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doublxpresso · 4 days ago

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Face-off

Part 1 - Lu Guang & Qiao Ling

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#UH OH (again)#someone dropped his freshly developped photo...#probably a coincidence #he probably didnt hear any of that #right????#(it must hurt before getting to comfort guys)#reminder that this part is complete on my kofi~#link click #qiao ling #lu guang #cheng xiaoshi #linkclick #时光代理人 #shiguang dailiren #sgdlr #comic

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sonknuxadow · 6 months ago

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ive joked about it before but man i really am the only person on earth who remembers the gun commander is a character that exists arent i . because the other day when the shadow panel was happening and the voice actors were talking about their characters and how they were eachothers only friend and maria was completely isolated from other people i was like What about the gun commander . and i havent seen anyone else point the contradiction out . lmao

#okay well i cant find a video of the full panel so i cant recheck that they said those things but i swear they did i remember hearing it #for people who never played shadow the hedgehog and dont know what im talking about #its shown that one of the guys whos currently in charge at gun lived on the ark as a kid and was close friends with maria #but he hated shadow because he witnessed his creation and it scared him and he always blamed him for marias death #and its NOT one of those extremely minor details only hardcore fans would notice either . its shown in the main story #to be clear i dont even care about the gun commander as a character. hes one of the sonic characters i care about the least #i just cant help but notice people always forget about him when talking about stuff related to the ark #(like saying that maria didnt have any friends aside from shadow or that her and shadow were the only kids who lived there around that time #or that shadow was the only person who lived on the ark thats still alive)#i mean hes one of those things that wasnt in sa2/sonic x and was added in later so i guess its fair a lot of people forget. but lmao #now im wondering if sega forgot he existed or if the current voice actors just didnt know he existed in the first place #i think the second option is probably more likely because from the way they talked #it seemed like they dont really know muhc about the sonic lore aside from what theyre told about for upcoming projects #so maybe the gun commander just isnt relevant right now so they werent told about him?

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freebooter4ever · 6 months ago

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#Heres the thing #Nick and i obviously care about each other #Forever probably #He understands me too well and i think i sometimes understand him #But while he is great in a crisis and there whenever i Need need him #At any other point he is capable of disappearing completely #I called him the morning after my hospital visit and i could already feel him pulling away and saying goodbye without saying goodbye #It will probably be months before i hear from him again #Which i know is enough for him #Hes a strong person very independent never needs anybody i get that #But im not like that i do have a tendency to wanting the people in my life to be IN my life #Anyway im just sad #And grateful obviously because him specifically telling me exactly what to do was probably the only reason my illness didnt get worse 🤣#Anyone else telling me to do the same things i find much easier to ignore lol

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iamrizaka · 1 year ago

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[warning Implied/hints of sexual violence].

Hermes is the owner of Will, Kayla and Austin.

They are one of his many domestic slaves-Avoxes.

He's not a bad host by Olympic standards.

But Apollo's children hate him much more than usual avoxes their masters.

After all, Lee Fletcher spends almost every night on his bed.

Now that I remember the blonde angel nickname for Will I get so, SO bothered. Hermes, what are you planning to do????

#im sure dionysus doesnt buy any winners for a night #or has way less avox than other olympians #because he didnt want any but zeus didnt want to hear any of it and gave him some #tbh mr d is probably the best at treating avoxes cause he isnt here on olympus usually #but even when he is its all good #lee fletcher #will solace #kayla knowles #austin lake #hermes #pjo #pjo au #pjo hunger games au #percy jackson and the olympians #rizasks #tw rape

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unnonexistence · 6 months ago

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an important writing question to ask yourself is "how much time and effort do i want to put into figuring out what this character's legal documents would look like"

#newt has THE MOST BULLSHIT COMPLICATED backstory for this i stg #born out of wedlock in west germany in 1990 when the two germanies were IN THE MIDDLE of reuniting but not done yet #and then almost immediately moved to the united states with his dad because his parents broke up #which seems to imply his dad got full custody?? which seems at least a little weird for the time period #could not figure out if it was even legally plausible because TWO GERMANIES #but both parents wanted his dad to have full custody so like... maybe??#anyway what fucking citizenship does he have. i dont even know #was thinking dual but germany doesnt like dual #so that might only work if his dad transmitted american citizenship to him like a bloodline curse #but i think that only works if his dad was already a citizen when he was born and his dad is german so THAT would mean-#*insert that one gif of charlie day with the pepe sylvia conspiracy board*#so maybe he just has american citizenship???#i dont know how that works either...#and then when im writing him hes trans on top of all that #which makes all this relevant unfortunately! could this man have gotten a legal name change circa 2010?#i THINK so?? im probably just going to handwave it?? but AARGH #i dont LIKE handwaving these things because like #anachronisms with trans characters & the transition process always bug me a bit #im almost 10 years younger than newt but i remember shit was DIFFERENT even back in like. 2014.#this isnt a legal thing but i remember before there was a nonbinary pride flag. we shared the purple-white-green genderqueer one #well. 'we' including me at the time. im a man now #and surgery has changed! no-nip top surgery was really rare to hear about before like... even just a few years ago?#im sure it was happening but it's way more common now than it was in like 2020 #and i didnt even know trans people existed until like 2010 #the first time i saw a trans character in ANY work of fiction was 2011 #personal #unscientific aside #im way off on a tangent now i forget if i was going to say anything else #good enough hit post

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ichigosoju · 7 months ago

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#umm he couldnt even be bothered to react to my messages with emojis?!?!?#like he said that he isnt up for talking and i respect that #i asked him if it's still ok for me to message him and he said 'ofc'#so i did.... i had to push myself bc im feeling like he hates me and doesnt wanna hear from me #all of my disorders saying that haha #so i pushed myself to message him when i wanted to #but.... ok i didnt expect him to reply #but he read it and didnt even give me an emoji #im aware that i sound crazy #this is just how im FEELING #i feel stupid and ashamed for thinking he even wants to listen to me yap about nonsense #i hate myself for being so stupid and sending him pics and a video of the crow i saw #like shut up dumb bitch nobody cares!!!!!!!! shut up #no wonder he cant be in love with me #im pathetic and stupid #his ex that he actually loves is probably smart and witty and cool #and would never be such a fkn loser like i an #am*#god... genuinely hate myself #why dont i know how to shut up??#definitely wont be messaging him anymore now jesus christ im so embarrassing #im still hurt tho like couldnt he at least have reacted with an emoji #is that too much to ask for......#i mean listen in any relationship #where u have disorders.. communication and BOTH ppl making an effort is needed #the only way our 'friendship' is even working is bc im just allowing him to do whatever #and im just dealing with the emotional suffering lol #he doesnt even make an effort to reassure me or anything #so yes i cant force him or ask anything of him. but i FEEL hurt by how im not worthy of anything to him #while im over here allowing him to hurt me constantly sksksk

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flowers-that-sing · 2 years ago

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cw for psychosis things (mostly in tags)

yesterday, while hallucinating, i came up with what i thought was a genius idea for my fanfiction.

...yeah

#btwos #cw psychosis #basically like. will byers hearing upside down noises #and feeling upside down sensations #and hearing whispering voices that he cant quite make out #and seeing shadowy figures in his peripheral vision #which in any other case #would be psychosis #but because this is a stranger things fic #it can be Real #i can project my weird hallucinations onto my blorbos if i want to #actually one of them i get on a consistent basis #is that at night when the conditions are right #like im stressed and its dark and im cold and alone #i hear a train—specifically the sound of the train moving over the tracks #but the thing is thats also a pretty mundane sound.#like if i hear a kid giggling i can logically figure out that hey! theres no kid here! so i am probably hallucinating!#but train tracks are. so normal #i didnt realize i was hallucinating it until like. a year after it started #i just thought “huh i guess there must be train tracks behind the house they started using more”

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kameonerd566 · 1 year ago

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I am finally done with s2 of Good Omens and

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#i usually dont mind spoiling things for myself #in fact thats how I usually get around to watching most shows and movies is i see juicy takes here on tumblr and then go watch it to do lik #research or whatever #but oh man i do have my regrets this time #first of al yall can probably tell im not well because i'm talking with aziraphels speech pattern rn but besides that #its like i ate wayyy to much dessert and spoiled my dinner :(#it was amazing #but if I hadn't known about the breakup and what was soming ans how nina and maggie talk to crowley and the whole thing with megatron or #whatever his name is #I think i would have anjoyed it so much more bc after finally watching the kiss for real and not in a gifset #i was just like woah i feel NOTHING right now #and besides that i havent seen anyone talking about how blatently obvious it was that azi didnt want to go if he wasnt going with crowley!!#he pleades nervously with megatron!! he doesnt want to get in teh elevator! he tries to come up with and excuse! the bookshop! he cant leav #but then he begrudgingly does get in when he heares about the second coming #and i think that hauntingly sick grin he has in teh elevator credits is because hes conccocting a plan #but i agree with crowley so much that there is so much azi just blatently doesnt understand #and i am unsure how he is supposed to have any sort of character dev when hes isolated up in heaven #maybe the absence of everything he loves will drive him crazy???#idk but goddamn #i wish I could put all my memories in a fly and watch that whole thing again haha #so good #good omens

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brambletakato · 2 years ago

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OK PSA TIME. Idk if anybody else struggles with this but.

You have every right to not allow someone to use your chosen name. That is YOUR NAME and your name alone. Nobody, and I mean NOBODY, should define how you should use your name except yourself.

If someone using your chosen name makes you uncomfortable, setting boundaries with them does NOT make that chosen name any less of a name.

Boundaries are HEALTHY.

#me omw to redo my entire rant in tags because tumblr messed up the order AGH #with that said personal rant below feel free to skip #I hate my deadname. Hearing it from other people makes me feel literally nauseous #but I hate my dad more. And when he tries to use my chosen name I feel that he is getting too close to me #for context my dad is the cause of 70% of my trauma and continuous flashbacks and panic attacks #his voice makes me so upset and i physically cant think when hes in the room its odd #but I thought that my discomfort with him using my chosen name was because ''my chosen name should feel right at all times''#''if i ever feel uncomfortable with someone using my chosen name thats MY fault and I need to change my name to fit more''#went into a whole phase of using Koda instead of Bramble #Koda is a pretty name but it just doesnt define me if that makes sense #but i was getting it in my head that Bramble is ''too fake of a name'' or some bs like that just because i felt uncomfortable with one persn #hey past me... hon... that is YOUR name. people feel uncomfortable when people they hate use their names too.#just because your name didnt come from birth doesnt make it any less fake and that it needs to be changed because of one person.#anyway i thought id just make this in case anybody is struggling with this now #its probably like three people but just in case

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salomeslashes · 2 years ago

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I'm going to be very angry about stuff in the body and the tags on this post. I hope I've sufficiently tagged it for safety of others, but I'm upset. Rage under the cut.

Re that post from earlier:

To clarify, I'm not anti religion-as-a-concept. I'm anti proselytizing. I'm against walking up to strangers and telling them that "education without salvation is damnation" and that they're going to hell. I'm against warm handshakes and Chick tracts from a man who just said (within earshot of me!) that all people like me will burn.

I'm against being made to feel unsafe at a location I have no way of leaving.

#salome speaks #religion tw #proselytisation #im legit furious right now #he asked me if i knew who jack chick was #and i had less than a second to decide whether to be honest and say yes #or say no and have him give me one #i didnt want to touch anything hed touched #i didnt want to hear any of the hate he was spitting at my feet #he was so warm and polite too #and i didnt hide my pronoun pin because i didn't want to call MORE attention to it #and i honestly feel sick to my stomach #like a fucking adrenaline hangover #from having to stand there and smile and play nice #with someone who is probably pro-genocide toward at least two of my minority groups #vent tw

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 2 years ago

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My boss: You have a girlfriend? How did I not know?

Me: We've been together for two and a half years, so that's kind of on you

My boss: You could've been married with six kids and I wouldn't know

#i mentioned going on a trip with my girlfriend and this happened #ive worked with this woman almost as long as ive been dating my gf #a couple of my coworkers have met her #but my boss hasnt just becaus of schedule differences and my gf doesnt visit me at work that often #at work im pretty private and dont talk about myself too much #hence the 'married with six kids and wouldnt know about it' comment #my job is full of gossip. i dont need my personal business being spread around #ive already had rumors fly about me there. rumors i was with one of my coworkers that i was just friends with #rumors that another manager had a crush on me #and probably countless more that i just didnt hear about #so i keep my personal life to myself unless im actually friends with the coworker im talking to #oh i remember mentioning to my friend that im bisexual. and it happened to be in front of another coworker #this coworker ended up telling an older gay coworker that im bi #i then got a lecture from the older gay coworker about how he doesnt believe in bisexuality and its the same for many older gays #so i really do not say personal shit about myself anymore #i kind of like being a mystery #yall can make up what you want about me but im not going to give you any actual information about my life

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domesticated-whores · 2 months ago

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choked so hard swallowing my drink down the wrong way that I almost puked and I'm still kinda nauseous hours later, so lol. also, friend (the mutual work friend of me and my man that actually hangs out with him outside of work) witnessed and started saying something about how some people choke on things like that bad enough that it kinda spooks them from drinking and they get dehydrated out of paranoia (no idea if that's true, sounds fake but whatever, he's one of those people yk?) and my dumb ass, full of autism and pure thoughts only, said "damn, if that were a problem I wouldn't be able to put nothing in my mouth, my gag reflex is shit 😞😞" which has probably made it's way to my man. because I'm stupid and was really woozy from coughing til I almost vomited and totally didn't think of what I was saying.

#doesnt help that a few days ago we were all hanging out smoking #and i dont get high easy with others evidently but they all have MAJOR tolerance and experience and im baby #so i feel pretty mellow and dazed pretty quick when we do anything despite them all feeling almost nothing #(even though my man is very quick to tell me when something isnt even strong so idk what everyone else ive smoked with is smoking)#(because i hardly get the slightest bit chill from it any time i smoke with anyone else usually)#(but i digress)#and so i was higher than i mayhaps should have been from what i had because again hella baby #but i heard friend say *SOMETHING* that 100% had my name and i think had the word “head” in it #in like a whisper to my man who was sitting on the couch between us #and i was like “okay im feeling kinda dazed and shit and i have hearing issues and hes very much talking so i cant hear--”#“--so i shouldnt make assumptions on what he said because im probably REALLY mishearing what i did hear lol”#but then my man kinda glanced at me and made a noise (an almost laugh??) and said “nah not yet” quiet but not as much as a whisper as friend #so i do lowk wonder if i heard right lol #and if i did thats a whole other story #because pooki cmon #babygirl get real #i sleep over there not infrequently and we cuddle hella intertwined and kiss and all #ive told him that im stupid as fuck and have anxiety so i need things EXTRA communicated with me #ive hinted at kink #ive told him that i trust him fully not to force me to do anything that i dont wanna do and that as long as hell take no for an answer--#--id have no issue with him telling me what to do more often because i again trust him and would say no if i really didnt want to #(in nonsexual situations like him asking if i wanted to go run an errend with him or wait for him at his place and such)#that i was hoping hed be more confident in making a move by now #but im acespec and in zero rush because sex is take it or leave it to me #id do it for him and i really do want to but its so not a need or even much of a craving #but i might bring it up eventually if he doesnt because he is so sweet and cute and i think he just doesnt wanna assume #because he had to be told that its okay to kiss me and that he can and should talk to me at work like a normal person #so i deadass think he just doesnt want to force me into anything but is also bad at communicating so he doesnt really ask either #its just funny that i think they were talking about me giving head a few days ago and i choked and said something stupid today tho #whores lovesick musings

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joshuamj · 3 months ago

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can college just like, pause for a moment. I wanna catch up on linktober :(

#josh talks #college as always is kicking my ass #god i wish homework weren't a thing #like i do admit sometimes it can be helpful. like in math i really do need to do homework #cuz i have a shit memory so i really do need to practice #but most homework!! is meaningless busy work!!!!!#read one of my class's syllabi (?) and it said to be ready to spend 6-12 hours a week on homework outside of class #like bro wtf #i literally almost didnt graduate highschool because of homework.#like my grade of in class work would be really really good but i literally failed so many classes because of homework #and nothing else #shoutout to my chem teacher who was the first to realize that it wasn't laziness #he came up to me and pointed out all my grades of in-class assignments and they were literally all 100%#so like. he knew i knew this stuff but he also knew that it likely wasnt laziness or i probably wouldnt be doing #quite that well in in-class stuff too #like he told me that i knew what i was doing. and he told me that he knew i was smart and capable #and it really meant a lot to hear that from a teacher.#cuz he wasn't saying this stuff to then just express disappointment in me not completing homework or anything #no he was a little concerned about me and wanted to help #and i hadn't ever really had a teacher tell me something like that before without a “but...”#some of my favorite teachers ive ever had are the ones who aren't afraid to compliment their students #more teachers need to learn that telling your students that theyve done well is a really good thing to do #cuz goddamn all throughout our education we are only ever told negative things #only ever get points knocked off. only ever get criticism and things to do better next time #i remember the first time i ever got feedback on an english essay that was positive #took me until junior year of highschool. cuz up until then my essays either needed a lot of work #or met the requirements and thus didn't need any comments made on it. cuz for some reason school is allergic #to telling students anything that isn't negative #it was baffling to get comments on what i did well. on my strengths in writing (that i didnt even know i had!)#and even just to be told that it was an enjoyable read

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alittleemo · 9 months ago

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#genuinely not sure where to go . who to ask. do you just drive to cemeteries and ask for their directory. do they have those.#not at a point where i can ask my mother. have not heard his name from her mouth since july. not sure i could stomach hearing it now.#ive read the obituary again. all it says is the service address. private internment. the church is too small for him to be there.#reading a wikihow on how to find people graves. if it wasnt so sad it would almost be funny. he would probably laugh.#going home soon. the light is never on in his old room. the path between our houses is overgrown.#two winters ago i used the front sidewalk to shovel snow from the path. they had already moved. i didnt go inside. i remember it anyway.#hard to go through summer when i will hear his name for an entire month. funny that i was born that month but it was your name.#there isnt a guide on grieving for your childhood best friend but i wish i had gotten something. no one ever talks so why would it change.#so rare we were all at dinner that night. sister couldnt reschedule her sat. missed the funeral. no one told me until the night before #classmates from ccd. didnt expect it. so rare to see boys cry. my first funeral. i didnt bring any tissues. no one told me to. how would i.#wish i had been there again. sitting in your kitchen swinging outside and in the basement. making potions. camping in the drive. sledding.#drafted a tag about going on swings with you again someday. realized it read verbatim my memorial for you. you have to come down.#when i get home ill find your stone wherever it is. ill leave you some coke and mentos. save me a seat for now.#long post #going to bed now. good night.#lee's bullshit

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gobblewonkrs · 9 months ago

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Feeling weird about gender today guys. I think we should blow it up.

#ramblings #to be more specifc im weird about gender expression ig?#bc like. im a woman. im confident in saying that. im still a girl.#but at the same time i like using he/him. i like masc pronouns.#AND tbh. i kind of want to go on t? at least for a bit bc while i dont wanna fully transition i do want to be more masc.#i like a deeper voice? i like a bit of body hair? (any bottom growth would also be good BUT YOU DIDNT HEAR THAT--)#but at the same time. even if i did all this i think id still say im a woman.#i wouldnt cut my hair. i wouldnt dress more masc than i already do.#im fine with my name. my chest doesnt bother me.#maybe i should just say im nonbinary. thats probably the simple way to put it.#but at the same time it feel so so much more complicated than that.

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hideaway-or-safehouse · 1 year ago

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my least favorite thing about having autism + CPTSD is how a trigger of mine can be barely touched and then im silently crying on/off for the rest of the day as i have an autistic shut-down

#my mom was telling me my half-siblings were coming over on sunday. and i just broke #context: my half-siblings have a 20+ year age gap with me and vaguely knew our shared dad was abusing me #and i get not wanting to confirm if abuse is happening to protect yourself from said past abuser and whatnot #but i also just think about the fact that i dont have any of their phone-numbers and none of them checked in on me #and they just come over on christmas (and potentially when invited on fathers day/dad's birthday and whatnot)#and like. if you ask me: i dont consider someone i see for a total of less than 10 hours a year who #also never checked in on if their youngest sibling was being abused for 20+ years a sibling or family #at best: youre like a second cousin three times removed from me or some shit #the people that were with me every day or most days are my family #but yeah. i cant take masking in front of dad AND them rn. so i just fucking broke down #(also: my nieces and nephews are fine. i have no grudges against them. we just also are not close)#(my half-siblings i dont have a grudge against in the sense of actively hating them. i just want them cut out of my life)#(which sucks bc like. my dad is to blame. hes the abuser. it sucks his abuse impacts how i see my half-siblings. but dad is dying and i jus #want his funeral to be the last i hear/see from my half-siblings. like i will get pissed of they try to reconnect post his death like stfu)#(adults who didnt intervene bc they had no idea: fair enough. // adults who didnt intervene even tho they had a p good idea bc they #were abused by the same person: fuck you. like. just be estranged from me (and dad) my whole life. i could pardon that. not this tho.)#anyway. i think the solution is to just: not be home on sunday #idk what my lie will be but im still crying about all this.so evidently i doubt ill be able to disassociate well enough to ''tough it out''#barnes and nobles sounds nice. i probably would want to bring my cat with me in her backpack but thatll be suspicious so idk #maybe ill just fake sick in my bedroom. i dont want to tho #id rather just leave the house #ill probably get some pushback bc its dad's birthday celebration but i think its p obvious ill start crying soooooo #shame my mom thought she was being nice (she was. my half-sibs and my dad is dying. of course they wanna be there for his birthday)#i just wish things were different #might delete later

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