#hi. what if. testosterone.

[eldritchqueerture]

i need to get on hrt

[canidaezy]

how do transmascs not want to kill themselves all the time honestly

[rickybaby]

🐕

[articwolfclawartist]

My boy… look at how they massacred my boy….

[antiquery]

beginning to think the right wingers have a point about keeping drag away from kids— not because it's too sexual (it's generally not) or because kids shouldn't know that people can be trans (they aggressively should), but because eighth graders armed with drag slang are nuclear levels of annoying

[maintitle]

Now that I'm back in the online discourse of the Red Dead community after half a decade away waiting to have the ability to play and beat the second game, I'm really fairly quickly learning that there's this... weird, romanticized version of Arthur Morgan's character out there that really has no basis in reality.

Today I accidentally stumbled upon an anti-John Marston post and I'm not going to get into that here (even though I have A LOT to say), but the top comment was very strange to me. It talked about how Arthur is this 'giant', this 'greek hero', a perfect person, and as I read it I just... wasn't sure if I played the same game as them.

There's obviously a way of playing the game where he's this high honor hero, and I largely played that. But Arthur is also a deeply violent man, a deeply cynical and sometimes cruel guy. He's not a gentle humored guy, he's deeply sarcastic and at times kind of nasty with his humor, even to people he likes. He really often struggles with his worse nature, and it's not a struggle without reason. His first response to a situation is really often the most extreme, and the only reason I feel like people don't realize that outside of having a hand at deciding his honor is because he's the most outspoken about unnecessary vengeance... but that's not because he's opposed to it on principle, it's because it's important for him to protect his people, and that requires letting things go.

This isn't me bashing Arthur, by the way. The beauty of his character is how he struggles against himself, his own nature. How everyone can see his kindness even when he can't himself, even when his actions say otherwise. He's conflicted between what he wants his life to be and the life he has lead, the most important man in his life, one that's practically a father to him, instilled in him rules for life and he's watching him break every single one. For the first time in his life he has to figure out who he is and how he wants what little time he has to be defined. THAT'S a fantastic character, a hero even... but far, far, FAR from perfect. He's a deeply flawed human being who has done terrible things, and it makes me wonder the level of media literacy it takes to not understand that.

[uncanny-tranny]

One thing I really enjoy about transition is when the changes in hormones slow down...

It feels like I am a house settling, shifting ever-so-slightly, and becoming one with this new foundation.

I don't have a "typical" body, but so do the other guys in my family. I look like them now. I've been told I looked like my father when he was a teenager, and I feel as though I am in the mentality I need to be in.

So many people are excited when they get all these new changes all at once, and then they might become disappointed when their second puberty starts to slow down, but I find I am the opposite. I am so much more at peace than I was before, and that's saying something when I was at peace a month into my changes.

[maroonian]

tarot cards commission for @arachnostalgiac's campaign + tarots for the players in the campaign

the first four cards are npcs

KING OF WANDS - Molteneye (a bastard. minor arcana ass motherfucker) X. WHEEL OF FORTUNE - Disah the First (a lich, a stable paradox, and a problem causer. most powerful magic user in the world) I. THE MAGICIAN - Fana di'Ilar (my old friend....) III. THE EMPRESS - the queen of aeriskal. one of the most powerful demons. queen bitch. also the dragon in the devil tarot (ma'am)

next four are PC tarots: XIII. DEATH - Azhar Sinai - water genasi fishmonger (blood magic wizard. normal. dont worry about it.) - me, @eganov/@maroonian VII. THE CHARIOT - Merriweather Westerly - heron harpy swashbuckler rogue - @skrunglebeasts V. THE HIEROPHANT - Pavo Groveroot - swamp elf cleric (subclass undisclosed, "i built him as a bad cleric") - @snarkmodeactivate XX. JUDGMENT - Ixak - dragonborn kensei monk - @queenly-robyn

the bottom three rows are the main cards for the companions + their potential class choices

XVII. THE STAR - Bror Deathseeker XV. THE DEVIL - Warlock XXI. THE WORLD - Ranger (chosen class)

VIII. STRENGTH - Rinaldi de Gava a si Teverra IX. THE HERMIT - Ranger O. THE FOOL - Paladin (chosen class)

XI. JUSTICE - Sifa al'Akara XII. THE HANGED MAN - Monk XIX. THE SUN - Bard (chosen class)

[thelovers-thedreamers-and-me]

actually, gotta say, it's fucked up that today, which would have been my dad's 67th birthday, is the day that I'm dealing with enough pain that I gotta resort to a bit of daytime weed to halfway function. never felt closer to the old guy. fuck this year.

[garbashedump]

what if they were human?

kay kay kay so i was thinking what would the bugs loook like if they we in a human form or like in a disguse similar to scrabby and this is what i got:

I was also thinking hmm.... well beetles are one of the most diverse species in the world and literally I watched a video talking about how they collected beetles for a sample in the wild and out of those beetles they discovered 7 new species. Soooooo I was like what if they were different races instead?

honestly, I'd be so funny bc of how Scrabby is ginger and he just starts singing the Animaniacs song if someone asks his race

its literally just this lol

also I did as much research as I could ofc :p

Also one with the pink/green eyes (Popstar) belongs to @chaosaliien and the one with purple eyes (Stella) belongs to @liqu3d

[pinkcrittertomb]

I hate Luffy with a beard so much. What kind of abomination is that i can't take it

[prisoned-bear]

leechy being a proud owner of a whole bunch of cursed t-shirts gotta be my favourite school for little vampires headcanon

t-shirt reference:

[artish-boi]

[andragoras-in-vanity]

i require....man to cuddle with...preferably much larger and warmer than i.......my limbs ache.

[mayurisleftnut]

The most frustrating thing about my T injections is the fact that the vials contain the EXACT amount needed for my dosages and not a single drop more. And between the big needle I use to draw it up (like no matter what I do, there's some left in the needle, which gets disposed of) and the vial itself being a bit tricky to get every last bit out, I wind up with an ever-so-slightly smaller dose than I'm supposed to be getting. (It's one in 4 doses this happens, since that's how much the pharmacy provides each time)

I keep the old vials - if I save them long enough, I get an actual .5 ml once in a blue moon - but it takes me like 30 min of squinting and painstakingly fishing around each and every one for the teeeeeeny tiny leftover bits. And uhhhh idk, I just wish I could have my correct dose every time??? Like goddamn I know it's a controlled substance but wtf do u think I'm gonna do with like.. .1 ml extra smh

[barschter000]

t4t benbaro but transmasc Albert and transfem Barok