#he is genuinely not letting this role go
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baguettte · 1 year ago
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Coming out of the grave to post this ✨brighty✨ news.
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stagefoureddiediaz · 4 months ago
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The Helena diaz of it all has me fascinated. I’ve said for a long while that Eddie’s real issues are his mommy issues and this episode just cemented for me that we’re gonna explore that and deal with it.
Because it’s Helena who forced Eddie to grow up to fast - because her husband wasn’t around much - so she pushed Eddie into de facto parent and husband role ls - selfishly filling her needs and ignoring the damage it was doing to her son (it is a form of abuse in my book).
Eddie then had the audacity to fall in love with and marry Shannon and get her pregnant. It’s why Helena was always so off with Shannon - she was punishing her. She is also punishing Eddie for all of this and his refusal to return to El Paso only cemented further her bitterness and resentment.
Now she does have Ramon back she doesn’t need Eddie any longer to fill that role so she is still punishing him and part of that is tied into her glee over now getting to parent Christopher - something she has always been intent on doing the doppelgänger just gave her the opportunity- as well as allowing her to further punish her son and his love of Shannon.
Her barbed comments about building a pool were all about showing what she can provide Christopher - how she is parenting him better than Eddie - it’s part of her mind games - making Eddie feel like more of a failure as a parent to his son.
The reality of course is that the reverse is true - Helena’s parenting is all superficial, flash and showy - it isn’t the hard day to day parenting when things get tough and you have to be the bad guy. While Eddie has made mistakes, there is nothing superficial, flash, or showy about his parenting. It’s why bucks comments about Eddie being a great dad are so important.
Eddie feel like a failure right now and that he is entirely to blame for everything. But in reality, while he does bear a bit of the responsibility, the truth of the matter is that he needs to learn and deal with the fact that all of it actually stems from Helena and her abuse of her young son - Shannon never stood a chance just like Eddie never has.
#genuinely don’t see how she can get any sort of redemption arc#but this is 911 so maybe they’ll find a way 🤷🏻‍♀️#Helena’s treatment of Eddie is a form of child abuse - it has done so much damage to him psychologically#I do really hope we finally get to meet Sophia and adriana as part of this arc beciase I think it might be very revealing#I am also wondering if Ramon had a stache in the past - and that is what Eddie is subconsciously trying to mimic#and that is about him trying to regain his mothers affection - trying to fill that husband role she forced him into#and that shaving it off is a part of his dealing with that and choosing to free himself from her clutches#and in doing that - standing up for himself etc - it will be the trigger that v ring schristopher back#the catholic guilt and Eddie’s queerness is also all tied up in this - the church reinforces and condones Helena and her actions#the Catholic Church has a long history of abuse of children in all it’s horrendous forms#so Eddie seeking solace in that direction think it will help him find away back to Helena’s good books only for it to open a few doors he#has bolted shut#as for the queer aspect - forcing Eddie to grow up too fast and fill this role of husband to his mother and parent to his siblings means#Eddie never got the chance to learn who he actually is - to explore his sexuality and all that goes with that - at the age one normally#would - as a teenager and into your 20’s. it explains so much around his relationship with Shannon and dealing with the helana of it all#and the queerness of his identity - ​will also allow him to actually let Shannon go#Eddie’s arc is going to be incredible - heartbreaking and gut wrenching - but incredible#Helena diaz it’s on sight - she is evil and cannot be redeemed in my eyes!#911 spoilers#Thinky thoughts#eddie diaz#911 abc
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lucabyte · 3 months ago
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#@ comment directed to me in a tag. i have not talked abt them anywhere publicly but if u were deep enough in the paint in 2020ish theyre#like not super surprising. i think i wanna get back around to the trolls in my reread (so itll b a while) before i say anthing solid#just so i can go in w intent to pay closer attention again but like#overall have a low opinion on most the troll boys insofar as i see that the narrative seems to also not care for them. they seem to exist#to serve narrative purposes & end up discarded when no longer relevant. ie they dont end up very interesting and thus i view#many fans with suspicion when they have 'boys disease' ie having an outsized focus on the boys of the story despite hs being by the end#an extremely female dominated text with a lot to say about masculinity as an opressive force#tavros and gamzee are the biggest bugbears here (only really beaten out in eyebrow raising by cronus and the male dancestors)#on account of fans of them often downplaying gamzee's misogyny that is core to his role as a charismatic cult leader (or worse#sending trans women death threats when they made the factual assesment that gamzee was written to be a weird misogynist calling it#character assassination etc. man 2020 was wild.) tavros mostly just ends up being an accessory to this crime tbh. though his genuinely#complicated relationship w vriska oft being flattened to villify vriska + an inability to actually read what tavros Says...#like. if you get rid of tavros' quirk. stammering and all. and read his lines. he's kind of fucking rude? and yeah its alternia they all ar#but i have my hesitancies wrt how people seem to infantilise him (a disabled character) to the point of ignoring his dialogue and flaws#when one of tavros' core conceits (u can argue if this is . like. something hussie should have stayed out of. like its not their lane) is#that shitty ppl online will be assholes but will be allowed to get away with it due to unrelated disability. which like. it was 2010 ig#but this is hit upon again with mituna being distinctly a 4 channer with real brain damage and speech issues & all his friends letting him#get away with shit he still clearly has the cognitive capacity to know is wrong. its very messily handled but. i dont rlly like tavros ig.#will b amazed if tumblr doesnt eat these tags i went on wayy too long. but im not putting this in plaintext for obvi reasons#lucabytereads
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tortillas · 2 years ago
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congratulations on canute and thorfinn who somehow managed to be foils, two sides of the same coin, men with the same dream yet diametrically opposed paths to reach it, whose sense of self was fundamentally shaped by the horrors of war and came out the other side changed and somehow they still managed to have absolutely ZERO romantic chemistry. don't think they're even like. actual friends. love does NOT win ♥️
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moongothic · 5 months ago
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Okay but has anybody made a CrocHawk Beauty and the Beast AU
#Moon posting#OP Meta#CrocHawk#Mihawk is entirely unimpressed and unshocked by Crocodile's appearance he just wants Croc to Fucking Chill#(He has the emotional maturity of a toddler and gets cranky easily)#Croc probably isn't actively out to woo anybody because he doesn't think he'd ever find someone he'd genuinely tolerate. Let alone like#Unfortunately for him he absolutely enjoys Mihawk's company and chill vibes.#Doflamingo gets Gaston's role tho where he's innitially out to marry Mihawk he becomes FERAL when he finds out about Crocodile#He catches one glimpse at the sandy bananawani monster prince and is immidiately down and BAD#Like he doesn't know what that Thing is nor what its deal is but he needs it. The Thing needs to become his.#And so he pivots to 1) trying to assassinate Mihawk without Crocodile finding out so he can 2) Woo the monster prince -> Profit#Doflamingo being a sneaky bastard he could probably find a way to snoop around Crocodile's castle (pyramid?)#And figure out that there's somekinda curse that could be broken and the inhabitants of the castle turned back into humans#Maybe the curse wasn't like Cosmic Punishment for Croc being an ass maybe he tried to make a deal with a Big Headed Witch to change his bod#And it didn't quite go as planned. But the reptile monster was still an improvement over the tiddies so he's somewhat fine with it#Sucks for the servants though#(Something about imagining the Baroque Works members as Croc's enchanted servants has me in absolute hysterics)#Anyway maybe Doflamingo could find like some old pre-curse painted portrait of the master and would be allured by the tiddy#Sucks for Mingo though 'cause after Mihawk breaks the curse Croc gets the body he wanted from the get go#So the witch did grant Croc his wish. They just had go about doing it in a Really Weird Way (heehaw)#Anyway they kill Mingo and live happily ever after (heehaw)
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sinnettini · 21 days ago
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so is jannik your favorite player? i was under the impression it was matteo. sorry just curious 😅
hi friend! oh yeah that's a totally fair assumption fjfvjv yeah no it's jannik but matteo is a close second! (for wta it's aryna with ons and jasmine as close seconds. but jannik is like my #1 favorite player in general)
#maybe this is bc i have said more than once before that i'd root/want for matteo to win in a final against jan#and i do stand by that! like jannik is jannik to me i always want him to win BUT bc of how matteo's career went compared to jannik's (+ the#fact matteo is older) i'd take him winning a tournament over jannik pretty much any time#like. in a match that's early rounds i'm... a little more conflicted mostly bc as much as i love and have faith i matteo atm jannik is#just objectively more likely to go far in any tournament. so matteo beating him and then not winning the whole thing would kind of suck#bc i'd think “jannik could've won it all”. you know what i mean?#but like i still hold genuine hope in me that matteo could do it. always. so i WOULD be happy if he beat jannik#(or like. i'd be happy he won. not happy he beat jannik :/)#it's just if he did and then lost to someone else i'd want to cry for a week LMAO 😭#but anyway in a FINAL? no contest i would rather matteo wins it. at the moment at least#maybe that could change in the next years idk if like matteo gets really good again and wins like at least one slam lmao i'd be okay#with jannik beating him in a final again. OR if jannik won a shitton of slams and went for like a record???? but#let's not get ahead of ourselves here AND LET'S NOT JINX ANYTHING.#i'm talking too much but just to wrap it up: back in 2021 for example i'd have chosen jannik to win over matteo. definitely#bc their careers were on not exactly opposite trajectories as they are now but in a sense their 'roles' were switched#matteo was italy's number one and it was clear he was meant to win big things- so i thought well he's going to win a slam soon. i'd have#rooted for jannik to win as a sort of underdog in that scenario! now with matteo's career having taken a different direction due to injurie#he is not the favorite to win big tournaments anymore while jan most definitely is! so. matteo winning a trophy would mean more basically#that was way too long sorry gifbkhbm#yeah jan's my number one <3 he's the only one who's made me feel the same way roger did when i was younger and watching tennis :')#asks#anon
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couldbebetterforsure · 2 years ago
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Me, yesterday: I know Sou is frustrated because he feels he isn’t performing as well as he was hoping, especially compared to Kisa and Suzu, but all he needs is the right role and I’m sure it’ll all click! I hope the Fall Performance gives him that! ☺️☺️☺️
Sou: *doesn’t get a named role in Mary Jane*
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daydreamerdrew · 3 months ago
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Marvel: Heroes & Legends (1997) #1
#the interesting things here are that Steve recognizes he needs to ‘learn to lighten up’#particularly that that’s in the context of his relationship with Rick#since Steve acts so differently with him than he does with everyone else#that Steve would think ‘it’s hard for me to come out of my shell’ in the context of his relationship with Rick#when I would say he’s really overly emotionally expressive with Rick#both in that he tells Rick deeply personal things like that Rick’s given him the will to go on very early in their relationship#he also opens up to Rick later this issue about his ‘gnawing fear’ that the original Avengers won’t ever return to the team#but also in that he isn’t restrained with Rick at all#he’ll talk to him harshly if that’s the mood he’s in#(Steve genuinely does need to lighten up towards Rick)#with the expectation that Rick’s not going to leave him regardless#it stands out that Rick would insist ‘I’m /me/- not Bucky Barnes’ when really he’s trying to take Bucky’s exact role in Steve’s life#and because of that he never argued that point in either of his two stints with Steve#the closest would be ‘If I’m not good enough to fill Bucky’s boots… say so!’ in Captain America (1968) issue 110#and the idea that Steve made up his mind but allowed Rick to think otherwise is brand new#I think that Steve was inconsistent in the early issues of The Avengers (1963) not because he was tricking Rick#but because he was mentally all over the place#he didn’t tell Rick right away when he changed his mind about letting Rick be his sidekick after he learned Zemo is alive#so Rick didn’t learn about the change until Rick raised the topic#but that was definitely not above Steve trying to ‘find a way to break it to him- a way he’ll understand’ at all#that was because Steve was in his own world in his own mind#marvel#steve rogers#rick jones#my posts#comic panels
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thecomet-and-themeteor · 10 months ago
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I don't know how much sense this makes but I need a Langelique Cinderella AU, I think it'd work pretty well
#brought to you by:#my last post about angelique's fuck-ass sneakers#& juliet#and juliet#&j#okay but genuinely I think it would work really well#like Angelique is working for lady and daddy cap right#ignore how I called him daddy cap we did Romeo and Juliet for the school play this year and that's what we all called him#and like May and Juliet are the quote unquote evil stepsters#but you know they're not evil they're just like way nicer in comparison to their parents#and like you know the prince holds a ball to find a wife and it's this like whole thing#because lady and daddy cap want Juliet and may to go to like end up with the prince#and like the prince is still Frankie here because maycois is goated let's be real#and like this is kind of where you could either make it centric to a specific ship or you could just do like the whole thing as an au#you could say that like Frankie likes May but when they approach the capulets they're like oh Juliet you want Juliet and it's a whole thing#and you could do jumeo because I don't know maybe Romeo is like you know what Paris was like in the actual Romeo and Juliet play Romeo is#like Paris and the capulets hate him because Lance has kind of like pushing Frankie to be with Romeo but Romeo wants to be with Juliet#and Juliet wants to be with Romeo and blah blah blah but Lance and Angelique specifically comes in where it's like okay but what if Lance i#also looking for a new partner at these balls because you know his wife like died and he needs someone else to share the throne with and#that's why both may and Juliet end up going because their parents don't care about the age difference because their parents suck and they'r#just like you're going to end up with royalty one way or another and you know Angelique is like be safe and actually parenting them and#and warning them and making sure they're prepared to like actually go out to this ball because royalty or not it's still dangerous and#they're both like why don't you just come with us and it's a bit where like maybe April and William play the role of fairy godparents#and you know Angelique is able to go and she meets Lance and they have their little shoe thing and they have the Cinderella ark meanwhile#there's the whole love square with May Frankie Juliet and Romeo and Juliet gets to have a moment where it's like how are you so controlling#that you're pushing May to get with a man like 30 years their senior yet you cant deal with me getting with the wrong rich guy and may is#like screw y'all Juliet was The Golden child anyway okay I get what I want now and it's all happily ever after#and angelique gets Lance a magical girl transformation and some CLEAN FUCKING SNEAKERS EVEN MINE ARENT THAT DIRTY N I DONT CLEAN EM FOR SHI#anyways
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deadrlngers · 1 year ago
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no but thinking of violante's manic state following her murder of ruven and that sick game of association-replacement played by gortash where he acts just like ruven did, picks up some of his behaviours and mannerisms and speech patterns he specifically used with violante and that he knows of well bc he observed and studied them interact, so that he can fill up the now empty spot left by ruven's death.
#rena.txt#LIKE THE LAYERS. vio is visibly not. alright. it's all about 'i'm alone without him' so he plays a role. takes advantage of the weakness so#to devote her to him like she was devoted to ruven. vio could've killed for ruven and now more than ever she's a powerful asset to have on#your side. plus she showed she can and will kill. she took out the only person she cared for (in their twisted ways) in the world so she's#useful but dangerous. a double edged blade. no better moment than now that vio is so unstable and lacks purpose and a sense of community#to lure her on his side for his future plans. there's smth about the manipulation in it that makes me lose it like#i know this is what you desperately need rn and i know you know you will never have it back so what if i showed you i can be that thing#you're missing? that sense of loneliness is what he's pressing on the most. and the loss too. and vio notices ofc she recognises when he#speaks or acts in a certain way. she's aware but willingly letting his plan work bc god. she does miss ruven so sickly much and the comfort#in a lie is preferable to what's going on in her mind in that moment.#there's exploitation and there's a lil touch of loneliness on his side too and it's bitter to pretend to be someone else to convince her to#stay but he won't ever admit it. genuinely think that if vio didn't leave without saying a word his plan would've worked. she'd willingly#pretend he could replace ruven. it would hurt less probably#that devotion that could lead her to do great horrors...both her weakness and strength 👍 the illusion of free choice 👍#it's past 3am if i could elaborate better i would but i feel like i'm having visions at this point.hit me with a giant hammer so i can slee#i 🫶 toxicity in my characters dynamics btw
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the-acid-pear · 1 year ago
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Something I adore about T-Bag is how subtle but consistent his character development is because as the seasons go on and he spends more time out of the jail (or, in other, worse jails) the more of his worst traits and beliefs he kinda let's go. Which is what makes me passionate about him he really has it in him to improve, to change. By the intro of season 5 he was literally just living alone in a swamp or something and didn't even want anything to do with Michael.
Like it's not that it happens from morning to noon it's just that there's less and less opportunities for him to repeat his problems to the point he just stops doing it altogether willingly it's just really neat. I just enjoy it.
#luly talks#and we're in the tags let's speak straight here im talking about him giving up on being racist MEHCGDGYHD 😭😭#like i mentioned the cannibalism part. in season 1 he was just The White Supremacist™ of the prison#that every prison setting needs of course. wouldn't be a prison setting otherwise. he was also filling other roles but you fill up the rest#and while honestly i dont remember that being that big of a topic compared to how bad he wanted michael carnally#he still annoyed people i just laughed bc i remembered Abruzzi insulting him for it twice. he was so sillh#i dont remember what he said but it did annoy teddy they had something so beautiful#anyway uh. yeah no like relationships w c-note and Sucre weren't perfect. season 2 they even told one of my fave jokes#about him having a ''yellow hand'' that made him have such a look of genuine despair that was SO fucking funny.#it's also a great scene bc c-note and sucre never really got along but for this one time they perfectly teamed up to make this guy feel Bad#true solidarity tbh anyway#this is all to say that by season 4 he really wasn't that racist if at all anymore. like i mentioned he was w sancho and like...#he was just vibing. when sancho fell he actually tried to get him to keep going. he didnt HAVE to#earlier seasons teddy wouldn't have even TRIED he'd have just kicked his body and kept going#but before he decided to cannibalize the man he had that moment of genuine compassion that is just so good#SO normal about Theodore Bagwell and this shit goofy show..........
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localvoidcat · 2 years ago
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i am curious, spill it. eyes emoji /nf
i don’t like alt gabriel. that’s it that’s the whole confession ill elaborate in the tags though
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sixth-prince · 1 year ago
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#music#dj alun's club mix tape#this is one that alun shares with other dearly beloved oc delial#both of whom are plagued by disillusionment with themselves and their fate and their place in the world and the role they play in it#in alun's case.... well he talks a tremendously big game for someone who is genuinely pretty insecure#he KNOWS what he has to do. he knows who he has to be and how he has to be to get things done. and he has!#his rise into the court was something he wanted. becoming one of the princes was something he wanted.#and once he was there the next step was obvious. they had their goal. the end of the war (and everything else) was in sight.#with just a little more time a little more power and a little more discipline everything they've struggled for would finally be realized#except... it didn't. none of it did. ascension never happened. and now baphomet (as far as he knows) is further away than he's ever been.#what do you do with that? how do you take all that and move on?#the short answer is of course that you don't. that you compartmentalize it all#and pray to the god you've latched on to out of sheer terror and desperation that it never ever comes back up to the surface#not even all that death could make it right. all that loss. if he thinks about it too much it'll crack him open like an egg. so he doesn't.#locks it behind knowing it was necessary. knowing it's what had to be done. and that's as deep as he can let it go.#anyway thanks for coming to my ted talk#oh yeah also this one features the lovely anohni who we've talked about before so extra points for that
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rollforjackass · 2 years ago
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there's an essay cooking in my brain about the emphasis on 'power' in will & hannibal's relationships with killing and its direct ties to the different ways they both view god. also its ties to the way they adopt aesthetics (beautiful & ugly instead of good & bad) to excuse themselves from their own actions and place their own suffering over that which they inflict on others. gotta give it a stir and let it simmer
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sa-bo · 2 years ago
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That 4kids comp is FUCKING destroying me DID 4KIDS SANJI REALLY SOUND LIKE THAT OH MY FUCKING GOD WHAT DID YOU DO TO HIM
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grison-in-space · 2 months ago
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I would be so much more excited by Athena plotlines if we ever used her canonical tendencies to get caught up in the moment's drama and go so far over the top that the bottom is no longer visible for, like. Comedy. This is a middle aged woman, intensely conscious of her own sense of dignity, who routinely gets sucked into Drama with teenagers. Not even just her own teenagers! Any random teenagers that sass her!
I think the most fascinating and endearing parts of Athena are her total lack of self awareness and her tendencies to go absolutely over the top the moment she isn't focusing on what people might think. These are the same traits that make her, frankly, kind of an awful cop—she's a take on the Dirty Harry-style cop at odds with the law that inverts the usual race and gender markers of the archetype—but also a rather endearing person when she's not, say, trying to actually destroy someone. Let Athena be dramatic and ridiculous when the stakes are moderately low! Convince her to get excited about something with Bobby! Let Athena get a hobby!
Also, I really miss Michael's ability to gently puncture Athena's ego and shore up Bobby's confidence at the same time. I get why he got put on a bus but I miss him! Give Bobby friends again!
Enough police brutality Athena plotlines. I want an Athena plotline based on her canonical activity on stan twitter where one of her oomfs goes silent on twitter the day of the series finale after weeks of weird cryptic tweets and Athena has to go around convincing people that they have to look for oomfie and outing herself as being on stan twitter in the process.
#911#Athena#It's so clear at times that the show isn't certain what to do with Athena given the specter of police brutality#Because Athena is a wildly interesting character who ABSOLUTELY SHOULD NOT HAVE THE POWER AND AUTHORITY OF A COP#And that tension is inherent to the character concept as written#Because she's a riff on an archetype that is pure concentrated hypermasculine copaganda so you can dig into the accompanying implications#An archetype that is wildly workaholic in part because the unrestrained PTSD abs#In part because unrestrained PTSD and poor internal self awareness has long since tied her self worth and sense of purpose to the job#And that archetype generally doesn't willingly retire as she is not#Meanwhile you have Bobby over in the corner trying to tug at the concept of retirement and seeking connection and affection#In his role within her story as the second (not yet fridged) wife. within usual narrative of the archetype hes at high risk of fridging too!#I can't forget the extent to which early Hen and Athena are introduced as black women playing roles that almost always go to white men#And I think that plus the cop thing had written the show into a corner#Idk I think that building a pathway towards Athena actually arriving at a place where she might retire would also be narratively interesting#And free the character up for genuinely funny and potentially more interesting story lines as in S1#She's been trapped in the archetype a little too long. FREE HER. let Athena find who she is when Bobby's pants are on and she's off duty!#Let her be vulnerable and ridiculous and pushing on the bounds of her self concept again!
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