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Since I am a big nerd and really into it rn I ended up making a very long playlist for TFTGS as a series. Its ordered chronologically to the story beats so if you have read the books the songs line up to things that happen in them in order - for the people who DO know... you might just be able to match up the songs with where you are in the series...
#hello i am having fun where i can get it#also this is what im listening to while doing tftgs art#whats a fun game is just close your eyes scroll and see if you can guess where you are in the series#im so.... so happy with the back end of vol 3 you can tell EXACTLY where that is lol#also the prev ends at the start of vol 4 but vol 4 is LONG#and thats where some of the character specific songs are...#for the whole you know#jack having the shining or whatever that was lol#clock is a massive nerd and has brain worms#also the whole vibe of the playlist does sound like oh this is def a weird supernatural kinda story with some silly parts#tftgs#tftgs music#other#music#playlist#tales from the gas station#fandom stuff#this is what id put for the soundtrack if it was a show probs but again- brainworms#Spotify
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#this girl from my old theatre group who doesnt really like me goes to my school and glares at me when i pass her sometimes#today i was getting books from my locker and she sees me and literally goes >:( like her entire face screws up. which. like. Fine.#and tells me they've replaced me with another girl and im like ? ok#kind of a weird ass thing to say bc its a theatre group so Obviously. you know.#but ik how dramatic she gets so whatever. doesnt really bother me at this stage#besides the girl she was talking abt '''replacing''' me is literally nice. i mean yeah ive met her once but she seemed super nice#anyway the girl today asked if i was joining back and i was trying to be polite but vague so i said like haha ill try#and she was like “YOU WONT TRY” and called me “so rude” . which atp i had gotten my books but .?? hello??? (have you seen yourself)#and i just. i fucking. i need to be a hater for a second ok she is so getting on my nerves rn#WHY DO YOU CAREEE you do not like me. you did not like me when i saw u every thursday. and clearly u like me even less now.#also not helping the fact that i wonder if yall shit talk me before class sometimes. plus youre not in my year youre literally a senior#<- meaning we see each other like a couple times every term since most of your classes are on a different floor anyway.#and you are painfully committed to giving me scornful looks and comments every single time it's fucking annoyingg GET OVER YOURSELF#another person in that class who also goes to our school smiled & waved at me at the bus stop so. Maybe It's Just You!#im just like. ugh. why do you keep asking me to come back. pissing me off fr. makes me want to come back less actually.#anyway#ok im done.
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#hi im bfposting real quick#in a week me and my guy wil have been together for six months!! hello!!! thats so much time already!!#it feels like only yesterday that i was simpposting about him on here like a crazy person#for like two weeks. and then right after that i was boyfposting. oh how the turn tables#anyway im so 💗💞💓💗💖💘❣💕❤💓💗💞💖💘💗💞💓 (again and again and again and again)#thank god i didnt tag any of my simp posts so i cant look back on them i might die from cringe. i mean i remember what i wrote but still#i mean. im STILL simping whatever i say is just future me's problem#honestly crossposting from my previous text post. im out here thinking abt shit that had never crossed my mind before. whats happening to m
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every time i see someone say they hate a female character for getting in the way of their ship and no other reason i start barking and growling like a wild animal
#also the way nobody ever says this about male characters Ever. hello#its especially annoying when the character theyre mad at is a character that nobody in their ship has any romantic interest in#so theyre not even getting in the way of anything. like when people go ''i hate amy because sonic should be with sally >:('' or whatever#and i hate so/namy a Lot but im not gonna take that out on amy herself. shes literally just standing there#i also once saw somebody say they hate julie su for getting in the way of k/nuxouge...#not even a huge julie su fan but julie su get behind me ill protect you#Actually back on the subject of the sonally vs s/onamy stuff#from what ive seen most sonally fans these days are pretty normal about amy and about people pairing sonic or sally with someone else#and while there are still some extremely annoying sally/sonally fans out there who still do that sort of thing#its mostly the s/onamy fans who start screaming and crying over sally and other pairings involving sonic existing#in my experience anyway
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same soup... different day
#hello it is sarah in the tags again#i feel like i tell myself i'll actually use this as a blog and then i forget and then i remember and then i forget again#venting ahead if that is not ur jam (talking to the 2 followers who actually see my posts)#i like tumblr because it;s so removed from my personal life that it feels really like a place i dont have to be anything for anyone#anyway i've been wondering if i should go back to therapy again but i feel like they might get tired of me because i keep bailing and comin#back like an addict lol like i swear i'll commit this time! sike. ghost be upon ye#anyway this time i'd come in for the big D#i don't like the floor it just feels closer to being six feet under and a bit like where i belong#i feel like a great number of things have happened in the past year and i've met all of it with a very lukewarm sense of dread and anxiety#its not even about feeling happy i dont even think i can feel shaken by anything. i feel like people see my apathy and think it's confidenc#anyway im not going back. they always say the same thing. can't do shit about shit life syndrome. and i don't want pills i'm so sick of the#isn't it something that i'm especially depressed the day before i start my new job? it's a tradition at this point. cheers#isn't it cruel that everyone in my life seem to put me on some kind of bizarre pedestal and no one questions my decisions or authority and#i battle with myself to figure out if i'm doing the right thing (no one will tell me the truth they are all scared of me getting angry)#was talking with a friend about how it'll be if i join their group project in a module we're taking soon.#and she's like well isn't it obvious? everyone will just listen to whatever you say and we'll end up doing well.#no one would challenge you because you're always right. and it's like.. yeah. i guess. okay. (hate that i know she's not wrong)#lol can u tell this is why house is kind of getting to me. learning lots of things about myself watching that man commit medical malpractic#anyway. i didn't ghost my therapist this time i remember now. she left the clinic lol she asked me to connect on linkedin. that was amusing#i always feel like the therapists here never know what to do with me and i kind of have to hold their hand a bit through my psyche#also they seem to be a bit at awe of me which is a bit annoying. and i know that definitely sounds like Issues but it's just like#ugh not you too. please stop i'm sick of it i'm sick with it. i don't want you to be inspired by my awful life and how i handled it#and i have nothing to say for it but... *gestures vaguely* of all of this
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﹄ ◇ ; @dnangelic left a prayer
i take it you think i'm frightening? // ALSO ONE FROM DARK
⌜◈⌟ ▌ ── "𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐥𝐲 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮," she retorts, face still burning with embarrassment at the high pitched yelp she'd let out as soon as she'd realized she wasn't alone.
𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐬𝐨���𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞! Sneaking up on young ladies all on their lonesome in the dark and then saying such eerie things; who in their right mind would do that? Never mind that she had been trying to sneak up on him. It was still a flagrant display of appallingly bad manners. And she at least had plenty of good reasons for skulking about. Whoever (or perhaps more aptly, whatever) he is, she hadn't been able to get a clear reading of him during her initial qi scanning. She also hasn't been able to contact anyone through the communication array for the past hour, and without any means of requesting more information or backup, she had to be cautious. What could he say for himself? She had every intention of asking, but she was going to do so fully face to face.
𝐈𝐠𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐩𝐚𝐥𝐦 𝐟𝐥𝐚𝐦𝐞, 𝐒𝐡𝐢 𝐐𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐧 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐮𝐩 𝐭𝐨 𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐮𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐛𝐨𝐭𝐡. Her breath catches. Wings darker than night itself, each feather a slash of poet's ink. Jinwu. The thought drags her gaze from wings to chest, where she almost expects to find a golden arrow protruding from his ribcage. When she finally meets his gaze, a chill skitters down her spine. Those aren't the eyes of a crow. Neither are they the eyes of a human, god, or ghost. Outside, the wind begins to howl.
"𝐀 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐮𝐧𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐲," she admits, giving a polite nod as if trying to help him save face, "but nothing I haven't seen before. You give yourself too much credit, shuai ge."
𝐓𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐬𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐩 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞, 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐲𝐚𝐰𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐞𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐧𝐨𝐝. Shadows of tree branches dance across latticed windows. The wan, milky light seeping in past them spotlights various displays and artworks hung upon the opposite wall. The details of each subject have been blurred into a mess of nothingness. "That's far more frightening to me. Someone did something they shouldn't have or touched something they shouldn't have, and now look at this sorry state of affairs. Ugh. And right when I-- wait. Why are you in here, anyway?" She can only think of two reasons a fellow nonhuman would be inside this supposedly cursed estate of an eccentric collector. Her eyes widen. "Forget uncanny-- you're in trouble is what you are!"
#dnangelic#▌ ◈ QUEUE ; ⌜winds rippling still waters ⌟#▌ ◈ SHI QINGXUAN ; ⌜ in character ⌟#HELLO TSUN. GRABS YOU BY THE WRISTS AND STARTS SPINNING AROUND REALLY FAST.#im so sorry this is from back when i first added sqx#I NEVER STOP THINKING OF OUR CONVOS ABOUT DARK AND SQX!!! EVER!#love for humanity/can never be part of humanity as they are now#nothing belongs to them......... nothing can belong to them....#DARK. WOODS. DARK. WOODS. DARK. WOODS.#no verse tag bc fuck if i know where i'm putting this. sugisaki and mxtx meetup when.#AMSDF HER. MENTAL ACROBATICS ARE ASTOUNDING ME EVEN IF I DIDN'T FULLY SPELL THEM OUT#she assumes he got lured there by whatever abstract curse is going on to become part of the collection#by not assuming the absolute worst of him point blank she has still managed to make it sound the absolute worst
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Diagnosed with a terminal case of Rpg Brain
#hello hi sorry ive been inactive im 50% hyperfixated on classic lit 25% dragon age 25% bg3 and i also have uni and cosplay things to do#anyway right now im brainworming about the end of da2 in my worldstate#specifically since my canon says that Orion (warden) was DEFINITELY there and Varric just omitted it#i mean Zevran was there#you think Einar(Hawke)'s ex and Anders/justice's og radicalizer wouldn't be? lmaoo#the brainworms come in the fact that somehow cullen survives that encounter#i mean. inq isnt canon in my eyes so i could just say he dies#but also the thought of Orion leaving him alive purely for torment purposes a SECOND TIME#the whole 'you're the only one alive and an extremist freak- noone will believe you' thing#it just tickles me#oh orion why must your morally gray moments live only in situations i invented...#that and also whatever happens when he comes back from visiting his clan to find that justice and anders were driven out an hunted down#post awakening#(hint. it's warden treason <3 and murder)#river rambles
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feel weirdly optimistic about wednesday i can't lie..
#hope i dont come to regret this..#also im actually so surprised how disappointed ppl are with the match today like yes it was just a draw#but we came back from 2 down in like the 85th minute or whatever and scraped a draw like hello??? i thought it was a little bit of a slay#but ok..#anyway goodnight ily all
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hi!! it’s the my dearest anon again did u see the new part 2 preview omg it’s so sad they’re abt to break my heart into pieces
for the uninitiated, i am linking the preview in question here but wouldn't it be funny if they wanted us to suffer. that's not their plan right. right it can't be we went through too much in part one to go for a second round surely they'll have some mercy on us this time
(narrator voice: they did not, in fact, have mercy on us)
#inbox#q: anon#tv: my dearest#my dearest#mbc my dearest#namgoong min#nam goong min#ahn eun jin#kdrama#local gay watches My Dearest (and is subsequently f*cked up).txt#local gay watches k-dramas.txt#hi hello again anon ty for coming back to my inbox with absolutely devastating information for the rest of the fandom#the way her hair is up bc she apparently got married????? and somehow they dragged her to Qing and now we have to sit here with a door#between her and Jang Hyun like it's Yi San and Deok Im from TRS all over again (cinematographer-nim!!!!!! you are not subtle sir!!!!!!!)#and he is asking where it all went wrong and we know where it did and simultaneously don't and God. f*ck. i got goosebumps#when the OST came in my hands started shaking i am not ok THEY ARE NOT OK#and ykw this week for whatever reason i decided to put Sting's Mad About You in my personal MD playlist#that i usually have on loop when i'm working on fics or writing up posts and that one line in the bridge. 'it'd make a prison#of my life / if you became another's wife'. i did not ask them to reach through the screen and decide i was a prophet now wtf#give me a sec i need to decide whether i'm currently collected enough to listen to With My Heart and not break down again
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sits really normal and not at all upset
#vent#dont rb#ughhhhhhhhhhh#be me . ask for math help . get toyed with and made fun of .#and now hes probably sad or whatever UGH im so upset#i thought he understood how much i dislike math and everything surrounding it and that that would mean hed actually help without being mean#but i guess not ok thanks#like . dude youve seen me cry over math so many fucking times did u really think being mean like that wouldnt affect me ??? like ? hello ?#and now my math groove thrown off -_- ill try to get back on track but i just wanna curl up with buttercup and cry#whateverrrrrr i dont care i dont care & it doesnt matter#maybe i shouldnt have left the call although in my defense i was one second away from crying#and also i did cry . i am crying#UGH whatever
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#this has been such a shitty week and were only on wednesday#my rent will be raised in may w 30 euros#i spairned my back yesterday and everything is pain#and top of everything i just. cant get myself a fucking job#for the last month i have been waiting an answer while constantly exchanging emails from this one place i really really wanted to go#and the ceo there said id really fit there but none of the project managers seem to want to take#me as their apprenctince or whatever i cant come up with a better word#so now i gotta keep looking but ive already sent so many applications and 0 asnwers#i just dont get it what is so incredibly wrong with me that i get no answers#its this same struggle every single spring#im so so so scared i wont have a job this summer#like hello im turning 25 and have had like . one proper summer job since turning 18#it fucking sucks so fucking bad i just dont get whats wrong with me#am i really that bad at writing applications??? i just dont get it aaaaaaaaa#im so sick of everything i just want a job please give me a job#im so tired of stressing out money everything costs so fucking much and i just know the prices will never lower again#bc we live in a capitalistic hellhole#im disappointed in me and everything and#idk i wish i could sleep for the next 3944 months
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swear to god i'm just gonna stop watching the endings to shows i like. good shows need to get cancelled on cliffhangers forever
#sorry its just that this has happened like twice back to back for me here and im not really a tv show watcher so maybe other people are#better equipped to handle it and THIS ONE WAS STILL GOOD AND FUN except for the last scene. like the literal very last scene.#ridiculous in tone. like i genuinely don't know if they just ran out of time or what#they DEFINITELY ran out of money in the effects budget jesus christ. helloooo greenscreen. hello snapchat app facefilter#like the vfx are kind of hit or miss with this show but the practical effects always went HARD. and this very last scene#i cannot stress enough that this was the very last scene. they were SOOOO CLOSE <3#this last scene just looked so bad. AND IT WAS SO SILLLYYYYYYYY why sunglasses. why were the girls dressed straight out of MADELINEEEE#are there uniforms that actually look like that????#listen i thought it was going to be a BAIT AND SWTICH nightmare kind of thing.#because there was still so much time left in the video but it was just INTERVIEWS or whatever with the directors. DEVASTATING.#WHY DIDNT BEN COME WITH THEM. FUCK#sigh. pointedly not tagging the show name because i do love this show. is it perfect? nah im sure. but i DO love it#and i'm not interested in tearing it apart and reading other people do the same like i just did with The Other Show#like god i can't do that again. my heart can't take it.#david take those sunglasses off. please. for me.#I DIDN'T EVEN NEED CLOSURE ON THIS PLOT THREAD ITS FINE. THEY COULD HAVE ENDED ON THE SCENE BEFORE#i would have made do with that! or just a shot of some plane tickets on kristen's phone and some background noise#of the girls packing! something cute and sweet and implicationy like that we DID NOT NEED THE GREENSCREENNNNNNN#anyway even with what we do have I'm choosing to believe that ben was packing up his stuff and moving out there with them against his bette#judgement. like i know he said something about 'visiting' but he's rolling up his poster i can choose to believe what i want about that#i need to stop typing and thinking about it man i just realized he wasn't wearing his hat this whole episode. did his migraines go away#did i forget that from last episode. also while im complaining i WISH there was more lexis stuff this season she didn't get to be spooky#*capping my pen and throwing it across the room* but there was a lot of stuff i liked.#*gritting my teeth* im going to rewatch the season now.#or i'll just keep replaying the part where ben stumbles over the i love you. worth it just for that. because i am weak of spirit
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my brain telling me to go back to reading reddie fic 24/7 by making me dream about them last night
#it was taking me forever to fall asleep and then as im FINALLY drifting off i start getting this fucking incredible richie based narration#and im like i should write this shit down. but i dont want to fuck up my sleep. whatever im just gonna enjoy it#and then it was awesome.#eddie had to go in this house for something (it was his house but it wasnt his house like in the movies it had a back porch with a sliding#door and he had a dad and a brother and a big dog instead of his mom. the losers were waiting on the porch cause they couldnt go in. richie#tried to go in with him but his dad fucking HATES richie so he went outside to make it easier for eddie. problem is ITs in the fucking house#so the losers are outside and yeah theyre hearing yelling and shit but they expected that cause eddie fights with his dad all the time.#theyre chatting and shit but richie is being... strangely quiet. because hes working on this thing hes been working on for WEEKS now. its a#drawing of eddie and a poem about him. and hes super embarrassed about it but one night he couldnt sleep and he started it and now he Needs#to finish it. meanwhile eddies in the house and he doesnt immediately know ITs there. his dad is being shittier than usual even though hes#just trying to stock up some stuff from the medicine cabinet but hes like whatever im in and im out. but then his dad starts talking about#shit he shouldnt know about. like REALLY shouldnt know about. and eddie turns and his dad is much taller than he should be. and his head is#shaped weird. and all of a sudden ''hello eddie''. and eddies screaming and trying to get out and finally the losers figure out that#somethings wrong but the doors locked so they cant get in and richies about to break the fucking glass door when eddie comes barreling out#directly into him and they land in a heap on the ground. pennywise waves at them from the door and disappears and eddie is just sobbing into#richies chest curled up smaller than theyve ever seen him. richies so concerned with comforting eddie that he doesnt realize his papers just#lying out on the ground next to him. and nobody says anything because theyre having a Moment but as eddie calms down and starts talking to#richie almost like normal even though hes still clinging onto him and sitting in his lap his eyes flick over to the paper and richie about#jumps out of his skin to grab it but the damage is done eddie saw the drawing at least. and i dont remember as much of this part of the#dream but i know there was a quiet confession and they hug and its very fucking sweet and just. AUGH!!!!!
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me, crawling home with Yet Another souvenir bowl to my name
#it was only like...... 20 quid thats so fine#im adding to my collection okay#i want to buy souvenirs but i don't just want to buy useless landfill tat that im not going to actually use#so i spend money on stuff like this instead of acrylic figures or tote bags or pin badges etc etc#i have a hello kitty donburi bowl from sanrio puroland#and a japanese-style mickey mouse bowl from tokyo disney that i got back in september#then a miffy bowl from huis ten bosch (dutch theme park in nagasaki)#and now a haikyuu bowl and spoon set from the jump! shop in shibuya :D#it has chibi oikawa and iwaizumi on it. they r so cute i could not refuse#its going to get interesting when i have to get all of this home again but whatever lol#i was there to look in the nintendo shop but they r right next door to each other so yk
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DDA: dorm displays of affection
Being a famous idol means PDA is out of the question, but not dorm displays. Alternatively, ways the enha boys show you’re theirs while in the dorms with their other members 🤭
1.5k words, idol!enha x gf!reader, this is fem reader, about 200 words a piece… no warnings i think, flufff, some are more general than others, im sorry 😔
Heeseung
Always has you sat on his lap.
Literally does not matter where you are or what you’re doing, you are not allowed next to him
Even if it’s a movie night and EVERY SINGLE member is there so you think ‘surely I can sit by myself this time, it’d be so weird for us to be cuddled up like that in front of everyone’
WRONG 🚨🚨
As soon as you sit down next to him, he looks at you like you’ve lost your mind
The pout comes out
“What are you doing?” 🥺
Genuinely looks so confused that you’re sitting anywhere else
“Hee, all the boys are here.”
Looks at you like ‘and since when do I gaf??’
Grabs your waist with one hand and pulls you into his lap himself 🤭
None of the boys bat a single eye
“Everyone knows this is where you belong baby” he says, kissing your temple and wrapping his arms around your midsection
Ignores you literally combusting
Jay
The definition of princess treatment
You can literally just turn your brain off when you’re around Jay
You haven’t touched a single door since the two of you started dating
He opens the car door, the door to the dorm, even his bedroom door
( he has your location turned on so he gets a notification when you’re close and can be there to open the door for you as soon as you arrive at their dorm)
One of the first times he took you out, you opened the door for yourself and he slid across the car hood to close it again and re open it before you had time to get out 🙄
(He looked really silly but you tell him it was cool)
Pulls your chair out even when you’re just eating dinner with the guys
Cue the boys exchanging looks and whip cracking motions 🤪
If you’re walking best bet he’s on the outside of the sidewalk and his hand is on your lower back, guiding you
You didn’t realize how much you stopped thinking around him until once when he was guiding you through the hall and he literally had to stop you from running into Sunghoon
It’s not your fault, you’re just a girl 🎀
Jake
NICKNAMES GALORE
The boys actually didn’t know your name for like a solid six months bc he NEVER said it
“My girlfriend is coming over” he’d announce
“Your girlfriend that is…?”
“Pretty?” He has no idea what they’re talking about
As soon as you get there all they hear out of his mouth are ‘pretty girl’ and ‘sweet angel’
Like hello you have a name 🤨
“C’mere pretty girl” as soon as you open the door
“What do you think, princess?” He asks your input as the boys decide what to watch
😵💫😵💫 sike, you don’t even need a name, he can call you whatever he likes
The boys like to tease him when they need you two for something
“Yes Jake, can you and your pookie wookie bear please join us in the kitchen for a moment?”
“Hey Jake, does your schnookums like cream in her coffee?”
He really doesn’t call you those, but anything out of his mouth might as well be to the guys
“Yes my beautiful girlfriend who is an angel on earth does like cream thank you very much. Lots of it.”
He does not care at all, he thinks you’re the sweetest thing ever and deserve to be reminded of it every time he talks to you
Sunghoon
Bro CANNOT FOCUS when you’re around it’s actually so bad
The boys have probably seen you guys kiss like twice but the amount of times they’ve had to smack him upside the head bc he’s zoned out staring at you???
♾️
He has the biggest heart eyes, if it was possible to love you anymore he’d probably actually develop heart shaped retinas
“Hoon? Hoon?” Heeseung calls his name four times before following his line of sight and seeing you filling a glass of water
“You’re so embarrassing.”
The boys approach you with anything they have to tell him because the only way he snaps out of it is if someone else joins you
He’ll be in space for 20 minutes but the second one of the guys walks up to you he’s right there
“Why are you talking to my girlfriend?”
(Yes I’m thinking about that fansign where he said no to everything 🤫)
The managers were gonna let you come to filming one time but the boys said ABSOLUTELY NOT
Hoon could not be in a five mile radius of you without getting dating rumors he was down so bad
Sunoo
This man loves you so bad he does not care who sees
Greets you at the door with a bone crushing hug and kisses all over your face
(The boys make faces at each other while they listen to his loud ‘mwah’s from the living room)
You flush when you walk in and realize they all heard it, but Sunoo pays them no mind, leading you by the hand to where he has a bouquet of flowers and your favorite coffee on the table
He’ll take you into the living room where the rest of the guys are playing games just so he can sit there with his arm around you while you enjoy your drink
Even when he gets into a fight with Sunghoon and starts yelling with his hands they’re still attached to you
One time he accidentally poked you in the eye while gesturing and he felt so bad he almost cried
Kissed it to make it better only to have the guys start throwing pillows at him for being “gross in the communal area”
“Fine, I’ll go kiss my girlfriend in peace!”
Now you’re a blushing mess that they all know 🫠
“Don’t be embarrassed baby, they’re just mad I have the prettiest girlfriend ever”
Jungwon
He takes care of you SO BAD
The boys teased him the first time they saw him stop to tie your shoes for you, but never again
Will be cooking the most delicious smelling thing in the world and smack the boys hands when they try to steal it
“This is for yn” 😠
Braids your hair, zips your jacket, honestly just fawns over you like a grandma 😭
“It’s cold out. You should bring a jacket!”
“But wonnnn, I don’t want to” you’d whine but does he care?
NO
His baby is not getting sick on his watch
Not only does he pick your jacket, but he also puts it on for you, zips it up, and puts on a matching hat
Imagine the boys reaction when the two of you go out one night and won comes back barefoot 😭
But your heels hurt and he wasn’t about to have that ‼️ so he gave you his shoes and carried your heels the rest of the way home
(The same heels that he insisted on clasping for you while you sat at his vanity)
‘Down astronomically bad’ Jay would cough as won leads you back to his room
Jungwon just thinks you should never have to do anything yourself 🤷♀️
“You just sit there and look pretty, I’ll get it” 🫣
Riki
Is quite literally always hanging off of you
Nonchalant my booty, when he’s in the comfort of his own home with the people who know him best… his facade goes down the drain
If you’re standing up at all— washing dishes, doing your hair, even standing in the living room having a conversation with one of his members
Without him??? I think not 🤨
Literally drapes himself across your back, hanging his arms over your shoulders and dropping his chin on top of your head
“Hi ki!” You chirp, turning around to see him staring, arms still locked around you
“Why are you doing that?” He asks
He doesn’t want you doing ANYTHING in his dorm.
Why are you even doing dishes? That’s his hyung’s job. Doing your hair??? For who? You will not be seen by anyone for the next 1-3 business days if it’s up to him
And if you’re talking to one of the members 🙄
He won’t say anything, but if you’ve kept talking for more than 2 minutes after he’s showed up, he’ll pinch your side and shoot daggers at whoever you’re talking to until the two of you give up
“No need to get moody, I’ll give you your girlfriend back,” Jake rolls his eyes
That’s what he was waiting for ‼️
Throws you over his shoulder and takes you right back to his room where you will never be heard from again!! (Until dinner time)
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well the downside of being off T is that i realize i DO have emotions after all and they never stopped being intense and i never learned how to cope cause i was just numbing it out. ugh. lame
#hello darkness my old friend#on the verge of losin it and going back to old coping strats#looking foward to it tbh#i dont know if ill ever go back on T or not. rather not think abt it#wish people would stop asking and leave me alone. stop fucking telling me im trans all the time im going insane#just want normalcy#just wanna live a calm peaceful normal life#im not saying T numbs ur emotions but it did for me#i think cause i was on such a high dose for whatever reason#made me calm but like#if emotions range from 0 to 100#i only felt the 40-60 range#yakno what i mean?#i didnt feel the rage or the intense sadness#but i didnt get any sort of real joy or excitement or satisfaction in anything either#i dont know which i prefer to be honest#neither. both. depends#i crave the intense ups#makes me feel alive rather than just standing there in a storm#i want to be the storm#ramblings
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