#he just makes me wanna destroy him
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would you dubcon alhaitham w me🤩🤩
unspeakable things huh.... *slides u a pen and paper* kicking my feet giggling rn bc I also want to ruin him in every way possible
AJDJAJND I WANNA DESTROY HIIIMMMNN
naur bc smth about him ……………….,., just so submissive and breedable ……………….
the kind of face that makes you wanna see it twisted up in indescribable pleasure, getting fucked so good that smartass mouth of his can’t even form words. choked up and only pathetic whimpers can be heard.
wanna tie him up all pretty, face down ass up, all on display. tease his pretty little hole until he grunts in frustration and tries to thrust back against your fingers, only to be met with a sharp slap to his ass. wanna watch his fists clench and unclench, his toes curling in efforts to remain patient as you slowly massage his walls; expertly touching every spot inside him except the one where he wants to feel you the most.
how hard he’s squeezing your fingers, hips twitching impatiently when you pull off completely. every second he can’t feel you passing excruciatingly slow, with only the sound of his heavy breathing to be heard as his swollen cock hangs heavy between his thighs, tip pearly with precum.
#LAAWDDDD#I WANNA DO SO MANY THINGS TO HIM I CANT EVEN DECIDE FKSJSKSK#ALHAITHAM BANNER SOON I WILL HAVE HIM#he just makes me wanna destroy him#make him so messed up he can’t even look at certain things without getting turned on#fuck him in the grand sage office#LLOORDJDJDKS#gonna impregnate him fr#moots ; nine !
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#red vs blue#rvb#locus#felix#sam ortez#isaac gates#felix mcscouty#lolix#mine#*24#art#rvb19 spoilers#just to be safe ig?#i love how even no one in the mercs discord rly knows what the hell was up with the random felix 'cameo' in restoration lol. we're all just#'idk man. maybe it's charon maybe sigma just used him as a base. who knows.'#its kinda hard to even make it into a merc plot point bc the reason WHY he's even there is non-existent. if epsilon didn't namedrop him#i wouldn't even have noticed tbh. like yeah his armor has felix's colors but that also could've just been sigma/omega mix too y'know#ofc tucker's relationship w/ felix can't be discounted reg. meta and epsilon and betrayal of trust etc. idk maybe i'll expand on this later#like maybe felix is in there bc tucker felt very betrayed by epsilon and felix to tucker is the embodiment of betrayal so meta = felix?#BUT i do like ghost felix haunting shit. even if it's not actually him but like a narrative/traumatic thing#he said you'll never get rid of me what i did to you will always linger <3#i do have some thoughts abt... Everything and the concept of haunting. wash's 'ghosts' and the guilt. meta wanting to destroy epsilon/the#past to be free. resentment of the past. nostalgia for it. the guilt of survival. moving on as a complete severing vs carrying it w/ you.#ok i'll stop rambling now lol#this didnt turn out exactly how i envisioned but i dont wanna work on it anymore and its not bad or anything so
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im going to be so annoying all week
#agghagahah HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH HYYESAAHHHH#★ arin rambles#BRO BRO PLEASLE#PELASE#my apology for everyone. I have to make it now . Sorry. If youre following me destroy that notif button you dont wanna hear how worse i will#get#actually no just Unfollow entirely#ITS THE ADHD#PLEASE. HE IS SO . COOL. his trailer is so awesome IVE REWATECHED IT 3 TIME SNOW.#I LOVE HIMMMMMMM SO MUCHHHHH#I LOVE HIM SO BAD I JUST ADORE HIM PLEASE#HES SO PRETTY. JAW DROPPING. ICONIC. LIFE CHANGING. THE TEARS IN MY EYES. GENUINELY SOBBING RITHT NOW IT S SO OVER#aventurine likers hold me. Nobody understands. Everyone is scared of me im too crazy#actually its everything wrong with me . Hes ruining my life#i dont struggle as an aventurine liker i actually excel at this its my full rime job now#‘9 to 5’ no i work 9 to 9. Every hour is dedicated to him#im glad uguys agree with me thannk uou i was starting to think i was a freak#Well i am but im glad someone else agrees hes cool#Hes so pretty im so happy#I CAMT WAIT RILL WENDENSDAY PLEASE IM GONNA FREAKIFN BLOW UP#I LOVE AVENTURINE. I LOVE AVETURINE.#i get so happy when i see him i get a little violent its unsettling .#like im like shaking my hands and jumping around my room and then u blink and im bashing my head against the floor#its carpet. Im ok. But like not but i am#DUDE. I LOVE. THIS GUY. EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM#i needto. Just. Okay brb gonna watch ir like 20 more times ill see u guys next year im going into a Aventurine induced coma#this makes me realize people read my tags. Oh dear. Sorry everypony#i apologize for my behavior. I will get so much scarier.#HES SO COOL. HES ACTYALLU SO COOL. LIKE HOW CAN SOMEBODY BE SO COOL.#oh god OH LORERDRDRDDDDDDD WHEN I GET YOU BOY WHEN I FIND YOU. WATCH OUT. WATCH OUT I WILL GET YOU.
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Both square enix and other players can take the idea that Cait has his own personality and sense of will separate from Reeve from my mummified hands
#like there’s just no fucking way this cat is controlled 24/7 by a man who is currently#working to restore multiple destroyed sectors in the city he’s the HEAD OF URBAN DEVELOPMENT FOR#he also speaks and acts separate from Reeve in dirge so like.#Cait’s a little guy. the overlap between him and Reeve is definitely real. but they’re like a living Venn diagram to me#especially in the original game some of the things he says just only make sense if he’s got his own personality and thoughts#and I do believe there’s room for that in the remake timeline too!!!#it’s like dumb how adamant I get about this i know#but to me it’s a diminishment of both characters if you go ‘Cait is reeve’s fake fursona and he’s doing a bit in his office constantly’#text#idk!!!!#like I’m not saying Reeve doesn’t speak thru cait. I think he does often#but Cait’s got his own mind too!!#I have this like very elaborate idea of how it all works but when I try to write it. incomprehensible#someday I’ll phrase it right lmao#Cait sith#Reeve tuesti#tagging for my purposes and not#for the purpose of this showing up in the tag but if you read this far and wanna talk to me about them: go for it lol#sorry to my friends who have read my rants about this before lol#I just!!!!#sigh!
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The way you write the scenes between Simon and omega and the tension between them feels like Nazareth by Sleep Token. There's the sensuality that implies a sexual relationship, yet at the same time, it could be lethal if not handled properly
Ugh that is so perfect anon I could kiss you 💋
That is them. That is 100% them. You have no idea
#bless you for thinking of this and bless sleep token for making sexy heart breaking music#how would you even describe their music#i wanna fuck you but let me emotionally destroy you first#you call my writing a rollercoaster try going through their discography#...is that why my writing such a rollercoaster??#i did start listening to them before i posted this fic#simon is so sleep token coded though just in general.#angsty and emotional yet sexy and strong#i need him carnally#let me devour him#chew him up and spit him out#consume him so he's eternally in my soul#universe let me become an eldrich horror i beg of you#answered#sm feralcore
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ran out of time to finish my full feelings write up before s2 but i wanted to put something out there before we start getting content so this might be a bit incomplete
ive been thinking about what i really want to see in s2, and in general im happy to trust the crew with whatever they do but there is one thing id like to see
id like to see izzy not forgive ed
ive already talked about how serious i find the act of severing his toe & surrounding details in general and i think, given we KNOW its going to get worse (at some point izzy loses his leg, so) i dont think the amputation can be brushed off as just a pinky.
what i want to see is their relationship worsen and worsen and get to a breaking point and just. when everything starts to goes back to how it was before, ed tries to treat izzy like he used to (not during the kraken era, but before that, before the revenge, back when they knew each other, when they were friends) and izzy doesn't take it. he flinches, or walks away, or does anything to brush ed off. ed hasn't apologised yet, of course, its izzy, its his izzy, they understand each other! or he thought they did but now hes realising that mayyyyybe he should give him a proper apology.
so he does. and:
"i dont forgive you"
and if course. ed doesn't know what to do with this izzy always forgives him, has since they were kids! why not now?
from izzys perspective, he simply cant take it any more. he will take the consequences of his actions, but he cant lie anymore and pretend he wasn't destroyed by what ed did. and maybe hes learning its not just ed and izzy against the world anymore. there are people who will stand beside him- they might not always like him, he might spit and hiss at calling them his friends, but he knows, deep down, he is not alone anymore. and that its time to take a stand. to put himself first for once.
he cant forgive him, not for this
its at this point ed realises that he might have fucked up. really fucked up. its not that he doesn't care about how the crew feels, hadnt already realised what he had done but. again, its izzy. there was a time he thought there was nothing he could do that izzy wouldn't forgive.
the way i see it this is the point that ed starts to properly rebuild. oh he thought he was doing it before but it was more masks and layers, but now he has to truly confront his actions and the consequences they have on his relationships and that maybe. he is like his dad. but at the same time, he has the space to learn that even if he is, thats not all he can be. he can be better, choose to do better, and it's hard and doesn't always work but he has to try, has to keep trying because if he fails? he has no one to fall back on any more
so izzy doesn't forgive ed.
and ed learns to forgive himself, in time. and maybe he will apologise again, and izzy still doesn't forgive him. and maybe ed learns to be ok with that. and maybe in the wreckage of decades of blackbeard and first mate hands, they can build something new. it won't be the same, and maybe there will always be a distance between them, but in time, with work, they can be friends again.
#id started on this thread before the e1 clip but that really solidified how i was feeling#caveat that there is obviously forgiveness both ways im not ignoring that im just speaking specifically about izzy to ed here#got fed up of trying to make this a proper post (see top note) so this is kinda just. run on. train of thought#get it out my head before it eats me#originally this was gonna be heavier on WHY i wanna see it but its a bit more narrative now idk#i don't control my brain#if this is a hot mess i am sorry i Did Not reread it once#and my handle on words is spotty at best on a good day#nyxtalks#ofmd#ofmd s2 spoilers#vaguely#izzy hands#israel hands#blackhands#edizzy#i need the izzy hands intervention squad to show him he has people who will back him on this 100%#hes not alone anymore hes safe and he doesn't need to take it#idk i just think. the loss of izzy would be the final straw for ed (izzy stays. thats the one truth. izzy stays) and it would destroy him#but maybe in a way he needs to be destroyed#idk what weve seen so far is very hot and cold and up and down and A Mess and jst. idk im pushing him over the edge#they consume me i want to lock them in a small room together i want to get them both 500m restraining orders#i did not include the 'Izzy leaves the boat' tangent on this but the door is open. to me. (sam. sam is there. To Me.)
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i love doodling swapinverse like hello drawing characters aside from the normal mtt is lowkey therapeutic 🧡🧡🧡 anyways i FINALLY FINALLY finished crash's lore!!!! and vice.SER is connected to him,,,, theyre interconnected!!! i forgot how much i liked crash's design (not the design but all the little gimmicks in the design. figuring out all the hanging ribbon bits is annoying but hey it looks good)
#outertale does not exist in swapinverse anymore. how quaint#dude thalia and melpomene are th only ones that r like. 100% good#I NEED TO MAKE MORE GOOD AND NICE CHARACTERS😭😭😭😭#mst..... recreators (qip name 4 siphon n crash?) and vice.SER........ theyre all EVIL (or have evil goals)#i WAS thinking doing something with reaper because i adore his design and aesthetic and i wanna combine it with SOMETHING idk what#anyways if core frisk error which is supposed to be vice.SER exists then should normal core frisk exist too?????#i mean i dont think that just because a core frisk role esque person exists doesnt mean the role is instantly filled up#the mst and mtt co exist in swapinverse but those 3 are like.... NORMAL aus. not outcodss n stuff#i love the giant lance thing i gave crash. i mean the ribbons can form any weapon and take any shape (kinda like puella magi mami's guns)#but like..... it just is so cool i love characters that use multiple weapons#i LOVE (haha) every single little gimmick thing i give swapinverse characters. the tiny details is what i adore giving them#if you catch me not posting 4 a bit its probably just bc im working on swapinverse or jk fashion au. or maybe ive seriously just lost motiva#anyways i have a few banger rants in my drafts ive yet to elaborate om but just like....... i dont feel like it#someon needs to wrangle those posts out of my tired lazy arms#lowkey why do siphon and crash remind me of kanade and mafuyu. idk i cant explain#if you cut vice.ser in half it would be like jelly with binary in it. i wanna eat him#he would tingle on my tongue but thats just the static. eating yhe glasses would be difficult bit they dont have lenses so its ok#i drew them both looking at us but i think that vice.ser is the only true one always looking at US.looking out from inside#god i love swapinverse sooo much i wish i could get it done faster and be goatedly good with motivation. a shame#but i do think that i may be finishing up the character descriptions 500% ish sure#SO THEN THAT MEANS I CAN WORK ON THE ACTUAL STORY!!!! WOOOOO#ive already decided that theres gonna be mentions of me myself and i in it. i love meta storytelling#im cursed with perpetually sweaty hands i hate having to draw on slighty damp paper. nobody understands me#UGH im getting too happy in life im starting to act weird in public and offering to help people. i need to stop#anyways just school doodles!!! because in the period where they take our phones i have naught to do but draw#i need to get back (start) my english reading. and then help my friend with a few questions on her homework. how joyous#and then i can get back to my BETTER homework (working on swapinverse :3)#crash managed to destroy outertale in his lore i wonder how many worlds vice.SER will destroy#actually if hes supposed to be core frisk error then i should make him NOT destroy worlds right???? right#tricule rant
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Short smut fic for asmo 🫡
MC and Asmo are having private time in a random room in RAD
(GN!MC and i dont bring up any parts either)
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"You act like you haven't been fluttering your eyelashes at me all day."
"But it worked didn't it?"
You huff partially from this statement but also from the way you were bouncing in Asmo's lap. This position was tiring.
"Need some help?"
He scoots back on your futon to lean against the wall. Your arms wrap around his neck, and his hands hold your hips to support you.
The responsible part of you knew you shouldn't be doing this. But the way Asmo kept looking at you. The unnecessary touches as he passed you in the hallway…You couldn't ignore it. So you dragged him to your "secret space" you'd sneak away to when everything became too much at RAD. The spot was a room that wasn't being used in a quiet part of the school. So you slowly started sneaking in things that would certainly have Lucifer lecturing you for hours. Now it was your own personal lounge.
"This stupid...uniform...is stuffy." Your jacket was unbuttoned but you were beginning to overheat.
"That's why we should have stripped," Asmo sighs.
You rest against him. "No way. What if there's a drill or someone decides they desperately need to get in this room?"
"But that's what makes this so fun~"
He kisses you against the neck as his pelvis rolls against you.
"The idea of someone seeing us together like this...." you feel his nails digging into your hips. "It's very exciting."
You look at Asmo and almost want to laugh but realize he's being very serious. So you start to actually think about this idea.
Someone seeing you and Asmo so intimately involved with one another that you were completely unaware of your surroundings?
It's a little embarrassing but you feel a rush of arousal and end up clenching around Asmo.
"See? You always get me MC ❤ "
His kiss silences any denials you have. When he pulls back he's slightly out of breath. "MC can I finish in you? I don't want to pull out!"
You're not thinking straight and practically beg him to. You're so tired and stopped riding him a while ago so when Asmo stops supporting you to hug you instead you immediately slump down on his cock. Your body tenses and your own orgasm hits you while Asmo moans directly in your ear.
Your grip on Asmo loosens and you lay against him. As you feel your eyelids getting heavy the room door rattles.
You jump, fully awake.
"It's okay we locked the door. You're too nervous hon."
You feel Asmo's hands rubbing your lower back but you get out of his lap. And immediately regret letting him finish inside you.
You pull your school bag towards you to look for a napkin or something.
"We should get out of here anyways...."
"Nooo, let's skip our next class and hang out here! Anyways, you're obviously sleepy."
Asmo reaches his arms out towards you, motioning for you to come back into his arms.
But you shake your head and wipe your inner thigh. "I actually take notes during class though."
He huffs. "You're such a nerd." He lays on his side on the futon and starts to inspect his acrylic nails.
"...Asmo come on."
He stares intently at you. Too intently.
"Whatever you're trying to do, it's not gonna work."
"MC please, I can literally smell your horniness from here."
You deadpan. That little ability of his was so troublesome. Sometimes he was able to tell what you were feeling before you even acknowledged it.
"We can mess around after school, let's just get to class!"
"Hmmm...kay." He sits up and starts tidying himself.
...That easy???
In the middle of your class you suddenly remember you had plans with someone else after school and internally groan realizing you'd have to cancel. Dealing with an annoyed Asmo was out of the question.
You pinch the bridge of your nose and side eye said demon. He notices you looking and smiles.
#obey me#asmodeus x mc#asmodeus x reader#obey me asmodeus#asmo is a little “spicy” here#i kinda write him to be like this at times#hes very sweet but can be a handful especially if hes in some type of mood#if that makes sense#anyways yeah!#this scenario has been in my mind a long time so put one version of it on paper#im posting this through my phone god tumblr pls just send it through#dont destroy the formatting pls#i started this today and i didnt wanna think about it after today so finished really fast#be like that sometimes
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I appreciate the love for Shoko but all the theories about her somehow resurrecting gojo from death is really setting her up for disappointment
#imo them collecting the body can just be a sentimental choice too not a major plot changer#shoko bringing him to life when barely any chapters have passed without him and without any indication of her having that ability would#be a very cheap move lmao#i still don’t think he’ll come back at all but if he did I’d want it mostly to be His choice. then Shoko could fix him up after#but yeah next chapter will likely be something horrific or sad#it is NOT looking good for yuuta and rika#I don’t want yuuta to die—at least not until there’s a semblance of hope for the protags#gotta balance out the misery with some hope and effort#buuuuut rika??? could see her being destroyed easily next chapter#….and maybe yuuta too. someone important might get eaten soon#jjk spoilers#wanna say that I DO think Shoko will be healing and helping though!!!#just not gojo for next chapter 🤨 part of me wishes higuruma isn’t dead tbh#look if it’s executed AMAZINGLY and thoroughly explained without making it a shocking fake out death—then sure Gojo returnings fine#jjk 248
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every time i remember "ingo is an ascian/ancient who literally forgot everything about that" it still kills me. so much staying power in the idea of the protagonists rocking up to ishgard having the worst day of their lives and there's a fucking ASCIAN just chilling waiting for them and they're like fucking dammit now we have to deal with THIS. and then he's not. like he's literally just chilling. he is so very much just some guy. and they're like why the fuck are you dressed like an evil wizard then and he's like they're comfy robes :(
#swift plays ff14#the nemesis speaks#not that it makes sense for ingo to be dressed like an ascian if he is in fact the watcher as previously proposed#but this is so hysterical to me so idc. slight amendment to fashion senses that's just how all ancients dressed forever#so like naturally ingo wouldn't wanna change. ancients famously don't like having more than like#2 outfits conceptually and generally just the one#venat and themis greatest rebels ever wearing (checks notes) the same ass robe but in white#anyway the other slightly less funny more serious part 2 is irida pulling the thordan Thing w/ the eye#becoming a vessel for palkia etc. diff motives obviously but same outcome#and this completely destroys ingo naturally. bc he doesn't remember it but it's just his brother leaving him all over again#this would also be the point where the protags actually buy that he really isn't an evil space wizard#because he is IMMEDIATELY kill-it-with-fire the SECOND he sees a primal. not exactly ascian behavior#anyway. meaningless rambling over#edit: oh yeah they also find out then that he's immune to tempering which is like ok you're not evil but that's goddamn weird#but nobody has much time to properly register or consider it bc. they are fighting evil dragon irida. not much time to pause and chat
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iced bun
“Happy Mother’s Day, Leorio.”
There’s silence on the other end for a second, just buzzing, before a loud yell.
“WHAT?! WHAT THE HELL DO YOU MEAN?!”
Killua holds back a giggle, and he can hear Leorio grumbling and mumbling on the other side.
Killua sniffs, putting on his best wobbly voice.
“W-What? Nanika and Alluka d-did it for me…”
“Fine. Thanks, kid. Now stop messing with me and get some rest! Doctor's Orders!”
Killua’s eyes water and he looks at Gon, wailing.
“G-Gon… L-Leorio… actually cares about m-me…”
Leorio can hear his blubbering through the phone, and he isn’t sure if Killua is still trolling him or is serious.
“O-Of course, I do!”
#;windy’s stuff#gonkillu#KI IS THE SWEETEST BABEY PRINCESS AHHHHHHHHHH#HE DESERVES ALL THE DESIGNER BAGS AND EXPENSIVE CHOCO#BUT HE ALSO JUST LOVES THE LITTLE MACARONI HEART NANIKA DID HE IS THE SWEETEST BABEY ANGEL EVER AHHHHHHH#HE IS BASICALLY THEIR MOM#THE MOST PRECIOUS MOM#POOR KI I WAS ABOUT TO DESTROY THE WORLD IN THE BEGINNING HE DESERVED A REAL CHILDHOOD AND TO BE CARED FOR BY HIS MOM AND NOW HES THE SWEET#YOU CANNOT SAY NO TO KI IT IS ILLEGAL#OMG HE IS THE SWEETEST LITTLE BABEY ANGEL I STG#KIS LITTLE HANDS ALWAYS AHHH I JUST STG HIM#JUST KI#HES SO SMOL AND CUTE HIS WITTLENESS AND AHHHHHH#KIS FAKE CRYING KILLS ME HE IS SO PRECIOUS AND CUTE#GON CAME RUSHING FOR HIS BABEY#IF HE CRIES YOU BETTER WANNA MAKE IT BETTER INSTANTLY#HES SO PRECIOUS MY HEART CANNOT#G-Gon picking his angel up GAHHH AHHH 🥺🥺🥺🤧🤧😭😭😭🤲🤲#I'm gonna cry I love all them so much 😭😭😭😭🥺🥺🤧🤧🤧🤲 LEORIO AND KI AND KIS SISTERS AND KI AND GONKI#AND KI JUST DESERVES ALL THAT LOVE HE IS LEGIT SUCH A SWEETHEART I LOVE HIM SO MUCH MY BABEY SUNSHINE ANGEL KI IS NO MOON HE IS THE LITTLES
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Some au antag doodles
#keese draws#eternal gales#decided to finally try my hand at drawing au fydd#and decided to also draw the two I’ve already designed#I kinda chickened out hard with this au fydd design but that’s mostly because I don’t know how I’d go about implementing the big thing I cut#I wanted to include a nod at my old tazian (the species I recycled for fydd) worldbuilding by giving him some rainbow ‘hair’#but I definitely am not capable of drawing my vision well enough for my standards rn so maybe one day I’ll go for it but not rn#but long story short in the original version of the species those who were more middling height would have strands of or even entirely#rainbow hair which was like 90% me bullshitting but I have thought of a retroactive excuse#long story short most tazians would either be super tiny or like stupid tall and more middling height ones were rare#but one thing I realized lately is that all my tall ones had white hair and all my short ones had black hair#so the retroactive excuse is that the rainbow is a transitional period that usually indicates young age but can sometimes be permanent if#they don’t end up becoming properly tall#and I wanted to nod at that concept with au fydd since he’s 15 and is what would be considered pretty middling height#but that would mean figuring out how I’d wanna go about coloring that and that would make me lose it#for context fydd’s hair is supposed to be a smidge feathery#and also I like to keep my characters having somewhat manageable color pallets#not that I’m particularly good at that but I try#oh also second biggest failure of this drawing I made it so I couldn’t draw his other eye rip#he’s missing his other eye due to basically completely destroying it in the process of blowing up his original universe#the other two aren’t missing any major design elements that I can think fo fortunately#these three are all favorites of mine amongst the au antags they’re so silly#and by that I mean one of them is a grown ass adult torturing teenagers and the other two are heavily traumatized teenagers that are#helping said grown ass adult torture teenagers#well only one of them is properly helping owl is just here to meet her crush#she genuinely did not think the others would get as far and go as hard as they did#au fydd was the first member of the squad au bloom recruited and he is easily the most loyal to her#he’s also the only one au bloom even mildly gives an actual shit abt#au fydd went through a Lot in his original universe and is very ‘let’s burn it all down’ with his approach to helping#owl also went through a lot but she came out the other end just desperately wanting to stop fighting
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idk if or when I will post my OCxJJ fic but what you gotta understand is, that
JJ "we would find each other in every universe" Maybank x Eno "this is my single one shot at happiness, one wrong decision and this goes south" Carter
just slaps fucking hard to me and I can't even explain it without going on a tanget.
#stfu echo#it's the fact that I tried#I have so many AUs for them that I have written out or just drafted and just the tiniest change will cause a ripple effect that will cause#them to eventually not be together#it's one of the greatest things I have ever accidentally accomplished#bc it's so clear#she knows it that why she works so hard to keep him#but he's just happy to be there#and when you get an AU it ultimately ends with both of them completely destroyed and incapable of finding love again bc they fumbled the one#Aaaugghhhhh it makes me wanna bite people tbh#also#yes that's her name. no I can't change it anymore even though i lowkey want to#she has been with me for over a year I can't change this
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Looking back at some screencaps i took of the hospital fight, I think the entire situation would've made me less mad if the heroes were just honest about wanting to kill Tomura while he's comatose in the fishtank ngl
#reading mmha#like how h/awks wanted twice dead or alive but overall dead in the end#bc the hospital heroes calling comatose Tomura a 'thing“ and a monster and saying that he shouldn't ever be woken up no matter what!!#ALSO literally them destroying the tank keeping him comatose + all the equipment xless exploded to “ensure” Tomura stays dead#just screams that's they didn't want him to be alive lol 😭 like just admit it asfhjk h/awks was at least honest#i think that's why the whole “Shigaraki's heart stopped!! 😨” part makes me so mad bc literallyyyy what the fuck were they expecting#after all the shit they did implying otherwise 😭 i hate when characters don't wanna own up to their actions#anyways sorry for the rant 💀#was thinking abt this rn and might as well save my thoughts in the event i change my mind later h
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guess who is being clinically unwell over yb and technically tkb again haha it’s meeee *SOBBING*
#i ran into the drawing refs for baby tkb. i cried#HE WAS SO SMALL :( IT’S SO UPSETTING :((#i know it’s like a Needed that he is traumatized because he is a ygo character but#man. he was just a kid. he watched everything happen :(#and i just can’t get over how after three millennia he still isn’t able to avenge them. he spends his whole life trying to and he still-#-couldn’t. he just gets ultimately destroyed or whatever#makes a pact with the literal darkness just to try and avenge his village even when it would shroud the whole earth in darkness or whatever#still couldn’t. still couldn’t make up for the loss of his family. still couldn’t get back at the pharaoh.#still couldn’t live up to what they wanted for him#just. loses himself to his vengeance and never comes back from it#don’t get me started on how the spirits of kul elna tried to protect him and literally shield him from harm i will start Crying#not that i am not already close to that >_>#everything about anything he’s been through just makes me so sad :(#i hate how much it is just dismissed in canon#i wanna hold him and make him know how much i care about it#how much i think about all he’s been through#how i probably get more visibly upset over it than he does… /hj#i would say i want to protect him but i don’t think he needs protecting#he’s strong and he’s made it this far and i’m proud of him for that but also sob crying IT’S STILL BECAUSE OF HOW MUCH HE’S BEEN THROUGH…#agajshdkxn holding him kissing him etc etc i’m an absolute fool over this man#he makes me so sad and so happy at the same time :( i love him so much…..#sorry brain worms are strong today#a thief after my own heart#four of spades
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ok erm. halloween animation meme lowkey postponed until next year (because i know damn well i'll need a whole year to finish this with my motivation 💀) because i have another much more invigorating and fresh idea that i wanna draw for the mtt. inspired by these 3 fuckass monkeys
#my bad chat i forgot how shit my procrastination is...... erm#KEEP AN EYE OUT. next year. and i lowkey just dont have the motivation rn school is pissing me off#blame my math teacher its because she caused me to crash out resulting in a hormone imbalance#which resulted in my loss of motivation for that. TRUST 🤞#anyways i think these monkeys suit them a lot. killer dust horror in that order#i feel like dust is the most obvious because like hearing you cannot turn off compared to sight and speaking#to get through the genocides he would need to forcefully push through it while horror and killer already had fucked up mental states#i would say that killer COUKD be see no evil but i thought it would make more sense for him to be speak no evil#because he's constantly plagued by his guilt yet struggles so damn much to ever confront it or even talk about it#also i think it fits more to have his hand over his mouth bc like. when a authority figure wants control#they usually order people to shut up. like imagining a teacher telling their student to be quiet#your voice is one of the most important forms of self expression and killer's autonomy and self have been beaten so bad#he cannot talk about it anymore. he knows its shit since stage 1 exists. he cannot talk about it#and i gave horror see no evil because until dust he didn't have control over what happened to (some) of what happened#and unlike killer he's perfectly fine with expressing how shit things are. but he just refuses to#he rather delude himself and believe that this was all justified even if its shit. he refuses to see the reality because itd destroy him#i love that the saying was originally meant as a way to avoid doing and thinking evil things#but now its associated with turning a blind eye to wrongdoings. like the world's shittiest coping mechanism#USGAH!!!! they all used to be completely normal sanses b4 they got fucked up........#and now theyre all broken and changed and not morally just anymore..... just like the saying's associations!!!!!!!#and i remember that one ancient ddlc offical art#where all the girls were connected into one big piece. and i wanna do something like thst#and make it one big piece. maybe like as a final know no evil thingy#who knows i need to shower and brush my teeth and then i can get to drawing the sketches for this#tricule rant
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