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Cheap Medicine • Nico Di Angelo/Will Solace
Will Solace has a goal. Will Solace wants to help. Will Solace is in the top ten percent of his cohort.
Nico Di Angelo hates his dad. Nico Di Angelo wants to help. Nico Di Angelo is going to do what Will couldn't.
And Rachel Dare falls sicker everyday.
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#solangelo#solangelo fic#actinglove#actinglove fics#cheap medicine#heart syntax#will solace#nico di angelo
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yan scaramouche knows you so well that if a fabricated letter in your name was ever delivered to him, even if they replicate your handwriting, he'll know it's fake within the first sentence alone.
(and he claims his interest in you is 'a moderate' amount).
#get you a man that knows your syntax/handwriting so well he could be a graphologist for you alone#he has a phd degree in [first]#probably has your average heart rate memorized#normal behavior#scaramouche brainrot#concepts
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God, poor Mia tirelessly searching for her brother for two years after nearly all of the Circle was destroyed 😭 I wonder how much the average Fereldan citizen knew about what happened there. Did she think he was dead? An abomination? Destroyed in the Blight like so much of the rest of the country? How many Templars did she have to cajole or intimidate to get even the slightest answer? No wonder she took Cullen to task when she finally tracked him down in Kirkwall. She probably had to move heaven and earth to get even that much.
#mia rutherford#i am watching his romance video again for syntax reasons and i have feelings about his family#and she never gives up on him even in the bad ending#god. it makes my heart hurt
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One better (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#ZEX#Blood#I knew going into this and it was still so distressing :'0#Who needs plot twists when you can create such an intense sense of Dread#Probably doesn't help that I read this At Night In the Dark lol - actual shivers#Gods this was a hard scene to read - there have been several instances of my face hurting from furrowing my brow so hard haha#The way that ''Doctor'' is written is So skillful - I'm so impressed by everyone's prose and quirks and syntax!#Not to mention when he breaks character in a later scene to apologize for taking a bit to move the scene along haha <3 Play!!#It really does speak to just how much skill and effort is put into everything <3 It's so well done all the way around!!#Anyway to the actual scene at hand lol ow :') Drawing blood is always fun but I wish it wasn't his ;u;#Ugh the way he takes the surgeries is so well written - fear of course but a kind of stoic suffering as much as he's able to -#Until it comes to his eye#Ugh the /break/ of it all he goes from so eloquent - almost snarky and silly! Still trying to find an out make peace do /something/#It all goes completely out the window he's so /reduced/ and nothing hurts worse than that ughughugh#For all his intelligence and wit and prior successes and charm and just - everything that makes him /him/ to be dissolved into abject fear#It's so sad ;; And so well done <3#And he still holds enough of himself to know what he'd be losing wegh it's so sad!! He's so defined by his vision as most VUX are it's fjdsl#Zelnick is already gone by this point but I wanted to throw him in for extra sad flavour :')#Plus - I've mentioned his post-Op was one of the ones from the gallery that Actively kills me every time I look at it#Can you imagine my heartbreak to find out that he didn't have his Captain to comfort him after this in actuality? That he was fully alone?#''Are we home? Is it over?'' ''N...not yet'' - The Absolute Devastation of realizing that Never Was not really#Just tear my heart out why don't you ugh I'm fully bleeding out 💔#That last one is actually meant to be Max but it's open to interpretation :)#I think it's such a waste that his eye was just disposed of! Someone else could've used that (lol)#I do think there's something to the idea of seeing what used to be a part of your body elsewhere - like the Leftovers!#Even just keeping as a memento tho - a trophy - insult to injury but literally#Just points to no one being special and nothing being sacred I suppose
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Cylob - I Left My Heart In Syntax Error
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thanks! very 3 a.m.-music-y!
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I'd in an angsty mood
//TW for implicated spider demon death! (Not Syntax, just the others)
An au idea I read somewhere where Syntax was the only one who was spared and this is his reaction to finding out and Mayor telling him <3 it's short n sweet
#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk syntax#lmk mayor#monkie kid syntax#monkie kid mayor#toxicinsanity#ISH?? YEAH#angst#tw spider death#guess what the wisps floating around them are hm~?#yeah#thought so<3#my heart hurt drawing this#its lazy and short but if it hurts you too then i did a good job#enjoy#drawing#digital drawing#my art
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nothing like the dread when a section of the notes is titled "english deep dive"
#no i think i'm okay with not understanding this language actually#we don't have to look into the lovecraftian horror which is english syntax. i'm okay#sb and l rambles#essbie does college#i'm wearing heart-shaped pink glasses in an attempt to get myself to focus on studying and it is only sort of working#in case you wanted to know how my evening is going
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maybe I’m “crazy” but that one anons typing style and the person who was really weird about people watching the murder video of that poor woman sounds exactly the same
#it’s been driving me nuts but just cause the syntax kinda matches means nothing right?#by that logic anyone who sounds kinda smug is that anon lo so#*lmao#still I’m so curious abt the person who get so mad that a black person said something was antiblack that they seethed in my inbox for over#an hour… I hope they changed as a person and if not I hoped they jumped heart emoji <3
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I was so productive today. and I bought myself two posca pens
#they really are everything they're cracked up to be folks. I want to buy more#I just finished my syntax homework. I am gonna go make some food#and then come back and maybe start reading the heart of darkness
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ren save me. ren. save me ren.
#woke up to find my cc was stolen by a gamer (tm) who bought multiple xbox games. every doctor under the sun is calling me.#found out my cardio stress test is going to take multiple hours + i have to fast until it's done (so like... until 1-2pm?)#and i have blood sugar issues AND i can't take my heart meds that manage my POTS beforehand. having A Day.#distracting myself by making some ren moodboards tho... i just need ppl to stop calling me ARGH.#i was also able to work on more blog back-ups which is nice. still have a couple more old ones#to do + backing up specific tags on certain blogs so i have to figure out the syntax for that in tumblr utils#but. we're getting there. getting anxious thinking about backing up old gif-making blogs tho. how big are those going to be...? 😖#and lowkey freaking out abt the future of this site. but we stay silly... we stay silly...#📌 [ my posts. ]#💭 [ my thoughts. ]#vent -
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Our next VINCULA ID is for Audrey of @theheartpyre ! Another beloved member of the AD community, and an incredible author, as well! Thank you so much for your support (and the thoroughly incredible picture for the ID!)
#im STILL LAUGHING ABOUT THIS#HAHAHAHA#THE PICTURE IS GOLD#I LOVE YOU AUDREY#syntaxpod#syntax podcast#syntax#syntax crowdfunder#theheartpyre#the heart pyre
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Decided to do with my anxiety what I did with my body dysmorphia ages ago which is to beat it with the affirmation stick until it eventually becomes a central part of my belief system. This round is "I am strange and I am loved. I may be misunderstood and that does not make me alone. I am surrounded by people who accept me"
#theres reasoning for this#like 'i am cringe but i am free' despite being incredibly memeable doesnt work for me#first of all saying it outloud can sound self depricating. and accidentally sounding self depricating#(something i rarely actually do)#makes me want to shrivel up into freeze fried weasel and hibernate for seveal hears#also the presence of the word 'but' presents these things as contradicory ideas. and i need them to go hand in hand#hense this sey of affirmations#the rule of three is good and memorable#the first statement says something about myself. something it is good and realistic for me to believe is inherent about myself#the second accounts for situations when that first one may feel threatened such as when i am misunderstood#using an AND here for those ideas that are NOT conteadictory is reslly important cor the syntax of my brain#being misunderstood does not say anything about me. it is a nuetral statement and i reminder of important truths#and these truths are easy to affirm if i get REAL spooked by touching base with a friend!#and lastly is something i want to believe about the world#.....i am a strange sort of person. i exist outside of a lot of cultural norms in a way i cant change if i wanted to. i dont want to#but having a hard heart or expecting harm and judgement from other people isnt good for me#and doesnt lend to good conversation#i want to enter spaces with the expectation that i will be accepted because i deserve to be accepted. that is the norm.#i want to believe that is normal. therefore i am making a statement about other people#both friends and strangers#they WILL accept me. and it will be easier for them to do so if i dont come in afraid of harm and instead open to conversation#anyways thats my logic! i wanted to externalize it and dont mind doing so publicly#i hope this may have helped someone <3#lush chats#anyways memorize and repeat these all the damn time. thats what i do. good mantras for grounding yourself.#i especially like to do affirmations when i look in the mirror. Spell of anti dissociation
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FINALLY I FOUND CLIPS WHICH SHOW THAT HOLY HAND SIZE DIFFERENCE
#like oh my god#there are like 2-3 fanfics on the hand size difference on AO3 and they have my whole heart#this helps me with my case of making lando top#and cuz oscar is just bottom coded all the throughout his syntax#lando just has that hot vibe thats 🤭#landoscar my beloved#and the fact that oscar literally becomes a tomoato for everything#lando norris#oscar piastri#mclaren#f1#its 3:30 am
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the most comphet thing that charles does in episode 5 isn’t even when he’s like “nah they’re just mates” or him projecting onto hunter and brad because they’re manly men and he wants them to be Good Guys bla bla bla none of that.
no, the most comphet thing in this episode is that charles rowland, light of my life, owner of my heart, saw these two scruffy scrappy stinky burly fuckboy jocks and then looked at himself, this genderfuck punk twink with the prettiest most delicate features i’ve ever seen and eyeliner and earrings and bisexual ass jacket, and edwin payne, the most clockable homosexual that has ever lived or died, the quintessential twink, with his stupid little gay bowtie and gloves and fancy jacket and button up shirt and little gay posh voice and the cunty feminine way he walks and gestures and edwardian vocabulary and syntax and everything about him and said, “they’re just like us, right edwin?” babygirl you are so delusional.
rip hunter and brad you would’ve loved being involved in both edwin’s and charles’s hate crimes </3
#honestly thought hunter and brad were gonna bully edwin in that episode#i was like no way are these fuckers not the type to bully gay kids#that wouldn’t taken the episode down a different path because charles would have to beat them up if they were mean to edwin#*would’ve#dead boy detectives#dbdshow#dead boy detective agency#dbda#yeet my deebd#dbd4ratch#save dead boy detectives#renew dead boy detectives#charles rowland#brad and hunter#edwin payne#the case of the two dead dragons#yeet my deet#payneland#bog#pp42??#revive dead boy detectives
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Mutiny
Tag List: @skellebonez
2. A.M.
Syntax closed his laptop with a soft sigh, then narrowed his eyes. There would be Hell for the unforgivable, horrible things that Estelle had done, to him, and to all of them. She'd lied to Esmeralda, she'd lied to her now henchmen. It was only fair that he lie to her about what his true intentions were, about what he meant to do now that he had decided to stay for now.
He was going to tear her apart, steal everything that mattered to her, just like she'd stolen his humanity. He couldn't go home with the first member of his family he'd met in a decade. No one would recognize him but his cousin, who was stuck here with him, stuck here because of him.
If only he hadn't been so naive. Maybe he could have prevented this. Now, though, there wasn't any use quietly tearing himself apart over it. Syntax wrapped up the injuries on his forearms, throwing the blade away as he did so. No. There was no use in letting this grief fester, he had to do something with this wrath.
So, the spider prowled through the cursed passageways of the cavern he begrudgingly called home, passing by a number of different chambers as he moved. Every footstep was filled with purpose, filled with wrath and anger and hate.
She wasn't getting away with this.
He wouldn't let her.
The smaller spider crossed the threshold into Estelle's room, his intentions fully masked. He couldn't let her know, not yet at least. When she took notice of him, he nodded at her, forcing a smile that she couldn't tell was a lie.
She'd taught him too well how to lie.
It wasn't long before his claws were at her throat, his eyes drilling into hers.
"You took everything from me, from us. You stole our humanity. If you think I'll let you live after this, you're sorely mistaken." His voice was deathly quiet, for rage never makes a sound. He was going to make her pay for everything she'd done. She'd stolen things from him he could never take back, and as the venom dripped down his claws, Estelle knew he was going to kill her. The fear rendered her paralyzed. His claws were so close to her throat, so sharp, so well refined...
It was only fitting that it would be used against her now, for after all, she'd ruined his chances of finding a home in the Megapolis. If he was going to die here, despondent and alone, he was going to take her with him, with the very same weapons that were once used in her service.
Alas, the footsteps of his beloved adopted mother forced him to leave Estelle alone. As Esmeralda entered the room, she was too late to see what Syntax was trying to do. His claws were clean now, as were his fangs, and both of them knew damn well that Esmeralda would never believe her partner. Syntax, no Pierre, maintained too good of a facade of complacency for anyone to suspect him just yet.
While the jade scorpion went to comfort the obsidian spider, Syntax simply huffed, then sighed, as he always did when he was upset about something... or seemed so. His cruel, venomous green eyes made his former master shiver, because now she knew.
Her minions no longer served her.
She wasn't safe from them anymore.
#tw self harm mention#[tech support - mac - syntax]#[this lair is mine - estelle - spider queen]#[arc two - toxic tides - post-canon]#[The Pure Heart of the Jade Scorpion - Esmeralda - Scorpion Queen]#[lore drop]#[snippets of linear time - queue]#lmk spider queen#lmk spider demons#lmk syntax#lmk scorpion queen
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Thank you kindly for feeding Syntax community with this absolute masterpiece <3
PEBBLE
PEBBLE YOU TOO BESTIE DON'T FORGET YOUR AMAZING, AND YOUR AWESOME ART keeping us all hyper fixated on Syntax once more like- this one time I was falling out of love with him (shocker i know lock me up rn), but i saw ur art and. yeah sorry the feelings came back like a boomerang
#grabs the heart#runs away with it#returns with a huge ass heart for the both of us#besties#thank you for this!!#ask#beau answers#syntax my beloved
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