#heavily traumatized
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i love cross so much it’s not funny anymore. i want him to be brutalized beyond recognition. i want him in a meatgrinder. i wrote him being disembowled once. he is my favoritest boy. he deserves to be dehumanized and treated like a dog. he deserves to have his loyalty used against him. he deserves to act stoic and then cry in his bedroom like a child because he hates feeling small and sometimes nightmare reminds him of xgaster and he hates it and he wants to die actually. and he misses his old life and his friends and xtoriel was like a mom to him and he misses her and he misses his siblings and frisk before he knew what he really was and he wants stablility and to be loved but he doesn’t know how to get it and the one time he did with epic he forgot him and now he’s friends with someone who gives him imposter syndrome purely by existing because cross feels bad that he’s not the cross epic knew but epic doesn’t care and cares for him the same. and killer is mean to him and makes digs because he wants to see cross snap but instead cross just cries because he’s canonically a huge fucking crybaby and he cries over everything including when he can’t put on a shirt right he cries so much and then killer goes ohh uh shit you good man and cross hates it even more because he wants his anger to be taken seriously but he can’t stop the tears so he storms off and xchara taunts him and cross hates everything
#also he’s trans btw#cross undertale.. bisexual trans king#heavily traumatized#utmv#undertale#cross sans#implied crepic/kross#they’re.. they’re a poly… epickross ily…#they all love each other actually#killer sans#xchara#epic sans#XTale#Underverse#gore tw#cw gore#cw disembowlment#tw gore#mentioned#Grgrgfhhf I’m so sorry for not adding that sooner
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More au!
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Be the reason a child cries.
#children#i cried a lot as a child#i am proud of many people#don’t actually#im forever wounded by grade school#heavily traumatized#there’s no recovering#im looking at you Matyn
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the fact that irving canonically survives through the end of asunder to be at wynne's funeral is so fucking funny to me. nothing but love and respect for MY unstoppable cockroach morally grey machiavellian mage dad!!! he's survived in his position through multiple attempted rites of annulment and blood mage plots popping up left right and center around him. the chantry keeps trying to stamp him out but his dodge game is simply out of this world, divine. civil wars, political machinations and minefields, chantry atrocities, this wily old motherfucker is dodging and weaving his way through it all, not-quite-no-hits-taken-running-it-but-honestly-close-enough-under-the-circumstances style. if solas does succeed in tearing down the veil I would fully believe that one of the like three people still alive at the end of it all would be a very weary 90 year old first enchanter irving going 'oh this shit again huh'. the maker has cursed him for his hubris and his paperwork is never finished (affectionate, it's fine he canonically loves paperwork)
#we should have had the option to leave him in the fade instead of hawke or a warden#he would've just annoyedly shuffled his way back out of there a week later#dragon age#dragon age origins#first enchanter irving#he must be SO annoying to the chantry because it's heavily implied he's made his playground#out of tirelessly finding technicalities and loopholes to exploit that they can't *quite* call him on without domino effects going off#I think first enchanter in the circle system at origins times is a position that invariably and inevitably leaves you morally compromised#but I feel he really does his best within the rules he's given to play with and personally i love him a bit for that. and also#for being an unkillable lil shit. insufferable. inconquerable in his 'I'm about to be such an annoyance to you' impish spirit.#the I'm going to suffer but guess what. so are you of it all. traumatize the chantry back#I just imagine sophia sending letters home right before the vote for independence like '...dad I am hearing some INSANE rumours out here#what the actual fuck is going on back home???'#and he's like 'nothing that you need to worry about sweetie just keep living your best life and have fun killing darkspawn <3'#(there's something that makes me feel So much about how consistently his stance is like... 'you'll always be welcome here#but the circle doesn't *need* you; go be a warden and live your life'. he managed to fineagle freedom for you somehow and won't let you#turn and glance back. not even once. I feel somehow both so abandoned and so incredibly loved it's wild)#oc: sophia amell
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My horrible son who deserved better....
#echo vn#the echo project#flynn moore#fanart#doodle#furry art#his worst crime was being tall dark and handsome and heavily traumatized and gay
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i understand joel had it coming to him for years, but the saltlake crew still pissed me off in his death scene. like, they had their reasons, and it was understandable, but damn it still made me mad.
on another note, i don't think people really grasp how traumatic that was for ellie. she's alone in a cold basement with strangers holding her down. the only people she knows in that room is her unconscious uncle-like figure that she might have assumed dead and the man who raised her who is currently being tortured.
the last thing she sees of joel is the fatal blow that leaves his brains over the floor. literally, you can SEE his brain during the scene, also a broken artery. and during the entire time, she's left powerless to do anything and probably thinks she's next. and before she gets knocked out the thing she's stuck looking at is joels gorey disfigured face.
also by the way it's noted in her journal that the first thing she forgets about him are his eyes. she can't fully remember his face after it.
#the last of us#tlou ii#ellie tlou2#ellie williams#joel miller#joel tlou#all my posts so far are about ellie its kinda concerning#whatever... i love her. shout out to my heavily traumatized blorbo that feels too relatable at times
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Danny moved to Gotham.
Freakshow is touring in Gotham.
Freakshow knows Danny is in Gotham.
Danny knows Freakshow is still after him.
Danny's faith in heroes has been shattered.
Danny turns to the only person powerful enough to run Freakshow out of town, hopefully for good.
Danny turns to the Joker for help.
The Joker is looking for a new punching bag sidekick after Harley Quinn left him.
Danny is just the perfect person to be shaped by the Joker's hands.
Danny becomes the new Joker Junior.
#pondhead blurbs#dpxdc#how we feeling about this fellas#i think it's an ideal angst fic#but i don't wanna write it lol#the younger danny is the worse it gets#someone said that danny shouldn't be afraid of the joker because he's a clown and freakshow is a ringmaster. not a clown#if i find that post i'll tag the creator cause i can't remember rn#but i'm imagining danny who is heavily traumatized and scared and lonely#finding out that one of his worst enemies he hoped to never see again is hunting him and is so close danny has to check his eyes every day#just to make sure they haven't turned red#his anxiety is out of control and he's not about to go find a Bat or Bird to talk to#who would believe him anyways? he's a monster#but danny needs help cause he will not survive this on his own and he knows it#freakshow haunts his every waking dream#but freakshow isn't from gotham. he doesn't have the city's curses engraved into his blood. he never died and he's not truly teasing death#so danny chooses to plead for help from the only predator bigger than freakshow (in his eyes) who IS from gotham#danny goes to the Joker. prepared to offer everything but his free will and free mind. he can't give those up. it's all he has.#danny is a feral house cat asking a tiger to take care of a mountain lion for him by offering the tiger his own liver on a silver platter#joker is...delighted? maybe? no one is quite sure. but he takes what danny offers.#here is this little boy. almost the same age as the second robin when he died. pleading for the JOKER to be his savior. this will be fun
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Gently putting her in my pocket forever
#genshin impact#genshin impact fanart#genshin#genshin fanart#idk what to put man#furina#doodle stuff#genshin furina#she is simply a new precious child of mine#local soukoku artist adopts a heavily traumatized daughter#sounds right to me#oh hi genshin people don't mind me#only messy stuff in here#and i felt too lazy to actually draw her whole original outfit okay
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Comic book writers who still make Bruce hit his kids even after years of mass criticism from fans who TELL you it's a bad creative choice that pushes them away from the fan base and comics in general,,, you did this for what?
#no bc like lets talk about it. if you hate robins that much. just. don't include them. but it's a very specific case of brain rot for comic#book nerds and writers -- MALE comic book nerds & writers -- that just. stops them from understanding#we're here because we love seeing bruce being a good father? we're here because we enjoy seeing a male superhero capable of#care and love after being so heavily traumatized to OTHER traumatized people? like. why. why is it so hard#to believe we love bruce more when he's a good father? ik the answer -- its bc these creators and consumers are#shitty men in general and they're incapable of understanding we might find healthy traits cooler than the machismo toxicism they've#been regurgitating since the fucking 90s#please just let a woman or a non shitty mam write bruce because this is so tiring#bruce wayne#dc#batman#bruce wayne is a good dad
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For Wednesday, you get some Boxtrolls AU Dadnic
#sth#sonic the hedgehog#sonic au#the boxtrolls#miles tails prower#sonic and tails#wholesome sonic and tails wednesday#wsatw#wstw#unbreakable bond#dadnic#sneakers the boxhog#coin-flip the fox#traditional art#oh boy I’m going to have a fun time traumatizing these two#mostly Sonic but Tails is a quick second#Just a lil guy with his even littler adoptive child#It goes without saying that this is heavily based off a scene in the movie
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Unpopular opinion, If the story was told from Shen Jiu's perspective, svsss would be a horror and Shen Yuan the villain.
I mean, you're talking about someone who had little to no automony their entire childhood. Who was a slave and suffered unspeakable horrors at the hands of his master to the point of developing a fear of men. Who knows what it is like to have no control over your body or what happens to it.
So, to be not only kicked out of his body, but forced to watch as someone else occupies and uses it (arguably doing and becoming everything he was rumored to have been and done) would be viscerally horrific.
(This is why I firmly believe that YQY would take the Shen Yuan revelation badly. He was a slave too, and without a doubt, knows how much Shen Jiu valued his freedom and autonomy above everything else. He would be so horrified and devastated to learn that his Xiao Jiu was stripped of both again while he stood by and did nothing again.)
#idea dump#ramblings of a sleep deprived girl#scum villian self saving system#mxtx svsss#svsss#shen jiu#shen qingqiu#tw: slavery#tw: allusions to SA#I don't explicitly say it but I do imply it#unpopular opinion#transmigration is horror#especially when you're the person who has their body stolen#even more horrific when said person is heavily traumatized#yqy would not take the truth well at all#the fact that he was also a victim of slavery is so overlooked#so he also knows what it's like to have no automony#but that won't be the thing that horrfies him but rather that it happened to shen jiu again#while he was unable to do anything about it again#his not horrified for himself but because it happened to his Xiao Jiu
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Literally Bruce in Robin Lives! and other comics: Nobody blames me more for what became of my kids than myself. Taking them in was a selfish decision. I fucked them up, I'm leading them nowhere than pain and death. I should isolate myself and stop interacting with anyone else to stop hurting people, to stop hurting them. (Is often shown that he is wrong and his kids don't blame him, EVEN JASON)
Some genius on Tumblr: Bruce thinks he saved his kids for taking them in, but everyone else can see he is the one who fucked up some perfectly healthy kid!
#batman#bruce wayne#jason todd#robin#batfam#dc comics#my ramblings#This is primarily about Jason that's why he is the only one tagged#media literacy? what's that? some cheese?#Bruce spend all Robin Lives! hating himself and blaming himself where does he paint himself as innocent??? where do y'all see that bs???#also none of the kids were perfectly healthy before Bruce took them in#Jason was heavily traumatized malnourished abused#Bro Jason was fucked up by Gotham and Joker being adopted and living with Bruce being Robin was one of the BEST moment of his life
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So do you guys actually think that Jason's entire story, relationship to the others, and philosophy amounts to him being a rebellious teen who wants his dad's attention? Like are you 100% serious? I thought you were joking about that but too many of you are saying it with your whole chest.
And what the fuck is this "Bruce antagonizing Jason is fanon!" Shit I've been seeing? You guys are aware that a parent can love their kid and still be a shit parent right? I know you guys don't want to fathom the thought that maybe your blorbo might also occasionally have to face responsibility for consistently endangering children but let's not start being delusional now.
Bruce does love his kids, that doesn't mean that he hasn't hurt them. And I'd also argue that for the most part he feels in the right for it, and he's said multiple times that he believes it's for their own good, so you can't even argue that he's sorry about it. It's okay for you guys to admit that your PERSONAL INTERPRETATION of the character wouldn't do that but don't sit here and pretend that it's not a facet of the source.
#you can argue meta until you're blue in the face#but I can't ignore the ingerent abuse of Batman and Robin because DC is always drawing attention to it#Stephanie and Jason directly died because of Robin#Stephanie wanted to impress Bruce to live up to his idea of a sidekick and prove her worth#Sheila only sold Jason out when she found out he was Robin#Damians life certainly got worse when he became Robin/moved with Bruce#if you bring up racist retcons I'll kill you btw#how are we supposed to read children dying and being tortured and traumatized constantly#and just ignore that these are children#I can ignore the reality of child sidekicks in campy light hearted early comics#but if DC wants to deal with serious topic they're going to have to deal with some serious implications too#Also that post that's going around about “Bruce loves Jason and it's Jason who's causing all the animosity” is such bullshit#what the fuck are you even talking about#and let's not act like Jason is the ONLY one at fault and Bruce is just a poor loving father#is Bruce spreading that utter bullshit about Jason's death and who he was not an act of violence?#was he not the one to cast the first stone by disgracing Jason's legacy and using a version of him that never existed as a cautionary tale#and I know some of you are going to argue that with most of the kids there's nothing Bruce could have done to stop them#and this is the one time in which I will ignore all the very real ways that he could have#but I still think that in universe the characters have a right to be angry about it#Jason always since his debut as red hood been a vehicle for calling out Bruce#he's so heavily steeped in meta narrative because his run is when they started dealing with the real BAD cases#The Cult Garzonas onscreen murders were getting more common#AND NO ONE CAN CONVINCE ME THAT BEING ROBIN DIDN'T MAKE JASON'S LIFE WORSE#THERE WAS NO REASON TO MAKE HIM ROBIN HE COULD HAVE BEEN VERY HAPPY AS JUST A NORMAL KID#But Bruce made having a place in his home synonymous with being Robin because the narrative dictated it had to be#what was homeless orphan Jason going to do? say no?#it was basically coercion and it doomed him and he has every right to blame the adult that put him in that position#dc#bruce wayne critical#bat family
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i went too deep into the AUs rabbit hole and now i can't post any of my art publicly because it doesn't make any sense. "here's jace in the middle of his ghoul transformation! 🥰" ok grandma go to bed
#this is from an AU where gwayne otto and alicent are vampires#but it kept growing and now criston rhaenyra jace and baela are in it too#its basically gwayne falling in love with my oc while all the others are involved in the wildest imaginable shit#but dont worry gwayne is the one that gets most heavily traumatized in the end#hotd#house of the dragon#jacaerys velaryon#hightower vampires au
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"in DID you split alters according to what your brain thinks it needs to survive"
my brain: ok we need a self harm addict, we need an alcoholic 14 year old gamer boy, we need several lesbians, we need god, we need lesbian gods, we need two lain iwakuras, at least four hatsune mikus,
#did#actually did#This is a joke i know that what your brain thinks it needs to survive is heavily skewed when you're traumatized#but it's a funny joke#didosdd#system#sysblr#traumagenic system#dissociative system#did system#system memes#bangers
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You know. cross and killer simps probably have both a danger and a competency kink
#killer sans#cross sans#cw kink#cw suggestive#sans au#sans aus#utmv#killer!sans#killertale#bad sanses#bad sans gang#nightmares gang#nightmare’s gang#killersans#cross!sans#xtale cross#xtale#undertale something new#undertalesomethingnew#something new#something new au#something new sans#color & epic are not exempt from this#& also you like em heavily traumatized & at least in killers case severely unhinged with a side of#sadomasochistic
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