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So yes I have OF COURSE read @naffeclipse new fic Apex Polarity and yes, I AM OBSESSED!
So I decided to make a little comic of how I think their "first encounter" might have looked like from Eclipse's perspective.
I can't help but think about how alien and scary we most look to him (especially if there is a history of fasco hunting polar sirens in the past). With all that gear we look like emotionless beings, just observing and uncaring of this ice world. But then when y/n shows up and probably exudes this joy and wonder for his world + shows respect for the creatures and the environment??? Mmh yeah, I can see Eclipse falling for y/n, especially considering how alone he might be...
So yes, that's what I have for today! If you want to read the fic I'll link it right here. I can't recommend it enough, but as always, read the tags so you know what you're getting into! And lastly I also want to @themeeplord beacuse Eclipse's design is basically their design in my style (god I love their design so much, their character/creature designs are the BEST) so all the credit goes to them! Polar!Y/N is my design thou! ;P
Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to go read the two latest chapters-
YIPPEE!!!
#apex polarity#orca!eclipse#polar y/n#dca#dca fandom#I am once again plagued by the terrible ramble disease#but I got thoughts and I wanna share them >:/#so here are some more:#when I say the humans look alien I mean Grey alien level alien#Emotionless face? Check. Big empty eyes? Check. Studying and probing the inhabitants? Check. Possibly abducts inhabitants? Check#or mad scientist vibe#imagine professor Membrane from Invader Zim while he's saying 'I know better know' <- that kind of vibe#ok- one last thought!#as you can see- I decided to go full out and try coloring and stuff!#and one of the reasons why I decided to do that is because I'm not well practised in those departments- but I want to get better at them!#so if you think this looks like a hot mess- it's because they are XD#but with all this considered- I think I did pretty well!#So I hope you enjoyed it! XD#Now I'm giving all of you who's read ALL OF THIS a giant gold star#because wow- you're dedication and focus is absolutely INSANE and I appreciate you taking the time to read this#NOW GO AND BE FREE MY FRIEND!!!
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most relatable Boba Fett Moment™ in the expanded universe is when he very calmly and curtly walks away from what should be a highly emotional conversation (much to the annoyance and disgust of the person he's speaking to), locks himself in a washroom, then proceeds to have debilitating panic attack for several minutes before standing up, composing himself, and walking out in the exact same unruffled manner like nothing happened :^)
#boba fett#legacy of the force#this scene makes me feel shrimp emotions#like i have my face in my hands laughing but i'm also in so much pain :`D#the description of the panic attack is like. 2 sentences.#and that's the point!!#it's the tiniest‚ briefest glimpse into what's really going on in his head when everybody else thinks he's being a callous bastard as usual#that IMMEDIATELY gets shoved down‚ bottled up‚ and buried under that cold‚ emotionless mask!!#but man... the mental image boba crouched on the floor with his face in his hands‚ trying to stop shaking... it hurts me so bad 😭#it doesn't have to be like this‚ my man!!! you have a support system now!!!
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does this parallel make sense to ANYBODY but me. am i alone in this. it's ok if i am
#dexter/brian and sherlock/moriarty. by the way. its just . like#so-called “emotionless” man finds the One Person who understands him Deeply#he has to go against his Own Nature to save the one person he loves/cares about because guess what. he was misunderstood#The Game is NOT more important to his relationships#i dont know im just thinking. does this make any sense im fucking rattling the bars of my cage right now i think#this is mainly about s1 sherlock/moriarty because . i dont know. it's more grounded like dexter/brian was. if that Also makes sense#dexter's love for deb and sherlock's love for watson too.. AUYUGGUHHHH......!!!!#also unpopular opinion but i think that dexter/brian did it better. but they're both Very Interesting 2 me#dexter#sherlock#brian moser#dexter morgan#murder brothers#jim moriarty#sherlock holmes#mine
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*lovingly tackles Aine*
Read my Yandere! Pierro longfics first ♪( ´▽`)
Last week, my beloved mutual @ainescribe surprised me with Savior! Darling fan art and AHAI9232@2-!/! CRYING SCREAMING I WANT TO LOOK AT THIS ART AND WORSHIP YOUR VERSION OF SAVIOR THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BLESSING ME WITH YOUR ART—
*clears throat* Anyway, now that I finally have the time to properly sit down and comment on the fan art, I’ll do just that. Feedback will be in the tags and it will be unhinged. Once again, thank you so much to Aine for drawing this <3
#feedback#fan art#ainescribe#AIIINE ;-; once again. thank you so much!! it rlly means a lot to me that you enjoyed my writing and felt inspired to draw this :'>#and as someone who loves fashion and character design. it's so so interesting to analyze your version of savior#there's so much symbolism and visual storytelling in each sketch/ outfit and i shall now proceed to pick apart each detail as best as i can#her snezhnayan fit.....god i love it. it's regal. distinctively snezhnayan. and draws attention to her--and you just know that was pierro's#intention when he dressed her in those garments. IT'S JUST SO...!! savior's wardrobe scrubbed clean of her original culture and preferences#replaced with the foreign garments of her captor's nations.....in line with this. i love how her kokoshnik and khaenri'ahn earrings are big#and attention-grabbing. you can't look at her without taking note of those accessories. it begs the question:: how many times has savior#looked at the mirror after being dressed up in snezhnaya and was unable to recognize her own reflection?? :'>#also shoutout to some details aine shared with me: 1) the face marks are inspired by weeping angels 2) the kokoshnik was traditionally worn#by married noblewomen BUT the veil was normally for unmarried women so savior's outfit can be seen as a form of compliance + rebellion#(though later on in history it became accepted for married women to also wear that veil. also my apologies if what i said is inaccurate)#lastly shoutout to savior's expression!! very poised and mysterious....due to her emotional state or pierro's rules on how to act as his#spouse in public?? we'll never know~ the first drawing hits even harder when you compare it to the next one!! such an interesting contrast~#savior in her plain attire. casual and domestic with a smile on her face....i'm guessing this is her pre-fatui version?? she looks so warm#and friendly. and i can definitely understand why pierro fell for her smile <3#also i fucking love the caption. sorry pierro but you are cursed to be a loser/ simp/ pathetic man in all of my fics and AUs xD#NOW ONTO GODDESS! SAVIOR AAAHHHH!! i love the greek goddess motifs. she looks so regal and awe-inspiring but in a different way from her#snezhnayan attire--archaic. divine. and more suited to her personal style.....yet both versions of her look so painfully isolated :'>#her blank eyes. emotionless face. and veil give me the vibes of a spooky victorian ghost...or would a statue/ portrait be more fitting??#the lack of a necklace is also an interesting design choice given what happens in the fic. and now i realized i forgot to comment on your#version of her snezhnayan necklace oops. similar to the kokoshnik and earrings. the size + grandeur makes it impossible to ignore#that and big jewels = expensive af. ohhh and i love the sparkles on her veil!! pierro rlly spared no expense in dressing up his wifey <3#it's also funny how all of these outfits are similar to my own version in terms of 'savior wore grand clothing during her glory days as a#goddess -> wore simple attire after her decline for practicality and to blend in with humans/ disassociate from her old identity -> is now#dressed in even grander clothing as the harbinger's spouse. but it's used to reinforce her new identity and pierro's control over her'#tldr:: your design is so creative and i can see the effort you put in analyzing her character and depicting her based on your interpretatio#thank you for being my mutual + reader and i hope we can share even more harbinger/darling brainrot in the future :>
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i finally got the time to watch love is better the second time around and im not at all shocked that im obsessed with the adult second chance at love jbl - have you met me.
but it also needs to be known that shiraishi is my beloved, the actor plays this role so perfectly and i want my bitchy sad gay to find true love
#love is better the second time around#also i adore the mains a whole fucking lot#iwagawa is the perfect mix of pathetic and desperate veiled in cocky and sophisticated#and miyata’s character is just a gem like the way he has transformed from his younger self is so refreshing to see#like this is a kid that was so pure and sweet and open and when he believed that all got trampled on he didn’t let it go to the extreme of#becoming hard and emotionless instead he really has just matured into an adult that actually cares for and values himself#like that hurt made him feel worthless but now he knows he isn’t worthless#like he internalised it through the way he protects himself from others but he does it both to not feel that hurt again but also bc he#thinks well of himself and i just adore the fact we get to see a timid kid grow into someone with self-respect it’s so cool and refreshing#and even when it comes at his detriment bc he won’t let himself believe iwagawa is being honest or that he’s ever been - that it’s all just#a joke or teasing or whatever it’s not frustrating bc you both get where it comes from but also feel like you can support him pushing him#away bc he does it for himself and for the person he’s become#so like… to watch a show where you’re both deeply rooting for the couple but also support when they push each other away… idk how they did#it but they did. the premise is simple and the show is simple but every moment and interaction is electric and thrilling and that’s the kind#of show i love. one that can convey how seemingly interactions are full of tension and stakes for these people. it’s so hard to convey that#but this show nails it and i just can’t get enough now.
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crying everytime i watch this clip im so serious. whyyy </3
#I HAVE BEEN SAYYYYINGGG#he loved all of you so much :( and i know he was proud.....#maybe i will write a mepad character analysis but probably not for a bit#i need to collect clips of every speaking role he's ever had now#God. god why do i always latch onto the weird kind of emotionless self-sacrificing type characters#txt#inanimate insanity#ii spoilers
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In the wake of excitement about a possible Ging appearance next week I must remember that Ging is currently a contracted mercenary 🙃
#the delulu is real but ill take it ging making an appearance would just be so shocking#also ive got a funny feeling that paris is the one Beyond wants to talk to#id even wager that Paris is in disguise right now just seems like his thing#could be that emotionless weirdo who keeps saying hes in love with Melody
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tbh all alive Wolf Witchers are just as ‘bad’ just in different ways and loudness-levels
#drawing chibi letho aka just putting a wholeass closet down#the witcher#possession au#kiyan#geralt#how does kiyan know lambert? easy-Aiden#when you colour one thing and then pause it to sketch something related to it for an extra post#but thats for later because now...its 2am....as per usual#ye olden wolf witchers 'you must be a neutral emotionless monster slayer'#Geralt Roger Eric du Haute-Bellegarde about to ignore all of that#i would have added something about him slaying monsters of the human kind as well#but my brain didnt come up with any good short words/sentences for that and also space issues#also me sketching geralt with his hair down-who is this man#i dont know what happened he just turned out that way#the lighting doesnt help him here either#babygirlifying him#i didnt check any refs for letho btw so idk if that height works or not#or the clothes tbh#same w/ gaetan but i remembered his lil red boots#idc if its a graphic glitch or not he is lil red riding boots now or whatever clever wording some may come up#I however will go fuck off and sleep now-nighty and have a good one~#art#zkretchy
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the thing about dennis is that he is doomed to have to choose between a relationship with someone who doesn't know him, someone who doesn't love him, or someone who doesn't care about him.
#your guess who's who#wildcard thrown in there (random women)#ada speaks#i am indeed including both of my ships here#like being completely real here#he has hindered his relationships. but its to a point where i dont think he could ever break out of it on his own#and no one really cares enough to try to help#everyone who DOES know dennis still sees him as whatever persona he's crafted#and its to a point where if he is genuinely vulnerable with them#they see that and assume it's some sort of farce#he's trying to step on them. make them underestimate him. manipulate them in some way#or they'll see him as inhuman and emotionless or *deserving* of humiliation and take it as an opportunity to shame him#dennis is so. so fucking soft inside but he can't possibly hope to let the others see that now#not after this long#he's 47 years old. he's tired and lonely and sad and he's at a point where he does want to have genuine relationships#but how can you go about breaking down what you've spent years building#when all you have is a hammer and you know knocking out the supports means you'll be crushed under the rubble
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Night shift or short attention span for the wip thing?
I’ll choose night shift basically Akihiko has this nightmare based on a real memory where he and Shinji got into a very heated fight that dissolved into like, chaos and angry beatings on Akihiko’s part and his nightmare is a warped version where he just keeps punching Shinji in a blind rage until there’s nothing left of him. He wakes up terrified and unsure of what’s happening and Shinji isn’t there BUT ITS OKAY HES FINE he’s just at work I think sadly unfortunately my man has to work a shitty convenience store job to make some money while trying to figure life out and he’s temporarily working night shifts so that’s why he’s gone and Aki does call him at work in the middle of the night for reassurance and asks if that incident really went down the way he remembers it (it didn’t). It’s kinda dark but has a nice ending at least
#ask#idk if ill ever like. finish and post that one hm#but what triggered this idea was like. the pain of a loved one crying and screaming over you but all you can do is sit there unfeeling#akihiko was mad at how removed shinji has become and how he just doesnt seem to care about anything anymore and its very upsetting#and aki gets really emotional and theyre fighting and hes crying and shaking but shinji isnt fighting back hes just letting it happen#hes just lying there and seeing his friend on top of him sobbing doesnt seem to affect him in any way cuz hes so emotionless#and akihiko just gets more mad at that and thats what causes him to freak out cuz why isnt shinji fighting back anymore#and then you know in the nightmare its warped with guilt and fear and ends with aki being so caught up in his reactions#that he doesnt notice how hes hurt shinji and its too late and hes killed him#cuz id say once everything settles down post canon theres a lot of lingering anxiety about everything#aki fears that he pushed too hard and drove shinji away and didnt notice his pain until it was too late#but when he calls shinji to get the real story it obviously isnt how aki remembers cuz he first off didnt kill shinji#what really happened was akihiko was sobbing and kinda just swinging haphazardly everywhere and landed some hits on shinji but not enough to#really fuck him up and it ends with him giving up and laying on top of shinji crying#shinji kinda awkwardly embraces him cuz what else can he do when he still cant feel anything but hates to see his friend upset#so the actual incident wasnt very pretty or happy but they made it out alive and are working things out now#very bittersweet very angsty shinji is so goddamn emotionally repressed i mean they both are actually#also on a lighter note shinji was just like on the phone with his bf during his shift and aki is like wait are you slacking off#and shinji is like bitch you literally called me??? and who cares id like to see these bitches try and fire me 😤#hes behind the register in a stupid uniform while horrible music plays theres like one customer there#theyre making direct eye contact the entire phone call
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Wake up babe. New angsty AU idea just dropped.
Okay so Warrior Cat au that while being a leader can be a blessing, it can also be a curse. I know I won't be able put this into words good enough, so let me just use an example.
Firestar's first life was given to him by Lionheart, the life of courage. And Firestar lost his first life to Scourge. So what if when Firestar was killed by Scourge, he comes back, but is much more afraid and tries to retreat? Firestar is now a coward, he lost the life of courage.
Could you imagine how devastating it would be for everyone close to the leader to witness this, and for the leader. Who knows this isn't supposed to be them. But no matter how hard they try to be like their old selves they just can't. Either they use to be very kind hearted but now they're just cold and malicious. Or an energetic leader who's now really lazy?
#warrior cats#wc#warrior cats au#wc au#imagine the angst for that though#firestar who used to be the kindest tom in the forest and saved the clans is now an emotionless cruel leader who'll do anything to get what#he want#so basically an all leaders slowly turn bitchy as time goes on au
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When someone forms a contract with a demon, there's a solid formation. It's normally like an earring or a ring or something small but unfortunately in this case, sadistic tendencies manifested a choker. The only thing on the planet this man will apologize for is the "collar" that came from the contract because it's such a call out.
Luckily, most people just assume it's jewelry! Unfortunately that also means his cruel personality remains unnoticed by most observers.
(Also she's very gay so when a pretty woman compliments her on her pretty necklace she goes through so many stages of grief knowing the source of the object. He actively feels humiliated at "collaring" a lesbian.)
#eyes that dont smile#is the plot tag for them haha..... he has such emotionless eyes and his expressions are more for show than anything#and the contract was in formation when she said something snarky to him so he was like#ah and under my guidance you will be unable to protest#as like an addition to the terms and didnt expect it to actually GET ADDED in the contract terms#so now whenever she tries to say something mean about him she loses her voice and she hates it so much#however he finds it hysterical which she hates even more#anyway they dont really like each other (more like they hate each other) but hey theres a contract tough luck
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can we talk about teuvo being so damn smiley this game 😭
usually i can count the number of times we see him smile in a game but i lost track today!
#it was so cute#hes never going to top the emotionless king victor rask tho#now seeing that man smile happened twice a season if you were lucky#asks#quietblues
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Am i aromantic and about to make a mistake
Am i going to drive myself to go to quickly
Fuck i just dont want to hurt others but i also feel like i am hurting them by not trying
#i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate this#i am not even going on a date but THE EXPECTATIONS ARE THERE#and i hate it so much and he is so nice but i just dont wanna be with him i dont even know him#and he sounds so cool trough others eyes#but for a year i never met that version of him so like the fuck is there to fall in love with#but then i see it trough my movie eyws#and everything is there#and then i remember that i despise and recoil almost every time i put myself in a love interest position#i would hate every romcom i love with all my heart if i was in it#i dont know why and i adore them but those things just dont feel nice to be done to me#but i like seeing people happy#i adore two people finding one another and both feeling better in each others company#but fuck there is so much i want and dont want for me#and any time i think about just plain getting serious with someone#a wall#and maybe it will change when i meet someone#but i tried and for now well shit i fucking hate it#and i become emotionless in an instant
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Lol I HATE my sisters boyfriend
#guess who almost said the R word at a stupid video game#and then he defended AND got butt hurt over me ‘preaching’ about it#now I’m sitting here having to finish the game with him#i fucking hate him he ruins everything by being his stupid way#i wish the purge was real I wanna kill him the rest of his stupid family and runaway to take care of his niece#i just#fuck#he seems to have a talent for making me miserable#i told him the R slur isn’t like bitch or c-nt#does he care?#no because an emotionless monster who should be fuckin put down#fine don’t wanna fix yourself I’m therapy? let me drown you.#i wish he could read my mind to know how disgusting and worthless I think he is#if I d-xx myself can one of y’all stab him for me?#i seriously fucking just hate him he has zero compassion#he’s such a fucking idiot he thinks he’s so smart cus he’s emotionless#i wish I could hit him with a pot I swear I’m so seething mad right now#IM TIRED OF HEARING PEOPLE SAY THE RSLUR#i hope anyone who says it today gets a sharp pain in their chest that lasts hours#I’m so disgusted rn that word literally makes me physically I’ll#ill *#he’s now pulling a brat routine where he’s just playing in silence#YOU hurt other people and you’re punishing US for it???????#I’m gonna be off and on tonight I dunno
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Honestly yeah. Compared to Dick and his exploits younger Jason was kinda tame ngl. Like Dick was chaos incarnate and caused Bruce so many headaches it was ridiculous! He went off and left Gotham and started a whole team! Like he just did that at the ripe old age of like 16 lol. He said fuck you to every single one of Bruce’s commands for like a solid 3 years! He’s the first rebel child! And of course Jason knows this, and Tim should know this, but he’s got his rose colored fanboy glasses on around Dick.
I know Jason always calls Dick the "Golden child" and in comics tends to paint him as this unbeatable person in terms of morals/goodness in his head, which makes Jason feel inferior and not good enough..
but I think it'd be so fucking funny if instead of Jason thinking he'll never be as good as Dick, it's actually him just mocking his brother around others, because Jason 100% remembers Dick on multiple occasions offering his 12yo self weed while Bruce wasn't around, and he's the only sibling with the knowledge that Dick wasn't this "holier than thou, I make no mistakes and am perfect" child, which is why Jason keeps praising to the younger batfam members on how Dick is so perfect KNOWING that Dick was absolutely not that.
#Dick is unhinged and Jason holds this very close#no one needs to know that Dick outshined Jay in being bad for a while#that would like ruin his Big Bad Robin persona he’s built for himself#he’s told the lie so many times he just believed it himself now#he’s like hahah golden boy Dick#his mind flashes back to Dick flipping Bruce off after calling him emotionless prick#he forcibly shoved it back deep into his memory#hahah always so perfect aren’t ya dickhead
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