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i need to get on hrt
#at least a few times a week#i'll be chilling#just absolutely vibing#and the thought comes up to me and slowly pokes me in the cheek like#hi. what if. testosterone.#niki.rambles#ILL DO IT. MAYBE. I DONT KNOW.
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how do transmascs not want to kill themselves all the time honestly
#i experience transphobia and hardship in my daily life#and then i go home and go on my computer and learn that i dont experience any of that actually#im just pretending. and i shouldnt talk about it because im just a fake trans#who wishes his experiences could even measure up to a crumb of what real trans people (women) have to go through#ok cool.#testosterone is a controlled substance did you know that. my state is actively making it harder for people my age to access hrt#but i guess since im transmasc i dont actually have to worry about any of that! im fine!#i didnt have a 3 month time limit before it would be illegal for me to access hrt! im transmasc im too privileged to worry about that!#transphobia#transandrophobia
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#first of all so true that everyone recognises the lab in him#second of all all that barking did make my pussy contract#third of all i know Pierre and Pyry go to his driver's room and they have a BARKING sesh to get that testosterone up for the race#and final of all THAT BODY???? THE SOFT HAPPY TRAIL????#daniel ricciardo#pyry#spain24#but what is pyry really saying tho???
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My boy… look at how they massacred my boy….
#I HATE THE ADULT DESIGN IT DOESNT EVEN MAKE SENSE#CHIBI IS VERY SHORT AND LITHE FOR HIS AGE ALREADY#WHAT IS THIS BLOCK OF TESTOSTERONE#WHERE IS MY REGAL PROPHET BABY#Wakfu#chibi#Oropo special#Wait#where are his eyebrows#WHY DOESNT HE HAVE EYEBROWS#AND WHY AM I JUST NOW REALIZING THIS
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beginning to think the right wingers have a point about keeping drag away from kids— not because it's too sexual (it's generally not) or because kids shouldn't know that people can be trans (they aggressively should), but because eighth graders armed with drag slang are nuclear levels of annoying
#notebook#work blog#on a related note I found out today one of my Problem Boys is trans#and he is every bit the shitheel (affectionate) his buddies are#I used to think eighth grade boys were like that in part because of testosterone but afaik the kid in question is not on T#(despite what people would have you think hormone therapy for under 18s is *very* rare)#which raises the terrifying possibility that it's all social and there is a future in which we annihilate misogyny#but at the cost of the girls being like that too
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Now that I'm back in the online discourse of the Red Dead community after half a decade away waiting to have the ability to play and beat the second game, I'm really fairly quickly learning that there's this... weird, romanticized version of Arthur Morgan's character out there that really has no basis in reality.
Today I accidentally stumbled upon an anti-John Marston post and I'm not going to get into that here (even though I have A LOT to say), but the top comment was very strange to me. It talked about how Arthur is this 'giant', this 'greek hero', a perfect person, and as I read it I just... wasn't sure if I played the same game as them.
There's obviously a way of playing the game where he's this high honor hero, and I largely played that. But Arthur is also a deeply violent man, a deeply cynical and sometimes cruel guy. He's not a gentle humored guy, he's deeply sarcastic and at times kind of nasty with his humor, even to people he likes. He really often struggles with his worse nature, and it's not a struggle without reason. His first response to a situation is really often the most extreme, and the only reason I feel like people don't realize that outside of having a hand at deciding his honor is because he's the most outspoken about unnecessary vengeance... but that's not because he's opposed to it on principle, it's because it's important for him to protect his people, and that requires letting things go.
This isn't me bashing Arthur, by the way. The beauty of his character is how he struggles against himself, his own nature. How everyone can see his kindness even when he can't himself, even when his actions say otherwise. He's conflicted between what he wants his life to be and the life he has lead, the most important man in his life, one that's practically a father to him, instilled in him rules for life and he's watching him break every single one. For the first time in his life he has to figure out who he is and how he wants what little time he has to be defined. THAT'S a fantastic character, a hero even... but far, far, FAR from perfect. He's a deeply flawed human being who has done terrible things, and it makes me wonder the level of media literacy it takes to not understand that.
#Arthur Morgan#if he's a greek anything it's a greek tragedy#and that doesn't make him a pillar of heroism#Also like outside of the obvious ignoring of traits#(i should mention that this doesn't entirely surprise me from the rockstar audience btw#It bugs me because it's such a reductionist idea of how great his character actually is#To romanticize him as this perfect being is to devalue the wonderfully conflicted character they wrote#for multiple reasons#they have a weird habit of deifying male characters like this#and they also didn't realize nico bellic was a good character#and the ones that did didn't realize what his actual character was#or why things go the way they do in that game#rockstar has such a testosterone filled fandom that their literacy of morality and toxic masculinity should be questioned#this shouldn't have been a surprise to me)
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One thing I really enjoy about transition is when the changes in hormones slow down...
It feels like I am a house settling, shifting ever-so-slightly, and becoming one with this new foundation.
I don't have a "typical" body, but so do the other guys in my family. I look like them now. I've been told I looked like my father when he was a teenager, and I feel as though I am in the mentality I need to be in.
So many people are excited when they get all these new changes all at once, and then they might become disappointed when their second puberty starts to slow down, but I find I am the opposite. I am so much more at peace than I was before, and that's saying something when I was at peace a month into my changes.
#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#mtf#nonbinary#i feel like my experiences are 'atypical' but like... my family is kinda that way#like the guys in my family have the same-ish body type i do so i haven't always been dysphoric about it#i was mostly dysphoric about the fact i don't and can't fit into the 'typical male' archetype#but like... my dad doesn't fit into that at all and nobody gives him shit for it so hey what do i have to contend with#i'm getting close to the three-year mark and from my observations that tends to be where your changes do still happen...#...but it isn't always as quick/intense as it once was. your body tends to settle down y'know? that's where i feel i'm at#like i'd appreciate more body hair on my stomach and my mustache kurtis but that could take a bit and that's okay#it takes years for a cis man with testosterone YEARS for his hair to mature sometimes#and tbh i think we should celebrate that. you are a fine wine; you will only become fuller and richer as time goes on#you'll mature into a full-bodied wine that lingers on your tongue and leaves you craving more#alright i'm done with the wine metaphor because i only know so little about wine and alcohol 👍
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tarot cards commission for @arachnostalgiac's campaign + tarots for the players in the campaign
the first four cards are npcs
KING OF WANDS - Molteneye (a bastard. minor arcana ass motherfucker) X. WHEEL OF FORTUNE - Disah the First (a lich, a stable paradox, and a problem causer. most powerful magic user in the world) I. THE MAGICIAN - Fana di'Ilar (my old friend....) III. THE EMPRESS - the queen of aeriskal. one of the most powerful demons. queen bitch. also the dragon in the devil tarot (ma'am)
next four are PC tarots: XIII. DEATH - Azhar Sinai - water genasi fishmonger (blood magic wizard. normal. dont worry about it.) - me, @eganov/@maroonian VII. THE CHARIOT - Merriweather Westerly - heron harpy swashbuckler rogue - @skrunglebeasts V. THE HIEROPHANT - Pavo Groveroot - swamp elf cleric (subclass undisclosed, "i built him as a bad cleric") - @snarkmodeactivate XX. JUDGMENT - Ixak - dragonborn kensei monk - @queenly-robyn
the bottom three rows are the main cards for the companions + their potential class choices
XVII. THE STAR - Bror Deathseeker XV. THE DEVIL - Warlock XXI. THE WORLD - Ranger (chosen class)
VIII. STRENGTH - Rinaldi de Gava a si Teverra IX. THE HERMIT - Ranger O. THE FOOL - Paladin (chosen class)
XI. JUSTICE - Sifa al'Akara XII. THE HANGED MAN - Monk XIX. THE SUN - Bard (chosen class)
#homebrew#homebrew d&d#d&d 5e#d&d#d&d art#d&d character#dungeons and dragons#dungeons & dragons#dnd 5e homebrew#tarot cards#pavo's fun! mean girls incarnate! if testosterone saved ianthe! what the fuck is his deal? who knows!#azhar is a normal dad who fishes for his livelihood. ignore the everything else about him#ixak is the most upfront about how fucked up she is lmao#and merriweather! well you cant be traumatized if youre happy (this is not true. its a blatant lie. she is so traumatized. help her.)
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what if they were human?
kay kay kay so i was thinking what would the bugs loook like if they we in a human form or like in a disguse similar to scrabby and this is what i got:
I was also thinking hmm.... well beetles are one of the most diverse species in the world and literally I watched a video talking about how they collected beetles for a sample in the wild and out of those beetles they discovered 7 new species. Soooooo I was like what if they were different races instead?
honestly, I'd be so funny bc of how Scrabby is ginger and he just starts singing the Animaniacs song if someone asks his race
its literally just this lol
also I did as much research as I could ofc :p
Also one with the pink/green eyes (Popstar) belongs to @chaosaliien and the one with purple eyes (Stella) belongs to @liqu3d
#uhh here are their races if you're interested#moonfly is black#Jacob is Brazillian#Frost is middle eastern#Node is asian with curly hair from Prism#Stella is light skinned#like damn she in the mood#iv'e never seen men become so zesty in my entire life the way they act when ice spice comes on#stella ice spice FR LMAO#IVE TESTED MY HYPOTHESIS#THEORY? CONFIRMED.#god damn Jacob the definition of testosterone#when i tell you how clever i felt making Jacobs cracks as scars on his face#i might've done a bad job but jacob has bleached hair thats overgrownnnn so yeahhh#honestly i love chracters with vililigo they're actually so pretty#they have constellations on their face what is more mystical than that?#WHEN I TELL YOU I HAD ���� TO 👏 TRUST 👏 THE 👏 PROCESS 👏 WITH 👏 THE 👏 VITILIGO 👏#white pen ink is very tasty i def recommend /j#diffrent face shapes lessss goooooooooooooooooooooo#ain't no way somebody reading all this shiii#ok ik ik ill stop writing becoming president of yappersville rn#lawful joke fanart#lawful joke#lawful joke fankids
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I hate Luffy with a beard so much. What kind of abomination is that i can't take it
#SERIOUSLY WHAT IS GOING ON WITH 40 AND 60 YEAR OLD LUFFY#gimme old luffy but without a beard i beg you😭#his body doesn't produce much testosterone or he shaves idk get rid of that ugly thing#one piece#luffy#monkey d luffy
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the silt verses: chapter 34
chapter 38
#p#tsv#the silt verses#im being so brave n tagging this + making it rb-able. i think#posting this for my own benefit cuz it made me go nuts (positive) when i listened to ch 38 n got to this part#i was like WAIT THIS REMINDS ME OF SMTH#n then i found the right ep to check the transcript for the first one n i was like YESSSS >:)#this podcast dude.....im eating it its eating me we're (cant spell the O word) snake eating self thing#this is like. what if we were both prophets of our faith (in different ways i think)#n bargaining w our god for the safety of our loved ones#basically threatening it w the power we have over it#And we were both trans??? :O#Also! how theyre both v like jaded abt their god when they started w good intentions (paige)#or like such zealous belief n feel the bad actions u do are justified by ur faith n its for ur god etc (faulkner but i worded it badly)#now that im rambling here: anyway i do miss that faulkner era sldjk like hes still doing fucked up stuff ofc#but at this point he admitted he doesnt feel the same abt the trawler man n is maybe more like carpenter at the beginning of the series#ok 38 made me cry it was wild actually. the stuff w his dad got me dude!!!#him telling raine that hes wanted to like confront his dad for not being around for him+his brothers n basically abandoning him eventually#but now that theyre together again he cant cuz his dad isnt even like. himself sometimes n needs to be looked after etc#this podcast is great w complicated parental/family relationships i think. faulkner n his alive brother+dad#paige w her dad + carpenter w nana glass#anyway back to 38 lol n when faulkner had to comfort his dad who thought he was his abusive uncle not his son n kept repeating#''i love u. im not him'' jeeeeez#then when his dad is more coherent n they have a long talk abt how faulkner (richard lol) has been n that he thinks hes rly fucked things u#<- CORRECT#OHH n the trans stuff omg like 'ur voice is deeper than last time i saw u' n feelin bad he couldnt afford#testosterone when faulkner was younger n stuff n saying how he looks n sounds suits him n skdjdk wah#ok posting this before i can regret it byeee
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leechy being a proud owner of a whole bunch of cursed t-shirts gotta be my favourite school for little vampires headcanon
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#he’s a smart dork i love him#if leechy was real his style would be ATROCIOUS#this is what testosterone does to a vampire /j#i love this headcanon so much#die schule der kleinen vampire#school for little vampires#leechy von lebenlos#mrrmeow
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#is this what young klav looks like?#no#but its his truth#trust me i know him personally i promise#its the same vibe as a transmasc person first experiencing the effects of testosterone and going full androgynous punk about it#and what is klav if not trans#ace attorney#aa#klavier gavin#aa4#my art
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The most frustrating thing about my T injections is the fact that the vials contain the EXACT amount needed for my dosages and not a single drop more. And between the big needle I use to draw it up (like no matter what I do, there's some left in the needle, which gets disposed of) and the vial itself being a bit tricky to get every last bit out, I wind up with an ever-so-slightly smaller dose than I'm supposed to be getting. (It's one in 4 doses this happens, since that's how much the pharmacy provides each time)
I keep the old vials - if I save them long enough, I get an actual .5 ml once in a blue moon - but it takes me like 30 min of squinting and painstakingly fishing around each and every one for the teeeeeeny tiny leftover bits. And uhhhh idk, I just wish I could have my correct dose every time??? Like goddamn I know it's a controlled substance but wtf do u think I'm gonna do with like.. .1 ml extra smh
#trans man arrested for LIFE bc he saved up ten years worth of his Dangerous Extra Testosterone#and sold it to an unsuspecting innocent young woman who thought it was essential oil or smth#i mean seriously tho what is the fear here#ftm hrt
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t4t benbaro but transmasc Albert and transfem Barok
#I already love trans Albert for what his transness would add to his mad scientism and what is better than one trans person? Two of them!#What is love if not trying to filter out the estrogen from your body for your lovely trans wife in exchange for her testosterone#barok van zieks#albert harebrayne#benbaro
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Bernard the elf is queer and trans, he told me himself
#real talk from someone who watched the movies as a kid and wanted his gender so bad#the santa clause#bernard the elf#he’s not trans you say#well what about his appearance in the second movie. huh?#it’s the testosterone
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