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sorry for the lack of joe commentary on his broadway debut bt honestly im still trying to process it. he sounds genuinely professional and superb, like i knew going in he must at least have decent pipes but this is broadway, its a different entity altogether then “just singing” so to hear how he has surpassed my expectations??? im so proud of him and will continuously be in awe of how agressively he goes after his dreams. i’ve always had a soft spot for him after watching heartstopper and as cringy as it sounds i knew that theres just something special abt him despite the consistent hate comments and ppls tendency to just shit on him for no reason but he has proven that he will always come out on top regardless :)
#you know how much i love him :)#to see so many ppl expressing their surprise and love towards his performance#im just throwing a fist punch like#I TOLD YOU SO#I KNEW HE WAS GOING TO BE GREAT#fck the haters and doubters for real#so many ppl want to see him fail#even the hs fans#they are always doubtful of him#and shitting on his career especially early on hs lol#and all i said is#give him time#he’ll do big things#and look at him now#will wish and hope that he’ll continue from strength to strength#joe locke#heartstopper#sweeney todd#tobias ragg
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what do you mean tubbo called dream live on stream and is now hounding him for answers debunking all of his defenses and basically verbally ripping him apart. This feels like a fucking ace attorney trial.
#sophi rambles#WHAT IS HAPPENING#glad I was never really a big fan of dream this shit is EMBARESSING#not gonna watch the stream because I have better things to do but god this insane#normally I’d say to do this shit in private but unless this clown gets exposed out in the open#ppl will always keep defending him#Anyways I hope dreams channels get hacked and deleted he loses all of his social credibility and has to live in the real world#and then maybe he’ll grow and change as a person#dream situation
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every morning 4am this is what i see when i wake
#snap shots#woah…. rare irl photo…#i has a funny blurred pic that just makes me think of like. some kinda shoegsze album cover for some reason djdjWODJSJ#anywaydjKWKJA#stop staring at me with them big ol eyes#i got him Ever ago bur i wanted to shaew him tonight … i just changed the batteries in my candles …#it still looks like i sleep in a dungeon but thats ok Look At Him#whenever im feeling lost or down i pull him out of my pocket and hear him tell me to stop fucking around and focus#i stare into his eyes and i feel immediate shame and Stop Fucking Around immediately#works everytime …#the plush set this comes from is so funny cause its like scott jean logan#and then this freaks just there too. like nawww why is erik the bus driver all of a sudden#the day theres a lil charles plushie ill actually ascend to the high heavens PLEASE#you CANNOT separate them :((#anyways … i sleep now … with this little weirdo watching me#i cant say he’ll protect me from bad dreams but he’ll at least be a witness if i die during one so thats nice#good night team !!! i dont wanna do my presentation tomorrow ………#also im lyin. im gonna doodle a lil then sleep …#gettin a drawing tablet was the worst thing i coulda done i cannot put it down fjOWJSSJSK#ok byebye ….. prob wont post anymore tonight at least ….#so we can act like im sleeping 😏 and yet erik also acts as a witness to my lies 😔 a travesty….
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merlin who stands against the wall while uther reprimands arthur, who stands behind arthur at dinners where uther’s disapproval and disappointment is apparent, who has been there when arthur is quiet and despondent after private meetings with his father, who has watched for years the sting of uther’s words and sometimes hands against his own son, who has bit his tongue and followed arthur with gentle hands and softer words as he puts the pieces back together of the man he knows and loves.
merlin watching uther lose his temper over arthur going against him for their people and watching arthur crawl into himself and shove his feelings down to be the emotionless prince his father expects of him. once uther’s rage has quelled somewhat, he dismisses arthur without another look and arthur leaves, his back ramrod straight and his chin held high despite the glazed look in his eyes, his last shot at keeping his composure. and merlin breaks, he glares at uther and waits until the doors shut to speak, in case arthur was close enough to hear.
merlin rants and raves at uther, calls him out on his bs, and tells him to be there for his son. ofc uther isn’t having any of it and yells back at merlin but merlin isn’t deterred and keeps going on and on about how much of a disappointment uther is as a father and how much better arthur deserves. uther steps in close and raises his hand as if to backhand merlin but he doesn’t. the two stare at each other, heated glare meeting heated glare, and finally uther mutters that he should have merlin flogged for speaking like that to him. merlin doesn’t waver as he welcomes uther too but he couldn’t just stand by and watch uther tear arthur apart anymore.
uther slowly lowers his hand and turns his back on merlin but he hasn’t given in to merlin’s argument so he switches tactics. he asks how uther expects arthur to be the sure, determined, and just king he is meant to be if uther won’t let him grow into his power and autonomy, let him learn his lessons and apply them as king. uther finally lowers his shoulders at merlin’s argument which just irks him more as uther clearly cares more for arthur as a future king rather than a son but he doesn’t point that out.
uther turns to stare at merlin and asks if he really just disrespected the king so horribly just for arthur, merlin nods once without hesitation and echoes “for arthur”. uther’s lips twitch despite himself and he nods and says how he is glad arthur has someone like merlin looking out for him. merlin tests his luck once more and responds that arthur could have more than just him, he could have a dad, not just a father.
merlin watches as arthur reports back to his father the next week about an expedition they had gone on to protect one of camelot’s outlying villages from raiders and uther grins wide and pulls arthur into an awkward side hug that’s more a complicated pat on his shoulder but at least it’s something. uther says openly how he’s proud and that camelot should feel lucky to have a prince who is looking out for her.
arthur is stunned and manages a slight bow to his father as he leaves (merlin and uther exchanging a glance and nod as he passes). merlin watches arthur as the room empties and a wide, proud smile stretches across his face. merlin feels warm and fuzzy at the sight and chuckles as arthur spins and pulls merlin into a similar side hug while laughing loudly. the two of them have the most fun that day, spending the rest of the daylight goofing off and running around with no particular goal in mind other than enjoying the day. it’s the happiest merlin has seen arthur be for such a long period of time.
#obviously uther is a pos and doesnt remain like this for long before falling back into his anger and rage and belittling arthur again#merlin is disappointed but not surprised#he gives up on uther and decides to just be arthur’s support#OR#uther tests it out and makes a deal with merlin that he’ll be more supportive of arthur’s independence#but if he steps too far out of line or grows too arrogant as to stand against him or makes a big mess of things#it will be merlin who suffers the punishment rather than arthur#this results in merlin getting dragged down to the dungeons and getting whipped#uther wanted it to be a public flogging but knew how much merlin meant to him so he decided to do it in private so arthur wouldnt blow up#merlin hides his wounds and uther returns to his shitty ways and takes the bit of confidence arthur acquired#years later established merthur and arthur is tracing merlins scars in bed and asks about the whip marks on his back#merlin hesistates bc he doesnt want to tell arthur the truth and tries to lie but arthur calls him out on it#‘we said no more lies’ and merlin folds and tells him#arthur (guilt ridden) and merlin (protector of pretty prat partner) have sad sex 😔🔥💔💋#bbc merlin#merlin emrys#arthur pendragon#fanfiction#fanfic#fic#merthur#uther pendragon#cw parental abuse
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Good morning Hawkins this is your daily reminder from a fellow plus size person that if you are plus size, Eddie Munson would still date the hell out of you and marry you. And since he’s fictional it’s 100% acceptable to write him as being able to lift you up because in my head he can do whatever the hell he wants and I’m not denying myself the pleasure of having the princess carry experience just because I am fat irl.
Self care is allowing yourself to have good experiences in fiction and not worrying about bullshit semantics.
#admin speaks#eddie munson x reader#eddie munson x oc#stranger things#eddie munson#stranger things x reader#seriously though do whatever the hell you want#a pirate is free#I literally don’t give a shit if I’m plus size Eddie is going to still bench press me because I fucking said so#I saw someone say that they couldn’t relate to being picked up because they were plus size and I’m like bestie please love yourself#just enjoy the experience in fiction#fiction should be a place where you can enjoy good things#like come on Eddie’s a big boy he can handle it#he’ll be alright
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i am wide awake thinking about that post canon jb au again when I should be sleeping …!!! such is the nature of the jbrainrot…
#the whole setting is jb hanging out in the rock post war#and tyrion became lord of the westerlands / the rock is his but he’s off doing stuff in kingslanding and jaime is just filling in for him#atm . but after tyrion comes back his original plan WAS he’ll get married to brienne right away and they can move back to tarth or be#travelling hedge knights together or whatever brienne wants to do he’s down for it. but the important thing is that he wants to stay with#her .. so he’s using the time they have together currently to court her bc she deserves that at least !!#so jaime goes off trying to court and woo brienne but she just thinks they’re hanging out bc they got relatively close in the war#so jaime being touchy feely isn’t anything new. jaime making innuendos and being kinda flirty isn’t anything new either#but this time he means it LOL he’s like I want to kiss you SO badly and brienne will be like lol silly jaime (:#I was also thinking they’d help rebuild lannisport just bc it’s a time for healing now and it would be good for the people to get to know#jaime and the lannisters in general bc of how they would just used to sit high above the rock looking down on everyone#but now jaime is like. actively helping and being known and being with the people rather than just being that absent distant lord#also he’s thinking he might as well try and foster some relationship with the commoners to his house bc it’s for tyrion anyway#so he’s off doing that and brienne is tagging along bc she does not want to go home yet#she wants to stay with him and she’s helping out as an excuse to stay a little longer but she doesn’t exactly want to leave him#but how do you tell someone that and ignore the big glaring part that she’s actually in love with him and the fact that they both survived#the war is getting her hopeful???? u want her to admit that?? like a normal person??? no..!!#so she’s just staying and helping out bc a) it’s the sensible thing to do b) so she can bask on the sun that is Jaime Lannister#for like a few more days. weeks. maybe a month bc the weather is soooo bad in the stormlands rn 🙄😳#anyway jb hanging out! and everything is going well and good but jaime is now getting popular w the people and he’s also looking quite#rugged and handsome post war now that he’s thirty flirty and thriving and he also has a new scar across his lip that makes his#smirks even more ! rogueish … ! and he looks quite nice with the greying hair 👀 so now there’s gossips around him#not to mention he’s single too and I think if you were one of the heroes who helped win the war they’ll forget the kingslaying#man with no honor business so lo and behold brienne eavesdrops a group of ladies bc she’s a chismosa at heart and they’re talking about a#potential marriage for a lord lannister (!!!) and there’s going to be a big tourney held in Kingslanding for it (!!!)#and brienne remembers jaime mentioning the ought to go to Kingslanding in the next few weeks (!!!) and now she’s remembering jaime IS a#lord though not theee lord of the westerlands STILL a lord from one of the seven houses and he’s single and very eligible for marriage rn#and now she’s realising everything is returning back the way it was before the war where society rules matters and she has her own role as#now the evenstar bc rip selwyn and jaime has his own role too and the court is a whole different battlefield#one that she isn’t equipped in and even though she had found some new confidence in herself bc killing a bunch of ice invisible zombies#with your own magic sword will do that for you she doesn’t think (and she’s being objective not negative) she stands a chance in THAT
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My true self still loves Tommyinnit I am still an inniter at heart I have not changed
#I have changed but he’s still in my heart#that time during 2020-2022 has such a place in my heart because of how lonely everything felt#Call me parasocial I KNOW it’s crazy cause everyone I hear anything of him or watch one of his videos again (I’m not a consistent viewer#anymore but I still watch him form time to time) I feel like I’m catching up with a friend cause that’s really how I feel about him it feel#like talking to an old friend who was with me during that time it’s very onesided considering I only know him and he doesn’t know me but it#feels like we’re friends of course I’m not delusional if I ever meet him I have enough sense to not act as if we’re close despite that#feelings of friendship/fellowship he is still someone I admire as not exactly a role model but someone I’d like to be like I don’t want to#say hero cause that’s not the exact things I feel (plus it’s probably make his head all big) but he’s definitely someone who gives/beings m#hope into who I’ll be in the future for soooo many reasons#I wanted to be a YouTuber when I was younger like in 5th grade since that was my whole life back then and I was obsessed but I didn’t feel#I could do it but Tommy is only a little older than me and we’re so similar in our interests and intensity of fanboying/fangirling that it#was so much fun living bi-curiously through his achievements and streams back then he did mostly everything I would have wanted to do if I#was in his place I’m sure it wasn’t easy for him since he was 16 when he blew up and COVID was such an impactful event for everyone and#their experiences that year but I’m really proud of him I really care and love him he’s an inspiration to me and a friend in some way to hi#fans he did say once that he most likely would be friends with his audience since they like all the things he likes and I found that funny#since it was so true#I’m rooting for him in anything he does or wants to succeed in I know he’ll do it#tommyinnit#dsmp#THIS IS AN OLD DRAFT I NEVER POSTED AND I STILL STAND ON IT#LOVE YOU TOMMY KEEP DOING WHAT YOU LOVE#❤️❤️❤️
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CONFETII 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉 I’m needing more ideas to draw them …. Any middle school or highschool headcannons you have for them are 100% appreciated
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#HEADCANNON TIME#Neil has a hard time with affection but without thinking he’ll do it so casually#they could be chilling and hed put his arm over his shoulder and sk will be like huh???? in a good way#Neil has perfect teeth since he takes care of them good#sk.. does not. needs braces for the gap and has way too many teeth in his mouth#when they kiss their teeth clink sometimes and Neil cringes SO HARD#sk will try and kiss him on the cheek but it never works super well#if they kiss on the lips it will be Neil initiating it cus he has to be in control of the situation#Neil tries to not use axe body spray#Sk smells like flowers cus of his moms perfume and gets called gay 💀#he doesn’t know why eveyone calls him gay it’s jsut what his mom used on him#they both have packed cold lunches#sks mom packs his lunch and gets sweet notes#Carl sneaks the note into Neil’s lunch and he gets sooo embarrassed cus of it#they play video games at sks house (Neil doesn’t feel comfortable being sk over cus it would be a whole thing) and they play WoW#weirdly enough sk is the cold one and Neil is the hot one#sk is a big ice pack and Neil needs him to survive#okay that’s it :3#camp camp#campcamp#spacekid campcamp#cc space kid#campcamp ship#neil camp camp#cc neil#neilsquared#neil²#neil x spacekid#neil x space kid#spaceneil
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most islanders think Foolish is entirely pro Federation, either because he wants the power they give him or because he doesn’t truly understand what he’s doing or what’s at stake, and is just having fun. even to Cucurucho, he’s a bit of a fool - an overambitious one sure, but a fool nonetheless - who’s irritating and asks too many questions, not quite in a concerning way, but in the way a kid might bother you asking for more ice cream. a newbie on the job who wants the world and is trying to find his place in all of this - any digging for information surely isn’t malicious, because he’s obvious and ignorant about it!
it’s always so exciting when they talk about him, when they say such things to his face - it means it’s working. he tells Cellbit that he’s genuinely infiltrating and he’s not believed. Bad straight up says Foolish’s plans to a Federation worker, and if anything it does more to legitimize him further in the eyes of the Federation.
because he’s silly, and overeager, he can play dumb and his true intentions fly right over everyone’s heads. they only see him for whatever singular facet of his personality that he chooses to present, and it works so well because he can be all those things, he just overplays it to his benefit. Bad is one of the very few who can see his tricks for what they are, who doesn’t underestimate him - because hes right, Foolish does have this way of slipping past peoples defenses to get the info he wants without them even knowing they needed defenses in the first place.
idk this latest stream was just full of these little moments. acting silly when Etoiles asked him why he’s working for the Feds, and grinning when Etoiles says he’s basically a clapping monkey who doesn’t know what he’s doing, calling him naïve. asking Cucurucho a million questions and overwhelming him, acting suspicious and curious around the black concrete nonsense - allowing him to easily get away with presenting exaggerated, biased, and some even fabricated, evidence for his investigation, controlling the narrative entirely, because that part of the convo was made insignificant. (and through those questions, possibly even getting more bonuses for his office and fellow workers - he’s gotten the break room so far, and coffee machines, and another level for investigations, which has swayed workplace opinion towards him heavily.)
then with the AI, Cucuruchito, engaging in banter, then sharing a secret, which seems like a big deal - but everything he told the AI is just what he himself was told by Cucurucho, it was no secret to the Feds at all. then flirting with it for a long time before leaving - which is a tactic he outright explained to chat. to get what you want, information, loyalty, etc, you have to build a good repoire. if it takes flirting, and charm, if it takes a date or two, he’s more than willing to play the part to get what he wants. he’ll pretend to eat up their bullshit about him being special, and let them think he’s charmed instead of the opposite.
Foolish is good at what he does because he catches more flies with honey than with vinegar, and the flies never realize their caught - he’s patient enough to play the long con. and really, could someone as naïve, as foolish as him, be able to do such a thing?
he isn’t taken seriously. and it won’t be their final mistake, but it will certainly be the one that damns them.
#it’s simple I think about qFoolish I start foaming at the mouth#it’s a double edged sword the mischaracterization is craaazy sometimes but like. it means it’s working even if it hurts to seen kgjdkgkfk#and it’s just so fun seeing people talk about him. the people who don’t get him vs those who do#bagi and bad who are like we have to watch out for foolish - but bagi is saying it for all the reasons foolish wants her to think#while bad is like we can’t underestimate him because who knows his intentions and what he’ll do if he gets bored#which is another thing I think bad was right on the nose with - so long as it’s entertaining and serves his purpose foolish will try to tear#up the Feds from the inside#also it’s so interesting how it’s like yeah people are right about him being ambitious and wanting entertainment but in a way where they’re#somehow so off base yknow. like yeah but also no you’re not quite getting it. idk it’s like yeah you’re right but that’s not the full pictur#idk it’s interesting it’s all so interesting#he’s also got this way of sandwiching important questions between non important ones. he wanted to know about classified info but didn’t#make it the most important question when he asked. didn’t make it a big deal that he was asking#mcyt#qsmp#q!foolish#foolish gamers#character analysis#z speaks
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little rich boy sirius who gets disowned and can barely survive without his expensive brands and the basic human need to eat at least once a day meeting the entirely too generous james potter who just falls for the vanity and sincerity of the reformed rich boy and decides that once sirius stops caring about brands and status and rich boy things and just cares about what matters in life he decides to spoil his boyfriend to pieces because he’s secretly sitting on a fucking fortune
#idk i just think it’s funny#like james would find sirius when he’s struggling with money because he’s so bad at saving and prioritising his spendings because he’s never#had too before and so james would teach him how to do all that stuff and emotionally support sirius through it all and sirius just falls in#love with this beautiful guy who’s just so generous and who teaches him so many things and finds value in kindness and sincerity and#compassion and all that jazz and james falls in love with sirius helplessly because he might be stuck up and vein and kind of selfish and#is stuck up and cares all too much about status but he’s trying so hard to be better and he finds empathy because sirius got kicked out for#the worst reasons because he’s always been the black sheep of his highly cultist christian family or whatver and he’s also outwardly queer#and james decides that he wants to give sirius everything and loves the way he looks in expensive makeup and designer faux fur coats and#heels and divine jewellery and all that jazz but makes sirius sell it all and learn what it means to be human and not rely on money and#status and brands and stuff and sirius learns what it’s like to be decent and in touch with humanity and only then does james take sirius on#a surprise luxury holiday for his birthday or something and then just buys him thousands of dollars worth of all these glamorous looking#things and sirius is like omg what the fuck jamie and then he just becomes sirius’ sugar daddy because he can’t help himself but they’re#also in love and much better people because of it and when sirius buys things now it’s not because of brands or because they have big price#tags like he used too. he now buys things with james’ credit card he keeps in his own wallet because he thinks he’ll feel pretty in them or#because he thinks james will loose it if he sees sirius walking around in it or if he sees a really cute toaster that sends him into a#frenzy that has him spending all way too much on an impromptu kitchen renovation but james doesn’t care because as long as his boyfriend is#happy and actually paying attention to the price of things and calculating the best value and taking james’ opinion as well and just being#happy and safe and accepted in his new home and family here with his jamie#please i think they’d be so cute ugh!!!#prongsfoot#bambibelle#drabble#fic idea#marauders#james potter#sirius black#jay talks
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hi this is a psa. if mealtimes are hard for you start sharing some food with your pet. it sounds silly but the caveman monkey brain is very easily fooled. you start passing little pieces of chicken or cucumber to your dog and your sappy human heart is like ‘omg…. connection…’🥺🥺 and instantly makes eating more enjoyable. your animal deserves food and so do you. you are having a little picnic together. some for you some for me. it’s so fun. do it.
#^^thing I have been enjoying lately#idk it may not help everyone but I like doing it#it feels very good#I especially like giving my animals the parts of food I don’t like#like I don’t like the bottoms of cucumbers so I give it to summer instead and she is VERY happy to eat it!!!#now the whole cucumber is being enjoyed and not wasted!!#it’s great#genuinely I think a big part of managing arfid for me is guilt reduction#if I don’t feel bad about wasting it rlly helps to relax and enjoy the meal#this part of the chicken has a bad texture and is grossing me out?? my cat can have a few bites!! he’ll love it!#tw ed mention#gem don’t look
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finished the new chapter btw …. no thoughts head empty only . surprisingly tasty mei mei crumbs???? the way she controls ui ui and puts him in harm’s way with no remorse but seems genuinely angry at the idea of anyone turning him into ”damaged goods”….. she’s soooo sick and twisted it’s a happy day for awful women enjoyers <33333
#something something …. mei mei and her inherent need to possess and corrupt#she’s not a favorite of mine but i do like her and i’m happy she got another cool scene before the end :3#honestly . literally ALL i’m hoping for at this stage is a shokocentric chapter before the ending#she wasn’t with all the others so surely the next chap will be about her right … surely……#i’m hesitantly putting my stocks on gojo surviving btw !!#but only because i wanna be a believer til the end#either way . sloppy pacing!!! i wish it hadn’t been like this :’) but i don’t think akutami should be held accountable for that#the whole ’five chapters left’ thing seems like a big call for help … i’m glad he’ll be able to rest after this#but yeahhh#i am still planning to make a post about the previous chapter btw!!!!!#just need . to stop bein lazy :’3#ari noises ✩#jjk manga spoilers#jjk spoilers#jjk leaks
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OKAY GAMERS Sorry for the delay I keep getting distracted (Undiagnosed ADHD moment) Tis time for me to infodump about my Three Houses N AU teehee. AKA me mashing hyperfixations together like dolls because I’m insane and love crossover bullshit. Stuff isn’t completely set in stone since I need to likely review the timeline and stuff but yee :D
I’m putting everything under a read more, both because of general spoilers for the game and because I won’t lie, Three Houses can be a *tad bit* bleak and I try to write any fandom stuff about it in a similar tone. Content warnings for N’s story include child experimentation, child death, general childhood abuse (mainly from a cult and a man acting like a father figure), a lot of talks about mortality and fantasy chronic illness, and some mentions of emeto/coughing up blood
If any of that would be triggering for you then please scroll past, remember the phrase “Dead Dove: Do Not Eat”
If you want a link to what N looks like pre and post time skip, click here!
-For setup. N (Or “Natural” at the start) doesn’t remember his birth parents, and originally grew up in a small orphanage with his older sisters, Athena and Concordia, both of whom are biologically related to Natural in this AU, rather than adopted siblings. The orphanage itself wasn’t bad, maybe a bit underfunded but meant well, but Natural always felt isolated from his peers, not really understanding human connections well unless it was with his sisters. Due to his mostly solo and antisocial behavior, he spent a lot of his childhood feeling isolated and struggled to get himself and his sisters adopted
-However, things started to look up when an older man dawning a black cape and a cane started frequenting the orphanage, looking to adopt. Immediately, the “kind” older gentleman seemed attached to Natural, stating he had “great potential for the future” and was “A bright young man destined to be one of the greatest figures in Foldlan”. Natural, of course, wasn’t used to being directly treated so kindly despite his personality quirks, and within just a few days, papers were finalized for adoption. The only thing the two argued about during the adoption process was convincing the old man to adopt his siblings, but after some convincing, the old man would (reluctantly) allow Natural’s sisters to come with to live with him
-Of course, no one can have nice things. This man was Ghetsis, a powerful sage within The Cult lurking underneath the belly of Foldlan, regularly referred to as “Those Who Slither In The Dark”. What I neglected to mention, was that Natural has something valuable to The Cult. A Crest, AKA a token from The Goddess herself given to warriors generations ago, and have been passed down from heir to heir granting them various powers. Though Natural wasn’t even aware of his status, considering his lack of blood parents to inform him, he was the only one out of his siblings to gain The Crest of Beasts (though not the only one to possess it, I’ll get to that later). Ghetsis needed a child bearing any Crest, so one being so available for easy access was convenient for the man
-When indoctrinating Natural into The Cult, Ghetsis was very peculiar about specific things, making sure his health was always monitored, being selective as to how often he interacted with the fellow children The Cult had access to, and barely even letting Natural see his own sisters without permission. Most notably, however, is the name change. Ghetsis had it so Natural were to only be referred to the first letter of his name, simply referring to the child as N. N didn’t understand these changes, but his rose tinted glasses of finally having a “complete family” made him unaware of the horrors to come
-Eventually, like most children with Crests The Cult got their hands on, N eventually experienced a gruesome experimentation in his early teenage years, in which the goal was to artificially implant a second Crest into his body, making him a super human of sorts, with the goal of creating a perfect figure to be used to take down both The Kingdom of Fargus, and The Church of Serios, both of which controlled Foldlan, and with the two of them out of the way, The Cult could rule the region. Ghetsis in particular wanted his “son” to be the first true success, so he can use him to propel himself to the top of the food chain within The Cult
-While many died during this brutal process, N thankfully was one of the few to directly survive the process, gaining a second Crest. It seemed like a perfect success, that he looked completely the same and likely would hold the key’s to Ghetsis’s plans of domination. However, after only a few weeks, N’s fate was sealed for the worse
-N’s hair started whitening at the tips, already a clear indicator of Double Crests. Though that itself didn’t confirm anything, his fate came when chronic pain started flaring up through N’s body. It would feel like the nerves in his body were actively stabbing him through his limbs, and would sometimes be bad enough to either make it hard to move, or even cause him to randomly cough up blood. This was the key sign that the experiment was a failure, and that N wouldn’t be of any use to either Ghetsis or The Cult.
-Keeping a caring facade still, Ghetsis decides the best way to rid of his failure is to send N off with some other adults whom are apart of The Cult to The Church of Serios, neglecting to tell him that said members were being sent in an attempt to assassinate Lady Rhea. Ghetsis figures that this attempt wouldn’t be successful, so he’s using this to his own convince to cut his losses and not need to dirty his own hands with disposing his son himself
-Ghetsis is correct in the fact that this assassination attempt goes poorly, as every member apart of the coup is captured, including N. While most were executed by the Church for nearly killing its figure head, N receives a good amount of sympathy from the Church staff. Considering the fact he cannot be older than 13 by this point, Rhea and the others figure he didn’t have as much of a choice in this as an adult would. Plus, him bearing two Crests would make him worth keeping him alive so Professor Hanneman can get direct exposure studying
As such, N is allowed a choice for his fate. Either he lets himself be executed, or he is sent down to The Abyss under The Church and occasionally gets checked in on by Hanneman for research purposes. Obviously, a scared teenager like N in this situation would choose life over death, so he agrees
-From here, N fully intends to live out the rest of his days in the Church’s sewers with the rest of the outcasts, pretty much the same as where he started, but without access to grander society, his sisters likely assuming him dead, and grappling with the fact his “Father” likely sent him out on that mission to die. He also discovers from Hanneman that his double crests very likely do more than just give him chronic pain and slowly whitening hair. The double Crests experiment severely reduced his life expectancy, and he’d be likely to make it past his mid thirties at most. Sooooo yeah this kid is fucking going through it
-Despite everything, N is still a kind man who wants to make an impact on others lives. Even while his mental health goes through it during his years in The Abyss, he still manages to bond with the members of the Ashen Wolves, the unofficial forth house of the Church. He’s practically their fifth member, though I picture he’s likely to stray off and isn’t super loyal to the made up house (trust issues and all that). He *does* leave The Abyss by the time he’s around 17 but also around then is when the war begins so this poor guy can’t catch a damn bREAK-
I know this all sounds super depressing, but I love this take I made on N’s story to fit within one of my current hyperfixations, so he does get plenty of different endings that are happy and give him a chance to heal, even if his time on this world isn’t long. I didn’t even get to mention stuff like his comically large sweet tooth, his intense hyperfixation on ghosts and Wyverns, or the fact that Reshiram also exists in this universe as a fluffy Wyvern N bonds with and uses during the war. Maybe later I’ll make another post but this one is so comically long I’m sorry bout that, call me the yapper 💀
#this took FOREVER TO WRITE MY LORD#N spends pretty much his entire youth like ‘If I get any more tragic backstory mg character development will make me a villain I stg’#his endless patience and kindness is the only thing keeping him off the deep end tbh#and even then. ngl he might be *very* willing to shank Ghetsis at some point if he runs into him during the war#like he’d try and give him a chance or two to change by letting him run off away from battle#but at some point he’s just like ‘Okay that’s it I’m murdering my fucking dad’#that’s a big difference between canon and 3H N#one is endlessly patient and longing for a chance to learn why his dad is like that or hoping he’ll change someday#the other also tries to do those things but also he fights in a war so at some point thag patience runs out#what becoming desensitized to death does to a man 💀#also I should note 3H N is canonically pansexual because 3H doesn’t have enough gay men N needs to help bump the rep up#anyway enough rambling my fingers hurt from frantically typing on my iPad LMAO I hope you enjoyed a glimpse into my insanity#I stay up comically late some nights thinking about him help me /lh#bc rambles#n harmonia#natural harmonia gropius#Three Houses N AU
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maybe i’ve just been spending too much time on jjk twitter lately, but i finally went and reread chapter 236 and dang… why was i (mostly) convinced Gojo was dead???
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first panel now reads as deliberate mischaracterization (maybe more accurate to his old self), and the rest feels like a purposeful opening up of “well, nanami accepted death and chose south, wonder what this other guy will do. you know, the eccentric guy whose main thing thus far has been promoting his students, and trying to secure a better future for them. Who could say?”
“well let’s put him at a trope-y afterlife crossroads (man, this airport stinks like extended metaphor) and find out”
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idk Usher… prepare to walk back your spoilers?
#jujutsu kaisen#most ppl i see posting there seem to think he’s done and dusted#but every once in a while i see a post from the ‘delulu’ corner—#now I’m like? am i one of them or do clues point to gojesus rising again#or maybe plenty of ppl think he’ll live they’re just keeping to their own lane living their best lives?#gonna need a pretty big bandaid but who knows! stranger things have happened#jjk spoilers#gojo satoru#jjk 248#blurred editor’s screen gonna become jjk sacred artifact 👓
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My fave thing about the WxS dynamic is that emu/rui/miku are always like tsukasaaaa it’s 3pm it’s time to make you do incredibly dangerous and life threatening stunts!!! & tsukasa is just like ok 😔 into the cannon I go 😔 while nene (arguably the most normal and sane person in WxS who could easily put a stop to this) is like yeah see you later idiot. Bye. (Not looking up from whatever game she’s playing)
#project sekai#i think tsukasa and nene should have mlm/wlw hostility. they’re friends nene just thinks he’s a dumbass.#kaito comes back to the sekai and everything is on fire. lives have been lost.#rui and emu planning some truly heinous things to put tsukasa through and nene is just like 😐👍🏻 sure#he’ll be fine & it’s like enrichment to him if you don’t launch your tsukasa out of a cannon once a week he has too much energy#and will start yelling at random passerbys that he’s gonna be a big star one day#rui 🤝 emu: torturing their good friend tenma tsukasa for funsies#i love the convos tsukasa has with them both where he’s like you want me to do WHAT (does it anyways) he’s so funny…#my favorite little group of clowns… the silliest geese…#i also think this is why kaito is the vocaloid most associated w WxS because they need a responsible person and that will not be miku.#in general their dynamic as a group fascinated me but like also their individual dynamics…#emu is the first person to try really hard to be nene’s friend. nene is teaching emu to sing.#tsukasa and rui being the weirdo wombo combo at their school and rui thinking tsukasa has star power#rui and nene being childhood friends who drifted apart & rui building the nene robot…#rui and emu being so so so attatched to wxs even if their friends want to move on & enabling each other’s insanity…#emu seeing tsukasa fail his audition and being like I Want That One :) and he grows to really respect and care abt her… ough I love them#nene and tsukasa getting past their beef and becoming friends…
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how it feels to see people reblog a post about the man who basically ruined my life and tag it “drama tw”
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#like dude it isnt drama im a real person and my life is RUINED#i cant really have relationships anymore. im in constant guilt. im terrified he’ll find where i live and do something#im terrified my most vulnerable moments will be spilled by him to make me the bad guy#idk why it puts such a bad taste in my mouth. this isnt petty drama hes a PREDATOR. I WAS 11 YEARS OLD WHEN WE MET#literally the only times im not scared is when i’ve successfully deluded myself into thinking that the 84 year old man of my desires wants#it isnt petty drama for the love of god tag with anything but “drama tw” bcus it makes it seem like not a big deal#it is a big deal! my life is ruined! my psychosis is worse than ever! ive never cut myself more! it’s serious!!#ive contemplated suicide more in the past week than the past 3 months bcus shepard scares me so badly and im terrified of what he’ll do#it isnt drama im a real person this is a real thing. hes hurt many people and maybe they dont care but my life is RUINED!!!!!
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