#he's in for an absolutely miserable time :)
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Creepy old guy
#beetlejuice#beetlejuice musical#betlegeuse#character design#lydia deetz#art#digital art#fanart#can u tell I like bugs#I wanted him to have wings so bad but having them visible all the time made the design feel cluttered#and having him just shapeshift them sometimes feels cheap especially when I dont want him to fly with them anyway#and then I was like.... elytra coat.....#He looks like he has blush on his face but that is just mold#I finished watching the musical finally and im absolutely in love with it. Has to be one of my top musicals of all time#and its definitely my favorite portrayal of beetlejuice too#How am I supposed to resist when hes so sad and miserable and pathetic#Youre telling me hes a silly little guy AND he sings???? Get this man his green card
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two sides of the same coin
#itadori yuuji#ryomen sukuna#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#my art#jujutsu kaisen fanart#brainrot incoming (pls don’t mind me)#one thing sukuna and yuuji have in common is that they’re both absolutely miserable#sukuna is utterly selfish and yet it only made him hollow inside and now he’s just killing time waiting for death to come#yuuji is completely selfless and yet it’s only made him suffer and bc of that he’s been constantly trying to check out of life#and I think the funniest but also the most painful thing about these two is that…#despite that they’re vastly opposite they might be the only people that can understand each other the most#imagine them having a heart to heart lol maybe then they would realise some things about themselves
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do you ever think about how in the day i picked up dazai side b dazai had to lie emotionless and soulless—like a corpse, almost—beside the man that gently brought him in, nursed his injuries, held him while he was in pain? he had to keep those suffocating bandages around his entire face, lest this man gain some sort of recognition for the little boy he saved. he had to lay there curled in the fetal position, bleeding and in pain, perhaps thinking about how, in another life, this man cooked for him, tried to build up his strength. read to him to pass the time while he curled up against him like a child listening to a bedtime story. played cards with him. saw through the heartless mafioso. the ruthless killer. and instead saw a boy.
imagine knowing this man, the man who saved you in more ways than one, was going to die one day all because he knew you. because he reached his hand into the darkness and plaintively, like a small child wanting a parent's touch, you grasped back desperately. imagine thinking all of that while that man is just a stone's throw away, making coffee in the next room just like he used to for you in another life. the scent, although you've never been here before, is reminiscent of home. and the tune he's humming? it's the silent melody that plays through your mind seven years later, for the last time as you fall backward off the building with your arms out like an embrace. but, hey. that man is alive. he's happy, although he never knew you. you can die with no regrets.
#guys i actually cannot stop thinking about oda and dazai someone save me PLEASE. the day i picked up dazai ruined my fucking life#dazai makes me so fucking miserable every time i see him in beast i just start fucking sobbing#absolute TRAGEDY of a character#he was fucking fifteen in this. and he knew the entire time. he knew oda would die. before even meeting him#bsd#the day i picked up dazai#ermmm found this in my drafts and i wanted to post it sorry guys i sound emo asf
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I'm late to the CQL Hunger Games (and congrats to Wei Wuxian and Wen Qing!) but I just gotta say seeing the ChengQing matchup made my eyes and brain go HUGE
#the untamed#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#jiang cheng#wen qing#chengqing#(...kinda)#Jiang Cheng's matchups were a wild ride#what an absolutely miserable time he had :D#doodles#comics#blood#tw blood#tw implied character death#tw needles
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literally please give Battison a Dick Grayson in the Batman Part II.
The first movie was about Bruce's journey from not wanting to be Bruce Wayne, to realizing that he does in fact need to be Bruce Wayne, and that Bruce Wayne can be a force used for good just like Batman. Logically then, the second movie should explore the next immediate question on the table: okay, he needs to be Bruce Wayne. So who is Bruce Wayne? What kind of man is Bruce Wayne going to be? Bruce still feels defined by his trauma of his parent's death. Bruce Wayne still feels defined by his parents' shadows, by his father's legacy. He still feels defined by his grief. How does he make Bruce Wayne be something different?
Dick Grayson would serve as the PERFECT device for Bruce to discover who he can be. Because Dick Grayson is literally just a young Bruce, and Bruce sees that instantly (it's why he takes him in in the first place). So throughout the movie, as Bruce tries to help Dick process his grief, he's inadvertently processing his OWN grief. Dick Grayson unknowingly helps Bruce process his own trauma, and through their developing relationship shows him that Bruce Wayne can be more than a recluse, a failure, a man drowning in his own head- he can be a protector, a friend, a parent.
When Dick points a gun at Tony Zucco's head, Bruce talks him down, and all the words that he gives him are words he had wanted when he was a kid and his grief was fresh. Even though they're gone, you're not alone. I understand.
BATTISON NEEDS DICK GRAYSON TO BE ABLE TO TAKE THE NEXT STEP OF HIS CHARACTER GROWTH.
#robert pattison plays grieved and traumatized and miserable and intense and earnest so well.#you CANNOT tell me that he wouldn't absolutely slay the “talking dick down from killing zucco” scene#it'd be like the hospital scene with alfred but times a million#he'd play the perfect reaction to the grayson's deaths too#sprinting to dick and bodily trying to get him to turn away and not look#holding him tightly as dick dissolves into hysterics#the wet cat man steps up and learns how to take care of someone#and learning how to take care of someone else teaches him at the same time how to take care of himself#bruce's functionality and mental health improves when he takes in this kid#making sure that dick is eating enough leads to him starting to eat more#(partly bc alfred gently guilts him into it by saying he needs to set a good example for his ward)#supervising dick's sleeping habits puts a new perspective on his own sleeping habits#and he's like huh maybe I SHOULD get those five hours of sleep if I want to keep up with dick's energy tomorrow#and ofc when dick has nightmares and comes to find him he inevitably falls asleep on top of bruce#so he has to skip to patrol that night#dc#dc comics#dick grayson#batfam#batman#nightwing#batfamily#bruce wayne#dc robin#robin dc#batman and robin#the batman#the batman 2022#battison
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Tiny something about accidental necromancer Soap and ghost Roach au :
Ghost catching Soap playing rock paper scissors by himself, with one hand, and gets physically slapped by the memories of Roach playing that game by himself. He goes straight to Price's office to cry.
Meanwhile Roach is cackling because he's been winning non stop and Soap is bad at getting in his opponent's head.
And Soap is distracted because he's pretty sure Roach is flirting with him on purpose to make him lose, because why else would he be flirting with him?
#cod mw2#john soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#gary roach sanderson#ghostsoap#soapghost#soaproach#ghostroach#ghostsoaproach#accidental necromancer soap and ghost roach au#is it bad that i find it funny that ghost is absolutely miserable while the reason he's miserable is having the time of his death with soap#i'm sorryyy it's because of the tiktok sound it's not my fault#i should make a masterpost i think... i've never posted this much before
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Mob Psycho 100 - Ritsu Kageyama Paci Edits !!
^this was far harder than what it should have been. ritsu why are you so miserable 😭😭
The Lil Brothers And Their CG !! (Reigens Trying His Best)
What A Angry Kiddo 😢 (Ritsu Will Forever Be Over It)
#dividers by sister-lucifer#btw edited the HELL out of the mob reigen and ritsu photo#mob psycho agere#mob psycho 100#mob psycho#mp100#mob psycho 100 agere#mp100 agere#fandom agere#ritsu kageyama#mob psycho ritsu#ritsu mob psycho#thoughts with elle#mob kageyama#shigeo kageyama#mob psycho mob#mob psycho anime#mob psycho manga#reigen arataka#mob psycho reigen#why is ritsu so miserable jesus. it was SO HARD to find any good photos of ritsu that werent edgy as hell#damn emos#ritsu is SO over it#ritsus not having mob reigen shenanigans#hes a baby your honor#definitely a regressor who does absolutely nothing#thats his resting time let him have it
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we dont have enough fanart and fanfics about sauron in numenor. im begging for scraps im manifesting im sending signals to the universe
#angbang#mairon at the edge of his grief. going insane the whole religion temple human sacrificies prophet thing for his dead master#i need him on his knees in front of a huge melkor sculpture DESPERATE like a dog searching for his owner after they are gone#like normally in first age its different but when melkor isgone and after everything that happens#i need him at his most pathetic.like hes doing all that and hes cunning hes powerful his mind is still sharp but sharpness goes into insani#and inside he is absolutely torn and in pieces and everything he was suppressing and running away from catches up with him#and then cue fall of numenor#but like. i need a really good psychosexual fic with grief. i really am manifesting. my prayers will go to the universe#and one day a writer on ao3 will go into some kind of trance to create exactly that and better i believe it#and on fanart wise. 1. mairon kissing melkor sculpture with tears. 2. mairon on his knees in front of the sculpture#perhaps forehead to the floor too full on worship style#for extra i would not say no to a h*rny psychosexual grieving fic where mairon does some stuff with the sculpture#you know the kind of fic that makes you miserable and turned on at the same time#anyway. another post to delete later#&#no one will read this but im open to any recs too like send me links fanart fanfic it doesnt have to be like what i said#i just need sauron in numenor i am starving
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Not me poking at any and every character’s worst insecurities and giggling like an idiot
#/hj#tlnm nutcracker au#nutcracker au#ninjago#tlnm#the lego ninjago movie#ninjago au#spbnr aus#jay and nya’s skybound traumas#also nya’s issues with being objectified by the media#and jay having issues with not being human#cole’s ghost trauma#movie nya’s issues with always needing to be the protector#KAI’S issues with always needing to be the protector and failing miserably at that with the given circumstances#he and his sister’s counterpart and bond over that i think#oh also jay’s feelings about being useless to the team and just weighing them down#which i think falls into skybound trauma territory#did i mention jay gets the brunt of the angst in this au?#oh cole also gets issues of not being able to use his strength to protect his friends#especially after being possessed#which is more ghost trauma#lloyd gets kidnapped and has his dragon/oni genes forced to the surface so that’s something#chen (the cheerleader) as always gets to have an absolutely horrendous self image and his bio family being behind all this isn’t helping#movie kai gets to watch his twin sister be brainwashed and isn’t even around when she’s freed (he’s with show lloyd having a bad time)#uhhhhh zane’s actually pretty drama-free in this au#i should fix that
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100% roger saw a jester outfit on on of the islands they stopped on and bought it for buggy as a gag joke but buggy ended up loving it and wore it everywhere!!! all this to say, buggy has definitely jingled miserably across the oro jackson
#i think about jester outfit!buggy all the time#i know that by the time that outfit ripped buggy was inconsolable#the whole crew knows what happy jingling and miserable jingling sound like#shanks the besotted fool that he is absolutely adores the outfit#he has soo many photo of buggy in that outfit#but more importantly#he loves it because he's never seen buggy smile as wide as he did when captain first gave the gift to buggy#anyway#buggy the clown#op buggy#buggy one piece#roger pirates#gol d roger
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me when i have to be an adult and i DON’T eat shit and die?
#my fuck ass travel partner ditched me when we had front row seats at the outsiders#he said he’d pay for them then and i kinda forgot about it but i got my credit card bill today and ahahaha i want my money now :)#to see &juliet of all fucking shows#istg#no hate to &juliet and its audience it’s just not for me#and also babe we are in the front row of the outsiders have a little respect for my boys💔#basically i asked if he could pay for his ticket since he ditched me and he said he would so slay#the horror stories from this trip wil never stop i fear#i was absolutely miserable the whole time#yall must think i found him on craigslist or some shit😭#star is talkin
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this is so free it’s 3, aisle seats are based, i get free in flight entertainment listening to sasara tell his stupid jokes to jiro and kuukou booing him, kuukou and i can vibe over the lame airplane games and weak anime selection and i can just conk out whenever he does easy
#this is vee speaking#a little late on this lol but i forgot to post it when it was going around#and i didn’t have time to make a post last night for today lol#runner up would be seat 1 doppo could handle a 20 hr flight okay i bet#(nvm he has hematuria according to rhyme anima lol)#and tbh lol i would absolutely hate to crossover samatoki to get to the bathroom#but i also feel like whatever interactions samatoki and jyushi might have thru me would be adorable lmao#seat 5 seems miserable tbh lol but it’s probably very fun like that company is crazy lol
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I am chronically unable to keep fics to myself so enjoy this thing that's been on my mind since I reread an old ask
Adam knows oblivion. He didn’t used to; for twenty-three years of life, it was a concept and nothing more.
By its very nature it is unknowable until he is, at once and without warning, exhumed from it. Sensation crashes through his spinning mind: the ground under his boots, the weight and feel of his clothes, the air rushing into his lungs when he pulls in a reflexive breath.
His remaining senses wash over him in the aftershock of abrupt existence: the oily scents of industry and garbage; the clash of steel and shouted cries; and his sight. White at first, it clears to permit him a view of the fight reaching his ears.
He’s in a warehouse. Some kind of shipping hub, judging by the towering shelves full of boxes and stacked pallets. On, around, and between those shelves are swarms of people dueling in the deep shadows. Faunus. White Fang, by their clothes. Brightly dressed figures occupy the centers of the chaos.
He’s been aware and taking all of this in for a mere second before he’s moving. It’s not his own will that guides him, not really. It’s an urge. A need. He has to protect the one behind him. He has to.
And so he watches in horror as his blade carves through every White Fang member in his path. The first few don’t even move. They’re staring at him as he’s staring at them, all of them struck dumb.
What he sees of himself explains their reactions as much as his violence does: his limbs and weapons are icy white and blue, trailing frost like smoke.
He tries to stop but his body is a machine that bucks his control. Corpses fall around him. The faunus are shouting now, screaming his name, except they’re not targeting him except to slow him down. They’re trying to get to the one behind him—
They cannot do that.
He moves faster. His face is carved into a snarl but it’s the visage of a beast with its leg in a trap. He can’t escape whatever has a hold on him. He can’t let them get to her. He wants to but he can’t.
He wants to close his eyes. Apologize. Order the ones who haven't already run to get away from him, from whatever puppets him. He wants to and he can’t. There’s a wall between his will and his flesh. He’s a tool. A weapon. Nothing more.
Blood stains his blade, his hands, his face. The few Fang remaining have thrown down their weapons. Held up their hands. Fallen to their knees.
Back away, he begs himself. He steps closer.
Sheath your sword, he pleads. He raises it.
“STOP!”
He freezes. The boy he’d nearly decapitated—a teenager, no older than sixteen—looks up at him in abject fear. There’s blood on his face too, the blood of all his friends Adam had just killed.
It’s silent, or nearly so. The woman who’d cried for him to stop is gasping. She sinks to her knees with an audible thunk of flesh on concrete.
“How?” someone he can’t see whispers. His skin crawls; he knows that voice.
“Weiss?” Another voice, less familiar.
“Who is that?” A third voice, younger than the other two.
All the speakers are behind him. All he sees are the four kids trembling at his feet. Not so long ago he would’ve relished their fear as a sign of his growing power. Now, it makes his stomach churn.
Blood still drips from his sword. He tries to lower it. He tries to sheath it. He tries to tell them to run. It all, again, fails. He digs ragged mental fingers into that wall.
The gasps behind him turn to disbelieving sobs. “I didn’t—I wasn’t—not him! I-I couldn’t—“
“Breathe,” the third speaker advises. “Just breathe.”
He endures another round of unsteady sobs briefly interrupted by attempts at steady breathing. The wall between him and his body cracks under his mental assault; his fingers twitch. The faunus flinch.
“I-I don’t know what happened. They’re always difficult to c-control at first but,” she hiccuped, “this was different. It—he—wouldn’t listen. I wasn’t even trying to summon him!”
The wall shakes. He gains control of his face.
“Run,” he mouths at the faunus. They stare. Glance at each other. And then scramble to their feet and away, leaving their weapons behind in their fear.
“What—“
“Hey!”
Adam spins and levels his sword at the red-cloaked girl trying to run after them. She goes still with wide silver eyes that fix on his.
“Weiss?” she asks.
“I can’t dispel him, Ruby. I’m trying!”
Dispel. Dispel him? He tightens his grip on this ghostly version of Wilt.
“Are your summons…sentient?”
“N-no. Not really. I mean, they’ve all been Grimm until—until now.”
When Ruby next speaks, the question is directed at him: “Who are you?”
His weapon dips. Past her, he sees the blonde whose arm he severed so long ago. He sees Blake. And he finally sees the one controlling him. White hair, white skin, white clothes. Revulsion rips through him, revulsion so deep it obliterates the wall’s remains and slams barefaced into the howling need to protect the Schnee.
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thank you J.R.R. Tolkien for writing the most devastating romantic subplot in your lotr books without even realising it
#im talking about sam and frodo sorry everyone#guess who like watched all the extended films and cried#whether you intepret sam and frodo’s love platonically or romantically you have to understand that they are so entwined that it is#devastating nonetheless#the forehead kiss#im on the ground sobbing#dawgs it was such a real depiction of how trauma is irreversible and will change you entirely#frodo baggins#i love him so fucking much guys#i love those little hobbits#samwise gamgee#lord of the rings#i could and most likely will write an essay on this#samfro#dawg sometimes love can be both platonic and romantic as queer love is not to be constrained by heteronormative values#sorry did i read too far into the little fantasy story#dude i was not expecting a story about the horrific effects of war racism and power corrupt addiction when i sat down in front of the telly#jokes on the side frodo looking absolutely miserable at sam’s wedding is so fucking real#i get it’s because he knows he cant move on and he is forever changed by his trauma but also that hobbit gay#his wound from the witch king never healing being a symbolic representation of his trauma FUCKS ME UP#frodo you may have been a whiny bitch at times but like yeah that ring probably did weigh a fuck ton and i was worse on my dofe expedition#i may be fucking too hard with lotr#lotr#teehee
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aye can i get a fuckin uuuhhhh
break. on my burger
#shit chat#family cw#got sicker than i have been in years my bank closed my checking account on accident work is nightmarishly busy#and my mother is sending strings of long voice memos in the family group chat again#i simply will not be listening to them. at most i'll ask my dad or brother for the sparknotes version#bc her pattern for the better part of this year has been radio silence. no attempt at communication whatsoever#and then BAM like 5-10 min worth of voice memos screaming crying sobbing shaking#I DON'T KNOW WHAT I HAVE TO DO TO GET MY CHILDREN TO FORGIVE ME. I'M CRAWLING ON MY KNEES ON THE DESERT FOR A HUNDRED YEARS REPENTING#WHAT THE FUCK IS FAMILY FOR YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING AND I'M SUFFERING SO MUCH AND I'M ALONE BECAUSE#MY FAMILY ABANDONED ME. I HAVE NO ONE. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID BUT I'M BEGGING. I NEED HELP I NEED MY KIDDOS AROUND ME PLEASE I'M DYING#followed by several minutes of sordid updates on her shitty miserable life#which is tbf pretty shitty & miserable. she's extremely physically disabled & mentally ill#her partner had a severe stroke a couple months ago and is still recovering. they've both been in & out of hospital#neither working. partner's adult son who lives with them is the only income in the household#partner's permanently disabled mother also lives with them. plus 2 large dogs 6 cats and 3 each of chickens & ducks#they're in court suing their landlord bc he's trying to evict them but the property is an uninhabitable shithole to begin with#but like. whenever i do make the mistake of responding to one of her groupchat tantrums#she's just like 'oh you know me im a survivor :) i just miss yous is all :) now that you're here i'm gonna bitch about my life for an hour#and ignore everything you have to say and show active disdain & boredom whenever you tell me anything about yourself or your life :)'#and if i offer help she refuses it#like it's just a bid for attention. expecting unconditional love and absolution and salvation from us bc That's What Families Do#she doesn't actually seem to give a shit about any of us as real people. just this ironclad delusion of unconditional family support#that she frankly has not earned#my brother actually did go visit her in the hospital on thanksgiving. driving 2hrs out of his way to do so#and she was a raging passive aggressive bitch to him and threw the gift he'd brought her back in his face#ma'am i know you're Going Through It but so are the rest of us & frankly you've given me zero reason to want to interact w/ ur caustic ass#plus this is petty but yet another way in which she doesn't listen to me & makes no attempt whatsoever at genuine relationship#i've told her numerous times that responding to groupchat voice memos is hard for me. that i love & miss her#and if she wants to see me or needs help or whatever to please contact me one on one either by call or text#nope. refuses to respond to/initiate individual contact. ONLY traumadumping in the fam chat. TLDR MY MOM IS A DISFUNCTIONAL TOXIC NIGHTMARE.
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finen't
#ensemble stars#ensemble stars!! music#enstars#eichi tenshouin#wataru hibiki#yuzuru fushimi#tori himemiya#fine competing with eden for the most amount of cards that have their idols be absolutely pathetic and miserable#neither of them are winning against midori tho#wataru seems fine (hehehehe) enough but he looks sad :(#everyone is sad#none of you are fine actually#why does tori seem to be the one who's sad most of the time#and now yuzu has two cards where hes sad abt bocchama :(#fine please go to therapy
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