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healing my inner child this fine thursday (I realized i could get myself sims 3 AND GET ALL THE PACKS FOR MYSELF. I used to play it for HOURSSSS and i was so jealous of the kids who could afford the dlcs. i bought all of them real real cheap and i got mods and i'm literally so excited i'm so sorry to todo they're going to hear me going crazy for a while)

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New job is going well and I am very pleased to announce. Lmfao. That Im downloading mysme for the first time in like 4-5 years because im allowed to use my phone at work now

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Just hit over 100k words on this draft :]

I can't wait until it hits a point where im comfortable sharing snippets LMFAO it sooooo so different than the bits I've posted before oh my god

Idk if I've talked about it much but im so deadass about becoming an author with actual books that I just took a paycut to a position that should allow me to write and draw on the clock as long as I get my work done (they literally told me to bring my sketchbook and smth to watch Netflix on). This job change should also help a lot of my health issues so Im hoping to get back being as creative as I used to be :> (cough i have some fics in mind)

Hope ur all doing well okay byeeee

Finally done :] now i want to do silly stuff. trying to figure out how to convey the Vibe

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Hhhhhheres rodney!

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Hhhhhheres rodney!

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To the regen fan I just met irl in my own mother's house I am so sorry for how awkward I was it was just a jumpscare because 1) I have social anxiety especially meeting new people and ngl being a degree closer to my family knowing I write fanfiction broke smth in my brain for a second 2) i was genuinely horrorified to hear how young you are because oh my god im hoping most of my readers are adults with the shift into horror I want to do 😭 isn't regen rated mature or smth???? 3) literally no one told me who you were beforehand. Im assuming?? Our parents are friends??? But I learned that after so meeting you felt like my mom just Found someone off the street and was like THEY KNOW WHAT YOU DO ONLINE

Again it was really great to meet you. thank you for coming to the cookout lmfao???

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saw u reblog sinners art and RAHHH THE MOVIE WAS SO SO GOOD RIGHT ?? IVE WANTED TO SCREAM ABT THIS WITH SOMEONE FOR AGES BUT NONE OF MY IRLS WILL WATCH ITTT 💔

but omg omg the music and the acting and the genuine love all the characters had for one another and and and- (explosion)

pls tell me all ur thoughts 🤲

YESES TODO AND I SAW IT IN THEATRES WE LOVED IT.

It has some of the best scoring I've seen in a movie everrr. Im obsessed with all the allegories for colonialism and all the love and care put into showing the culture. Its all i could think abt for weeks after seeing it

I do eventually wanna say my thoughts about it but I lowkey want to do an essay or two or three on it lol I just don't want u to think this ask is just rotting in my inbox lol

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A little more than one week on t. My immune system threw a fit to the change and I've been sick as fuckkkk for like 4 days. On top of all the goddamn sweating from t induced hot flashes, im so so so dehydrated from being sick

I had to get a little spatula to apply my gel w because my shoulders really like to jump out the sockets when I reach around

Other than that :> going well

hi hi hope ur all well, surprise update but I use he/him now :> starting T soon im very excited lol

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Zelda and Link as "The Shadow" (1909), Edmund Blair Leighton

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we are all sinners

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Day 1 😎😎😎

I dont talk abt this often but between the chronic pain and being Generally Mentally Unwell Do To Life Kicking My Ass ive kinda been in a state of constant de-everything and after a few hours I noticed im actually like. Present.

Which is good! But because I am not used to being Locked In i I'm SOOO OVERSTIMULATED LMAO. my hoodie was making me so mad because I was like "WHY DO I FEEL SOMETHING TOUCHING ME" and it was literally just the hem

Side note my dr at the consult heard I have ehlers danlos and immediately went "are you autistic? Adhd?" And then said im "in the soup"

hi hi hope ur all well, surprise update but I use he/him now :> starting T soon im very excited lol

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hii raven!! thought youd want to see people talking about the regen fic here: (https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTjHE83nj/)

(in case that link gets eaten by the tumblr monster, its the top pinned video from @secretaccalx47 on tiktok)

EEEE thank you!!! i get all sappy and teary eyed abt people still talking about regen

hope ur going good anon!!

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maybe one day ill render this as far as i wanted lol

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10/31/80

can you tell im still having Fun With Fonts?

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hm. definitely got a good bite of wax on this cheese.

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mentally taking a drag of my mental cigarette because I don’t smoke but life has been very smokable lately

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maybe one day ill render this as far as i wanted lol