa that Officer Maggie was trying to calm inmate T-bone down but almost ended up burning everyone else. Right now, he was tense seeing the head gang member of T-bone calming him down.

Her name was Ashley Butterfly, gang leader of the Shallow butterflies. And baby sister to Rex oxford mIlls. A dark skinned woman with honey yellow eyes. She hand long black hair down her back while having a black choker around her neck. She was still wearing the prison jumpsuit but she was seeing T-bone relax while she pets his head. The other inmate, her second in command Hiroshi kai was beside her but seeing that he was fine.

"Goodness, you just had to go crazy again didn't you? I thought Ash told you to take it easy." He said to his teammate with T-bone grumbling.

"I was taking it easy! Not my fault some jerk tried to grope officer Maggie."

"But she thought you were trying to start something resulting in this." He said but he rolls his eyes to look away before he looks to Ashley before she stops.

"..A..Are you okay now?" she asked but T-bone nods to slowly stand up but bows his head.

"Sorry Ash...I didn't mean to lose it." he said grumbling but she only looks at him then down.

"I..It's fine..at least your calm now." she mutters quietly while holding some blanket around her that was kept with her at all times. The other officers, even officer Maggie and Officer Hellmare was silent not expecting to see this.

'Well, this is new. Seems it was true when the files spoke about Ashley being in this prison. I figure it was something of a older file...' Hellmare thought but she was seeing the inmate she was keeping an eye on Hiroshi standing by Ashley to insure she was safe.

As Ashley saw he was fine, she looks around seeing the other inmates tense but looks away before she looks down herself. "I..If everything is c..calm now, should we go back to eating l..lunch?" she asked her two teammates before they go and do that.

"H..Hey! You three can't just-"

"Let them go, Maggie. It's fi..fine." she stops hearing Joshua speak but looks to him. It was fine!? A fight just happened and he was alright with that!?

"I know what your thinking and honestly, it's still strange. At times, that inmate tends to help with calming things down. That or using her pants in herb medicine to do it-"

"Hold on, isn't she a demon?"

"Y...Yes, she is but she and warden Joshua have some agreement. That involves calming down the most violent inmates here in his prison." Eli said to the two.

"I see.." Hellmare hums to herself thinking about it but Maggie was still shocked.

"So you let her just go about in the prison?!" Maggie said to Joshua shocked.

"Well, no and even if I did, she stays in her cell. Out of all the inmates I've had, she's the less violent. Unless one don't anger her. She can be very dangerous when she is but most times, she's well...l..like that." Joshua saw Ashley sitting down now but slowly was eating her food now with the other two.

"It's a lot to take in we know. We were at first too when Joshua told us about her. Honestly, I see why most are afraid of her. Sweet and caring on the outside but hidden behind that is a dangerous person ready to lash out at anyone."

"Though, it leaves a question." Hellmare got the knights attention. "You said she was well known for her plants? Does this mean she also helps with medicine here?"

"Yes. We also heard from her file she was really good with plants, medicine, toxins, poisons, etc. She knows a few of them. I know because when we had a recent break out riot, Angel got heavily sick with something. Somehow, she knew what it was and made a medicine thanks to her doctor Hex. He's at Kinie's prison right now helping with the recent event that happened there." she explains.

Both Maggie and Hellmare didn't know that! Just how dangerous was this woman!? The two looks to Ashley again who was eating but her honey yellow eyes looked so empty but gentle at the same time.

"And I take it Joshua is the one assigned to keep a eye on her?" Hellmare said seeing him nod.

"Hon...Honestly, it's been alright. Even when she first came here, she didn't start any trouble or anything. I didn't know much about her till I got her file and the teams own. I heard they had another but their other member is in junior police headquarters. Given the fact she is the most calm here..it's..well..something." he said rubbing the back of his head.

"......."

"So even if a riot happens, I don't worry since she either tries to remain away or stop it." He said.

"..I.....geez." As Maggie thinks, it was time for the inmates to return to their cells. "Though, it also explains most of the men being scared of her?"

"Well, yes but theirs another reason.." the group looks seeing some male inmates admiring her but they were under some trance while behaving. "Because of her demonic nature, It was said she's a succubus too."

"A what!?" Maggie shouted.

"How could a succubus be here!? And around guys! You do know what they do to males if given the chance right!?" Maggie said. "What if one of them tries to hurt her given the fact that others or some of the officers are females too!?"

"Theirs another reason for that." Vanessa said but with arms crossed looking to Joshua.

"It's because Joshua made a pack with her to insure she don't eat anyone nor harm anyone. In return, she keeps him safe and the prison if needed be."

".......Eh?!?"

~~~~~~~~~Meanwhile with Jaron~~~~~~~~~~~

He was sitting outside taking time to clear his head. The jackals were around him worried. He has never yelled at her like that before but it was because of Bradley. He was the reason this happened and to his anger. Now he gone and made her upset. Right now, he was petting one silver lung dragon's head while it was curled up.

"..........." He looks about thinking again but that's when some inmates were still inside so it was just him out here. Clearing his head helps so it was something.

'*Sighs* I didn't mean to yell at you like that, Melinda. I hope your alright..' he thought to himself but one Jackal named Sid lays their head on his lap poking his hand. He blinks to look down but gently pets their head.

"I'm alright. I guess it's just not a good week for me is it?" he asked even if the other jackals were wagging their tails being giant puppies right now. They always want to ensure their leader was alright but happy too. Seeing him like this was unlike him.

However, he looks ahead again while seeing cars passing by the prison but his thoughts were still on Melinda. When he left he heard crying in her room but he didn't mean to upset her. He just was caught in the moment even feeling a bit down when going somewhere else before coming out.

~~~~~~Flashback~~~~~~~

"Wait, so that's true?" Jaron asked to look at the window speaking with a doctor who had some medic results from the females under the aphrodisiac what was tested from one of the spiked cakes was positive.

"Though, it was one that had no smell to it. Even if another demon would sniff it out, you wouldn't be able to." he said showing the paper results to Jaron.

He reads them for a moment but looked worried. Even if he had his jackals sniff it out, they wouldn't find it?

"It's said this type has a effect on demons that it's harder to trace showing it is most used for demons in the case. So whoever eaten the cake wouldn't know." he explains. "It's been said this traces back from the black market but other troublemakers have copied the recipie."

"......"

Hearing this, he even calls Ophelia and she tells him the same even the other doctor Hex explains to.

"Yes, given that fact I'm shocked they measured it carefully. This type of plant is very very strong and very unstable even when it's put into food like that. They could have seriously made someone sick." Hex said on the phone while checking a sample of the plant they had there at Kinie's prison.

"So this plant was that deadly?"

"In short words yes. I already seen this sort of plant in action and the results were.....disturbing to explain. Even so, this plant should always be avoided because it heavily effects demons without them knowing, Mr. Jackal."

"I..I see.."

"Though, I can't believe that sort of plant was there in the first place but Dr. Hex said it was from the black market indeed before that business was taken down. This drug should have been destroyed way back." she said.

"I think I got ya." Jaron said looking at the ground still on the phone.

"Though, was their anything else Jaron?" Ophelia asked.

"No that was it. Thanks you guys." he said.

"Of course Jaron.." she said before the she hung up. Jaron lowers the phone but looks down to sigh.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

So even if he could have gotten it checked, he wouldn't know about the cakes being spiked. Even worse, Melinda didn't know. She nor the other female officers knew about this till it was too late. Looking down, he felt even more bad now and wanted to find a way to say sorry to Melinda. He looks quiet only to feel his jackals close around him with one licking his face that he chuckled to pet their head.

"Easy now. Like I said, I'm alright. I'm sorry that I am worrying you all now.." he said as they look to him even seeing the lung dragon floating up a little to boop his nose.

"And sorry for worrying you too. It's just I wanna be sure she's safe..even from the thought it worries me. I can't believe I yelled like that and I've always been known to keep my cool. That's so unlike me." he sighed shaking his head but he sees the others now around him but tilts their heads.

"Well....at least I got that jerk to learn I wasn't joking and will leave her and the other female officers alone." he mutters. "Though...seems they had to update security because of that and it only might get worse later down the road." he said and yet, he only remains focused with Melinda in mind. How was she doing? Was she alright? Right now, they needed time to clear their heads but looking down, he hopes to talk to her and hope to see if she was alright. Later this afternoon, he'll indeed check on her.

~~~~~~Timeskip: Later that afternoon around 3:45pm~~~~~~~

Jaron was back inside the prison seeing the inmates must have already eaten lunch since they were back in their cells. The guards were standing watch but insuring things were calm right now. However, he was heading back to Melinda's room to see if she was there or wished to speak. As he gets to the door, he knocks and waits.

"............"

No answer? He wonders if she was there but when he was about to knock again...

"Hello?"

".....Ummmm, Melinda? It's me, Jaron...."

"........"

He heard nothing from the other side but he hears a click, knowing the door was unlocked to show her. Melinda was standing there and it seems she was quiet while looking to him. Her arms were folded.

"Ummm....."

".....Yes?"

"I......*Sighs* M...may I come in?" he asked gently but she looks to the side but sighed to move so he can come inside. Jaron walks in but he saw her close the door. Everything seems the same except the tea stain on the rug from before. Before long, she turns to walk over and offers a seat for him on the couch while he walks over to sit down after removing his shoes but she was quiet while he was too.

The only noise heard was the ticking of the clock. They just sat in silence right now with one another that it leaves them unsure on how to talk. So, Jaron starts first.

"Melinda, I'm......Listen, I'm so sorry about what happened this morning. I didn't mean to shout or yell at you. I was just concerned about what happened that night. After what happened I just...felt really angry given the fact Bradley could have done something horrible to the women...and you." he looks down but she was listening to him.

"I know I shouldn't have yelled at you and I'm never like that. It was wrong of me to do that. I didn't mean the hurtful things I've said to you. I shouldn't have....." He shook his head with eyes closed to sigh but Melinda looks ahead but she was resting her hands on her lap.

"....I'm sorry too." he heard her speak but looks seeing her just looking to the wall. "I didn't mean to get mad at you either. In that way, you were right. I should have done better in picking up the drug in those cakes but I didn't know about it honestly. It was like it was masked so I couldn't detect it. Even now, I don't know even if I feel better with no side effects..it still upsets me that it happened."

"......." She was touching her shoulder where Bradley bit her but then sighed closing her eyes then opening them half way looking down. "I know the dangers and risks of being a officer as you do too. Their are things that will happen but even now we have to stay focused on it....." she said after that Jaron looks to see her grip her pants.

"But still....I got you worried over me because of that slip up. It makes me feel like I'm still keeping things from you huh? Even when we are older adults now...it still keeps happening." she said only to laugh at herself bitterly. It was like she was stupid for not noticing that but it wasn't her fault. Jaron knew that thanks to the doctors but she didn't know that.

"Melinda.." he reaches to almost touch her cheek to explain but stops to look. He saw tears running down her cheeks again that she was looking upset again.

"Even after I became I demon, I still act like I'm just as before when I was human. Heh, I bet it's so embarrassing to you huh? Having a partner that still tends to act like her old self." she laughed but she reaches up to clear some tears off but he sees her look in his direction. She was crying and yet, her eyes were closed with a small smile seen.

"I bet even now I look like some cry baby because of this. Even if I'm a demon I should have done better right? I should be smarter than this right? If that's the case then none of this would have happened...." She said but hicups now that Jaron said nothing but he only looks down hating to see her cry like this. Now he wishes that argument never happened. Even hearing the shouting in his thoughts, he wishes they would go away but he knew it would remain with him knowing that.

"Melinda....." Looks at her again frowning slightly.

"I'm s..sorry for being such a idiot Jaron...I'm so sorry.." she mutters but he had heard enough.

"Shhhhhh...shhhhh......" he was hushing her softly but gently, resting his hands on her own. Jaron then carefully pulls her to him so their foreheads were pressed against one another, their noses touching as well.

"It's not true. Your not a cry baby because of this. I know this job is dangerous for everyone and us. We know that dealing with dangerous criminals would do. What it might endanger us to." he said but his eyes were closed.

"I never meant to hurt you like this. I never wanted to be the one to make you cry like this." he said but she was shaking now only to him pulling back but kissing her forehead.

"B..but after all the things I shouted back at you. I don't deserve you. You..it's like I'm the reason you get angry. I'm the reason your a bit more violent now a days....was it because of me?" she asked.

"No no no no..it's never you. You never did anything wrong."

"B..but.."

"Melinda Brooks, the reason I got mad was because someone else tried to hurt you. I don't want another sick person harming you. True, I said I don't resort to violence but for my friends I can let it slide. For you, I would do that too. I'm how I am because I Just want you to be safe....and alive with me." he said looking to her.

"Even after our fight, that won't stop me from being at your side. You mean everything to me Melinda. Even with a argument that won't change anything...." he said now upset himself.

"......"

"I never wanted to say such horrible words to you and yet I did. I never wanted to show violence towards you. I never wanted to make you cry. I never wanted to cause anything that would make you not wish to be with me.." he said that he slowly looks down but as Melinda looks her own silver eyes widen. A few tears shows from his own eyes too?

"J..Jaron?"

"I know your a strong woman you showed me that. You care and loving to everyone you hold dear even me. Your not stubborn at all only if it involves helping and protecting others and me. You...your one of a kind to me Melinda and I don't want to lose that!" he said.

"........."

"I don't want to be the reason I lose the only woman that's been by my side for so long. I won't let that happen! I'm sorry I've said all those hurtful things to you but I do care about you. I want to stay by your side and I want you by my side too! I..I just......" Before continuing his words were stopped as he was pulled into a hug as Jaron was quiet while laying against her on the couch. She said nothing holding him close not wanting to let go of him. He knew tears were running down her cheeks.

".....M...Melinda-"

"........Please j..just....don't talk." she said now crying more. "L..Lets just be like this for a while...p..please......" she held him gently but he only remains quiet before wrapping his arms around her body not wanting to let go as he was crying too. He felt her hand stroking the top of his head since he didn't have the officer hat on.

"..I'm still so sorry Melinda..." He said.

".......I know..*sniffles* I'm sorry too. I'm so sorry Jaron for worrying you..." she said back.

"...It's fine. I forgive you...I hope you forgive me." he said softly but Melinda only closed her eyes.

"..I do..I forgive you." she said back softly. "And...I'll try harder to open up to you more, d..deal?" she said before Jaron looks to close his eyes.

"Y....yeah...Deal."

For now, he believes staying here with her is better for now till she calms down. And honestly, Melinda didn't mind that. The officers from before hopes things worked out but they informed warden Fin that officer Jaron is on break for a while till he is ready to come back.

They needed this for right now.

[softeninglooks]

ace of diamond | falling in love with sanada shunpei

yet another comfort character voiced by hiroshi kamiya ( ˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈♡) for age purposes, yakushi is a university team in this drabble!

neither you nor raichi can pinpoint the exact moment when you went from classmates, to friends who warmly cared for one another beyond chatting between class breaks

perhaps it was when raichi admitted (a little ashamed) that he needed help with passing exams, because low grades would prevent him from going to baseball tournaments, and his request was met with nothing but genuine understanding and kindness (he was no longer ashamed, then)

or when he invited you to watch his next baseball game as a thank you, and suddenly you were attending every game and wholeheartedly cheering for your university team

or when he introduced you to his team-mates and dad, proudly boasting that he had passed all his exams thanks to your invaluable help - you knew better than anyone that when raichi put in the effort, he was capable of tremendous growth in surprisingly short amounts of time

from then on, your friendship was sealed. and with it came the rest of yakushi, who enthusiastically welcomed you into their circle; they were proud to have such a fervent supporter, and you fit right in with them as you too took an interest in baseball

as raichi's other closest friend, sanada was someone you got to know quickly. as a strong and focused player, he was a counterpoint to raichi's explosive energy. while sanada had been influenced by raichi's deep passion for baseball and was driven by the desire to play more, his presence on the mound sufficed to soothe the nerves of the rest of his team and give them confidence that even missed plays could later be turned into new opportunities to win

sanada was enthralled by you as soon as the two of you met. he had got the chance to talk to you as you walked with the team on the way back to university, raichi insisting that of course you could stay, since he was the one who asked you to come to the game!

judging by your open friendliness and enthusiasm to learn more about baseball, sanada could easily see how raichi and you had become such good friends. not only that, but sanada had glimpsed just how passionate you were about your own interests when his other team-mates fired a little too many questions your way to get to know you better. his heart skipped a beat right when you asked “what about you, sanada-kun? how did you start playing baseball?” your passion was something that he admired, it reminded him of why raichi had become such a dear friend of his, how passionate people inspired him to give his very best

when he was not pitching, the intense gleam in sanada's dark eyes turned into a bright and inviting light. after you had been introduced to the baseball team, sanada left a lasting impression on you - you had been drawn to his self-assured and well-meaning ways, his smile at once playful and sociable. he spoke highly of his friends and believed in them like no other; he wanted to get stronger to be a reliable ace for the team, to contribute to raichi and raizou's dream, which had become the team's dream too. you could see how father and son had adopted the entire yakushi team

your fondness for the yakushi baseball team only kept growing from then on. you cheered for your new friends tirelessly (a little louder for sanada, it seemed) and sometimes even met up with them after practice. and sanada, too, had been thinking about ways to see you more often. the more he got to know you, the more he wanted to spend time with you, the harder he worked to impress you from the mound (though we wouldn’t tell anyone, for fear of his stupid—mostly in an endearing but sometimes troublesome way—team embarrassing you or him)

sanada started to attend the lectures that you went to. though he was a science major, you found him following courses that had nothing to do with his subject - and his enjoyment of them warmed your heart like no other. he would come up to you and offer some excuse, “i heard that this series of lectures is really good” (the person he had heard it from was you, though), then ask if he could take a seat by your side. you would stay chatting after classes, sharing thoughts and impressions, and sometimes you would text each other facts about the subject that you found out on the internet in the evening. his natural warmth and extraversion, his readiness to help out and reassure his team-mates, his genuine curiosity for your interests, made you fall harder for sanada day after day

“sanada-kun, i started reading the book that that professor recommended last time, and it’s so interesting!,” “sanada-kun, i caught a baseball game on TV last night. i tried to see if the pitcher had any cutter balls!” sanada’s smile softened as you told him all about the baseball game you had watched, his heart thumping loudly along to the sound of your voice. he invited you to attend a baseball game with him then, one that he wasn’t playing in, so you could watch it together and he could provide commentary. of course you accepted, and the warmth in sanada’s smile made your chest ache in the best of ways

during the game, sanada realized how happy you were to be spending this time together, how brightly you grinned at him, and he wholeheartedly hoped that his feelings might not go unreciprocated. you started spending even more time together after that. you would stay by sanada’s side after games, sit together in lectures you attended together, have lunch together with raichi, laugh at each other's jokes, and be proud of each other's accomplishments. sanada would walk you back home after lectures when you ran into one another at the end of the day (not entirely by accident)

everyone on the team could see how close the two of you were, to the point that the rest of yakushi started teasing sanada relentlessly when you were not around. funnily enough, raichi was probably the only one who did not pay attention - when he was with the team, he was too absorbed in baseball to truly care about anything else happening around. raizou was secretly rooting for sanada and you though, it reminded him of his own youth

the confession was sweet and easy, so natural that you barely needed words - the soft look in sanada's eyes was enough to make you understand what he meant. you were walking home together and he asked you if you wanted to spend time together the upcoming weekend, just the two of you. “of course, i would be really happy to,” you smiled at him, your heart racing so fast that you thought sanada could sense it somehow. but you were not embarrassed. on the contrary, there is nothing you wished more than for sanada to know how appreciated he was, how loved and supported by everyone around him

“so it's a date?” you nodded, taking his hands into yours. “yes, please.” “so you will be my girlfriend?” he squeezed your hands, looking deep into your eyes. “yes!” sanada grinned back at you and lost no time in pulling you into a hug. you held him tight, hearing his heart beat just as fast as yours, and breathed out a chuckle into his chest. “you struck out on this one, shunpei.” “i’m not the ace for nothing,” he laughed fondly and ruffled your hair

next time you came to watch yakushi play, sanada made sure that everyone could see him take your hand and plant a cheerful kiss on your cheek. his eyes were shining with pride

[minteayoongimakesmewoozi]

Sanekihiko my beloveds😭😭

i love these two and the way you write them,hoping there's more hcs or drabbles of them to come

i keep thinking abt how Akihiko would've loved Genya,and the Higuchi family meeting Sanemi

my brain with ideas is like spotting a squirrel in a city. not impossible, but sometimes it can be hard to find one. but sanekihiko are so so dear to me and it's a travesty that i never got a chance to explain about them more in fits canon! i love writing them - and also akihiko and ayame interactions.

anyways, this is part of an every sibling lives au that still ends up with the main squad being demon slayers

AKIHIKO LOVES GENYA

- "You have a little brother," Akihiko says, almost accusingly.

Sanemi grunts, eyes still closed. He thought he was going to have a nice nap before Akihiko arrived, but clearly his boyfriend was not going to let that happen.

"Don't know what you're talking about," mutters Sanemi.

If he doesn't look at the problem (Akihiko), then he doesn't have to deal with the problem.

"Shinazugawa Genya! Kanae just told me." A pause. "Does this mean I have a little brother?"

"You have five sisters."

"Don't change the subject!"

The fact that Akihiko even thinks it's a subject change means he's aware of how much he loves to babble about his sisters. Damn it. Who told him?

It was probably Tomioka. Or Murata. Those assholes.

Sanemi shifts from where he's seated at the base of the wisteria tree on the grounds of the Wind Estate. Akihiko takes it for what it is and throws himself into the spot made for him. Even without looking, Sanemi knows Akihiko has his cheeks puffed out in indignation.

He reaches up and squeezes a soft cheek between his fingers. Akihiko yelps, but doesn't pull away.

"I killed my mother," Sanemi says seriously.

"I know that," Akihiko lisps. "What, you think Genya-kun still blames you for it?"

"He should."

"But does he?"

How the hell would Sanemi know? He doesn't want anything to do with his eldest younger brother. It's bad enough that Himejima has to look after the rest of his orphaned younger siblings. Why couldn't Genya have been like the others and just stayed normal? It's the least he could've done for Sanemi's sake.

"I'm going to say hi to him," Akihiko decides.

Sanemi swiftly changes his hold on Akihiko so the younger man is squished against his chest instead. Akihiko makes a faint noise of offense, but doesn't pull away.

"Leave him alone," Sanemi grumbles, finally cracking an eye open. All he can see is Akihiko's unruly hair as he finds the best way to settle against Sanemi's chest. "Just let him do it on his own."

Akihiko's simmering silence is enough for Sanemi to know that he won't leave Genya alone.

Seriously, why did he have to end up dating the one guy with a sibling complex? He's so fucking annoying.

- "Genya!"

Akihiko is determined to make nice with Sanemi's little brother. Sanemi is a crotchety old bastard who always skirts around any topic of his family likenit's a plague that should never be mentioned.

What a hypocrite.

He'll listen to Akihiko and Kanae gush about their younger sisters, and maybe he'll even chime in a thing or two about his own, but he's stubbornly tight-lipped about his brothers. Not just Genya, but also Hiroshi, Koto and Shuuya. It's a miracle they even got their names out of him.

Ayame and Genya both turn towards him.

Akihiko's polite smile widens into a grin.

Would you look at that? Ayame's making friends!

Of course, Ayame has plenty of friends, but she only ever lets him talk to Tanjirou, Zenitsu and Inosuke. She's very secretive about any other friends she might have met, insisting that she doesn't have any.

He knows his eldest younger sister can be taciturn and a bit of a loner, but he doubts she's as solitary as she wants him to believe. Ayame can be very bubbly in the right circumstances.

"Niichan," Ayame sighs with a hint of exasperation. "What do you want with Genya-kun?"

Areh. She uses a suffix with Genya. How cute! She doesn't do that with Tanjirou, Zenitsu or Inosuke.

His sharp eyes pick out the way she angles herself so she's standing between Akihiko and Genya protectively. She even reaches out to pull Genya a little behind her, even if Sanemi's little brother towers over her. Somehow or another, Genya has earned the right to be under her circle of protection. Now that is something special.

Akihiko tempers his grin and addresses Ayame first.

"A guy needs a reason to get to know his fellow Kisatsutai members better?" Akihiko answers evasively. "And how have you been, Aya-hime?"

"Ayame," she snaps, lips twitching to fight off a frown. "I'm not ten years old anymore, Niichan."

Genya lets out a faint questioning sound that he quickly swallows when Akihiko's gaze snaps to him.

"Niichan," Ayame says warningly.

Honestly, Akihiko won't let anyone talk to him that way. He's Giyuu's tsuguko, so he's used to the amount of respect and deference that title is awarded him. It doesn't hurt that his girlfriend and boyfriend are also Hashiras, but he likes to think that's a separate thing entirely.

Akihiko clasps his hands politely behind his back. "Introduce me to your friend, Ayame."

Ayame rolls her eyes. He's pretty sure she learned that from Shinobu-chan, because Rengoku-san would never treat others like that. He isn't even sure if Rengoku-san knows how to make such a disrespectful expression.

"Niichan, Genya. Genya, this is my Oniichan, Higuchi Akihiko."

Genya bows, mumbling a greeting. Akihiko can't help but beam.

He's so polite! Akihiko almost can't believe Sanemi raised him.

Ayame stomps on his foot.

"I should go," Genya says politely, leaning down so he can keep his voice quiet while he speaks to Ayame. "I need to see Kanae-sama."

Ayame blinks, then offers Genya a small smile. "Right. Don't let Niichan keep you. I'll see you around, Genya-kun."

"Mn. See you, Ayame."

Ayame's hand clamped around Akihiko's upper arm is the main reason why Akihiko doesn't go scurrying after Genya. He can't even find out why Genya is seeing Kanae; she's all about doctor-patient confidentiality, and he doubts Genya is seeing her for social reasons.

When he tears his gaze from Genya's retreating back, he's met with Ayame's grumpy frown.

"I can't go three seconds without you barging in on me talking to a friend?" she demands.

Akihiko analyses what he just saw.

Ayame and Genya were talking. Genya's body was utterly relaxed up to the point Akihiko invaded their conversation. There was a faint blush on his cheeks when Ayame stood in front of him. He was very careful to lower himself as much as his large bulk allowed so Ayame didn't feel too small.

Akihiko hums. "Just a friend?"

A scowl blooms on her face. "What's with that tone? I can have friends. You've met them!"

He hums again.

Ayame can have friends. She has the ability to be precocious when she isn't being grumpy. Zenitsu and Inosuke are definitely her friends, and there's been something strange brewing between her and Tanjirou for a while now. Then again, they've known each other for years, so that's something else entirely.

"Stop that," she orders, swatting his hand away when he tries to ruffle her hair. "Whatever it is you have to say, just spit it out."

"I just wonder what Tanjirou has to say about this, that's all."

It seems like Genya has a little crush.

On his sister.

Pink is smattered high on Ayame's cheekbones. "Why are you bringing Tanjirou into this? You're being all weird about him again."

Akihiko gives her a knowing look.

His sister notices everything that goes on. There's no way she misses the fond look in Tanjirou's eyes that he reserves just for her. It's a little beyond friendship, even if they both boldly declare that's all they have.

Akihiko isn't an idiot. He's sure Ayame isn't either.

She harrumphs. "If you must know, Tanjirou's the one who says I should try and talk to Genya-kun. That's all." As an afterthought, she adds, "What I do with my free time is no one else's business."

Especially yours, Niichan.

Ara ara, Ayame is so touchy. This must be a consequence of puberty. But then again, she's always been a little more secretive since she joined the Kisatsutai. Some days, he misses his little sister who used to look at him like he hung the stars in the sky. Now that they're both Demon Slayers, she's more aware of who he is as a person. It might also have something to do with the fact that she's a strong candidate for being Rengoku-san's tsuguko. In a few months, they might share the same title - even if under different Hashiras.

"Alright," Akihiko acquiesces, holding his hands up in surrender. "I'm glad you're expanding your social circle, that's all. A girl your age should have plenty of friends."

Ayame's eyes narrow suspiciously.

She can squint at him all she likes, but he's being genuine. It's clear that Genya needs a friend, and he could do worse than Ayame.

HIGUCHI FAMILY MEETS SANEMI

- Damn it. He should have known. Sanemi should have damn well known.

It wasn't a coincidence that Akihiko looked for him after they completed their missions. They're both further north than usual, and Akihiko has been complaining that he misses his younger sisters. He sees plenty of Ayame, of course, but he has more sisters than just that one brat.

It's just a short detour, Akihiko wheedled.

Sanemi glowers at Akihiko's back as he goes to greet Ayame and Tanjirou with a tight hug.

Ayame's eyes shoot to Sanemi.

"What's he doing here?" she asks grumpily.

Tanjirou laughs nervously, shuffling on his feet. He doesn't meet Sanemi's eyes.

Good. He'd better not try and talk to him familiarly after headbutting him at the Hashira Trial. Kisatsutai members are forbidden to fight, but is one punch really a fight?

Akihiko laughs brightly. "Why else? He's never been to Okutama before!"

Sanemi knows what this is really about.

They met the rest of Sanemi's siblings last month. The kids had taken a shine to Akihiko almost immediately, and even Genya was in good spirits. Thanks to Akihiko's meddling, his relationship was getting better with Genya. Sanemi would still prefer if his eldest little brother followed a more normal and mundane life, but he only has himself to blame. No amount of injury will make Genya quit; his brother is made of stern stuff. He has to be in order to continue being a Demon Slayer despite not being able to master Total Concentration Breathing.

Sanemi still isn't happy, but he'll live with it. So long as Genya still lives.

Ayame's expression is polite, but hostile. If there's one thing Kamado Tanjirou is good at, it's distracting Ayame from how much she dislikes Sanemi. (He still doesn't owe that thick-skulled brat anything. He could take on anything Ayame chooses to throw his way.)

- The Higuchi home is still lively despite the tragedy that occurred years ago. Tanjirou had bowed out quickly, leaving for his home up the mountain to check on his younger siblings. Ayame did manage to eke out a promise that Tanjirou and his siblings would join them tomorrow for dinner before they set off for the Butterfly Estate the day after.

The first thing that greets Sanemi is the noise when the younger sisters of the Higuchi siblings realise their eldest siblings are home.

"Neechan!" two remarkably similar girls scream, diving for Ayame.

Ayame catches them, all tension in her body leaving as she listens to them babble over one another. Akihiko is similarly assaulted - the two youngest immediately swarm demanding, demanding he tell them stories of his adventures.

"Girls," a man calls out, peeking out from the forge. "Let Akihiko and Ayame take off their shoes first."

The man looks very similar to Akihiko and Ayame, although he doesn't have their blue eyes. This must be the uncle that moved back to Okutama to look after the younger siblings.

"Take-ji," Akihiko and Ayame chorus, "tadaima."

"Okaeri, Akihiko, Ayame." Curious violet eyes settle on Sanemi. "And who's this?"

"This," Akihiko tugs Sanemi's awkward figure forward, "is my boyfriend, Take-ji. Shinazugawa Sanemi."

"Ah! I've heard a lot about you! Akihiko writes about you often."

"What about Kanae-nee?" the only caramel-haired little girl demands. "What'd you do to her?"

That last question is aimed at Sanemi.

"She's my girlfriend too," answers Sanemi.

The little girl squints at him, then shrugs. "Okay."

Gods, it's a good thing children are so easy to handle.

"I want Tanjirou-san," the sister hanging off Ayame's arm declares. "That way, Neechan can have her boyfriend here too."

"Boy who's a friend," Ayame says hastily. "He's just a friend!"

More than one person snorts. Even Sanemi closes his eyes at the depths of her obliviousness.

If Tanjirou is just her friend, Sanemi will eat his own zori. No one looks at a mere friend the way those two look at each other. If Sanemi didn't know any better, he'd think Ayame thinks the sun rises just for Tanjirou.

Akihiko and Ayame's other uncle, Osamu-san, ushers them all inside for tea and dinner. It's clear that he's the one who makes sure the household functions properly.

Sanemi had forgotten what a home felt like. With the Shinazugawas, it's clear that the home Himejima-san provided for them is just a house. They're all working to pay back the old monk's kindness.

With the Higuchis, it's a home. There are various crafts littering the walls and floors, with evidence that Takehiko-san and Osamu-san are doing their best to give the younger Higuchi sisters as much normalcy as possible, even with their scars and their lack of parents. Between Akihiko and Ayame, they earn enough to keep things running and comfortable even with the forge currently out of use.

Akihiko's younger sisters - except for Ayame - hang around Sanemi like stray cats. They pester him with questions, wanting to know what life outside of their village is like. It even makes Ayame warm up to him a little, although she's more icy instead of frosty. She puts up an admirable act of civility for her younger sisters, either way.

- "They like you," Akihiko tells him when it's just the two of them.

Ayame and Tanjirou were called out to a mission before them. There were plenty of tears and whining from the four Higuchi sisters, but Tanjirou handled all of them with aplomb. It helped that his own younger siblings were there to distract the Higuchis.

Sanemi nods.

His throat feels tight.

He knows he isn't very likeable. Intimidating is a kind way of describing him.

"Do you think," he says quietly, "that I could visit again?"

He misses the feeling of a home. He thinks it would be nice if he could bring his own siblings to Okutama next time.

Akihiko smiles brilliantly. It takes Sanemi's breath away, like the first bloom of spring.

Akihiko tentatively takes his hand and squeezes. "We'd all like that very much, Sanemi."

Sanemi almost says I love you. The fond look in Akihiko's gaze tells him he already knows.

[metalwarrior22]

Ex and Whys

Read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/JdhLVSD by welsTpzy The ‘hottest’ dating show in Republic City: Expecially For You. Asami thought the pun was a little bit corny, and the show even more so. The guest player, or the show liked to call searchee, will try their luck in finding The One among three  mystery suitors whom the searchee might or might not have met before. And the plot twist? The player’s ex will also be making an appearance to help their former flame find a potential significant other. And with Asami’s case, the only option was Mako. Words: 970, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: Avatar: Legend of Korra Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: F/F Characters: Korra (Avatar), Asami Sato, Mako (Avatar), Bolin (Avatar), Opal (Avatar), Hiroshi Sato, Yasuko Sato, Iroh II (Avatar) Relationships: Korra/Asami Sato Additional Tags: Drabble, I don't know what I'm doing, I Tried, No Beta, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, dating show, Based on a real dating show Read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/JdhLVSD

[hatchingphoenix]

The Deer

Everyday Drabbles #952

Like many of the city's residents, she enjoyed feeding the herd of tame deer living in the park. A small cottage industry had grown up around tourists coming to feed the creatures, and the deer had grown quite fat and happy with the arrangement. Today she had attracted quite a herd, and they had practically pressed her up against a tree in their zeal for deer biscuits. In horror, she felt her fingers graze the bottom of the empty bag. The impassible herd of deer stared at her, bleating hungrily. Days later, all the police found were her gnawed bones.

[artist: Hiroshi Yoshida - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hiroshi_Yoshida]

[kirisaki-daichi-scenarios]

the boys teasing Hanamiya for liking a girl one that you wrote earlier,,,, IT IS AMAZING,,,, SO CUTE,,, I LOVE IT,,, CHEF KISS MUA ,,, will there 👉🏻👈🏻 will there be a continuation where the boys find out he likes the girl and tried to help him get her

p1 here

Hara says Hanamiya likes you.

Hara also says that if you buried a berry underground, it would become a tuber and grow into one big berry with roots, which just goes to show that no one should listen to a word that guy says. 

And, given that Hanamiya knows that that’s not how berries work, and especially given that Hanamiya has no interest in recalling the moment he called you cute (you, a mere acquaintance - no, less than that, a fellow student, or, even less familiar: a stranger who just so happens to attend the same school and the same classes as he does), Hanamiya elects to ignore every single word that comes out of Hara’s mouth. 

The problem really begins when Matsumoto, a guy who makes a point of never kidding, strolls into practice one afternoon and says, “you’re not dating that girl in chemistry are you, Hanamiya?” 

Hanamiya pauses from where he’s been jogging on the spot. “Are you kidding? What the fuck are you on about now?” 

Yamazaki sniggers. With an impish grin, He passes a ball to Hara. 

“It’s not that deep,” sighs Matsumoto, rolling his eyes, “I just heard her talking to her friends about you. The way she was talking - it sounded like the two of you were together.” 

“Well, we’re not”. 

The way Hanamiya frowns as he says that, looking distinctly preteen and faintly pink in the cheeks, makes even Matsumoto struggle to contain his smile. Everyone sees the way his lips just part, then slam shut, as he fights the impulse to ask what you had been saying. 

And things get worse for the captain. Furuhashi catches him watching you during gym class - the excuse is that he’s pondering the feasibility of a female basketball team. One evening as Seto prepares to walk home with Hanamiya, he becomes privy to you thanking the man for his help in the most recent chemistry assignment. Surprising for two reasons, in Seto’s mind: a) how stupid were you to need help with that assignment, and b) since when had Hanamiya, king of enjoying people struggle over things he finds easy, been helping others with homework? It can’t be that you’ve blackmailed him, that much is for sure. So it has to be…

“Love,” declares Hara.

Matsumoto rolls his eyes - against his will, he is attending this If-Hanamiya-Gets-A-Girlfriend-He’ll-Stop-Making-Zaki&Me-Do-Laps meeting. His misfortune is in having done some group work with you last year, and thus in having your phone number. 

“It’s a crush,” he corrects. 

“Who cares? It’s enough for us to have some fun with.” 

…That’s the level of care with which Hara has decided to approach the delicate operation of getting Hanamiya a girlfriend. 

[phanherb]

Saiki reflects on his relationship with Satou.

At first I was reluctant to address even the weird fluttering in my chest, because it happens everytime I see Satou. I wasn't ready for all the implications.

But, recently, it's gotten to a point I can no longer ignore it.

This whole thing started as just a little interest I took in him because of how impressively ordinary he is. I wanted to be like him, to have a normal life and not stand out at all. And then, after casually watching him go on about his day for a while, it occurred to me that I didn't just want to be like him, I wanted to be his friend. It took some effort, but at last I was able to befriend him.

As I began to spend more time with him, I discovered I really enjoyed listening to him talk about his bland interests. It was quite fun, so naturally I seeked his company more often.

And then I started thinking about him constantly; I couldn't control my thoughts neither the flow of them. Too many more times than I can bother to count I would be walking and out of the corner of my eye I would see something that inexplicably reminded me of him, and every single time I felt a distinct tug at my heart. I imagined going home with him, holding hands until we were forced to let go. I thought about going to his baseball matches just to see him, because I could never get bored of watching him, nor tired of being with him. I found myself thinking about giving him gifts just to see him smile, and I wondered often about what kind of things he would like to get, and what kind of faces he would make after receiving them.

When I'm with him, I feel comfortable. I can't remember a time I felt that way unless I was alone in my room. Having a social life always felt like a burden. I had never before wanted one, even though people always seem to be drawn to me for some reason.

Some days I struggle. It's hard for me to feel. Most of my emotions are muted, never quite there. It used to trouble me; I thought this made me less like a person. And yet when I'm with him I feel so... Human. I get giddy like I'm a schoolgirl, out of breath like I just ran ten laps over the whole world, and feel some kind of thing in my stomach that resembles being punched in the gut, but, weirdly, in a good way.

This wasn't part of the original plan, but I know he likes me this way, too. So maybe I'll have to make same sex relationships ordinary, so we won't disturb his perfect blandness.

[mintchocolateleaves]

A/N: Part 5. We’re bringing in Agasa. It’s what he deserves. I’m not going to link everything anymore! Please check the hollow-verse tag for previous parts! I’ll mark each one with the part number. If you don’t wanna tag search - this is also on Ao3.

--

Shinichi has been to this town above the surface twice before.

Both times, he hadn't remained long.

The first time had been his during his exile, and with a target placed on his back by the king, Shinichi had not had the time too stay around. The second time, he'd barely spoken with an old friend before he'd realised the princess was in danger, and then he'd raced into the unknown to save her. Which...

Well, he knows where that got him.

The town seems to be perpetually engulfed in darkness, a night that will never end. The houses are barred up, unlived in. There's only one house that Shinichi can recall ever seeing with the light on - even now that he and Hakuba have arrived. Three people in a town meant for... hundreds.

Not enough to be considered a village, let alone a town.

Hakuba wanders into one of the houses, a place he's either squatting in, or has placed under his temporary ownership. Shinichi leaves him to it - there's a map for him to create, and so he wanders through empty streets, back to the town's square. There's another bench, and Shinichi slumps onto it as he waits, closing his eyes as he tries to consider everything that needs to be done, to process everything that's happened.

He's unable to die here. Shinichi isn't sure why, but each time, he wakes back up on a bench - one not dissimilar to this - and it should seem like a blessing, to be able to come back, to have a second shot - a third, a fourth! - but instead, it feels just like a curse. There's a force that keeps him unable to remove his mask, and he can't save the princess, not as he is now.

There's so much he needs to do, so much more to be done and Shinichi feels exhausted already. He just wants to sleep, to settle for a while and never-

"Shinichi-kun?"

Shinichi opens his eyes again. There, stood in front of him is a familiar face with rounded glasses and a lab coat. The professor - the final resident in the town above the surface. When Shinichi had returned before, they'd barely had the time to talk. Professor Agasa had mentioned the princess being in danger and that had been it. He'd not stuck around to hear anything else.

Now, Shinichi glances up, slightly ashamed with himself.

"Professor," Shinichi says. "I'm sorry, about before-"

"It's alright," Agasa says, and Shinichi shuffles to the side of the bench so he can sit beside him. "I'd expected that response, when I told you about Princess Ran. And it's not like I could offer a full welcome either. With everything the way it is."

Shinichi offers a small, short nod. And then, he frowns. "Where is everybody, anyway? Is everyone just asleep...?"

"I'm afraid I'm the only one left, Shinichi-kun." Agasa says, after a moment. He sighs. "That's why the town is so quiet. The other residents, they all go down the well and they don't come back." He pauses for a moment, to make amendments. "Well, that man with the maps has been coming back up recently, it's nice to know I'm not always alone."

Sympathy bleeds through him. Shinichi knows what it's like to be alone. It's not comforting to know that someone else shares that feeling.

"Why do they go below?" Shinichi says. "Surely they know what waits down there."

"It calls to them," Agasa says. "Everyone wants something, and whatever's down there calls to their dreams. Money, glory, enlightenment. Even adventure. Everyone's gone down that well, one by one and they haven't come back."

Shinichi lets out a small sigh.

"I suppose you'll be heading back down again soon," Agasa says. It's not a question, but acceptance.

"Ran is down there," Shinichi says, "I can't just leave her."

Agasa nods. "I know. Ever since you were a child, you dreamed of keeping her safe. That's why you became her knight."

Shinichi remembers. Days in the palace, learning how to wield a sword, repeating holds and drills over and over to ensure he became someone who could protect the princess. Not that Ran was incapable of saving herself - but two swordsmen was always better than one. He should never have let the king banish him - should never have left in the first place. If Shinichi had been more careful...

He doesn't have time to reminisce, to regret. Shinichi needs to keep going. He stands, ready to check on Hakuba, to see whether the map is ready to take him back into the infection.

"I need to keep moving," Shinichi says. "...Stay well, Professor."

"And you," Agasa says, a sigh to his voice. As Shinichi heads away, he hears the scientist mutter to himself: "Perhaps dreams aren't such great things after all..."

[hiroshiii13]

Bingqiu thoughts

There’s this post on twitter about the possibility of Bingqiu fighting about money because SQQ grew up as a 2nd rich gen while Binghe grew up poor. So what if they decided to leave their sect and start w/ only the clothes on their backs?

I still think if they were poor Binghe would work more jobs to get them by so SQQ wouldn’t feel wronged for choosing him. And SQQ would see his silent struggle and consciously pick lower grade items.

When they have a bit more money, Binghe saves up for softer robes for SQQ.

SQQ makes money teaching locals to read and write. SQQ buys him something more frivolous, like a fancy comb. (You can’t get the rich 2nd gen out of him).

It gets used everyday and it’s Binghe’s favorite thing. SQQ uses it on him daily, to tie his hair up before he starts his day.

Meanwhile, the robe is only used during special occasions when SQQ needs to look his best.

A robe and a comb. BH gives SQQ something practical that he thinks too precious to use frequently. And a comb made of ostentatious materials yet worn from years of using daily.

It’s very much how I think they love and want to be loved. Binghe would want the best for his shizun, his nicer robes would give a glimpse to how he was as a CQM peak lord; the way LBH revered him as. And it would be very comfortable. SQQ likes that it’s very lowkey and I think he only wears it on special occasions to preserve this gift for a long time. Much like how he may not be as showy in his affections, but keeps these deeply in his heart.

Meanwhile, I think SQQ as an ex-rich young master would gift something more flamboyant. Something precious and tasteful to show his love for Binghe. He’d think, this is worthy of the protagonist. But more than this, what Binghe enjoys is the daily care he receives through this gift. Something as simple as having his hair put up by his beloved, shows him he is loved everyday.

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himbo in the sun

Handa Seishuu is a himbo. That's it.

Literally just a dumb drabble and Hiro crushing.

Words: 265

Chapters: 1/1

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Are we going to have another part with the DI5 infection again? We haven't heard anything yet so far. Did the others get through, did someone else get infected?

((Hi there and you wish for another one. Sure, I can write something up for you. Just let me think. Oh and some spoken and added in this belongs to my wonderful friend @demon-blood-youths ))

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Its been some time since we checked on the others within New York City has keep on the move. Some fighting through the infected while others subcome to it. Right now, a few of the fractions have gone through this but this leads to some still in hiding spots. It seems Mr. Henderson has gotten through to Jellyfish and Mouse, asking how they were and if they heard from the others.

"No sir..we haven't heard anything else. Even if we could. Our radios and other things are still down." Fosh sighed looking at the computer worried as Mr. Henderson thinks.

'I see. And you haven't been able to contact Ink or the other leaders again after the last time?' he asked.

"No. We did once seeing they were still alive fighting through this..but we got word some of our team members were infected." Mouse said worried that the two look at him.

'Shit. I didn't expect this to be so bad. Right now, New York is under emergency lock down. Nothing goes in or goes out. Meaning it's going to be harder to find a way to get out and stop this.' he said. 'Although, I have some that might try to work with finding some cure for this but nothing so far. We don't have the right missing ingredients to work on it..' he explains.

"Wait, a cure?" the hackers said.

'Well, a possible cure. We got the info you gave us through the e-mail of the notes that was found. So far, we are trying to make something that might work as a anti serum to stop this. So far, it's only lead to negative results. We still are working on improving it but nothing has changed...' he mutters but thinking about it, he looks to Fosh and Mouse.

'Listen to me you two, do your best to stay alive out there. I been getting word the infected has gotten stronger now. Their getting faster, stronger, and more active. I need you to keep moving even if you seek a safe place. They could end up getting heightened senses too later down the road.'

"B..but what about you? We don't know what is going on...and our friends...we don't know if.."

'Knowing them, they are surviving as much as they can. I'm sure with help they will find you as others will. Right now, they have to survive like you two do. Just keep each other safe..I need to go. Just try to find anyone else you can...I'll reach to you again if something comes up.' With that, the call ends leaving Fosh and Mouse alone to think.

"They can adapt? Oh that's not good. But what about the members that got bitten?" she asked.

"I..I don't know..I just hope it's something not too painful.." Fosh said worried. "But like he said, we should keep moving. We need to find another hiding safe point here...staying here has gotten dangerous." Fosh said but Mouse nods only to quickly finish but they were on foot now since their last hide out got set ablaze. The DI5 infected are getting stronger...

But what of the ones that was infected? That leads to another point...

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In another area, we recheck with Rust and Breezy who actually met up with two other people. Melinda and Jaron. The two girls were happy to meet with one another in tears but it seems they had the same situation.

"So you been giving Jaron blood to keep him stable?" Breezy saw her nod yes.

"He's been alright so far...but..I'm worried. The infection might be adapting and changing. He's gotten more in need of blood than food now. Not that I mind but I'm worried about him." Melinda looks quiet but Breezy understood. Even seeing the healed bite mark where Jaron feeds from her.

"..And the same for Rust too?" she asked.

"Yep. We been alright till finding you two. I can't get any word from the others since the radios are still down. But I'm worried. This is getting worse and worse now....what if something else goes wrong." she grumbles but Melinda was worried to gently hold her hand.

"I..It's going to be fine. You always told me it would be....besides, we have to stay strong for our friends...." she then looks to Jaron and Rust who was resting near by. "A..and for them too." she said.

".......Yeah, I know.....it's just hard to move now with the DI5 infected around, we don't know where they could be. Their getting smarter now which is not good.." she said.

"No..but..we'll just have to keep thinking of a plan to keep them at bay.." she said as the girls were trying to rest. Even now, Rust and Jaron were indeed resting but they were wincing a little due to the way of fighting off the hunger.

"Though, we should be alright, lets just check on them to see if they need anything." Breezy said standing up. "I'll go check on Rust....be back Melinda." she said to nod watching her leave. She did decide to check on Jaron too.

Breezy saw Rust resting still but she goes to have some water for him but bends down looking to him. He seems more peaceful now but still looking to be fighting off the hunger. Her fingers brush through his hair worried but hopes he's hanging in there.

"Don't worry Rust. I'll be sure to keep you safe..I want to at least see you fight this off..." she mutters watching over him but when she moves her hand back, a familiar metal hand grabs her wrist. "!?"

She blinks looking to see Rust awake but he was panting still holding her not hurting her. Breezy didn't know he was awake. "Rust? Are you alright? Do you need something.." she asked but all Rust did was wince again.

"Hey hey easy...take it easy.." she said worried to help him sit up. He was tired of this damn thing but he already was doing his best to stay calm only to lean against Breezy who held him. All she did was remain quiet holding him.

"It's alright...I'm here Rust....." she said but that made her wonder if the others were alright. She hopes they are. They had to be. Even with him gripping the back of her shirt, he was shaking panting against it trying to fight it. She looked worried.

"......H...u..ng..ry....Hun....gry........"

"Huh? What did you say Rust?" However, she had a feeling he was alright only to adjust himself now slowly licking against the spot he bit her before.

"W..wait, are you..hungry again?" she asked still feeling the licking. She didn't move but only looks quiet. "I..If your hungry again..You can if you need to. It's fine." she said feeling the light tickles of his licks. However, he didn't say much but only looks keeping her close.

"...I'm sorry Breezy......" he said only to bite her again. She twitched from the bite but she bit into his torn jacket while letting him eat. It was fine, she was not saying a thing but she only remains quiet while he grips the shirt more while eating.

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Melinda was already checking on Jaron too but she was sitting by him while hoping he was alright. This was too crazy but he's been holding on since then. However, she was feeling him nuzzle against the palm of her hand.

"...I see your still hanging on. I'm happy to know this..but I'm still worried. I don't know what this infection will do to you or the others.." she mutters.

"..I'll be fine. It's not as bad when I got bit...but It's better because at least your not suffering from this." he speaks tired like but Melinda knew.

".....Even so, It still might happen right? Even if I'm not infected...I still worry more about you than me.." she mutters and yet, Jaron looks up to her.

"It's alright. We will figure this out remember? Everyone is going through this either not infected or is. We just have to be more careful.." he said even if he was seeing her still worry. "And to be sure none of them try to." he said.

"..I know. I am able to but...I will be careful."

"Even after the last time when one almost bit you?" he asked but she was quiet remembering. He was able to get away from it before she burned it. However, he didn't like the thought of one hurting her.

"I'm sorry.....I didn't know it would explaining them getting smarter. I just have to become more alert with my surroundings." she said but thinking about it, Jaron was quiet only to look at her.

"I know you will..I don't want you to get infected with this...thing. It's painful and it already is messing with my head even so. I do feel okay...even with wanting your blood more than before." he said.

"...I"m told I know.....but I said I would so that way nothing would happen to you." she said.

"You did and I know.." he said but gently reaches to take her hand from his cheek but moved his own to hold her wrist gently. "That means I have to do my best to ensure your safe too. We keep each other safe from this.....but I'll do my best to ensure you of that." as he speaks, he looks to her only to his golden eyes glowing. Yeah, seems the infection was adapting but she blinks to look at him.

"I....know you will. I just...." as she speaks, he leans in closer at a slow pace only to keep her against the wall while looking at her. "......"

"I don't want them to bite or touch you...even if I have to do my best to keep you safe I will.." he got real close to hold her cheeks to look at her. "You mean a lot to me, and I would not let anything happen to you..." he said softly only for him to gently kiss her. She didn't move from this but it only made her blush feeling him break the kiss to look at him. However, she feels him pull her close to hug her but he still was fighting this. He will fight it and he knew Rust would too. Though for now, they had to rest before going on. Though now, Jaron and Rust remain sane but wishes to keep the two safe and close so nothing would take them away.

~~~~~Meanwhile~~~~~~

"Well, this is a little problem..Seems we might have to find another way to go around, Hellmare." Hiroshi said holding his bloody daggers coated in their blood.

"I believe so. This really is getting worse. We'll have to think of another plan.." Hellmare was coated in blood herself as the two were back to back seeing the hoard hissing at them. Seems they were in a unknown location underground. However, they will fight through this before on before gunfire and slashing was heard from that same area.

It's a battle with everyone right now.

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⁂ Fall’s Love (Hiroshi Yagyuu)

Genre: Fluff, Romance ☁

Word Count: 296 ☁

Pairing: Reader x Yagyuu ☁

World: Prince of Tennis ☁

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You sat outside in the shade of a large oak tree. The season had changed to fall, turning the leaves a bright shade of orange and brown. A smile came to your lips as the wind rustled through your hair, fallen leaves stirring around you.

The sound of someone clearing their throat brought you from your thoughts. Seeing your long-time crush, Hiroshi Yagyuu, standing in front of you in all of his glory caused a spark of pink to rush to your cheeks.

“If you sit out here too long, you’ll catch a cold,” he told you, gently.

You swallowed the lump that had formed in your throat and attempted to speak without stuttering, to no avail. “I-It’s not quite cold enough for that just yet.” Your voice remained at a low pitch, barely above a whisper.

He pushed his glasses up with his middle finger, sitting down next to you on the leaf-covered ground. This caused your blush to darken. “That’s a beautiful necklace,” he commented, motioning towards the heart-shaped pendant that hung loosely around your neck.

“T-Thank you,” you mumbled, trying to ignore the insistent burning in your cheeks.

“Y/N,” he called, softly. Your eyes met his. He smiled softly, leaning in to place a chaste kiss on your forehead. “You’re adorable.”

Your eyes widened in shock before you managed to gather up all the courage you could muster, “Y-Yagyuu-san I… I love you!” you squeezed your eyes shut tight, not believing that you had actually just confessed your feelings to the gentleman of Rikkaidai.

He chuckled, placing another kiss on her other cheek. “I love you too, Y/N.” His hand gently took your own, lacing your fingers together.

You smiled brightly.

You had just found one more reason to love fall.

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A million dreams part 1

Yutaka Tennoji

Post wedding

words: 2042

I finished rereading the Yutaka Tennoji stories again and my GOD I’m in love all over again. I love bunny floofloo so so much. I had an idea in my head since work and I wanted to get it down. (it may be similar to a scene in Kirisawa’s route but eh, they’re both my babes and I have such a strong love for angst.) 

Anyways, there are spoilers ahead. And I will be touching on a situation in the story that I think would have an effect on their marriage later in life, hence inspiring this little story! With that I hope you all enjoy part 1! Mildly inspired by “A million dreams” from the greatest showman, P!nk cover. 

She was effectively done with bombs. 

That was still putting it mildly. The newest two cases that had fallen upon second unit had them all running down to the bone. A human trafficking ring seemed to be working with a small drug dealing gang. Her brother, being the nosy detectives brother he was, had noticed the shifty behavior of a colleague at the drug rehabilitation facility he worked at. 

Turned out he has a bit of a detective in himself as well. With his concerns he was able to slyly get Ellina the information she needed to crack down on the colleague. The down side was that with that revelation her brother was instantly targeted. And gangs weren’t above using bombs. His apartment was obliterated not long after the first unit publicized the findings looking for a praise. Endangering her brother for their own egos. 

Thankfully he was not harmed. Upset, but not harmed. He enjoyed the attention form female officers and detectives, and was put up in a temporary apartment not far from the precinct, under surveillance. 

‘Planting rehabilitating drug addicts with bombs and using them as ‘scape goats to draw regular authorities off their trail. Despicable.’ She thought to herself, typing as quickly and efficiently as she could to finish up her report from the interrogation. Eiki had gotten so much information in such a little time... Though he had that information from her undercover work. Going in as a woman recovering from an addiction had allowed the perp to open up to her and get the recordings she needed easily. With just her and Eiki working the drug gang side of the investigation, it was sailing smoothly. 

With the two sides scrambling to pick up their trash and get out of dodge before Second unit could crack down on them all, they were making mistakes. The more Ellina and Eiki uncovered, the more clues the rest of the team found linking missing information and clues to the human trafficking ring. Drug dealers getting more money and shipments by promising and luring recovering addicts to the traffickers. When things started getting dicey, they started throwing bombs into the mix to try and deter the law enforcement. 

Why did it always have to be bombs?

She rolled her neck and glared at her screen, her fingers not stopping. The reports were getting longer and longer it seemed. Everyone was so busy lately she had not even spent time with her new husband. 

Normally they would have at least a few hours to themselves in the evenings or during lunches, but she found they had not even done that in weeks since she started going undercover. The only consolation she had was Eiki and Kirisawa telling her how good of a job she had been doing. Even with their bonus information from her brother, they were closing up their side of the case faster than the rest of the unit. If she finished their case first, she could join everyone else in hitting the Trafficking ring base. 

That did not stop her from missing Yutaka. They saw each other a few times in the office, a few words spoken between each other before one or the other left to continue their cases. They left home at separate hours. The only reason she knew he came home at all was she would notice he would take the lunches or snack packs she made when she was there. Otherwise she tried to change at the precinct or her brother's apartment to avoid anyone realizing her background was false. 

Between missing him and her constant dragging schedule, home upkeep, work, reports, undercover, work, reports, home, She probably had lost a bit of weight. She often had to eat at the recovery clinic to keep up appearances. Eiki and her would got food when they could. But running herself ragged was still having it’s effect. Sacrificing that extra pork bowl for work would be well worth it in the end. even if ti did make her a grump to be around in the office. Work and the safety of the people came first. 

The space between them was growing, but she had no reason to worry. They had made promises to each other. They signed up for this knowing what it would entail. Missing him would just make getting back to him sweeter. For now, Eiki was forced to listen to her complain and be in a foul mood without her husband. Not that he let it deter him from being a perfect ray of sunshine. Eiki knew exactly what to say to her to cheer her up and remind her how much they’ve gone through and how much happier she’ll be. 

It was his idea that she take this opportunity to spoil Yutaka when they closed the case. Save her money (and appetite) and take him to a fantastic hot spring trip. He was even sweet enough to help her find one with personal hot springs and a great rating on their food. Unlike Yutaka, she was good at keeping secrets, as was Eiki. She kept her distance the last week so the surprise would no doubt hit him like a train when the time came. 

She felt herself frown as she realized she was thinking too much about the negatives again, and had made a mistake in her report. She would have to rewrite that secti-

“Ellina!”

She jumped at the sudden yell and bang, blinking rapidly as she looked up to see Yutaka leaning over her desk, his hand planted on her desk and his face irritated as ever. 

“Jeeze Tennoji, what?” She snapped at him, looking back at her laptop as she erased the lines she had just written.

“I’ve been callin’ ya for ten minutes you dummy! I’m trying to ask you if you want food!” Yutaka grumbled at her, folding his arms across his chest as he stared at her, his brows furrowed. 

Ellina swallowed thickly. She wanted nothing more than to go get food with him, She missed him so much. Their banter and jokes. Their alone time together. Since being married, the team’s jokes had not stopped. Where as Tennoji was as easily embarrassed as usual, she had developed thick skin to their antics, and now could shoot remarks back. Even at Tennoji’s expense. 

Thinking of how much she wanted the usual happy routine reminded her of what awaited her if she finished her work sooner. She had to finish this report before going back to the clinic with Eiki, otherwise she might fall behind. 

“I’m fine I gotta finish this.” She said simply, finally reaching the point where she had gotten off track in her report and went back to typing. 

Though that only lasted a minute when she felt a weird sensation. Looking up she blinked in surprise as she noticed the whole of second unit staring at her in silent shock. She glanced at each of them in turn, confusion covering her face. 

“What? Do I have something on my face?” She patted her cheek, looking at Tennoji for confirmation. 

“I never thought I’d hear that out of her mouth.” Hanai said, true shock in his voice. 

“Which is surprising considering how large of a mouth it is.” Kyobashi shot at him, the two of them exchanging nods. 

“Rude!” Ellina snapped, glaring at the two of them. 

“Sick....” Asano said quietly, staring at her blankly before going back to his own work. 

“Are you sure you’re feeling alright Kast?” Kirisawa asked, still using her maiden name. (What the team always did to avoid confusing her and her husband.)

“I’m not that hungry yet! Besides I should be done in a little while.” Ellina rolled her eyes and went back to her work. 

“That or she’s filling that big mouth with something else when we’re not looking.” Kyobashi said, obviously trying to get under her skin and stir the pot. 

“Sexual harassment!” Ellina shot at him, not looking up from her computer again. 

“She’s been on top of everything, you guys should leave her be.” Eiki said suddenly, drawing a glance from her. He shot her a quick wink before continuing his own rapid typing. They already had a silent agreement to finish as soon as possible so their plan for her and Tennoji would go without a hitch. She was so lucky to have a partner like him. She flashed him a smile and looked back at her computer for a moment, only to notice that Yutaka had not moved an inch from in front of her desk. 

“You alright?” She asked, glancing up at him again. The look on his face had her leaning back. He looked royally pissed. “Woah-”

“Boss take her off the case.” Tennoji snapped, finally looking away from her to lock Kirisawa with a hard stare. 

“What?!”

Everyone besides Yutaka shouted their shock at him, pausing in their work once more. Ellina shot out of her chair, hands slamming down on her desk as she did.

“What are you talking about?” She snapped at him, bristling as he ignored her and walked over to Kirisawa. 

“You mind telling me why I should do that?” Kirisawa asked calmly, his eyes narrowed at Tennoji in apprehension. 

“She’s obviously not handling the case well! She’s driving herself into the ground and if she keeps this up shes gonna make a mistake!” Tennoji shouted, pointing at her as if it was plain as day. “She’s never home to get sleep, she’s not eating, her brain isn’t even here! How can she finish a case when she’s like this! She’s only doing this because her brother is involved I’m not stupid!”

Her stomach lurched into her chest at that. Sudden tears pricked at her eyes. Though his worry made sense, he had no right to tell her to get off the case. Not when they were this close, not when they could be on a big break. The memory of him telling her he couldn’t marry her over Yukko’s case blinded her. Did he really think she would shut him out like this? She wan’t running off on her own. Eiki was working with her. Tennoji was working the trafficking ring because of his case closing record. He was more qualified for the case to get results and fast. 

“Back down.” Kirisawa said firmly, standing up. “Kast has made great breaks in this case. Breaks that have been the only thing giving you clues for your own case. I’d be a fool to take her off just because you’re worried about your wife.” Kirisawa stared down Tennoji, who only puffed up in response. 

“You’ve gotta be kiddin-”

“Don’t be mad your wife is gonna close a case before you Tennoji.” Hanai joked, obviously taking the chance to make fun of him. 

“Oh I see.” Asano said, smiling to himself as if to agree with Hanai.

“We’re gonna finish this case before you and get in on that crackdown and break your record. I get it now.” Eiki prodded too, snickering to himself. Tennoji didn’t respond, his face slowly turning red.

Ellina frowned, appreciating what they were trying to do, but not wanting them in on it this time. “Enough.” she snapped, slamming her laptop closed and grabbing her bag off her chair. She could finish her report in the evening. Everyone turned to look at her. 

“Whether you think I can’t handle it, think i’m worn down, or just don’t want me to finish this case.” Ellina slung her bag over her shoulder and shot Yutaka a glare as he opened his mouth to argue “You’d best remember I’m not you. I don’t get blinded by my own obsessions.” her voice cut like ice across the room, she looked away the second she saw the flash of hurt in his eyes. The pain in her chest blooming more, she clenched her teeth and headed for the door. “I’m going to the clinic.”

She had just stepped into the elevator and was watching the doors close when a buff arm shot in, blocking the way enough for Eiki to slip in. 

“Well you know how to make an exit.” He laughed, pressing the ground floor button. 

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No Pain No Gain (MPD Hiroshi x OC)

Category: Angst / Fluff? Character: Take a guess or any suggestion OC: Miku Oshiro Notes: Originally an idea for rp that’s no longer happening so let’s see where this’d lead me

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Hiroshi Kirisawa’s POV

I can't entirely block out the unnecessary thoughts that's flooding through my preoccupied mind, no matter how hard I try. Koichi has fallen asleep on the couch with the remote still in his hand, picking him up easily I lay him onto his bed which's set up in time by our brilliant babysitter.

Not being able to pinpoint what I'm feeling, mixing with frustration and exhaustion as I gaze at the mountain of boxes surrounding my new apartment. After working straight for 48 hours without much sleep and to come home in need of a shower which isn't likely to happen, I flop down onto the empty couch and ponder just how I've gotten into this very situation.

Glancing down at my phone for what realistically might have been the hundredth time today, getting increasingly nervous with every minute that ticks by. I shouldn't let it get to me and here I'm, staring at my phone at 11pm on a Friday night and wondering if I'll ever get a reply from her.

I remember how her regular check in or silly messages would brighten my busy days till I've lost track of everything- endless over time, missing date nights, forgetting anniversaries then leads to the cold left overs, mornings without goodbyes and by the time I realize the lack of texts and calls exchange, there's already a divorce paper waiting on the dining table.

My world's flipped upside down.

I am still the same person she's met decade ago, and yet my decency and dedication for my job have sacrificed my marriage. Deliberately working extra so I'd avoid her whining of how I put the civilians and the deceased before her and our child, making sure I wouldn't need to sit there and watch the disappointing look on my boy's face, believing that my choice of career is the worst of all. I haven't tried to fight for a marriage that's beyond saving but I fight hard to get Koichi's full custody, knowing completely in my heart that it would be the right decision for I don't want him to grow up being a materialistic and cynical. The divorce isn't a pretty sight and I attempt to keep my balance, squeezing whatever time I'd to spend with Kochi though it's never enough. We're fortunate enough to have a babysitter who is sticking with us in spite of moving the third time within a year. Kochi is acting out and Rei is the only one he'd listen to, let's hope I won't be getting a call from the new school too soon. Reaching into my pocket and lighting my last cigarette, I inhale deeply, sucking in the bitter yet satisfying taste of my safe haven. Slowly exhaling a cloud of smoke into the apartment, I watch as the white-gray smoke swirl around in the breeze under the dim lights. 

This feels good, immensely so, to be able to do this without interruption. Resting my head on the back of couch, my eyes open at the scent of brewing coffee from the window opening, precisely from next door. Eventually raising my feet and gradually making my way to the boxes again, I scratch the back of my head and laugh at myself for attempting to unpack with no scissor or cutter at all. Almost being driven crazy for want of coffee and in need of tools, I knock on my neighbor's door which's answered a lot quicker than expected. Pausing momentarily at the woman with messy bun and Disney pajamas that I thought only come in kids size till her confusing and slightly unwelcoming tone of "Can I help you?"

And it just occurs to me that I should have at least shower before making an appearance to my neighbor, especially woman- great, now I probably look like a creep and one that smells.

Miku Oshiro’s POV

I have grown tired of trying to hold things together, to control things that's beyond my control, to look people in the eyes and lie about how fine I feel while all I want is to scream and cry till my voice could no longer be heard.

I am just so tired.

Too tired to fix whatever it's left for it's far too broken to be fixed; too tired to act normal or play the part of perfect wife because at the end of day- I'm the one to blame.

Not attentive enough; not attractive enough, not satisfying him enough.

I was never enough and never will be for him- a man who apparently never valued me, a man who had absolutely no intention to salvage our marriage, a man who had been cheating all along. Yet the very same man used to travel miles to surprise me, took my hands and turned his back on his family, brought a house and called it our home where we shall live with our kids in five years time.

Now, three years later.

I am still the woman who have fallen for him hard, he on the other hand has two kids with another woman. The pain of his vows and empty promises that strikes through my heart each time I receive a message from him about when I’m selling the house or have I told my parents.

I mean SO LITTLE to him.

He was my world, my everything.

It seemed like he had been waiting to leave me, finding out his infidelity was a relief. It wasn’t about the other woman, it was the fact that he’d finally be free of me, free from the life with me. He could not wait to get out.

How did I let that happen? How did we come this far? Just where did it go wrong? When did he stop loving me? How could he just stop caring?

Do I seriously mean nothing to him? What have I done to deserve zero respect?

Exhausted and angry at myself for being so blind, naïve and stupid. Lying flat on my cold bed with a sheet resting against my body, I let the train of thoughts consume me, eating me away by people who never try or bother to understand me. Nerveless, their words still sting and stab right through my fragile hearts, constantly being questioned, judged and criticized my final decision has seriously making me doubt my sanity. My confidence and integrity gone and crushed so easily within hours of telling my parents and his, curling into a ball and hugging my knees is the only kind of comfort I could afford.

I could run away, abandon my job, disappear and start a new life under some make up name like people in the movies. No responsibility, no obligation and definitely no pressure but I love my job, writing is my sanctuary, the only thing that keeps me at ease and yet, even that may not be enough for me to carry on anymore.

The sound of doorbell startles me, given it possibly hasn’t rang in a million years and it is late in the evening. I should ignore it, whoever it is will walk away and leave me back to my pity self. And somehow I find my feet moving on their own and head towards the front door, opening a slight crack with my trembling hands to see a stranger’s face, a very good looking stranger’s face.