#heart so full rn

[motleyistheonlywear]

FAMILY

[celestie0]

BABE IM SO SO SORRY IF I SENT MY ASK ALREADY. I WAS SO EEPY YESTERDAY I CANT REMEMBER IF I DID. THIS IS SO EMBARRASSING JUST IGNORE THIS IF I SENT THIS TWICE 😭🙏🤡

I just realized that one of the reasons why I love kickoff so much is bc the reader reminds me of myself :”)) idk I just felt so seen reading the latest chapter. I started kickoff because I saw that the female lead is a film student and I always wanted to be a filmmaker since I was a kid. My parents were supportive but I didn’t pursue it bc my family isn’t rich enough to send me off to study something that doesn’t guarantee a job right after college (at least where I live). so I decided to take something business related (marketing) bc opening my own cafe is another one of my dreams growing up !!

I guess I just want to thank you for writing kickoff, ellie <33 thank you for giving me a little escape from reality and helping me imagine what my life could have been if I did pursue film !!

Chapter 10 was definitely worth the wait. I could tell how much thought and time you’ve poured into it. I love gojo’s efforts to charm the reader 😭💗 especially when he plucked the thorns off the roses oh my gosh I’m a sucker for small gestures. I know a lot of people pointed this out already but I just love how you portray gojo in this series and I love how he’s so soft and how gentle he is with the reader. I can’t wait for the bbq chapter haha

OH MY GOSH I JUST READ THE AUTHOR’S NOTE AT THE END THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE DEDICATION ELLIE 🥹🥹💞

- 🫶 anon

hi darling!! omg yes i got your ask the second time, i’m so sorry im just a lil behind on my asks :”) but tysm for resending <33

oh my goodnessssssssssssss heart anon 😭🥺💕 you’ve literally made me CRYYY your paragraph about feeling seen through the story and how you had to make a sacrifice with your dreams, ahh my heart, i really wish i could give you the biggest hug my love. i know that must’ve been so hard, and i’m so happy you are pursuing another dream of yours!! OMGG opening a cafe is also a huge dream of mine!! i want to write a story where reader is a premed student but really just wants to open a bakery bc she’s a talented baker xD (aka me core)

i think w kickoff i really want to capture that turbulence of finding yourself in college and young adulthood, and that no matter what happens, whether things turn out the way you had imagined them or not, you’ll be ok in the end!! because i think those are words i really needed to hear when i was in college, and i think would’ve helped me get through a lot. but yes my dear!! i’m so glad you can see yourself in the story and i hope it’s cathartic to you in any way possible :”)

AW thanks bb i’m so glad you enjoyed ch10!! it was such a simple n cute chapter to write. SAME IM SUCH A SLUT FOR SMALL GESTURES idk im much more actions over words when it comes to ppl showing they care, and i think kickoff gojo is definitely one to show he cares through his small gestures. i’m glad you’re looking forward to bbq scene 👀 i am too xD

AWH OF COURSE MY LOVEEE <33 it’s my pleasure, tysm for being so cute n sweet n supportive. you’re an angel!! much love from me 💕💕

- ellie 💕

[wonusite]

Hello I'm not sure if you've answered this somewhere but i just wanted to ask you if you write for jeonghan? Or if you plan to write something for him? Your writing of smut is one of the best in here and i would be happy to read something ab him from you🫶 ur mingyu fics have me in a chokehold btw and ur new wonu fic thank you🩷🩷🩷 have a nice day/night🌸

hi love! and i actually posted a hannie fic a few days ago that you can check out here. also really appreciate your kind words they really mean the world to me 🥹💕

also the daddy universe has us all in a chokehold so same 😭

[vampiresinthedaylight]

drawing w this post on loop in my mind

[timethehobo]

Just finished Emmy’s personal questline and am too full of feels rn so all I have is a tiny doodle tonight. I love him sm. 😭

[chrisbangz]

before u leave make sure u pick up ur complimentary ‘i was here for the 4 hr bang chan live’ t-shirt

[oceans-beloved]

Meme dump yayyy🥳✨️

(off to make more now muhahaha >:3)

[birrdies]

✨ its finally here ✨

I just have to gush about @fishbloc ‘s amazing work on this book. “Where the Light Touches” brings me back to the beginning, when I was discovering my love for these stories and characters— when I found this piece of inspiration that brought my creativity back from the grave, when I thought I’d lost it for good.

Not only is the artwork stunning and provoking, the writing is hauntingly beautiful, and this is a one-of-kind piece of art that reminds me of all the reasons I love to create. Reminds me to keep going, keep writing, keep trying. That’s the beauty of this community— one of the best I’ve been in— and the endless well of talent to draw from.

It is surreal to hold the book in my hands and think about the fact that I followed you because I thought your storybook art was so stunning. How far we’ve come, huh? Yu, I’m so proud of what you’ve done here, and you should be too. It’s been an honor watching this project come together piece by piece, and it’s even greater one to have been a tiny, tiny part of it.

Thank you for this book and all of your hard work ((:

[sunnysaystuff]

'cause i am not a thief, but you were mine to earn

we all need to understand what this says about stolas. "you were mine to earn"—he's saying that at some point, when he began his quest to win blitz's affections, blitz became his. the prize, the trophy, the gold. blitz's affection was his to gain, he thought, because that's how it went in his fictional worlds—we know stolas likes to read. we know that for a long time, books were his only friends. but do we realize what kind of understanding on relationships that gives him?

he only ever read about whirlwind romance and dashing, rugged bad boys and posh, pretty aristocrats in ravishing love. he read about mystique and romcom love and "don't get on that train, harriet!"

he never read about arguing and rage and feelings of inadequacy and class differences and lines in the sand that were so very difficult to cross.

stolas is naive, and he is ignorant, and he is sheltered. he is brilliant, and caring, and hopeful, and hopeless.

stolas read about grand gestures and forgiveness; he read about grand gestures and blossoming love that shoved away any past grievances—and he believed every word.

this is how he sees the world, and when blitz didn't accept his gesture, he got upset. things didn't go as planned, and he was so confused because blitz was supposed to be the prize, and stolas was supposed to win him.

it wasn't supposed to be like this.

so yeah, he got angry, and he didn't give blitz a moment, and when blitz hurled vitriol at him instead of love and affection that he had expected, he reacted too quickly.

"you were mine to earn"—we can hope this means he's moved beyond that mindset, because blitz was not a prize, nor was he going to dashingly sweep stolas off his feet. and once he undersands that, and blitz has revelations of his own, maybe, finally, they can heal.

(i might write a fic about this, actually)

[blorbingqls]

peaceful property final thoughts: what is a home?

i remember the first time peaceful property was released as a mock trailer in gmmtv part 1 for 2024, and how excited i was for the series to air. i thought it to be a perfect ghostbusting plot for a show - and taynew have acted in many other non-BL shows that i was not too worried for it to be a BL or not BL. and internally, after seeing that trailer, i had an idea on how the show was gonna be on what it means to have a home, have a family and understand its better meaning.

now that the show has ended, it has come true in its best form. all the spirit stories was so rooted in the little things that most people would want, and each story ngl made me cry. it gave emphasis on family, on building homes, building warmth and building a sense of familiarity with love and care. and how even with care, the financial difficulties of most people get highlighted. it was endearing to me, because it gave me every flavour of drama, angst, hate, anger, horror, fear and love i thought i didnt need but i did. so badly.

i can definitely say the show was a lot on breaking, healing and building new stuff over the old, with the theme remaining constant over all of the episodes. personally, it provided a new meaning to home. we list a lot of thing while we talk about what home means to someone, in poetry, prose, media and daily life. and i believe you cant find one absolute meaning of home. the show said the same thing here as well. however, it add more depth to the things already said. how home lies within the people, not the buildings we create. its the memories that emphasise a home.

and i think here, the best example to explain home was through uncle somkid. the denial of care and affection he felt through years doesnt equate to the comfort he got at last, knowing his father did love him all those years, left him memories and things behind. and for us as the audience, probably, the arc that somkid got may not be correct because one may think the emotional unavailability of gramps and the whole family doesnt give the correct closure that somkid probably needed. but we find out somkid saying that he finally got the closure he needed. and that is something only he could justify, not us.

i learnt a deeper meaning of how home is everything - the chaos, disagreements, fights, denial of love, hate, laughter, envy, jealousy, pride, ego, disappointment, love, care, affection, warmth, being safe and content of being together with people. and feeling that all with people has become so valid. because you go through all those emotions in the course of life with people/buildings/memories you used to call/call/will call home. these feelings dont remain constant but they show up.

the way i interpreted "home" is still vague and may be incorrect, but i have felt this as i keep defining more homes over the course of my life. i have felt these emotions somewhere or the other while being in homes and its now something which makes me feel warm and content. and this show, made me feel it all.

will like to end my string of thoughts with this thought in mind.

[shesmore-shoebill]

Amanda and Angela platonic soulmates real. same aggression response to fear in fnaf ("they arent gonna fucking get me" while furiously pressing every button in reach) Both of them getting the shit scared out of them, falling to the floor, and then going "oh that was INCREDIBLE" once they take off the headset. 18 minutes in and amandas suggestion for the rest of the video is "we should just have me and angela swap off playing it". platonic soulmatism REAL.

[royalarchivist]

This Arkanis event really is the best 🥹💕 I haven't smiled like this in ages.

It's wonderful seeing people having fun and communicating despite language barriers. I love seeing everyone's chats bursting with so much excitement and love. I've missed this feeling. :')

[dawnbreakerluna]

shut the fuck up.

[tariah23]

About to faint actually-

Space Ereshkigal (5* Beast) ascension arts

[authenticcadence18]

GUYS CHARTER SCHOOL GIRL IS BACK HERE ARE SOME HIGHLIGHTS:

the best part of mission marvel can FINALLY BE LISTENED TO IN HD!! THE RIFFS!!!! OH MY GOD!!!!!

I haven’t finished this yet but STORYBOARDS!! FOR ALL THE PNF FAMILT CHRISTMAS SONGS!!!!! THE LET IT SNOW ONES ARE SO FREAKING CUTE I CANT

And THIS!!!! THIS RIGHT HERE!!!!!! IS A FANTASTIC FIND!!!!!!! this is from an episode that was boarded but never produced and it involved Isabella trying to ask Phineas to go to a wedding with her !!!!! SO THERES ONE LINE IN HERE THAT HAS ME EYES EMOJIING LIKE THERES NO TOMORROWWWWW AAAAAHHH

[loisfreakinglane]

the cangel crumbs i got in buffy season 2 just made me more in love with them than i've been in a long time. LOOK AT THOSE TWO. THEY DON'T EVEN KNOW THEY'RE GONNA BE BEST FRIENDS THEY DON'T EVEN KNOW THEY'RE GONNA FALL IN LOVE THEY DON'T EVEN KNOW THEY'RE GONNA CHANGE EACH OTHERS LIVES FOR THE BETTER