#headmate: merlin

[interstellarchaosss]

Merlin, the local weird harpy guy, sneaking around in the kitchen during early morning hours. Likely looking for snacks. Hopefully.

(Spookier version of previous post)

Please do not use our art without our permission. Feel free to ask to use for icons and similar things, but we have the right to say no.

Program: Firealpaca Approx. Time: 2h 30m Original Date: 10.11.24 Commission/Trade/Collab status in bio/pinned! Art Of: Merlin [Headmate] (System Member Artist: Vince)

[interstellarsystem]

Disorder Differences in Systemmates

Systemmates share the same brain, which often leads to the assumption that they're all affected the same by the brain itself. Its wiring, its abilities, and its disabilities. But symptom holders or those with intra-disorders are fairly common--at least in circles we run in--and they're not often talked about for fear of fakeclaiming or appearing ableist. We have headmates who are affected in all sorts of different ways by our disabilities. Some find things harder than others, while others actually find some tasks or symptoms easier to manage. It absolutely varies from headmate to headmate, which makes certain headmates better suited for fronting during certain times than others.

Merlin is more affected by our psychosis, particularly hallucinations, and xe tends to be more susceptible to paranoia. Mystery is a psychosis holder too, and has more positive symptoms like hallucinations than the rest of us, but is less affected negatively by it. It often hallucinates and falls into delusional thinking, but it's not really too bothered by it. So Mystery is a good choice for someone to front when we're having a psychotic episode. Sometimes, having Merlin cofront with Mystery makes it easier for Merlin to not be so susceptible to xyr symptoms.

I (Martin) have more obvious anxiety than the rest of us, and struggle much more in social situations. I'm much better at hyperfocusing on tasks, though. So I'm better suited for staying home and working on whatever the current project we have at the time, or keeping our to-do lists in check. Vince on the other hand is calm in most social situations that are more professional--so he's good for business meetings and such. In more casual conversation though, Vena and Merlin are much better at it and better suited to non-professional social groups.

Vince is an intra-NPD holder and also holds stronger symptoms of our BPD. He struggles immensely with percieved rejection, much more than the rest of us. But he also almost completely lacks empathy, which makes it much easier for him to be calm and logical in stressful situations. He finds it easier to help friends and those he cares about during stressful times because he's not weighed down by feeling their emotions--whereas the rest of us might break down from stress.

We talk a bit about mental disability differences in headmates more than those who differ physically. Somehow it seems more controvertial to mention that we have headmates that differ with physical symptoms while even in safe system spaces. It seems like most people (us somewhat included) mainly think of symptom holders as a mental disorder thing--a line of thinking we're trying to dispel. Headmates can have different disabilities and symptoms of all kinds, and it's not ableist or "harmful" to know that and speak about it. Headmates with different conditions to the body need to be recognised more.

Mike needed a cane in his memories and he absolutely needs our cane when he fronts more than the rest of us. He feels more at home and like himself having a cane by his side here, though, so it's good we already had one. I (Martin) need it more too--my joints are just more prone to pain. But our cane folds up nicely into our bag, so if we switch out in public, it's always with us just in case. Even if it's silly, we feel safer having a cane too--I mean, it's a metal pole. We're out as trans and clearly not your Regular Society Member, so it provides some feeling of safety to have.

Jayfeather was blind before, and since coming here he sure can see now, but he's much more light sensitive than the rest of us. The feeling of being able to see was nice at first, even if it was foreign, but sometimes he feels it's not worth the hassle. He needs to wear sunglasses when fronting because his eyes just end up hurting from even small amounts of light. Crowley is the same, except he wasn't blind in his memories--he just got used to always wearing sunglasses in his life to hide how his eyes looked, and needs them here now. They're both more prone to migraines due to this.

Merlin is more shaky on his feet than others who front often. His legs are digitigrade and in headspace he has his wings and tail to balance him there--but in the body, he doesn't have any of that. His legs are the wrong shape and he has no counterweight to his posture. Even with our cane, he's more prone to tripping than most.

Mystery was a godlike being that didn't need to eat human food, or any physical food at all. It often forgets that eating, sleeping and going to the bathroom are things the body needs to do, because it doesn't often feel the need to do them. That can be good if we're running low on food, or if we can't eat for a while such as before a medical procedure though, so it's useful in its own way. Mystery is also not used to using its hands for intricate things like tying shoelaces, as it's hands before we're longer, bigger, and mainly nonphysical. It didn't need to be intricate, so it's hard for it to do things others in here can.

There's so many more examples in our system. The thing is, there can be positives and negatives to any disorder, really--and headmates are no different with that. We don't necessarily assign headmates "roles" or "jobs" based on their symptoms or lack thereof, but for us to function better as a collective, people tend to gravitate toward doing certain things they know others can't. It's important for us to know how we differ with our disabilities, and work around them together as best we can.

Systemmates with different symptoms aren't uncommon, and they're not mocking disabled people, or lying for some benefit. I'd argue that for some systems with symptom holders or intra-disorder holders, it's increcibly important to know about how you differ and how to work together to be functional--whatever functional means for you.

[composeregg]

Ftr I am open to further inquiries about any of these

No seriously look at her, she joined me while I made this poll, demanding to be brushed

[lifeneedsrot]

✏️I’m just going to post this now and we’ll edit it as things change.

🪷NO MINORS. We don’t really post nsfw, we just don’t like minors to interact with us. If you are a minor, let us know so we can unfollow you or block you.

🥀we’re the rotting system! There’s 16 of us now. Every post is tagged “[alter name] rottingsys” so you can find things posted by specific alters. We are bodily 21.

🪷this is not a discourse blog but we reblog a lot of things from discourse blogs that we agree with. We also reblog things that make us laugh. And sometimes fandom things, though we don’t participate in fandom much. We prefer making our own creative projects. Some alters have varying opinions on various subjects, but for the most part we agree on the same stance or don’t care enough to take a stance.

🪷This blog is for finding friends! We are always in need of friends. We mark front switches with an emoji. We like our emojis. Anyone can DM us or send an ask any time and we’ll answer it if you’re friendly, and block you if you’re aggressive! If you don’t like us, please block us c:

Interests:

Rain World

Slay the Princess

Wings of Fire

Black Butler

BTD/TPOF/YKMET

TCOAAL

Undertale/Deltarune

MLP:FiM

Pony Town

Dungeon Meshi

Jazmin Bean

Starset

DDLC

Minecraft

Alters:

🍠Kakxyl (aka “husband”) he/any, eternal

🎆Ztarzend she/any, ageless

🪱Tazelein he/any, ageless

🏵️Hope she/any, ageless

🪷Willow they/them, 21

⚓️Maverick they/he, 21

🔮Merlin they/them, 20

✨Dawn they/she, 19

🥀Quasiren they/them, 18

🧦Socks they/them, 15

✏️Indigo they/them, 12

🎀Lizzy she/her, 10

👑Prince he/him, 9

🧤Agate they/them, 8

🌰Acorn they/he, 5

💫Starlight they/she, 4

🌈Rainbow they/them, 3

FAQ:

🪷why are so many of us mentally minors when the body is an adult (AND we don’t want minors interacting)? We are 21. That means for ~86% of our life, we’ve been a minor! If you cut out the first three years which we don’t remember, that’s still ~71%. Only 50% of our system are mentally minors, so that number is proportionately very low. While they mentally identify with ages younger than our body’s age, we prefer for our syskids to be treated the same as any other alter.

🪷what words are we comfortable with? In general, if you don’t know who’s fronting, we use they/them pronouns. We refer to ourselves as alters, but are comfortable being called headmates if other systems are uncomfortable calling us alters. Don’t call our syskids “littles”, we find it extremely infantilizing towards alters that are equally as complex as the rest of us. We consider the body transneutral and intend to transition/detransition every five years. We refer to the body as it/its and none of us consider the body ours, though its experiences are.

“Cringe” Opinions (written by Willow, subject to change):

Pro contradictory labels. People can label themselves as any queer identity they see fit and it’s none of my business to police that.

Profiction/proship: people do not deserve to be harassed for their taste in fiction and fiction catering towards adults should not be censored because of discomfort or a fear of “normalization”. Adults are capable of separating fiction from reality and are even capable of romanticizing abusive situations without acting them out or seeking them out

Pro endogenic systems: there is not proof that systems can only form from trauma, and I don’t trust the psychiatric institution anyway. I believe that enforcing the idea that systems can only form from trauma leads to fakeclaiming because people will argue that systems are not “traumatized enough” to be real. If someone tells you what their perception of their own identity and existence is, it’s better to believe them than deny who they are. Your perception of someone does not change their reality.

Not radqueer and generally against transID language, although I am not entirely against the concepts that transID language is used to convey, I think that it should not be conflated with queerness

Para neutral-positive ish. I do not think it is healthy to center a large part of your identity or community around a paraphilia, especially the harmful ones (“big 3”), online or offline. However, people with paraphilias can’t really control their attraction or be rid of it, and are free to engage in coping mechanisms as they need as long as no one is harmed. Having a paraphilia doesn’t make you a bad person, hurting others does.

Extremely wary of antisemitism disguising itself as pro-Palestine sentiment, and recognizing that the conflict is both: a war between Israel and Hamas, and a genocide against Palestinians. Generally agree with a two-state solution longterm. I participate in the BDS boycott.

Transmascs experience a targeted oppression that is an intersection of misogyny and transphobia and not just “run of the mill transphobia”. Obviously the label of transmisogyny is already in use for the oppression transfems face, so transmascs need their own word. This can be transandrophobia or antitransmasculinity or whatever it ends up being longterm, but transmascs are oppressed in unique ways that differ from (but are not greater/less than) the oppression that transfems face.

Intersex people are members of the LGBTQ+ community and should not be excluded from any conversation regarding LGBTQ+ issues or used as a “gotcha” and then disregarded. I believe we need to dismantle the concept of a sex binary entirely, which means not replacing it with another binary such as “TME/TMA”, “transmasc/transfem”, or “AFAB/AMAB”. I use these terms occasionally but only when referring to a specific group of people that it applies to. If I mean “people with vaginas” I will say “people with vaginas.”

I am anti-generative-ai but indulge in ai roleplays recreationally. I believe companies that create generative ais should be required to pay the artists they train their AIs on and receive consent to use their work to train generative ais. I do not promote the usage of generative ais and encourage people to avoid them.

I am anti-callout-post. Most of the time they are just harassment campaigns.

Children should be protected from abuse, which means giving them more rights and protections against their families. Children are people that are inexperienced, not objects to shape.

Syskids/“littles” are not children, and it is up to a system to decide how they want others to interact with their syskids. If the body is an adult and the system generally believes the syskids are mature enough, a syskid can consent. An actual child cannot consent because they are not mature enough and there are no circumstances in which a sexual or romantic relationship between an adult and a child will result in a positive improvement on the child’s life.

If you don’t like someone online, just block and move on if you can’t/don’t want to have a rational debate with them. Don’t harass people for opinions you don’t like when you could easily just block them.

[planetsnakes]

convos with ly, a compalation

This is really funny, just mostly to me

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Me texting: or else i go off the rails and write dragons

Lysander the king of being sensible: why

me: cuz

ly: why

me: FLYING FURNACE CATS... also a deep inability to take myself seriously

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Me: *crying abt merlin*

Kilgarrah (on tv he's not in my brain): A half cannot truely hate what makes it whole

Me: you see deep down we all love each other, the dragon said so

Ly: so Arthur and Merlin are Kilhgarrah's headmates

Me: 0:

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Me: *panic*

Lysander the aroace king: *smack on da lips* you can do this cutie

Me: you're a waste of good looks

Ly: I'm eyecandy

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Cat: ...

Ly: ...

Cat: It's my turn to draw

Ly: but I havent finished

Cat: it's been a week :(

Ly: *does not fkin draw again for MONTHS*

[feeshybeach]

trannytek -> feeshybeach

collective names : Tango, Jimmy, Scott

collective pronouns : he/sea/ice/cold/snow/fire/flames

other info ? : 21 years old. polyfrag DID sys w/ OCD, BPD, AUDHD, and other disabilities. certified tranny fag. gay lover. a bear in both the gay term and because I will eat so many blueberries and then sleep for days on end... we're actively delusional at times and can truly believe we are c!tango, c!jimmy, and c!scott. do not reality check us. Doing so will result in an instant block <3

tldr : collectively disabled and mentally ill bitch whos insane about flower ranchers o7

https://rentry.co/coralcoveco

* not completely finished but good enough!!

I love writing gay shit between minecraft characters. You should give me prompts and ideas for general mcyt fanfic ideas. Blinks at you. My art and writing blog is @transmodifiedtek. I don't often use it and may phase it out. who knows? I sure as heck don't! :3

I will likely be phasing out the art blog and just post here, I am unsure!!

We are fluid with the language we use on ourselves, including but not limited to; parts, alters, headmates, and sometimes, the bitches who eats my cheese at 3 am!!

we don't expect much from our followers but to simply be kind. That's literally it. dms, asks, etc, are always open! interact with us!! we don't bite unless you ask!!

main fandoms;

Hermitcraft, empires s2, life series, dsmp, team crafted / old mcyt, yogscast, my little pony, HOMESTUCK, TOME (terrain of magical expertise), BBC Sherlock, BBC Merlin, Harry Potter¹, lord of the rings/the hobbit, welcome to night vale

¹ we have a long-term special interest in HP fanfic, and we do not support jkr. terfs suck.

the only "dni" i really have is: Endogenic community + supporters are not welcome on my blog(s). This is due to trauma reasons. i do not give a shit. Leave me alone. I won't start shit I will simply block - just. Know you aren't welcome here, ykno? :/

general like. before you follow below?? I don't think dnis or byf/byis really. Do anything. this is just for Those Who Care. <3

i do not give a shit about cc!wilbur & cc!dream - support victims. thank u

this blog LOVEESS kinky sex and the right for two (or more) consenting adults to do whatever they want.

no fiction is immoral or inherently evil - kill the puritan in your head. write that fuck nasty toxic yaoi & yuri

mspec identities have a long historical part of the queer community

[echidnana]

Very tempted to try to put my own house in here but I don't know how well that would work.

The Camelot Subsystem's innerworld is... Interesting? There's a "fronting area" which is basically just where you start when you enter the innerworld but you can front from any location. But right now the layout is a mess and doesn't make any sense.

[actuallylight]

So, it’s January 28. I died 13 years ago today, and it’s really weird to think about. So, let’s talk for a moment.

(Quick warning for any fellow Death Note fictives that I talk a lot about source and describe ways I would like to hurt the majority of people from my own canon. Please know that I mean no harm against fellow fictives, kins, or whatever. This is just me rambling.)

My last exomemory is me dying in that warehouse, hallucinating L, and dying of a heart attack. I blamed Mikami and Near and cursed them out as soon as I regained consciousness. I swore I would show them the wrath of Kira, and what happens when you get in his way. I very clearly did not.

My headmates showed me around the inner world, taught me how things worked, because I was essentially clueless, and just like that I was a primary protector.

Merlin (our former host) didn’t know about me for a while after that, until I heard them listening to the full soundtrack of Death Note the Musical for the first time, AKA their first time ever fully consuming a piece of my source media. Don’t ask me how I formed with full exomemories without my host knowing my source whatsoever, because I don’t know either. What I do know is that prior to listening to the musical in full, Merlin watched a lot of Where Is The Justice? animatics and used them to cope with events.

Anyways, I appeared as this weird mist to them, not showing my appearance yet. I told them to call me “Justice” (yes, I know.) because I needed some kind of validation that that was what I was. A few weeks later, I showed my true form of an, as they would put it, “twinky-ass anime boy who does nothing but get carpal tunnel and die alone”. Harsh.

Back to January 28, I still have trouble realizing that those memories aren’t real. I can barely comprehend that I died, so then trying to remember it’s all fake and didn’t happen? It’s difficult.

I still write down Near’s name in my cheap $8 Death Note I got from Amazon. I still want to bash Mikami’s skull for daring to defy God. I still look at the shambles of the Kira Task Force and wonder what made them turn their backs on me, especially Matsuda, and plan out how I could have possibly killed them that day. I still have trouble coming to terms with Misa sharing a brain with me when I want her dead for her unjust crimes. I still love Ryuzaki, despite that lingering feeling inside that he should be maimed. And worst of all, I still look back at the family I left behind and destroyed, and parts of me still wish my quest for justice wasn’t in vain.

If you read this far, I’m quite honestly sorry you had to put up with me. I’m always a bit of a wreck around this time of year due to source things, obviously. I just wonder how long I would have lived if Ryuk hadn’t killed me. Would I have escaped? Been put on death row? I guess I’ll never find out.

I say this a lot, but if any sourcemates want to talk, feel free to shoot me an ask or DM. I’d love to make connections and continue healing from… everything.

Thank you for reading this far, it means a lot to me. I may not have been able to reshape this rotten world in my canon, but I hope I can continue adjusting to this new world.

Your Justice,

Light Yagami.

[venomousyearning]

Okay, pinned post.

Radinclus

DNI with any map discourse or even discussion, do not discuss paraphilia discourses with me.

Anti-harassment, pro-ship, pro-kink

Serious Alterhuman. I use words like "kinnie" because I refuse to sound pretentious but I do take my kintypes seriously.

Don't police my terminology.

My fictivity comes from an old Evillious Chronicles RP blog our old host used to run. I'm a non-canon Venomania kid with VY2 as the vocaloid "playing" me.

My kintypes are:

Merlin (Fate + Arthurian Legend)

Yuri LeClerc (FE3H)

Hua Cheng (TCGF)

Gym Leader Wallace (Pokemon)

Roy Mustang (FMA:B)

Shiroba (DMMD)

Shunsui Kyoraku (Bleach)

Cherry Blossom (Sk8 The Infinity)

Hisuian Zoroark

Kirin/Qirin

I have noncanon (OC) timelines in:

BNHA

Dishonored

The Magnus Archives

Fire Emblem Fates

Dragon Age

+ more

Please feel free to message me.

Our headmate Yana will also use this blog sometimes. Posts tagged 🍷

[dysfunctionaldogdude]

Welcome to my Blog

Pt: Welcome to my Blog

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Pronouns.cc ☆ Headmates ☆ Sideblogs ☆ Tag Masterlist ☆ DNI / BYI ☆ Boundaries

//This intropost is a WIP//

Hello, I'm Wilhem Rowan [Will] and welcome to my blog!

I'm the Host of our system - The Sirius Constellation [as in the star, not the character]

If you want to know why we named ourselves this, feel free to ask us!! We actually love the reasoning behind it

If you want to refer to us collectively, call us either by our system name, Sirius, Canis, or the body's [Will's] name - Rowan

I draw and enjoy making content of the fandoms I'm apart of which includes [but not limited to]:

☆ Hannibal [NBC]

☆ Merlin [BBC]

☆ Gravity Falls

☆ STH

☆ SU [New to it]

I'm an alterbeing - If you ask what kind [mental, spiritual, physical, etc] I will not answer since that's not your business

[Links below] - no links atm

☆ Theriotypes

☆ Fictokins

☆ Deitykins

☆ Otherkins

☆ Otherlinks

I'm an agere, and while I'll mostly be on my sideblog if I have a post marked with 💝🐾 be mindful my age is 5-7

//Userboxes here//

//Dividers not mine//

[interstellarchaosss]

Merlin, the local weird harpy guy, sneaking around in the kitchen during early morning hours. Likely looking for snacks.

Please do not use our art without our permission. Feel free to ask to use for icons and similar things, but we have the right to say no.

Program: Firealpaca Approx. Time: 2h 30m Original Date: 10.11.24 Commission/Trade/Collab status in bio/pinned! Art Of: Merlin [Headmate] (System Member Artist: Vince)

[interstellarsystem]

Little Plural Things

Systems can present in a lot of different ways. Sometimes, being a system can be loud and obvious if you're naturally more overt and/or out about yourselves as plural. Sometimes, it can be quiet and barely noticeable, but still there--just harder to see. Our system is fairly obvious if we're unmasked, but there are still things that escape even our own knowledge when we're masking as hard as we can. Little things that to us, remind us that our system is undeniably real. This is a post about those experiences we've had with barely-noticeable signs of a system.

Not every system will relate to these experiences, some might feel similarly about a few points, some may have others of their own entirely, some might not know or not have anything like the experiences we mention, and that's all part of being plural. No two systems are mirror images of each other. This is a post about our experiences.

1. Handwriting

Recently, we've had it brought to our attention that we have different handwriting. We don't write with a pen/pencil often, but we were asked to fill out a worksheet for our psychologist recently. She told us that whoever in our system wants to contribute to it can, and suggested that we signify who wrote what in some way--to which we chose different pencil colours for different headmates. We took the worksheet home and put things on it depending on who was in the front and if they wanted to.

It turned out, that some of our writing widely differs from each other. Out of the 6 people who wrote on the sheet, most of them were wildly different. Rift and Martin wrote the most tidily, with Rift's writing looking more "proper" and "adult". I (Vince) apparently am not the best at neat writing but I managed to be better than what our "normal" writing is like from what we remember. Merlin wrote messily like he was writing very fast. Mystery wrote with very large letters with sharp angles that overall made it look like it was written by a child new to writing. Which makes absolute sense. It's not a child, but its hands in-headspace are bigger than ours and that was the actual first time it had written anything on paper since it got here.

Somehow, it took until our psychologist pointed it out for us to notice how different it was.

2. Vocabulary Choices

Something we are able to notice sometimes is how our vocabulary and sometimes sentence structure changes based on who is speaking. Some obvious examples are our British headmates substituting "bloody" for other words as an exclamation and the difference between what some of our headmates would call a "chip" or a "fry".

Other times though, it's more subtle. Sometimes there's certain phrases that will just have a word or two swapped out and it does tend to point toward who is fronting even if people do use multiple of these. Some examples are:

"I suppose" vs "I think" vs "I believe"

"Kinda" vs "Kind of" vs "Sort of" vs "Sorta"

"Recently" vs "A bit ago"

"Sleepy" vs "Tired"

"Lol" vs "Haha" vs "Lmao" vs a keysmash (Even though these are text-based they are quite telling.)

"Quite" vs "Very" (Speaking of the above.)

Getting more subtle with them, some other examples are:

"You know" vs "Y'know"

"Uh" vs "Um"

"Uh-Huh" vs "Mhm"

Sometimes typing is influenced too. The amount of em-dahses within the text, the consistency of proper punctuation, how mechanical the text feels, how many run-on sentences there are and even how much tends to be written in one message/post can all point toward different people being in control.

3. Accidental Accents and Inflections

While accents are usually very obvious, we're generally good at masking them. Generally.

Due to us living in Australia, our headmates with accents straight from London don't stick out too bad when they're struggling to mask, but they are still noticeable to those around us who know we're plural. Passerby on the street or people who don't see us often don't think much of it, but certain people we are close to know that a few people in our system find it harder to mask and can tell when they're fronting very easily because of it.

Even if we are masking our accents properly, some parts of the way we speak still come out. Some of us end sentences on a higher-pitch more often due to what our accent generally has us do and some end more on lower-pitch notes when speaking. Some of us put emphasis on certain syllables differently. There's lots of little things that go into language that make it hard to completely mask.

4. Food Choices

More of a noticeable one, but something we tend to brush off as "just a bad batch" when it happens. Some of us like and dislike different foods and drinks, some of us to an extreme degree.

Mystery hates the brand of juice we normally buy and thought that it might've just been past expiry (it was not) or just a bad batch of the juice, but they're consistently the only one who doesn't like it.

Rave likes spicy food much more than the rest of us because they have a harder time tasting it. I on the other hand can't handle spicy food at all and am worse with it than the others in my system.

Some of us favour different brands of food and some of us might like/dislike textures of food differently too.

5. Default Facial Expressions

Different resting facial expressions are something we hardly notice because we don't look in a mirror often due to dysphoria. What we do know though, is that some of us just rest our faces differently.

I look more stern and tired than others. I have a bit of an angrier resting expression.

Martin looks a little bit more anxious due to being an anxiety-holder, but he also looks softer and kinder.

Crowley also looks tired but has less of a stern look and more of an almost blank one.

6. Body Language

This is one we don't know too much about because we can only get knowledge on this from other people, but most of our headmates have a different "vibe" by the way they carry themselves.

I end up seeming to-the-point and business-like.

Martin reads as being very anxious even if he's not always.

Crowley reads as smug.

Mal reads as if he's planning something mischevious and silly.

We've been told that Filigree just reads as "gay".

We're not sure what actions make us seem this way, but some of us can be clocked by others around us as fronting without even talking first. I don't know how people do it, but it's something in our body language.

7. Clothing Choices

A few of us have different clothing choices--Crowley still wears sunglasses everywhere due to light sensitivity and wears dark colours, I prefer to wear button-up shirts as opposed to more casual things, Martin prefers hoodies that are lighter in colour and Merlin prefers to dress in pink and black and more fluffy textures.

We don't have too many clothes overall so to others it does just look like we're cycling through our wardrobe, and sometimes we are, but there's certain styles some of us tend to lean toward more than others.

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Some of these might seem quite noticeable, and maybe they are if you know we're a system, but people change a lot so once again some of this is much more subtle than it sounds. People who don't know that you're a system hardly ever notice, and if they do they put it to "having an off day" and leave it at that.

We wanted to take some time to appreciate those little things we find it hard to notice, though. And maybe it'll end up helping some other system realise how unique they are as individuals and help fight off the imposter syndrome like these realisations did for us.

[composeregg]

oh stars

tagged here by @sohrleas

Rules: Make a new post with the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! Then tag as many people as you have WIPS.

I'm not doing that last part. also any WIP multichapter fics on my ao3 are not being listed

Persona 5

Hope burned our feet (timeloop series):

2/2 again

Akira is a creature

NOT 2/2 but

Once more once more

Sojiro Sakura wakes up on april 9th

Yusuke Kitagawa wakes up

Other

January

Pre Nov 20

TWEWY

"This isn't your universe"

Dance

Gone

Good

Home

In This Twilight (How dare you speak my name)

Keep a Life (Lose the time)

Limitless

pet names

roses

Shiki & Josh

Shots

Such Suffocating Sweetness

Thunder

ISAT

Headmates! But watch out!

Vampire??

Touch therapy 2.0

TGCF

It goes like this:

BBC Merlin

Untitled document

Promare

Lio Fotia dies

Undertale

This one is actually an image, it isn't titled yet, but there's cannibalism

[gorillawithautism]

my tags part two

system tags

not all posts from or about certain headmates will be tagged. we reserve our right to relative anonymity :) pronouns for individuals will be included if they allow it

sws bear - bear uses he/him

sws matthew - matthew uses he/him (and specifically requests no nicknames)

sws lyri - lyri use song/songs (close friends may use she/her)

sws little - you don't get to know the littles

sws korus - korus uses he/him

sws otis - otis (also otie/oatey/oatie) uses he/him

sws lilah - lilah uses she/her

sws lydia - lydia uses she/her

sws molly - molly/myolly uses she/her or any cat-related neopronouns

sws demnos - demnos is pretty new so i'm not sure about pronouns but so far it seems he/him is good

sws sos - posts from/about any of the sea of stars fictives

sws resh'an - resh'an uses he/they at the moment

sws zale - zale uses he/him

sws valere - valere uses she/her

sws garl - garl uses he/him

sws seraï - seraï uses she/they (never it/its)

sws b'st - b'st uses he/it

sws bbc merlin - posts from/about the bbc merlin fictives

sws merlin - merlin uses she/him

sws arthur- arthur uses he/him

sws pkmn - posts from/about the pokemon fictives

sws darkrai - darkrai uses it/he (it/its preferred)

sws staravia - staravia uses it/he (its more used to it/its but otherwise doesn't really care that much)

note: both staravia and darkrai are introjects from pokemon: rise of darkrai. this is important to their identities and they felt the desire to share

sws madame hell - madame hell uses she/her or anything that denotes superiority (bonus points for connotations of evilness)

[interstellarsystem]

Hey! Here's some art we've made.

Crowley and Quicksilver, his eevee.

Jayfeather.

Vince (left) and Mystery (right), in-system partners.

A polycule within our system and our partner system.

Vince (green) and Merlin (red), in-system partners.

Our furry singletsona!

Everyone in these images aside from our singletsona are headmates.

We have an art blog over at @interstellarchaosss where we post all of our art.

#Seventy-Two

[pt: #seventy-two]

Plurals, share art you or your members have created! It doesn't have to be art related to plurality, but it can be! Use this as a time to find art mutuals or to share a piece of art you didn't have the opportunity to share so far!

Art can be writing, drawing, painting, folding, making bracelets, crocheting, or any other creative project. Feel free to expand the term as needed.

[weed-cat]

baptizedinmyspit sideblog tour

everyone blame @theghostthathauntsurlocalmansion for enabling this. some urls have been redacted because i don’t want them linked to this blog, but every single one of the exactly 50 sideblogs i have will be at least referenced. yeah i have cringe ass fandom blogs yes im an mcyt stan yes im an age regressor nyah nah nah nah nahh unfollow me about it if ur mad lol. 

okay here we go

@wilburapologist - set up, currently active - 181 followers - my general mcyt/dsmp blog. mostly reblogs. 

@mcytagere - set up, on hiatus - 636 followers - my blog for mcyt/dsmp fandom agere content. mostly original content and asks with some reblogs. 

@[redacted] - set up, formerly active - 383 followers - my general 5 Seconds Of Summer blog. mostly reblogs. 

@anotherwilbur - set up, currently active - 7 followers (lol get fucked Wil) - one of my headmates’ blogs idk what he gets up to over there ask him

@undeadscenecore - set up, currently active - 3,559 followers - my scenecore aesthetic blog. mostly reblogs and some original photography.

@polydysautonomic - set up, currently active - 22 followers - my physical disability advocacy/awareness blog. mostly reblogs.

@[redacted] - set up, currently active - 0 followers - my vent blog. mostly original vent posts. 

@tech-za - set up, currently active - 17 followers - my blog centered around Ph1lza and Technoblade’s friendship (NOT a ship blog). mostly reblogs. 

@sapnap-kinnie - set up, formerly active - 1 follower - my feral crew (Dream, Georgenotfound, Sapnap, Karl Jacobs, Quackity) blog. all reblogs. mostly abandoned and content that would have gone there is now redirected to wilburapologist . moderate potential to reactivate at some point. 

@george-notfound - set up, formerly active - 18 followers - my Georgenotfound-centric blog. mostly reblogs. same activity situation as sapnap-kinnie. 

@toblr - set up, currently active - 8 followers - our blog for my headmate Toby, posted on by multiple people in my system. only interact with this blog if all of your interactions would be 100% sfw, Toby is a child. mostly reblogs. 

@polymorphic-punishments - set up, currently active - 0 followers - another one of my headmates’ blogs, same deal as anotherwilbur. 

@pogchamppogpack - set up, not really active - 3 followers - blog that i made for my /p /hj ABO pack with two of my friends. i’m the alpha in case you were wondering. mostly reblogs. potential for occasional activity. 

@whumpwrite - set up, currently active - 3 followers - my writing blog, mostly fic writing, decent bit of pro-ao3 posting. mostly reblogs. 

@turbohell-castiel - set up, not really active - 4 followers - my supernatural blog. i mostly just spn post on main now. mostly reblogs. low potential for reactivation. 

@empoweredmenominee - set up, currently active - 18 followers - my blog centered around indigenous cultures and issues we face. mostly reblogs with some original posts.

@pop-punk-agere - set up, formerly active - 65 followers - my general age regression blog with a theme of pop punk music. i used to post there a lot but a lot of the things i posted there started going to mcytagere when my mcyt fixation set in. mostly reblogs and original littleposting. high potential for reactivation. 

@[redacted] - set up, currently active - 247 followers - my kink/nsft blog. mostly original posts with some reblogs.

@stillinthemerlinfandom - set up, formerly active - 14 followers - my BBC merlin blog. i’m still a fan of merlin but the fandom is just So Dead that i don’t bother with it (said with respect to the people who are still active). mostly original posts. low potential to reactivation. 

@unsolved-wheeze-sigh - set up, formerly active - 15 followers - my buzzfeed unsolved/watcher entertainment blog. mostly reblogs. low potential for reactivation. 

@[redacted] - set up, formerly active - 220 followers - my [redacted fandom] incorrect quotes blog (redacted because it’d be easy to find if you knew what fandom it was for). mostly original posts. low potential for reactivation. 

@polygon-unraveled - set up, very occasionally active - 32 followers - my polygon gaming/BDG blog. mostly reblogs. low potential for full reactivation. 

@biconjaskier - set up, formerly active - 1 follower - my blog for netflix’s The Witcher. mostly reblogs. low potential for reactivation. 

@actualstutter - partially set up, waiting to activate - 0 followers - the blog that i intend to make for advocacy and awareness for people who have the speech impediment of chronic stuttering. will activate at some point in the future. 

@diagnosedbpd - partially set up, waiting to activate - 0 followers - currently private until setup is complete - the blog that i intend to make for borderline personality disorder issues and awareness. will activate at some point in the future. 

@[redacted] - set up, formerly active - 38 followers - fandom-specific nsfw blog. mostly original posts. low potential for reactivation. 

@devynndavynnandemotionaldylynn - set up, formerly active - 9 followers - my blog for some random alt bands, mostly waterparks and palaye royale. mostly reblogs. low potential for reactivation. 

AND THAT IS ALL OF THE ONES THAT ARE COMPLETELY/PARTIALLY SET UP. here’s a quick list of all the other urls that i have for some reason or another. @dbtofficial @wedancethedanceofitaly @dsmpagere @benchtrioapologist @antarcticduo @ranbooprotectionsquad @transranboo @biranboo @ph1lzakinnie @wilbursoot-kinnie @jackmanifoldhotel @fundyenjoyer @syndicateenjoyer @catboy-omega @dsmpgender @dragthelakeandbringmehomeagain @taylor404 @wilbursootanti @makeupisfuckinggreatforaguy @[redacted] @[redacted] @weed-cat 

thank you for coming to my TED talk.