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I just remembered that i one day wasn't wearing my glasses bc i was coming back from taking a bath so i came back to me and my parents room and i saw what i thought was a cat and said: "Ooh look, there's a little kitty here!!" And my dad looked at me, really confused, and said: "That's a sock... Is that really how it feels like to have vision problems?"
And i just thought about it, and i realized that THAT'S SUCH A KWAZII/SHELLINGTON INTERACTION, LIKE??? Kwazii would totally say what my dad said and it's so funny to me 😭‼️
#octonauts#the octonauts#text post#octonauts kwazii#kwazii#kwazii cat#octonauts shellington#shellington#shellington sea otter#kwazton#not really but i'll leave that to y'alls interpretation :]#also dw#my dad was genuinely asking!!#he's a really cool person and i love him#he just doesn't have a filter sometimes. But that's ok#it happens to me too T_T
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Gregory fears FNAF DJ music man...Abby does not
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#abby schmidt#fnaf gregory#dj music man#security breach#fnaf fanart#MUSIC MANNNNNNN 🔥🔥🔥#finally Abby formally meeting DJ music man#I just know in my heart Abby would love DJ#like DJ music man is cool dude just vibes and makes beats#he’s also just really impressive due to his size and all#GREGORY ON the other hand I don’t think is as excited to see him#WHICH IS fair seeing he was chased by the guy#almost getting crushed I think would ruin anyone’s impressions on a person#BUT DJ music man is chill promise Gregory 🙏🏾#just jam out with him he’s chill like that
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i know that jiang cheng and liu qingge fill in similar roles in their respective mxtx stories (2nd male lead-esque, kind of tsundere, good at fighting etc.) but equating the two just feels incomparably worng to me.
idk how else to phrase this but liu qingge is a lot more honorable about the fact that his feelings towards the protagonist, romantic or otherwise, are unrequited. he never ONCE seems to think or act like shen qingqiu has slighted him.
liu qingge doesn't treat shen qingqiu like the man owes him something. he's a loyal guard dog type protecting shen qingqiu wherever possible, straightforward with his thoughts instead of obfuscating any bitterness or disagreements with passive-aggression, and most importantly he respects shen qingqiu's decisions even when he hates them and leaves him alone instead of badgering or insulting him.
none of which jiang cheng did with wei wuxian, past or present.
#keri chats#liu qingge#jiang cheng#svsss#scum villain's self saving system#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#i love liu qingge he's just so damn cool#i love jiang cheng too ofc but i never really understand people who act like they're the same... very different personalities#anyway. i think truly honestly that liu qingge would fucking hate jiang cheng lol#or at bare minimum find him annoying
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one of the true highlights of the qsmp was introducing non-french speakers to how fucking awesome and hilarious etoiles is
#this was gonna be a post about etoiles and roier but then i started thinking about how well that man gets on with everyone and im emotional#started thinking about roier and him in purgatory#about cellbit during the fruit mountain competition telling him hed simply cancel any competition if etoiles couldnt make it#about phil and fit and etoiles goofing on the server#about tubbo making an etoiles soundboard and dancing around the server pretending to be him#about him telling tallulah to simply kill everyone (in minecraft)#about his endless journey to totally perfect every armor and weapon stat mathematically (“um actually this is better you know”)#about me doing my own modded minecraft world and realizing he was right - the nether is really cool with those mods :)#about how loved the lil cucumber man is by anyone and everyone who meets him#qsmp#qsmp etoiles#etoiles#i miss the determined cucumber :(#his league streams will do i guess (the only person i will watch LoL for lmaoooo)#pleasr excuse this post that is only gushing about etoiles. after all. He is The Best.
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It's quite funny having followed you for years and years and knowing Machete as his dark, bloodied, cunning (and always on the edge of getting horribly murdered for his hubris) incarnation, and coming into 2024 and just... yeah he's gay now. Maybe he's even happy. Redemption at last... perhaps he DID get assassinated indeed and all those AUs are just his personal afterlife (does he get to go to Heaven? Seems so!)
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#redemption at last#personally I've always known he isn't as cool and cunning as he pretends to be#but when he didn't have anyone to interact with the dorkier more humane side never surfaced#the art I made of him was overwhelmingly serious and angry and sad and portrayed him in a more mysterious light#I didn't really talk about him or answer asks about what his deal is#(or any of my characters for that matter for years I just didn't feel comfortable opening up about them)#which is fine on it's own but I think he's currently benefitting from having a wider spectrum of emotions to choose from#doesn't mean that the dark bloodied cunning version is outdated I think these are traits that can coexist in a single character#answered#anonymous#but in a way seeing that he can be happy caring and genuine and gets tummy aches and likes snails and fresh bread#and has a small handful of loved ones and these positive qualities you might've not known about before#makes the misery more potent when they are taken away from him#at least in my opinion
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TWST fic writers stop reducing Silver’s entire personality to just “sleepy boy who falls asleep all the time and is sooooo sleepy and tired and did i mention he sleeps a lot and also he loves his dad” challenge (impossible) (gone wrong)
#also if u portray him as LIKING sleep i will personally bite you#and before u say ‘oh but he really doesnt have a personality besides those traits’ that is incorrect#he’s blunt and honest to the point where he can come off as rude#he’s calm and collected and keeps a cool head even during an emergency#he’s a drama queen and often takes things too seriously#he’s not stupid exactly but can be very naive and doesn’t understand relationships very well#he’s extremely passive and rarely stands up for himself#he finds ways to blame himself for things that arent his own fault#he deeply admires and respects people who are strong and protective of their loved ones#he’s selfless and always tries to do what he considers to be the ‘right’ thing#he has a lot of trouble expressing his emotions and is insecure abt others not taking him seriously#he is so much more than just ‘precious sleepy boi uwu’#or atleast thats my interpretation of him idk u guys can do whatever you want#it just bugs me when ppl misinterpret his character so badly#this is what 2 years of hyperfixation will do to a person#twisted wonderland#disney twisted wonderland#twst silver#twst analysis#diasomnia#character analysis
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Ride 767: Rivalry between warlords
Pag 2
1: Hahaha!
2: Two people are coming up!!
Who is it?
What a force!
Uh... those jerseys... that orange hair....!!
3: It's Sohoku's second year, Kaburagi!!
Hahaha, sorry for the wait! A hero always arrives late!!
Pag 3 / 4
They gathered from all over the country.... to decide the strongest in Japan!!
Pag 5
1: Two people from Sohoku caught up to the lead!!
Uh... Sohoku
Sohoku... and it's two of them!!
2: Senpai, is he strong?
That's the guy who last year competed until the end against Hakogaku for the sprint battle of the first day!!
3: I'll say it again
4: Hahaha, sorry for the wait! A hero always arrives late!!
He really said it a second time!! Does he like that sentence so much!?
Pag 6
1: “Join the lead” completed, Issa!!
Hahaha just as we planned, Danchiku!!
Pag 7
6: Senpai, the fact that they're here
7: means that are chances of winning are lower, right? It means big troubles for us, who used our legs, jumped ahead and got here with so much efforts, right!?
8: That's not a “hero” at all!! Rather, it's the opposite!!
Pag 8
1: Come forward if you wanna be defeated
2: Such an overwhelming confidence!! What arrogant attitude!! Ug!! Ah!?
3: But, somehow, he's a little cool!!
4: Wait wait wait
Wait!!
Pag 9
1: Small, small
You're small!! Sohoku!!
Ah?
2: A man's strength is “thickness”!!
3: Oh
4: Just now there was a guy from Nagoya who also didn't know
Just
5: Tch
6: I wanna make you understand by strength!!
Pag 10
1: Look at this thick neck!!
2: This thick waist!!
3: If you ride a first-class road-bike you should understand too!!
A thick waist is the trunk of your body!! And the trunk is the most important muscle to turn your legs and move your bike forward!!
4: And then, the “neck”!!
5: The heaviest part of the body.... the head accounts for one-fifth of the body
And it supports it from the side!! In other sports, the head is supported by the spine, only in cycling it's supported only by your neck's muscles!! That thickness stabilizes all your movements!!
6: These two things are “thick”!!
Do you understand what it means?
7: Kaburagi-kun!!
Pag 11
1: Let's race!!
2: No need for words, let's speak with our legs!!
How 'bout until the second roadsign!?
4: No problem
5: I'll entertain you!!
6: You'll recognize the “thickness”!!
7: The race between those two is starting!!
Pag 12
1: The thickest volcano in Japan is Sakurajima!!
Pag 13
1: The thickest radish in Japan is the Sakurajima radish
2: Kagoshima's Oosumi jumped ahead!!
Oosumi-kun!! His killer phrase came out!!
3: An explosive acceleration, just like a volcano's eruption!!
4: And his trunk.... his thick trunk
5: is moving forward like a log in a flowing in rapids!!
Pag 14
1: They call me “the raging log of Kagoshima, Oosumi”!!
My way of running is crushing everything!!
2: On the other hand, Sohoku's Issa got a late start!!
3: And his pedaling doesn't even have any explosive power
4: Is his condition not good!?
Pag 15
1: He's pedaling so... unconcerned...
He's just pedaling.... huh!?
4: and yet....
6: He caught up to Oosumi!!
7: H-
Pag 16
1: How!!
2: Your power is “thick” but your power loss is “thick” too
The really fast pedaling... haven't you heard it?
3: Is the one that appears weak at first glance
5: Is that the second roadsign?
6: Since you got here
7: I'll show you
8: He raised his hips from the saddle
Pag 17
1: Hoooooooo
2: My explosive acceleration!!
3: Ra!!
5: Ngh....!!
He's getting smaller in the blink of an eye.....
Pag 19
2: He accelerated with a popping sound!?
3: Hahaha, so how was it?
4: My Special Strong acceleration, that's had another power up since last year?
5: Sohoku defeated Kagoshima!!
The raging log!! And with a huge margin, even!!
Oosumi-kun!!
So strong... is he really a hero?
Pag 20
1: As expected by Issa
You sure show your strength during a “race”
2: Your high power, judgment, and wild instincts are first class
3: With this performance, you erased
4: this leading group's will to fight!!
5: There's 6km left until the...
6: sprint line!!
Pag 21
1: (Kaburagi and Danciku
Leading group)
We've passed a group of some people while coming here, but as expected there's no one else....
2: who will catch u.....
6: ….. Sohoku
Somehow
8: This pressure!!
Pag 22
1: Hakogaku's Doubashi!!
Pag 23
1: Yo!! It's been a while, orange!!
2: I came here to shoot you down!!
3: Thick!! Who is this thick guy!!
4: Ha.... Hakone Acedmy in a moment like this!!
5: What's with this pressure
6: He caught up? Until here and on his own!!
7: Ugh!!
What do we do, Issa!!
Pag 24
1: I won't forgive you...
I'll never forgive you....!!
3: You've arrived after me and so now I look like less of a hero!!
#yowamushi pedal#yowamushi pedal translations#yowapeda#yowamushi pedal manga#yowapeda manga#yowamushi pedal spoilers#ride 767#kaburagi is the most annoying person ever i ADORE him#also i love the others' reaction to him in this chap#they all know hes ridiculous but also hes kinda cool isnt him#also thick guy creeps me out sorry lmao good job kabu in teaching him a lesson#AND NOW WE BEGIN WITH THE REAL RACEEEEEE#i really have no idea how this will go#on one hand i think kabu might win bc this is his revenge after last year#but also#with this ih watanabe really decided to be unpredictable so WHO KNOWS#and also theres Kiji???? i kind of have a feeling kiji is gonna win everything this first day
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🪡 + 🔨 | more yapping!!
NOTE: because so many bigger members of the Avarice Battalion are from the Omega clan, a big portion go to The Garden to celebrate the Omega Tree every Spring (a large symbol of longevity and legacy for the clan...before they burned down lmaooo!!!).
#tw blood#stressmonster101#iskall85#hermitcraft#soul eater#SELOTV#✩ | bonnies scribbles!#i just love backstories - hey girl why are you CRAZY!!!#their first meeting was stress punching iskall in the face for stealing her skulls repeatedly - get him girl!!#flora witches dont typically hide their bloomed flowers away - if they dont get enough sun they become sad and their personality changes.#<- the ones the live above ground at least!#you'll see throughout other rambles that iskall is very respectful of nature because he's scared of flora witches - especially The Mother 💀#i know this isnt how witches function in Soul Eater but i hold the power to make this my canon! strap in its redstone witches next!#tubbo?! whoa what are you doing here youre not even born yet when this story takes place omg!! get outta here!#the idea that a flora witch's flower just grows out of their head is so silly to me i needed it#the Avarice isn't really a military for anyone in this moment but i thought the name was cool as hell#mwawhwhawa being indebted!! that will totally never come up every again!!!!!! never!!!!!!!#stress having a witches soul which BY THE WAY has the ability to turn a demon scythe into a death scythe is TOTALY not going to be plot -#relevant!! thats crazy id never do that!!!!
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People can point to Limited Life as the flower husbands divorce season all they want but imo it is THE BEST version of FH. They might have divorced TO YOU. But I see them secretly making out behind a wall
#trafficshipping#flower husbands#LIKE DONT GET ME WRONG. I totally understand and respect the ‘Jimmy not saying ILY back is his way of saying he doesn’t care about Scott’#I think it’s cool when ppl do stuff with that idea!! but like!! if u REALLYY look at the context it seems pretty clear to ME at least that#that was a Bad Boy thing not a personal divorce thing#I mean. that is their ONE AND ONLY negative interaction THE WHOLE SEASON. and Jimmy literally TELLS him that it’s because ‘bad boys don’t#love anyone (except their mothers)’. like idk guys. as much as I love the idea of it being Jimmy shunning Scott for how mean he was in 3L it#just doesn’t really work as a pivotal character moment when ALL OF THEIR OTHER INTERACTIONS THAT SEASON contradict it.#and YES when I say LimL is the best version of FH I am including 3L. LimL!FH tops 3L!FH no competition#idk. I guess all I’m REALLY saying is. I would love to see some LimL!FH that isn’t angst
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They're soulmates in every single universe and I miss them at the most random times.
#my characters#haha funny thing is that venus doesnt even exist in base plot she is ONLY for AUs#in base plot ego the ginger guy is a prince and serenity the navy haired guy is an energy alien#and serenity takes on the form of a human to be fake engaged to ego and its never meant to actually end up with them married#but serenity falls in love with the prince and feels immense guilt when they meet up#and then ego is like HAHA YEAH my life is the greatest cause i get to marry my best friend but technically youre best friend by default#since i have zero other friends because i cannot leave the castle which kinda sucks but whatever#and serenity can give his life force to others to keep them healthy and usually stops by to heal egos younger brother#so he looks tired a lot bc he is depleting his own life to help others#and and in au versions hes just chronically tired and very much in love with ego who is completely oblivious#and half the time they (bc theyre mine) are pining mutually thinking ahaha theres no WAY hed like me#or in egos case a lot of the time in the au its what if he only likes me cause i spoil him rotten bc im super wealthy and i love gifting#and serenity ! in base plot since he is an alien from like... space.... basically... another realm#he resides with another royal family in a different kingdom and the king there treats him like a son#which plays into the au versions where serenity is adopted and he just really loves his dad a lot#like really admires the man who adopted him and raised him as a single father who almost always has a connection to egos dad since#in base theyre just two kings being buddies and trying to get good relations between their kingdoms#but anyway ego is one of the few ocs i have that will actively say#I LOVE YOU SO MUCH : D very openly and i love that for him??#not a lot of my ocs will be that open about their feelings but ego is very good at communication and talking and stuff#compared to serenity who is an alien who doesnt even have to talk where he originated bc the aliens are just blue energy blobs#and they sense each other and communicate silently#so making him take a human form is like MMMM not sure how to interact like a normal human tbh#i owe art to one person then i am able to get back to indulgent stuff for me and reqs and stuff#this was just so i had something to post today since idk if the art i owe someone will be cool to post or not
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ok but literally the worst thing spn did imo is the angels falling at the end of s8. I hated it so much. I hated it. I watched up to season TWELVE ONLY because I was hoping they would fix it but they didn't because the writers didn't even have a good idea for getting out of that situation so they just basically left it alone. It was horrible. Castiel you didn't deserve all of that, they used you so they could have a dramatic season finale and nothing else
#i was#SO upset#I'm still upset#on one hand i can understand and also appreciate how that gave Castiel SO much character development and#just changed him so much#and if I had a character like him i would probably also do something similar but i just#personally i hate it so much and cas should've never lost his grace like that and never even fully recovered it#they only did it so he wouldn't be OP against the monsters cause it's#hard to figure out a reason for cas to be there and not just kill any monster in a second you know#ughhhh#i hate it so muchh#i wanted him to be a bamf#i loved him as he wasss#I didn't want him to become more human i think it's cool that he couldn't really GET IT#URGGHHHHH#HELP MEEEEE IM SO UPSET ABOUT IT AGAINNN#also just#making angels into run of the mill monster of the week characters ughhhh noooooo#although I did like all the drama with like factions and stuff it was interesting#but in general#NOOOOO#ughhhhhhhhhhh#does anyone get me does anyone see meee
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idea. since askdusttale answered an ask about where dust got his determination from (because dust has SOME determination just so he can remember the timelines and keep going against the human) and said it was totally up to personal interpretation on how he got his determination. so so so like what if what if dusttale's player did something similar to something new's player and changed dust's code to give him determination??? so dust and killer COULD BOTH had their codes tampered with??? the parallels would be INSANE. they both started off as sans and got their codes tampered with by the player but dust and killer went on two opposite paths. dust out of his own voalition decided to go against the human but killer had to team up with the human no choice at all. the opposite parallels go CRAZY oh god im tweaking
killer doesn't know exactly (since i forgot whether or not he can see codes or something like that. i swear there was an image of him describing fell and swap's code and then his own) but he can SENSE that something's off. something's different about dust that he doesn't quite know about. maybe it gets him to ask a bunch of questions that dust is definitely not open to answering because jesus man mind your own damn business but the question that really sets killer off is the way dust answers when he asks "so if you have determination then how did you get it?" and dust just shrugs his shoulders and said that one day he suddenly remembered the resets and then that's when he got it (and then goes back to mumbling to phantom paps or wtvr) and killer's just like. zomg. a sudden change in behavior or mentality that seemingly has no apparent reason related to the human???? like like like when he suddenly had to agree with the player despite literally never wanting to????? killer is over thinking the implications behind this
meanwhile dust is just annoyed now because killer keeps on following him. he keeps asking him strange questions. wtf why is the guy asking to see his SOUL that's incredibly personal???? he just wants to be left alone man he has no idea what's going on
#this is what happens when i go on my weekly ask dusttale scroll through i come up with ideas like this#one day killer asks dust if he knows about the players and creators#dust says no. and the moment killer starts explaining it to him he backs off#because dust is actually fucking going crazy at what he just barely said#there are people above us that control our stories??? our LIVES???#so he wasn't fighting against some random human but a literal god who wanted to play with him out of curiosity???#dust is never going to forget that conversation. killer knows even that one sentence changed him#dust is really paranoid now when he sees a human. immediately kills them compared to before#yk what let's make this nightmare's gang related! nm notices dust's paranoia toward humans#mans is getting upset because he's killing precious negativity. so he asks killer#killer wtf happened to dust i told you to watch over him and horror (sadly i cant drag him into this hc)#and killer's like i might've told him about creators and players and now he's probably having a crisis over his free will and stuff#yeahhhh that dust gets replaced asap. it's better to leave aus unaware of creators in the DUST (haha)#and then promptly replaces him. killer keeps on eyeing the new dust like#is it a dusttale thing? is it all dusts? or was that the only one? maybe this one KNOWS?#but in the end he leaves him alone bc nm told him too. he's still overthinking those implications though#GOD THIS IS SUCH A COOL FUCKING IDEA#askdusttale i love having freedom to come up with ideas like this BLESS 🙏🙏🙏#listen if there were a real canon reason dust gets determination then i wouldn't have this idea#but dusttale's canon is so loose and just structural its GREAT!!!! i love it#and the fact that the dusttale fics dont even change much to the lore??? just explains dusts personality better#HOW MANY MORE PARALLELS CAN THE MTT HAVE BEFORE THEY EXPLODE I SWEAR#killer sans#dust sans#nightmare sans#murder time trio#bad sanses#utmv#sans au#tricule rant
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I just remembered a really funny story from comic-con. i got to meet hamish steele (deadendia/dead end creator) and me and a couple of other people at their booth got chatting about the musical episode, and he told us about how apparently they got patrick stump involved after he auditioned for one of the regular roles. then at the end of making it he gave hamish tickets to his band, and hamish hadn't heard of fall out boy and thought patrick would just be performing at a little club or something
#personal crap#dead end paranormal park#deadendia#he does quite a lot of uk cons and he's lovely (hamish not patrick stump)#i got a courtney plushie from there and she's superb#plus they do these really cool doctor who and godzilla prints they drew (i got the dw one last time i saw him actually)
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hi! your blog is one of my favourites and i absolutely adore reading your thoughts. my grandfather recently passed away and it feels like i lost myself with him. how do i continue living after this? there is this constant weight on my chest and it feels like an emptiness has made a home inside of me. how do i go on when it feels like the world crashed on my shoulders?
hello, love! this is so very sweet and kind of you, and i hope you're treating yourself gently and kindly right now - there aren't words for a loss like this. that heaviness is difficult, and hard, and painful. it's okay if things don't feel okay, right now, or even soon - i think that's something that a lot of the people i know that have gone through similar grief feel: like they should be able to get back to a relative 'normal' in a [insert far too short period of time].
but it's okay if it hurts. that's where i'd like to start. you're allowed to feel that emptiness, that world-crashed feeling that goes beyond words, beyond time. don't feel like you have to rush this to feel some sort of better. things get easier with time, i promise you this, but sometimes painful feelings are important to feel, too. cry, scream, feel your emotions. they're a part of you. grieve.
it's perhaps a little silly, but when i think about death i always think about a couple of space songs: mainly drops of jupiter by train and saturn by sleeping at last. there are perhaps others that speak to the emotions better, but these two have always hit something a little deeper for me, and are popular for a wide-reaching reason.
and while personally i don't know much about grief like this, i do know a lot about love; and i think they're a lot of the same thing.
the people we love are a part of us, and this is why it takes from us so deeply when we lose them, because it does feel like we've lost a part of ourselves in the wake of it. but it's because they were so central to our experiences of living - our lives, that the separation introduces a hollowness - a place where they used to be. a home that now goes unlived in.
an emptiness, like you said.
but just because they're not here physically, doesn't mean he's not still there, in your heart, in your life, your memory. you can hold him close in smaller ways, as well: steal a sweater, or cologne/scent for something a little more physical and long lasting for remembering. hold onto the memories you cherish, the things that made you laugh, the ease of slow mornings and gentle nights. write them all down, slide a few photographs in there, go through it and add more when you miss him. keep them all close, keep them in your heart.
you're not alone, in this. he's still there, with you, it's just - in the little things.
he's with you in the way you see and go about your daily life, in doing what he liked to do, in the ways he interacted with the world that you shared with him. the memories you recall fondly when the night is late or the moment is right and something calls it into you like a melody, an old bell, laughter you'd recognize anywhere.
but i think, perhaps most importantly above all others - talk about him. with your family, your friends, his friends, strangers; stories are how we keep the people we love alive. the connections they've made, the legacies and experiences they've left behind, and so, so many stories.
how lucky, we are - to love so much it takes a piece of us when they go. grief is the other side of the coin, but it does not mean our love goes away. it lives in you. it lives in everyone who knew him, in the smallest pieces of our lives.
the people we love never really leave us, like this: they're in how we cook and the way we fold our newspapers, our laundry, in the radio stations we tune in to and the way we decorate our walls, our photo albums. they're in the way we store our mail, organize our closets, the scribbled notes in the indexes of our books. the meals we love and the drinks we mix, the way we spend time with one another. they've been passed down for generations, for longer than history - and we are all the luckier for it.
think about what you shared with him, and do it intentionally. bring him into your life, like this, again. whether it's crosswords or poetry or sports or anything else. if one doesn't help, try another. something might click.
i hope things feel a little easier for you, as they tend to do only with time. i hope you find joy in your grief, even if it is small and hard to grasp at first. know that your hurt stems from so much love that there isn't a place to put it properly, and that it is something so meaningful and hurting poets and storytellers have been struggling to put it into words and sounds that feel like the fit right for eons, and that it is also just simply yours. sometimes things don't have to make sense. sometimes they just are - unable to be put into words or neat little sentiments, as unfair and tragic as they come.
but i promise it will not feel like this forever. your love is real. and perhaps, on where to begin on from here - i think it's less on finding where to begin and just beginning. and you've already started. you've taken the most important and crucial step: the first one. wherever you go, after that, from here? you'll figure it out. you always have, and you always do. it'll come, as things always do. love leads us, as does light - and you're never alone in your hurt. in your grief, your missing something dear to you. i think if you talk about it with others, you'll find they have ways of helping you cope as well - and they have so much love of their own to spare, too.
as an aside, here is the song (northern star by dom fera) i was listening to when i wrote this, for no other reason more than it makes me think of connections, and love, and how we hold onto the people we love and how they change us, wonderfully and intrinsically. it's a little more joyous than the others i've mentioned, and plays like a story, and it made me think of what is at the core of this, love and stories and i am here with you, and maybe it'll bring you some joy, if you'd like it. wishing you all my love and ease 💛
#q&a.#birdsong.#wishing u gentle ease; the death of a loved one is near inexplicable to put into words and i hope you take care of yourself gently <3#i hope this will make u laugh: when i was a tiny child in middle school there were times i would go outside in my tiny suburban cul de sac-#in the rain and sing along to my lil ipod nano and i only remember doing this to drops of jupiter. can you imagine going out to get the mai#after a long day of work and you just hear this kid singing train in the streets. in the RAIN.... it makes me laugh like i really.#i really thought i was so cool and deep and emotional ghjkd but i find it v funny that i only remember it w/ that one train track.#and saturn just. it's my fav s.a.l. song for a reason. that slow violin opening? the piano coming in gentle and easy?#it feels like light. like hope. like something new - a dawn after the long dark. that beautiful things can begin again even where#it hurts. and there is nothing more human than a sentiment like that.#how rare and beautiful it is to truly exist. what it is to be alive and get to be here and live with other people. with those we love.#i think your grandfather was so lucky to be able to know you. to have you in his life for the time you had together.#i'm no spiritual person; but i like to believe when you're thinking about him? he's thinking about you too.#the second law of thermodynamics (physics nerd mode) is that no energy has ever been created/destroyed since the beginning of the universe.#so it has to go somewhere - it's that carl sagan quote of 'we're all made of stardust'. because we are. we used to be stars; planets; etc.#i think it's why i think of these space songs - because they're a part of everything; once more; when they go. us and everything else.
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cressida's storyline was genuinely shameful tbhhh it's like they started rewriting it in the first half of the season then completely forgot about the changes they'd made to make it fit the book plot and it just ends up making everyone else look bad😐 every character in the second half got a "penelope did nothing wrong" lobotomy so we ended up with eloise completely ignoring cressida being sold off to an horrible man (when she made every effort to support her in the first half of the season) and for some reason resenting her for pretending to be lady whistledown? Then they somehow frame her ignoring colin's offensively bad pleas as it being her turning away from redemption when all she's trying to do is escape being trapped in the country with her likely abusive aunt... and it ends with her meeting her horrible fate and it still being framed as tragic only to immediately juxtapose it with the bridgerton family winning the idgaf war while gleefully seeing off francesca and her future dead husband. The bridgertons were the villains of the season frfr
#bridgerton#almost as bad as marina's plot in season one. every horrible decision in this show revolves around penelope meeting no consequences ever#this is not an anti post or anything idc about the fandom ill forget about this show tomorrow but i need to get this off my chest#they had to give penelope a fairy tale ending WHICH IS FINE but they somehow did it by surgically removing everyone's personality#INCLUDING HERS#benedict's bi storyline was bad also im sorry. paul literally has like 4 lines of dialogue and he was really cool#i love tilley but she should have been cut😭 if they wanted to establish he was bi (given we know theyre not genderbending sophie)#they should have made the whole subplot about him being attracted to a man instead of a 5 minute footnote in the last episode#i liked francesca and her husband whose name idr but it felt like they were framing it as him not being her 'great love'#considering what happens to him i fjnd it childish and meanspirited soul mates aren't real and he deserves a lttl respect considering.. lmao#what else. the dialogues were horrible. especially the ones between penelope and colin in the second part im sorry#they need to fire the make up and hair department. every reference to queen charlotte felt like a wahh pls watch my show ad#i miss anthony they should change the books to make him the villain of every season bb please come back to ruin your sibilings relationships#portia and philippa were peak as always. violet deserves her own season. we need to put eloise out of her misery pls leave her in scotland#rant overrr#publishing it on my sideblog actually i feel like im gonna lose followers just for having watched this show lmaoo
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never not emo about trent becoming part of the nelson road community, joining the diamond dogs, loosening up both like, emotionally/internally and physically/externally
#trent going from cool and aloof and closed off to his truer self--dorky and open and sweet#and he's not a completely different person he's still clever and a little cool#but the posture's different the tension's eased he smiles more he shows how much he cares#and again. like. being a goof!!! more openly!!!#it's kind of gradual but really the striking difference between s3 trent and s1 trent... i love all trents but gosh.#never not gonna be emo about him gaining a community and friends and trust#and being the sweet hearted dork he always was under all the cynicism and fear-born defensive sharpness#and seeing what persists--the wit the writing the words#just. him!!!!!!!!#trent crimm#i'm not saying anything new im just emo about this again#gertspeak
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