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cicidraws · 1 month ago

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biggest things is covid and norovirus and all i can say is im not doing well at all

#i had not even a proper hour of sleep around 9 and woke at 10 to have an upset tummy from anxiety #fell asleep again and woke at around 11-12 #im really tired. please stay the fuck home. use bleach to disinfect. youre also still contagious after a few days of norovirus. 2 weeks ors #then. you also can spread it by not cleaning your clothes or bedding or anythign liek that properly. so do it.#do the bathroom last to avoid cross contamination in the process.#furthest rooms away and inward.#its hell and its alot of cleaning and if u wanna avoid that then just mask up and wash your hands.#please for the love of god. do it.#im very close to ending it and my dad is acting like im ruining his day for saying so. if i could go to the hospitali would but its spreadi #there too in psych hospitals.#im just stuck inside and refusing to eat from places right now or leave the house. im not leaving.#then again theres the risk from my sibling visiting every weekend too. im so angry.#theres nowhere i can escape to and i am not doing well whatsoever.#also no im not sick except for a risk of this cold starting fullblown soon. id rather a cold than stomach bugs.

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blorboresidue · 1 year ago

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oh no it's theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

unexpected urge to cry!

#im fine im just uhhh processing shit #listened to rothko by dessa one too many times and an emotion slipped out!!!#(im good tho i made the right choice in leaving the house today i feel so much better in so many ways)#(but oh boy grief just hits you whenever it wants to huh!)#well i think maybe the sad is a good thing. cause i was kinda numb for a while #and now im experiencing like the full range of human emotions and it's catching me off guard #and well it's hard but id rather occasionally break down crying in my beautiful little bedroom that i love so much #than ever go back to how i was living before #i didnt even realize how bad it was at the time. like i thought i was doing fine. ha #doth oversharing hour

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ghosts-of-love · 11 months ago

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someone tell me to go outside pls

#ive looked up the place i want to go (fen) and theres parking #it's raining really hard rn but i like walks in the rain #idk ive been on my own in the house for a while. and my two friends came back for 20 minutes this morning so one of them could pack up more #of her stuff (she moved out a couple of weeks ago) and both of them forgot their keys so needed me to let them in #and then the 1 who moved out didnt really speak to me except right before she left when she said something rude about the kitchen #and then tried to backtrack by saying 'i didnt mean that. in fact. i dont even remember what i said!' like just say sorry its not that hard.#id rather you said something rude and then said youre sorry and that its uncalled for than pretending you dont know what you said #10 seconds ago #so i just went up to my room until they left and it sucks because that was like my one opportunity in a week or so to speak to someone #in my own house #thank god i went into the office this week and spoke to people #also my friend messaged and was like 'odd core vibes?' about his partner who said the rude thing and i wish id been like its actually just #rude not odd #but whatever #and ive just been sitting and thinking aboht it for 2 hours instead of leaving the house

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stabyou · 1 year ago

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me when running away from everyone makes me end up all alone:

#i dont have any irl friends anymore theyre all gone with my old discord and its been too long to go back #i lost myself over the summer in ways i can never explain.. i dont know where i am if im being honest #drinking is worsening it all #i feel so insane.. genuinely.. i cant stop getting into my own head and letting it all happen #its just me and teddy #im too scared to leave the house for longer than a few hours anymore #i cant handle people looking at .e #me. i cant handle talking. i cant handle daily tasks of anything. even these days moving feels too hard #i keep finding myself face down floating in the river #and when i turn my body over #my face isnt rotten #it isnt bloated at all.#... its just me and i look young and like i died two minutes ago #then i snap out and im making dinner #and im someone else. somewhere else forever #im so alone but id rather it right now. no one knows how bad it is. intentionally. i never tell anyone #because what would they do?#the only thing i ever learned was to run away and hide. i cant stop thinking i need to keep doing it #i just want everyone to be rid of me so i keep running and running and running

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devilishdelights · 1 year ago

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could not be mc because if i heard a voice speaking to me i’d just think it’s on me and my brain. like oh no i’m hallucinating voices again haha, makes sense since i’m in this stressful insane situation :)

and then at some other point when it does become unbearable and i realize it’s NOT me id just ask to move to purgatory hall. (would ask diavolo directly and give my reasoning as to why because lucifer is a dickhead and would say no simply because he can)

#there is a chance diavolo says no too but…. i am going to be annoying. u brought me here against my will i have a right to be annoying.#so i’ll just go 🥺🥺🥺🥺 at the angels until they INSIST upon having me ❤️#sorry id rather room with the angels and some old guy than demons that barge in your room and yell 24/7 like i can get that at home #baking with luke and simeon and learning magic from solomon sounds so fun and peaceful #ok fuck i forgot solomon’s cooking. id jusf tell him not to fuvkin add that weird ass mushroom he found outside no ifs ands or buts. i #will become the second house mom. (simeon is the first)#yk how fun and soft domestic life would be with them though…..#throuple simeon mc and solomon and their kid luke #i think of that sometimes #however if beel or mams gave 🥺 eyes i’d feel bad….like okay i’ll stay i’m sorry…..pls forgive me 👉👈#then mams says some stupid shit 2 seconds later and i’m fuckin leaving again #these tags are so long this is why i abbreviate shit LOL

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rubiesintherough · 10 months ago

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#(( ooc. ))#venting tw #negativity tw #i know ive been bitching about this a lot lately but just let a girl vent pls #husband just got home and said 'you look tired you should go lie down '#and i told him i cant. i have too much housework to do. 'well lay down after that '#cant. because then i have more housework after that.#and he got all huffy at me like i was being dramatic #and he said 'how am i supposed to snuggle up with you if you arent laying down? c #and i shot back ' who's going to do the housework if i dont '#and he rolled his eyes. straight up rolled his eyes.#this is the man that is constantly telling me to just ask him for more help. just make a list #yelled at me and stormed out of the house whej i told him to pls just use his eyes #bc i dont have time to make him a list of chores #and also the man who if i do ask him to do smth it doesnt get done #examples just from today. he was heading into town and i asked him to please bring the recycling with him. he didnt.#he yells at me for doing the cat litter bc its bad for my asthma. but then leaves it until its bad enough i have to do it #bc its unfair to the cats to expect them to use a litter box that bad. and then he gets mad at me for not just asking him to do it #like. its in the bathroom. right next to the toilet. he has to look at it when hes taking a shit every day. and youre telling me #he doesnt notice it? i have to remind him???#and then i get yelled at and reprimanded for just doing it myself #' ASK FOR HELP DAMMIT! '#i do. i do all the fucking time. i ask you to empty the garbage bc bending over makes my back scream. but you dont #and i have to power through and do it.#i ask you to bring the recycling into town to drop off. and as soon as you leave i find out you didnt even gather it up.#i ask you to please clear out the bathtub drain. for two weeks. and you brush it off until the day i decide to #do it myself and you get so passive aggressive about it and ' no ILL DO IT. the tool is back in my mom's room #guess I'll just go WAKE HER UP FROM HER NAP so i can grab it since you need it done! '#im so tired of asking and then just being disappointed anyway.#if im gonna get yelled at anyway id rather just do it all myself so at least its done. and not sit there and beg for help and do it anyway

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dark-twist-fairytales · 1 year ago

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Now I remember why we don't watch horror shit.

#im fine dont worry #i can handle watching/playing horror things but it leaves this... constant bubble of panic in my throat #mainly because the 'could happen irl' movies/games leave a panic #like: IT chapter 2. we can handle that. FNaF? we can handle that #marble hornets? thats becoming a questionable standpoint #like- we might be able to push by it more and more. but id rather not fuck myself up accidentally with paranoia.#so: no watching at night. not alone in the house either. pause when a child comes into the room.#this is partially why i fell out of criminal minds too.#not reblogable: just want to talk to myself in the tags.

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bluebellhairpin · 2 years ago

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So it's gonna be one of those days huh, brain?

#im so mean and ugly #who wants to be seen with a skinny white bitch anyways #my eyes are so boring my hair is so boring and mu personality is blander than a piece of bread #its no wonder my only friends offline are family memebers who are obligated to see me and talk to me #even then i could just not leave the house ever and no one would even notice #why cant the ground open up and swallow me whoke #id rather die than live this life and yet every day i wake up and have to live it and im getting real sick of it #im off. gonna do something irrational

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riarnu · 2 years ago

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i cannot even think of dating bcus im too preoccupied by the idea that i would have to explain why i dont want to be my partner's second mommy and that alone is terrifying and exhausting i might as well stay single

#i s2g if i have to do that i wouldnt even explain i'd just leave i would bcome a ghost #i read so many horror stories but there r clearly still men like that out there #and i dont wanna deal w them !!!!!!!!!!! not even in passing !!!!!!!!!!! i have 2 in my house rn and id rather they die !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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philosophicallie · 11 months ago

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this is my pmdd but ughhh

#it feels like any sort of wrongdoing or mistake i make in regards of my partner its an infraction upon his parents so like i really do just #want to leave their house and not talk to them ever again #id rather do that than anything else at all with them imo. i have no way to become their friend or in any way close to them #i just wanna go to sleep constantly #idk i bet they think im a brat. irresponsible on purpose. annoyingly too loud especially in laughter. i know they think im a leech lol.#whatever lol. if i get stoned off my ass maybe ill be normal again #vent

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terrorbirb · 1 year ago

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My new job closes because of inclement weather?

#totes bro #hilarious today because its just raining #im not out yet but theyve warned us #id rather be here than my house in tornados to be completely honest its a ton safer #closes at 4:30 which is when i leave

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p0is0ngirlfriend · 1 year ago

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kinda hard to get over the fact that my mom took the child support money when she literally hasn't changed at all and is infact now 10 years later charging her kids more to stay at the house than her weirdo boyfriend :\

#i just need to leave fr #id honestly rather struggle a little bit living on my own than have to continue living in that house

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asundine · 2 years ago

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#so ive spent the past several days moving from my apartment to a new townhouse and tbh literally everything is as bad as i was worried about #like first of all its kind of in the middle of nowhere #like the neighborhood is in the middle of an industrial park with nothing around but offices #which is great for my roommate who now has a 5 minute commute. but not great for me who has to commute 30 minutes on the highway #its also a lot smaller #like the house itself is bigger and all of the spaces that are my roommates are bigger #but my bedroom and bathroom are a lot smaller and theres no storage #so ive had to go through everything i moved here just to see how much i can get rid of just so i can have space to live #like i asked my roommate if i could store some of my yarn and fabric stash in the office #and she technically said yes but i know she really meant shed rather i not #so ive spent the past several days panicking because i dont know what to do about any of it #the worst part is that the day we move out i leave for a cruise which should be fun but instead its just another thing to be stressed about #i hate this place already and i wish i had a choice to go somewhere else #i wish id at least been able to see it before coming in to get the keys #cause the pics online were really shitty and i had to dig to even find a shitty walkthrough video #it doesnt help that theres been a bunch of drama with my guild that might mean i end up leaving and quitting the game #im just so tired of it all and i just wish that i had *anything* to look forward to right now

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milkteafaeriie · 2 years ago

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#i have to leave my house tomorrow omg id rather die #i am so agoraphobic ahah #its getting worseee #i was meant to be leaving the state in a week but i literally cant ugh #we had to cancel the flights and everything #im so upset #im just. rotting. this house kills me and we HAVE TO STAY #id rather die tbh but instead i will smoke more ha

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kurthorton-moving · 2 years ago

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I do wish that when my roommates are wanting to watch something at night that we start at like 8 or 9 bc i am. Tired

#i have to leave the house before 8am tomorrow and it is almost 11pm and when i last checked they werent ready #like?? yall Know i have an early start every day and yet every day you make me wait until 11 or later to watch shit #so i dont get much sleep and its Exhausting #like just. just say you dont want to watch and would rather talk to your other friends!!! it'd suck but like. at least id get sleep #update its 11.35pm and we're 'about to watch'#which means they said theyre ready and im in the lounge ready but they are in their room doing other things

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rebelssvy · 2 months ago

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i hate you, tenya. ✧.*

tenya iida x reader

✧ ⋆·˚ ༘ *ੈ✩‧₊˚

summary: suggestive, kissing, making out, dry humping. him being your rival/enymy in highschool, you start liking him. ending up in a bathroom at a party….

you never really liked the guy. tenya iida was annoying. especially to people like you. people who just did their own thing. walking into the class on the first day of school, you found yourself aggravated by him.

as the school days went on you still didn’t like him, but you two shared a mutual respect for each other. he was hard working, in every way.

sooner rather than later, you grew an attraction to him. still not very fond of him. but you couldn’t stop looking at him. confused as to why you felt like this.

the moments you were around him, you started adoring. you liked being in his presence. but that never stopped the bickering.

your arguments would get out of hand sometimes. correcting all of his wrongs. your classmates would often joke about your relationship.

so as shocking as it was here you were. sitting on his lap at a house party.

your peers weren’t shocked at all. not with the way you two bickered during class. especially not with the way you would often fight backs facing eachother when faced with conflict.

your hatred act didn’t fool anyone.

flush against him, your ass sat in his lap. his hands found your waist. he looked especially good tonight. it made you frustrated.

sporting grey sweats and a black hoodie, he didn’t look himself.

“i hate you.” you whispered in his ear. he set his beer down on the table next to him.

you were definitely slurring your words. you were definitely nearing ‘drunk’. but you didn’t care.

“whys that?” he responded, calmly. titling his head with a smirk.

“because your so fucking annoying. but your so fuck-ing h-hot.” you slurred, stuttering over your words. your breath was hot against his ear.

with his hands around you, he brought you closer to his chest. your head now finding its place on his shoulder.

you felt comfortable. at ease even.

“y/n.” he said after a moment of silence between you two.

your senses were flooded with the scent of him, his cologne and aftershave filling your mind.

“what.” you muttered. leaning back to look him in the face.

he stabilized you, doing so unconsciously. he looked you dead in the eyes before bringing his mouth to your ear.

hushed words flying into your conscious. hot and breathy he choked out,

“i hate that i think your the prettiest girl in any room. i also hate how much i notice your ass against.. me.. like this….fuck..” he finished.

you gasped at his words becoming very aware of his hardened package underneath you. you did this to him.

when you stood up he frowned. expression very obvious.

it wasn’t until you grabbed his hand and dragged him to the nearest bathroom that he was happy again.

closing the door behind him, he turned you around to face him. pushing you up against the door, he took your mouth in a heated kiss. you gasped at his act.

you reached your arms up around him, taking head, tugging on his hair. he groaned at your actions.

he licked your bottom lip, pulling you closer to him. you opened your mouth to give him access before tangling your tongue with his.

you were slow and controlled, he was sharp and fast. his teeth nipping at your lips.

moaning into his mouth when his hand found your ass. grabbing at it.

he broke the kiss momentarily, “i’ve needed you for so long..id do anything you ask me to.” before diving into your neck. biting at your jaw. leaving open mouthed kisses on your skin.

focusing on one area when your breath hitched. he took notes of your body. and exactly where you liked to be touched.

“tenya..” you moaned, just enough for him to hear.

he broke his contact and stood tall above you. his hands never leaving your frame.

“yes?” he asked.

“ive liked you for so long. your so stupid for not realizing.” stating before you push yourself up against him. lips meeting his.

he groaned at your actions. your body’s creating friction.

you dry humped him.

mouths never leaving each others, his hips moved into your body.

you couldn’t get enough of him.

“oh my god..” he purred. his lips still on yours.

you felt his length on you. your body felt hot. kissing so much your lips plumped up, swollen. it felt so right.

“y/n! iida!! i have to pee get out!!” you jumped back hearing someone on the other side of the door. letting out a sigh when you realized you stopped kissing him.

“one sec!!” tenya responded before pulling your face to meet his. he brought you in for a soft kiss. it spoke volumes. you groaned when he parted away from you.

you took a second to fix his hair. he looked utterly beautiful looking down at you. his expression flushed, face painted rose tint.

maybe it was the alcohol in him, but he couldn’t imagine his life without you correcting his every move.

“i hate you so much.” he chuckled, staring down at you. you giggled with him.

leaning up you kissed his cheek before opening the door to find mina. “thank god!” she said before pushing you two out of the way and shutting the door.

you wanted more of him.

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should i make a SMUTTTYYY part two??? i dont know. lollll

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