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Do you think you will ever check out Raincode? It's made by the same people who made DR but with a more focus on mystery. (It has the same vibes and stuff, I feel like you would like it a lot) another thing, the writing is so banger
Yes, I've already played Raincode!! Really enjoyed it, especially for the DR-like vibe and I actually made charms of the main cast:
I have sketches of Yomi and Yakou that I've been meaning to add to this set for ages but haven't been able to bring myself to refine them ;v; Makes me happy when people recognize the Raincode merch at cons tho! I'm really excited for Kodaka's new game too, I haven't played the demo yet!
#i think raincode just didnt have the same grip as DR for me#while i enjoyed it a lot and the general plot kept me hooked i think there were plot points that i wish had been explored more#and the ending was a bit predictable to me which doesnt necessarily make it bad but it set it up to be very shocking and then it was kinda#like yeah... saw that coming ages ago#i think there was a lot i wanted from the premise of the game that it just didnt provide which tbf happens quite often in DR too#but i think the biggest thing is that the characters in raincode feel a bit one dimensional and dont really get devloped as much as id like#now i played before the DLC content was released and have yet to play the DLC so ik that the charas get more fleshed out in that but the#game felt a little bit incomplete to me without that#i think dr appeals to me so well bc the main plot of the game allows for extremely strong archetypes of characters so even when theyre bein#comically over the top or die off early there's still a lot of room for personal headcanons and theories#but raincode misses the mark on that just a tiny bit#perhaps its also just that the cast is so small too#i like the dr murder mysteries bc whether im attached to the victim or murderer or hate their guts im personally invested in the trials#with raincode i didnt like that most of the mysteries felt so impersonal and the NPCs more often than not were generic#it def removed a layer of investment for me#ALL THAT TO SAY. I DONT DISLIKE RAINCODE#like i said i really enjoyed it and i think chapter 3?? Or whichever chapter they infiltrate the school in was my favorite specifically bc#it actually does kinda hit the mark with having NPC's with proper designs and also i really like desuhiko and his ability despite him being#the “pervert” archetype#all of this is mostly reflection on why it doesnt have as much of a vice grip as danganronpa has on me even after all these years#but as a game it was really fun to play and i did enjoy the overall storyline#i think yomi mightve been my next kokichi if his writing didnt flop so hard towards end game#he was so my type of character and then he just kinda. ended up doing nothing.#also i think makoto is ugly. no offense. send tweet#askibble#OH ONE MORE THING i really enjoyed the initial chapter and how the game opens up but im really mad that they didnt call back to the prologu#detectives at all#like i really thought maybe they'd at least haunt the narrative but nooppee#i really like that one girl pucci. or wahtegver her name was#ive been wanting to replay it recently tbh
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btw talking about character reactions to bkg dying (i wrote the deku post several hours ago but shh) Aizawa :
The absolute disbelief on his face. And then the widening eyes. Horikoshi really had fun with that close up like my mans was really like nuh uh you are not ignoring Aizawa. The eyebrows? The wrinkles? The absolute panic and despair in this man's eyes? When he sees his student (one of the most promising and one of the best and one of the most reckless) dead on the floor?
And then the anger? The handhold, the grip on that other student that very much should not be here, that should be safe and not in the middle of a warzone with him, the panic and the sweat and the clenched jaw? I'm still and forever going insane
#something to be said of monoma and manual too#monoma who's angry and crying (not just because of Manual's quirk anymore; there's tears dripping down his cheeks)#Monoma who fucking hates Bakugou's guts but who knows he doesn't deserve to die and who knows that means very concretely that /he/ could di#that they could /all/ die#but he still helps because only him can help and he has to help because he's a hero and he can't just back down now#(something something about the burden of a very useful quirk that can't be absent from fights going from Aizawa to Monoma)#and Manual who looks so tired and stressed out and who's glancing at Monoma like. Fuck. he's a kid. he's a kid. he's a kid#cries shakes#the monoma aizawa manual trio in this part of the war is like. im dying#anyways#mha#bnha#aizawa shouta#bakugou katsuki#mha spoilers#bnha spoilers#sorry for the heavy mha posting everyone the hyperfixation is hyperfixating#mad mha ramblings//
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rewatching some sga and man. season three. WHIPLASH season. introduces michael, todd, jeannie, and the replicators! irresistible and irresponsible, my beloathed. echoes and phantoms, my beloved. tao of rodney followed immediately by the game. oof
#i love todd btw and amongst other reasons i just. i just love that he's called TODD. sheppard just NAMES HIM TODD#and he goes with it! going forward they all call him that and he's never like 'will you people quit it'#also michael. just. answers to michael. bruh. wouldn't you call yourself literally anything else. but nah he's just. michael from then on#but i hate michael. like i get it bc hey if i got war crime'd i'd be mad too. but also. hate that guy's guts. fk that guy#jeannie... girl. your family has Problems. and she rubs me the wrong way not least bc of what happens in mckay and mrs. miller#but anyway this wasn't gonna be a huge rant#i love tao of rodney and hate the game btw. which you just lost muahaha#ANYWAY#stargate atlantis#my favorite#tv shows#this sure was a post#personal#abbie needs a twitter
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In case anybody isn't aware, there's a brief backstory about a certain Spy vs. Spy short
Good evening, folks. The Spy vs. Spy short that had to do with ventriloquism from MADtv is basically another fan favorite besides Defection. Not to mention that it's also the only short where anybody has spoken a single word at all.
I will admit, I do find the raspy voices, and the incomprehensible babble, the spies were given (especially White Spy) pretty interesting and, just like the suppressed snickering they had throughout most of the shorts, it suits them very well to some degree.
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I've heard rumors that the spies were probably voiced by Bryan Callen right up until he left the show right after season two. Is this true? I dunno, but it may be possible.
Anyhow, in case anybody isn't aware, this whole incident was actually provoked when Black taunted White by shouting profanities at the latter whilst he was minding his own business, as seen at the very beginning of the original paperback strip.

See?
Geesh, as much I like Black Spy and all, he can be such a huge wise-ass (I kinda did want to slug Black in the gut for straight up taunting White like that, I will admit). Well, it all came back to bite him on the ass when White retaliated by inventing a mini speaker and a mini microphone so that..well I'd see the events unfold in the video if I were you (and/or check out the original paperback strip, too; if y'all happen to have that paperback book with this strip), and the rest is history.
Hope y'all enjoyed finding out about this. Peace.
I do not claim ownership of any content. Spy vs. Spy belongs to the defunct MAD magazine and Antonio Prohias.
#spy vs spy#black spy#white spy#antonio prohias#spy vs spy paperbacks#madtv#mad magazine#ventriloquism#just some info I wanted to share with y'all#this is actually the only spy vs spy short on MADtv where anybody has spoken at all albeit with incomprehensible babble#I love black and all but I will admit that I kinda wanted to slug him in the gut for taunting White by shouting profanities like that#well at least it came back to bite him on the ass when white made that mini microphone and mini speaker#overall I just love the raspy chainsmoker vocal effects the spies have#I swear (no pun intended...kind of) black is a major wise-ass#In the animated short after black was executed via the firing squad I have to imagine his leader was probably disturbed...#...when he heard the laugh come from black's body (via the mouth of course)#Youtube
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yknow it's interesting how, for all his talk in s3/4 of not wanting arthur to idolize him, john is... arguably doing something very similar right back.
and it's entirely understandable. john has just been pulled back from his absolute lowest point, and not even through his own determination or sacrifice or whatever, but because he chose to sign his best friend up for a capricious god's games without his knowledge so he could be with him and on earth. he was probably hoping they could have at least a little bit of a breather before kayne's deal started causing new problems. just a little time to ease himself slightly out of pure caged-animal survival mode, to be with the person who helped him find humanity and be reassured that he hasn't completely lost what little of it he had.
...and then he actually gets there, and realizes very quickly that Something Has Gone Very Fucking Wrong in the short time he's been away. john doesn't even know about larson's daughter yet, he has no fucking idea why arthur is so desperate to hunt this man down that he's ready to throw their life away in the process. he needs to believe that arthur has changed, in some fundamental way, and that said change can be reversed. if john just finds the right words, if he can get it through to him that what he's doing is wrong, he can bring his friend back. because if arthur drowns he's going to pull john right down with him, because how is he supposed to keep hold of his barely-recovered morals when he's stuck with someone so hellbent on throwing them away?
when john talks arthur down after killing uncle it is legitimately caring abt his friend, ofc, but it's self-motivated, too. How could they have won? We're nowhere near finished. read as i'm not lost, i'm not damned, there's still a chance for me to be better.
he needs arthur to not be a monster bc otherwise, john has to be one too, and he can't bear that.
#the nemesis speaks#mv liveblog#malevanalysis#malevolent spoilers#are these words good. am i making sense. i feel like i'm not quite hitting the thing i'm trying to convey#fuck man. part 26 is such a fucking gut punch every damn time#like obviously john sees his own fall from grace in the dark world in arthur's fixation on larson#but i wasn't expecting to hear him draw such a direct line between the two#and ofc john's wrong here. arthur's ''nature'' hasn't fundamentally changed. he's not actually gone mad or anything#that violent vindictive streak has always been there. john's seen it! it came out with the widow and faust at least#but it's never been louder than it was in addison. losing john and going thru the town and then finding out abt larson's crimes#all sharpened it to an extreme#and given john's had an unspecified amount of time in the dark world probably remembering mostly the arthur he knew last#the one who recited poems from his past to comfort john and literally died trying to protect him#it's such a jarring difference. basically the polar opposite of the arthur he wanted to hear from#anyway e26 arthur ilysm <333 all of the emotion is sooo well done. makes me sick i adore it#girl you are KILLING IT! girl i don't think it's MOVING ANYMORE. girl you can STOP BITING
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here he is, finished at last!! this ref took me 5fucking ever. my beautiful, horrible son. casual ref and bonus music under the cut :3
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#tea's art!! :D#iodine (oc)#original character#mad scientist#idk what else to tag this sfkgjnskdfjg#i love himmmmmmmmmmmm raughhth#now i need to give surgery a ref...... someday soon#that one will definitely will NOT be ready for artfight#(surgery's iodine's assistant who viscerally hates its guts but needs to help it for Reasons)#i love you silly geologist man.....#also he has contamination ocd and is touch averse#i don't know what his sexuality is but he's probably somewhere on the ace spectrum lol#cw body horror#<- i guess. being safe#SoundCloud
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GRIFFITH EXCUSE ME BUT WHAT THE FUCK
#sorry but his first act as a demon/god/wtv???#WHY#not posting pics because its def nsfwork#like is he trying to get revenge on guts for leaving him or make him jealous or sthg#is he trying to prove he has his mojo back after failing to do anything with casca earlier in the tent#is he trying to create a demon baby spawn hffjjffjfffjf#im so grossed out and mad at him and upset#and yeah i wanted to know how guts lost his arm but I DIDNT WANT IT TO BE LIKE THIS#berserk#berserk spoilers#p
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Betty is so relatable I would do the same shit for my wife
#simon petrikov#original#at#the moment where she declares that she's jumping into the future to save him. just pure save-husband impulse#and maybe she made the wrong choice but I felt the emotion in my gut and that's good tragedy baby#I would do the same thing and then be in the future and realize I probably fucked up but also what else could I do but#devote my entire life and sanity to saving her after I have destroyed every other option??#it's not healthy necessarily but a fucking apocalypse happened and her wife is in eternal torment. what else could she possibly do??#I'm just obsessed with the attitude she has towards saving him and how it turns from joyful heroism to unhealthy obsession#I have a much healthier relationship with my wife. but also she's never been driven mad by a magical crowd for a thousand years!#and Betty did it!! y'all can argue about whether Ice King was better than Simon and I think he must make peace with every part of himself#but it is extremely consistent in the original series that being Ice King is basically this existentially horrifying Eternal torture#so the fact that someone who loved him decided they would save him from that at all costs is very sad and very beautiful#beautiful because no one deserves to suffer forever. tragic because she was far to willing to take his place if she had to.#betty grof#fionna and cake#golbetty#golb#*driven mad by a magical crown#you forgot your floaties#edit: upon rewatching every episode with betty in it i will say i don't think i would be so hellbent on murdering the person she had become#betty does act selfishly and it makes her character more compelling#but i like to think if my wife went banana-pants ice-king-level bonkers i would be able to love that version of her too#but who's to say whether this story would be the reason I responded differently?#it's a good story
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some shippers when solas has had important relationships from thousands of years ago and he can't just forgive himself for failing those closest to him then and go "okie dokie!" when his wife tells him he can come back home
#dragon age fandom critical#solavellan#im sorry some of you are not serious he literally says in the cutscene i wish ur forgiveness soothed my faults but unfortunately#hes been on this path for CENTURIES before lavellan was even born like yes he would like to apologize to mythal#AND HE LEFT LAVELLAN CLUES BC SHE WANTED HIM TO TRACK HIM SHE WANTED HER TO STOP HIM#unfortunately sometimes you kinda need your best friend turned master turned opp to say it's ok#like she literally came in went well lolz we both fucked up teehee i release u from indentured servitude PCE#and some of u are still mad#RELATIONSHIPS DONT EXIST IN A FUCKING VACUUMM!!!!!!#mind you mythal got betrayed by her own deranged husband who then got locked away and she was lobotomized#and then after she protected her people in this new world solas showed up and went well im bombing it#LIKE UNFORTUNATELY. SINCE HE KILLED FLEMETH HE KINDA NEEDED TO ATONE FOR THE NUMEROUS GRIEVANCES HE CAUSED IN MYTHALS LIFE TOO#also like even tho it was mythals choice to follow her husband and it was her own undoing#solas as a spirit of wisdom who knew better and warned her still thinks he failed her and not vice versa bc it was his Nature.#i also think it would be largely out of character for solas to just go okie after lavellan forgives him#he literally broke up w her bc he felt he was betraying this path of repentance he made up for himself#he wished it was as easy to just cast aside & get over it and adapt like mythal clearly has but#in his core he feels deeply. his regrets his losses his pain. he is a spirit#he is not a man. he is weighed down by emotions the mortal coil cannot comprehend#it is also why he did not want cole bound or inq drinking from the fountain#he made a choice and he failed and he carried that burned for centuries#he would not have that thrust upon someone else#and he also cannot wash away the guilt without confronting it. and he hasnt been confronting it until hes trapped#and even then his last confrontation w mythal b4 vg was when he gutted her to seize power and do what HE thought he must
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gleefully and evilly awaiting the day i can I Told You so literally everyone in my life that's like 'ewww you have a physical media collection? dvds in 2024??'
like in the most nevelle papperman manner, they'll rue that day fr
#yall these election has me maliciously educating myself. im so mad lmao#even tho i highkey feel like he wont make it to office. is this delulu or realism idc anymore its just a deep gut feeling i have#(the feeling is called dread)
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if dorian didn't show up, do you think louis would have shot minnie?
I do. I know some people think either he wouldn't have or he would've missed so that's why the writers had him shoot Dorian instead, but mmmmmm no, I don't personally think so. I like to think that if he had taken the shot, his shaky hands would've caused him to shoot her fatally.
Mostly because I'm already so normal about the fact that of the Ericson crew, Marlon and Louis are the only ones with a body count. Well, that we know of, but shown to us in the game, at least. Plus, we know it's Louis' first kill.
Like yeah, Clementine and AJ become part of the crew and they have bigger body counts, and if we're counting indirect kills caused by actions, then Tenn has a count... and I guess everyone has blood on their hands for blowing up the boat... but I'm talking about killed directly with a weapon like....... I lied, I'm not normal about that at all, Louis and Marlon are the ones who have killed someone in Louis' route. I'm also not normal about the fact that Louis kills Dorian and then even as he's clearly in shock, he tries to go with Clementine to get AJ, and then later on when they talk about it, he says it feels like bile but not quite and he's glad he has it in him to do it.... listen, listen, listen... I'm obsessed with that.
Anyway, so if Louis shot Minerva, I think he would've accidentally killed her and can you imagine? He's already enough of a mess after killing the woman who pinned him down and tried to cut his finger off [or succeeded] but he knew Minerva, they were friends before the twins were taken. Even Violet couldn't kill her even though that would've been the smarter thing to do, and we know thanks to meta knowledge that killing her would've saved lives, but Violet couldn't, and I don't think Louis would intentionally either.
Speaking of Violet, if Louis killed Minerva, I hate to think about what that would've done to Vi. I think she might've actually left at that point, like what was planned before it got changed to her being burned. I don't think she would've attacked Louis over it, though, like yeah she attacked Clementine in the cell but Louis? I don't know, but I don't think so just because it's Louis and he'd be a mess about it anyway.
Though if he did kill her, it would be a neat parallel to draw... y'know, because Louis forgave AJ for killing Marlon even though he was pissed and heartbroken, and Violet was annoyed with him the entire time... but could she ever forgive Louis for killing Minerva? Y'know? We already have a similar parallel with AJ shooting Tenn, but still.
If Clementine killed Minerva in that moment, though, then I could see Violet attacking her since in her eyes, Clem proved her right.
So yeah, I get why they added the Dorian kill to his route. It adds another compelling element to Louis as a character, but we also need Minerva alive for episode 4; Louis can't kill her, he can't miss, and he's not going to stay with her because we need Violet to stay on the boat and him to be on shore for all routes.
#asks#twdg louis#twdg minerva#twdg clementine#twdg violet#twdg marlon#twdg tenn#honestly whenever i see someone say louis is the boring option i'm just like '.......that's your opinion but also how can you say that??'#then again i'm sure other people look at me saying violentine just isn't for me and they say the same thing so y'know... i can't talk haha#also time is such a weird thing because i look at the entire cell scene in louis' route and like... i'm not even mad about violet anymore#like yeah i still don't believe she was brainwashed like i'm sorry y'all only believe that because kent said something about it#not because there's all this evidence toward it in game like vi being pissed at clementine makes sense she doesn't need to be brainwashed#for it to work like her being vulnerable and easily manipulated into submission makes perfect sense especially with minerva there#it's like everyone was pissed that she attacked clementine and people needed a way to excuse it so it's not violet's fault when like...#that's literally what makes it interesting like calm down it's okay if violet is pissed and scared and behaves accordingly#also my controversial opinion of the day that i'll hide here in the tags so maybe people won't find it sksksk but#I personally find the concept of vinerva and the doomed tragedy of it more compelling than anything violentine did#like i'll defend violentine and i do believe it's an important and good ship it's just not my personal favorite#anyway but then the whole thing with lilly and minerva is so good and louis screaming FUCK YOU at minerva?? amazing love it so good#i love when the soft character who never chooses violence is so pissed off that all that anger they have boils to the surface and it's raw#like... he's SO mad he's SO furious he's SOOO UPSET like he wasn't even like this when marlon died or anything like he hit his limit#and then shooting dorian through the mouth while an accident is just well done i love it and i love his reaction of mortification#and apologizing and YET he still tries to go with clementine he's trembling and can barely string together a sentence but he wants to go#he wants to help her he wants to save aj THAT is the gut reaction he has after everything that just went down#'louis isn't loyal or good for clem because of the vote' babe tell me you don't understand any nuance of louis' character without telling m#it's fine IT'S FINE you don't have to agree and i just have to remind myself that it's fine not everyone likes louis we're okay#this drives me crazy in the best way like y'know what? i love the cells scene in louis' route all of it even the stuff i used to rant about#even the stuff that used to piss me off now i'm just like 'no wait past cj was dumb she wasn't looking at it this way aaaaaaaa' sksksks#that was my tag ted talk about the cell scene thank you
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there is a special something wrong with me that makes me combine every interest i have ever had into one amalgam, finding the key themes that connect two things together and stitching them into some kind of frankenstein special interest that has no business to exist.
that being said. is there an overlap between Fallen Hero fans and Les Mis enthusiasts
#watching les mis tonight and imagined sidestep also watching les mis. the movie adaptation came out in 2012#THEY COULD HAVE SEEN IT IN THEATERS. hypothetically sidestep could have gone in blind to les mis in theaters. In this essay i will-#one moment#fhr posting#ripley hawthorn#ripley specifically would have such a gut reaction to les mis.#he's like 🙄 you want me to see a musical?? whatever. kinda lame.#He is fully sobbing by I dreamed a dream#he gets so mad when he learns the thenardiers aren't actually using fantines money to take care of cosette that he has to step out#'hawthorn it's okay valjean is coming to take care of cosette' 'ITS FUCKING UNFAIR. ITS SO UNFAIR. FANTINE SUFFERED SO MUCH'#he is dying on the spot during On My Own. sitting next to his own repressed (supposedly) unrequited crush.#i think les mis would simply speak to him on an impossible level
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why do cis people try to trap you into talking shit about trans people you dont know?
#charlie.txt#the amount of times a cis person has interrogated me about whether a trans person ive never met befores behaviour is unreasonable isnt#incredibly high. but its high enough where im wondering where ive went wrong in making them think that ill ever be on their side.#like today one of my classmates was like. idk my partners younger sibling came out as a woman and they just get mad when people get their#pronouns and name wrong#and i was like. idk. is SHE maybe feeling a bit isolated?#(pronouns dont equal gender. we know this. it was very clear to me tho that he was using degendered language on purpose)#and i hate how he clung onto 'you know im not normally that firm when correcting people'#and he was like oh no of COURSE not i KNOW youre not like that#and i wish i had the guts to continue with -- but i fucking should be bc sometimes cis people rip the fucking piss#but i felt so! cornered!#he wanted an Insider Perspective he said#but it was clear to me that he didnt. he wanted me to shit talk this random trans woman i dont know.#and im not fucking doing that to one of my girls!#sorry man! but its not happening!#i wish i shut him down harder bc i think he left that conversation putting subtext in my words where there was none#but i did unequivocally say -- i am not judging another trans person i dont know and i understand where SHEA coming from#he tried to make the fact that she came out to her mum via text a big deal and i was like ??????#bc she 'did drag' before she came out and her mum was supportive#and i was immediately like. It's A Bit Different.#like what??#i am so on this random trans womans side bc you just know that those Totally Innocent Slip Ups are just ppl punishing her for not doing one#of the hardest things a person could do a bit clumsily#and i bet you anything she isnt nearly as aggressive as he painted her#esp since he REFUSED to call her a she or a woman bar the one time he introduced the concept of her being trans#edit: meant to say shes not doing one of the hardest things you can do very gracefully
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i;m so sick of swatch/ton im gonna throw up for real
#IM NOT GOING TO CLAIM ITS LIKE MORALLY WRONG OR SOMETHING I JUST DON'T LIKE IT. IT DISINTERESTS ME DEEPLY#It just makes 97% of anything ever made or related to swatch disinteresting to me immediately its frustrating#i know they have canon character tensions going on between them which is fine but i dont get why exploring them by default has to ship#^sorry i saw cool art that was tagged ship#also sorry to put this here but i don't want to put Fandomy Complaints on my main and this is my swatch blog#.bmp#uh..#complaining#??#i just don't get it but maybe its becauyse im Swatch Brained but like i feel like maybe. it doesnt have to be about spamton sometimes .#maybe swatch can be their own character outside of half of a ship dynamic idk#<- also ALSO. i wrote up a huge thing about how Swatch wouldn't have like severely and permanently disfigured spamton#by throwing him in burning acid. which i intended mostly as like 'swatch isn't just Mean Butler/Barista and nothing else' because i was sic#of them just being used as a prop villain for Spamton#but i really didn't mean it as like. they were closer than they seem in game or that they didnt clearly hate eachother's guts#they very much do not like eachother . like Swatch is SO mad he stole the NEO body they made it clearly meant a lot to them#no doubt they have some bullshit going on but to me making it romantic or whatever doesn't add anything to the interpersonal conflict#this why it is my mission to make swatch art that is not ship sorry
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will i ever react to veganism normally? lol
#thinking a lot abt bad bunny’s short film#the part where the american white lady asks the old boricua man if he wanted vegan quesito#and how one time i talked to friends#(hi ihouse pals if ur here)#about how we would raise a kid#(if a random kid plopped into our lives sitcom-style)#and someone wanted the kid to be vegan#and i was like. no.#(i think that in a multi-parent household the children should eat what the parents cook unless they have a high discomfort against it)#(for example i’m not gonna make a kid who’s allergic to or has a negative emotional reaction to broccoli eat it)#and i was so defensive abt it lmao (in my head)#this person said that peruvian vegans exist#which yes obvi they do#and i love them for it#but my gut reaction to the word vegan is a white person making my food taste like shit LMAO#and i should shift my first thoughts of veganism to be abt the anti-animal-cruelty or environmentalist vegans#idk my first reaction to hearing abt making my home food vegan was to take away lomo saltado and cuy and all of the caldos that i love#ig maybe i should see veganism as a tool that different ppl use to according to their beliefs#kinda like how u can be an environmentalist carnivore if u don’t waste any part of an animal#but yeah good film bad bunny#absolutely heartbreaking#bad bunny#actual ihouse#also it makes me so mad to see white lactose intolerant ppl bc they’re so unlucky#iirc cows are from western europe#they should be the ppl that would hate vegan quesito the mostjswjshsiw#dash rambles
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#i keep thinking abt amth my therapust said#i was talkibg abt my continuing-to-develop-feelings for my irl . vs the weird clusterfuck of emotions i have for my ex#n the wrirdness i have abt it#anyway she was trying ti help n whatnot. but one thing she asked me was#'what if this with [Dacted] is enough for fuckass mcgee to come foreward' n om kinda . i hope not .#bc i may b a libra venus but if theres one thinf i dont like: its romance decisions. n ive alwys hated the idea of a being in a love triangl#just bc . someones going to get hurt. always . n i dpnt like tje idwa od two ppl being Inro me.#i mean i get it. its not from a place of low swlf worth bc i know ppl are into me and do like me#bur i Hatw the idwa of haing tk choose between tso ppl???#and its all hypothetical#but i do have a mini gut feeling tbat ill have to decide or make a decisio in regards to this anyway#terrified of the idea of being happy so keeping everything n rveryone at this weird middle ground#as if i can keep rhis up much longer bc i have a feeling if i dont budge ill b forced to budge#anyway .#shits fucked fuckass mcgee still on my ass abt my decisions#except hes not egen taljibg to me abt them. hes bitchibg to our mutual friends like. dawg fucling talk to me#im shitty w u bc u dont talk yo me. u shat over my olive branch n basically pretwnd i dont exist. why wouls i wanna ask u to hang out#ofc im gonna ask [dacted] bc were actually friends. u arw not my friwnd. i xan b civil but u made it clear thats Not smth u wany#for qwtv reason idc ? but im literally just followibg the code o was given . its laced w my own weird bitternnmess#that is slowly dippibg the more days pass actually byt . eh its whatwver#i dont hate being around him and i dont get mad when i have to be around him. its a mwh neutral feeling now.#ujless its just us teo n then i wanna bolt for the hills bc What is this energy between us here . im Incomfortable and idk if#its my own projection so slay ig
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