#heehoo angst

[bones-of-a-rabbit]

readerbot au au where they get virus'd and fear turns into hate but its the best they've ever felt and they use a screwdriver and a hammer to break their face apart and create a smile of their own

[the-gateway-to-madness]

im having many thoughts today apparently

Anyway, Sandy is made of sand, so of course his wound from Pitch involved a spreading corruption.

But what if Pitch gets a cutting or piercing blow on someone with normal skin? Like, say, the other Guardians?

I think that it doesn't have a corrupting effect. Instead, I think the wounds are clean, and heal very quickly (supernaturally, spirit-quickly), only for nightmare sand to be trapped under the skin and constantly fight to get out- especially if someone touches the scars.

Or in other words: why corrupt someone until they're not even recognizable, when you can trap the character with constant pain as they are now?

[swiftmitsu]

small angsty Dust comic EHEH

TW // self deprecation/spiraling, sweraring, suicidal ideations

please don’t read/read cautiously if you’re sensitive to this stuff ^^

[oogaboogaspookyman]

Soooo a reply in the most recent Oil Is Thicker Than Blood release (by @dronebiscuitbat ) gave me an idea! And threw my impulse control out of my window!

BE WARNED: this contains a more than implied spicy Nuzi scene, which is canon in the universe of Oil Is Thicker Than Blood. I also tried my best to finish this so be also warned for potentially sucky writing lmao

Edit: I FOUND THE GUY THAT INSPIRED THIS SHIT IT'S @/makiyu23 THANK YOU DUDE THIS WAS SO MUCH FUN I WOULDN'T HAVE MADE THIS WITHOUT YOU

[EAVESDROPPING]

That red eyed freak... She's gonna pay.

Crawling in the vents. She always loved crawling around, whether it's the roof, the walls, or the ventilation systems, it always felt so good and satisfying.

This time didn't feel good the usual way now. It felt good like a revenge. Fitting.

While she's doing that, she found a few trinkets along the way! Neat! Things to look at instead of her glasses! She always disliked looking at her own glasses out of boredom, it brings memories she doesn't have consent for... Y'know what else she didn't consent to?

...

Let's not joke about that time, V...

...

Anyway! Back to searching through the vents! And sending those updates on the red thing stuff too!

"robo-god i fucking love crawling it's satisfying like-..." She stops for a moment... Then sighs... "Let's not ramble about these things alone V, you'll seem crazier than you already are..."

After long minutes of crawling around in the vents and sending updates on the search, she started to hear something...

Talking?

There's people talking...

There's people talking.

"Look, i'm just sayin', we can't have these Murder Drones in 'ere at all, ya know their body count? As someone who like- counts the deaths and missing drone cases, i say they're up to like- the THOUSANDS!"

"You know Khan's orders and announcement, they're living with us now, end of. We cannot keep having this conversation, Sean..."

"Susan please just- just understand what i'm trying to say here!"

"We can't keep up a relationship if all you're gonna ramble about is the Murder Drones wanting to make amends."

A Worker with an irish accent... Rambling to another, 50% masculine 50% feminine and 100% tired sounding, about the fact that she and N are living in the bunker with them and how he's against it. Of course. If she could drop down right then and there... She would. But she can't, she made a promise... Stupid promise but hey, she cares about that idiot.

...

Stupid feelings, stupid concept of caring, stupid core, now she feels all mushy and gross...

Ughh, get back to work you trauma bag!

Beep. Update sent. And as she crawls around the vents, a message for Lizzy. Heehee Lizzy she cute- SHUT UP BRAIN.

SD-V: yo liz i caught two people talking while i crawled in the vents, wanna hear?

A few seconds later...

Lizthequeen: OMG yes!!! drop the gossip gurl!!!

SD-V: so theres these two workers talkin shit about me and n for obvious reasons and apparantly these two workers are also a dumb lovey dovey couple

Lizthequeen: oh shiz you talking about sean and susan??? oh theyre having constant problems with their relationship i heard!!

SD-V: thats what im saying. theyre in constant problems with their relationship yeah

Lizthequeen: they are fr?? daaayyuummm gurl...... are they breaking up now???

V stopped to look back and crawl a little backwards to hear...

"... Susan- Susan please don't do this to me-"

"No no no no you know what? You know what? We're done here, all you ramble about is your racism, fuck you and fuck off"

"Susan please!"

Then a slam... Then a sigh...

"... WELL GOOD RIDDANCE I FUCKING GUESS!"

She began crawling forward again... God damn.

SD-V: yup

Lizthequeen: RN????? HOLY SHIT?????

SD-V: yup

Lizthequeen: they finally broke up........ thank you for sharing the info bestie i owe u so much

SD-V: yeah you owe me a good hanging out

What the FUCK. WHY DID YOU SEND THAT WHY DID YOU SAY THAT

V immediately stopped messaging in flustered frustration, yellow filling her visor and embarrassment filling her... Everything. Fuck's sake.

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Lizthequeen: what do u mean by that ;3c

SD-V: nothing shut up buzz off im busy anyway BYE

Then to the right goes the program...

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...

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That was stupid.

...

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Okay that's processed.

As she crawled by, she began to hear more chatter... Right, people exist.

"Guy imma need to talk to ya"

"Oh no. My name in b flat. I'm in trouble"

"More like i wanna discuss something with you regarding the whole Khan's daughter and N thing..."

"... Am i in trouble?"

"Stop saying you're in trouble, i just wanna talk"

PFFFFT

"“Stop saying you're in trouble” yeah shut up before you get in trouble hehehehehe-"

"What the HELL was that?!"

V squeaked in surprise, then yelled back, attempting to threaten the two into submission.

"YOU BETTER NOT TRY ME OR I WILL DROP DOWN AND RIP YOU TO SHREDS YOU TOASTERS!!"

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"Okay, no need to yell lass, we would've listened anyway"

"Yeah what Han said"

V sighed in relief and kept crawling and sending updates. Situation avoided.

...

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Crawling by crawling by, crawling by for the sake of your life~

This is getting really boring, i fucking hate this now i wanna go home~

She sang as she crawled in the vents, sending updates every few as she found new things and new gossip, making herself laugh a little as she crawled... She needed those laughs and those moments. She needed a break from the tension and the fear. The dread. That red eyed freak...

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That red eyed freak.

...

"You want me to lead?" She heard, faintly, as she crawled about...

What in the god damn?? Uzi??

"Lay down then"

What????????

She crawled forward and stopped to hear the possible new gossip...

...

What the fuck are they doing down there.

"Relax, okay?"

"O-okay..."

Uzi?? N?? What are they...

...

Oh they can't be.

"I-i'm not t-that insteresting"

"You're gorgeous, actually"

"Shouldn't i be saying that to y-you?"

Nuh uh they're not i don't believe... N would be a bottom though.

A little more of hearing from inside the vents, it becomes clearer as every second passes. She can't move.

She jerks a leg forward, yet it's stiff. She can't move.

She tries the same with one arm, it's stiff too. She can't move.

She tries to at least launch herself forward, but her whole body is stiff. She can't move.

She sighs... I can't move... I can't stop hearing...

"Ngh... Uzi..."

JUST MOVE LET THEM BE MOVE MOVE MOVE MOVE MOVE MOVE MOVE MOVE MOVE MOVE MOVE MOVE MOVE MOVE MOV

She jerks an arm, trying to continue crawling.

Again.

And again.

And again.

And again.

And again.

And again.

FINALLY.

She manages to continue crawling by...

After ceaseless crawling, ending up finding nothing, and having heard quite the event... You think she'll have a word or two for them about it?

She's laid down across the ground, alone in her nest in the spire, seemingly dissociating after the events that transpired...

"Well... Damn." Her last words said in surprise.

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We never got to go far in our relationship.

She swapped her hand up with the submachine gun and aimlessly let loose a barrage of bullets, drowning her thoughts in noise. Drowning her sorrows in noise.

Heavy breathing, panting.

...

"Let's not think of that, V..."

[that-one-dork]

Do yall fw Jaime Reyes Blue Beetle

Design mostly referenced from his DCAMU model

[spiderin-space]

Next chapter up!! And sketches down below!!

[spacestation-l7]

"Raise your hands now to testify Your confession will be crucified You're a sacrificial suicide"

[puddleslimewrites]

Resignation

Inspiration/Prompt

"Quit looking at me like that."

"Like what?"

"Like you're never going to see me again."

The frown on Villain's face deepened. "You're resigning."

Hero smiled sadly. "Not for another month. This isn't the last time." An unspoken 'not yet' hung in the air.

"Who am I going to terrorize when you're gone?" Villain asked. Their throat was dry, eyes desperate as they searched the hero's expression. "Who's going to tear down my schemes? Trade threats with me?"

"They'll assign you someone new."

"I don't want someone new."

Hero swallowed. For the first time they felt close to regretting their decision. They almost wished they could take it back, but...

But they just couldn't do this any more. As much as they enjoyed their time as a hero, they knew they had reached their limit.

"...I'll miss you." It was an offering - the only one they could give.

Villain clenched their fists, jaw locked tight. Hero waited for the protests to start again. Instead, they were forced to take a step back as they suddenly found themself with an armful of their nemesis. It took them a moment to register the hold for what it was. Hero wrapped their arms around Villain, cheek pressed to their shoulder.

They didn't have the heart to let go.

[rockintapper]

HAAAIII IM BACK!!!! heres an animatic based off of rocket's AU!!! YAHOOOO YIPPEEE I LOVE ANGST

[wigglyscardigan]

I am severely mentally ill when it comes to this season

[silly-guy-tendencies]

Was It Worth It?

Me??? Writing??? That's crazy man.

But seriously I'm writing a ROTTMNT AU that's like if Mikey couldn't bring Leo back from the prison dimension. It's angsty obviously but it'll have a happy ending 👍👍

So anyways go read it if you want to!! /nf

[kinaesthetiqueer]

someone else shake me by the shoulders and tell me that tomorrow is tuesday

[obsidian-vineyard84]

Bro that's a weird way to flirt/j

Mmmm smp lore go brrrr

Full comic page:

Mmm,,,

[cat-penguin-anon]

NEW FRIENDLY FACES AU FIC UP!!!!

HEAVY angst warning!! This one gets SAD

[erzvolnes]

keep seeing this CR post going around thats like. "bc vax is dead and vex is still alive, at some point vex is gonna get older than her big brother" and i fuckin hate it bc. that's whats gonna happen to me this year lmao. i'm turning 28 and my brother was 28 when he died. and i know it's not OP's fault at all but i fucking hate seeing every single one of my CR mutuals reblogging that stupid fucking post like it's not something i'm actively dealing with and not just a fun fandom angst thing.

[forthedancingandthethriving]

(Nimbus angst? Nimbus angst. Im still thinking about those tags, how dare you do this to me Duckapus /j)

Tw: minor blood, minor self-harm

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She bows, her tail flicks.

The roaring applause, the cheering. Behind her, she hears Queen Melody clap.

Nimbus forces a smile as she raises back up. No one can tell. They never can.

As the queen rises from her throne, she gives a nod to Nimbus, and she turns and takes her leave. Her shoes make soft clacks against the polished floor of the hallway as she leaves the foyer of the castle.

The oak door shuts behind her, and Nimbus lets out a breath she knows she was holding. She slumps against the door and grips the top of her head.

Very nearly she blew the performance. So closely, she nearly let those urges of being an idiot get the best of her. A violinist was playing off tune the entire time, and she wanted to snark at them, say something stupid.

But she didn't, thank everything above.

Her claws un-sheath, and they dig into the top of her head. Blood spills, and it stains her white fur. She finds it distracts her, even for a moment.

But Nimbus nearly revealed herself again. She nearly revealed the truth again.

She lets out a shuttering breath, closing her eyes. She removes her claws and puts her paws down. Gently, she hits her head back against the oak door.

It was getting harder every day. Bottling it up. Masking it. SMG8 and SMG9 kept warning her that she couldn't do this forever. It was going to explode in her face. She had to be herself.

But this was her. The calm and collected Nimbus. The balanced Nimbus.

Not.. not some crazy idiot.

I shouldn't think like that, she chastises herself quickly, Some of her new, closest friends are like her. None of them were crazy idiots. It wasn't their fault they were like this.

Nimbus exhales, looking at the ceiling. She didn't mind being the Avatar of her world. But she minded being compelled to do all sorts of strange things. She cared deeply for 8&9, and if it came down to it, she'd lay down her life for them. But she sometimes found herself wishing that.. they became friends a different way.

She stands and un-sheaths her claws again. Her eyes gaze down at them, stained with some of her blood. Her head aches a bit, but she finds she doesn't care.

With a sigh, Nimbus sheaths her claws once more, and turns, going to walk-

"Nimbus?"

The Songbird stops and turns. There, in the doorway, stands Queen Melody. The queen is looking at her, confused.

Instantly, Nimbus schools her face, putting on a calm and collected smile. "Ah, Queen Melody. May I ask why you're here and not with the guests?"

"Ambrosia is handling them." the queen smiles lightly at the mention of the court jester, and Nimbus nods.

(She wonders if her life would be easier if she were the court jester. Would she be able to finally be the Avatar this code so badly wanted her to be?)

"But are you alright, my dear?" the queen steps out of the doorway, and the door shuts behind her. "I thought you would be in your chambers by now, resting."

"Oh, I'm fine, your majesty." Nimbus smiles, ears flicking. "I just needed a moment to de-stress, that's all. It was quite a long performance today."

Queen Melody falls quiet, gazing at the Songbird. Nimbus's heart begins to beat faster, and her expression falls for a quarter of a second.

"You're bleeding, my dear." Queen Melody points at her head and the Avatar's heart drops.

Nimbus reaches up and gingerly touches her head. She smiles again, trying to remain calm. "Oh, I am. It seems like maybe I should go and get this checked, my queen. I'll be taking my leave now."

"Nimbus-!" Queen Melody reaches out a paw, but the Norwegian forest cat is already too far for the birman cat to say anything more.

The queen pulls her paw to her chest, face falling, and her ears pinning to her head.

She wasn't blind to how Nimbus was acting. She knew something was wrong and that it correlated with the strange USBs that fell from the sky all those years ago.

She knew the entire kingdom had changed after that. People became.. stupider, in a sense. More inclined to do dumb things. Queen Melody included, but she did well at masking it.

The queen knew Nimbus was masking as well, but she couldn't tell because of what.

Maybe she could ask SMG8. Finally get some answers.

As the queen turned back to the door, her eyes caught the small droplets of blood on the floor. She kneeled down and swiped at it.

It was still fresh.

Queen Melody's heart dropped and she looked in the direction Nimbus had gone.

"Nimbus.." she whispers softly.