#as if i can keep rhis up much longer bc i have a feeling if i dont budge ill b forced to budge

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[seijorhi]

asks :)

some of y’all have rlly big brains 🧠👀

What about Bokuto ignoring you when you suggest to go outside. He'll smile and hug you and changes the subject. When you try to bring it up again, he'll slowly increase his strength of his hug. A warning for you to behave 😬. I love you and your writing. 

Happy Birthday Daddy Owl.

First of all I’m sorry I was late for this bby!

Second of all YEEEEESSSS!

Bokuto is honestly so terrifying as a yandere! It’s not a punishment, it’s more like a natural response. He doesn’t want you slipping away from him, not to go outside, not to go to the kitchen, not to leave his side for a split second. And sometimes he forgets his own strength (does he though?). It’ll start to hurt, you’ll feel like you can’t breathe and your ribs are gonna crack with his muscled arms squeezing you tightly as he buries his face in the crook of your neck and coos about how much he loves you. But if you can’t breathe you can’t talk right? You can’t keep saying that you want to leave him. He won’t let you leave him. But maybe that’s better than the alternative. 

Keep pushing and you’re gonna get an emotional and upset Bo and neither of you want that.

the dynamic between akaashi/bo and reader??? you have me so interested ma’am I just love all your writing and concepts!!!

Ok ok :)

So basically the you’re stuck between a rock and a hard place here. There’s Bokuto, who drugged you at a party and delivered you neatly gift wrapped (hehe) to your completely enamoured and insane captor. He’s friendly, excitable and equally as fucked up as Kuroo (he was the one to kidnap you after all) and sees absolutely nothing wrong with the situation.

And then you have Akaashi. Akaashi who’s in some of your classes, who’s a sort of friend. Akaashi who should be more than a little concerned that his best friend has kidnapped you while his other friend is keeping you like a little housewife.

Bokuto’s all exuberance and wide sunny smiles, he treats you like you’re one of them, like you want to be there. Doesn’t question why you’re afraid of him - if anything, he seems to be more concerned with getting you to like him by forcing you into friendly cuddles and dragging you out into the longer room to come hang with him when Kuroo’s not around. He won’t listen to a word about how uncomfortable (how scared) you are. You’re perfect for Kuroo - he’s never been happier and Bokuto has no interest in upsetting this new balance.

And then there’s Akaashi. Unlike the other two you know he sees how wrong this is, how much you don’t want to be there in Kuroo’s bed every night - or there in the apartment with them at all. He knows you - knows that this is wrong, but-

But he won’t lift a finger to stop it. He’s nice to you, sweet. You think maybe he pities you, or maybe it’s his own guilt for letting this happen, but he’s the one you find yourself crawling too when you’re scared or overwhelmed (not when Kuroo can see - never when there’s that chance) but he’s also the one to watch you in the classes Kuroo doesn’t share with you. He’s a friend - was a friend - but now you don’t know how to act around him. Maybe if you push him subtly enough, he’ll feel guilty enough to help you - but be careful, because Kuroo loves his friends, but he didn’t sign up to sharing you, and he certainly doesn’t appreciate the odd occasional glance Akaashi sends your way when he thinks you aren’t watching 👀

Just read Gift Wrapped pt 3 and first: It was very good just like all your fics are and second: It made me realize just how weak i am for soft, delusional yanderes! Like a yandere that has no idea that you’re really scared of them and is also generally attempting to make you feel good 👌👌👌👌

Delusional yandere’s are so fun to write!! It’s soft but... make it creepy y’know? 👀thank you bby!

I just wanted to say

1. Outrunning fate is too good

2. I kinda freaked/flipped out knowing you’ll maybe write another part to it

3. I’m getting too distracted from doing actually college work because I’m rereading your fics

Out of all the fics I listed, this is probably the one I’m most torn about. I don’t mean to bait you guys and there’s still a possibility that I won’t write more for it, but fuck I just love the concept and dynamics between Toshi and Tendou and their poor darling soulmate. We’ll see, okay? Also that’s very valid sometimes i get distracted re-reading my own stuff instead of writing new stuff so, I getcha haha

Your content is nothing but superb and sinfully filling♨️♨️💓💓💓. I-is it okay to ask for more ushijima content? I love that brick wall so much and even had a delulu dream where i was his childhood friend who is always salty with him and when we met up as adults he caught on to my jabs and ended up getting railed by him eye-EJFJWJFA MY THIRST FOR THIS BLOCKHEAD IS DRIVING ME INSANE PLS I NEED HELP- SJXJSJCJ i love you rhi. Thnx for all your content👏👏👏

I’m writing an Ushijima breeding kink fic for a friend so there’s that to look forward to :) 

i too wish i could dream about getting railed by mr jima 😌

Gift wrapped was soooooo good! I can’t get enough of possessive and delusional Kuroo 😍. I love how you write from the pov of an unreliable narrater. You do it so well!

And now I’m also really curious about the dynamic between reader and Bokuto + Akaashi. Especially how Akaashi’s going to react to all of this 🙊 - @closetdegen

Thank you!!! I love from the yandere’s pov especially when they’re the delusional sort. It was fun trying to show the reader’s terror and fear while also having that fit within Kuroo’s perfect little idealised perception. It’s soft and romantic and fucking terrifying imo. Anyway, thank you!!!

the fics you mentioned writing extra parts to bitch askxjfhslg ALL of those are my favorites !!!! no pressure to continue any of them bc i totally understand where you’re coming from, but i need you to know that if you so choose to write another part for any of them i will literally rejoice and be so fuckin thankful 😭 anyways, love you & you’re amazing

Ahh thank you sm sweetheart!! 😭😭😭

Okay I know I'm asking a little bit too much but have you considered continuing on with the GW series? Maybe not fully fledged fics but more of drabbles or maybe short headcannons? You are a phenomenal writer that always leaves me craving for more 😭 There's just so much more I want to see from this world, like how Akaashi would react to seeing her since Kuroo seems like he would force her to move in, how their life would be now, etc. I hope you don't take this the wrong way! I don't want you to write something you don't want to. I'm just genuinely curious 🥺

Will I write another full length fic for it? Probably not. If somebody asks will I answer a bunch of questions and maybe do some drabbles/headcanons? Yeah, and that goes for pretty much any fic I’ve written. I love it when you guys react well to a fic and wanna know more. And thank you, bby!

Gift wrapped 🎁 part 3 was so insanely good that it made me want to finish acing my quizzes faster so I could reread it again 💖💖💖💖👀

asdfghjkl ily bby!!

YOO THAT KUROO WRAPPED THO- o m g I want smt where maybe this isn’t part of the fic but like a separate one where it’s a jealous Yan Kuroo 👁👄👁 u don’t have to do it it’s just a thought

Dw bby, I have some lovely jealous Kuroo fics in the works for you!! Also idk if you’ve read it already but Mr Perfect is there if you wanna see some feral Kuroo 👀

[kinktae]

I’m so proud of you for not only finishing the masterpiece that is Bitchin *chef kiss* but also getting the final chapter out when you were hoping. Every little win should be celebrated so make sure to give yourself some credit x

bitchin 10 asks (finally!)

thefouranemoi said: just finished bitchin! it was soooooos soooooooooo good! im a sucker for a really good slow burn but this wasn't dragged out or overly dramatic. it was perfect and im so glad y/n and jk have each other. thank you for such a series!

sadlemonboy said: i read bitch’n 10 on the bus and was trying so hard to just not cry. i was so good i love it so much. just like thank you

Anonymous said: WHAT'S WITH YARA AND TAE??? ARE THEY TOGETHER??? WILL WE EVER KNOW???

Anonymous said: Buttt just out of curiosity what happened with Yara and Taee, did they became fvckbuddies or smth

forvever-ddaeng said: STOP IM FUCKING SAD ITS OVER :( WHEN I READ “I SLEPT WITH ERIK” I WANTED TO STAB MY EYES OUT LIKE WTF BUT THE PAPER WAS HONESTLY SO FUCKING CUTE IM SO HAPPY WITH HOW THIS TURNED OUT I LOVE YOU AND YOUR BRAIN 🥺 p.s. do you think you’d ever do a drabble or epilogue where we get more of yara and tae? Totally cool if you don’t want to I was just wondering

O.O

Anonymous said: BITCHIN PART 10 WAS SO GOOD!!!! I WAS CRYING LAST MIGHT, THINKING THAT Y/N AND JK WERE JUST GOING TO PART WAYS,,,,HEKDHBFKD FUCKIN HAD ME SCARED. OMG SUCH A GOOD SERIES!!!!! I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEXT ONE.

Anonymous said: AHHH I LOVED BITCHIN SO MUCH!!! This has always been one of my favorite fics right from the beginning and probably will always be one of my favorites. You did such an amazing job. I’m sad Bitchin era is over but I’m excited for whatever era that will be next:) Thank you for writing this, ILY

Anonymous said: THANK U FOR BITCHIN IT WAS AMAZING

Anonymous said: Bitchin was one wild ride 😭😭 I loved it and can’t wait for more of your rewind series 🥺💕💕

Anonymous said: 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺💜💜💜😩😩😩😩- my reaction to bitchin final (for now)

Anonymous said: REST IN PEACE BITCHIN AAAAKAAKK.,?!@ FOREVER IN MY HEART GOD DAMMIT I CANT STOPCRYING ARE U HAPPY ROSE DID U LIKE CRUSHING MY FEELINGS LIKE THIS OIOOHNMY GOD 😭😭😭😭

jessiejellybean said: The only thing I can say about bitchin finale is GAJSOSLALHSISSAOWLLANSHSJAKA SERIOUSLY ITS SO GOOD THIS SERIES AS A WHOLE IS UNBELIEVABLY GOOD 10/10 WOULD RECOMMEND

Anonymous said: bitchin was so good😭 i am BEYOND devastated knowing that ill no longer be getting notifs on another update🥺it was so fun to be a part of this journey consisting of having to anticipate for another part to be posted for as long a month! but never have i regretted any second of waiting bcs the result came out so well written and interesting u might as well make it into a hard copy or a movie and get paid loads🤩 keep up the good work❤️

Anonymous said: Funnily enough, you were the first EVER bts blog that I followed because I thought you were funny as hell. Then, you posted part 1 of bitchin and on god I swear I signed my life away for bitchin!jk 🤡. I've officially lived through an era 🥺🥺. I'll miss them but I'll always be the biggest yaraxtae whore 🥵💦 -♒

sydney--chan said: This might sounds totally stupid or whatever, but bitchin' means a lot to me and I'm so happy that you decided to share it with us. Not to get all sad n shit but I started reading this during a really rough period in my life. This story allowed me to forget about all the stuff that was going on, even for just a little bit. This story means so much to me and seeing it end is like making me 😭😭😭 this is the perfect story and I love you and thank you for creating such a beautiful story 

Anonymous said: THAT WAS SO GOOOOOOOD the way u wrote about jungkook’s feelings tugged at my heartstrings like my heart physcially legitimately hurt ur writing was so spot on!! all the details!! Totally worth staying up even though i have class tm

Anonymous said: miss rose i just wanted to stop by and say thank you for always giving us such masterpieces. as a jk whore (ot7 whore in general but ya know) bitchin was just *chefs kiss* i literally looked forward to Sundays bc I knew there was a chance a new chapter would be posted lol. I am sad to see bitchin end but am also suuuuper excited to support your new fics and anything else you come out with. you’re the best. love ya 💕

Anonymous said: Bitchin' 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I'm going to say this for the umpteenth time... IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD. It's one of the best fanfictions out there and I'm gonna re-read it at least five more times. Thank you so much for blessing us with this bounty! Take care! 💜💜

koru-rhi said: I should really be asleep but I had to finish Bitchin & I went back and reread it from the beginning to the end and I just want you to know how much I loved it! It was a beautiful smuttyfluffyangsty ride and I can’t wait to read more of your writing! I totally lost it at Everything I Didn’t Say 😫 btw.

Anonymous said: Wow bitchin is over... what is there to look forward to now on this app :(

Anonymous said: I AM NOT CRYING, YOU ARE ALL CRYING I CNA IT THE END DNDMSM MY POOR HEART. AGHHHH SNAMAMA PLEASE,WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO ME. YOU ARE KILLING ME. I DON'T KNOW IF I AM SAD OR HAPPY OR BOTH.

Anonymous said: UGH! bitchin 10 was amazing *chef’s kiss* I sobbed, I felt their earnest love for each other. A real roller coaster just like my emotions rn. Ngl I sound like a middle aged white mom giving a book review 💀 anygays I just wanted to say that I love ur stories and they’re always so well written

betysotelo18 said: Bitchin'...has me in tears! For some reason I thought this was going to have smut...Who needs smut! This was PERFECT! The damn piece of paper made tears roll down my cheeks! I loved every single chapter. Thanks for sharing

deewhalien21 said: Waiting bitchin part 10 was hell, couldn’t imagine living without them now😔 I’m going to miss them, like a lot. And thank u for good memories with these people mam, thank u for making me experiencing heart break that I could never have. I’m waiting another great stories❤️😔

lalumaia said: That was just perfect, Rose. Thank you, I love you

Anonymous said: hi, bitchin was soooo good and every time you uploaded i felt so happy and excited for the next one, thank you for all your work!

Anonymous said: when i saw the warning said “angst” i was so worried they wouldn’t end up together :( thank you for this rose this was such a beautiful story and experience!!! love u lots angel

Anonymous said: ROSE HOLY SHIT THAT WAS SO GOOD !!!!!!!!

unknowntalesx said: ROSE IM CRYING WHAT THE FUCK I LOVED THAT SO MUCH MY HEART WAS BEING SQUEEZED AND TORN AND I HAD/HAVE LITERAL TEARS RUNNING DOWN MY FACE

Anonymous said: OMG CANT BELIEVE BITCHIN IS OVER 😭😭 i loved everything from the beginning till the end 💜 THANK U FOR WRITING SUCH AMAZING STORY

Anonymous said: On god bitchin is the best series I’ve ever read on this app. The ending was great too! Just sad that it’s over :( thanks for writing it

Anonymous said: FAM YOU GOT ME CRYING IN THE CLUB WITH BITCHIN PT. 10! I absolutely adore your work so much and Bitchin was absolutely beautiful and so fantastic to read. I love it and you so much! Thank you for giving us something so beautiful ❤️ P.S. now take a long break girl because you deserve it

Hi friends! I can’t even begin to explain how much every single comment/like/reblog/ask in regards to bitchin has meant to me

[oorumaiito]

WOWIE, A WHOLE YEAR!!

// ok, so, i’m not doing anything super special for my first year anniversary with this blog. kinda boring, i know. but i am gonna write this to express my appreciation. under the cut is some mushy-ass stuff, so you don’t have to read it, but you can. you can also reblog this, if i tagged you, or if you just. wanna celebrate with me with these party poppers here.

// tws for: animal death, divorce.

// sooooo on October 14, 2017, i established my original A.ll M.ight blog in a dire time of need. my stepfather had abandoned my family the day after my birthday, leaving my mother, my brother, our pets, and myself behind. i’d already been going through a lot; my transition, my semi-shitty birthday, my bad thoughts, and my mother and brother were stressed about a lot of other stuff too, and on top of that, our dog —  who was originally my stepdad’s — was dying of old age and mild neglect by her original owner. a few days before i had established this blog, we had her put out of her misery. i never really got to give her a proper goodbye, nor did i get to see her drift away. in short, my world as i knew it was crumbling around me, and i once again found myself shrouded in darkness. it continued to crumble around me for many months to come.

this blog was an escape from that hell. i thought i’d needed some positivity in my life — a proper roll model to follow, whether fictional or not. A.ll M.ight had always stood out to me as a character from the moment i got into bn.ha, and i originally had plans to make a blog in July of that year, but they never took off until October, when i realized that i needed to make this blog for myself. i needed some sort of inspiration to continue to be creative and have a reason to propel myself through a dark time in my life, and i needed some sort of light to break through that darkness. A.ll M.ight shined that light, and i continued to write him through thick and thin. my muse for him has been alive and well longer than any other muse for any other character that i’ve ever interpreted in my 5 years of roleplaying, and at this point, A.ll M.ight is not just some sort of obsession for me, but an inspiration and a motivator to keep going and push through whatever obstacle is thrown at me. 

i’d like to thanks those that i have become especially closest to  —  those that were always here for me in this past year of darkness, and those that i know i can trust. i may not have many friends here, but those that i do have i hope will be friends for life.

@cchouwa  — rhi!! i love you so, so much!! you’ve been an inspiration to me from the start, with your fantastic writing, your willingness to put up with my bullshit, and your willingness to help me and support me throughout a tough time in my life. the fact that you were even so trusting of me as to let me stay with you at o.hayocon2k18 was so amazing to me, and really solidified the idea that you were a true friend. i look up to you a lot, you know, even if we bitch at each other all the time. you’re such a good friend, and i’ll never abandon you or betray you. i can’t wait to see you again!

@thievinggentleman  —  jay!! my dad!! i love you basically as much as i love rhi (but don’t tell them that), and you have shown me the same trust that rhi did and given me so much inspiration to simply be myself and embrace that. i can tell that you and i have both been through a lot these past few months, and i’m proud of you for pulling through all of the bullshit and surviving. you’re another inspiration to me, and a father figure that i can really count on. i hope to see you again soon, too!

@ghoulcka  —  ok nanners you probably don’t even give a shit about this bc you’re so fucking busy but i love you and just wanted to give you a shoutout for being so fucking amazing. you’ve also been an inspiration to me in the writing department (whenever you’re actually ic fnjsnafnkfndsaknfj) and i can’t thank you enough for what you’ve done to support the communities you’re in. 

@spitefulpumpkin / @engclsgeist — jasper!! i know we haven’t talked in a long time and i feel kinda bad about it lmao. but you’re still a big ol dad inspiration to me, and i hope that you’re proud of the improvements i’ve made since we first met, because i’m definitely hella proud of you!! if you ever wanna talk to me, shoot me an im on d.iscord!!

@conmiito  — ok jewel idk where the fuck you are rn but the fact that i have another millennial to make stupid jokes and memes with is a fucking blessing and ily so much. we need to start talking again bc hoog misses you

// hooookay! that’s all fine and dandy. there are plenty of other people that i love around here, so please don’t feel left out if you weren’t shouted out. 

in general, i want to thank all of you for  supporting me on this journey that has been this past year. this time last year, i’d just moved into my great-grandmother’s house because we had literally no where else to turn, and i’d recently lost a close friend. i’m so happy that this has been such a wonderful coping mechanism for me, to get past all of the bullshit that my life has thrown at me. so many things have changed and improved within the past year that it completely blows me away. it feels amazing to be at this point, and i want to thank everyone for supporting me over the past year.

TO ANOTHER WONDERFUL YEAR!

[anything-advice-blog]

somewhat urgent- I'm a foreign exchange student living in brasil. uve been having an extremely hard time bc my host fanily leaves me alone all day, i havent made any friends, and my language skills are pitiful after being here for four months. ive always had depression and anxiety but recently its been getting so much worse. im home alone all day, never talking to anyone, only leaving my room for meals and the bathroom. only leaving my house once a week or so. (pt 1) -rhi

(pt 2) i feel like im wasting what is supposed to be the best year of my life and ive just spent it wallowing in self pity and becoming so shy i can barely talk in public. i spent yesterday crying and thinking about coming home, talking with my best friend in the states. i dont want to give up this opportunity but im losing myself here. -rhi (i think the first part wasn’t anonymous? that was a mistake sorry)

Hey love,

Is it possible for you to go out and see the city without your host family? Why exactly are you home all day? Are you scared that you won’t be able to communicate as well if you go without your host family? If they’re not very inclusive of you, try to connect yourself with other people. You said you’re a student. Are you attending classes? Do you know any other exchanged students that may have been in the same program as you?

It’s hard to not become a recluse when you’re in a different place. It doesn’t even have to be in a new country. For example, when a rookie actor moves to New York city, they can fall prey to the same routine. Working a lot to keep their apartment doesn’t allow them a lot of down time to part and socialising. However, if they don’t at least try to take one day of the week to socialise, they’ll eventually grow used to the routine and it’ll be harder and harder to get out there later. So that’s why my professors always stressed the fact that you should always get involved with the city. Go see some sights. Go watch a street performance. Even if you have no friends to go with, take yourself out and be a part of the community. The same advice is often given to freshmen in college!

So I think it will help for you to do this as well in Brazil. Wherever you live, whether it’s the city or the countryside, go out there and see. What does it have to offer? You picked this place for a reason, right? What was that reason? Have you fulfilled your goal since you came here? If not, what steps do you think will help you best in achieving that. Walk around the city with a pocket dictionary and see what you can do. It’s okay to not be fluent after four months. It’s fine to struggle. If you want to further improve it, keep working on your grammar and vocabulary each day.

As for your host family, are they simply not very inclusive or are you not very interested in what they’re doing? Do they invite you to do the things they’re doing? Whatever the case, try and see if you can come with them to some events. Create small talks with them. They may feel a bit awkward and with your own hesitance, they probably don’t want to be a bother and keep asking.

Having depression and anxiety makes it harder to do things but remember that it can be better. Are you being medicated? Are you being treated? What do you do to help yourself it? I understand that its hard to get out of bed and do things with it. But if you try for a little bit each day, it can be easier. Start small. Take a five minute walk on the first day and lengthen it each day. Make a goal to greet one person and eventually start to hold longer conversations. Get plenty of sleep and eat good foods. Do something relaxing for yourself each day. You’ll eventually meet a couple of friends either in your class or a coffee shop that you frequent. You may also become great friend with your host family as well.

It’ll take time and it’ll be hard work, but if you keep trying, I know you can make it.

Always by your side,

Kelly