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setting: the campgrounds, night one
featuring: eren öztĂŒrk & jo parker @deputyjparker
His life was no fairy tale, but if it truly had been then Erenâs story would have started simple: Once Upon A Time there was a boy who fell in a hole. Ridiculously sounding at first, until the event which would end up defining his entire existence had been outlined. An event which he had tried to blink away from the hazy corners of his mind as theyâd been driving through wooded areas towards the massive clearing for the final exercise of this whole event. Eren had spent decades of his life trying to forget that moment, the tumbling forward over his own bicycle into the murky depths, scraping his knees and elbows, trying to feel around for purchase, only for the deafening squelch as his hand settled into something soft and decaying. He had to swallow down bile at the thought, covertly taking a large swallow from his water bottle and hoping no telepath could hear it as he silently smoldered and reminisced. The last thing he needed was a panic attack where the whole town may see.
Perhaps that was why heâd been so damn surly during all of it. Anger flaring at the âsleeping arrangementsâ he and his partner had been securing, the only comfortable option for such a low ranking team that ensured they both slept decently without having to explore the potential of accidental touching being stolen away by some douchebag of a witch who by the way was too fucking tall for the sleeping bags anyway. This was asinine, this was messed up, this wasâ
It's a cruel (Cruel), cruel summer Leaving me here on my own
He liked the way Bananarama put it, the song blaring in his ears as he went about setting up for the night. Perhaps it was karma, for having dealt a somewhat cruel hand to a fellow fae with their own situation during the whole swap and steal mess of the game, but Eren found himself trying to craft a makeshift bed out of what heâd brought for himself beside the weird sack which he unceremoniously dumped on his partner. Perhaps it wasnât as kind a gesture as it could seem â gentlemanly, because of course the ghost of his mother haunted him and told him he needed to take care of anyone else he was with more than himself, but there was also an odd sort of dynamic between local law enforcement and private investigators. A weird sort of camaraderie that also gave way to some level of animosity and rivalry at times. So he offered Jo the bivy sack while he neatly folded up the jacket and extra long sleeve he brought along for the two night camping, creating a sort of pillow to layer over his duffel and then laying out his unseasonal trench coat he took with him everywhere as a sort of âmattressâ to lay on. Perfect by no means, but it would suffice.
Arriving back sometime later from the bathrooms, toothbrush still sticking out of his mouth and the nightwear combo of a potentially surprising white short sleeved t shirt and less shocking joggers, (because heâd been boiling all day in his layers and perhaps needed the cool night air on his skin to calm) Eren settled down onto his makeshift bed, flattening his leather gloves before carefully placing them between his folded clothes pillow and the duffle. Shaking his fingers out, flexing the digits that had been choked all day in their comfort confines, he turned then to the sack which was a few feet away and lifted his chin in an acknowledgement nod towards Deputy Parker. âAre you settling in fine?â He asked, words soft and expressing a sort of care though his tone was painted in his frustration with the whole thing. He was spraying his bare arms, the sleeves extra short and hugging his shoulders, with big repellent and had his head phones around his neck, volume up enough to hear the low hum of his music, but not enough to fully register the words. Eren stopped the casette player a moment later, digging out the tapes heâd brought along and flipping through to find a calming music mixtape he had made a while back for anxiety inducing moments such as this, shoving it into the Walkman and placing his small collection back into the duffle but not playing it just yet. âIâm sorry I didnât spring for something better, but I assumed off that hiking pack that you may potentially be used to some level of roughing it while camping?â And at least it was ground level, as he could originally tell with one of their other options that the deputy disliked heights.
#&& convos.#int ft. jo#event: campfire retreat#him upset đ#gore tw#for that vague reference to what his hand touched in that hole forever ago#anxiety tw#panic attack tw
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I know Vanessa regret saying this in the FNAF movie,,
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#vanessa afton#fnaf vanessa#vanessa shelly#mike schmidt#fnaf movie#fnaf fanart#I think about this scene in the movie like all the time#especially when I think about movie Vanessa#there muse of been so much on her mind at the time#like I know she said that to begin with because she wanted to protect Abby#she knows that Freddyâs is just overall dangerous for her#especially with her father who coukd appear anytime he likes..#she also let her own guard down and that must upset her#so all she could do in her mind to keep at least Abby away is threaten Mike#but I feel she regretted it#Mike is her first friend in a long time and she feels guilty over him#Poor Vanessa she had so much on her mind#just want that girl to be happy đđ©”
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itâs gonna be fine they said
weâll be more active on social media they said
more streams they said
#if it wasnât for my man being so thirsty i wouldnât see him đ#like thank god heâs in heat#donât take me seriously iâm not that upset#i just find it funny#sturniolo triplets#sturniolos#sturniolo#nick sturniolo#matt sturniolo#chris sturniolo#a speaks
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hyunibini âĄ
#hyunjin#skz#changbin#stray kids#bystay#gifs#UAAAAAGGHHHHH đ#them both rocking back and forth while they laugh like they are sitting on a rocking chair. very upsetting to me#congratulations to bin cause hyunjin finally admitted he canât be without him. a big day for him and all the hyunibini enjoyers
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I WAS NOT EXPECTING TO BE HIT WITH THAY LETTER TODAY IM AN EMOTIONAL MESS SOMEONE PLEASE JOLD ME I CANT DO THIS
#KIT IS SO FREAKING SAD AND HEARTBROKEN AND FEELS SO LONELY#I WANT TO HUG HIM SO BADLY#THIS MADE ME SO UPSET LIKE I GEEL CRAZY RN#I LOVE HIM SO MUCH I CANT DO THIS đ#kit herondale#ty blackthorn#kit x ty#kitty#the last king of faerie#the dark artifices#the wicked powers#tlkof#tda#twp#tsc
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Hi guys, this is usually what a doodle page ends up looking like <3 (oh, and @ancha-aus thought you might like this! Not writing but certainly fuel to my fire lol-)
This one is New Age filled!!! (Close-ups abd Lore beneath the cut!)
1) Night and Cross!
Night is actually very clingy once he's a teen. He doesn't usually realize it, but around the castle he'll snake to be closer to his Knights so long as there's no one he needs to keep his composure infront of is nearby. Cross is the one who's not used to physical touch (when it's not Ink ofc) so Night in his personal bubble makes his heart melt but also scares tf out of him <3
2) Error and Night's Meeting!
Error was carrying his whole life on his back and trying not to get arrested for unintentional property damage at this point, so when he saw the chance to get back at his brother and prove he was strong enough? Yeah, he got that on chance instantly. And was VERY smug when Nightmare chose him. (Also, Error is wearing gloves, so less Haphephobia)
3) Dream and Blue designs!
I think these are good tentative designs! Dream probably has a more regal fit, but he likes to play up that rugged exile look- He's inspired by Archers, while Blue takes on that classic Knightly-vibe. Their equipment is mostly stolen from Night's troops or brought with them from Blue's home kingdom.
Also, Dream is approx Killer's height at this point, shorter than Cross and *much* shorter than Apple!Nightmare. (Hc that Skeletons tend to be tinier in stature thanks to weird monster beauty standards. Horror and Geno's fam are outliers.)
4) Horror and Dust designs!
Horror is naturally a very *large* monster. He's very malnourished when Nightmare meets him, but by the time he's a Knight Nightmare has made sure that's no longer the case. He actually loves comfy, simple clothes, but to play up the whole 'strong mysterious' bit he wears a more barbaric Knight's garb. He doesn't mind acting scary, it's more fun that way :]. Dust is very very small, and envies horror sometimes for his size, but his tiny stature let's him control his body and move a lot quicker. He's very much based on a rogue, and usually covers the lower part of his face w/ a black cloth, and the upper part w/ his hood or mask. Dust only removes both to bathe, eat, or relax in a safe location. (Ignore that I can't draw the stupid gaster blaster lmao-)
These last two were space-fillers, but Cross and his Borzoi (Windmill, otherwise known as Milly (Killer named her-)) and really bad first wips of Ccino! I think Ccino was a chubby, happy toddler, but lost a lot of 'weight' (bone mass? Magic?) due to stress and pressure and bad eating habits. So it isn't until a while after the Coronation that he starts to relax abd feel safe enough to eat normal meals (Nightmare used to guilt him into eating snacks together, but as his boss (and younger brother) he can encourage it more often). By the time Killer shows he's still not quite healthy, but he's better. As more weight is lifted off his shoulders, the better he is. (That 'beauty' most people saw was a more stereotypical slimness, but Killer never stopped seeing Ccino as beautiful-) I think he never looked traditionally underweight, so no one noticed, and it was only much later that Night processed it. (And maybe it's why Dream hardly recognized him later on-)
#new age au#I love showing mundane life things-#and also these designs beamed into my brain#I can't draw Ccino for anything but the others? yeag#Blue is definitely my fave. and just like every au I will draw Blue perfect the first time and draw Dust 6 billion times đ#Horror is kinda banger too tho#makes me laugh to imagine Horror picking up Dust mid-fight out of convenience and Dust weighs nothing to him#(also this size difference is exactly why Dust and Horror fight in the non-magic training. and why Horror accidentally obliterated his#shoulder later on lmao- Dust needs to be able to dodge any enemy. Horror needs to aim for small and quick targets.)#(Meanwhile Cross is the newest and Killer the oldest and if Cross adapts to Killer then he'll adapt to the others more easily.)#oh! and Ccino w/ his arc? I think I really like the idea of a Ccino with a plump body-type. but that conflicts with my vidion of Ccino kinda#losing track of eating and being co-erced by adults to skip meals just enough to make him the 'right amount' of curvy#so when Nightmare takes over it's a habit he's so used to he hardly notices that he's doing it. but. Night picks up on it because Ccino is#almost akways with him. their relationship is very much Ccino giving his life to help Night#but it's also Night recognizing that and giving it back to Ccino along with more the moment he can#just smth smth this au is full of fit and exercized people and I think Ccino deserves some comfort and healing and positivity <3#also I am SO fond of Nightmare getting up in people's bubbles. he does it most to Killer and Ccino for obvious reasons but#god forbid a noble be talking behind his back because he *will* twist around and shove under his knight's arms or sides just to#read them the riot act or stare them down <3#and I think when he was an adult Night was... kinda like the big brother? like. not an experienced one by any means. but he wasn't *not*#affectionate then either. he was better at being serious about it and more discreet. but like#Nervous Cross escorting him in public? Night nudges his shoulder briefly with a Tendril to try and comfort him. Dust having a magic overload#? personal Training against just Night so there was no risk of harming anyone else. then snacks and tea after.#Horror is homesick? Woah look at that a scheduled trip back to visit with Crop and side-track back to Horror's village? huh?? wild...#Killer upset at all? Night will find a solution. just you wait. a cat. two cats. perhaps even a cat in a little sweater? or y'know. just a#chat or a combat?#Nightmare showed his affections but was just more distant about it.#Oh also. all four were used to tendrils lifting/tugging them subconsciously. usually during trainings to avoid them hurting eachother by#mistake in their early days. Killer misses it sometimes
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MC: I'd tell him to rest more often.
Zayne: It would be better if you told him to keep it up.
#love and deepspace#love and deepspace zayne#not me working on a high school au edit#i might even write snippets to go with them idk yet#ok but i lowkey want an au where mc and caleb continue growing up alongside and going to school together with zayne#like i can see zayne waiting to walk to school together#caleb would tease mc and upset her#zayne would quietly make little snow/ice figurines to comfort her#he wouldn't skip grades because he would want to stay by her side for as long as he can#the trio would be inseparable#they would have after school snacks together#study sessions#caleb and mc would drag zayne to arcades and tease him for being so studious#he would reprimand them for being too lax in their studies#i just really really really need this au so badly#sighs#i'm gonna have to write it aren't i#đ
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Yknow I wish they played with Aphmau's depression more in mcd
After Aaron died, she almost completely shut down, understandably so. But after like a few episodes, she was kinda back to normal (still very much grieving tho) and I think that sucks.
Show me a broken lord that has lost someone so dear to them. For the first time, there is no "rescue", no "we'll find a way." He is dead and gone, and she couldn't stop it.
Show me an empty warrior who can't enjoy the peaceful present because he's not there. Garroth is, and he is a constant reminder of what happened. It's not his fault, no, but she can't bear to look at him and see someone else.
Show me Irene, who once again has gone numb. But this time, her lord of shadows was not unfairly persecuted. He surrendered himself, and somehow, that's worse.
But Aphmau is not Irene. And this time, she can pick herself back up. Little by little, piece by piece.
#give me upset aph give me tired aph#give me aph that bleeds into irene#in my head this is garmau angst also. the man you love comes back and you cant even look at him đ#aphmau#aphblr#aphverse#minecraft diaries#aphmau mcd#aaron lycan#garroth ro'meave#mcd aphmau#mcd aaron#mcd garroth#irene the matron#shad the destroyer#shadrene#garmau#aarmau
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Just found out Elliot knight is a ZionistâŠ.đ§đ»ââïž
ohâŠ..
#upsetting !!!!#i usually dont follow actors in my socials but metaphorically unfollowing him rn đ#tomie <3#ask
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Actually genuinely started crying when Luffy almost said he wanted Usopp off the ship and then Sanji interrupted and yelled at him. What the hell. This shit is so sad what the FUCK bro
#In TEARS rn. Esp bc theyâre really driving it in hard how MUCH the entire crew cares about Usopp#Even Sanji and Zoro who arenât overly affectionate with him#My heart is BREAKING my kokoro is brokoro!! THAT SHIT HURTED!!!!#When Luffy and Usopp started arguing thatâs when the waterworks started. I was sitting there like đ„șđ my sweet darling boys pls donât fight#The boys are fighting đ#Also itâs understandable why Usoppâs in denial and doesnât want to let the Merry go but itâs also SO frustrating#Bc heâs clearly making it out to be that Luffy doesnât care about the Merry#When in fact Luffy was probably the MOST upset at having to let her go#And he fucking AGONIZED over the decision to get a new ship#Itâs a burden as the captain and he accepted everything that came with it#But Usopp just. Doesnât get that. Bc heâs got too much of his own personal shit going on#And Luffy is upset that Usopp would even think he didnât take the time and consideration to think over what to do with the MerryâŠâŠ#ZERO trust there. Usoppâs majorly disrespecting Luffy. I bet Zoro in particular is Not happy about that#God this arc is written so well. Iâm so upset. Iâm SO upset#Lies down#One Piece#Shima speaks
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ok siiince you asked for requests for demon boy castys⊠the tongue cut out + gag seemed like such an adorable situation for him <33
Giving you that and a little extra because I wanted More Whump đ
âPrevious - Castys & Terror AU Masterlist - Castys Masterlist - Nextâ
Ingredients: manhandling, a lot of unsexy noncon touching, slight dehumanization, partial nudity
Castys wasnât sure if he slept at all that night, but after what felt like an eternity, Neteri reappeared wearing different clothes under her white coat.
âGood morning, Castys!â She sat on one of the stools from last night and motioned for him to do the same. âGet up, Iâve got wonderful news to share!âÂ
Castys opened his mouth to retort, but he found he couldnât form the words. His tongue was stillâŠhe looked away, swallowing, and sat up while remaining on the floor.Â
âYouâre going to have to start listening to me, you know. Because,â she broke out into an excited smile, âI get to keep you!â Upon seeing Castysâs glare, she just laughed. âI figured you wouldnât be excited, but trust me,â she held up a finger, âyouâll be much better off in my hands than if you were sold as a pet to some bored aristocrat. Iâm sure theyâd beat that personality right out of you, and I donât plan on doing anything of the sort. As long as you cooperate with my experiments, youâre free to be yourself. You can even hate me as much as you like!â Castys raised an eyebrow at her final statement. Heâd see about that.
After rummaging in her bag for a moment, she pulled out a little silver medal and moved to crouch next to him on the ground. âHold still now,â she ordered as she started to bring it towards his neck. Castys wasnât sure what was happening at first, but after a moment, it clicked, and he decided heâd rather not listen, leaning back. Neteri just sighed. âYouâre not off to a very good start.â Well, itâs not like he wanted to be.
Suddenly, Neteri changed tactics, shoving him down on his back and straddling his waist before he could try to sit up, pinning his arms down with a knee on each elbow. Castys cried out, the wounds on his back from the whip lighting up in pain, and that combined with her full weight on him kept him from moving. He bared his teeth as her hand came closer, daring her to get within range, but she just curled her other hand in his hair, yanking it back and keeping his head firmly in place. Great. He was once again powerless against this tiny lady, forced to keep still as she attached that dumb little tag to the collar and sealed the metal shut with the same spell that kept him from taking it off.
âThere,â she said once it was on. She tapped the tag, cold against his throat. âProperty of Neteri Crozien. Whether you like it or not. Now,â she grabbed his chin, âare you going to let me put some new restraints on you or should I call the guards to manhandle you? Your resistance is pointless and only delaying the inevitable, exactly like every other time. Just nod if youâre going to cooperate.â
Did he want to get manhandled again? Not particularly. Heâd had more than enough of being grabbed and held still while chains were taken off and put on. And itâs not like he was resisting out of pride or something stupid, he just fought back when it was something he really didnât want to happen. Which was most things in the past couple days, but, hey, if new restraints meant he got to leave this boring-ass cell, he was okay with it. Her grip on his hair had loosened enough to allow him a small nod, so he gave one, praying sheâd get the fuck off of him now.
Neteri smiled brightly at his cooperation. âGreat! Although,â she got off of him and stood, thinking, âmaybe just stay laying down. I donât really trust you not to try and run at the moment, so just roll on your stomach and Iâll take the chains off.â Castys sighed in annoyance but complied, gritting his teeth as his weight went from his injured back to his burned chest. The cold stone floor felt a little good on it, at least, but it was a small consolation as he watched Neteri walk back over with a key and a coil of rope.Â
She squatted down and-fuck, that was a knee on his back, not her full weight but enough to make him gasp in pain. Paying him no mind, Neteri unlocked the manacles around his wrists, and he could barely enjoy the feeling of not having anything around them for a moment, just wishing sheâd tie him up and get the fuck off of his back. It didnât feel like she was going particularly slow as she pulled his arms behind him and wound the rope around his wrists, but the seconds still dragged by at an agonizing pace.Â
Finally, she finished tying the knot and took her knee off of his back as she stood. âThere we go!â Castys just groaned, rolling on his side. âOh, stop being so dramatic. Itâs not like I was hurting you.â Castysâs glare deepened, and he awkwardly used his bound hands to pull up the back of his shirt enough to expose the bandages wrapped around his torso. Neteriâs jaw dropped slightly, and she just stared at him for a second before worry took over her features.
âIâŠIâm so sorry IâŠI completely forgot. That you were hurt. I wouldnât have done that if I remembered.â Her head hung slightly. âIâm really sorry, Castys.â Her apology seemed genuine, but how the fuck did she forget he got whipped and branded yesterday? She looked back at him again. âLetâs just hurry and get you to your new home so I can heal you up, okay?â Wait, new home? She was taking him somewhere else? At first the idea was scary, but then Castys remembered that heâd never particularly loved living in the castle, so whatever. It was probably just going to be a different prison cell, anyway.
With ridiculous difficulty and a lot of groaning in pain, he managed to sit up, using his elbows to help him do it since his hands were kind of useless. By the time that was done, Neteri was standing above him withâŠa chain? He was already tied up what the fu-no. No fucking way. He growled as her hands moved towards his neck, baring his teeth once more.
âSeriously, Castys? You said you werenât a dog yesterday, but you sure are acting like one.â Yeah, sure, whatever, but since he couldnât fucking talk, he was forced to resort to other means of protest. He honestly wasnât entirely sure where the growling came from himself, and, yeah, it was a little animalistic, but that didnât mean he deserved to get put on a leash. âThis is happening either way, so just give it up already.â Her hand was moving closer, closer, the clasp at the end of the chain open, ready to-
Once again, instinct took over, and before he knew it, his teeth were buried in the flesh of her hand.
Neteri cried out, jerking her hand back and dropping the leash. âLyte! Seriously?!â She winced as she dabbed the wounds with what smelled like the stingy liquid from yesterday and used her magic to close them up, during which Castys couldnât help but smile smugly. Once she was done healing, she pulled on her leather gloves and grabbed a couple rolls of bandages from her bag. âI figured you were going to be difficult to keep in line, but this is just ridiculous.â Castys took pride in being ridiculous, so heâd take the compliment. What he didnât want to take were the consequences of his actions, but he was a little bit helpless at the moment, so there wasnât much he could do as Neteri shoved a wad of bandages in his mouth and tied a strip around his head to keep him from spitting it out.
âThere. Youâre just about the only person whoâd need to be gagged when they canât talk.â Castys just looked away, feeling his face grow hot as she clipped the leash to the collar. She gave it a tug, but he didnât budge. Now he was just resisting out of spite. Neteriâs expression grew even more frustrated, and it looked like she was about to say something before she stopped herself and took a deep breath, calming herself down. She crouched down to look Castys in the eye.
âLook, Iâve been going about this the wrong way. I hurt you when I didnât mean to, so Iâm not going to punish you for biting me. Weâll just call it even.â She paused and held up a finger. âThe gag stays until we reach our destination, though. Just for safetyâs sake. But Iâll tell you something about my plans for you. If you come with me, youâll have a tongue again by the end of tomorrow. Does that sound good?âÂ
Castys could be stupid and stubborn and petty and shake his head and sit here and then end up getting dragged off to wherever, or he could just suck it the fuck up and get the ability to complain back. Complaining would be nice...After weighing his options he nodded, and Neteri broke into a smile. âGood. Letâs go, then.â She helped him stand, and she seemed to do her best not to pull on the leash as they walked along. Soon enough, they had reached the teleportation stone, and CastysâŠhe couldnât help but be a little excited to leave this stupid place. He knew he was a fucking prisoner now, but he was basically a prisoner in his old life, too, minus the chains and plus a comfy bed.Â
At least he was going somewhere else.
The other palace was pretty cool, at least, the short glimpses he got before he was pulled into the lower levels, down halls and through doors until they arrived at his lame little prison cell. It did have a bed, though, so that was an upgrade. And a private bathroom?! Why did the prison cells in his familyâs dungeon have to suck so much ass? He only spent two nights there, but still. If he was ever in charge of a dungeon, he would make sure it was at least a little comfy in case he got thrown in there.
Neteri clamped a manacle around his ankle, which was whatever, because that meant she untied his wrists and took that stupid leash off. And then, true to her word, she healed his wounds. The brand scarred, of course, which wasâŠthe symbol was kind of cool, but since it meant he was âpropertyâ or whatever he wasnât too excited about it being on his chest for the rest of his life. At least shirts existed.
After that was done, Neteri instructed him to clean himself off and left him alone for a bit. He wandered into the bathroom, chain clinking with every step, and paused in front of the mirror. He looked pretty much the same as always, just a little more tired and blood-covered than usual. Oh, and the stupid collar around his neck. Neteri was fucking delusional, it didnât look the slightest bit âcuteâ on him, it just lookedâŠHe didnât want to see it anymore.
Once he was clean and dressed in some slightly comfier clothes, Castys tried out his new bed. It was nowhere near as nice as his old one, but it was way better than the floor, so heâd take it. Just as he was drifting off to sleep, Neteri poked him in the face.
âIâm back, Castys, get up and take your shirt off.â Castys sat up, but didnât take his shirt off, instead just crossing his arms and raising an eyebrow. His wounds were healed, so what the hell did she need it off for? âCome on, Iâm just going to examine you and take some measurements. Nothing painful, I promise.â Not painful, sure, but probably still not pleasant. Even so, he didnât really have much choice but to listen, so he pulled off his shirt and stood, hoping this wouldnât involve too much touching.
His hopes were in vain.
It started off fine, her measuring his height and a few other things with a strip of leather, but then she started running her hands all over him, poking at him, moving him this way and that. He couldnât help but flinch every time since he hated being touched, and Neteri was clearly getting annoyed by it. His full-body recoil after she ran a hand down his spine was the final straw. Wordlessly, she clamped a manacle around one of his wrists before shoving him down onto the bed. He tried to stand back up, but she basically fucking tackled him, pinning him down on his back for the second time today. And, to top it all off, she managed to loop the chain around the top of the cot before cuffing his other wrist, leaving him pretty much helpless.
âI wouldnât have to do this if youâd just kept still,â Neteri sighed, seeing his frustration. Well, it was a little fucking hard to be still when someone whoâs basically a stranger is running their hands all over your bare skin. He considered trying to kick her, but sheâd probably just chain him up more and keep going, and heâd rather this bullshit just be over with already.
Being chained down on his back somehow made this infinitely worse. There was nowhere to run, nothing he could do, Neteri looming over him as she put her hands all over him, touching his chest, his brand, squeezing his arms, grabbing his chin, pulling at his eyelids, gloves on now, hands in his mouth, poking at the stump of his tongue, feeling his teeth, gripping his hair to turn his head from side to side, his skin was crawling, crawling, his muscles tense, breaths coming short, fast, he just wanted her to get off stop touching him examining him taking notes reducing him down to just numbers just a body not a person not someone who got boundaries or personal space no just someone who gets touched and touched and touched-
âCastys! Hey, hey, just breathe.â Neteri was standing over him now, fiddling with the cuffs on his wrists, releasing him. Castys hadnât even realized he was hyperventilating, but he tried his best to calm down as he scrambled to the other end of the bed, as far away from her as he could get. Neteri watched him sadly. âIâŠI was making you uncomfortable, wasnât I? Iâm sorry, I just thought you were trying to be a nuisance.â No shit he was fucking uncomfortable, how the hell did she misread that?! At least she looked upset by this, but it was way too late for that. Castys still felt like there were bugs crawling all over him, and he could feel his heart pounding out of his chest.Â
Neteri reached out a hand in a misguided attempt to comfort him, but after seeing how Castys flinched and bared his teeth, she backed off. âOkay, okay, Iâll leave you alone. Well, Iâll go get you something to eat, and then Iâll leave you alone. Until tomorrow, and then youâll have a tongue again and you can complain all you want and yell at me, okay?â Castys would rather never have to see her stupid face ever again, but thatâs not how this was gonna work, so he just nodded silently, not relaxing until sheâd left the room.Â
He almost wanted to take a shower again, just to wash the feeling of her hands off, but it was starting to subside, so he just pulled his shirt back on and hid under the covers. What was that, exactly? He knew he didnât like being touched, and heâd never let anyone do it remotely that much, so maybe being touched for so long in such an invasive way had been too overwhelming. Castys had thought heâd be a little tougher than this, since the thought of pain didnât really scare him, but apparently being pinned down and touched was too much for him? Kind ofâŠpathetic. Maybe it wouldnât have been so bad if he could talk, protest, fight back a little bit with his words. Maybe heâd be okay once he could talk again.
He just hoped Neteri wasnât lying about giving him his tongue back.
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#i wrote something#whump-queen#whump#castys#neteri#castys & terror au#thanks aki enjoy sorry it took a bit but i think it turned out more fun because of that hehe#okay DISCLAIMER: neteri forgot he got branded and whipped because i forgot#and wrote her like pinning him down and shit#and then i remembered that he had other injuries#so instead of rewriting everything and cutting out all that sexy shit i just made it her fault so you're welcome#she really does feel bad about it tho#sorry if the gagging wasn't as whumpy as you wanted đ once she gagged him neteri simulation was like ''what if she was nice''#because she realized her approach wasn't going to work and she can tell castys is really upset about his tongue#so there it is the way to make him cooperate#he wants to be annoying soooo bad#yeah idk why he started growling. feral fucking man#he is just 19 he is so so young here so the defiant streak hasn't mellowed much aka he bitey#he also hasnt really been touched that much against his will and when it happens oh no :)#idk if it was a full blown panic attack but def a mild one#neteri is afraid he might have been sexually assaulted based on his reactions and she feels really bad about it#she will ask once he can talk again and he can tell her no he just doesnt like being touched
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#Heartbroken. Upset. Devastated. Changed for life#That aside reading the chapter was such..................... A struggle the translation came later than usual and the scanlation team forgo#to upload it on Tumblr. And mangadex is blocked in my region and I ran out of vpn data. Aka it was a miracle I even got to read it but it#took foreverrrrrrr#And I'm seriously struggling to share images so đ€Šđ€Šđ€Šđ€Šđ€Šđ€Šđ€Š#All aside I DO think it was a good chapter. There's some really interesting stuff. ATSUSHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I like Fukuzawa's development it's r r interesting. I like how the parallels between Fukuchi's death and Akutagawa's death are STRONG#I really like Atsushi every time I see him do nothing I go <333333#I think... I was v comeppeld by the development of Fukuzawa telling him to run away. And then supposedly him *not* doing it#Telling him he can't win against Gozen and him still trying (btw the parallels w/ chapter 83 are đđđ)#Because I've been striving for Atushi to have his own agency and make his own choices for so long!! And when he was like âI'm getting out o#this room- but only to see what the president wants me to doâ it was very :/// I wished for a development of this kind#But then it's not what happened đ
Too bad missed chance#Mmmmmhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh what else. I marginally cared about Bram but I never cared about him as little as I did today#Nothing against him really just. Hey. Not the king I was waiting for đ#random rambles
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Still canât wrap my head around how Izzy shooting Ed was supposed to symbolize him âbreaking up with Blackbeardâ and have them go through that whole thing at the beginning of the season, to have Izzy be the one who tells Ed to follow what makes him happy, and have Izzyâs whole arc be about who he is without Blackbeard just for the finale to turn around and say that Izzy had to die because he was half of Blackbeard and that Ed couldnât fully let go of Blackbeard otherwise.
#by all accounts it doesn't make sense#Izzy stopped caring about Blackbeard when he stopped following Edâs orders and started going with the crew#when he told Ed he wouldnât kill him#he had his figurative death when he tried to shoot himself and Blackbeard had his literal death when the crew killed him#when heâs fucking doing his whole speech saying that piracy isnât about glory or fame itâs about the community itâs about the crew#the fact that they said that they just didnât know what else to do with Izzyâs arc so dying was the best conclusion is INSANE to me#like im so hung up on this#blackbeard WAS us#YEAH WAS#dont get me started on how izzy used his fk dying breath to take the blame for everything just protecting others til the very end uh#izzy hands#him telling ed that the crew loves him and then he just....leaves#bitch the crew LOVED YOU#the whole âblackbeard was us i needed himâ does gut me a little bit tho ngl like oof can yall stop being tragic for 2secs đ#anywayyyyy sorry if im being rly negative i dont want to be truly im just upset#itâs like I understand what they were going for but when you put it next to everything thatâs happened itâs like âŠ.idk#âizzy keeps the story of Blackbeard alive by being alive!!â and ed doesnt ???#hes literally the face of Blackbeard#so he gets to change and grow and become something else and live as that but izzy cant?#you cannot kill a whole by just getting rid of half#izzy was moving past Blackbeard i just what the fuck is UP#âits cause ed is the mc and izzy is just the side character there to be a device for his growthâ#ok well then dont have that characters whole motivation be about actualizing himself as his own person for a whole season#ofmd critical#ofmd
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Really funny that rui does such a dramatic crocodile tears act when he wants to pretend to be upset but when heâs actually upset heâs just like đ (<- staring into the distance saying nothing completely checked out of the world around him)
#I donât even think heâs thinking I think his brain is just dead silent#he gets upset & his brain just shuts down đ (itâs a little funny)#rui#either that or heâs overthinking. probably a mixture of both depending on how long ago the thing that upset him happened#I fear it might be time for me to rewatch wonder halloween (most normal person in the world abt that event)
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my niece once got upset w my dad bc he wouldn't buy her some overpriced drunk elephant skincare product. she was freaked out about getting wrinkles. at age eight. i wish her mom had never bought her that damn smartphone
#idk if my brother is dad of the year or anything but he didn't want her to have the smartphone so points for that#her mom bought it so she could track my niece whenever she's with her dad (my brother) and text her constantly#and considering she's so petty that she made my niece leave an easter gathering with a terminal family member early it's like#i'm sure she has her side of it and my brother was probably a dick somehow but girl you're punishing an eight year old about it#and i really don't think shit like ''ice age is for boys (so i won't watch it)'' came from my brother#i'm sure i'm biased bc it's my brother but genuinely i think she bought my niece that phone to spite him#and now she's just glued to it bc that's what smartphones are designed to do !!!!#you would really fuck up your own kid's attention span and self esteem just to get back at your ex???#and this isn't even the worst parenting move on her part but luckily that guy died and can't be around my niece anymore ever <3#but i just worry about her. since i moved away i don't really get to see her.#and not to be narcissistic but i feel like it's good for her to see women w short hair no makeup comfy clothes etc.#i wanna be a good example for her#i told her she should just worry about washing with soap wearing sunscreen and drinking lots of water#i just can't relate at all. at her age all my friends were boys and i was into dinosaurs and pokemon and werewolves#a lot of girls... didn't really like me đ i remember being upset bc one girl called me a tomboy#anyway if u read all this. secret radioactive kiss just for u. mwah đ
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WHY IS SPOCK EATING BACON NOOOOOOOO
THE SPOCK DRIFT IS IN FULL EFFECT
#I understand that this is a new and diffrent Spock#but this is just so flop to me#like HES VEGETAARIAN#THAT WHO HE IS AND IS THE CORE OF THE CHARACTER#EVEN WHEN HE WAS EMOTIONAL IN ALL OIR YESTERDAYS AMD HE HAD MEAT HE WAS LITERALLY SO UPSET#HE LITERALLY SAID ââwhat is wrong with me?ââ LIKE HE WOULD NOT BE HAPPY ABOUT BACON#LIKE THE REST OF THE EPISODE WAS ALRIGHT AND I LIKE SPOCKâS MOM AND PIKE#ALSO THE CHRISTINE ERICA UHURA ADVENTURE WAS NEET#I DONT EVEN MIND THE LOVE TRIANGLE AT THIS POINT#JUST WHY DOES HE DO THIS#star trek#Snw#star trek snw#spock star trek#Spock#sâchn tâgai spock#spock snw#not even going into Leonard nimoy there are much more well written posts about it but itâs so awful#THEY ARE JUST STRIPPING THE ASPECTS OF SPOCK THAT MAKE HIM SPOCK#being emotional on main đ
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