#he's t4t with claire :)

[chiabats]

he exudes transgender energy. transgenergy.

[toadwarts]

Leon has so many partners/datemates and it's so cool he manages that with only two hands and one heart. Love you babygirl

[woodlandscab1n]

insanity is thinking of cleon in anime scene tropes and giggling n kickin' my feet.

cleon with that one trope of a character being a grumpy/brooding mf denying something and then the girl gets upset and walks right up into their face like "fucking say that again i dare you" and the guy fucking loses their mind but stay cool anyways, then they end up agreeing

STAY IN YOUR PLACE !!

[musicalmoritz]

Yuri HanaNene Headcanons

• Since I headcanon Boy!Hanako as transmasc I like to think Girl!Hanako would be transfem (it’s me, ofc I have to make all my headcanons as queer as possible)

• I also headcanon Nene as transfem so they’re still t4t in the Yuri HanaNene Universe (YHU)™️

• Hanako being a girl would definitely add a layer of complications to Nene’s feelings for her. She wouldn’t be thinking abt it in the heteronormative way of “he’s a boy so he probably likes me so I should give him a chance.” More likely she’d be freaking out at the idea of Hanako liking her because if she likes her back then that means something deeper for her personal identity

• Meaning that the Confession Tree chapter would center more around Nene having a sexuality crisis. She may have had some idea that she liked girls before, but now she’s having to seriously consider her identity and that’s scary for her (maybe Aoi’s advice to her is a bit more meaningful and we get some earlier hints that Aoi is also hiding parts of herself)

• But by the time she meets Hanako under the Confession Tree, she’s starting to wonder what it might be like to date a girl. It sounds intimidating, but also kind of nice. And just as she starts to open herself up to it, the confession turns out to be part of a scheme

• After 65 years Hanako has probably figured out her own sexuality, and since she had to repress that part of herself when she was alive (due to it being the 60s and all), she’s totally girl crazy and v much like the overly flirty Hanako we know in canon

• Nene already has enough reason to be secretive about her crush on Hanako due to her being a ghost but a girl as well?? There’s a lot riding on it

• That could give her something to connect with Kou over rather than his romance subplot being very separate from the rest of the cast and almost secretive. They both know about each other’s crushes and tease each other accordingly

• Imo Kou and Hanako would definitely still be just friends (girl or boy Hanako isn’t Kou’s type lol) but they’d still have those slightly flirty moments that they have in canon. Bicons

• Nene would initially be shocked that Hanako is so open about her interest in women, but that would eventually inspire her to accept her own sexuality

• True to the ASHK chapter, Nene would absolutely love giving Hanako makeovers. She does her hair up in different styles and lets her borrow her clothes

• Hanako’s defensive behavior whenever a man gets too close to Nene is more out of overprotectiveness than jealousy (tho that air of possessiveness is most definitely still there lol)

• In addition to writing poetry, Nene makes playlists about her crush on Hanako (wlw canon event)

• Nene tries to get Hanako to engage in “girl talk” abt their crushes but it always ends in Hanako flirting with her (cue a lot of blushing and “you’re not my type”)

• Since Nene is more affectionate with women I don’t think she’d mind Hanako’s clinginess as much

• In general Nene is a total girls girl and befriends women very easily so I think her and Hanako would get along better at first, but they’d still have that teasing nature of Nene bullying her that’s true to canon HanaNene (and every TBHK ship lol)

• I think their dynamic would be similar to Rae and Claire from I’m In Love With The Villainess. Hanako is very flirty at first and Nene thinks it’s just a joke, and at a certain point she’s just confused because she doesn’t think she’s lovable so Hanako must be joking. That would only be at the start of the manga tho, as I mentioned before the Confession Tree is a major turning point

• I could see Nene being very overprotective of Hanako in an “I’m the only one who’s allowed to talk shit about her” way

• Nene is bi with a preference for boys and Hanako is bi with a preference for girls. bi4bi t4t girlfriends

• At some point during the story they start sharing hair clips and regularly get into arguments over who lost one of them

• While Nene doesn’t initiate physical affection as much as Hanako, she does cling to her and hold her hands a lot more

• Matching hairstyles and outfits ofc

• Nene buys extra snacks/candies at lunch to share with Hanako after school

• Their feelings for each other are less obvious to others at first since they’re both girls but once they really fall for each other it’s impossible to mistake their relationship for friendship

• Picnic dates on the school roof

• Sometimes they slow dance when Nene has finished cleaning the bathrooms (Hanako’s not too good with romance so she takes these opportunities to make things magical for Nene)

• That’s All, Folks!

[hidingoutbackstage]

Random Chamberfield headcanons cuz I felt like it

They met some time in 1998 or 1999 after Chris introduced them, he thought since they were both smart and strong they’d get along well

They did, they got along immediately, they were able to bond over a similar taste in action movies and alternative rock/grunge music

(Obviously the Redfields like Queen but Rebecca does too)

I like chamberfield being t4t mostly bc I like all ships I like being t4t

They start dating around the turn of the century because what else are you gonna do?

After the events of everything Claire goes through post CV (Degeneration, ID, Revelations 2, HI) she always has Rebecca to go home to and comfort her

During the events of Stage, Claire missed Rebecca desperately while she was in Oceania

Claire is clingy (whenever she forms bonds with people esp after the death of her parents, she’s very reluctant to let friends go). During Rev2 the thought of returning home to Becky (and saving Moira obv) kept her going

Rebecca is a little better with independence, but makes sure when she’s away for periods of time to keep in frequent contact with her girlfriend

They forget to tell Chris at first that they started dating but feel like it’s obvious so they just let him figure it out for himself (it takes him longer than it should)

Rebecca’s parents adore Claire

Claire has more than once tried to convince Rebecca to quit the BSAA and join TerraSave, but so far no dice

They finally get married after over a decade of dating after the events of Death Island. Claire’s the one who proposes

Rebecca doesn’t feel like wearing a wedding dress due to her PTSD from Vendetta, so she wears a white pantsuit instead while Claire wears a wedding dress

They both love the idea of having kids but agree that with their respective jobs it’s probably not the best idea right now

They get a cat instead

[yuribeam]

tagged by @yurinullification for 5 albums I like! tyy ❤️

the eternal classic on repeat i always have to sing along to, self titled Hozier

Psychopomp, Japanese Breakfast. reading her book crying in hmart made this even better ❤️‍🩹

Transgender Dysphoria Blues, Against Me! I got to see Against Me! with my gf a few years ago it was a very sweet t4t date night 🥹

Ephemera, Little Green Cars. not much to say about this one it's just a good one to listen to when I can't make a decision. and my name's in this song so they get points for that

Bury Me At Makeout Creek, Mitski. I love all her albums I've listened to, have not listened to the new one yet bc I am already crying enough lol

ok I'm actually doing 6 bc I need to add Salt by Angie McMahon. didn't know who she was until we saw her open for Hozier, charming little Aussie woman steps on the stage and opens up with this huge voice in person oh my god. great compliment to hoziers music too he never misses with the openers

tagging @emma-the-rose @ang3lic-stardust @garfieldildo @thedeliaishere @hatake @haku23 @sundancefemme @jacqylfrost @transgender-ventilation-duct @white-chalk-sapphomet

[aparticularbandit]

Hi Bandit, I saw you mention something briefly about Claire Debella being trans on your blog a while ago and then I just saw you put her name in tags for a post relating to transness.

Is your personal Claire headcanon that she’s trans? AMAB to trans woman?

I’m interested in hearing how you came to that conclusion for your own hc for her. What made you see her as a trans woman? 😁

Yeah! I definitely headcanon Claire as trans! AMAB to trans woman, yes!

I talked about it a bit in response to this ask, but it's also....

This maybe sounds dumb, but sometimes I like to wonder if characters are trans or could be trans and how that interacts with their story and their characterization, and it just kind of - what if Claire was trans?

Well, what if Claire was trans?

It explains why she, as a politician, is always in beige and white and non-threatening colors. It explains her horrible haircut in the flashback if she's only just started growing her hair out and is going through that awkward phase of there is no way to make hair look good at this length; we'll just do what we can. It explains why her name translates to Clearly The Beautiful. It explains why she would cling so closely to the rest of the GO fam (especially if her own family disowned her). It gives Miles something else to hold over her, if she doesn't want anyone else to find out (particularly during an election year, particularly while Trump was president).

Like - are there other ways to look at all of this? Yeah! I just - it just fit into place while I was thinking about her, like a puzzle piece that I'd been missing.

And, like, I've had this headcanon since shortly before I saw the movie the second time, so within a week of seeing it the first time, and it's. It's so important to me. Every time I've written Claire, with the exception of Birdie Dresses Claire, which I was writing when I realized this, is written with that in mind.

...of note, I also write Devon as trans (so he and Claire are T4T), and I write Whiskey as trans (although I absolutely will not take credit for this one). ^^

I just. I like how it changes my conceptions of her, how it changes my conceptions of the rest of the fam, how it. adds to things, you know?

But also.

Why couldn't Claire be trans?

So. Yeah! I write her as trans! 💜

[ladygrey412]

Alright I'm going to add my extremely small list. Okay so that was a lie. 16 is not a small list. Some of these are romance, some of these just have really good polyam representation, and I added a 3rd section of honorable mentions down at the bottom which are books that I think do a really good job at not making monogamous relationships miserable to read. A lot of these are sci-fi or fantasy and I don't know if that is more a "me problem" or plus for sci-fi.

✨✨First up Monogamy is Dumb ✨✨

1)Iron Widow by Xiran Jay Zhao Classic story of boy loves girl, girl loves different boy, first boy goes 👀. (Triangles are the strongest shape). Oh and don't forget the heavy sci-fi and giant Mecha. YA novel with enough intrigue for everyone. Rep: Disability

2) The Fifth Season by N.K. Jemison. Not a romance novel but. It's big on digging into queerness and identity including a polyam relationship. Heavy fantasy and apocalypse vibes with an older MC. Rep: Disability, Trans

3) Long Way to a Small Angry Planet (Wayfarer Series) by Becky Chambers. Also not a romance but it has a main sapphic romance and the alien partner is from a species that is exclusively polyam. It is all about the value of friendships and is quiet literally about how the real treasure is the friends we made along the way. Rep: Autism

3) Rendezvous with Rama by Arthur C. Clarke. (Suggested by the Fiancee). "He is Poly and gay*. You find it everywhere in his books if you know where to look." *Sorry he's not technically gay because according to him that would mean straight people would have to exist.

4) Hunger Pangs by Joy Demorra. Good ol' classic vampire falls in love with a werewolf and they can't help but fall for a mysterious woman. This gets to sit here because it has a non spicy version but... If you want the spice it comes with all the fun of Vampires and BDSM. Rep: Disability, BDSM

🔥🔥🔥 Now for the polyamorous spice. 🔥🔥🔥

6) Sex Wizards Series by Alethea Faust. WHAT. I felt like i should start with the heavy BDSM sex magic book if I'm talking spice. No but seriously some of the best representation of BDSM and healthy polyam in many different ways. And plot somehow. Rep: Non-Binary, Asexual, Disability, Heavy BDSM

7) Rescued my Married Monster Hunters by Ennis Rook Bashe. What if you are a poor monster trying to be human and a sweet couple can't stop doting on you. No one would blame a lil monster for falling for that. Rep: Trans, Disability

8) Pack Saint Clair Series by Thora Woods. Reverse Harem gets much more interesting when the people the MC is getting involved with are an established Polyam Pack (ABO style). Sometimes falling in love with one person means you end up falling for 4. Rep: Mild BDSM, Trauma Recovery

9) Drag Me Up by R.M. Virtues. What if Hades/Persephone was healthy and T4T. Super sweet and spicy romance about defying expectations. Rep: Trans, Mild BDSM

10) In the Court of the Nameless Queen by Natalie Ironsides. A bunch of short stories around a Giant Spider queen and the many people who love her. Literally this is a bunch of sapphic porn about a clan of warrior women. It slaps Rep: Trans, Heavy Kink and BDSM

11) The Strongest Shape by Tessa Cardenas. This is in my liked books. And i distinctly remember loving the way it dealt with a new person entering a more established pair. I can not remember anything else besides it was spicy and gay.

Honorable Mentions

These books explore relationships in super queer and non-traditional ways. But might not be considered "polyamory"

12) Psalm for the Wild Built (and the Monk and Robot series) by Becky Chambers. Toe to Tip that's a QPR. It's just a really wholesome book about a robot and a human meeting. Lots of passive polyamory here too (expecially in the second book). To say the least Becky Chambers is great. Rep: Non-Binary, Robots (it/its), Anxiety

13) The City we Became by N.K. Jemison While I am expounding great authors I have to include Jemison's other book which is really all about queer friendship and the importance of have friends. On the backdrop of people becoming the city and fighting Eldritch Monsters Rep: Trans, Asexual Characters

14) The Murderbot Diaries by Martha Wells. Super casual background polyamory by murderbot's humans but it's not into any of that stuff. It is here to cause problems and make friends though. Rep: Robot (it/its), Trauma Recovery, Asexual, Autism

15) The Tarot Sequence by K.D. Edwards. I'm putting this here because it's currently just MLM but there are these big hints being dropped for a Triad. Lots of fun around being shoved into a position of power before you are ready and only having your friends at your back. Rep: Disability, Trauma Recovery

16) Black Leopard Red Wolf by Marlon James. This book is literally indescribable but it tackles gender, relationships and African History in such a nice package I can't help but add it. Rep: Genderqueer/Non-Binary

17) Amberlough by Lara Elena Donnelly. No technical polyamory but it does such a beautiful job mixing the complex nature of being in love with the literal collapse of free government. It also has older MCs and a whole ton of Drama.

Do you have any book recommendations with poly relationships? Preferably fiction. I’ve been avoiding reading romance recently because everything is based on monogamous relationships and it gets tiring after a while.

I recommend checking the notes on this post where someone else asked. There are a lot of things recommended by others that I haven't gotten around to reading. 📖 I totally feel you with the mono romances being a drag sometimes. Its real bad when jealousy is a major point :/

[brbarou]

Do you have any sexuality hcs for baccano?

YES

maiza bi king, ronnie is a devil. loves maiza only, claire is every letter of the lgbtq, huey and elmer definitely had something going on so?? also huey is just Gender in general i'm not sure which but he is, claudia lesbian, ladd homophobic bisexual (canon), i read chane demi somewhere and i like that, luck is either aroace or gay (too much emphasis was put on the fact that he for some reason isn't married), illness just loves everyone, christopher has said "no homo" way too many times for there to be no homo so there's something there

[woodlandscab1n]

Cleon insanity when Claire is like "hey have you ever wanted kids" and Leons whole world comes collapsing on itself yet again because actually, he has just Not thought about them, he never thought he'd be in a position where he could just have a family ever in his life as of yet, and when he did think about it he pushed it away because he thought he'd never be good at it anyways given his circumstances.

And the worst thing, Claire knows this. But she wants to invite him to try that kind of life both of them know it will be extremely difficult to achieve. Because she wants him to know he's still human, and isn't incapable of living what one would describe as the normal life to live just because of his past, or trauma. She herself also deals with the struggle if she'll ever be able to have a life like that, like she sort of imagined when she was a child. Perhaps not children, but...just make a family out of her partner. Spouses, making life what they want, making a home, traveling, making something together. She still holds the hope she can have that, and that other's can.

That's why she fights so hard so that other's can also live that life, or any life they desire without fearing they'd be incapable to do so given the state of the world. Making a family, marrying, having a partner or someone to take care of is now something that could so easily turn into you needing to kill them in the end, or them killing you, or both of you. But she won't let that get in the way of her or other's happiness because she believes connection is the most important thing in a human life.

And she wants that for Leon, share that with him.

Anyways t4t cleon 4eva. be happy, trans your gender, queer it up yall.

[darkartistyt]

Yippee yippee yippee!!!

Ok so

Bigender Hershel layton. His afro phase was entirely to play around with androgyny in a socially acceptable enough manner so as to not draw any suspicions. She figures out she's also a woman sometime in the year between uf and nwos so she probably spends like half of nwos trying to figure out when would be a good time to come out lol. She ends up using two names, Hershel and Hera-Lee, and she doesn't have much of a preference in general HOWEVER it has to match her expression. If she's wearing a dress, call her Hera and use she/her. If he's wearing his normal outfit, call him Hershel and use he/him (projecting big time here)

Agender luke but he's pretty apathetic about pronouns and shit. He does care if one tries to deny his ability to do/have something because "oh but you're a young boy you have to play with model trains not dolls" they hate that shit

Alfendi and Hilda are t4t i am correct

Lucy is also trans. Idk why, I just get those vibes from her

Genderfluid Claire :D

Des is non biney solely because the first time I ever saw them I immediately knew they were a trans theatre kid lol

Aurora's also non binary but I feel like that's more of a cultural thing for her than just a gender thing like how we think of gender. Same as luke, she doesn't care about pronouns

Anton has some kind of funky gender but he doesn't vibe with labels so he never bothers with trying to define it. His gender is Anton ig

if you have trans layton hcs PLEASE tell me them 🙏🙏🙏

none of my intrests r safe from my trans beam 🗣‼️💥💥💥

[bluiex]

I Saw the concept of a trans Scar being called Scar thanks to his top surgery scars and i Can't help but imagine like, t4t scarian where when Grian asks where Scar got his top surgery he awnser very seriously "Claire's", like that's so funny to me and also very on Brand for Scar - 🤘

CLAIRES dgojkhgfsdk Scar being 100% serious as well I love this so much ahaha

[bionic-penis]

Pacing back and forth erm. Allow me a single yap.

Abe (he/they)

Baby's first tranny oc that started cis and then became hotter i mean so much more. But even before the official rework they literally ran away from home bc they felt like they were a disappointment and they used a different name than the one given to them that EVERYONE calls them by except for their close friends. He started out anxious and scared and grew into a more aloof and sarcastic character that isn't really worried about coming off as crass. In a way his trans journey mimics my own as I've grown into this flesh.

Strap god. Mastectomy king even though he didn't really have that big of tits. He got his top surgery done at religious fantasy Claire's (by his fallen angel bestie). He dislikes dresses and has a very mature, but casual style. He grew up in a society that didn't put a heavy focus on the idea of sex at birth or gender roles, with a very gnc father, leading to them not really caring about or agonising over being trans, with the exception of their experiences amongst humans/on earth. Theyre not very vocal about it either, but will say something if it matters. He did despair a bit about being "good enough" for Sam, just because he didn't feel like he measured up to a cis man.

He transitions after running away from home.

Zack (he/him)

Goofy ass half-alien who is able to pass near perfectly due to the parasitic and mimic-like nature of exophages. He was an outcast from the second he was born due to being half human-half alien. He's not normal physically according to either of his species. He will never be his fathers son and he will forever disgust his mother. Is this not what being trans is all about. Who said that.

Uses his alien goo to form a packer/strap for himself (visuals redacted) and hasn't undergone any surgery or hrt due to being able to shift into a decent mimicry of a cis man. He often mimics mastectomy scars for himself bc I said he can. He's pretty comfortable in his masculinity, but he needs a funny reason to do anything so take that as you will. Will joke about trans shit and anyone who doesn't know him is gonna think he's committing a hate crime bc he is that foul.

Hes nearly strictly t4t w a preference for other trans guys. Everything jiggles when he walks. Whoa who said that.

Tomorrow is the day I'm in class or work from 8am to 5pm but unfortunately I am overcome w the need to yap abt my tranny ocs. Unhand me you wretched beasts

[thatsnazzylad]

Meet The Chicas

I’m a pale white bitch, so tell me if I messed anything up

OG Chica, aka Chalina. Born in Mexico and lived there helping with the family restaurant until her early 20s, when she moved to the USA, then started working at Freddy Fazbear’s Pizzeria. Her kitten, Cupcake, is 6 months old, and is almost always by her side. She takes care of most of the cooking, and can bake some of the best pizzas out there, if you ignore the gross quality of the kitchen. She also is probably one of the easiest to piss off, and has a take no shit attitude. Her relationship with Ben(Bonnie) is just the ‘he asked for no pickles’ meme.

Toy Chica, aka Cassie. Trans Fem icon baby! Born and grew up in a Mexican household in the USA. Her parents divorced(she seemed to have a darker skin color than the rest of her family, and was assumed to be an affair baby), and she ended up with her Mom in the poor suburbs for awhile, learning to how cook a number of things. Then, nya joined the music club in high school, and found a love for singing. After getting into a community college, they realized their sexuality and gender identity, they started transitioning, and then one day, they decide to get a part time job to save up money for hormones and 2 years later, it’s still there. Gen Z and high school stereotypes combined, she’s a total party chick(haha funny joke), is very open and proud about who they are, and has a take no shit attitude. But maybe insecure? It’s relationship with Mangle is a t4t power couple thing.

Glamrock Chica, aka Claire, was born, adopted, and raised in the USA, by a white family. No one knew she was half Mexican until her teens. While still not knowing much about Mexican culture, she knows how to speak Spanish, and actively plans on visiting there one day(maybe on a trip with Chalina??). She loves 80s themes and culture, and met her gf through a chat room about it online. When they heard of a mall being 80s themed opening up, she spent like 2 year learning how to play guitar, singing lessons, and exercising, to get the skills to be able to be hired as a main performer. And now she’s there with her gf, and best buds. They and Roxanne are a gay power couple, with both of them comforting each other through their insecurities and troubles.

More of these will be released at some point, idk when tho-

So enjoy for now

[echidnana]

OMG 🏳️‍🌈 resident evil lgbtq headcanons tell me EVERYTHING….

YEAAAAAAAH ok ok i’m gonna do like every character so i organized it by game akdjjajdhfj

0-1

rebecca likes girls…….. also i saw a post once for bungender becca and omg that fits SO WELL anyways becca’s sapphic for sure

billy coen. that is a trans man yessir. he gives off ‘i like men’ vibes too akdjajjfh also i think he n becca have queer sibling energy

chris redfield is a trans man!!!! also gay. that is a gay trans man.

jill is deffo trans no matter how ya look at it. i like to hc her as transmasc for projection reasons but also i rly like jill who doesn’t really give a shit about gender and is just like. yeah i’m a person. ya know? also she’s queer

barry likes men ! i personally hc him as bi but i like to think he definitely dated men like in his youth akdjjajahf

2-3

claire redfield is a trans woman!!! i think she usually dates women but is also into men.

leon kennedy. bigender. leon’s boy girl. girl boy. he’s got gender energy. also likes men i dunno man he feels so fruity to me esp in 4

i don’t have TOO many hcs for sherry since she’s like. 12. but trans girl sherry is very important to me

ada wong is a trans woman. also queer. she’s usually into women but she thinks leon’s cute

4-5

luis sera. fruit. trans. he’s like. gay

ashley likes girls !!!!!!

sheva is trans <3

also that little dude from 5 the fucks his name like. fucking irving that dude that’s a homo also the little dude from 4 ig why am i saying this

6

jake . has fag energy

helena harper !! trans lesbian!!

oh yeah also i forgot hunnigan she is a trans lesbian also <3

7-8

ETHAN WINTERS that is a trans man. that is a bisexual trans man. also he had rose bc he and mia r t4t

mia is a trans woman!! i think she’s bi too but leans towards men

zoe !! trans lesbian

donna beneviento . trans woman. aroace:)

the dimitrescu daughters r all. not girls <3 not boys <3 gender? no we r vampires. honestly they all give off queer vibes

i hc alcina to be aroace :)

heisenberg . gay trans man

moreau ! also a trans man. ace

ok i think that’s everyone……….. honestly they r all lgbtq in my heart and soul…… except for like maybe fuckin irons or something. anyways

[roublardise]

Artistic overview - 2021

Turns out most of what I created this year was spn related. I got back into writing fanfic when I had told myself I was done ; I got back into doing some gifs ; I used my degrees to go off about the show in a smarter way. Mostly, I've started video editing!!

I'm quite proud of all I've created, and here it is 💕🥰

META

SPN vs Consent - the portrayal of consent

Amara's potential

my "Crowley isn't attracted to women" take (aka, gay Crowley is canon)

Rowena's attraction to men and heteronormativity

GIFS & GRAPHICS

for spnwomenweek

fav character - Amara gifset

colors - Amara edits

for sapphicnaturalrights

poetry & comphet - gifset

community - Max & Stacy edit

motherhood - Mary edits

sapphics of color - bi Alicia gifset

rarepairs - Amara/Mary moodboard

lesbianism - Charlie & Claire gifset

Amara's outfits - edits

Cruel Summer by Taylor Swift but it’s about moc!Dean - edit

Drowley & Amara - gifset

Dean & Crowley - pride icons set

Crowley - pride icons set

AMV

(alphabetical order, so the skills can vary a lot from one to another)

individuals

Amara - Ancient dreams in a modern land

Amara - Don't make me

Alex Jones - Living Dead

Bela Talbot - Girl is a gun

Castiel - Rootless

Dean Winchester - Baby, I'm an anarchist

Jo Harvelle - My Own Dance

Mary Winchester - All Souls Night

Meg Masters - Look What You Made Me Do

ships

Anael/Bela - Cowboy like me

Bela/Meg - I Know Places

Claire/Kaia - Pretty Girl

Claire/Kaia - Rebel Girl part1 - part2

Destiel - Hey Stephen

Destiel - Taxi Driver

Drowley - Bad Together

Drowley - Imaginary Lover

FIC

(under the cut but you won't regret clicking)

You therefore must bc perfect, as your heavenly Father is perfect

9.4k - rated M

Childhood memories are coming back to Dean after John's death. Pieces of what was and what could've never been, tied together with barbed wire, and cutting his skin from inside. He can't look away as they draw the perfect abuse picture and he won't be able to until he figures his way out.

TLDR: adhd trans Dean breaking the cycle of abuse, set in early spn times

here come the fallen, here come the failed ones

6.1k - rated T

Castiel and Meg are both following orders and pretending they aren't questioning them. They meet and keep wondering - how does Hell work? when do human souls turn to dark smoke? can angels even feel? what is so wrong about kisses? why the "human only" signs? Then natural disasters happen. And love.

TLDR: true forms megstiel (which can be read as either platonic or romantic). exploration of what it means to have a soul & the ways in which Cas & Meg (& Dean)'s stories intertwined. w/ autistic cas

It's new - the shape of your body

1.4k - rated M

Dean is starving to be touched ; Crowley is starving to be seen.

TLDR: emotional t4t drowley

admidst ashes and feathers

6.7k - rated M

Mary is brought back from the dead by Amara (again). This time, she doesn't want to do the same mistakes. This time, she wants to be herself. Whoever the hell that may be.

TLDR: lesbian Mary Winchester finding support and her own community. if you're gonna read only one of my fic, pls be that one!